#so so scared
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hello job 👋 job lemon 🍋
#the beatles#the beatles fanart#my art#john lennon#john lennon art#procreate#so so scared#and nervous#i don’t really post my art on here
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School Bus Graveyard FASTPASS Spoilers under the cut!!!
Such a silly lil guy I love him😭 ALSO IM SO SCARED COS IM GLAD BENS FINALLY GETTING THE ATTENTION HE DESERVES BUT IM SCARED HES BEING MINIPULATED BY THE MAVERICK DUDE & SHITS GONNA GO WRONG😫someone’s gotta die next and I’m getting scared at the sudden attention…
#SO SO SCARED#THE TAGS R ABOVE THE CUT SO I DONT WANNA SPOIL😭#love Ben#live laugh love SBG#ash sbg#aiden clark sbg#sbg ashlyn#sbg aiden#taylor sbg#sbg taylor#sbg ben#sbg tyler#sbg spoilers#ben clark sbg#sbg#sbg (webtoon)#aiden sbg#ashlyn sbg#logan sbg#school bus graveyard
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so terrified for the aftg renaissance that is going to happen on this app after tsc
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4 hours left: The Bear countdown
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applying for the phd program (at the college i go to) (with the guy ive worked with for a year) is quite possibly the scariest thing ive ever done
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I'm so not okay. I'm having a feeling I can't name. It's just cold, so cold. Maybe it's fear? Doom? I had this feeling during the last year I lived in isolation, once when I wrote a chapter for my second book, then again when I visited my family for Christmas last year and it held on until January. Maybe it's loneliness? I don't feel good about going to the rehab clinic and being so far away from home, my support system and my friends.
But I could likely have email contact with my therapist and I could call my one friend every day. And I will come back home. If worst comes worst, I could leave early. But I'm really not feeling good. My emotions are so cold. Just cold.
#personal posts#if I still had the skill to cry I would be sobbing#but for today i only have to manage to get through the night#maybe i can watch ghibli movies until i fall asleep#even writing doesn't comfort me#i don't know who i am#i want to escape#even thought about relapsing just so that i wouldn't have to leave#i don't want to leave i don't want to leave#it's safe here and everywhere else is unsafe#i would talk to my carer or my therapist but they are all on holiday#my therapist said i could still email him and he wouldn't reply in 8 hours but that he would reply and that i wouldn't be a bother#if this feeling lasts i will email him#i'm so scared#so so scared#like my life is falling apart#but why
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Found out the instructor I’ve ALWAYS been suspicious of is a creep and possibly a paedophile and should have been fired weeks ago, as well as loads more disturbing secrets about my old yard. How’s your day going.
#sick to my stomach#and crying#this is not happening#what the actual#I swear I have never been so angry in my life#and scared#so so scared
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i sick and tired of the grief that comes with being trans
#THE WORLD WAS MEANT TO GET BETTER#WE WERE MEANT TO SEE IT GET BETTER#EVERYTHING WAS MORE BEARABLE WITH THE IDEA THAT IT WOULD GET BETTER#HOW CAN I LOOK THESE KIDS IN THE EYE AND SAY IM SORRY YOUR LIVES ARE EVEN WORSE#HOW AM I MEANT TO STAND SEEING THESE KIDS GO THROUGH EVEN WORSE THAN I DID#it was meant to mean something#our suffering#it was meant to pave the way#it was meant to be for them#and for the kids we didn't get to be#and now what#and now what the fuck are we meant to do#im scared for them#so so scared#im sorry that this is the place your are growing up in#im so fucking sorry it wasn't enough#im so sorry we couldnt make a better world for you to grow up in
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It's tomorrow...I can't believe it
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I can't get close with anyone cause I will get so scared
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I can already tell tomorrow will be bad...
#it almost 3 am snd i can't sleep#my aunt got in a mood before she went to bed#it's my fault but... i just i don't know how to fix it!#im scared of her#so so scared#tw vent#vent
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i wish i had a friend that could physically rescue me
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I am struggling despite my scared prevention pills lol
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my beautiful immediate upon waking paralyzing anxiety
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