#so that if it does become too hard for me i can change that and that's a big comfort to me
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mhm. what if you're too broken, in too tiny pieces, even the base too shattered to rebuild from. what if there's too little good left.
*swallow* that... that probably wasn't the most helpful answer. but I know what you mean. and I don't really have a fix or anything.
*drily, like, ironically* should probably clarify that the you in that first sentence meant me and just me. so. before you get any more ideas. because of course for Me that's Different! At least for my chaos brain tangles.
[ooc: Philosophy Below. idk brain ran away with thoughts call me if u find it /silly]
*silence, thinking over the words again* I don't know. All I can hope is that - that sentence from the movie Aria likes. When we can see no future, all we can do is the next right thing. the next little ray of sunlight. the next little moment of peace.
And if none of that is possible... Wait, and hold on, and look for them, and hope they come back soon. This is just my thoughts - my little agreement with myself. I gotta try the best I can, even if the best I can is a break from trying to recover. And then I'll know that Past Me did their best for me now and that I owe it to Future me to do my best for what they might become. Even if they weren't very successful. Like deciding that however I am right now is me too, and so I am all these things and parts, the good and the rough ones, and they all together make the full me. It's these nice little shortcut across the self blaming and infighting that take a long time to work out but help wherever they hold.
But like. I think I owe it my future self to hold on, and to get through the storms. Our past selves have come such a long way, and who knows where we'll go next, what our future selves and lives might be like. So like. I do think that new paths open up all the time, possibilities. Even if the ones now are all bad, who knows where we can still go. And the only way to find out is to try, and to do our best.
*they pull out their diary, and from the front a little calendar page* Look. I... It's one of these pages I'll keep forever and ever because I need the reminder, and give to others when they might need it. I don't know if it's right. I hope so. and I think the only way to find out is to try and hold on.
For me that's enough. That, little hopes, little good moments, even just the memory of warmth and hope and the knowledge that all that was once can come again - in different forms, maybe, but it can. *turning to lay it next to Will's sneaker*
*more silence* But. Well. That's really big thoughts, and hard to see when everything is so dark. Hm. okay just to throw some thoughts out. You don't have to tell me, you don't have to think about it, just... some ideas. Little windows into that maybe, whenever you're able to look.
what do the voices say? can they maybe be talked to, or be both a little right?
is there anything you wish wouldn't stop? or come back? any little thing. ignore realism and context all that. if you were playing make-believe, your own little world, what would it look like? if you want to we can take turns. I play that game regularly cause, well, bad memory, and i probably should start again.
and... does it have to be a *bad* hurt? like. yes. you're different. stuff happened, and it changed you, and that really really hurt. you might not be the same person as before. is that a bad thing? or, you said nasty. sure. right now it's raw and painful and doesnt fit yet. but... could all these little shards grow back together and become something scarred and mended, and different?
I hope they could. I'd really miss you - not you from before, you however you are right now and however you want to be. Idk doesn't make much sense but - people if they change are still that person, right? just... changed, by a situation or because they got to know themselves better or whatever. Like Butterflies. I'd like to see the next chapter, with you if you want or just knowing there was one for you.
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Love love love characters that present themselves as emotionally open social butterflies but the more you see of them the more obvious it is that theyâre the most closed off fuckers in the story. Sure, they want to help you with your personal problems and messy emotions, but if you turn that shit back on them, theyâll shut down or deflect every time. Why are you sticking your nose in their business anyway? Itâs not like it matters. Theyâre not a person, theyâre just a role being played. Theyâre the guy who fixes things and saves people. Please ignore the man behind the mask, heâs fine. Everythingâs fine.
#I love Noa's infodumos#I feel like it's a double spear and they're calling me out tooo lol#I actually love this description so much#I feel like I've really explain it well#But it also applies to me fully so I'm a bit scared now :(#<- hugs you really tightly and doesnt let go (if u want)#i. i feel this.#like literally#took the first paragraph 1:1 from a recent vent#somehow you put *me* in something that sounded like a poem and was originally about a silly pixel boy and then from your experience#lowkey trying to not cry rn#Silly Callouts to Deep Philosophy speedrun T-T#long post#oopsie
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My Toxic Exes
Genre : Smut
Idol : Yeji, Giselle & Julie
Tags : Ex Gf Yeji, Giselle & Julie, Dirty Talking, Secret Sex, Cheating, Lots of Kissing, Sweaty Sex,
Word : 8,838 Word
Love isnât supposed to hurt like this.
Thatâs what you tell yourself as you stare at the ceiling, your body sinking into the mattress, numb. Your room is dark except for the faint glow of your phone screen, the only source of light illuminating the night.
Her last message still lingers on the screen.
"Youâre overthinking."
You squeeze your eyes shut, but it doesnât help. The images are still there. Her texts to someone else. The photo of them together. The way she denied it so easily, as if your feelings meant nothing.
Yeji.
The first girl you ever truly loved. The first girl who shattered you.
The first time you see her, sheâs standing on a stage, dressed in a sharp black blazer and a white button-up shirt, her long, sleek hair tucked neatly behind her ears. Sheâs in the middle of a debate, her voice unwavering, her gaze sharp.
Sheâs stunningânot just in appearance, but in presence. She owns the room without even trying, commanding respect with every word she speaks.
Youâre not supposed to be here. You only came because your friend begged you to watch their team compete, but now, all you can focus on is her.
When the debate ends, she winsâof course she does. You expect her to be cold and distant, but when she walks past you, sheâs laughing with her teammates, her confidence melting into something warm and inviting.
And then, she notices you.
"Hey," she says, stopping in front of you. "Enjoy the debate?"
You blink. For a second, you think sheâs talking to someone else. But noâher sharp brown eyes are locked onto yours, waiting.
"Uh, yeah," you stammer, caught off guard. "You were⊠really good."
She smirks, tilting her head slightly. "Thanks. I try."
And just like that, she walks away, leaving you standing there, completely entranced.
You donât know it yet, but this is the beginning of something that will change you forever.
Getting to know Yeji is like getting close to a wildfireâintoxicating, thrilling, and impossible to control.
Sheâs not like anyone youâve ever met before. Sheâs driven, passionate, and fiercely independent. She doesnât need anyone, but somehow, she chooses you.
You start seeing her more often. First, itâs casualâstudy sessions, late-night talks about life and ambitions. Then, it becomes something more.
One night, after a long day of studying, you walk her home. Itâs late, the streets nearly empty, and the cool night air makes your breath visible.
"Youâre different," she says suddenly, breaking the silence.
You glance at her. "Different how?"
She shrugs, kicking a small pebble on the sidewalk. "Most guys I meet try too hard to impress me. But you⊠youâre just yourself."
Your heart skips a beat.
"Is that a good thing?" you ask, trying to keep your voice steady.
She stops walking and turns to face you, her eyes searching yours. Then, without warning, she steps closer, closing the distance between you.
"It is," she murmurs.
And before you can process whatâs happening, she kisses you.
Itâs soft, hesitant at first, but then it deepens, her fingers curling into your hoodie as if she doesnât want to let go.
When she finally pulls away, she grins.
"Letâs do this," she says. "Letâs see where this goes."
And just like that, youâre hers.
Being with Yeji is exhilarating. She challenges you, pushes you to be better, makes you feel like you can conquer anything.
She takes you to places youâve never been, introduces you to people who admire her just as much as you do. Sheâs everything you never knew you neededâstrong, fearless, and completely captivating.
But then, the cracks start to show.
It begins with small things. She gets easily frustrated when you donât immediately understand something. She makes little comments about how you could "try harder" or "be more ambitious."
"You should be more confident," she tells you one day when you hesitate to speak in a group setting. "I canât keep carrying the conversation for you."
It stings, but you brush it off. Maybe she just wants you to improve. Maybe sheâs right.
Then, she starts getting distant.
She cancels plans more often, says sheâs busy, but you start noticing the way sheâs always on her phone, texting someone. You tell yourself itâs nothing. Sheâs popular, she has a lot of friends.
But then, one night, everything changes.
You donât mean to see it. Youâre just grabbing her phone to check the time while sheâs in the shower. But the moment you pick it up, a notification pops up.
A message from someone you donât recognize.
"Last night was amazing. Canât wait to see you again."
Your chest tightens.
You open the conversation. There are picturesâher with another guy, laughing, leaning into him the way she used to lean into you. The texts are flirty, intimate.
Your hands shake as you set the phone back down. Your mind races, trying to make sense of what you just saw.
When she comes out of the bathroom, towel wrapped around her head, she notices your expression immediately.
"Whatâs wrong?" she asks.
You swallow hard. "Who is he?"
She freezes for a split secondâjust a moment, but itâs enough.
"Who?" she asks, too casually.
"You know who," you say, voice barely above a whisper. "I saw the messages, Yeji."
Silence.
Then, she exhales, rolling her eyes. "Youâre overthinking."
Your heart cracks.
"Yeji, I saw the photos," you say, your voice trembling. "Just⊠tell me the truth."
She stares at you, and for the first time, you see something cold in her eyesâsomething detached.
"Thereâs nothing to tell," she says simply.
No apology. No remorse. Just a flat-out denial, as if youâre the one being unreasonable.
Thatâs when you realizeâyou could argue, you could beg for the truth, but it wouldnât matter. Sheâs already decided to pretend like nothing happened.
And suddenly, you feel exhausted.
You thought love was supposed to be about trust, about believing in each other. But standing here, looking at her, you realizeâthis isnât love. This is a game youâre never going to win.
So you do the only thing you can.
You leave.
You donât cry that night. You just lie in bed, staring at the ceiling, wondering where it all went wrong.
A part of you wants to believe sheâll call, that sheâll apologize, that sheâll tell you she made a mistake.
But deep down, you know she wonât.
Yeji never looks back.
And neither should you.
Moving on from Yeji isnât easy.
Even after weeks pass, her absence lingers like a dull ache in your chest. You try distracting yourselfâfocusing on school, picking up new hobbiesâbut nothing fully silences the thoughts. The "what ifs" still creep in late at night, and the scars she left still sting when you least expect them.
But then, you meet Giselle.
And for the first time in a long while, you feel something different.
You donât know much about her at first. Youâve seen her in passing, heard whispers of her name in hallways and classrooms. Giselle is popularâeffortlessly so. She has that kind of energy that makes people gravitate toward her, a mix of confidence and playfulness that keeps her at the center of every social circle.
Sheâs the kind of girl you never thought youâd talk to, let alone date.
But fate has other plans.
It starts at a partyâa rare event for you. Your friends practically drag you there, insisting you need to "get out more" after the whole Yeji situation. You donât expect much. Just a few hours of music, drinks, and pretending to have fun.
But then, you see her.
Giselle is surrounded by people, laughing at something someone said, her presence magnetic. Sheâs wearing a sleek black dress, her long hair cascading over her shoulders. She looks⊠untouchable, like she exists in a different world.
And yet, somehow, her eyes find yours.
For a split second, your breath catches. You expect her to look away, to move on.
But she doesnât.
Instead, she smirks. Then, before you can react, she makes her way through the crowd and stops right in front of you.
"You look bored," she says, tilting her head. "Not a fan of parties?"
You chuckle, rubbing the back of your neck. "Not really my scene."
She raises an eyebrow. "Then why are you here?"
"My friends dragged me."
Her lips curve into a smile. "Mine too."
And just like that, a conversation starts.
Itâs easy with her. Sheâs witty, teasing, but not in a mean way. She asks questions that catch you off guard, making you laugh, making you forgetâif only for a momentâabout everything else.
By the end of the night, youâre surprised to find yourself enjoying her company. And when she casually hands you her phone, telling you to put your number in, You donât hesitate.
For the first time in months, something stirs in your chest.
Maybe, just maybe, this could be different.
Dating Giselle is like stepping into a dream.
Everything moves fast. One moment, youâre just getting to know her, and the next, youâre in the whirlwind of her worldâlate-night drives, spontaneous trips to the beach, secret rendezvous between classes.
She makes you feel special in a way you never have before.
"Youâre cute when youâre flustered," she says one evening, tapping your nose playfully.
You groan. "Iâm not flustered."
She laughs, leaning closer. "You totally are."
She always knows how to make you smile, how to pull you out of your shell. And for a while, you think this might actually work.
But then, the cracks begin to show.
It starts with little things.
She gets irritated when you donât answer her texts fast enough, even if youâre busy.
"Why are you ignoring me?" she asks one day, her tone light but her eyes sharp.
"Iâm not," you reply, confused. "I was in class."
She pouts. "You couldâve at least texted me back during the break."
You brush it off, thinking she just likes attention. But then, it escalates.
She starts getting jealousâof your friends, of your time, of anything that isnât her.
"Do you really have to hang out with them?" she asks one evening when you mention plans with an old friend.
"Theyâre my friends, Giselle."
She crosses her arms. "I just donât get why you need to spend time with them when you have me."
It doesnât seem like a big deal at first. Maybe she just really likes you, you tell yourself. Maybe she just wants to feel secure.
But then, one night, everything changes.
It happens after a small argument.
You donât even remember how it startsâsomething about you not paying enough attention to her, about her feeling like you donât care.
"You donât put in enough effort," she snaps.
You blink. "Giselle, I do my bestâ"
"Itâs not enough!" she interrupts, her voice rising.
Youâre taken aback. "What do you want from me?"
She glares at you, her jaw clenched. Then, suddenly, she throws your phone across the room.
It crashes against the wall.
You freeze.
For a long moment, thereâs only silence. Then, her expression shifts. The anger melts away, replaced by something elseâsomething almost⊠remorseful.
"IâŠ" She exhales sharply, running a hand through her hair. "I didnât mean to do that."
But she did.
And you both know it.
Still, she steps forward, reaching for your hands. "Iâm sorry," she murmurs. "I just⊠I love you so much, and I hate feeling like Iâm not enough for you."
Her voice is soft, almost pleading. And for a second, your heart wavers.
But then you look at the broken phone on the floor.
And suddenly, you realizeâyouâve been here before.
This isnât love. This is control.
And you canât do this again.
Leaving Giselle is harder than leaving Yeji.
Because she doesnât let you go easily.
She texts, she calls, she shows up unannounced. She cries, begs, says sheâll change.
But you know better now.
And so, no matter how much it hurts, you walk away.
You think youâre done with love.
You think youâll never let yourself fall again.
But then, you meet Julie.
And this time, you believeâjust for a momentâthat things will be different.
You tell yourself you wonât fall for anyone again.
Not after Yejiâs betrayal. Not after Giselleâs suffocating love. Youâre tired of loveâtired of opening your heart just to watch it be torn apart.
But then, Julie enters your life.
And for the first time in a long while, you start to believe again.
It happens unexpectedly, on a cold evening in a quiet café.
Youâre sitting alone, scrolling through your phone, when she approaches.
"Mind if I sit here?"
You glance up, surprised. Julie is beautiful in an effortless wayâlong, silky hair, sharp eyes that seem to read you instantly. Thereâs an air of elegance about her, from the way she carries herself to the designer coat draped over her shoulders.
You hesitate. The cafĂ© isnât full; there are plenty of empty tables.
But something in her gaze tells you sheâs here for a reason.
"Sure," you say.
She sits across from you, her perfume light but intoxicating.
"Iâve seen you here before," she says casually, stirring her coffee. "You always sit by yourself."
You chuckle. "I like the quiet."
She tilts her head. "Or maybe you just donât like people?"
You blink, caught off guard. Most girls would be shy or polite, but Julie? Sheâs bold. Direct.
You smirk. "Maybe a little of both."
She laughs, and just like that, a conversation begins.
Itâs easy with her. Too easy
Sheâs different from Yeji, from Giselle. She doesnât play games, doesnât test you. She listens. Really listens.
And for the first time in a long while, you donât feel like you have to prove yourself.
With Julie, you can just be.
Dating Julie feels like a dream.
Sheâs richânot just well-off, but the kind of wealthy that makes life effortless. Expensive dinners, surprise gifts, spontaneous weekend getawaysâshe showers you with things you never thought youâd have.
At first, it feels strange.
"I donât need all this," you tell her one day when she buys you an expensive watch.
She just smiles, pressing it into your palm. "I know. Thatâs why I like spoiling you."
And you believe her.
Because Julie isnât just richâsheâs caring. Understanding. She never gets jealous when you hang out with friends, never accuses you of not loving her enough.
She trusts you.
She makes you feel safe.
And after everything youâve been through, thatâs all youâve ever wanted.
So, for the first time in forever, you let your guard down.
You let yourself love again.
And thatâs when everything falls apart.
It starts with whispers.
Little things you hear in passing.
"Julieâs always hanging out with that guy."
"Did you see her at the bar last night? She was all over him."
You brush it off. Gossip means nothing. You trust her.
But then, the doubts creep in.
She cancels dates last minute.
She starts texting less, calling less.
And then, one night, you see it with your own eyes.
Julie, standing too close to another guy. Laughing. Letting him touch her waist. Acting like you donât exist.
Your heart clenches, but you tell yourself to stay calm.
Maybe itâs nothing. Maybe thereâs an explanation.
So you wait until youâre alone with her.
And you ask.
"Who was he?"
She raises an eyebrow, sipping her wine. "Who?"
"At the bar. The guy you were with."
She sighs, setting her glass down. "Just a friend."
"A friend who touches your waist?"
Her expression hardens. "Are you seriously jealous right now?"
You hesitate. "Julie, I justâ"
"God, I canât believe this," she mutters, standing up. "Youâre just like every other guy. So insecure."
Your stomach twists. "Iâm notâ"
"Yes, you are." Her voice is sharp, cold. "I give you everything, and this is how you repay me? By accusing me?"
You feel like youâve been punched.
"Julie," you whisper. "I just wanted the truth."
She scoffs, grabbing her coat. "The truth? Fine. Maybe I like the attention. Maybe I like feeling wanted. But that doesnât mean I donât love you."
Her words hit harder than they should.
Because deep down, you knowâlove shouldnât feel like this.
You take a shaky breath. "I canât do this."
She stares at you. "What?"
"I canât be with someone who makes me feel like Iâm not enough."
For a moment, something flickers in her eyes. A flash of regret, maybe.
But it vanishes just as quickly.
She exhales, shaking her head. "Fine. Do whatever you want."
And just like that, she walks away.
No tears. No apologies.
Just⊠nothing.
Like you never meant anything at all.
You tell yourself you wonât cry.
But that night, as you lie in bed staring at the ceiling, the weight of everything crashes down on you.
Yeji. Giselle. Julie.
Three girls. Three heartbreaks.
Youâve given love everything you had. And every time, itâs been thrown back in your face.
So, you make a decision.
Youâre done.
Done chasing love. Done trusting. Done believing in fairy tales.
From now on, youâll be alone.
Because at least then, you wonât get hurt.
But then, you meet Yuna.
And suddenly, your heart isnât so sure anymore.
You donât believe in love anymore.
Not after Yeji, who shattered your trust.
Not after Giselle, who suffocated you with her possessiveness.
Not after Julie, who made you feel like you were nothing.
Youâre tired. Youâre exhausted. And most of all, youâre done.
You donât chase love. You donât wait for it.
Because you know, in the end, it always leaves you broken.
But then, you meet her.
And for the first time in a long while, something inside you stirs.
Something terrifying.
Something hopeful.
It happens on a rainy afternoon.
Youâre in a bookstore, flipping through pages of a novel you donât plan on buying. The rain outside taps against the windows, a soft rhythm that matches the quietness of the shop.
You like it here. Itâs peaceful. A place where no one knows you.
Or so you think.
"You like that author?"
A soft voice interrupts your thoughts.
You glance up.
And thatâs when you see her.
She stands a few feet away, holding a book against her chest. Sheâs dressed simplyâsweater, jeans, sneakersâbut thereâs something effortlessly beautiful about her.
Her eyes, warm and curious, meet yours.
For a second, you forget how to breathe.
You clear your throat. "Uh⊠yeah. I guess."
She smiles. "You donât sound so sure."
You chuckle, scratching the back of your neck. "Iâve never read their books before. Just browsing."
She nods, stepping closer. "Itâs a good one. Kind of sad, though."
You raise an eyebrow. "You like sad books?"
She tilts her head. "I think sad stories are more honest."
You donât know why, but that answer lingers in your mind.
She turns the book in her hands, then looks at you again.
"Iâm Yuna, by the way."
You hesitate.
But then, for the first time in months, you say it.
You tell her your name.
And just like that, something begins.
Yuna is different.
She doesnât demand your attention. She doesnât try to change you.
She simply exists in your life, slowly weaving herself into the empty spaces you never realized were there.
You start seeing her more oftenâat the bookstore, at the cafĂ© nearby, in the quiet corners of the world where you feel most at ease.
She never pushes. Never asks too many questions.
But she listens.
And somehow, thatâs enough.
One evening, as you walk together under the glow of streetlights, she asks, "Have you ever been in love?"
You stiffen. The memories of Yeji, Giselle, Julieâall of them flood back at once.
You exhale. "I thought I was."
She doesnât say anything right away. She just walks beside you, her presence steady, unshaken.
Then, after a moment, she murmurs, "It mustâve hurt a lot."
You stop in your tracks.
Because no oneânot Yeji, not Giselle, not Julieâever acknowledged your pain like that.
Your chest tightens. "Yeah," you admit quietly. "It did."
Yuna doesnât pry. She doesnât ask for details.
She simply reaches out, her fingers brushing against yours in the most delicate way.
You donât pull away.
And maybeâjust maybeâyou start to wonder.
Could love be something else?
Could love, for once, not destroy you?
But love has never been kind to you.
And just when you think youâre ready to move on, the past comes knocking.
Because one day, you receive a message.
From Yeji.
From Giselle.
From Julie.
They miss you.
And suddenly, everything youâve tried to bury comes rushing back.
Ghosts of the Past
You think youâve finally moved on.
Yuna is here. Sheâs warm, kind, and unlike anyone youâve ever been with.
She doesnât lie to you like Yeji.
She doesnât hurt you like Giselle.
She doesnât betray you like Julie.
With Yuna, love feels different. Safer. Real.
But love has never been kind to you.
And the past refuses to stay buried.
It starts with a message.
"I miss you."
You stare at the screen, your heart tightening.
Yejiâs name glows on your phone, the same name that once made your chest ache with love.
Now, all it brings is pain.
You turn off your phone. You donât respond.
But the past isnât done with you yet.
Because the next day, Giselle calls.
You let it ring. You donât pick up.
Then, Julie sends a message.
"Hey. Can we talk?"
You delete it without reading the rest.
But no matter how much you ignore them, they donât stop.
The texts become more frequent.
The calls become more desperate.
And slowly, they start creeping back into your life.
At first, you think itâs just them trying to soothe their own regrets.
But then, they start interfering.
And thatâs when everything starts to fall apart.
The first time it happens, you and Yuna are at a small café, sharing quiet laughter over coffee.
Then, your phone buzzes.
You glance down.
Itâs Yeji.
Calling.
Again.
You let out a slow breath, ignoring it.
Yuna notices. "You okay?"
You force a smile. "Yeah. Just spam calls."
But your hands feel cold.
Because itâs not just one call.
Itâs three.
One after another.
And the moment you step out of the cafĂ©, Yejiâs voice fills the air.
"Youâre ignoring me."
You freeze.
Sheâs here.
Standing across the street, arms crossed, staring at you like she has the right to be angry.
You donât know what to say.
"You think you can just block me out?" she continues, stepping closer. "After everything we had?"
Yuna glances between you both, her brows furrowing. "Who is she?"
Yeji smirks, her eyes flickering toward Yuna. "So this is why youâve been ignoring me."
Your stomach twists. "Yeji, donâtâ"
"Did you tell her about us?" Yeji interrupts, her voice dripping with something dangerous. "Did you tell her how much you used to love me?"
You clench your jaw. "Weâre done. You need to leave."
Yeji laughsâsoft, bitter. "You say that, but I know you still think about me."
She takes another step forward, lowering her voice.
"You used to be mine," she whispers. "And you will be again."
Then, she turns and walks away.
Leaving you standing there, heart pounding.
Yuna touches your arm. "What was that about?"
You force yourself to breathe. "Nothing."
But itâs not nothing.
Because Yeji isnât the only one who wonât let go.
And soon, things get worse.
Itâs Giselle next.
She doesnât just send messages.
She shows up.
At your work. At your apartment.
Always finding an excuse to see you, to talk to you.
And every time, she asks the same thing.
"Do you ever think about me?"
You want to say no.
You want to erase every painful memory of her.
But Giselle has always known how to push your buttons.
"You were my everything," she whispers one night, standing in front of your door. "I know I made mistakes. But you⊠you were different."
You grip the doorframe. "Giselle, go home."
She shakes her head, eyes glistening. "I donât have a home without you."
You swallow hard.
And thatâs when you realizeâshe doesnât just want you back.
She wants to ruin you.
And the moment she realizes she canât, she tries something worse.
She finds Yuna.
She talks to her.
She tells her thingsâhalf-truths, twisted stories.
And one day, Yuna asks, "Did she really hurt you that badly?"
Your stomach drops.
Because you know exactly where this is coming from.
You reach for her hand. "Yuna, donât listen to them."
She bites her lip. "I trust you. But I donât trust them."
And you knowâGiselle wonât stop.
Because if she canât have you, sheâll make sure no one else does.
But the worst is Julie.
Because Julie doesnât just want to win.
She wants to make you suffer.
One night, she sends you a message.
"Come see me. Just once."
You donât reply.
Then another text comes.
"I wonât stop until you do."
You sigh, running a hand through your hair.
Maybe if you go, sheâll stop. Maybe sheâll finally let go.
So, against your better judgment, you go.
You find her in a high-end bar, swirling a glass of wine in her hand.
She looks up, smiling like sheâs already won.
"I knew youâd come," she murmurs.
You sit across from her, exhaling sharply. "What do you want?"
She leans forward, her perfume familiar and suffocating.
"Are you happy?" she asks.
You frown. "What?"
"With her," Julie says smoothly. "With Yuna."
You glare. "Yes."
She tilts her head. "Thatâs a shame."
Something about her tone makes your skin crawl.
Then, she smirks. "Because I donât think sheâll be around for long."
A chill runs down your spine. "What did you do?"
Julie sips her wine. "Nothing. Yet."
You push your chair back, standing. "Stay away from her."
Julie just laughs. "You should know by now, baby. I donât like losing."
You leave without another word.
But dread settles in your stomach.
Because you know this isnât over.
Not even close.
And the worst part?
You donât know if Yuna will stay by your side when the storm hits.
Trapped in the Past.
Youâve been trying to move on.
You tell yourself that Yuna is different. That sheâs the one good thing in your life. That your past no longer has control over you.
But the past has other plans.
And today, it comes crashing backâharder than ever.
Itâs just another day at work.
Your office is quiet, the usual hum of keyboards and murmured conversations filling the space. Youâre buried in your work, trying to focus, when you hear itâ
Gasps. Whispered voices. A sudden shift in the atmosphere.
You glance up, confused.
And then, you see them.
Yeji.
Giselle.
Julie.
Standing at the entrance of your office, looking like they walked straight out of a dreamâor, in your case, a nightmare.
Your heart stops.
They shouldnât be here. They canât be here.
But they are.
And they look even more breathtaking than you remember.
Yeji stands tall, her confidence radiating through the room, a small smirk playing on her lips. She wears a fitted blazer over a sleek black dress, her hair pulled back in a way that makes her look both elegant and untouchable.
Giselle, on the other hand, is effortlessly stunning, dressed in a casual yet expensive-looking ensembleâlike she just threw something on and still managed to turn heads. Sheâs scanning the room, her eyes sharp, predatory.
Julie, as expected, looks perfect. A designer outfit, flawless makeup, an aura of quiet dominance. Sheâs not here to plead. Sheâs here to claim.
The entire office is watching, mesmerized.
Because how often do three goddesses show up unannounced, asking for the same man?
And then it happens.
"Whereâs Y/n?" Yeji asks, loud enough for everyone to hear.
You freeze.
Your coworkers look around, confused. Some exchange glances before one of them hesitantly points in your direction.
And just like that, the three of them turn to you.
And they grin.
Because Yuna isnât here.
Because this is their chance.
Because they knowâdeep down, they still have power over you.
And they plan to use it.
Before you can react, theyâre walking toward you.
Your heart pounds as they reach your desk, their presence overwhelming.
"Y/n," Yeji purrs, leaning against your desk like she belongs there. "Youâve been ignoring us."
Giselle tilts her head, feigning innocence. "Thatâs not very nice, you know. We just wanted to see you."
Julie sighs, a soft, disappointed sound. "You really thought weâd just let you go?"
You swallow hard. "You shouldnât be here."
Yeji raises an eyebrow. "Oh? Why not?"
You glance around. Your coworkers are still watching, whispering amongst themselves.
You grit your teeth. "Because I donât want to see you."
Giselle laughs. "Liar."
Julie smirks. "If that were true, why do you look so nervous?"
Because they know what theyâre doing.
They know exactly how to push your buttons, how to make you uncomfortable.
And worst of allâŠ
Theyâre winning.
Because a part of youâno matter how smallâremembers.
Remembers Yejiâs strength. The way she used to make you feel safe, like nothing in the world could touch you.
Remembers Giselleâs charm. The way she made you feel special, like you were the only one who mattered.
Remembers Julieâs care. The way she spoiled you, made you feel like you were worth something.
And now, theyâre standing in front of you, looking more beautiful than ever, acting like they still care.
And Yuna isnât here.
Yeji leans in, her voice low. "Letâs go somewhere private."
Giselle rests a hand on your shoulder, her nails lightly scraping your skin. "Just for a little bit."
Julie exhales softly, her perfume intoxicating. "Come on, Y/n. Donât make us beg."
Your hands tighten into fists.
Because this is exactly how it starts.
How you get pulled back in.
How you let yourself believe that maybe, just maybe, theyâve changed.
But you know better now.
You have to know better.
You step back. "No."
Yejiâs eyes darken. "Excuse me?"
You exhale sharply. "I said no."
Giselle blinks, her smile faltering. "Youâre joking, right?"
Julieâs expression turns cold. "Youâre really going to push us away like this?"
You nod. "Iâve moved on."
Yeji scoffs. "With that girl? Yuna?"
You clench your jaw. "Yes."
Thereâs a long pause.
And then, Giselle laughs.
A slow, mocking laugh.
"Oh, Y/n," she murmurs. "You really think sheâs better than us?"
Julie tilts her head. "You think she can love you like we did?"
Yeji crosses her arms. "Do you really believe sheâll stay?"
Something in their words sends a chill down your spine.
Because you know what theyâre implying.
Yuna doesnât play games like they do.
Yuna isnât manipulative.
Yuna isnât them.
And thatâs exactly why they want to destroy her.
Before you can respond, Yeji steps closer, her voice a whisper.
"If youâre not ours," she murmurs, "then youâre not hers either."
Your blood runs cold.
Because now, this isnât just about you.
Itâs about Yuna.
And you knowâthis war isnât over.
Itâs only just beginning.
The fluorescent lights of the office buzzed softly, a faint hum that matched the rhythm of my typing. My eyes flicked to the clock on the wallâ5:47 PM. Just a little longer, and I could head home. Home, where Yuna would be waiting. The thought of her brought a small smile to my lips. Yuna, unlike the others, was different. She was kind, patient, and she listened. She didnât play games, didnât twist words, didnât leave me second-guessing every interaction. She was⊠healing.
But that healing was fragile. Like a wound that had just begun to scab over, it could be ripped open with the slightest touch. And the last people I wanted touching it were them.
The soft ding of the elevator down the hall made my fingers pause mid-sentence. I glanced up, my heart skipping a beat as three familiar figures stepped out. Yeji, Giselle, and Julie.
Their heels clicked against the polished floor, a synchronized rhythm that felt like a drumroll before disaster. They were dressed to killâYeji in a form-fitting red blazer, Giselle in a sleek black dress, and Julie in a skirt that was far too short for the office setting. Each of them wore a smirk, their eyes locking onto me like predators circling prey.
âWell, well, look whoâs still working late,â Yeji purred, her voice dripping with faux sweetness.
I swallowed hard, my throat suddenly dry. âWhat are you three doing here?â
âCanât we visit an old friend?â Giselle chimed in, her lips curving into a sly smile. She leaned against my desk, her perfumeâa mix of vanilla and something far too intoxicatingâwashing over me.
âFriend?â I muttered, my voice low. âIs that what we are now?â
Julie chuckled, the sound grating against my ears. âCome on, donât be like that. We missed you.â
Missed me. The words hit like a punch to the gut. Not because they were trueâI knew better than to believe thatïżœïżœbut because they were a reminder of all the times Iâd fallen for their lies. All the times Iâd let them hurt me, let them twist me into something I barely recognized.
âYou donât get to just show up here,â I said, my voice firmer now. âNot after everything.â
Yeji tilted her head, her smirk never wavering. âEverything? Oh, sweetheart, you act like we ruined you. If anything, we made you stronger.â
âStronger?â I echoed, my voice rising. âYou manipulated me. Toyed with me. Made me feel like I was nothing. Thatâs not strength. Thatâs just⊠cruelty.â
Giselle clicked her tongue, shaking her head. âYou always were so dramatic.â
âSeriously,â Julie added, her tone dripping with mockery. âWe were just having fun. If you couldnât handle it, thatâs on you.â
My hands balled into fists at my sides, my nails digging into my palms. Fun. Thatâs what they called it. Playing with my emotions, stringing me along, making me feel like I was losing my mind. Fun.
âGet out,â I said through gritted teeth.
Yejiâs smirk widened, and she stepped closer, her heels clicking against the floor. âMake us.â
The air between us grew thick, heavy with tension. My chest tightened, my breath coming in shallow gasps. I could smell her perfume, a mix of roses and something darker, something that made my head spin.
âYouâre not the same without us, you know,â Giselle murmured, her voice soft, almost⊠gentle. âYouâre boring. Safe. Is that what she wants? Someone safe?â
Julie laughed, the sound sharp and cutting. âPlease. He was never boring with us.â
I shook my head, trying to clear the fog that was settling over my thoughts. âYou donât get to do this. Not anymore.â
âDo what?â Yeji asked, her voice a low purr. âRemind you of what youâre missing?â
She was close now, so close I could feel the heat radiating off her body. Her hand reached up, her fingers brushing against my cheek. I flinched, but I didnât pull away. Why didnât I pull away?
âYou remember, donât you?â she whispered, her breath warm against my ear. âThe way it felt when we were together.â
My heart raced, my mind a jumble of conflicting emotions. Yes, I remember. I remembered the highs, the moments of bliss that made everything else fade away. But I also remembered the lows, the crushing weight of their words, the way they tore me apart piece by piece.
âWe could have that again,â Giselle said, her voice a sultry whisper. âAll of us. Just like old times.â
Julie stepped forward, her hand resting on my chest. âYou know you want it.â
I did. God, I did. But I also wanted to be free, to move on, to finally be happy. And yet⊠here they were, pulling me back into their orbit, their gravity impossible to resist.
âJust one more night,â Yeji murmured, her lips brushing against my neck. âOne more chance to make it right.â
I closed my eyes, my body trembling. One more night. It would be so easy to give in, to let myself fall back into their arms, their beds. But at what cost?
âIâŠâ I started, my voice trembling. âI canât.â
Yeji pulled back, her eyes narrowing. âCanât? Or wonât?â
âItâs not the same,â I said, my voice firmer now. âIâm not the same.â
For a moment, there was silence. Then Giselle laughed, the sound cold and dismissive. âYouâre right. Youâre not the same. Youâre worse.â
Julie smirked, her hand trailing down my chest. âBut maybe we can fix that.â
I shoved her hand away, my patience snapping. âIâm not something you can fix. Iâm not a project, or a game, or⊠orâŠâ
âA toy?â Yeji finished, her smirk returning. âBecause thatâs exactly what you were. And you loved it.â
âI didnât,â I snapped, my voice rising. âI hated it. I hated you.â
âLiar,â Giselle said, her voice sharp. âYou loved every second of it.â
âNo,â I said, shaking my head. âI loved the idea of you. The fantasy. But the reality⊠the reality was hell.â
Yeji stepped back, her smirk fading. For a moment, she looked almost⊠hurt. âYouâre really going to throw it all away? Everything we had?â
âWe didnât have anything,â I said, my voice steady now. âIt was all in my head. And Iâm done pretending otherwise.â
There was a long pause, the air heavy with unspoken words. Then Julie sighed, rolling her eyes. âFine. Be a bore. But donât come crawling back when you realize youâre not cut out for⊠normal.â
They turned, their heels clicking against the floor as they walked away. I watched them go, my heart pounding in my chest. It wasnât until the elevator doors closed behind them that I finally let out the breath Iâd been holding.
But even as the tension left my body, the ache in my chest remained. Just one more night. The words echoed in my mind, taunting me. Because as much as I hated to admit it, part of me still wanted them. Still needed them.
And that scared me more than anything.
The office was quiet, the hum of fluorescent lights the only sound as I tried to focus on the report in front of me. But my mind kept drifting back to the encounter earlier. Yeji, Giselle, Julieâtheir faces, their words, the way theyâd looked at me like I was still theirs. I shook my head, trying to push the thoughts away. Theyâre gone. Theyâre not a part of your life anymore.
But just as I was about to dive back into work, my phone buzzed. A text from Yeji: âCome outside. Weâre waiting.â
I froze, my heart skipping a beat. No. Not again. I ignored it, setting the phone face down on the desk. But then it buzzed again. And again. And again. Finally, I picked it up, my fingers trembling slightly as I read the next message: âDonât make us come back up there. You know how much we love a scene.â
I cursed under my breath, dragging a hand over my face. Why canât they just leave me alone? But deep down, I knew they wouldnât. Not until they got what they wanted.
Reluctantly, I grabbed my coat and headed for the elevator. The ride down felt like an eternity, my stomach twisting into knots. When the doors slid open, I saw themâYeji leaning casually against the wall, Giselle scrolling through her phone, Julie with her arms crossed, a smirk on her lips.
âThere he is,â Yeji purred, pushing off the wall and walking toward me. âWe were starting to think youâd forgotten about us.â
âI havenât,â I said, my voice firm. âBut Iâm not doing this. Not again.â
Julie laughed, a sharp, mocking sound. âOh, come on. Youâre not fooling anyone. We know you still want us.â She stepped closer, her eyes glinting with mischief. âYou always have.â
âIâve moved on,â I said, though the words felt hollow even as I said them. âIâm with Yuna now.â
âYuna,â Giselle scoffed, finally looking up from her phone. âSheâs sweet, yeah, but letâs be realâsheâs not us.â
âSheâs better than you,â I shot back, my frustration boiling over. âShe actually cares about me. She respects me.â
Yeji tilted her head, her lips curving into a sly smile. âRespect is overrated. What you need is someone who knows how to make you feel alive. And thatâs us.â
Before I could respond, Julie grabbed my arm, her grip surprisingly strong. âEnough talking. Letâs go.â
I tried to pull away, but they were already surrounding me, their presence overwhelming. They led me to a car parked just outside the building, and before I knew it, I was in the backseat, the three of them closing in around me.
The drive to their apartment was a blur, my mind racing as I tried to figure out how to get out of this. But every time I thought about making a move, one of them would touch meâa hand on my thigh, fingers brushing against my neckâand Iâd feel that familiar pull, that dangerous allure that Iâd spent so long trying to escape.
When we arrived, they practically dragged me inside the apartment, the door slamming shut behind us. Yeji was the first to make her move, pressing me against the wall and kissing me hard, her lips demanding and possessive. I wanted to push her away, to tell her to stop, but my body betrayed me, responding to her touch before I could think.
Giselle was next, her hands sliding under my shirt as she undressed me with practiced ease. Julie watched from a distance, a wicked grin on her face as she pulled out her phone.
âWhat are you doing?â I asked, my voice strained as Yeji moved her lips to my neck.
Julie didnât answer, instead holding up her phone to show me the screen. She was calling Yuna. Panic surged through me, and I tried to pull away, but Yeji and Giselle held me in place, their hands roaming over my body.
âYou wouldnât,â I said, my voice pleading.
âOh, I would,â Julie said, her grin widening as the call connected. She put it on speaker, and I heard Yunaâs voice, soft and confused, on the other end.
âHello?â
âHey, Yuna,â Julie said, her tone sickly sweet. âJust wanted to let you knowâyour boyfriendâs here with us. And heâs very happy to see us.â
âNo,â I said, my voice breaking. âYuna, itâs not what you thinkââ
But Yeji cut me off, her lips crashing into mine again as Giselle pulled down my pants. I could hear Yuna on the other end of the line, her voice trembling as she asked, âWhatâs going on? What are you doing to him?â
âOh, donât worry,â Julie said, her voice dripping with mock sympathy. âWeâre just giving him what heâs always wanted. What heâs always needed. Isnât that right, baby?â
I wanted to deny it, to tell Yuna the truth, but the words caught in my throat as Giselle dropped to her knees, taking me into her mouth. I groaned, my body betraying me once again as pleasure surged through me.
Yeji pulled back, her lips curving into a wicked smile as she whispered in my ear, âHeâs always wanted us. Not you.â
âDonât listen to her, Yuna,â I managed to say, my voice strained. âPleaseââ
But Julie cut me off, holding the phone closer as Giselle worked her magic, driving me closer and closer to the edge. I could hear Yunaâs sobs on the other end of the line, and guilt crashed over me like a wave. But even as I tried to fight it, I knew I was losing.
âYouâll never be enough for him,â Yeji said, her voice cold and cruel. âNot like we are.â
And then, as Giselle brought me to the brink, I heard Yuna hang up, the line going dead. I wanted to scream, to break free, but my body was too far gone, too lost in the sensations they were pulling from me.
Yeji laughed, a low, wicked sound, as she undressed, her eyes locked on mine. âFace it, baby. Youâre ours. You always have been.â
And as they took turns with me, their hands and mouths claiming me in ways I could never forget, I knew she was right. No matter how much I tried to convince myself Iâd moved on, I was still theirs. And I always would be.
Julieâs phone buzzed again, and she picked it up, her grin widening as she read the message. âLooks like your little Yuna isnât taking this well,â she said, holding it up for me to see. It was a text from Yuna: âIâm done. I canât do this anymore.â
My heart sank, but before I could respond, Giselle was on me again, her lips trailing down my chest as Yeji whispered in my ear, âSee? We told you. Youâre ours.â
And as they took me again, their bodies moving in sync with mine, I knew there was no escaping them. Not now. Not ever.
The room was a blur of sweat, heat, and tangled limbs. Yejiâs nails dug into my shoulders as she rode me, her hips grinding in slow, deliberate circles that sent waves of pleasure coursing through me. Her breath was hot against my ear, her voice low and sultry. âYouâre ours,â she whispered, her words dripping with possessiveness. âYou always have been. You always will be.â
Giselleâs laughter rang out as she kissed me, her lips soft but demanding. Her hands roamed my chest, tracing lines of fire across my skin. She pulled back just enough to look me in the eyes, her gaze intense. âYou thought you could escape us?â she taunted, her voice teasing. âYouâre too weak, too addicted to the way we make you feel. Admit it... youâve missed this.â
I wanted to deny it, to push them away and reclaim some shred of dignity, but my body betrayed me. My hips moved of their own accord, thrusting deeper into Yeji as she moaned in approval. My hands reached for Giselle, pulling her closer, my fingers tangling in her hair as our lips crashed together. And then there was Julie, her tongue tracing a wet path down my neck, her hands gripping my thighs as she positioned herself to take her turn.
âYouâre pathetic,â Julie purred, her voice a mix of cruelty and seduction. âBut we love you anyway. Isnât that enough?â She didnât wait for an answer, instead straddling me and sinking down onto me with a gasp. Her movements were frenzied, desperate, as if she couldnât get enough. I couldnât help but respond, my hands gripping her hips as I thrust up to meet her.
The room filled with the sound of their moans, their laughter, their whispers. It was intoxicating, overwhelming, and I felt myself slipping further and further into their web. âYouâre ours,â Yeji repeated, her voice a sultry chant. âSay it. Say youâre ours.â
I tried to resist, to hold onto some fragment of myself, but the words tumbled out before I could stop them. âIâm yours,â I gasped, my voice choked with need. âIâm yours.â
The trio exchanged triumphant smiles, their eyes gleaming with satisfaction. âGood boy,â Giselle cooed, her fingers trailing down my chest. âNow letâs remind you why you belong to us.â
They took turns, their bodies moving over mine in a rhythm that felt both familiar and new. Yejiâs lips claimed mine, her kisses deep and hungry, while Giselleâs hands explored every inch of me, igniting fires wherever she touched. Julieâs voice whispered in my ear, her words a mix of encouragement and command, urging me to give in completely.
The air was thick with the scent of sweat and sex, the sound of our bodies slapping together echoing in the room. My mind was a haze of pleasure and pain, desire and despair. I wanted to hate them, to push them away and reclaim my life, but my body craved them in a way I couldnât deny.
âYouâre ours,â Yeji whispered again, her voice a soothing balm against the chaos. âAnd weâll never let you go.â
As if to emphasize her words, she leaned down, her lips brushing against mine in a kiss that was both tender and possessive. Giselleâs hands tightened on my hips, guiding my movements as she took her turn, her body moving in perfect sync with mine. Julieâs teeth grazed my neck, her breath hot against my skin as she moaned in pleasure.
The room seemed to spin, the boundaries between us blurring as we became a tangled mess of limbs and desires. I couldnât tell where one of them ended and the others began. It was as if we were one, connected by something deeper than just physical need.
âYouâre ours,â Giselle whispered, her voice a sultry purr. âAnd you always will be.â
My hands roamed their bodies, my fingers memorizing every curve, every detail. I couldnât stop myself, couldnât resist the pull they had on me. It was as if they had cast a spell, one that I was powerless to break.
âYouâre ours,â Julie repeated, her voice a tantalizing whisper. âSay it again.â
âIâm yours,â I gasped, my voice trembling with need. âIâm yours.â
The words seemed to ignite something in them, their movements becoming more frantic, more desperate. Yejiâs nails dug into my skin, leaving marks that would serve as a reminder of this moment. Giselleâs hips moved with a furious pace, her breath coming in ragged gasps. Julieâs lips claimed mine, her kiss fierce and demanding.
The pleasure built, a crescendo that threatened to consume me. I could feel myself teetering on the edge, my body trembling with the effort to hold on. And then, with a shuddering gasp, I let go, surrendering completely to the sensations that crashed over me.
They didnât let up, didnât give me a moment to catch my breath. Instead, they continued, their bodies moving over mine in a relentless rhythm that left me gasping for air. It was as if they were determined to claim every part of me, to leave no doubt in my mind that I belonged to them.
âYouâre ours,â Yeji whispered, her voice a soothing balm against the chaos. âAnd weâll never let you go.â
The words echoed in my mind, a mantra that I couldnât escape. I wanted to believe them, to believe that this was where I belonged, but a small part of me still fought, still clung to the hope of something more.
But as their bodies moved over mine, their hands and mouths claiming me in ways I could never forget, that hope began to fade, replaced by the certainty that I would never escape them. Not now. Not ever.
âYouâre ours,â Giselle whispered, her voice a sultry purr. âAnd you always will be.â
The room was a blur of heat and desire, the boundaries between us blurring as we became one. I couldnât tell where one of them ended and the others began. It was as if we were connected by something deeper than just physical need.
âYouâre ours,â Julie whispered, her voice a tantalizing whisper. âSay it again.â
âIâm yours,â I gasped, my voice trembling with need. âIâm yours.â
The words seemed to ignite something in them, their movements becoming more frantic, more desperate. Yejiâs nails dug into my skin, leaving marks that would serve as a reminder of this moment. Giselleâs hips moved with a furious pace, her breath coming in ragged gasps. Julieâs lips claimed mine, her kiss fierce and demanding.
The pleasure built again, a crescendo that threatened to consume me. I could feel myself teetering on the edge, my body trembling with the effort to hold on. And then, with a shuddering gasp, I let go, surrendering completely to the sensations that crashed over me.
They didnât let up, didnât give me a moment to catch my breath. Instead, they continued, their bodies moving over mine in a relentless rhythm that left me gasping for air. It was as if they were determined to claim every part of me, to leave no doubt in my mind that I belonged to them.
âYouâre ours,â Yeji whispered, her voice a soothing balm against the chaos. âAnd weâll never let you go.â
The words echoed in my mind, a mantra that I couldnât escape. I wanted to believe them, to believe that this was where I belonged, but a small part of me still fought, still clung to the hope of something more.
But as their bodies moved over mine, their hands and mouths claiming me in ways I could never forget, that hope began to fade, replaced by the certainty that I would never escape them. Not now. Not ever.
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baby daddy gaeul thoughts? :)
omg anon i was just gonna link you this old baby daddy ive drabble i did but i realized there's literally nothing much for gaeul there so now we out hereâŒïžâŒïžâŒïž
idek how nasty i can get with this since i stated in my last baby daddy ive drabble that gaeulâs just really fucking sweet đđ like truly!!!! taking care of you day and night throughout your whole pregnancy and when the babyâs here, she just gets even better! đ„șđ she becomes a hundred times more attractive to you while she does the whole parent stuff⊠it warms your heart every time you wake up in the morning and you see her by the window holding your kid in her arms and singing them a soft melody.. but really also makes you think that wow.. you reallyyyy scored the jackpot huh đđ
ofc the two of you would act appropriately when the kidâs around but once theyâre grown enough to be away from home for daycare or something??? oh trusttt that you and gaeul revert back to your young adult selves where you just canât keep your hands off each other đ”âđ« gaeul would come back in the house from taking your kid to school and she would see you making a little mid-morning snack and she just canât help herself seeing you in your nightgown and apron đ€€đ€€
donât be surprised when gaeul inevitably presses up against you from behind while youâre slightly bent over the kitchen island as you ate your snack! đ€ you could be talking to a friend over the phone too⊠having to bite back a small whine when she palms your ass and tells you to hang up the call.. and ofc you do that bcs what else were you gonna do?? not get fucked?? come on now đ€
first it would just be little kisses on your neck and shoulders, and then sheâd have her hand in between your legs from behind and ykw i believe gaeul can be an ass sometimes! teasing you about being so wet, claiming that you probably didnât change out of that nightgown in hopes of this exact scenario happening⊠and it was true! đ€ but youâre not going to allow yourself to be the only one embarrassed here! making a comment about how gaeulâs jeans are near to bursting open bcs of the hard-on that you knew has been there the second she started driving back home to you.. yeah gaeul wasnât being as slick as she thought she was đ« đ«
apparently that was the last straw bcs then youâre laying on the couch taking gaeulâs whole cock inside you effortlessly and it felt a lot better when it wasnât dead in the night and the two of you were trying to be sneaky đ«ą even gaeul couldnât keep herself quiet at all, and has she always been so⊠chatty??
ât-the way youâve been acting lately is so⊠f-familiar⊠mmm.. iâve been trying to figure it out for d-days and⊠fuckâi finally know whyâŠ! i know what you want, darlingâŠâ
âyou donât want to fuck just for the sake of fucking, donât youâŠ? you want another oneâŠ!â
âis that what weâre doing today? hm?? youâre going to take me until we have another baby, huh?â
well when she talked like that⊠it wasnât very shocking that youâd come home with amazing news after a visit to a doctor đ«Ł
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YO! Being a drawing, whatâs there to be afraid of!
#can you tell which iteration currently has a chokehold on me#1996 is such a fresh remix on the original im loving it#ngl that first arc almost lost me cuz of how annoying hong hai er was but it started growing on me near the end so I stuck it out#I will say tho that the love interest arc just pissed me off#thank god the love was onesided and she died at the end#I actually did like yan yan as a character but girl GET UP. HAVE SOME DIGNITY!! I DONT CARE WHO HE IS YOU SHOULD NEVER BE DOIN ALL THAT#FOR A MAN#I love this show but it does NOT pass the Bechdel test lmao#I gotta calm down I ranted enough about this arc to my friend - so hard in fact that I got a white hair from it#it physically aged me im never forgiving those goddamn spider demons#journey to the west 1996#journey to the west#journey to the west fanart#jttw sun wukong#sun wukong#jttw#jttw fanart#digital art#my art#im on the mpreg arc now which im so pleasantly surprised that they decided to shoot cuz every other iteration is too much of a pussy to#canât wait for the group birth#if they donât show hole on my screen and let me see the baby come out like im King Louis XIV of France this entire thing will be a flop#no exceptions#im also pissed about the tiger general becoming more girly and changing her whole character for a crush girl get UP
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Tiny Obi-Wan and Yoda just sat down somewhere having extremely Old Man conversations.
Mace: ....
Obi-Wan: you cannot imagine the things I can eat. No problem. No stomach upset. The fact Dex hasn't opened his diner yet is a travisty.
Yoda: Decades in exile subsisting on frogs I have been.
Obi-Wan: Yes, but those are good for you.
Yoda: Desire cake I do. One hundred years too late for it we are. Rubbing it in you are.
Obi-Wan: Well there must be some silver linings. The knees are nice too, but I can't reach anything.
Yoda: hmph, perspective you have gained perhaps?
Obi-Wan: not at this height.
Yoda: (laughs and gives him gentle whack with his cane) lost your cheek you have not, Master Kenobi
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Obi-Wan: (notices Mace) oh, Master, please join us.
Mace: ... (Sits down)
Obi-Wan: (Sighs like an old man) I must say I'm glad not to be on the council at the moment. Have you read my proposal on Hutt investments portfolios? I know you're busy with Xanatos' nonsense, but if we move soon we could prevent Jabba from gaining ground in thirty years.
Mace: you should be learning how to mix colours with paint, not sending me paperwork in the middle of the night, Master Kenobi.
Obi-Wan: (gestures to neat paint pallet with colours mixed) I already know how to do that.
Yoda: doubt that I do. Knowing is not understanding.
Obi-Wan: that doesn't even mean anything. You can't tease me just because I'm small now.
Yoda: size matters not. Tease you I always will.
Obi-Wan: well that's true (eye roll)
Mace: I have enough paperwork Kenobi. Stop sending me paperwork.
Obi-Wan: well I would send it to another Master, but you're the only one that knows of my predicament and you won't let me use your name, and Master Yoda has always been awful with written proposals, no one would believe it.
Yoda (has brought out the paints Obi-Wan had with him and has started mixing colours)
Mace: Master you can't just mix paint on the tile!
Yoda: fear the mess it will make, hmm?
Obi-Wan: you're impossible. (Starts doing it as well) I never enjoyed making a mess, even at this age.
Yoda: fear of the future that is.
Obi-Wan: here he goes.
Yoda: to live in the moment, without fear of the mess of the future, that is the way of a Jedi.
Mace: (watches the two of them paint pictures on the ground. It's a complete mess)
Obi-Wan: I don't fear the future.
Yoda: hah!
Obi-Wan: I'm stressed! Stressed isn't the same thing as fear.
Yoda: come from fear stress does. Anxiety. Make a cloud you should.
Obi-Wan: (examines his tile of art work, adds a cloud)
Yoda: stress Master Mace has trouble with too. (Pointedly looking at Mace who is just watching the mess unfold)
Mace: (sighs, takes the hint, sits on the floor and dips his finger in the purple Obi-Wan mixed) I have many things to do.
Yoda: but right now you are painting.
Mace: I can't tell if you're both being serious or messing with me.
Obi-Wan: it can be both, Master. (Makes a face) I'm going to have blue hands for a week.
Mace: have you always been anxious, Master Kenobi? You always seem very confident and composed. It was eerie when we first met, seeing a child so poised.
Obi-Wan: yes, well I don't want anyone to know I'm anxious. Too many people rely on me.
Yoda: like someone else that is.
Mace: well... Right now you're at an age you don't need to be so independent.
Obi-Wan: I'm older than you are, Master. My crude matter doesn't reflect who I am inside. I can't just turn off my worries. It was easier in the end. In the desert... But it's hard to grasp now. I found my balance and peace, but in the here and now I find myself at odds with my knowledge. Every stray thought and memory of something that could be changed for the better.
Mace: changing the future is dangerous.
Obi-Wan: not changing it is more dangerous.
Mace: if you become obsessed you risk losing yourself. You need an anchor.
Obi-Wan: I know. (Focuses back on his painting) The future is always in motion. I am not changing anything. I am simply existing in the now. The ripples for good or ill can rarely be controlled or focused. However is it not my duty to follow where the Force has led me and do good?
Mace: ... (I feel very young suddenly)
Yoda: talk too much you do, Master Kenobi.
Obi-Wan: well it's been awhile since anyone has been kind enough to listen, Master Yoda. Force knows you don't have the attention for it.
Yoda: accuse me of senility do you? Focused I am on the present (gestures at his paint mess). Rambling on the old days you are.
Obi-Wan: who is the more senile? The old man or the old man that tries to talk to him?
Mace: (looking at the five year old who just said that. He has a splotch of blue paint on his cheek) no more proposals in the middle of the night, Kenobi. You'll get an ulcer at six.
Obi-Wan: (prim and proper) and when exactly did you get your first stress ulcer Master Windu?
Yoda: (laughs) twenty-two he was.
Mace: just paint.
Terrible Fic Ideas #3: Re-Entry, but make it Obi-Wan and Yoda
If you've not noticed by now, I'm the biggest sucker for Time Travel Fix-Its that ever existed, and one of my absolute favorites is the Re-Entry series by the ever-wonderful flamethrower. In that series, post-RotJ Obi-Wan and Anakin are sent back to 4 years before TPM to save the Republic, and it's an absolutely wonderful ride. But one thing I've always wanted is Yoda to be thrown back in time in one of these fix-its.
Imagine it:
Yoda is the Grandmaster of the Jedi Order. He has the ability to make lasting changes to the order in a way that young Padawan or newly knighted Obi-Wan alone couldn't. He's also had ~25 years alone in a swamp without even the passing human contact Obi-Wan got on Tatooine to reflect on all the things that went wrong, and stuck around as a Force Ghost at least until TLJ.
Not that I imagine TLJ happening in this AU - to kick it off I imagine Luke not managing to make it off the second Death Star after Anakin dies, and Anakin and Leia's anguish in the Force managing to hurl the watching Force ghosts into the pasts, where they can keep Luke's death from ever happening.
And so you have Yoda and Obi-Wan being thrown back to, say, 52 BBY. Obi-Wan, now only five years old, wakes his crechemate's up with a "vision", and for decades afterwards the younglings swear that on certain nights you can year an echo of absolute and complete anguish in the Force.
But the end result is the same: 5 year old Obi-Want has his memories of the next 52 years alive and 4 additional years of being a Force ghost. The transition is somewhat less abrupt for Yoda, who is 800+ at this time.
Unlike Re-Entry, the only one Yoda and Obi-Wan tell (at least at first) that they've traveled through time is Mace - and only then because Obi-Wan is very obviously not a normal 5 year old anymore. (And even then it's more of an accident Mace finds out. Instead Yoda just sort of pushes Mace at Obi-Wan "to help him get a handle on his visions and train him in the ways of the Force", and in the end Mace finally puts two and two together after sort of assuming he's just going crazy or being punked.)
Actually, confused!babysitter Mace is half the drive for this plot bunny. He's so confused and Yoda is being even more of a troll than usual, and he's not prepared at all to deal with such a small child, but honestly half the time it feels like Obi-Wan is the one taking care of him, and just so much confusion.
Together, between Yoda being the Grandmaster and Obi-Wan's weaponized cuteness as a youngling, they are able to prevent some things that contribute to the fall of the Republic. (Galidraan et al).
Obi-Wan is taken as Mace's Padawan fairly young, and no one really considers it too be too odd how good he is so young given that Mace was his Master and Yoda's been his mentor since the creche, but he's definitely considered to be an odd child. As one might expect of a ~60 year old being suddenly stuffed into his 5 year old body. When it eventually comes out that he's a time traveler, it answers a lot things people didn't realize they were questioning.
But mostly confused!babysitter Mace, troll!Yoda, and baby!Obi-Wan.
As always, feel free to adopt the bunny. Just link if you end up doing anything with it.
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truly videogames are such a good medium for stories where Something Is Wrong With Time... every game with a saving mechanic has a time travel function, be it acknowledged in universe or not. games can give you the option to experience pieces of story in a non-linear fashion or skip them entirely. time and timing is no longer bound to the confines of a movie's runtime or pages of a book...!
#yes of course this is inspired by isat and insertdisc5s Comics about this topic#but im currently playing the new prince of persia game and essentially Time Is Broken#you could even say SOMETHING IS ROTTING... FAILING........#and by playing i mean im Dying; Constantly#but im actually having so much fun. i never would've gotten it if it didn't have a demo so i could see if it's playable to me at all#and it's Challenging but i Can play it AND there's a lot of settings and accessibility features!!!!#so that if it does become too hard for me i can change that and that's a big comfort to me#this game is so pretty btw.
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sorry him saying he has no idea where the misogyny thing comes from when ludwig just talked about how he sent him a big apology for calling his friend a whore when it was about THE WRONG WOMAN is funny as fuck
i dont think he realizes that the reason no one gives a shit about his apologies and honestly just straight up ignores them is because EVEN IN THE EVENT THAT THEY ARE TRUE he's been proven to lie soooooo many times to the point where you really cant believe a word that comes out of his mouth. he says something and im like "damn maybe i was wrong about that one... i'll look into it" and you get more info and go "oh. he just made that part up. and misworded that. and lied about that part... oh it was actually WORSE than i initially thought!"
#im sure tommy has done some dumb shit#i am MUCH more likely to believe he can change and grow as a person than you can đ§#im willing to stick by him and watch him become a better person and own up to his mistakes#i have been trying so hard to see the good in you for like 4 years now and i just. cant. every time i think i might be wrong im right again#i HATE to bring it back to this bc it's such a non-issue and not very relevant but#the speedrun issue really was where he showed his true colors#the actual subject here doesnt matter im talking about the way he handled it. im still pissed off all this time later i'll never get over i#he cheats. BLATANTLY cheats. gets proven. sends his mob after the mods. denies everything#hires someone with all this money he has to say he didnt cheat (BUT THE GUY NEVER EVEN SAYS THAT HE JUST CLAIMS THE GUY SAYS IT)#(BC HE DOESNT EXPECT ANYONE TO ACTUALLY READ THIS DOC HE THINKS HIS SUMMARY IS ALL THAT MATTERS)#finds out he did cheat But On Accident (supposedly)#DOESNT SAY SHIT FOR MONTHS AND LETS EVERYONE CONTINUE TO HARASS THE MODS. GEO IS SUICIDAL#and then does a stream where he's like haha hey guys so umm i did an oopsie đ but i didnt cheat this isnt cheating it's just. lying!#anyways it doesnt matter bc this was so fun and i had a blast making content :) and besides it isnt a big deal anyways it's just a game :)#months of harassment didnt affect ME so you should be fine :D was a lot of fun thx guys :)#THAT SHIT was where i lost all respect for him#THAT was where i saw this same pattern every damn time#doesnt matter how big or small the issue is it's the same damn thing every single time#even when you're right. you've destroyed all your credibility by continuing this behavior!#yeah you're valid in thinking tommy downplaying your videos is just mean but. frankly i dont give a fuck!#you're probably right about a few other things too and again i just dont care!! he can change and grow and you never will!!!#i'm willing to give him a chance. you've had PLEEEEENTY of chances and havent taken a single one#chat#discourse#i guess? idk this is the only angry rant i'll do. i feel bad might as well add to it lmao
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Is there a cat in cannon who got a good death who you think didn't deserve it? Especially if they committed crimes?
Tom the Wifebeater and his redemption death. No question. It's not even close.
Not only do I reject to the "redemption death" on the grounds of it being Tom the Wifebeater who is bullying others until his dying breath, even taunting Thunder about Turtle Tail is dead and the kits must be very torn up about it, but I reject "redemption through death" entirely. I don't like it in stories. It's a theme I deeply object to.
And again it's fucking wild that every time a character is a father, even if they are a wifebeater or a child abuser, the writers think that it bestows a glimmer of goodness into them which every abused child is forced to appreciate and cry about. Breezepelt, Thunder, Tallstar, Tom's children, all of them forced to reconcile and admit how much they wuv their papa.
Abusive dads in WC regularly get redemption deaths, too. Clear Sky dies saving his grandchild, Sandgorse died saving a rando in a tunnel, Tom the Wifebeater saving his daughter.
But Tom the Wifebeater is the worst example of it. Hands down.
#Though I will say it's not exactly a matter of a crime being 'too bad to come back from'#ANYONE can change.#But these ones DONT.#These fathers are *recontextualized* by their deaths and their victim is pushed into rethinking their anger towards them#IF they even had anger towards them at all. All of Tom's victims were too dead to have those feelings because DOTC hates women#And his children are destroyed when they learn that the guy they met once who kidnapped them and got their mom killed died#And that's why I generally hate redemption deaths. By their very nature they don't display what's so HARD about accountability#The changing of your behavior. Checking yourself. Admitting that your victims dont have to forgive you.#It's hard work!#It's painful sometimes! It's worth it but it's not always easy!#It's also its own reward. Your relationships improve. You feel better. You understand yourself.#but no. a redemption death is the end. You never really have to face what you did.#And I hate the way that lots of storytellers think it means it undoes the violence they did#IT does nothing. They're gone. The victims continue.#Where are my stories with RESENTMENT for that? How DARE you die for me?? How dare you run away from the hole you cut into my flesh???#You think the end of you becomes the missing piece of me?#Awful. No thankz#Bone babble#Tom the Wifebeater#child abuse#cw child abuse#tw child abuse
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MK: "No way! I may not understand your irrational love of noodles, or working hard, or being angry all the timeâbut you are always there when I need you, so it's time for me to return the favor! Because Pigsy's Noodles, are noodles worth fighting for!"
(2x04 Sweet'n Sour)
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Subodhi: "Zhu Bajie was a stubborn one too." Pigsy: "Oh! So you think we're the same just cause we're pigs huh, bet you think I'm just a disgusting little monster too." Subodhi: "Zhu Bajie had his vices, however, like all the companions he grew up. He struggled the most, but he worked hard, not unlike yourself. Although he didn't start out this way, in time he became a deeply caring and protective creature, and a powerful allyâone of the best in fact. The heart you have in abundance, the power? Why, you've barely scratched the surface of your potential! And that's saying something."
(4x09 Roast of the Monkie Kids)
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Gettin' emotional over my favorite hard working Pig man.
#Thinking too hard about s2 pigsy rn don't mind me#Like. In 2x03 he definitely does feel he can rely on MK. But by the end of 2x04 he knows he can#So then going from 2x03 ''Classic MK. Goofs off and screws around all day!'' to ''You've earned a break kid'' in 2x07#To then chewing SWK out in 2x10 on behalf of MK#Growth#Also omg in 2x04....is that MK being their for a friend when they need him??? 3x10 and 4x02 anyone#Actually Tang in this ep too. ''Some day I will become someone they can depend on...the way I can always depend on them!''#And here he was being someone Pigsy could depend on#Really I think that's tang's motivation in 2x02 too#What I mean when I say this show is so well thought out#Like. Pigsy was closed off until Subodhi mentioned how he ''works hard'' because that's something Pigsy really values#Could even relate ''the heart you have in abundance. The power? Why you've only scratched the surface!'' to 1x09#''You're hearts in the right place bud! We can work on the rest.''#Like. Don't look at me#Pigsy had a mini Zhu Bajie arc in s1 and the first half of s2 send tweet#*Pulls out conspiracy board* MK Mei Tang and Pigsy are all dynamic characters. They change in distinct ways#Sandy however is very static (with the exception of resolving to fight in s3) and while there is nothing wrong with a static character#I THINK SANDY IS WRITTEN THIS WAY FOR A PLOT REASON. SUBODHI POINTED IT OUT IN 4x09.#AND HERE'S WHY OG SANDY IS CURRENT SANDY-#lmk#lmk parallels#lego monkie kid#lmk Pigsy#hmmmm. s4 dadsy fr fr
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#Just read with my own two eyes the take that sskk dating would be illegal in Japan and like.#sorry if this sounds rude but can Twitter please start discourse over it I want to witness it so bad aksvdbksbdjsnsvsksvska#I've been giggling for the last five minutes this. unironically made my day this concept is so so funny I'm ecstatic#Like. I don't even know where to begin I can't stop laughing. But someone thinking that Akutagawa who's like.#a notorious mafioso and serial killer with a reasonably high body count. Would think twice about the legality of dating someoneâ#two (2) years younger than him???? Like THAT was the issue with dating Atsushi????????I'm hysterical#But even beyond that... I think it kinda speaks of what internet culture becomeâ#that people started thinking dating someone two years younger than you is illegal. wtf.#It is... Guys nobody needs to hear this- except apparently someone does? But dating is never illegal. Having sex with a minor is.#There's like. quite a difference akdbfbskbdjsksbdksbdks#I'm trying so so hard to be polite about this but there's an inner beast inside me that can't help but laugh akdbdjsbsksbsk#I'm sorry there IS some kind of social commentary that could be done here but right now I'm just too busy laughing#And I mean this with no malice seriously!! Best thing I've read all week#Anyways to that person. I love you. Please learn the law. Never change#random rambles
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i Unfortunately haven't been able to be on here bc i've been so fucking busy but i Have been keeping up with d20 stuff and just. burrow's end is so good for me specifically
#as a hardcore dystopian lover (and i mean yes thg but also like speculative fiction like parable of the sower)#this is so good for me and i cant wait to see how these stoats are animal farm-ing this#i remember there was a video d20 put out before it premiered where aabria said this is basically her graduate thesis i believe?#i cant find the video now but i heard that and i just Know this is going to be great#ill try to find it again if i can when i have time but YESS lets get into the epistemological reasoning these stoats have made to justify i#plus whatevers going on w radiation?? fun times#i do heavily appreciate aabria's ability to do body horror w/o being ableist too!! you dont have to be all#âoooh this thing that Can Happen is horrifying oooh!â NO. MAKE THAT ELK SPIKY#decomposition is Right there. its not a hard bar but for some reason so many ppl become pole vaulters instead of just walking below#does that metaphor make sense? ive been writing so much you guys :( my brain is a little bit melted#this is a direct @ at a certain book btw that is talked about as 'such good body horror and sooo scary." guys it was so bad.#like heavily ableist but also just not written well. eugh :|#anyways. fun times and Heavily looking forward to the next episode. i have to go write more now ;-;#like this is from something i started last night:#''Mrs. Hutchinson's privilege blinds her to the institutional violence and dehumanization in ''The Lottery''#and thus is exploited herself for a gruesome generational ritual.''#i dont love the word exploited and ill probably change it but like. thats the level we're working at. yippee#okokok bye now
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in terms of art alone im sorry. im a jrjr defender to my last breath you be fucking nice to him. i dont wanna hear shitâïžâïžâïž
#can someone also get him better inkers rn i am begging. pleading even. HE MAKES GOOD STUFF THEY JUST GIVE HIM SHIT INKERS WHO DONT GET IT.#MY FIRM BELIEF. im sorry. i like his stuff. there are certain things not quite my taste but i think he does good overall im a fan. BE NICE#static.soundz#sorry that last post was so directly inspired by seeing someone go can u guys be nice he is on a fucking nutbag schedule. which he is.#i dont think some people understand the insanity of comic production. and how much it takes a toll on you.#many have said and i will say it too: comics is a killing industry. it is a beautiful fun job. it is fulfilling. it will also destroy you.#the most common and easiest to use example is in fact the manga industry. they want chapters in a week. 20 page type chapters in a week.#A WEEK!!! and currently look at things like webtoon as well which also expect the same amount of pages. in a week. an issue in a week#is an insane demand. it is an unreasonable demand. it is scheduling that leads you to a crash and burnout and health issues#because it is fully finished polished pages. as much as i poke and complain about how some things look there#i am also highly aware of production schedules. even if some styles are not my taste that still doesnt mean it isnt insane work#and it's the same in american big industry comics too. it isnt weekly demand the way those are. but it's still an intense schedule#you are working on pages and can get behind years before those comics even hit shelves.#and as it becomes more individualized too as we lose the team element and work becomes more one person doing all pencils and inks#that schedule is a lot. it just is. it doesnt matter if theres more time in comparison to other parts of the industry#the point is that it is all very demanding and exploitative. there is a drive yourself to your grave mentality here and i've had ppl try#to shove that mindset onto my and my peers which is the worst thing possible to encourage. highly alarming and disheartening to encourage#impressionable students already so worried about making it to drive themselves to an early grave. abuse substances to get through work.#work excessive hours while you still can because when you hit your 30s youre gonna lose that ability#become bitter and prepared for rejection as opposed to success because this industry sucks!#it's just such an unhealthy depressing mindset. i've had more artists preach the exact opposite as that and more ppl have been trying to#shift over to valuing your time and health. but still a lot of people are in that other mentality. and it's very very very sad.#i am only a student doing very low stakes homework for classes. i have no industry experience. and i still get it taken out of me#to do fully fledged out pages in my style in one week. this is also just a thing for me bc certain personal factors just make it hard#but still. comics are fun. they are fun. they are fulfilling. they will lead you to so many fucking issues if you are not highly careful#there is a reason why so so so many fucking comic artists have very well known issues. why you hear about so many ppl with substance issues#artists with very poor mental health. when you are in comics this is how it is.#i am glad there has been a big shift in recent years towards taking care of yourself as an artist. and that more ppl try to value it so tha#things can hopefully change at large in a broader sense. but please remember. we are an exploited chew up spit out industry too.
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I ran out of tags XD Good Omens Spoilers Beware! (time for dinner now)
The Magic Trick You Didnât See: Being An Analysis of Good Omens Season 2
(or: Neil Gaiman, Your Brain is Gorgeous But I Have Cracked Your Sneaky Little Code And Have You Dead To Rights*) (*Maybe)
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Soooooo I just spent the last 48 hours having a BREATHTAKING GALAXY BRAIN EPIPHANY about Good Omens Season 2 and feverishly writing a fuckin16,000 word essay about the incredible magic trick that @neil-gaiman pulled off.Â
Yes, itâs long, but I PROMISE your brains will explode. Do you want to know how magic works? Do you want to know what Metatronâs deal is (Iâm like 99% sure of this and itâs EXTREMELY FUCKING GOOD)? Do you want to know about the Mystery of the Vanishing Eccles Cakes and the big fat beautiful clue I found in the opening credits? Do you go through the whole inventory of Chekovâs Firearm & Heavy Artillery Discount Warehouse?Â
Here is the essay, go read it: https://docs.google.com/document/d/193IXS11XN46lziHRb6eUpM17yK0BQkRqke1Wh64A_e0/ When ur done u can tell me Iâm an insane crackpot, and u know what, i wonât even be offended
In case you donât know whether you want to bother reading the whole enormous thing on google docs, Iâve put the first couple sections of it under the cut. JUST TRUST ME OKAY, HEAR ME OUT, THIS IS VERY EXTREMELY COOL, NEIL IS GOOD AT HIS JOBâ
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NSFW!Trey x Reader
Synopsis
You're doing this on purpose, aren't you? You're trying to rile him up, right? He's supposed to be the responsible, big brother of Heartslabyul, he tries so hard. So, so hard to stay out of trouble and have a normal day-to-day life. Trey used to pride himself on his levelheadedness and restraint, but that all went out the window into a swan dive into the lake when he saw you in his bed in that damn one-piece. âHappy Birthday Trey~â
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[cw/tags] - afab!gn!reader (im sorry folks it's all i know how to write still), NRC is a university in this, domesticity kink, birthday sex, breeding kink (sue me), oral (giving & receiving), trey can be a little mean as a treat
[notes] - i apologize for the person i've become after seeing trey's new b-day card. it does things to me and this is 100% self-indulgent for me. also, tried to use very neutral descriptors for reader so tell me how that went and if it reads well! lastly, the outfit the reader wears is based on sabrina carpenter's outfits from her short n' sweet tour, specifically the baby doll one!
Written while listening to âEspressoâ by Sabrina Carpenter, I recommend listening to it while reading :)
Letâs consider exactly the type of person Trey is.
Ever since heâs started school at NRC, heâs always taken a bit of a parental role in Heartslabyul, even before he became vice housewarden. Even Cater would joke about it when they first became friends:
âYouâre, like, a total big bro! O-M-G, no! Youâre like a dad friend! Iâm totes willing to bet that the incoming freshmen are gonna slip up! Call you Dad or something!â
Evidently, when Riddle came into the picture and Trey was appointed his vice, Cater was proven right. He didnât mind it too much, despite what others might think.Â
He liked the familiarity of it, being the oldest at home, it translated well into his position at Heartslabyul, and it came with the added bonus of being able to minimize any chaos that arose.Â
That was his main goal, especially with Riddleâs temper during his freshman and at the beginning of his sophomore year. Honestly, he had phenomenal conflict resolution skills, and he just wanted to make his life as easy as possible.Â
Everyone at this school liked to make that difficult, though, especially the freshmen of this year.
âOh fuâI mean shâdamâfucâshiâFIDDLESTICKS!â
âDude, just say fuck, why you gotta say the corniest shitâOWâTreyyy! Deuce hit me!â
Deuce had a guilty look on his face as Trey looked up from his notebook to raise a brow at the two.
âW-well, Ace cussed, so he has to put money in the swear jar!â
âAw what! Come on Trey!â Ace whined, shoving Deuceâs face to the side as the latter grunted and started pulling at his cheeks and arm. âRiddleâs not here, heâll never know, so I donât gotta! Donât make me!â
Trey simply smirked and gestured to the jar on the fireplace mantle, helpfully available to everyone in the lounge.Â
âYou know the rules, bud, two thaurmarks for the f-bomb and a .50 cent for the other.â
Ace tossed his head back and groaned, begrudgingly dragging himself over to the jar as he dug around his pocket for change.
âDonât be rude to your father, Ace.â A few giggles and snorts vibrated amongst the small group studying in the lounge as you wagged a finger at Ace, Grim squinting angrily at the book in your lap.Â
Your lips quivered as you hid a laugh, jokingly chastising the ginger.Â
âNo need to be a brat.â
Trey had to withhold a snort at that comment, rich coming from you. He knew better than anyone that you could be as much of a brat as you were another parental figure.
âOh ha-ha, very funny, Prefect. What, does that make you, Mom or Dad 2?â Ace stuck his tongue out at you as you grinned and focused back on Grim.Â
âOkay Grimmy, so remember, what alchemy recipes need mandrake root?â
Watching from the corner of his eye, Trey watched fondly as you murmured soft words to Grim. It reminded him of his Mom talking to his siblings after a nightmare, or of his Dad after one of them would get hurt in the kitchen.Â
Soft, soothing, parental. Youâd make an excellent parent one day.Â
Trey felt himself get warm at the thought, adjusting himself in his seat and looking back at his musicology notes. He couldnât sing very well, but he can memorize notes, and thatâs what the upcoming exam was focused on.Â
Thatâs what he needed to focus on, not the way you cradled Grim against you like a parent with their child. Focus on his alchemy flashcards, and not the way you cleaned up the mess on the table so you could bring everyone a tray of snacks heâd prepared earlier that day. Focus on the history textbook in front of him, and not the way you cleaned up the lounge as it got later and later.
It wasnât fair. It was so unfair how well you fell into the role. Cleaning and humming, one of his spare aprons on you as you wiped down the tables of crumbs and stacked a pile of dishes. It was unfair how sweetly you murmured to the few remaining students, and told them to go to bed and rest up.Â
They obliged, probably half asleep at this rate, since it was an hour until midnight. Ace and Deuce had retired a while ago, the latter leaning on the former as they haphazardly stumbled to their room.Â
Riddle had dropped by after his housewarden meeting, satisfied by the study group, but ultimately stuck to his very strict evening routine.Â
Now it was just you two. Even Grim had been tugged along with Ace and Deuce earlier, not unlike a rag doll slung over their shoulders.Â
âTrey? Honey, when are you going to sleep? Itâs almost midnight.â His eyes fluttered tiredly as he felt your hands slide over his shoulders and a kiss pressed against his temple.
He felt warm again, heat pooling in his belly. You were so unfair.Â
âYou should go to bed soon, come on, Iâll take care of you.â
He can think of a few ways you could âtake careâ of him.Â
âItâs fine, why donât you get Grim and head back to Ramshackle? Curfew is in 30 minutes, you know?â
You rolled your eyes, sighing into his ear, making a tingle go down his spine.
âOkay, but please go to bed soon? I left you a little birthday surprise in your bedroom~â
Trey perked up at that, eyeing your mischievous grin as you waved your fingers goodbye, going down the hallway to the dorms to grab Grim.
To be honest, heâd forgotten that his birthday was tomorrow, heâd been so focused on his midterms that it just slipped his mind. Well, he canât say heâs not excited to see what you got him, especially since youâd been not too subtly probing him for preferences.
He groaned, running his hands over his face and sighing, heavy and exhausted.
âUgh, just a bit more and Iâll retire for the night.â Trey reassured himself, eyes straining as he looked between the books in front of him.Â
The words on the papers blurred after a bit, the sound of the grandclock lulling him further into sleep, his head nodding off until a ping from his phone started him awake.
It was Cater, his Magicam user popping up on his screen.Â
cay-cay_diamond: hbd trey!! đ„łđđđgrats on being an old man now!
Blinking at the clock, Trey realized that it was now a few minutes past midnight, so it was technically his birthday. Heâs lucky that Riddle followed his own sleep schedule so rigorously, or else heâd be getting a scolding for breaking curfew.
luckyclover: Old? Iâm only like 4 months older than you cay-cay_diamond: yeah. old. cay-cay_diamond: anyways! enjoy the gift in ur room!!! i helped (name) pick out the wrapping đđđ
Trey hummed, a small smile on his face as he imagined the two of you bickering over wrapping paper and messily wrapping up a box with a bow. You did seem very excited for him to find it earlier, maybe you two picked something out together.Â
He was curious on what exactly you got him and why you hadnât waited to give it to him at his actual birthday party. And why did you need Cater to help youâŠyouâd always shoo him away when heâd tried helping you with gifts for otherâs birthdays.Â
Stacking his books into his left hand and walking towards the junior dorm rooms, Trey looked at his phone as it pinged again.Â
cay-cay_diamond: on that topic thoooâŠu should rly go 2 ur room and get ur present! the poor thing! theyâve been w8ing very patiently 4 u~ luckyclover: Waiting? (Name)??? cay-cay_diamond: đ€đ€«đ
Trey sighed, shaking his head and tucking his phone away and digging out his room keys. It was times like these, deep into the night, when he was thankful for having his own room. He felt a bit bad now, you probably fell asleep in his bed waiting for him.Â
Though, the thought of you clutching one of his pillows, maybe in one of his sweaters to keep warm, made him smile. Then he could come in, gently take your clothes and shoes off to get you more comfortable, and dress down himself to slip in right behind you.
As he finally managed to get to his room, he heard shuffling as he turned the keys. Trey smirked, noticing that only his rose lamp remained on, and all the drapes to his canopy were now closed.Â
He could just barely make out the shadow of you moving behind them, hearing you gasp and the bed squeak, making him let out a soft laugh under his breath.
âYouâre breaking curfew, you should be asleep you know? You're such a troublemaker sometimes.â Trey teased you as placed his books on his desk, tossing his hat onto its stand and slipping his shoes off to throw them into his wardrobe and grab his slippers.Â
He yawned, the late night really starting to sink into his body as he started undressing, his jacket and vest getting hung back up in the closet as he worked on his sash and unbuttoning his pants. Â
âOnly like a third of the time!â You whined, the bed softly squeaking as you followed his movements behind the canopy. âBesides, I really wanted to give you your present. Donât you want to unwrap me?â
Trey paused at the purr in your voice, narrowing his gaze as he saw your hand ever so slightly move the curtain at the end of the bed to peek at him. You were still mostly shrouded in darkness, but there was a very soft glow coming from inside the canopy, so he could just barely make out your mischievous smile.
Though, you quickly frowned, eyeing him up and down out of concern.Â
âNot if youâre too tired though, you have bags under your eyes, Trey. Do you just wanna go to sleep?â
Giving you a weary smile, Trey finally tossed his sash to the side and reached for the curtains, pushing them to the side to finally take a look at your âmysteriousâ present.Â
âIn a bit, let me see what you got meâŠâ
Treyâs breath hitched, he suddenly felt very wide awake as his eyes roamed up and down your body.Â
From the corner of his eye, he could see that you set up string lights along the top of the canopy for ambiance, making you look like you were almost glowing. Though it wasnât that that made him lose his voice.Â
You were sitting on the edge of his bed with your legs curled underneath you, dressed in the most darling sage-green, sheer baby doll dress. The dress's puffy sleeves and hem were lacy, matching the lace on the stockings.Â
Holy shit you were wearing stockings.
âHa, I wanted to surprise you, I thought you could use a stress reliever.â
You're doing this on purpose, aren't you?
âI shouldâve realized that youâd be tired from studying for midterms, sorry.â
You're trying to rile him up, right?
âBut, still, do you like it? I wrapped myself up just for you~â
He's supposed to be the responsible, big brother of Heartslabyul, he tries so hard. So, so hard to stay out of trouble and have a normal day-to-day life. To behave.
âIn any case,â You shifted onto your knees, the dress splitting in the middle, the only thing keeping it together being a small bow at the base of your neck, revealing the lack of undergarments, just your bare skin underneath. âEven if youâre too tired and just want to sleep, I just wanted to sayâŠâ
Trey leaned in as you wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him in, batting your eyelashes and ghosting your lips over his with a teasing smile. Your hands caressed the back of his neck, a thumb rubbing soothing circles, making him melt.Â
âHappy Birthday Trey~â
Itâs now that he noticed that you even added a gloss to your lips, and he could smell the warm perfume on your neck as you pressed your lips to his, tongue swiping over his mouth, asking for permission to enter. Obliging, Trey sighed into the kiss and tangled his tongue with yours, his hands slipping underneath the baby doll and squeezing at your waist.
He really should go to sleep. He has to wake up early for the party. He has to dress in his birthday robes. He has to make sure that the others donât burn down the kitchen or damage his expensive bakeware as they made his cake.Â
But the way your skin felt under his gloved hands, skin meeting skin, lace, skin, and lace again.
How could he be expected to sleep now?
Trey used to pride himself on his level headedness and restraint, but that all went out the window into a swan dive into the lake when he saw you in his bed in that damn one-piece.
Humming in delight against your mouth, Trey slid his hands down, as you curled into his body in response, and squeezed at the fat of your thighs before picking you up.Â
A yelp left your mouth as he picked you up and tossed you up the bed, pulling off his shirt and tossing it behind him as he crawled on top of you.
His tongue darted out to wet his lips as he saw the way the dress fell open to expose your body, your chest moving up and down as you watched him with a giddy smile.Â
âOh! I guess youâre not that tiredâah!â
You gasped as Trey grabbed your calves, tugging you up to place the back of your knees on his shoulders. He leaned in to press a chaste kiss to your right thigh, smirking against the lace.Â
âI was tired. I should be asleep,â Trey murmured against your stocking laced skin, pressing kisses as he went farther and farther down. âRestingâkissâUpâkissâbut no.â
He gave you a half-hearted glare, which you responded with a smile and lacing your hands through his hair as he pressed another kiss to the bend where your thigh met your sex.Â
âYou broke curfew, you wanted to keep me up with your little âpresentâ, you know Iâd get in trouble for hiding you out in my room.â
Trey gave you a bite on your thigh, groaning as he felt your hands tighten in his hair, moving back to press a soothing kiss to the mark he left.
âAre you trying to get me in trouble? Throw me in the doghouse?â âCause Iâll make sure you come right with me, after a little taste of my birthday treat.â
The same time he ran his tongue up your sex, Trey could feel you shiver and pull on his hair as he ate you feverishly, like a man starved from food or water for ages.Â
âMmm! Trey!â You threw your head back, bringing one hand up to slam a hand over your mouth to muffle your cries, the walls here werenât known to be sound-proof.Â
He should probably care a bit more, especially when you let out a particularly high-pitched squeal as his tongue began fucking into your hole.Â
âTrey! Oooh, Trey~âÂ
Bringing a finger to join his tongue, Trey smiled against your skin as you squeezed your thighs around his head, using his free hand to push his pants and underwear down to palm at his dick.Â
âTreyâaaaahâwait, let meâmmphâHoneyââ You let out a shuddering gasp, pulling his head up from your sex. Trey locked eyes with you, leaning into the hand you slid down to cup his cheek and caress his lower lips, wiping the slick and drool from the corner of his mouth.
âYes? Honey?â Removing his hand from inside you to cover your own hand and kiss your palm, Trey smiled and hummed, âI like that, you know, reminds me of a husband coming home to his spouse.â
Pressing kisses up your body, soft and tingly, up your neck, and back to your lips where they belonged.
âHmm, I really like the sound of that, (Name) Clover.â You murmured against his lips, smiling as you wrapped a leg around his waist to bring his dick closer to your sex, rubbing against him as you both sighed into each otherâs mouths.Â
âIs that what you want? You want me to be a cute little spouse? Dress up in a cute apron? Greet you when you come home from work?â
So focused on the softness of your lips and the wetness sliding against his dick, Trey didnât even notice you twisting your body to turn him onto his back, the back of his head hitting the back of his pillows as you sat on top with a cheeky grin.Â
âHm? How would my husband want me to welcome him home? A hug? A kiss? Mm, what aboutâŠme?â Trey watched you with flushed cheeks as you kissed down his body, mimicking his earlier actions as you helped him tug off the rest of his clothes.Â
âOh, how nice it would be for you to come back to a warm, clean home with a spouseâŠâ Looking up at him through your eyelashes and giving him a kitten lick to his tip. â...ready to give soft wet holes for you to fill~â
Giving him a vision into that sweet, sweet future, you swallowed his tip, down his shaft, and started sucking.Â
âHaaahââ
Trey lolled his head back into his pillow, letting out a breathless moan as you bobbed your head up and down his length, your hand working the rest that didnât fit into your mouth.Â
âFuuuuck. That does sound niceâmmh!â Reaching his hand down, you immediately took one of your hands to lace it with his, squeezing it as you hummed around his cock.Â
âMy lovely spouseânnnnghâtheir pretty mouthâunnnhâsoft holesâaaaahâall for me to come home to every day, what a dream~â
A particularly harsh suck made Trey arch his back and squeeze your hand harder, a giggle vibrating his dick as you pulled off.Â
âHehe, is this your way of proposing? Kinda dirty to do it with your dick on my mouth.â You giggled, pressing kisses and quick licks along his shaft.Â
âThatâs okay though, you and I both know that deep down, youâre a bit of a pervert. Right?â
Trey scoffed, tugging you up with a bemused smile. âYeah? How can you tell? Thought I hid that pretty well.â
A soft laugh escaping you, you held both of his hands, bringing them up to press kisses on his knuckles, making the green-haired man sigh fondly.Â
âThe way you look at me sometimes, like youâre undressing me. It makes me feel all warm and tingly, especially when I piss you off.â
Both of you let out a breathless moan as your wetness rubbed against his hard dick, grinding against one another as the tip occasionally caught against your hole, making you shiver.Â
âIs it bad that sometimes I wanna get you mad so youâll fuck me real mean? Is it bad that I want you to use me? To fuck your stress out with me?â
A lump forming in his throat, Trey let go of your hands to pull at the string holding your flimsy baby doll together. Eyes half lidded, he pushed the fabric off your shoulders, watching it pool at your elbows as you placed your hands on his chest to steady yourself as your grinding turned into vigorous humping against him, making you both gasp in pleasure.Â
âOoh, Trey, honey, baby, hubby~ Wonât you use me? Be a little mean? Pleeeease? Fuck me, fill me up like I know you want! Pleeeeease Trey? Pretty, pretty please?â
Lips smashed against yours as Trey bolted up, groaning into your mouth as he grabbed your hips in an almost painful grip.Â
He picked you up once again, throwing you on all fours, covers tangling against your knees and hands, as he ripped your dress off and tossed it.Â
Treyâs left hand placed itself on your hip, while his right pushed down on your back, following up your spine to the base of your neck where he pushed you down to shove your face into the sheets, forcing you into a doggy pose.
âSo you do like getting me in trouble, little brat. Fine, Iâll be mean.âÂ
Trey lined his dick against your throbbing hole, leaning down to press a tender kiss to your ear and moving the hand on your neck to wove with your right, squeezing it reassuringly.Â
âSqueeze three times if you need me to stop, otherwise, Iâm going to fuck that brain right out of your pretty little head, since you donât seem to be wanting to use it.â
In one, swift move, Trey slammed his hips to your ass, sinking nearly half his length into your warm, waiting hole.Â
âFUCK! YESâMMMPHâ Burying your face into the sheets to muffle your cries, Trey did the same into your shoulder, shivering at your tightness around him.Â
Setting a rhythm, hips smacking into your ass, Trey worked the rest of his cock into you until he could hear the smack of your ass against his hips, the sound echoing with the creak of the bed.
Your tightness around him was heavenly, as was the sight of you sinking further into the bed and arching your ass to sloppily meet his thrusts. Straightening again, bending your arm back so that your hands could remain intertwined.
His left hand caressed your back and the fat of your behind, before bringing it down in a harsh slap to your ass, making you yelp and squeeze his hand in a vice grip, though you also tightened around his cock.Â
Rubbing a soothing circle against the reddening skin, slowed his thrusts, making you whine and push against him.Â
âHaaah, that okay? Feel good?â Trey murmured, smiling at the frantic nod and wiggle against him. âWant me to keep going?â
âMmmph... yessshh... mmmore, mmmore... pleeeashh, honey~â Your sounds were muffled as you bit into the blanket, getting higher and higher as he obliged, not one to deny you after all.Â
Every other thrust was met with a slap to one cheek, then the other, the skin turning redder and redder with his handprints marking you. The harder he went, the more and more slack you went, until he was eventually just fucking you like his personal toy.Â
Though, you did offer yourself as his present, didnât you? So it was only fair that he got to use his present as he wished, and right now, he wanted to feel you cumming around him.Â
Ceasing his smacks, making you whine, Trey instead melded his body against yours, the weight both overwhelming and comforting, as his left hand instead moved to your sex to rub you to completion.Â
Trey watched as you gasped for breath, completely burying your head into the bed to muffled your screams as you came around him, trembling and squeezing him.Â
The feeling of your walls pulsating around his shaft was becoming dangerously addicting, and he was very greedy for more of that.Â
âFuck, fuck, fuck! Iâm so close! You can give me another one, right?â
Slipping his arms around your waist and pulling you up, Trey adjusted you so that you sat on his dick, kissing the side of your neck for reassurance as he let go of your hand to quickly slide his arms under your knees.Â
From all his years of tossing bags of flour and sugar, from kneading dough, from all the labor heâs done as a baker, picking you up was like childâs play.Â
Folding your knees up to your chest so he could hold you, back flush to his chest, was nothing for him. Everything for you, though, your over sensitive hole squeezing down on him again. Â
âFUCK! I caaame! Treytreytreytreyââ You dug a hand into his arm, tossing your head back and lolling your tongue out with a dumb, drooly smile on your lips.Â
âA-almost thereânnghâjust squeeze if I need to stopâIâm so close~â
Smashing his lips against yours for an open mouth, wet kiss, Trey pounded faster into you, determined to feel your walls pulsate again, this time as he filled your insides up like one of his pastries.Â
Then, an awful, perverted thought filled his head, like a devil was whispering in his ear.Â
Why doesnât he fill them up with his kids? Donât stop until his cum is drooling out of their hole, and go again to make up for the lost seed. He already wants them to be his spouse, why not add a few little ones to that picture?
Trey was losing any bit of restraint that he may have had as he was now determined to fullfill his fantasy. Even if you couldnât do it, magic made anything here possible, and right now is good practice anyway.
âIâmâaaaahhhâIâm gonna come inside, okay? Fill you up, yeah?â
Digging your nails into his skin, you nodded against his mouth and whined.Â
âYessssss! Fill me up! Inside! Gimme a baby Trey! I wanna make you a daaaaddy~â
Squeezing your legs further against your chest, Trey pounded faster and faster, trembling as he reached close and closer to his peak.Â
Warmth flooded his body, tingles, and he swears sparks, flying over his skin as he felt you clamp down on him for a third time.Â
Your voice squealed higher and higher, any previous attempt to be quiet for naught as you practically screamed.
Trey shuddered as he finally came, cum flooding your warm insides as you went limp in his arms.Â
Panting for air, both of you remained still for a minute, the bed feeling stuffy with the curtains still closed. After another minute, Trey pulled you up and off of him, shaky as his now limp dick left your warm, comfortable embrace.
Doing his best to gently place you on the bed, Trey let out a breathless laugh as you collapsed on the bed like a rag doll, blinking your eyes tiredly at the ceiling of the canopy.Â
âHaah, sorry, I went too hard there, huh?â
You shook your head, giving him a tired smile and reaching a hand for him, which he took and brought up to kiss.Â
âIt was good, really, good. You liked your present?â
Snorting and nodding, Trey carefully scooped you up to move your head onto the pillows and gently roll off your garter stocking, thumbs rubbing soothing circles as he did.Â
âYeah, I did. Come on, let me get you a shirt.â
You whined as he pulled away, exhaustion starting to steep into him as he tied back the curtains to the canopy to let the stuffiness out. Trey picked up the baby doll heâd tossed earlier, placing it into his wardrobe drawer as he dug out a shirt and sweatpants for himself and a shirt for you.
As he closed the drawer, he noticed your backpack hidden underneath it, digging in it to grab you some underwear. You had packed a pair of pajamas, apparently, butâŠheâd rather see you in his clothes.Â
âHmm, honey? Come to bedâŠâ You whined, hands reaching out for him impatiently as he slipped on his clothes, crawling over to you and helping you slip your underwear and his shirt on.Â
âIâm here, Iâm here.â
Trey slowly blinked, eyelids heavy as he scoop you up to place you two under the covers, the soft mattress making him practically become one with the bed and you as you nestled into his chest.Â
Your legs tangled with his as Trey wrapped his arms around you and tucked your head under his chin. He could feel fatigue and sleep quickly taking over him as your voice vibrated against his chest, soft and sleepy.Â
âHappy birthday honey, IâyawnâloveâŠyouâŠâ
A different kind of warmth, soft and sweet, filled him as he squeezed you tighter against him, murmuring back.Â
âI love you tooâŠâ
*Riiiing* *Riiiiiiiing* *Riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing*
An irritating, loud noise filled Treyâs ears as he groaned, half-awake as he turned over to smack his hand on his phone, silencing the alarm.Â
âAahâŠNoisyâŠhhggh.â Trey groaned, rolling over, careful to not crush you under him to blindly reach for his glasses.Â
âGlassesâŠglassesâŠah..â
Plastic and glass finally under his palm, Trey slipped his glasses on his face, ultimately throwing himself back into bed next to you, whoâd begun shifting awake.
âMmm, honey?âÂ
Grunting in response, Trey threw an arm over his eyes, irritated at the sun seeping through the window into his eyes.Â
âEarlyâŠâ
You chuckled, a yawn escaping you as you decided to move closer and slip a hand under his shirt to rub at his chest, pressing kisses into his neck as well.Â
âYouâre so grumpy in the morning. Come on, you've got a big day ahead.â
ââŠUgh, I do?â
Snorting at his response, Trey grunted as he felt you move, peaking under his arm to see you resting on your elbow. You had puffy, dark circles under your eyes from the little sleep you managed to get.Â
âBirthdays are a pretty big deal, right?â Smiling at him, Trey squinted an eye and groaned, squeezing his eyes shut in protest.
âUgggh, yeahâŠâ
Hearing you hum, Trey groaned in surprise as he felt you straddle his waist and caress his neck and cheeks, making him remove his arm to blink up at you.Â
Your hair was a tangled mess, sticking up in all sorts of places. The bags under your eyes more noticeable under the night. His shirt dwarfed you. You were a hot mess, all things considered.Â
He probably wouldnât say it out loud, with how cute you were last night, but he thinks you look most beautiful like this. Better than any frilly, skimpy, or tight outfit.
âCome on, Birthday Boy, want me to give you a little pick me up?â
Kissing him with a smile, Trey moaned into the lazy, sloppy morning kiss, tilting his head back as you pressed kissed down his neck, deciding to work on leaving a love bite at the nape of his neck.
Treyâs phone chimed, making him sigh as he reached for it, letting you continue your love bites and kisses,Â
Squinting at the few messages, it seemed like a few of his friends and classmates were already sending him birthday wishes. Though, a message from Cater made him blot up, a sudden shock of alertness running down his spine.Â
âAh! Trey, what is it?â
cay-cay_diamond: morning!! happy bday 2 the bday boi again! thought i let u no tht u owe me a favor, had 2 cast a silencing spell on ur roum last nite. totes ruined my beauty sleep! cay-cay_diamond: also i know u got ur lil cutie 2 distract ya, but liek dont b l8 2 ur bday breakfast, grimmy might eat it!
âShit, we were too loud, Cater had to cast a silencing spell on the room.â
You made an âohâ shape with your mouth, giving Trey an apologetic smile.Â
âSorry, but at least you enjoyed it, right?â
Trey smiled, more awake now, and nodded, sharing a sweet kiss with you.Â
âDefinitely. You might have to consider making your go-to gift for now on, itâs gotta be my favorite one Iâve ever gotten.â
He solidified that statement with one more, firm, assuring kiss with you, before having to leave your sweet dream into the real world.Â
At least he could have one part of that dream with him at his side from now on: you.Â
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The Hardest Question Ever ASSked
Le Sserafim Chaewon, Kazuha and Yunjin x male reader smut
Masterlist word count: 5,851 Kofi(donations/commissions)
"So, which one of these two do you think has the best ass?"
Yunjin has this penchant for asking the most inappropriate questions at the most random of times. The conversation was in a whole different place; Chaewon was explaining why the second Harry Potter film is by far the best one when suddenly...
"Oh my god," Kazuha immediately covers her eyes, sinking her head into her hands.
"What?" Yunjin blinks with innocence.
Chaewon can only groan in response. She sometimes wonders what goes on inside the minds of her group members, especially after that time Yunjin casually asked to compare their favourite toys (and now she is struggling to get the mental image of Yunjin slipping in a butt plug each morning out of her head. Apparently she has a whole range of sizes) but still, it feels like their constant effort to test how far they can go with each other has no end in sight.
"We all have pretty nice butts," Chaewon adds, the need to fill the awkward silence quickly becoming dire.
"Boring answer," Yunjin turns up her nose and pouts. Then her eyes fall on you. "Come on, you spend more than enough time staring, which is it?" she teases.
And look, you have thoughts, of course you do, but you're too coy to spill them out into the open for these three to scrutinize. So you joke, "We all know it's me." Only Kazuha laughsâthat girl laughs at your every word.
Yunjin narrows her eyes, her attention like a hungry lion's before its prey. She asks in a challenging tone, "Why are you avoiding the question?"
You have learned very quickly that a game you can never win is against Yunjin, that woman is relentless with her prodding, so you change strategies. "What does it matter who has the nicest ass? Asses are so subjective."
"Stop being so political."
Chaewon senses blood in the water and joins in on pushing you for an answer, "Okay, so, subjectively, which one do you like the most?"
You slump back into your chair as the three girls sit forward expectantly. Yunjin is directly across from you, wrapping her lips around the straw for her coffee as she stares through you, practically daring you to bullshit her with a non-answer. Chaewon is wide-eyed on your right, and Kazuha still has her hand nervously over her mouth.
You have an answer, you know which one you like the most. But you also know that as soon as you say it, the other might kill you.
So, you pick the one that will give the best reaction. See, Chaewon is competitive, right down to the bone. Meaning that when you answer, "Kazuha," she looks about ready to burst a blood vessel.
"What!" she spits, the other two girls bursting into laughter. "I'm the one with the best ass!"
Kazuha has this whole smug look going on, it's not one she uses often, but to tease Chaewon? You don't blame her.
"Oh yeah, you think that's funny? I'll show you whose ass is the best," Chaewon threatens.
"It must be all the squats," Yunjin chimes in.
"Shut up," Chaewon growls at her.
Kazuha leans back in her chair and shrugs, "No need to be jealous. Yours is great too, Chaewon. You work really hard, and it shows."
"Don't try to suck up now, Kazuha."
You watch the whole exchange in silence. This is what happens almost every time Yunjin calls you over to have lunch, and it is always an entertaining time.
"Alright, so what about thighs? Which ones are the best?" Yunjin continues.
"Kazuha," you answer, and Kazuha is practically glowing, "I mean, have you seen how toned her thighs are?"
You turn to Chaewon, a smirk on your face so evil, "Sorry, Chae."
"Alright! That's it!" Chaewon shouts, jumping up from her chair, her eyes burning with determination. Her hands are at the waist of her jeans, popping open the button. "If you won't admit mine are the best, I'll have to prove it to you."
Yunjin sighs, her hand on her chin, and she shakes her head. "Here we go again."
You can feel yourself blush a bit, the way you always do when this happens, even though the four of you have had these lunches dozens of times, and Chaewon has always tried to show off her body at some point. She wiggles her jeans off her hips, sliding them down to reveal her black, lacy thong.
"Well?" she poses, turning to the side to show off her ass, "What about now?"
You are certain the three of you are all thinking the same thingâher body is unbelievableâbut nobody is going to stroke her ego like that.
"Oh yeah, definitely Kazuha's," you shrug, trying not to let your gaze linger.
"What?!"
It draws a loud laugh from Yunjin, who's hitting the palm of her hand against her thigh as she wheezes. Kazuha, who is usually the shy one of the bunch, can't help but join in on the laughter.
"Fuck you," Chaewon snaps at you, "And fuck you too!" She turns on her heel and points at Kazuha.
Kazuha is still laughing, and she has her head turned away from Chaewon, but you can see her smile grow wider. She's teasing, "Oh come on, Chaewon, it's okay. You look cute."
"I'll show you cute," Chaewon growls, her hand coming down hard on the table. It makes the cutlery rattle, and the three of you glance between yourselves before a shared giggle bubbles up again.
You look up at Chaewon, who has a scowl on her face. Her eyebrows are furrowed, and her jaw is tense. She has one hand on her hip, her fingers digging into her skin, and the other is gripping the table so hard that her knuckles have gone white. Her body is stiff, the only movement being the rise and fall of her chest. Her face is flushed, either with embarrassment or frustration or both, and her lips are parted, letting her breaths pass through.
Her skin is smooth and soft, and when she moves, you can see the muscles ripple under it. She's so lean, so slender, but there's an undeniable strength behind her.
"What, got something to say?" Chaewon bites, noticing your stare.
"Uh," you fumble, your eyes flitting down her body before shooting up to her face again. "Just, um," you clear your throat, trying to shake yourself out of this trance, "Are you gonna leave your jeans off?"
"Until you realise how wrong you are, yes."
"Okay," you chuckle, then return to sipping on your drink.
"So, are we going to go through the rest of the list? Boobs? Which one's the best?" Yunjin can barely speak for her stifled laughter.
Chaewon huffs, then folds her arms across her chest. She pushes her tits together, the low-cut t-shirt working wonders to showcase her cleavage. "Mine," she states proudly.
"Kazuha."
"I can't with you two," Chaewon whines. "What the fuck?"
"You can't win against me," Kazuha says simply.
Chaewon's glare switches between the three of you. She looks like a wild animal ready to pounce. A dangerous, sexy, wild animal.
"You're all fucking useless," she mutters under her breath, turning on her heel. "I'll be right back."
You watch as she stomps off in her underwear and boots, leaving the three of you alone.
"That was fun," Yunjin smirks, sitting back in her chair and crossing her legs. She looks at you and says, "You've got a mean streak. I love it."
"I just like riling her up," you smirk.
"I noticed."
Kazuha giggles, then takes another sip from her cup. You can't help but watch her. Her dark hair is tied up in a messy bun, and even without makeup, she is beautiful. There is a softness to her, an air of innocence, that you can't quite place.
"What are you looking at?" Kazuha asks, raising an eyebrow.
"Nothing," you shrug.
"I see the way you look at her," Yunjin says with a wink. "Got you thinking about something, huh?"
"Yeah," you say, not knowing how else to respond.
"I bet it's filthy," Yunjin continues. "How long has it been since you two hooked up, again?"
"Too long," Kazuha answers.
"Oh yeah," Yunjin smiles. "Guess I've been a little greedy recently."
"Just a little," Kazuha giggles, her cheeks dusted with red.
"Stop being so shy and ask him then," Yunjin nods in your direction.
"I'm back!" Chaewon announces, turning heads.
"What the fuck are you wearing?" Yunjin asks.
It's nothing but skimpy lingerie. It's black and lacy, hugging her curves perfectly, and leaving absolutely nothing to the imagination. Her thong cuts deep between her ass cheeks, and the bra pushes her tits up, not that much is needed. The fabric is sheer, and you can see the dark peaks of her nipples through it.
She's leaning on the doorway as she speaks, "I wasn't going to half-ass it, was I?" Oh, Chaewon, even as you stand there, looking like a whole meal, you still can't resist a good pun. "So," she continues, sauntering over and leaning down, placing her hands on the table and getting in your face. "Have you come to your senses yet?"
You glance away, to look across the table at Yunjin, who's got her eyes fixed on Chaewon's ass and is telling her, "Yeah, no doubt I'm definitely kinda gay. Your butt looks amazing."
"Need more convincing?" Chaewon is looking down her nose at you, a devilish grin spreading across her face.
"More convincing," you repeat.
Chaewon steps between you and the table, pushing the arms of your chair and struggling to move it back.
"W-what are you doing?"
"Convincing." Chaewon turns to the table, puts her chest flat against it and arches her back, giving you the most brazen display. "Is it working?"
"It's..."
"Working," Yunjin finishes for you as she stands up to admire the view.
You take a moment to appreciate her, the way she's bent over the table, the way her ass looks so round and perfect. The way her thighs are toned and muscular, and the way they press together, gives her just a little more shape. You want to touch her, to reach out and run your hands along her smooth skin.
"I'd let her sit on my face," Yunjin whispers as if she could read your mind.
"Oh yeah, for sure," Kazuha adds.
"Would you two shut up? I'm trying to get my point across."
"Don't let us stop you."
Chaewon lets out an irritated sigh, then gets up and sits herself down in your lap. Her hips roll forward, and you can feel her warmth. You can't help yourself, you slip a hand around her waist and rest it on her stomach.
"Do you like this?" Chaewon asks, her voice low and seductive. She leans back, letting her head rest against your shoulder, her breath hot on your ear. "How about this?" She shifts her hips, grinding her ass against your crotch. You bite back a moan, your fingers digging into her flesh.
"You know," Yunjin says, watching as Chaewon continues to rub her ass against you, "We could have a lot more fun with this."
"What do you mean?" Kazuha asks, a hint of nervousness in her voice.
"Well," Yunjin's eyes flick over to meet yours. "If you're not gonna fight for your spot, our friend here might change his mind. How about a competition?"
"Competition?" Chaewon repeats.
"I'm talking a showdown," Yunjin explains, a wide grin on her face. Chaewon is staring blankly at her, and Yunjin rolls her eyes. "Ass vs ass. Who's got the better booty?"
"I'm in," Chaewon immediately agrees.
"What?" Kazuha squeaks.
"Oh, come on. You're not going to back down, are you?"
"No, I'm not," Kazuha states, standing up.
"You don't have to do this," you tell them.
"Shut up," Chaewon shoots back, a smirk on her face.
"Let's settle this once and for all," Yunjin declares. She pulls the table away, leaving you in the middle of the dining room with Chaewon on your knee. She pulls Kazuha to her feet and stands in front of her. Their eyes are locked on each other, both looking nervous. You can't take your eyes off them, especially when Yunjin slides her hands down Kazuha's abs. "First, let's catch you up, get you out of these clothes.
Yunjin hooks her fingers into the waistband of Kazuha's jeans and starts to pull them down, revealing the soft, creamy skin of her thighs. Kazuha lifts her feet out of her shoes and pants, leaving her standing in a pair of white panties.
"Damn, girl, you look good," Yunjin purrs, running her hands along Kazuha's thighs, squeezing the soft flesh.
Meanwhile, Chaewon turns her attention to you, first by pulling your shirt over your head and tossing it aside, then moving on to undoing the buttons on your pants. You're already achingly hard, from having her ass grinding against you, her hands on you, and her scent filling your nostrils. She stands up and steps back, allowing you to stand and drop your pants, then step out of them, leaving you only in your boxers.
"Looks like someone is ready," she teases, looking at the bulge.
You blush, embarrassed, but you can't help the way your cock twitches at her words.
"Alright," Yunjin calls.
The two girls are standing side by side now. Yunjin has sat you down and is standing behind you, her hands on your shoulders, her breath hot on the back of your neck. She's looking between the two girls, taking in their bodies, her eyes filled with lust. Kazuha is biting her lip, her hands clasped together in front of her, her body stiff.
"First, let's see who can move their ass better. Show off what you've got," Yunjin commands.
Chaewon is the first to act, bending over and shaking her hips. Her ass is swaying from side to side, her hips moving in circles, and her ass jiggling with every motion. Her back is arched, her legs straight, and her thighs pressed together, giving her ass the perfect shape.
"Nice," Yunjin whistles.
Kazuha takes a deep breath. She turns to show you her ass, putting her arms above her head and swaying her hips. She doesn't have the same confidence as Chaewon, but her ass still looks great.
"Fuck yeah," Yunjin says, her hand trailing down your chest and stomach.
"You think that's good?" Chaewon huffs. "Watch this."
She backs up towards you, stopping when her ass is almost touching your crotch, and leans back, arching her back. Her ass is pushed out, the curves and lines of her body on display. She places her hands on her ass cheeks and then starts to squeeze and knead her flesh, moaning softly as she does so.
"Fuck, that's hot," Yunjin breathes.
"Don't stop," you gasp.
Kazuha has renewed fight, stepping and dropping her ass against your lap. It's all in the hips, the way she moves, and how her body rolls. It's different from Chaewon, there's a grace to it and a fluidity. She turns, looking back at you, her eyes full of fire, her lips curled into a sly smile. You know that look. It's like a switch is flicked inside her.
"Fuck," you groan, reaching out to grab her, to pull her closer.
Kazuha leans forward, her back arched, and you draw her thick ass towards your cock. Soon enough, Chaewon follows, and you become the filling of an ass sandwich.
"Oh fuck, that looks good," Yunjin says, her hand sliding beneath your waistband and grabbing your cock. She starts to stroke it, slow and steady, teasing the tip with her thumb. But, as their assets draw closer, Yunjin is forced to relinquish, the girls taking hold of your cock between their asses, and rubbing their cheeks against you.
"Ahh, fuck, that's so fucking hot," you moan.
"Yeah, baby, you like that?" Yunjin purrs in your ear.
"God yes," you breathe, your head falling back against her chest.
Chaewon laughs, a smug sound, "He's definitely loving mine."
"In your dreams," Kazuha hisses.
"What was that?"
"I said," Kazuha pushes her ass, to slide your length between her cheeks, rubbing along the fabric of her thong, "He likes my ass more."
"I don't think so," Chaewon shoots back, fighting for position. The girls are ass to ass, cheeks squishing against each other. Your cock is caught between them, and they both start to rock their hips, the friction making you hiss.
"You're both driving me crazy," you moan.
"Yeah?" Chaewon smirks.
"How about this," Kazuha adds, her hips moving faster, and her ass squeezing tighter. It's all matched and challenged by Chaewon, who's moving her hips, and rocking her ass, and doing everything she can to keep up.
This whole thing is fucking ludicrous, don't get it twisted. This is the most insane thing you have ever seen, or done. Two gorgeous women, two insanely sexy asses, both fighting for a chance to prove that theirs is the best. And you're right there, between them, your cock assaulted by the most amazing sensation.
"How are we going to settle this?" Chaewon growls, her ass grinding hard against your cock.
"I'm not stopping until he cums," Kazuha shoots back, her ass moving even faster.
"Me either," Chaewon huffs.
"Wait, wait, stop," you gasp, to no avail. The girls just keep on grinding, keep on rocking, keep on fighting.
"Shh," Yunjin purrs, her hands roaming your chest, and her lips ghosting across the back of your neck. "Let them have their fun."
You moan, your body tense, your cock throbbing between their asses. The girls are panting, their breath heavy, and their bodies slick with sweat. Their skin is hot, their bodies flushed, and their hearts pounding.
"He's getting close," Chaewon smirks, "I can feel it."
"For me," Kazuha insists.
"I'm doing all the work," Chaewon snaps back, her hips rolling faster, and her ass pressing harder.
"Stop, fuck," you hiss, feeling your cock throb, feeling that familiar sensation rising in the pit of your stomach.
"Tell me it's for me. Cum for me, baby."
"No, for me. He's cumming for me," Kazuha shoots back.
And then, it hits. It's an explosion, your body jerking, your muscles spasming. Your head is thrown back, a groan ripped from your throat, and your hips bucking wildly.
"That's it," Chaewon smirks, looking over her shoulder. "I did it. He's cumming because of me."
"No, me," Kazuha pouts, turning her head.
You spill over them, thick, hot cum spraying all over their asses and backs, leaving sticky ropes of white across their smooth, flawless skin.
"F-fuck," you gasp, trying to catch your breath.
"Holy shit," Yunjin murmurs, "That was... fuck.
"It's mine," Chaewon says, her tone cocky and arrogant.
"No, it's mine," Kazuha growls.
The two of them continue their argument, but you can barely hear them. Your body is still recovering, your mind reeling, and your heart racing. What a fucking rush.
"Who's got the best ass? Well," Yunjin chuckles, "It's a tie if you ask me."
"A tie?" Chaewon repeats.
"Yeah, a tie."
"Well, I'm not calling it a tie," Kazuha says.
"Me either," Chaewon huffs, standing upright and glaring at the other woman.
"You're both pretty great," Yunjin states, her hand on your shoulder.
"Kazuha is great, me? I'm perfect."
"Okay," Yunjin sighs. "There's still something he needs to test. You can't decide on the best ass without fucking them both."
"What?" Chaewon and Kazuha gasp at the same time.
"You get five minutes each, then swap. First to make him cum is the winner."
"Deal," Chaewon and Kazuha say simultaneously, their gazes burning into each other.
"Well then," Yunjin says, standing up. "Over the table girls."
You're still fucking out of it. Slumped in the chair while Yunjin guides them over the table, bent at the waist and presenting their asses to you. The girls are draped in your cum, and Yunjin has the task of plucking off their underwear, leaving them bare and naked. Then she comes and pulls you to your feet, positioning you behind Chaewon.
"Cum in whichever feels the best, okay? Wait here a minute." Yunjin runs off to the bedroom, giving Chaewon a chance to bargain with you.
"Come on, you know I've got the better ass. And you know what it can do for you. Just think of all the other times you've fucked my ass. Don't tell me you want Kazuha's ass instead?"
"Uh," you mumble.
"Oh come on," she wiggles her ass, "Look at this."
"Sorry," Yunjin says, reappearing with a bottle in her hand. "Gotta do this right." Yunjin takes a blob of lube in her hand and rubs it onto your cock. It's cold, and it makes you shudder. Then she takes some and rubs it onto Chaewon's ass.
"Fuck," she squeaks, her body trembling.
"Ready?" Yunjin asks.
"Y-yeah."
"Five minutes, go!"
Yunjin pushes you by the hips toward Chaewon, not that you need any encouragement to slip your length between her cheeks.
"That's it, fuck me. Come on, baby. Let's see whose ass feels better."
It's slow to begin, pushing your way into her little asshole. She's still so tight, and even with the added slick, it takes a bit of effort. But she's warm and snug around your cock, and her ass is perfect.
"Fuck, I forgot how big you were," she moans, her voice strained.
"She can't even take it," mocks Kazuha.
"Shut up, I can," Chaewon bites back. "Go on, deeper."
Yunjin has her hand on your hip, guiding you deeper and deeper until you bottom out. Her ass is pressed right against your hips, and she's whimpering. You give her a few moments to adjust before starting to move, pulling out slowly, then pushing back in. You're stretching her out, forcing her to accommodate your length, and her hole is clenching around you.
"Fuck, I love the feeling of your cock," she gasps.
"We all do," Kazuha says flatly.
"Not as much as I do," Chaewon pants.
"Come on, you can fuck her faster," Yunjin whispers in your ear.
So you pick up the pace, your hips moving, and your cock thrusting deep into her. She's moaning and writhing beneath you, her ass shaking with every impact, her body trembling. You can't stop yourself, you're pounding her hard, slamming your cock deep inside her. The cum on her cheeks is smeared, making the sight even more filthy.
"Shit," she groans, her ass bouncing back against your hips.
You're lost in her, fucking her hard and fast, making her take every inch of you. You're grunting, your balls slapping against her skin, and your cock stretching her hole. You're losing control, the sounds of your fucking filling the room.
"Fuck, you're gonna make me cum," she moans.
"You're such a slut," Kazuha hisses.
"Oh fuck," Chaewon cries, her ass clenching around your cock, her body convulsing, and her pussy dripping. "Oh my god, fuck," she screams, her whole body tensing, and her eyes rolling back.
"Holy shit," you gasp, your cock throbbing and twitching.
"Alright, time's up," Yunjin says, grabbing you and pulling you away from her.
"What the fuck, no, don't stop," Chaewon pleads.
"Swap," Yunjin demands, shoving you towards Kazuha.
You stumble forward, your cock aching and throbbing. You're still sensitive, and the sudden change has your head spinning. Yunjin covers you again with more lube and slaps your ass to let you know to begin.
Kazuha's chest is flat on the table, her cheek pressed against the wood, and her hands gripping the edge. She turns to look at you, her eyes full of silent desire. There's an arch to her back, and her ass is perfectly presented, just waiting for you to enter her.
"Take her," Yunjin whispers and her hand pushes down on your hip.
You step forward, the tip of your cock pressing against her asshole. You can see her muscles tensing, and she lets out a soft moan as you push into her. She's even tighter than Chaewon, her body squeezing and gripping your cock. She's not nearly as experienced, her reactions are more innocent.
"Oh," she gasps, her body shivering, "That's... that's really good."
You grab her hips, your fingers digging into her flesh, and you push deeper, feeling her asshole stretch and open up for you. She lets out a sharp cry, and you pause, giving her a moment to relax.
"Keep going," she pleads, her voice thick with lust.
You start to move, sliding out of her and then pushing back in. She's hot and tight around you, and her muscles are contracting, squeezing and clenching, pulling you deeper into her.
"Oh my god, it's so good," she moans.
Her eyes are closed, and her mouth is open, and her body is quivering. You keep going, thrusting harder and deeper, until you're buried in her ass. She lets out a long, low moan, and you can feel her trembling.
"She can barely take it," Chaewon laughs.
"Don't listen to her," Kazuha pleads, looking over her shoulder at you. "Just keep going, please."
You groan a response and start to pound her harder. Sticky flesh slapping together, your hands holding her steady, and her cries filling the room. You're fucking her rough, and she's taking every inch of you. It feels incredible, and the pleasure builds, your cock throbbing and aching.
"Come on, cum for me," she whines.
"Fuck, you're so sexy," you gasp, your hips bucking. Just one slap of her ass and it's marked already, red and pink from the impact.
"You're close," she whimpers.
"Keep going," Yunjin encourages. "Two minutes or they both lose."
Your whole body is trembling, and your head is spinning. Your cock is so hard and aching, and your balls are tight. Your hips are bucking, and you're fucking her with abandon, her ass taking every inch.
"Come on," she begs.
You groan, and then you're there, your whole body shuddering, and your cock pulsing and throbbing, emptying your cum into her ass. As soon as Chaewon sees that look on your face, she knows she's lost. She whines a defeated sound and slumps against the table.
Kazuha is the one smiling though, and as she stands, you notice her knees are a bit weak. "I win," she announces, a little triumphant.
"You cheated," Chaewon pouts.
"How the hell did I cheat?"
"I don't know, you just did." Chaewon's got that little pouty expression stuck to her face, and she swears her revenge. "Next time, I'll beat you. You'll see."
"If you say so," Kazuha smiles, looking at the mess leaking from her ass. You're stumbling back and Yunjin is your support, keeping you steady.
Yunjin is in your ear, "You've still got another round in you, right?"
"I don't know," you pant.
"You, me and the shower. Think about it."
"Yeah," you manage, and then her hand is on your arm, leading you to the bathroom.
"Where the fuck are you going?" Chaewon demands, her hands on her hips.
"Shower," Yunjin calls, dragging you along. "You girls caused this mess, you can clean up. Maybe even lick his cum off each other's asses."
"No, don't leave," Chaewon whines.
But, it's too late, the door is closing, and Yunjin is pushing you up against the wall. "You know," she whispers, her hands on your chest and her body pressed against yours, "I'm kinda turned on."
"Yeah?"
"Watching them fight over you was so hot."
"Yeah, it was," you admit.
"So," she presses her lips to yours, kissing you hungrily, and slipping her tongue into your mouth.
You return her passion, your hands running up her body, and down her back. She breaks the kiss, and looks up at you, a coy smile on her lips.
"Let's have a little fun," she murmurs, reaching behind her and turning on the shower. The water flows, steam fills the air, and Yunjin steps under the stream, letting it cascade over her naked body.
"Fuck," you gasp.
"What's the matter?" she teases, grabbing the bottle of soap and squirting it onto her chest. She lathers up her chest, spreading the foamy liquid over her smooth skin, her nipples hardening as the suds run down her body.
"You're gorgeous," you say, stepping towards her.
She grabs you by the hips, pulling you close, her hands roaming your body. Her skin is slick with soap, her touch gentle and teasing. She's looking up at you, her eyes filled with desire.
"Are you ready?" she whispers, her voice husky.
"Always," you grin, cupping her breasts and kneading them in your hands.
"Fuck," she sighs, leaning into you, her eyes closed, and her body relaxed.
You kiss her, tasting her lips, your tongue sliding against hers. She moans, her hands trailing down your back, and her nails digging into your skin.
"Mmm, so good," she murmurs, breaking the kiss and looking up at you. "All this anal stuff has got me thinking, maybe it's time we tried something new."
"Really?" you ask, raising an eyebrow. "I didn't think it was ever really your thing? You always said a butt plug was enough."
"I've been practising," she winks.
"What do you mean by that?"
"Maybe it's best if I show you."
"Oh," you grin.
"So," she purrs, wrapping her arms around your neck and pressing her body against yours. "You want to see what I can do?"
"Fuck yes," you breathe, a rush of excitement running through your body.
She smiles, biting her lip and pulling away from you. She turns her back to you, facing the wall, and places her hands flat on the tile. She arches her back, and you watch as she spreads her legs and bends further and further over. Her ass is sticking out, her perfect, plump cheeks inviting you in.
You can't help yourself. You kneel behind her, grab her cheeks and spread them wide. She lets out a soft moan, and you press your face into her ass, inhaling her sweet scent.
"Fuck," you groan, kissing her puckered hole.
"Mmm," she moans, pushing her ass back into your face.
"That feels good, doesn't it?"
"Yes," she whispers, her breath hitching in her throat.
You tease her with your tongue, licking her asshole, and swirling the tip around the rim. She shivers, and you push a finger into her, probing her, exploring her. She's so tight, and the sounds she's making are driving you wild.
"Please," she begs, her voice a desperate whisper. "Please fuck me."
"Are you sure?" you ask, a hint of surprise in your voice.
"Yes," she says, looking back at you. "I've been thinking about this for a long time, and I'm finally ready."
"You don't have to, we can just have a regular fuck."
"No," she insists, her eyes blazing. "I want to try it, and I want you to be the one to do it."
"Fuck," you growl, pulling your finger out of her ass and standing up. You press the tip of your cock against her, and she whimpers. A shiver runs through her, and her hands ball into fists. There's this tension in the air, and her breathing is shallow and fast. Utterly shameless, she reaches back and pulls her asscheeks apart, opening herself up for you.
"Come on," she whimpers. "Do it. Put it in."
You press against her, your cock throbbing, and her asshole quivering. You push, and she gasps, her muscles tightening, her body tensing. But she doesn't pull away. You push again, harder, and her asshole starts to give way, stretching and opening for you. She lets out a strangled cry, her ass clenching around your cock, as the first few inches slip into her. You can go no further. No amount of practice could prepare her for this.
"You're so tight," you groan.
"It hurts," she whines, her body trembling.
"Just relax, okay?"
"I can't," she moans, her muscles straining.
"Just breathe," you say, stroking her back and ass.
She takes a deep breath, and then another, and then a third. You can feel her body relaxing, her muscles loosening, her asshole stretching.
"That's it," you encourage, pushing deeper into her. "How's that? Better?"
"Yes," she whispers, her eyes rolling back in her head.
You slowly start to move, thrusting in and out of her ass. She's so tight, her body gripping your cock like a clenched fist. Her moans fill the room, echoing off the tiles.
"Fuck," she hisses, her head hanging low, her shoulders hunched. Yunjin has always been the hold-out. Her anal virginity has eluded you, but not any more. Finally, all the best asses in K-pop are willing to take you. There's nothing better.
"Fuck," she groans, her nails scraping against the tiles. "Harder."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes," she pants.
You grab her hips and start fucking her harder, it's still tough to get more than half of your length inside her, but what she's taking is driving her crazy.
You hook a hand underneath her, past her toned stomach to play with her pussy. She's soaked, dripping with lust, her clit hard and swollen. You tease her, stroking and rubbing her, and she cries out, her whole body tensing.
"You're gonna make me cum," she gasps, her hips bucking against your hand.
"Not until I say so," you growl. She whimpers, her ass tightening around your cock, her legs trembling. You lean forward, grabbing a fistful of her hair and yanking her head back. "Who am I?" you snarl, fucking her ass harder.
"Ah," she whines, her voice strained. "You're...you're my daddy."
"That's right," you growl, your cock throbbing. "Now cum for me."
You rub her clit, and she cums, her whole body convulsing, and her pussy gushing. It's a powerful orgasm, and she's shaking and crying out, her ass squeezing your cock like crazy. She grows weak, barely able to stand and take it. You pull out, let her fall to her knees, and then take hold of her hair to face you.
She's looking up at you with this expression like she's drunk, or high. A good ass fucking and she is a mess. A happy mess. One that's perfect to be coated in your load.
You stroke yourself, staring down at her, and her eyes widen, her lips parted and waiting. You grunt a shudder runs through you, and your cock erupts. Thick ropes of cum splatter across her face, covering her cheeks, her lips, and her nose. She's whimpering, stroking her tits and moaning out words of pure filth for you. "So much cum for your favourite girl. We both know those two don't stand a chance against me."
She's a mess. She's a hot, filthy mess. You step back, admiring her, a smug satisfaction filling your mind while she licks your cum from around her mouth. "Don't get complacent," you tease.
"Never."
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Oh my goshâ someone who writes for nam-gyu? Am I dreaming?! I CANNOT find any fics of him!! Need headcannons about him rnđ© I feel like that man would enjoy making you cry and upset, like he would grin and laugh while doing so. (Coughâ Hatefuckâcough..) Just need headcannons about that man so badđ©đ«Ł
This is actually my first time asking, so I really don't know what to sayđ„Č but I hope you consider thisđ«¶đ«¶đ«¶
-đanon
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a/n | thank you so much for your request luv! I hope I could write something as you wanted
ïŒhe's had mixed feelings from the moment he first saw you. hate? anger? like?
oh no, not like. he just hates you so much that he wants to fuck you until you know your place.
"fucking bitch."
"huh?" thanos looked at him incomprehensibly, about to turn his head to you, but nam-gyu quickly changed the subject "nothing."
ïŒhe's insanely jealous of thanosđ even if you don't respond to his flirting, seeing a man next to you makes him angry enough. at least it gives him a reason to make you cry more.
ïŒhe should be the only one who annoys you. if he sees someone picking on you, he'll quickly intervene, at first he'll protect you from that person, but then...
"are you too stupid to not protect yourself? no. don't even think about crying." his emotionless voice makes you tremble as he watches you quickly wipe your tears away "good. don't you dare unless I make those tears flow."
ïŒhe likes to tease you until you cry because he thinks you look so beautiful with tears in your eyes. If you turn your head and try to hide your face from him, he will forcefully grab your chin and make you look at him with your eyes full of tears. you will see that he is trying to calm down by taking a deep breath because oh...you have no idea how horny he is.
ïŒIf he can't sleep at night, he will come to your bed and bother you. If he can't sleep, you can't sleep either. but strangely, talking at night is when you get along the most. guess you are both too tired to argue, but that doesn't mean he won't say a few things about you.
okay, now please hear me out..
ïŒthis man is completely clingy when he loves you, but he is also hard when he fucks you, I can't say he doesn't like slow sex, but when he can fuck you like crazy, he doesn't really think about the other option.
ïŒI say clingy because he can never be comfortable if his hand is not on your body in some way. he has to touch you in some way so that he feels better. when you least expect it, you may find his hands on your waist pulling you closer to him "mm...look who's here?"
ïŒIf we talk about life outside of the game, you can become his only world. yes, he likes to make you cry and upset. but only you. the others have never caught his attention and they don't. he still thinks you have the most beautiful tears.
ïŒI can't say he's very loud in bed. he'll mostly let out short gasps and short moans. he likes listening to you more, whine for him and he'll make you see stars.
ïŒhe likes to tease you and make you cum so much that you cry from sensitivity. when you beg him to stop, he just puckers his lower lip in a mocking tone.
"aw.. does it hurt? what should I do?" he leans into your ear while his fingers, which don't stop, hit the inside of your pussy hard while you just had your 3rd orgasm "Is that all you can take? c'mon.. you can give me more, hm? ah..yes don't hide your voice from me, fuck-"
ïŒhe'll run his hand over you while you're sleeping at night, sorry not sorry. when you open your eyes and notices how his fingers are expertly tangled in your wetness, he'll smirk and say "you awake? good. now you better spread your legs for me and be loud as possible."
he's obsessed with you in some way, romantic or not, and he has no plans to leave your side.
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