#so now that im realizing wait shit i dont like this kind of relationship
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#i literally this close to ruining a friendship with confessing my feelings for my friend 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣#i mean it's kind of a well known secret that i have feelings for her :)))))#tonight i drank some wine and we had a convo about how im waiting for her and if she'd asked me out i would be to shy to say anything at all#and all that shit. the usual back and forth halfhearted flirting we've been doing for years#but it's fuckin killing me right now because a few months ago i realized i actually do have feelings for her :DDDD#and like. she knows it i just never said it outright. but she fuckin knows. everyone fuckin knows who knows us that there's something lmfao#and im literally this close to just telling her it all#and im pretty fuckin sure that would ruin everything because she's been together with her boyfriend around the same time we met :)))#and even if she has feelings for me then what bro? she'd never drop him and I don't think our friendship could go on if i confess :)))#even though it super obvious:)))))#i dont even know what im taking about anymore im just fuckin sad and heartbroken bro#I've only had deeper feelings twice and both were for my best friends who are in relationships#but oh my god this time it feels so much fucking worse#i ghosted her last a week because i just couldn't deal with constantly feeling like shit and being jealous every time she mentions ger bf#AND IT FEELS LIKE ABSOLUTE SHIT TO NOT BE HAPPY FOR HER??? SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND I SHOULD BE HAPPY FOR HER HAPPINESS#BUT I CAN'T BE A 100% HAPPY AND IT MAKES ME FEEL SO FUCKING GUILTY AND BAD#i just need like a car or sth to take me out bro i can't do this 🥲🥲🥲#I just want these feelings to go away oh my god how many months will it be#i really feel like I can't keep this to myself anymore. and that would just ruin everything#oh my god just kill me#ÁGNES IF YOU SEE THIS FUCKING POST THEN NO YOU DON'T#not like I don't cry to you about this every 3 days#anyway im sorry. next year i will get to the requests in my inbox aye? :'DD#shut up vivien no one cares
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"slut!" jude bellingham.
summary — you finally release an unexpected song about your relationship after receiving countless hate for it.
notes — send reqs and shit 😙
warnings — hate comments thats it rlly
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y/nsusername

y/nsusername: 🍒👡
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username: she never posts jude anymore
username: i rlly dont like her
— username: okay...
username: shes using jude idc
username: bet jude got those heels for her
— username: u act like she isnt a model/singer whos just as successful as him
username: she doesnt deserve him
— username: and you do?
username: ur all insane and sad. leave her alone
username: shes too pretty to be acting the way she does
— username: she doesnt do anything...
username: slut
y/nsusername

y/nsusername: coming soon...
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username: OH??
username: yayy
username: nobody cares
username: i cant take her seriously
username: still no jude posts
username: she didnt even go to his match yesterday
username: she always uses guys wtf
username: why does evergone hate her?
— username: because shes dating jude and people are stupid
y/nsusername

y/nsusername: my new single "slut!" drops tonight, and i can't wait for you all to hear it. i love this song and myself, and to be able to share it is a pleasure. 🤍🩵
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username: omg.
username: her naming it slut... not even gonna listen
username: WHAT.
username: im freaking out
username: this is abt to be a power move.
username: oh!




judebellingham

judebellingham: My lovely y/n - I'm endlessly proud of her and everything she has accomplished as of recently. Her strength is beyond me and I will forever admire it.
Lots of things have been said about her these past few months, and I realize I should've made a statement. Her kindness told me not to, but now is the right time to share my love for such an amazing woman. Y/n has dealt with so much hate in the world, and I hate to see it. You never know the person behind the screen, and I have always encouraged kindness. Please apply it to those I love.
I have never felt so happy with anyone than I do with you, Y/n. I love you, and I love all of you who have stuck by us and supported my favorite girl.
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username: i will cry.
username: i hope u all shut up now
username: BRO HE LOVES HER SM😭
username: the hating bitches are silent now
username: js a ton of 12 year olds jealous
username: i love them sm
username: "slut!" was so cunty idc
username: stream slut!!!!!
y/nsusername: ❤️❤️❤️💋💋💋
y/nsusername: i love you so much.
— judebellingham: I love you so much more
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can you do the yandere dc boys with a hypersexual darling? i really love your writing and im glad you're back, its okay if you dont want to
𝐃𝐂 𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐕𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐎𝐔𝐒 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐀 𝐇𝐘𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐗𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆…
!!! 18+ THEMES, GN reader, mentions of riding in Bruce’s, basic delusional yandere shit, manipulation, mean Dick Grayson, teasing, horny Hal Jordan, Tim being a freak, there’s honestly not much to warn… that’s weird.
Freaks of Tumblr, I summon thee.
I do want y’all to know that, while I tried to keep the dynamics vague, this has more of a sub + bottom leaning reader. That’s usually my default when it comes to sexual yan!character asks unless specified otherwise. If y’all wanna see a more top and/or dom reader version, hit me the fuck up. I heart obliterating fictional comic book men. It’s actually my specialty.
This is also operating under the assumption that you’ll at least let them help you out when you need it. Like… even if you absolutely hate their guts, you’ll at least call a truce when you need it. A necessary evil kind of thing. Again, if you have something else in mind, let me know.
Bruce Wayne: Contrary to popular belief, playboy Bruce Wayne is not a sex addict. However. He is a darling addict. And while he can’t afford to get nasty all the time, he’ll do his best to accommodate. I can see him letting you ride him while he tries to get paperwork down in his office. Keyword being tries, seeing as his resolve is only so strong. He has a love-hate relationship with your hypersexuality, because while he loves how needy you are for him, his productivity lulls during particularly high spikes in your sex drive. One could say he’s suffering from success in this regard. Oh, noooo, his darling humping the pillows again. Whatever will he do? Guess he’ll have to call in sick again. Tsk. Tsk. What a drag, amiright?
Clark Kent: I think Clark has a difficult time separating sexual desire from romance and intimacy, so even if you view Clark as nothing more than your kidnapper, he’s definitely letting this feed further into his delusions. Surely, this means you love him, right? You arch into his touch and make all those sounds… that has to mean something! It’s because of this that he absolutely gives you what you need whenever you need it. As your (self-proclaimed) husband, it’s his duty to provide for you! And… okay, I’m not saying Kryptonian have some sort of built in horny-detector, but given his power set, he can probably tell when you need a little help. Is your heart beat slightly faster than usual? Don’t worry, honey, he’s on his way home!
Dick Grayson: Oh, he definitely doesn’t mind. The moment he realizes you’re hypersexual, not only does he have an excuse to touch you more, but now he has yet another variable he can manipulate about you. New favorite pass time unlocked: riling you up and teasing you whenever he feels like it. And you bet your ass he’s doing it in public, too. It’s just so cute to see you try to be normal when he knows you’re all flustered. He’s so fucking evil, getting you all sexually frustrated and practically making you beg for him to finally lend a helping hand. Of course, unless if you’ve been bad, he’ll never leave you pent up for too long; he’s got his own needs, too. Having so much control over your conditioning is just so hot for him, you know?
Hal Jordan: Sign him the fuck up. Hal’s probably no better than you, constantly having to keep up with his own sexual needs, so as soon as you finally accept your situation, this is a match made in heaven. Is he mean about it? Sure. But Hal would call you nasty names even if you weren’t so hypersexual, so don’t feel too bad about it. It ain’t sex with Hal Jordan if he didn’t act like a condescending jerk throughout it. Y’all definitely fucking every day (which means he’s 100% bringing you on Lantern missions; he’ll make it work somehow, just you wait), cuz a hypersexual darling coupled with Hal Jordan’s innate horniness is a dangerous thing to behold. This dynamic could not be more perfect for him.
Harvey Dent: So… Two Face lowkey kinda hates it. What do you mean you can’t keep your hormones in check? Come on. Get it together. He can’t always be there to deal with you. He’s got business to attend to, damnit. But Harvey, on the other hand, can almost empathize with you. He understands having impulses you can’t exactly control, and hey… he’s more than willing to help out. Get ready for Harvey’s sweet praises and Two Face’s degrading remarks, cuz of course they can’t agree on a tactic to go about your heightened sexuality. While Two Face wants to just outright bully this behavior out of you, Harvey actually wants to cultivate it as a way to make sure you’ll at least come to him for something. I think it’ll definitely feed into Harvey’s ego, and who knows… Two Face might actually come to like it.
Jaime Reyes: Poor guy would be at a moral crossroad. Khaji Da would be yapping about sudden spikes in your sexual arousal, but Jaime’s all like, “la la la, I can’t hear you,” because while he’s definitely aware of the fact that he’s crossed a few boundaries in the past, this just seems a little too far. He’s still trying to have some sort of respect for you, after all. It’ll definitely take you coming to him directly for him to actually do something about it. Please be patient with him. He’s got an evil fucked up bug in his brain trying to coach him through this, because it’s apparently not enough to just be nervous about anything sexual to begin with. You’re gonna have to call the shots until he gets the hang of things.
Tim Drake: Pot, meet kettle. Tim already has a shit ton of problems, so we might as well add hypersexuality to the list. Now, in my eyes, Tim is the biggest sub known to man, so if you’re the same way, this shit is gonna be messy. Like, absolutely no control happening. Y’all are just rubbing bodies against each other until something happens. But on the other hand, being more dominant means training him how to fucking behave. Bro is not above lunging at you and humping your thigh. Teach him how to properly touch you, and then you’ll maybe give him a reward. You might not be able to get rid of his fucked up tendencies, but you can at least use them to your advantage.
Wally West: He’d find it absolutely adorable. Much like Dick, this is a perfect way to manipulate you, but he’s at least much nicer about it. As long as you’ve been on your best behavior, his teasing isn’t anything malicious or cruel. Don’t take advantage of how nice he is, because he can quickly turn this into a learning experience for you. Make sure you stay on his soft and sweet side. I can totally see him reassuring you and talking you through it, his touches gentle and loving as to not turn you off. Upon discovering how hypersexual you are, he’d definitely coax you into letting him lend a hand like you were some sort of scared animal. “Hey, it’s okay… it’s not like you can help it, right? Here, wouldn’t it be much better if I helped? No, no, sweetheart, it’s no bother for me. In fact, I’d love to help. That’s it. Come on.”
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hii, how are you?? i've got a req for you to write! (the explanation is a little long please bare with me) anyways to sum it up, its kinda based of the song casual by doja cat. if you dont really the idea i think you'll kinda get it once you listen to the song, (and im not really good at writing) but to sum it up, reader and chris have got a situationship, or like their just casually hooking up w/ eachother (i dont know what the label is 😭😭) but they act like lovebirds tg, like im talking cuddling when their watching a movie w the boys, getting eachother gifts, ALL that mushy cute shit.. chris realizes that he's inlove w/ reader, and y'know how hes like afraid of commitment and proper relationships? so instead of telling her that he is, he avoids her for like 2 days,and tries to fuck with someone else to forget about her for a bit. when she comes into the house to hangout with nick, she hears him fucking another chick, and she gets JEALOUSS let me tell you. she pulls that poor girl out of the room, telling her to get dressed and when the girl leaves she starts going off at chris (gettin a lil angsty). but like the whole point of me wanting it to be based off the song was kind of so that you could realize it was based off the song, so maybe u can add lyrics! (idk, just a thought) "if you is a player, i dont think ima play with ya" , "if you wanna lay with her, why don't you just stay with her?". he tries to deflect, and i guess reader kind of confronts him about how she thinks he wants more then hooking up and he denies it, but she knows hes lyin. "you say you don't want a girlfriend but when we are in person, you always act so different, you make it all seem perfect", "you hold me when we wake up, say you like me with no makeup", "is it casual, or are you tryna spend your life with me?". anyways in my lovely optimistic mind, reader tells him its ok because shes inlove w him too, and he finally doesn't deny it. she tells him shes scared too, but they'll go through it together cuz their in luvv 😛 anyways lets just say the night ends with some slow soft sex between reader and chris. "take it off, follow me out, let me in don't shut me out" i understand if you can't do this req, but i saw your post saying you needed reqs to write on a trip tmr, and i thought of this on the spot so sorry if its really shit 😭
ꨄ ⌒ ⋆。 ˚ CASUAL



│⊹ warnings ⋆ ;; angst if u squint, y/n is used like twice sorryyy, p in v, pet names (baby nd mama), unprotected sex, lowercase intentional, and word count is 2.2k
│⊹ pairing ⋆ ;; chris sturniolo x fem!reader
│⊹ haven’s notes ⋆ ;; hey.. how y’all doin 😙.. sorry for being gone AGAIN i keep having writers block but i wrote smth for my script so i got motivation to write again 🤌
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you have been waiting impatiently at the triplets front door for about five minutes now. finally, chris opened it for you. “took you long enough.” you scoff with a smile as you walk in. “sorry, matt almost started a fire.” the brunette boy replied, scratching his chin when closing the door.
“what?” you laugh while kicking off your shoes and leaving them on the shoe rack. "oh by the way, i got the shirt you were planning to buy." you giggle softly, handing him a bag. "oh shit! thank you!" he says excitedly as he pulls you in for a warm hug. "of course, c." you give him a toothy smile. you notice how his facial expression changes a little bit once you smiled but you brushed it off. the two you walk up the stairs into the living room and kitchen. you saw both matt and nick try to cook dinner or something. “matt! your gonna burn it’!” nick exclaimed before turning to see you.
“what are you guys even making?” you snicker as you walked up to nick to give him a small hug. “burgers but matt almost started a fire trying to grill the meat.” he rolled his eyes in annoyance. “let me help” you say, walking to the stove and shooing matt away. “but at least i didn’t, i wont do it again!” he stated while crossing his arms. “matt relax, i got this” you say while flipping the patty. the boys talk for a while and from time to time offer to help but your stubbornness always said no.
chris left an argument that he was talking about with his brothers and waddled over to you and placed his hands on your shoulders. “you sure you don’t need any help?” he asked which you reply with a nod. once you finally finished making the food, you plated them nicely on the table. “bon appetite!” you laugh while sitting down next to chris.
the four of you eat while talking about a random topic or plans of what to do for the following week. “do you guys wanna watch something?” matt offered when he finished eating. “im down” you reply and the two others agree as well.
now, nick is currently putting the dishes in the sink as you, matt, and chris are all sitting down on the couch to debate what to watch. “nah i don’t wanna watch a horror movie.” chris whined when you suggested for them to see one. “ugh fine, maybe batman again?” matt quickly agrees, of course.
chris had been laying down on your chest for about an hour or so into the movie. your hands rested on the back of his head, your fingers scratching his scalp gently from time to time and he let out small hums whenever you did. after a few minutes you desperately needed to go use the bathroom. "chris" you whisper, loud enough for only him to hear. "hm?" he hummed while looking up at you. "gotta piss, get up" you state as he slowly got up from your chest.
after you did your necessities, you walked back to the living room and sat down next to chris. only this time he patted his chest, signaling you to lay down on it. of course, you don't mind since you and chris were always so touchy so you did. while watching the last 30 minutes or so of the movie, you heard his heartbeat start pounding against his chest rapidly. mentally, you started to count each one. and you did this till the movie ended.
"thanks for coming over!" nick said to you as the triplets started to walk you downstairs. "of course! i love hanging out with you guys." you reply, looking at each of the small smiles on their faces but except for chris. he looked rather stressed and confused. instead of saying anything about it, you simply just brushed it off. you said goodbye to the three boys then left.
it had been two days since you heard anything from chris. you asked nick and matt about him and they both said that he was okay and didn't know what was wrong with him. you began to get worried, scared if it was something you did or said. so, to clear your head you decided to invite nick to the mall since it was somewhere you guys both enjoyed going together. you got to the familiar entrance of the sturniolo home, quickly seeing an excited smile from nick as soon as you knocked on the door. "hey! you ready?" you ask while pulling him into a small hug.
"yeah! let me just go grab my things real quick." the brunette boy said as he let you inside. you didn't bother taking off your shoes since you two were about to leave. upon walking up the stairs you saw matt's face that was mixed with discomfort and trying not to laugh. "what?" you and nick ask him. "whatever you do, don't go downstairs." he mumbled while grabbing something from the fridge then walking back to his room. you give nick a look, he gives you one back that obviously meant to go see what matt was talking about.
hesitantly, you leave your bag on the couch and then walk downstairs to chris' room while nick grabs his things. upon being about three steps down, your ears immediately fill up with moans. both chris', and someone else's. another girl. your cheeks get red as your feet think before your mind and now you're in front of his door. with no hesitation, you grab the knob and swing open the door. as soon as you did so, chris looked back quickly. your eyes observed what was going on. you saw the mystery girl completely blissed out with her face dug inside a pillow and completely naked. you saw chris' hands wrapped around her hips firmly and how his front pieces of hair stuck to his sweaty forehead. "what the fuck chris?"
you feel your cheeks burning up in frustration as you watch chris struggle to put his pants back on. "dude! get out!" he said while the blonde girl turned around and saw you at the doorway, quickly blushing out of embarrassment. "no, you get out!" you tell the girl in his bed loudly, her getting up as soon as you said anything towards her. you and chris make heavy eye contact as she got changed and got her things.
she closed the door upon leaving and you immediately start bashing chris. "chris what the fuck is wrong with you? you ignore me for two days and I find you fucking another chick?" you argue as he quickly tries to find something to say. "you can't just hook up with me casually then ignore me then hook up with someone else." your sigh is shakey, trying not to start crying in front of him. "I feel bad for her even because you're probably just gonna ignore her and then hook up with some-" you were finally cut off by chris.
"why are you arguing about this like we are more than friends y/n?" he argues back, taking a breath to continue. "you're saying this shit like we are together, we aren't anything but friends." the brunette boy said while crossing his arms. "friends that hook up almost every week?" you laugh sarcastically, you process what he said for another few seconds. "don't act like I don't know about how your heart was racing when i was layin' down on your chest the last time i came over." you note. "is we hooking up something casual for you or are you looking to spend your life with me?" your voice is unstable and shakey, biting back the tears coming up on your waterline.
"fine, i'll admit, y/n." he finally said, his voice evenly shakey as yours. "I realized that i'm in love with you that night. you know im scared of commitment. i ignored you 'nd hooked up with another girl to try to get over you." chris sighed and his eyes softening. "im scared of being in a relationship, you have seen what my fans say even if im standing next to a girl—" you cut him off by walking towards him and shutting him up with a soft kiss. you can tell he is surprised when he hesitated to place his hands on you. “im in love with you too chris, and i am scared too.” you say softly as you tuck a strand of hair behind his ear.
“but you know we can work it out together.” you sigh while your eyes look up into his. chris’ hands planted on your waist, rubbing small circles on them. “you think so?” he whispered. you nod in reply, pulling him into another kiss. “‘m sorry.” he whispered again, desperately kissing you like his life depended on it. you start to tug on the hem of his black tank top and backed up a little bit so he could notice that your trying to take it off. he pulled it over his head himself and quickly went back for a kiss. he turns you so your back is facing the bed and he guided you to it. you lay back on his bed and he quickly reaches to the waist band of your shorts. “can i take these off?” he asked with his tone laced with need. you nod eagerly, him taking not another second to pull them down. he then went to your shoes, untying both laces and placing them on the floor.
you watched in awe as he touched your body so gently. he cupped your cheek and kissed you softly, his tongue grazing against yours lightly. he backed up with a smile, and looked into your eyes for a few seconds. with one hand, he went down in between your thighs and hooked his fingers on your panties and pushed them to the side, with the other hand pulling down his shorts.
he held onto your hip while he slowly slid himself inside of you, both of you letting a little hiss. his thrusts are slow but firm and his grip on your hip was light. you whimpering softly and let your body relax as his hips moved in and out of you. chris grabbed your leg and hooked it around his torso, being able to plunge deeper inside of you. “fuck, such a good girl f’me.” he panted with a little smile on his face. you whine back in reply, completely blissed in ecstasy and pleasure. his hips rutted a bit faster inside your puffy cunt as it suctioned his cock. “fuck, feels so good.” you sigh while leaning your head back into the pillow. “yeah? m’cock feels good mama?” he groaned quietly, you nod weakly.
you let out a small moan when his tip grazed that sticky patch inside of you. you arch your back off the bed as the knot in your stomach began to tighten. “‘m so close-“ you gasp gently while the brunette boy started to drill deeper inside of you. “mhm, gonna cum for me baby?” he whispered gently as his thumb went down and rubbed your sensitive bundle of nerves, this just sending you over the edge. “fuck! do-dont stop please please” you whine as your mouth fell agape. the knot in your stomach slowly started coming undone from his thrusts. “‘m cumming!” a small squeak left your lips. “shit, im right behind ya’” he whimpered as his hips remained the same pace. your stomach muscles clenched together as you came on his cock, then you felt him fill you up with his lukewarm cum. he fucked both of you through each other’s high before he stopped.
“you okay?” chris hummed while tucking a strand of your hair behind your ear. you nod shyly while attempting to sit up. “i should go then, nick is probably waiting for me.” you chuckle a bit, whining quietly as chris pulled out of your pussy. “alright, i’ll still see you today then?” he asked as he helped you clean up and change. you hum in reply, standing up and wobbling a little bit. he put his boxers and shorts back on before turning back to you. “drive safe.” he smiled, pulling you in for a little kiss. “i know, see you later chris.” you smile back. you left his room with him behind you, your shoes in his hands.
upon going up the stairs you saw nick with his headphones on, thankfully. “ready to go?” he asked, his tone annoyed since you took so long. you nod with a laugh as you grab your bag and shoes from chris. “i’ll put them on in the car.” you say while you both start walking downstairs.
“what took you so long by the way?” the brunette boy asked when putting his headphones in his tote bag. “sorry, something happened with chris and i had to help” you lie terribly. nick could tell in your eyes that you were lying. “you fucked him didn’t you?” “nick!”
│⊹ haven's notes part two ⋆ ;; IM FINALLY DONE !!!!1
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wasnt planning on making a post but im doing it now so uh
helluva boss the full moon episode (i dont remember which one it was. s2 ep8?? i think? idk)
(i just realized i said 'hazbin hotel' my bad. if i make a mistake like that uhh oops)
and yall are stolas defenders so im gonna talk about blitz (dont get me wrong i love both of them)
let me talk about it
(i dont know if i make any sense so oops)
notice how during stolas' proposal basically (cant help but see the gem as like a wedding ring ngl) blitz's eyes are shining because he cant help but hope
and then when he goes 'ohh youre just fucking with me right? this is some roleplay shit right?'
because its so incomprehensible in his mind that this is what he truly thinks it is.
anyway people have explained before about how stolas then proceeds to shut him out like being faced with blitz being in denial about it and taking it as a rejection
meanwhile blitz is like 'wait a second you were SERIOUS?'
and then hes like 'wAIT' because hes trying to understand. to comprehend that stolas was being real about it. that someone wants him. but then he doesnt have the time to think about it because stolas is leaving and he doesnt want stolas to leave
and yknow how blitz is hes kind of an asshole so then he defaults to being angry and frustrated. (i wonder if he feels like he'll only be heard by being angry and yelling. or if by being angry, by shutting people out and being the one to break it off makes blitz feel more in control. anyway-)
no but listen before this hes like 'what the fuck?' stolas leaves, blitz follows him in silence still in that confused and hella surprised state because it was so unexpected while stolas' talking about stuff
hes silent for awhile (probably trying to make sense of it while half-listening)
and then stolas is like 'thats enough to know what this is' and THEN blitz gets all angry and yelling
and inside hes just like. ..thats it? but its like. stolas is going to leave. and he doesnt want him to go. but he also doesnt know how to express that (especially with stolas having completely shut him out at this point in his own feeling, so set in the rejection without realizing that blitz hadnt actually rejected it. had been in disbelief instead of an actual no. and i get why he didnt stay to continue the conversation it just. sucks. so bad.)
("Can I get a fucking minute to think" got stuck in my head) and then blitz gets angry and blames stolas because thats whose infront of him. someone he can yell at and get angry which is so much easier then trying to decipher his feelings, or stolas' feelings. to try to understand. to be vulnerable especially in front of someone who he may like but its also complicated considering the power imbalance, or how all royals are asses so surely stolas cant be different, how its just a transactional relationship and nothing serious.
hes also saying things he doesnt necessarily mean meanwhile stolas is taking it to heart like 'this is how he really feels about me' when that isnt true (blitz is kind of just making excuses. and instead of being 'set free' as it might seem to stolas, it seems to him like stolas is just. throwing him away. getting bored of him. hes ignoring the love confession stolas just says 'i want you' PLEASE be more blunt about it oh my god theres so many wordings that i have an issue with from stolas im going to be honest.
like LISTEn he goes 'i want you'. blitz is in denial. stolas then starts to acceptance/resignment and blitz is like 'wait a fucking second'
so blitz who thought they were going to have a sexy time. suddenly gets hit with feelings out of the blue. and he doesnt do good with those. and its so incomprehensible that he doesnt believe it. and then basically stolas rejects him right after with blitz realizing 'wait you were serious?' and then gets angry like 'what? no, it can't be over. ..well fuck YOU then!' like. he kind of feels betrayed? like 'how dare you spring this feelings bullshit on me (and then LEAVE)'
also is he projecting? has he experienced something??? and i really dont think hes had the chance to properly process so he's just shoving it aside and focusing on the then and now. which is stolas leaving and dismissing him which blitz takes offence to and accuses him of being like all the other royal assholes. because he doesnt know how else to communicate. this is not to say that he isnt an asshole because he is, but id like to say that theres reasons to all of it.
ALSO ALSO. i think its less that blitz believes stolas to be like that but (besides reasoning to himself that stolas is just like all the others so he can distance himself and cut ties even if it hurts) that its because thats the position stolas has and so its what he turns to for insults. i had more to say about this part but i already forgot, oops.
and ive seen people talk about this too but stolas conversing through words while blitz converses through feelings. so its like for blitz youre not meant to listen to what hes saying but to listen to the feeling? meanwhile stolas being through words (thus probably feeling like 'i want you' is explanation enough while blitz needs more clarification then that)
and potentially with stolas being all horny around him cause haha my crush is here and hes hot and i love him and aaah making blitz think stolas just wants him because of what he can offer? (and maybe if hes never faced love that its unrecognizable? especially towards him?) a thought to go onto another time
also another thought to go down. you think after blitz realizes hes serious that hes trying to coomunicate. with the 'can i get a FUCKING moment to think'
and then his mouth goes on autopilot and starts insulting him trying to stall trying to get him to stay even if its with hurtful words because thats what hes used to thats what he does (also defaulting to anger)
just like yelling at him trying to get stolas to just stop walking. to stop turning his back on him.
and hes just running on anger at that point because he didnt get too long to process that stolas was serious so a part of him still thinks that its just. not real? and hes running off of that because again its so much easier than being vulnerable with someone
blitz has. probably been very trustful of someone, only for them to betray him and hurt him and use him so ahdishfu
also probably blitz's attempt at trying to get them to actually communicate
to get him to stop. stand still. stop leaving. stop moving. just turn around, face him, and talk. to get all their feelings out and explain. to clarify.
maybe he even wants stolas to get angry because that's what he's used to. wants him to get angry so they can get it all out there. maybe wants a part of him to feel vindicated of 'he was right, stolas was an asshole', the part of him that doesnt want to be close to anyone in fear of being hurt
..and then stolas doesn't react how blitz expects him to. (because they DONT understand each other at all! they don't interact all that much outside of sex, and stolas offering it to blitz is rejected)
blitz realizing 'wait... shit...' to wheres hes immediately brought out of his anger by stolas' words
'goodbye'
also it almost sounds like blitz is saying 'Stolas, wait I'm s-' as in 'im sorry'
realizing it wasnt going as he expected it to. that stolas really was serious. that stolas was hurt. that stolas was going to actually leave and blitz. doesnt. want that to happen. so then he. tries.
and then goes 'what the fuck' when he appears outside
and honestly sometimes a lot of relationships need space from each other to realize who they are without them. and also to realize how much they care about the other, yknow? to understand their feelings without anything else complicated thrown into the mix.
listen: blitz could go back into complete denial like 'no fuck stolas actually-'. realize he misses stolas, actually.
cause i feel like he really did try at the end only to get shut out (its a really complicated situation because ive also seen people talk about how blitz yelling could remind stolas of stella(?) i think the person he divorced)
and it could be seen as rejection of him trying to do feelings talk. which he could double down on his 'no one can love you, itll only bring you hurt' idea, or bringing other people hurt (as in his mother's death or fizz getting hurt)
but i feel like he also needs time to just realize things. to think things through instead of being faced with immediately having to respond because theyre talking face to face. immediately having to respond because stolas is leaving and if he doesnt say anything then that'll be it.
its complicated. honestly, though. i feel like its for the better for them to have this break. to rebuild their life without the transactional relationship. i just wonder how they'll get back together (daughter plotting time? maybe?)
i wonder if hell has therapy. (...but also. what if the therapists were corrupt and didnt hold any form of patient privacy???)
hh
anyway i dont know if i made sense. ive just had these thoughts stuck in my head so ive just been spewing out all the ones related to this so i could stop thinking about it
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holyfuck ok
also also i have more to add
okay so you know stolas' line of 'you have no obligation to touch me or to bed me'
you know what that sounded like with loona having told blitz 'hes getting tired of you'
it sounded like stolas didnt want blitz to basically touch him anymore. which is probably blitz' interpretation of it and thus his anger of 'you think you can do this shit just because im an imp and youre a royal?' or whatever (hes not even touching the fact of the gem. its 'am i not good enough? i can do better!' because the book was the only reason in his mind why he could interact with stolas. and just. aghhh)
any more thoughts im shoving here in the future before i get more brainrot over this
#helluva boss#thoughts#helluva boss spoilers#helluva boss full moon#full moon episode#helluva boss the full moon#hb spoilers#blitz#blitzø#blitzo#helluva boss blitz#helluva blitz#stolas#helluva boss season 2#stolas goetia
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WIFEYYYYY IMY
i legit have been so proud of myself lately bc i havent been talking to shitbag almost at all. i even waited in my car until he walked up to school bc we both pulled into the lot at the same time and i didnt want him to talk to me!
'i HAD to implement dadjo in the series bc as much as his relationship with the characters in canon was more like a fun older brother looking out for his students, he’s so father coded, specifically during the exchange event in s1 of jjk'
I AM SO HAPPY FOR THIS!!! I LOVE DADJO HCS
'HELP HE’S JUST A GUY WITH A CRUSH 😭'
so was shit bag 💔
but i have decided that if y/n and kamo get tgth and then y/n realizes her true feelings for megumi and breaks up w kamo, i will forgive you. barely.
'girl any more of the y/n criticism from you and i’m gonna start to think you hate our poor mc 🫵🏽😟🫷🏽'
listen. i dont haaaaaate her... yet.
she just gives me SO MUCH SECOND HAND EMBARASSMENT. LIKE HOLY MOLY THIS IS BAD.
'now with that threat, i humbly remind you of the ‘angst’ tag 🌝 no comment on anything after that'
"MERCUPINE IS CANON!" i thrash against my strait jacket as they throw me into the room with the padded walls.
'but unfortunately, at some point from here and up until june, there are gonna be super slow updates :( i’ll address that another time tho! <3'
AWWW DAMNNNN. i hope everything is okay pookie bear 🙏
yk i havent been this in love with a fic since like 2022 when i found a 500k word bakugo fanfic that was literally written like a novel. AND URS IS EXACTLY LIKE IT BRO.
like writer to writer- your exposition is INSANE. being able to develop their friendship when they're only like 5 or so is so cool to me because the initial friendship development is something i struggle with lowk....
BUT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PLS DONT DIE
'i am (unfortunately) a very picky eater. and i hate peanut butter ☹️'
STAY WITH ME. STAY WITH ME.
this is why we use unsweetened peanut butter protein powder. because, you can make it whatever texture u want and the peanut taste is toned down. and it adds protein to ur meal so u can be buff. (i am a gym bro)
'ik you mention that you guys have mutual friends and are in several gc’s tgth, so maybe blocking him is just not possible here, but giving him clipped responses when he texted and declining face-times is very much possible, i believe'
YEAHHH THATS WHAT IVE BEEN DOING THE PAST FEW DAYS LOL
he doesn't ft me tho which is great. he just sends me tiktoks that i respond to 23 hrs later so he doesn't bitch ab me losing our streak LMAO
'but make sure they’re very simple responses, nothing he can use as an opportunity to build on.'
yeah thats my move rn
'hmmm, this tells me a lot about him already 💀 i’m sorry kay, i do NOT like this imposter who-entered-earth-without-a-visa 😐'
YEAH BRO IDK HOW I EVEN LIKED HIM
like the past few days, the rose tined glasses have been lifted. esp bc one of our mutual friends gave him a kanye west american flag and he keeps posing with it everywhere.
liking kanye is embarassing enough idk why he's doing this too.
it reminds me of the time he trapped me in his car and made me listen to his explanation on why kanye west wasn't a bad guy.
'HAHAHA 😭 i’m dead serious. i don’t like that guy. i even feel like ‘shitbag’ as a name for him is a compliment, if anything.'
lowk ur so right
'do not compare our respectful-nonchalant-dreadhead-kamo to that bin-juice-of-a-human-being-SHITBAG. EVER 🤢'
I MEANT THE WAY WE REACT TO THEM LMAOAOAOAOAO
'did i forget to mention that i DETEST shitbag with my whole entire being?'
no i dont think u mentioned it 🤔🤔🤔
'CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT 🥳 WE LOVE TO SEE IT'
YES MAAAAM
'ok good, you’re not longer texting that unique-breed-of-human-kind, got my first point out of the way real quick. don’t ever text him unless he texts you'
YEPPP
'secondly, niceguy’s available. probably the only thing i agree with shitbag with. you should get with niceguy :)'
okay yeah but like even if im not that close friends w his ex-gf, we're still friends...
and our grade literally has 80 ppl in it so i would rather not do her dirty like that bc she WILL know
and we used to be rlly good friends in middle school
i snap him tho bc we are in fact still friends even if he dated my friend- i mean we have literally known each other for 10 yrs LMAO
'marry fictional men and die in love with them'
i think this is a very good plan. i am currently writing iwaizumi fanfiction bc iwaizumi haijime (27) athletic trainer is all i need rn!
lowk this fic was inspired by liar liar in the sense that i took inspo from how u have it start when they're younger / preshow. i had it start in their first yr so i can develop their friendship before they go straight into love. (i'm ur biggest fan btw)
'i’m not aware of it. even when i looked it up, i was a little confused haha.'
oh my god it's literally like the dumbest cringest game ever but i love it so much. it's an otome dating sim game and it's so nostalgic to me bc i used to play it when i was like 13.
but it's fucked up my sleep schedule bc part of the game is that u have to play the chatrooms before the next one unlocks or the previous one will lock and u have to pay (in game cash) to play it afterwards.
so i have a schedule.
i stay up til 1:52 to play the 1:48 chatroom and then i sleep, wake up at 6:50 for school, play the 3ish AM chatroom before the 8AM chatroom unlocks, and then go to school, play the 8AM chatroom, and continue playing the chatrooms throughout the day.
now let me show u the cringey ass messages these characters send and the cringey ass messages im forced to send (i have to pick through a few options).
LIKE THIS IS SO CRINGE.... BUT I AM FREE.
'but i am super glad you are starting to find enjoyable things to look back on that take you away from the negative doom-cloud that is shitbag! 😙 idek you irl but that genuinely makes me so happy for youuuu <3'
AWWWWWW ILYSM
'i’m living vicariously through you, honestly 😭'
AWWWWW
'THEY CAN STILL BE LONG, I LOVE HEARING ABOUT UR DAY AND STUFF AND GETTING TO KNOW YOU, but i’m glad shitbag will no longer be the centre of our conversations'
okay so lets kiss pls and ty
also have u heard the epic the musical concept album at all? like that one tiktok audio that's like 'i would fall in love with you over and over again'.
bc it's taken over my fyp w emo ass edits and my friends are SICK OF ME
too many satosugu edits w this audio and i'm gonna kms pls and ty
OKAYYYY THAT IS IT FOR TODAY'S UPDATE! I HOPE UR DAY IS AMAZING POOKIE BEAR <3
HELLO AGAIN!! <333
‘i legit have been so proud of myself lately bc i havent been talking to shitbag almost at all’ — I’M SO PROUD OF YOU TOO WHATTT 😭😫 i’m now at ease, we haven’t lost another one of our gorgeous girlies to the m*le species, thank the lord 😤
‘(…) and i didnt want him to talk to me!’ — YEEEESSSS, we’ve made it to that point! 🥳 today is a good day 😌
‘I LOVE DADJO HCS’ — me too 😋 it’s a shame gege didn’t implement this more in canon-jjk, but it is what it is, ig
‘so was shit bag 💔’ — NUH UH 🤨 shitbag is not just a guy with a crush he’s not even a guy at all, that’s an undiscovered breed right there , he’s someone who treats both the girls he likes AND dislikes like dog shit, and i’m not having it 😐
‘if y/n and kamo get tgth and then y/n realises her true feelings for megumi and breaks up w kamo, i will forgive you. barely’ — 🫣 we shall see… 👀
‘listen. i dont haaaaaate her... yet’ — free my poor mc from the shackles of ur scepticism 🤛🏽😔🤜🏽
‘she just gives me SO MUCH SECOND HAND EMBARRASSMENT’ — you think SHE gives you second hand embarrassment? 😧 girlypops, try reading my levi fic (don’t, actually, i’m just using this as an example haha) , y/n over there is unhinged to the point where second hand embarrassment is literally her middle name 😭
‘"MERCUPINE IS CANON!" i thrash against my strait jacket as they throw me into the room with the padded walls’ — LMAOOOO 😭 DKMMM 💀 technically they are canon (the story is centred around them), and even as the author who could potentially go for the bittersweet type of ending where they don’t end up together, i can easily say (with confidence) that they have a shit ton more chemistry than mermaid and kamotionless 😊
but we'll see how everything goes!
‘AWWW DAMNNNN. i hope everything is okay pookie bear 🙏' — well... i revealed why i had concerns about my (already ass) updating schedule now 👀 ik this ask was sent in a few days before my announcement last night, so ofc you couldn't have known when you sent this in. but now you do! and i appreciate ur support SOOO much. i swear, you have no idea <3
i also responded quite late to this ask 'cause it's quite long, and i like to address every single thing in longer asks so im not purposely missing anything out and then come across as dry haha 🥴
'yk i havent been this in love with a fic since like 2022 when i found a 500k word bakugo fanfic that was literally written like a novel. AND URS IS EXACTLY LIKE IT BRO' — 🥹🥹🥹

ik a lot of ppl complain about long fics, but i can’t help but love them (especially when i’m in the comfort of my own room just reading as i go with all the lights off, no school the next day, no alarm set, etc).
and this… coming my story to a novel? 😩
i’m so unbelievably flattered rn, like i want to grab you through the screen and i can’t ☹️
‘like writer to writer- your exposition is INSANE. being able to develop their friendship when they're only like 5 or so is so cool to me because the initial friendship development is something i struggle with lowk...’ — UGH, STOP IT, MY HEART CAN’T TAKE ANY MORE OF THIS 😫🩵🩵🩵
MY BPM IS HIGHER THAN NORMAL RN AND I HAVEN’T EVEN EXERCISED TODAY ❤️🔥
wishing i was shakespeare rn so i can give you the most poetic response that isn’t just ‘i’m so flattered’, ‘stoppp’, ‘ilysm moreee’, etc. the problem is that i’m always at a loss for words ‘cause of the range of compliments you offer 😭💕
‘STAY WITH ME. STAY WITH ME’ — 🙁 … ☹️ … 🌬️🏃🏽♀️➡️…🚪
‘this is why we use unsweetened peanut butter protein powder. because, you can make it whatever texture u want and the peanut taste is toned down. and it adds protein to ur meal so u can be buff’ — maybe i’ll try it 😳 i’ve yet to find a protein powder brand that doesn’t make me shit myself + give me acne, but we’ll see! i don’t have really high hopes tho (i’m a picky eater 😔)
‘like the past few days, the rose tined glasses have been lifted’ — the more i read this ask, the more i smile 😋
‘it reminds me of the time he trapped me in his car and made me listen to his explanation on why kanye west wasn't a bad guy’ — UMM?? THAT’S ASSAULT?? HELLO? 😭
ARE YOU OK? NEED A LAWYER? I’M STUDYING LAW, I GOT YOU 😟
‘I MEANT THE WAY WE REACT TO THEM LMAOAOAOAOAO’ — THANK GOD 😔
‘and our grade literally has 80 ppl in it so i would rather not do her dirty like that bc she WILL know. and we used to be rily good friends in middle school’ — mmm, yeah, so maybe not niceguy either. back to the fictional men plan then! (until someone new comes along and meets our high standards for you!) 😋
‘i think this is a very good plan. i am currently writing iwaizumi fanfiction bc iwaizumi haijime (27) athletic trainer is all i need rn!’ — WAIT WAIT WAIT, iwaizumi hajime from haikyuu? LMAO WAIT, I THOUGHT YOU’D BE INTO KAGEYAMA OR SMTH? 😭
HAHAHA I’M DYING, HOW DID I NOT SEE THIS COMING?
‘lowk this fic was inspired by liar liar in the sense that i took inspo from how u have it start when they're younger / preshow. i had it start in their first yr so i can develop their friendship before they go straight into love’ — 😳
a lot of my ao3 readers would tell me that i inspired them to write fics and stuff, but they never tell me what it is about my story that inspired them, yk? so as nice as it is to hear such a thing from them, i never know what exactly about LL got them writing 🙁
BUT THIS? 🥹
i’m so flattered honoured, genuinely. maybe one day, when i can stop scaring myself about reading other people’s works (it’s a genuine irrational fear of mine), i can pick up one of yours and give you the queen!treatment you give me every other day 🥹🩵
‘im ur biggest fan btw)’ — excuse me, DON’T call urself that. we’re friends 👊🏽🤨 (i’m spudding you btw)
‘oh my god it's literally like the dumbest cringest game ever but i love it so much’ — me talking about episode 2015 😀
‘but it's fucked up my sleep schedule bc part of the game is that u have to play the chatrooms before the next one unlocks or the previous one will lock and u have to pay (in game cash) to play it afterwards. so i have a schedule. i stay up til 1:52 to play the 1:48 chatroom and then i sleep, wake up at 6:50 for school, play the 3ish AM chatroom before the 8AM chatroom unlocks, and then go to school, play the 8AM chatroom, and continue playing the chatrooms throughout the day’ — HAHAHAHHAHAA 😭 IDK WHY THIS MADE ME LAUGH LMAOOO, you literally ended up making a whole plan around ur sleeping schedule for this game? 😭 DAMN, how good must it be???
I’M CRYINGGGG THE MESSAGES 😭😭😭
WHEN YOU SAID IT WAS CRINGE, I DIDN’T THINK IT WAS ‘i’d like to tell kay how i feel and make her mine but—’ , ‘you can have me right now!’ TYPE OF CRINGE? HELLO? 😭
I’M CRYINGGGG STOPPP
AND THIS YOOSUNG GUY COMING IN TO PUT IN HIS 2 CENTS IS KILLING MEEEEE 😭
‘omg’ after the zen guy literally declared that you’re his omega LMFAOOO
yoosung’s just a chill guy 😀
‘don’t let the beast inside of me awaken’ — HUH???? 😭
KAY I’M ACTIALLY DYING MY STOMACH HURTS SO BAD WTH IS THIS 😭😭😭
THAT’S SUCH A MALAKAI THING OF HIM TO SAY, wait—
👀
your type is literally malakai?
LMFAOOOO KAY X MALAKAI NO WAYYYY 😭😭😭
‘no one dare to touch her 🐺’ — BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAGAHAYAGAHSHSHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
PLS HOW DOES Y/N GIVE YOU SECOND HAND EMBARRASSMENT WHEN ZEN IS RIGHT THERE
kay pls tell me you’re joking. there’s absolutely no way 😭 and you told me all this in CONFIDENCE 💀
‘LIKE THIS IS SO CRINGE.... BUT I AM FREE’ — KAY 😭
self aware queen? 🥴💜
‘also have u heard the epic the musical concept album at all? like that one tiktok audio that's like 'i would fall in love with you over and over again.’ bc it's taken over my typ w emo ass edits and my friends are SICK OF ME’ — HAHAHAHA, no i actually haven’t 😭 so i looked it up just now and i’ve genuinely never heard of it in my life, ever’
‘too many satosugu edits w this audio and i'm gonna kms pls and ty’ — wait that makes sense as to why i haven’t seen it 💀
i don’t ship satosugu 👀 i can hear the shippers coming to bury me alive so my tiktok fyp is obviously gonna be catered towards videos i’ll end up liking and saving, and since i don’t actively search for satosugu edits and like and save them, my fyp is most definitely completely different to yours
hence why i’ve never heard of that audio 😭
but i should be glad! even tho i don’t ship them, i see tragedy in their friendship every time i see scenes of them together, so maybe it’s a good thing i hadn’t seen or heard of the audio before this ☹️
stop now i’m imagining you and zen with this audio HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH 😭
he’d fall in love with you over and over again… and you’d have to make sure the beast inside him doesn’t awaken over and over again 💀
ok i’ll stop 😭
#LMFAOO KAY I’M SORRY 😭#ZEN AND YOU#HELLO#what’s all this fuss and obsession with zen#yoosung’s clearly the cooler one#😭😭😭#but yk#i see you have a type#both irl and in fiction#go off ig? 😭#i’m jk kay ily#i make fun of the ppl i love dw girly#😭 BUT SRSLY?#WTH WAS THAT 😭#I’M STILL#GIGGLING LMAOO
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HOLY SHIT I WAS TAGGED BY @konnorhasapen AND IM SO HAPPY I WANTED TO DO THIS GAME SO BAD
Songs that remind me of certain redacted couples! (Rant under the cut!!)
Freelancer/Lasko 1. Talk Too Much by COIN Do i have to explain? i mean, the song literally talks about their dynamic as a couple??? 2. First Sight by Adiescar Chase I cant really explain? it´s only because Lasko said he had a crush on them for as long as he´d known them. 3. Glue Song by Beabadoobee The cutest song for the cutest couple!!! This song is sweet and so beautiful, i can only think about Lasko´s crush on Freelancer, and how he felt before confessing, and being in disbelief after they reciprocated that crush, too!!
David/Angel 1. Je te laisserai des mots by Patrick Watson shut up it´s not only because my angel is french, i swear 2. Angel Baby by Troye Sivan I´m not gonna lie, i didn´t associate them with this song too much until i realized the pronouns used for the person he´s talking about were he/him pronouns. Until then, i always thought the song was cute, but personally, it wasn´t the vibe i had for them in mind. now, after months listening to it, i fucking adore it, and i can't agree more about the fact that it´s THEIR song.
Gavin/Freelancer 1. die first by Nessa Barrett I always think about the fact that Gavin will outlive Freelancer, and thanks to that thought, i feel like this song somehow explains how Freelancer feels about it, even though they never say it. 2. sex by EDEN im inviting people to listen to this song because its amazing and personally, i associate this one with gavin the most, especially about how he felt for freelancer once he realized he had feelings for them.
Sam/Darlin´ - j´s lullaby (darlin´ i´d wait for you) - Delaney Bailey i dont have to explain this one. this is their song.
Asher/Babe - Stupid for You by Waterparks I found this song in a spotify asher playlist and i fell in love with it. it´s so ashercore!!!
D.A.M.N Polycule - Nobody Loves You by Similar Kind This is probably the sweetest song i´ve ever heard and i can only think about the polycule with it. For me, their love is as pure as this song and i love it <3
Vincent/Lovely - Overdrive by Conan Gray This song talks about catching feelings too fast and going all the way in in a relationship, and i think it fits them a lot.
Asher/David (Imperium) - Sparks by Coldplay "And i know, I was wrong But i won´t let you down"
Vincent/Stranger - You´re Haunting Me by Blackbriar This song gives me the chills in the best way, specially if we take in consideration the hc about Lovely being the surge stranger´s reincarnation. i guess this also counts as Vincent/Lovely???
I´m gonna end this here and tag @readyandnot, @sealriously-sealrious, @friendlyfaded, @epsi-l0n, @thesunandmoons-blog and @milophiliac !!! feel free to say i tagged you if you want to participate as well <3
#tag game#redacted asmr#redacted audio#kind of implied male angel#but it´s still gn#redacted couples#redacted david#redacted lasko#redacted asher#redacted sam#redacted guy#redacted gavin#redacted polycule#theres a lot of characters ok#im lazy#redacted listeners#lots of em#redacted imperium#?#for asher/david?
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obviously been in my posting era for the past few months & ive been thinking about that and what it means for me so some thoughts on that
posting as much as i have been was sparked by having to end my most recent relationship due to the realization that we were codependent & it was making it hard for us to function effectively. finn was always my guy to ramble at but there would always be times that they didnt have anything to say in response so they would just be like “okay” and i would feel so annoying :( they were never annoyed (well not usually i cant say they were NEVER annoyed by me) but my mind always catastrophizes social interactions that leave me feeling self-conscious to mean “oh they hate you”
anyways. for a while i was kind of worried that my codependency habit has graduated from finn -> posting & while im not sure that ISNT the case… i do think the posting has been good for me. ive been journaling for a couple years now but it doesn’t help me in the same way as posting stuff like this. its harder to process thoughts when im just talking to myself vs writing something out thats meant to be for someone else to read. writing with the intent of it being for someone to see helps me process things so much easier, and that doesn’t really work when im writing it in a place nobody can see it. when i was a kid i would post deviantart journals in the same way. of course back then i was a neglected child who was just looking for validation in any form & where i got it most was the internet.
i think its the fact that ive been doing it ever since i was a kid that made me feel like making posts like these were juvenile in nature and something i should move on from. but since making an effort to be more true to myself & not let embarrassment or the fear of being judged get to me, ive found that i have the strong urge to make posts and that it brings me joy when i do! it really has helped me have a clearer understanding of the way i think/feel. plus tumblr rly does kinda feel like a home website. it helps that it hasn’t changed much and a lot of the userbase i was around in its heyday are still here. it feels like a comfortable place to scream into the void where im not worried about who’s potentially seeing this shit. & thats another thing - it has helped me feel less annoying in general!
im so used to feeling like my presence is inherently bothersome and that any self-assertion is going to make people wish i wasn’t there. this feeling extrnds to posting anywhere. but thats so fucking stupid!!!! if people dont like me or are that annoyed by me they dont have to fuckin look!!!!!! just unfollow me idfc!!!!! i feel good about the level of clarity i have in my life rn and posting long rambling introspective shit like this has been doing wonders in helping me keep myself grounded. so i will continue to do so. i will say though i sometimes wonder who all is reading this shit lmao. watch there be someone out there who’s just obsessed with my ass waiting on baited breath for my next post. if thats the case then get well soon bitch….im probably too unhinged for you to handle 💅
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CORRU EP.4 LIVEBLOG!!! obviously spoilers + screenshots below. PART SEVEN IS THE NUMBER
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well since at least one (1) person likes these every time i post them it is why i continue doing it :)
,maaaan i just opened the game and i'm faced with this.
alright
let's do this
awww helpful (infected) tozik .... uuuaoaouaou
OOOH PRETTY. i love the core design
WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY...... i am getting the very bad feeling again that we are Doing Something Wrong
last stand kinda makes me sad tbh. no more fun combat sequences for the first time
oh god okay hiii vekoa... hello.........
OH SHIT OK GIRL CALM DOWN PLS
WHAT INDEED. WHAT IS SHE EVEN SAYING???? HELLO
OH HI TELYU THANKS I GUESS
WAIT NO NOT AKIZET BEING SELF SACRIFICING TOO NOOOOO
okay hello i'm obsessed with vekoa's design. peak gender tbh
WTF DO YOU MEAN ITEMS DISABLED
hello. what are these shitty combat mechanics. i cant do shit like this
ok were back to the team. oh hello karik and telyu are backkk but i cant play as them lmao
TOZIK!!!! HELLO!!!!!! TOZIK'S LAST STAND OMG......
....the only way to recover everyone? please elaborate :(
OH HELLO WTF IS THAT
SHE'S MAKING FUNFRIEND FIGHT FOR HER LMAO????
me core tbh
ONE MORE TIME AND IT WILL SNAP APART LETS FUCKING GO (this is probably bad but idc)
god. idk why everyone hates funfriend. it is the character ever to me.
you ARE in fact missing some critical piece!!!! fuckkkkk. i feel bad for it. something is going on that we do not understand and we are killing it to death
..... okay . okay this means a lot more to me for Reasons.
NONONONO WAIT DYING HAS A CONSEQUENCE NOW FUCK
I AM GOING TO CRY????????
"their blood, only your claws"...... NO IT DOESNT WANT TO KILL YOU AKIZET HAVENT YOU REALIZED THAT BY NOW
oh. its over. its normal again. ceremony gone. ok. fuck no they cant save it? escaping, after everything?
OH NO WAIT TOZIK DONT EVEN. DONT... although that is a good plan considering the circumstances....
oh. this should not be relatable.
AHEEEM WHAAT THIS IS A SUICIDE PLAN GUYS DONT DO IT....
.... they have a chance. they have. a chance. (me being delusional)
tozik making that announcement. . he really is doing something with his life huh. goddamn
FUUUCK . IM FUCKING. GOING TO CRY WTF. THIS IS LITERALLY LIKE THAT ONE PART OF THE DEATH I GAVE HIM. WITH HORATIO BEING TOZIK. SORT OF. no one will understand that but idc. they are everything to me
ohhh shitttt tozik revealing the truth hell yeah!!! everyone deserves to know information!!!!!!!
i am. not okay. not okay at all. what.
GHUH?>??? VELZIE???????. so this ISNT THE END.
YES!!!! ANSWERS EXPLANATIONS GIVE THEM TO ME NOW PLAESE. UGHHH VELZIE STOP IT WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS.
before moth is a friend they are NOT an enabler. no fun.
nevermind. their relationship is everything to me
just like the scp foundation wowwww... dont get amnesticized interloper pls <3
god. okay. so thats the new content. seven really is the number huh. alright. this is the last post. im kind of sad about this. on the other hand holy shit so much lore i'm tempted to rejoin the corru server
anyways thanks to the few people who maybe have read this and witnessed my insanity.
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tbh this ep really gives me the vibes that the hera and hades affair was a massive retcon because i so dont get the vibe that they were ever in a relationship or even liked each other, maybe because its been a long time but there should at least be some kind of spark there?
i think its really cool that when hera and zeus are flirting in front of hades we dont see him but hes blurred out to show that hes liek the outsider in their relationship and in Olympus
adding more into hades and minthes relationship, liek the more im looking for detail the more im realizing hades cared very little for her, and all her really wanted was someone to be with him so he wouldnt be lonely, without doing anything about it???? also im def on minthes side here imagine if ur SO had racist relatives who consistently shamed you and made you feel like shit, ik some ppl defend hades by saying," WELL HE COULDNT HAVE STOPPED HIS RELATIVES!!!!!", well maybe he shouldnt have taken minthe to those events? Hades is just as awful for not trying to stop them, i think this is him showing everyone that he'd choose the Olympians and hera and zeus more then minthe.
hera and zeus looks so childish here? maybe its because its their anniversary that its the only time we see them being happy, but it makes me think about their past and is this how they acted in the titanochomy as teens? but also as i think about the titanochomy they had to fight a war, i think that definitely wastes away your teen years, and it makes me think that they're both childish to some extent? because they never really got a chance to grow up. tbh zeus x hera in LO feels liek high school sweethearts that are perfect together in their teen years, but eventually grow out of each other and stay friends, but now theyre stuck together, and i do think that zeus and hera became king and queen as some sort of traumatic protection that their egging to be happy now and stuff. and maybe their anniversary reminds themselves of their feelings at the beginning and makes them feel nostalgic, i just,,,,, feelings
i reall like the dollish art style, like thye all look like dolls
ii like the mystery and how we wait to see persephones face
on the topic of persephones dress, i think narratively its be nicer if she went into the party in her greek dress and stood out from everyone and was laughed at, and it would definitely make her look like an outside (like hades), also i REALLY dont like that persephone never gets to pick her clothes, also she looked better in the greek dress
#lore olympus analysis#anti lore olympus#lore olympus critical#lore olympus criticism#lore olympus minthe#lore olympus persephone#lore olympus hera#lore olympus hades
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Now that you mention it, I realized we get to see Lime liking all flustered in post time skip, clearly and fatally infatuated with Mochi, but we never think of Coco and Taffy's relationship, because coco is clearly different from mochi.
But at the same time I imagine taffy being even worse than lime with his reactions, mostly because he's less used to them.
So like, when do we see taffy lose it and melt on the floor? What about coco?
AH SO TRUE!!!!1 the nature of taffy and cocos relationship is a lot different than that of mochi and lime!!!! m&l is very heavily the mutual pining, dying inside from how much you love them but too scared/proud/anxious/busy to confess to them
TAFFY AND COCO ON THE OTHER HAND...........taffy is less used to his emotions, but since he was so isolated and fucked up being raised (molded) by amanita, he also lacks any restraint in telling coco how he feels when hes comfortable enough around her. lime is like "shit shit no cant ruin my friendship with mochi" vs taffy who is like "what? thats how i feel, so what? whats the big deal?" and doesnt realize how heavy it is. taffy would say the softest, most heart-warming loving beautiful affectionate words to coco (in front of everyone) and stand there like it was nothing. meanwhile everyone is like "BRUH?!?!?"
and coco is not a super stranger to romance. she dated people in high school before so shes a little more comfortable with love as a concept, and shes extremely gentle with taffy because she knows what hes like and what hes been through.
ALSO NOTEWORTHY: when taffy first tells her how he feels shes 100% not ready for it. i dont even know if she felt that way about him remotely when he first tells her, but again shes very kind to him about it and tells him exactly something along the lines of "youre a good person and im glad you came around and i like being around you and i think we could be something in the future im just not ready right now." but taffy knows already he wont love anyone but her so says something "thats fine, ill wait." and continues to love her until she IS ready.
(regardless hes so sweet and gentle and caring to her she does fall in love with him for real and they start going out during the timeskip)
(the only time we see taffy genuinely get flustered is when coco flirts with him and makes very obvious s*xu*l teasing hints and he blanks out LMFAO!!!!!)
#taffy is very honest#BY THE WAY HE DOESNT TELL HER UNTIL HES PART OF THE GUILD#not like (in the middle of a fight) i love you#while hes still in amanitas clutches he absolutely cannot let anyone know he has a WEAKNESS#especially amanita#she would kill coco if she ever knew to keep taffy uhh....manipulateable#BUT outside of when hes around amanita. its very clear pre-guild that he cares for her#motherfucker would team up with MOCHI to save her#WHILE THEY WERE STILL ENEMIES...
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anxiety is a real bitch
so my uncle died on saturday, but we didn't find out until monday because apparently the county was figuring out who to contact and also my father is not the kind of person who picks up the phone for random numbers. we don't live in same county as my uncle, either, and it's a different area code.
anyway, they finally got ahold of my father, who called my mother, but she was in the shower so i answered, he told me and i told her, and it's all been a lot to try and process for a lot of reasons. my father has now lost every single member of the immediate family he grew up with. my mom and i are fucking terrified about how this is going to affect him. we've also been hesitant to tell my sister, because she's trying to work and live her life and we dont want to fuck that up, but also she deserves to know. we felt like it was my father's decision on when to tell her, because that's his brother, you know?
so he called her tonight and let her know, and she reacted the way we all have (according to him) which is to say we don't know how the fuck to react, because grief is fucking weird and our relationship to him is fucking weird, but he's still family and it still hurts and it doesn't make sense but also it does and it's. you know how do you process this? how do you reconcile grief and guilt and regret with reality? how do you deal with other grief and guilt and regret that is being stirred up?
at about 9pm my sister texts me and my mom 'I love you.' and a heart, to which i responded immediately with 'i love you too' and hearts, and like twenty minutes later i realize she hadn't responded. which is unlike her. and im already anxious about so much, and i suddenly get this bad feeling. so i text her again, asking how she's doing (besides the obvious) and she doesn't answer. half an hour goes by, which feels like a fucking lifetime, i text again, saying i know im probably worrying for nothing but i just want to know that she's okay.
an hour goes by, she finally texted me back to say her phone was charging, she's okay, or at least will be.
and i knew it would be something like that! she does that shit all the time! or she might have been with someone and not looking at her phone! i knew that the most likely scenario was that she was (physically) fine, and i had no reason to be fucking terrified that she'd done something to herself. but in my head i just kept thinking that she might be going through something we haven't talked about (wouldn't be the first time, and hell, where was i a fucking week ago, and she has no idea. like who the fuck knows what could be going on.) or that and us waiting to tell her makes her feel left out, being the last to know, etc. and/or we're already hurting, and if she feels shut out maybe she thinks it wont affect us, we'll have the same 'don't know how to react' reaction (which is so not the case, i literally can't imagine my world without her, which ive told her)
but like. i had zero real reason to think any of it, but my catastrophizing ass immediately decided she was killing herself over the news of our (sort of estranged) uncle's death. also, i was convinced that it would in part be my fault! if i didn't make sure she was okay, it would be my fault.
its been over an hour since i heard back and i know that shes fine. i still feel like im going to throw up. i hate living like this. and im like this with everything! i hate turning left in intersections because i am convinced im going to get hit, even if there are no other cars around and i have an arrow. i forget where i parked and my first thought is the car was stolen and crashed and somehow it's my fault and i'll be in trouble for it. my father goes to check the mail and doesn't come back in within a couple of minutes, surely he's had a medical emergency and is outside on the ground and by not going out there to check it's my fault if he dies. (in reality he's talking to the neighbor) when he called about my uncle i had that thought. ive had it a hundred times when he calls at an unusual time. when my grandmother calls i assume something has happened to my great aunt, or 'family' on that side.
i don't know how to turn it off. i don't know how to stop going to the worst case scenario. the best ive got is being able to distract myself, i guess. in the sense that i will watch things and focus my attention on it, but im still feeling the physical anxiety. still getting chased by tigers while sitting in my bed watching tiktoks, checking the time to see if it's acceptable to call and make sure my sister is okay.
which is another thing, in that i think maybe i can come across unfeeling or like an asshole because i say my uncle died and then i post about watching 911 or dnp and i seem like im having a great time or whatever, and part of me is but also i know that im actively Not Focusing on What's Going On, so im not processing it, and i know that's not healthy either. but its like if i busy myself with everything else, i can keep it from hurting. i did it when my grandfather died. i wrote and read fanfic and did everything i could not to look reality in the face. which is why i had a breakdown last year when we picked up some of his old stuff from my uncle's place, because it became real having his things at our house.
and i worry about this too, people thinking im callous or that i dont care, and that's not it. i care so fucking much i can't deal. so i don't. i used to drown it in alcohol and pills and my version of 'partying' but i can't do that anymore. so it's tv shows and youtube videos and anything but my reality. and then i think im being overdramatic because ive typed all of this out like it absolves me of being shitty and not coping. it doesn't. it's just word vomit.
i dont know if i even have a point anymore. if i ever did. anxiety sucks and so do i, i think
#bro i dont know#this is just me anxiety spiraling#this is better suited to a diary or probably not recorded at all#but ive decided it's too late so im gonna post it anyway#tw: anxiety#tw: suicide#tw: death#if im missing something let me know#ks talks
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John Egbert, Jake English, Tavros Crocker
Candy, page 36
JOHN: dad?
JOHN: jake?
JOHN: what are you doing here?
JOHN: wh–
JOHN: HOW are you here?
JOHN: did something happen with jane?
JAKE: Oh nothing er happened exactly.
JAKE: Just thought we would pop in for a bit of r and r with an old pal isnt that right tav?
TAVROS: Cripes,,, sorry, uncle john,
TAVROS: I’ll replace it,,,
JOHN: it’s fine. that’s actually just a piece of garbage.
JOHN: aren’t you cold?
JAKE: I am in fact!
JAKE: These old duds...
JAKE: Well you see janey bought all my other clothes.
JAKE: She had a certain way she liked me kipped out and well, i didnt want to bring anything that belonged to her when i left. Nothing she er, might miss.
TAVROS: You took me,
TAVROS: And,,, you took you,
JAKE: Then i daresay i made the right choice not rustling the bushes in the making off with inanimate belongings department.
JAKE: Wouldnt want to give her any more reasons to get all retributive!
JAKE: Shes got a lot to worry about right now! Incredibly busy woman you know.
JOHN: okay, so, uh...
JOHN: i guess i’m just gonna move past the fact you’re 90% naked in my house.
JOHN: i’m not forgetting about it. we’ve got to address that at some point.
JOHN: but i guess we can put that on the backburner for now.
JOHN: are you trying to tell me that you left jane?
JAKE: Eh heh heh whew when you put it like that it sure sounds erm...
JAKE: Well i suppose that is what it looks like isnt it. Ha ha.
JAKE: What i did that is. Thats the thing thats looking like that. Hoo...
JOHN: so i guess this is the thing that’s currently happening now.
JOHN: what exactly do you want me to do?
JAKE: Well. I suppose i was hoping you might be willing to help me and wee tavvy out a bit here.
JOHN: help you out?
JOHN: that’s pretty funny.
JOHN: i remember trying to help you for years, and you never seemed that interested back then.
JAKE: Look here chap sometimes not everything is so simple!
JAKE: It isnt as if i couldve just walked out the door whenever i wished!
JOHN: i mean... yeah, you kind of could have.
JOHN: not now. but years and years ago.
JOHN: back before everything got so...
JAKE: Warlike and tempestuous?
JOHN: i was gonna say stupid, but yeah.
JAKE: Well its not as if janey got like this overnight.
JAKE: None of this happened overnight john!
JAKE: Its just like you go to take a dip in the water and everything starts out cool and fine...
JAKE: But then it just keeps getting hotter and hotter. Gradually. Degree by degree.
JAKE: So slowly that by the time the waters boiling you dont even realize youre being scalded alive!
JOHN: are you guys... i don’t know, hungry, or whatever?
JOHN: i think i have a frozen pizza.
JOHN: i’m sorry for being... i don’t know. a bitch.
JOHN: it’s just been kind of a rough forever.
JAKE: No offense taken chap! Whisky?
JAKE: As you may know im not in truth the biggest fan of the stuff but it gets the job done right quick eh.
JAKE: John.
JAKE: Do you think im a bad person?
JOHN: wait. what?
JAKE: Do you think ive ruined my whole entire life and all of my relationships and especially the most important relationship in ones life, the divine and unbreakable bond between a man and his son?
JOHN: haha.
JOHN: um.
JOHN: not sure if i’m the best person to talk to about this, considering i kind of did the same thing?
JOHN: but, no. i don’t really think that.
JOHN: it’s not as if anything that’s happened to you is your fault, like, existentially.
JOHN: or like, even non-existentially. i guess even in straightforward non-metatextual-jerkoff terms it’s also not your fault your wife was treating you like shit?
JOHN: it may be all my fault in both an existential and non-existential capacity, so i wouldn’t sweat it too much either way.
JAKE: Eh? What do you mean?
JOHN: i don’t think you’d really understand.
JOHN: all i’m saying is...
JOHN: you’re alright, i think.
JOHN: i think you’re doing the best you can.
JOHN: i don’t blame you for anything, jake.
JAKE: I wish i could tell you hearing that was a load off my mind john.
JAKE: The me of yesteryear probably would have drunk to your health and exclaimed, thats grand ole chap! Now im off to wrestle with a robot and engage in dalliances and whatnot!
JAKE: Except i would have been drinking flat cherry coke back then probably. Gran left an astounding amount of cherry coke behind when she died and it took forever to get through it all.
JOHN: that’s pretty gross.
JAKE: Different strokes for different folks i suppose!
JAKE: Anyway my point is...
JAKE: Maybe you should blame me?
JAKE: Maybe i need someone to blame me. For once.
JOHN: ...huh?
JAKE: I think im starting to realize that ive been going through life with the mindset that nothing has ever really been within my control.
JAKE: Maybe its been the people i surround myself with.
JAKE: Janey always seemed so sure of what was right and what she wanted!
JAKE: And one of those things was me.
JAKE: I dont think i ever really tried to challenge her. Not when it ever mattered.
JAKE: And before her there was dirk.
JAKE: Hoo boy. Dirk would have written me out an annotated schedule for every minute of my day if id asked him to.
JAKE: Or um, especially if i hadnt asked him to.
JAKE: Dirk... he...
JAKE: Ah maybe its best if we dont dwell too much on that...
JAKE: In a way i think i found all that comforting.
JAKE: Havent you ever wanted to let someone make the tough choices for you?
JOHN: maybe. yeah. i dunno.
JAKE: Im starting to think ive been a bit of a fool about it all though.
JAKE: Its easy to shrug it all off when its just your own life being jostled about.
JAKE: But this is all something i shouldve been thinking about when ole tavvy was born isnt it?
JAKE: Too little too late.
JAKE: Ive not done right by that boy at all.
JAKE: Even now all im doing is making excuses for myself. Phew!
JOHN: jake, i guess i actually don’t know you that well, but i think there’s a difference between making excuses and just giving reasons.
JOHN: there’s reasons for what you did, sure. and i guess you can think of it as an excuse, but that’s only if you don’t make the effort to start trying to fix yourself.
JOHN: and i mean... okay, look. you left. you’re doing it. you’re making it happen!
JOHN: you got your son out of there.
JOHN: better a decade late than never. i guess.
JAKE: You... youre right john!
JAKE: I did do that didnt i.
JAKE: Nobody swooped in through the window and rescued me.
JAKE: I did it myself! I finally stood up for whats right and im going to make way for a new and better me!
JAKE: I have my immortal life ahead of me. Theres no point in sitting around hating myself and regretting the past!
JOHN: i...
JOHN: thought it would be harder to convince you?
JAKE: Golly john, i–
JAKE: Gee willikers, do you hear that?
JAKE: John.
JOHN: yeah?
JAKE: Take my hand.
JOHN: what? why?
JAKE: Dance with me!
JOHN: oh, jesus christ.
JAKE: Im excited, john! I havent been excited in such a long time.
JAKE: Its just so great to be out on my own! Here with you after so long!
JAKE: You and me and tav, gosh were going to make such a team! Two crockers and an egbert!
JAKE: A cracking good comedy to be sure.
JAKE: Heck. Perhaps ill take back my good old name back! Who knows, maybe tav would want to be an english too!
JAKE: This place is a bit smaller than wee tavvy is used to but im sure well make do.
JOHN: you want to move in with me?
JAKE: Oh yes i suppose id ought run the plans by you first before letting my imagination run wild eh.
JAKE: Im sure i could find somewhere else to stay. But i must say i do feel much safer bringing tav up with family!
JOHN: sure. why the hell not.
JOHN: oof...
JAKE: Eh? What are you looking so glum for there chap?
JOHN: oh, you know. the usual.
JAKE: Do you need help getting up?
JOHN: nah.
JOHN: i’m cool down here, on the floor.
JAKE: You know john. Maybe wed ought embark upon this journey of self-betterment together!
JAKE: What do you say my boy?
JOHN: what...
JAKE: I got my tavvy out. Have you been thinking about making amends with roxy and such? Maybe give her the push she needs to get out herself?
JOHN: not really.
JAKE: And why in the hell not!!
JOHN: like i said, you wouldn’t really understand.
JOHN: i don’t think there’s really much of a point in me trying to talk to roxy.
JOHN: she’s not...
JAKE: Shes not what?
JAKE: You cant rightly go and blame the woman for all your troubles john.
JOHN: i’m not!
JOHN: i’m not blaming her at all.
JAKE: Then what ARE you saying johnnyboy?
JOHN: that even if i COULD talk to her and try to set things straight...
JOHN: why bother?
JOHN: she may not even be, like, real. strictly speaking.
JAKE: Eh?!
JOHN: like i said. you wouldn’t understand.
JOHN: trust me. it’s all a whole lot of crazy stuff.
JAKE: Youre right. That is an awfully crazy thing to say!
JAKE: Not real? Why i just saw roxy yesterday!
JOHN: ...
JAKE: Shes as solid and real a person as you or i john.
JAKE: Its hardly becoming of a man to say something so dismissive even if its tough to know what a lady is thinking from time to time.
JOHN: i’m not...
JOHN: ...
JAKE: Whats that now?
JOHN: i fucked up too bad, too long ago.
JOHN: it’s just too late to change anything now.
JAKE: So what?
JOHN: huh?
JAKE: So what if it doesnt change anything? Wont it matter to your family to see you care?
JAKE: Wont it make you feel better to try?
JAKE: To at least be able to say that when the chips were down, you gave it your honest all?
JOHN: ...
JAKE: And what about harry anderson? Do you really want to go the rest of your long life knowing you never tried to be the father your son needed?
JAKE: My word john. Are you... crying?
JOHN: haha...
JOHN: jake, do you have roxy’s number?
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part two of this:

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everyone say hello at my bushcat :) her name is Maple.
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Thank you for all the kind replies! ^^ to celebrate I’m letting Maple share some words of wisdom:
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Truly inspiring.
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you all should send my sister anonymous hate it would be funny
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NOT ME YOU FOOLS
#MY PLAN IS BACKFIRING
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I dont think that snatcher realizes that people just pecking hate him
#hatchat
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YOOOO CHAT I GOT SO MUCH CORGI MERCH FROM THE SHOPS IN NYAKUZA TODAY ILL POST IT L8TER BUT THIS IS SO RAD HOLY SHIT DUDE IM SO EXCITED!!1!
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anonymous asked: Um you do realize putting “Domesticated the Snatcher” in your bio is hella creepy right? Like it’s weird as fuck to dehumanize an already demonized species like ghosts are people too. You’re already disrespecting the dead with that but it’s especially weird seeing as he’s literally an actual murderer on top of that? Like taking away the ghost thing that’s even creepy to say about a fucking serial killer as well. Like. What the fuck man. Actually what is wrong with you??
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“what’s your gender” ermmmm im silly?
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Godssss if I have to see one more post about the lost prince of subcon I’m going to break the moon again /j
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like not just posts talking about him but ones that are just blatantly wrong or infactual but I can’t be too mad because no one knows what really happened hardly but STILL. thank stars I killed him by transitioning but STOP PUTTING HISTORY ARTICLES ABOUT HIM ON MY DASH!! PLEASE!!!!
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Anonymous asked: WAIT WHAT?????? Amy did you???? Know the lost Prince of Subcon?????? Also what’s the context of the transition thing? What????
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go talk to @ thesnatcher about it because I don’t care about that guy anymore (referring to the prince, not snatcher, love u ^^🩵❤️(i want to trap him in the horizon sometimes))
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anonymous asked: YOUR SISTER IS THE FUCKING SUBCON PRINCE WHAT THE FUCK???????????????????????
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oh gods what happened why are we talking about this GET OUT OF MY ASKS.
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anonymous asked: Amy why did you say to talk to your brother and not you?????
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…because he’s the prince too…? I thought everyone knew this??
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MOON YOU DID NOT JUST OUT ME TO ALL YOUR FOLLOWERS WHAT THE HELL
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WHAT HUH I THOUGHT THAT WAS A KNOWN FACT? IS IT NOT? 9045 notes

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STOPPPP MY BOSSES DO NOT WANT ME TO HELP THEM MAKE A HORROR DOCUMENTARY ABOUT SNATCHER OH MY CLOTHHHHHHHH BYEEEEEEE
anyway happy day for subcon history fans i guess :p, so sad no one knows i was the one who cracked moonies egg but wat ever *kicks rock and walks away with head lowered + tail dragging behind meoh stitch i just reread the top half of the post for a microsecond i lived in a world where my bosses didnt pitch that idea to me it was so beautiful
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shady-sunburntdeactivated03122017 is both my best friend (wrote pretty accurate books on subcon history and spirits :)) and my worst enemy (wrote books on subcon history ft my deadname being everywhere in it)(I mean I suppose it is also my brothers name but it’s NOT MINE OK he can keep it)
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Sorry we made your queer platonic ghost partner match with me. Yeah he took on my flower motifs and I took on his thorn motifs. Yeah we match to show our relationship. He’s chilled out now he’s not evil anymore but he’s still a massive bitch. Yeah. Yeah he’s biace too. Yeah, sorry. #about thorns #subconsnatcher
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for being the one who inspires all of this activity feels so good i have been wracking my brain trying tofigure out why i am being punished for being someone who had no idea any of my theoretical concepts were being fully realized, & who just wanted to enjoy some of the fruits of all yalls hardwork while not even boasting about how i totally inspired cody who motivated all of you.. but hedidnt even realize that it was me who did that til just now. and shit is about to get a whole lot more fair and righteous & that is a super dope thing. i have a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach cause i talked too much shit to people who generally are just admirers & supporters.. its sometimes hard to appreciate that kind of support when i am so far from happy. i know i dont show it, i probably come across as totally peachy keen but it is not the case at all if i am away from my beloved. he knows this. he should. the only reason he would be anything but cocky would be because someone else is telling him lies or something because he knows full well he is the only thing that has ever made me give a damn about anything ever in this wholefuckingworld. i dont know if he does know this.. and apparently hes the onewith his feet up against the window.. just waiting for me to somehow get into his apartment.. just likehe was waiting for me to get on to the roof with him earlier.. andthen he apparerntly drove away in a carbut is now back in that apartment.. im confused. so whoever is there is either someone who needs to be told how to fix my fuckingbroken relationship or someone who needs to be worshipped like the sex god he is.. either way, i dont understand why everyone acts like i am some problem because i cannot walk through walls & have had a hardtime being anything but totally repsectful this entire month where i have been going through hell.. as politely as possible. i worry that all my casualties have made me come across as uncaring or uninterested in my husband but thats not the case. i just dont know how to texplain any better how many times i have already tried every single thing that you want me to try again and its just a lil discouraging and ihate lookng like a crazy person or drawing unwanted attention...plus i dont know why im supposedto know things like that youre there waiting for me or that youve had this thing that iddnt know about or that youre not the one whose in that apartment or that youve beeen upset all night and burning things and everyone is totally unaffected by your obvious upsetness. i want to doeverything right the first time but i fear ive alreeady fucked that. al i can do is try to fix it so here goes nothing :
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➥ One of your favorite lines (or paragraphs) you wrote in 2024:
I'm giving you two and theyre both idia quotes:
The offer was on the table, and it was up to Idia what happened next. The following five seconds stretched across what felt like eons to them both as Idia focused all his energy on trying not to literally pass out on the bench and take Cater down with him, or get overwhelmed by the possibility that if he DID kiss Cater, Cater might immediately throw up all over him and run away screaming. Really, it wasn’t that he didn’t WANT to kiss Cater, but what if he died? What if they both died!?
^ Blue Raspberry Mango
“...Some one, more like it…” Idia snickered. And then gasped, a look of horror replacing his expression instantly. “Wait- SERIOUSLY? You- AZUL?!” “Shut up!" Jamil hissed, dropping down beside Idia to cover his mouth. “Don’t be so loud!” “Ugh, EW…” Idia grimaced once Jamil pulled away. “I didn’t expect you of all people to have such shit-tier taste in guys.”
^ Double Sided Pining Coin
I didn't realize those were both 2024 lol what a wild and long year. i love writing idia even though i've only done it a few times lol he's soooo much fun to just go ham with.
➥ A fun fact/easter egg/trivia fact for a fic you worked on in 2024:
i cant think of anything surprisingly lol usually i have a lot to say!! but i guess a fun fact about my ao3 stats is that 2 of my top 5 longest fics are ones i wrote in 2024 [3 if you include the fact that the top one is my multichap fic and i wrote a chunk of it in 2024] and theyre both 5k idi/kei and jami/azu fics lol. something about writing those pairs together makes me bonkers. i love how silly they are on their own and even moreso putting them together. theyre fun ships and i looove the board game club's funny hater friendship, and i also like playing with the concepts of the rest of them being friends/interacting in some degree lol
➦ The title or working title of a fic you're currently working on/planning for 2025:
working title "leocay situationship divorce drama" lol. idk if ill write it into a whole thing, i kinda just wrote down a scene that was haunting me and i have an overall vision for the vibe, ive had this vague idea in my head for a few years now but skdfjklsd i'm kind of shy about it so maybe itll just stay in the drafts. or maybe The Madness will overtake me on a whim and itll find it's way on ao3, we'll see lol.
➦ A scene or fic idea that you want to write/try writing for but intimidates you: (very optional but let's put those stretch goals out!)
^ that one over there LOL ummm also. i have considered many a time writing some of my caterella plotlines, some of which include my twst ocs. but im too shy LOL.....
more reasonably, i do have a trey/cater wip that ive begun but it's a long process because it's one i'm taking my time with, a fic that explores cater and trey [and riddle!!!] as characters and their relationships with each other, like snapshots of scenes from when trey and cater first meet at orientation throughout their years at nrc. i was gonna try and get it out before heartslabyul's section of book 7 began but it's just too slow a process, and now we may or may not get more backstory lore of the beloved trio that i could integrate... if it doesnt destroy me in the process JKLFDSKGHGJ i love my heartslabyuls sooo much so i want to write it with care..... but i get SCARED when i'm going beyond just silly goofy time [tho it will also be silly goofy time. i know who i am]
✦ A link to your ao3 or other posting platform so people can see what you've been up to and what you're going to be up to: :3
My ao3 is here! i also tag "#cereal writes" for cross posting, and sometimes here i post out of context wip lines or babble about my trials and tribulations of writing but i dont really tag those so u kinda just gotta catch me in the act teehee

2024 FUCK YEAH I DID IT + 2025 FUCK YEAH IM PLANNING ON DOING IT (fic) writers edition
➥ One of your favorite lines (or paragraphs) you wrote in 2024:
➥ A fun fact/easter egg/trivia fact for a fic you worked on in 2024:
➦ The title or working title of a fic you're currently working on/planning for 2025:
➦ A scene or fic idea that you want to write/try writing for but intimidates you: (very optional but let's put those stretch goals out!)
✦ A link to your ao3 or other posting platform so people can see what you've been up to and what you're going to be up to: :3
Tagging~ let's see. @ladybundle @basuralindo @deezneezz
anyone else is free to do it too, I have not had coffee yet so my brain is bleary.
#ty for the tag#im a lil sleepy distracted and jumped around in answering so sorry if it's like#inconsistently incoherent lol#twst#asks#<- not an ask obvi but just keeping that tag for categorizing lol
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