#so much of my work is just. hidden.
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imagine sharing the things you make. that would be so cool
#IM SO BAD AT POSTING THINGS. I AM SHY. ANXIOUS EVEN.#the two wolves inside of me are fighting over “OOOO YOU WANNA BE SEEN. YOU WANT PEOPLE TO SEE” and “if i am perceived i will implode”#i do post some things in a tiny private server. at least a few people see it. but even then#so much of my work is just. hidden.#im trying to work on it but when i post i get Scared because what if [insert assorted concern here]#lemmy talks
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Whew, finally finished this badboy. Had this in the wings for a while but other things kinda kept taking priority so I didn't get a chance to finish till now! (Please do not take, save, use for AI training or repost- Thank you! Reblogs are fine ♥ )
#baldurs gate 3#bg3 fanart#Halsin Silverbough#halsin#bg3 halsin#druid#bg3 druid#bg3#fun fact but I did stream a bunch of the work on this#and there is a huge (done) chunk behind that lantern with SO much detail... that just got hidden T_T#also that triangle bg is done mostly by hand#I did two rows and then copied it#but I hid the bad ones behind halsin lol#I was gonna paint more trees but I finished that one and went 'EH NOPE'#my art
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hey!! can i ask for a color palatte description for the ro's? like what their hair/eye colors are?
hope you're having a good week 💙💙💙
Hi!
I spent a long time putting together a graphic for this before I realised that you asked for just a description haha... oops. well. here is the graphic anyway XD
If you're looking for a link to the page with more general descriptions, there are some on the RO's page.
Very sorry for the delay in replying! My life is. hectic. smdnfgbsfgf
#what does the chaos mirror see#twyliit#if you want to use these i'd recommend zooming in because some of them have detailing but unfortunately tumblr seems to have destroyed it#or at least hidden some of it in ensmallening#it was very difficult to find a shining silvery enough colour for suchebh's hair and eyes#and i regret i could not find an eye colour for twilit that captured the necessary distressing pastel neon toothpaste vibe i was seeking#i am not an artiste i'm afraid. i wish i could do proper ones of these with. undertones as such#but alas#also just rambling in the tags here for a bit but. i got an ask this morning accusing the game of being a scam#because it hasn't updated for ages#and like bro. scam... it's not like i took preorders msnbgsmdnfgb. i have to Laugh#once again deeply sorry to the small number of people concerned with how much my homelessness was an inconvenience For Them<3#finally got my life somewhat back on track after months of teetering on the edge of the abyss (rude of me not to spend it all writing)#but in service of getting my life back on track i'm studying. so that i can get a job later and continue to survive. again. Selfish. oops#and then my beloved cat died. and there just. isn't anything to keep going for anymore LMAO#but alas. so long as the music plays. we dance#and this game is part of the dancing for me. i guess. i still work on things when i have the time#hopefully you'll recover from my terrible circumstances<3
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Procreate is one of those drawing applications where I’ll have been using it for 6 years and then watch a video called like “Top 10 things you didn’t know you could do in procreate!” with the expectation that it’ll just talk about like creating a color palette out of a photo or something else I’m already aware of only for the person to detach the color wheel and drag it around the screen while drawing
[ID: Screen recording demonstrating the example above. The person recording detaches the procreate color menu, drags it around the screen, and then uses it to quickly switch between colors before closing it. End ID]
#somewhat art related#My jaw dropped when I saw them do that#there’s so much hidden stuff in this app#did you know when first using the app it took me a year to learn how the fill tool worked?#previously I’d just been coloring in the lineart by hand#took me only a bit longer to learned what a “reference layer” was lol#also the video included is my own screen recording just to be clear#it’s hard to see since it doesn’t show where I’m touching but you see that thin grey line/bar on top of the color menu#pull down on that#and click the “X” when you want to get rid of it#procreate#procreate tips#procreate hacks#video#id included#id in caption#you can’t do alt text for videos (at least I don’t think you can) so I put it in the caption#and the video is meant to demonstrate the color menu detaching so that’s what I described#video described
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Love your P!noah au, but it makes me wonder? What if Alejandro was also “psycho” or if Izzy was more like Noah? Because all three of those characters have high HQ (in the first gen) would it would be neat to see them in like different personalities or something?
Bold of you to assume Alejandro isn't already a little psycho. The guy French kisses a pineapple on top of a volcano in canon. That's not the behaviour of a sane person. (/lh /j)
A hypothetical three way personality swap AU would be very interesting- in this scenario, it's be Alejandro with Izzy's personality, Izzy with Noah's and Noah with Alejandro's?
It's be kind of ironic that both Sierra and Alejandro- the later additions to the cast- are both crazy (in their own ways). Especially since the original cast would be lacking that sort of manic energy with Izzy being sarcastic and bookish instead of the "Psycho Hose Beast" we all know and love.
And I'm really interested in how a Noah who's a) incredibly charming and manipulative and b) burdened by the perpetual need to portray himself as perfect (thanks to familial pressure- imagine having to deal with seven Josés 😱) would place in Island. Would he be the one to make it to the final three, only to go bald, instead of Heather? Or would he make it to the finale and lose to Gwen/Owen? OR would be still be voted out first from his team?
AND without her instability, what would Izzy even do? Most, if not all, of her screen time revolves around her causing chaos, mayhem and destruction- take that away from her, and you're left with... what, exactly? Elimination fodder (which is pretty much what canon Noah is, so I guess that tracks). Would she still have her physical prowess despite her lazier temperament?
#see the issue with personality swaps including Izzy is that her personality is literally just “crazy”#you could argue that she's got a lot of hidden depths (like the anger/control issues shown in celeb manhunt) but--#that's still not a lot to work with. she's a comedic relief character with very little actual substance#WHICH MEANS YOU CAN GO INTO FULL HEADCANON TERRITORY!! WOOOO!!#i love izzy but the version of her that lives in my delusional brain is so much more fleshed out than she canonically is.#(the same can be said for noah too because he's literally the same. comedic elimination fodder)#total drama#others' ideas#silly hypotheticals#replies
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do you write fic on ao3?
unfortunately for everyone involved i do!
#ask#and if youre wondering about my handle i write on anon so its doesnt particularly matter (shrugs)#and also i think its pretty easy to figure out which fics ive written because i want to makeout mad sloppy style with an em dash#anyways (waves offhandely) it doesnt really matter much because i have like posted an ss on here before so you know#its not like im trying to hide it like eh#but also because of my disposition that would put a tranced rabbit to shame i dont exactly yell it from the hilltops either#the moral of the story is if you ask me what im working on ill yap about it maybe like post an excerpt#and months later youll find something posted on anon and youll be like oh! so they finally posted it!#so to spare you all (lies on my tummy like we're at a sleepover and giggles) you wanna hear what im working on#haha of course you do youre a prisoner in my yap box#and i want an excuse to talk about it hidden in the tags so people skim over it and not read it <3#SO the earliest wip is from like early october about a magical realism au because i rewatched lwa as i usually do and well theres this one#ep about a magical animal if you will... and you can kinda guess what it is from that lol its sashaforsyekky#because the dreaded @/tungpin infected me with the brainworms about this trio specifically#and it really is ekky going 🥺 at whatever sashaforsy have (persumably) got going on woe is him its at 5k rn but uh ive stalled progress#because puppyekky has consumed my every thought which leads me to my second wip that ive been labouring over since the start of october#that also just broke 5k and not even remotely done lol whoops but its puppy ekky in a team environment with a heavy emphasis on the euros#rn there are scenes scrabbled out with sasha (multiple) mikksy luosty lundy and forsy. i know i have an idea for bobby.#and really lets see where the muse takes us i have vague ideas that are mmmhmm but we'll see when we get there!#the third one isnt the most likely to get finished but uh it is sashamaffhew global series stuff because it stemmed from#“it really is funny that sasha is treating the finland trip like he knocked up a girl#and is trying to make her meet his parents so it doesnt feel like a shotgun wedding when he you know marries her to take responsibility“#and i just think a maffhew pov with that thought in mind because of the whole touchy at e11even thing is funny to me like think mundane#slice of life oh i feel like im being wined and dined i hope i dont fuck it up jfc i think im fucking it up oh god this feels romantic#anyways it feels remotely ooc to me and it really was more of like a writing break from the wips stated above so (shrugs)#might not see the light of day but its 2k as of now so i do feel its a shame if i dont /try/ to finish it you know? its just low priority#anyways thats my writing check in and i am a prisoner to my own mind i will go insane haha these wont be published anytime soon#because i am slow and get distracted soooo easily so you know <3
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having a vague "why am i writing this horrible story?" crisis about the anglo-saxon au fic that has taken over my mind since *checks* about two days ago. i have approx 2000 words of it written so it is going fairly well in that sense but i have gone a bit niche with my fics recently and am starting to think "nobody wants to read this, people will be annoyed at you if you post this" a bit more often, even though they probably won't because it's a free cake and it's rude to complain about free cake.
#HOWEVER while hits are low the comments are about the same so that's actually my fics doing better really isn't it?#i keep stats hidden on ao3 usually but i occasionally put them back on and look at my stats page#part of switching off stats wasn't MY stats so much as other people's. i do think losing that context makes me feel better about mine.#for all i know 120 hits for a month-old sifki fic is Incredible Amounts of Number Go Up so i may as well just assume it is right?#just as i have MANY silent fans who are too shy to comment or kudos or rec my fic but they LOVE me and i am their FAVE#okay this little pep-talk in the tags has helped somewhat: i NEED to finish this horrible fic for the lurkers who love me! they'll LOVE it!#ps: the missy & jamie moriarty fic has had 24 hits which considering the crossover i am actually very pleased with :D#\o/#fic related#btw if i start tagging my fic-related posts with the working-titles so i can later track my own thought processes would that be weird?#is that too “anne rice if she had a yahoo mailing list”?
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Electricity is a super fun episode.
#Yellows skelleton feet are pig skelleton feet btw. (Its crazy how much work i did for both the skelleton and him#only for both too be hidden from each other-----.#Duck making out with the shreader was a implusive thought that came into my mind and i just ran with it dispite the fact i knew very well#itis stupid and wierd.#but hey duck is stupid and wierd too so fuck it#dhmis#dhmis duck#dhmis red guy#drawing#digital art#dhmis fanart#dhmis yellow guy#dont hug me im scared#dont hug me i'm scared#TW blood#tw eyestrain#tw bright colors#cw blood#cw eyestrain#cw bright colors
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The consequences of my poor financial decisions are here!!
#blame Kat for this lmao. she got the Yangchen novels first and I very easily give in to peer pressure (that wasn't exerted. but whatever)#three days earlier than scheduled too. which worked out perfectly bc I picked them up on the way home from grandma's#and carried them for 2 km. 2 hardcover books + the thick cardboard boxset they're in#+ the backpack full of food my grandma gave me#in the rain#I nearly fucking died#I'm not made for this level of physical exercise 😅#okay moving on#nia stop calling things like this poor financial decisions challenge#it cost like. the equivalent of 40 bucks#I have 30 times as much hidden away in my sock drawer#and I am usually responsible with my spending. I'm allowed a slightly more expensive treat every once in a while#also my dad doesn't know but I'm sure if I would him 'hey I spent 3.8k on a pair of books is that okay'#he'd be like 'why tf are you asking when have I ever said no to you spending money'#but again. I do try to be mindful#which is why as much as I want the lok art books and could probably ask for money for them. I won't#bc they cost an arm and a leg and I cannot morally allow myself to spend that kind of money#anyway. getting distracted again#do you know how hard it was to get these? I checked like 3 marketplaces before I did#and I was fully ready to get them in russian because non-classical english books are impossible to come by here#sanctions and all that. but somehow I did. and it only cost half the money in my bank account#I don't even know if Russian editions exist. these books were written before the war and before the gay propaganda ban but still#I didn't find them when I looked. maybe they don't sell them now that the law is in place or smth#I don't really care enough to look it up#the point is. I now own the books and can happily read about best girl kyoshi whenever I want#if the stress for an upcoming event doesn't kill me. that is#also I have read rok before but it was 3 years ago so my memory is vague. and I just realised how much thinner sok is?#I'll have to check the page count later
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I have found a beautiful perfect humble rock specimen that is light yellow with a weird dark yellowy brown lining, somewhat resembling a chunk of smoked gouda cheese... effervescent
#I am still very into trash collecting at the moment and even went out and got one of those grabby sticks for cheap and a little#bucket I can carry around and put trash in. so I am going on walks in nature a bit more (not really to enjoy nature but more to play the#very fun Real Life Hidden Object Point And Click Game that is 'hunt for bottle caps and cans' .. but eh.. whatever gets me out of the#house lol).. anyway.. some nature places near water will have cool rocks#Which I know you're not supposed to take them and I MOSTLY dont.. but every once in a while it's like... when else will I ever find a#gouda rock... I have cleaned up 4 buckets of trash today.. I have helped the environment.. mayhaps.. i could take a One Single Rocke as a#treate... ANYWAY. but yeah. I don't know the names of rocks but there's a rock that's a matte muted marigold yellow sort of#color and I call them 'cheese rock'. I'm pretty sure this one is of the 'cheese rock' species but it just has weird brown coloration#like maybe it got stained or something on one side of it. Most of the other cheese rocks have no markings. though sometimes there will be a#auburn reddish sort of hue on a corner or something.. hrmm.. curious. I also got a Beginner's Hobby rock tumbler and some supplies#so I might try polishing some of the rocks from my enormous rock collection. even though they're all street rocks I picked up from sidewalk#and stuff. I saw a video where someone put random gravel and stuff in a rock tumbler and none of them were Stunning Gems or whatver#but some still turned out cool enough that I would be pleased with the result... OUgh.. I want to post more I need to like do costumes and#sculptures and stuff and be Active On Social Media and think about my Future and Career and how it always benefits artists to keep an#active social media or etc. but I just feel so tired and bad lately. I think the summer heat waves have really exhausted me. I also have#been trying to make new friends + on a weird schedule so I've been socializing and also watching media too much. I notice I always start#to feel this kind of unsettled stress of not making any forward progress in my life if I do that for too long. like 'Okay this week I've#done nothing but meet up with two friends & watch like 10 episodes of tv and only worked on a few projects on the side.. this is HORRIBLE!'#(ppl who follow me here that I talk to on discord: this isn't about you! Im specifically just referencing being tired of introductory talks#with a new round of random strangers during my Friend Hunt. Just clarifying so it couldn't be misinterpreted as vaguepost implying that I'm#secretly bothered by talking to you or etc. lol.. anyway) . Which I know to MOST people 'I talked to a lot of friends and watched some cool#stuff!' sounds like a GOOD relaxing time but.. to me it is not ghhj.. Those are 'external' focuses on things outside myself which bothers#me if not moderated. Like.. i MUST retreat internally to work on my worldbuilding and my own thoughts and etc. at very regular intervals or#it will really start to bear on me too much. Brain Mandated Hermit Isolation lol. Just being too detached from my world and stuff for#too long feels increasingly bad. PLUS. every day I don't make tangible progress towards my goals is a day wasted that I could have been#investing in my future by working on novels/games/sculptures/actual career relevant stuff. Not even in a Capitalism way i just genuinely#enjoy Completing Tasks & feel miserable if I don't for too long. EVEN the media I'm watching I turn into A Task since I rank in a detailed#google doc list after viewing lol.. Like EW movie too boring on it's own. NEED to turn it into something I can categorize and analyze ghghj#LOVE to make things more complicated than they need to be. like YAAAY organizational tasks! yaay meticulous sorting!! BOO ''mindless fun''!
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Some WX-78 drawings I plan to refine
#don't starve#wx 78#wx 78 dst#i love wx very much i want to put them into a blender#i also like the concept of human wx and this is just a rough approximation of what i think they look like#im not putting in any details cuz i love the hidden in shadow aspect to them#ive got another painting in the works but that ones gorey so I'll save it for when its done#my art
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"YOU'VE ROLLED A 1. . ."
Prompt: Wendigo
(Recommend to turn up brightness to see darker details)
#theyre playing a dungeons and dragons scenario with Douglas as the dungeon master (i think thats the name?)#their outfits are a bit too simple for my liking but i can excuse it as them being too low leveled for good equipment LOL#or whatever how dnd works#wendigo itself was hard to draw#my sister and i have a layer there hidden where we were just dressing them up lmao#i also like the idea of them getting stuck or isekai in dnd and making to finish to escape and Douglas doesnt know what hes doing to them#theyre frenemies in this but maybe boyfriends at the end? :)))#i love the sketch of this so much better#the face and hair is so much better#love adding atoms and M's whenever possible#Mandark whole outfit has M's scattered#hes supposed to have book and wand but it didnt make it#dexter is a tall dwarf and alchemist and mandark is an elf wizard#hes just a young elf he'll grow#im rambling again haha#dexdark#dexter's laboratory#dexter's lab#dexter#mandark#dexdarkhalloween2023#had to do a reupload cuz tumblr being dumb#flame draws
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Look I don't dislike Tim Drake, honestly I actually do like him well enough, and more importantly he's interesting. I read some of the stuff with him in it and it was good! But as much as I am a firm believer on "don't engage with fandom too much and definitely don't let it inform your opinions" I have to admit I would have just SO much of a warmer attitude towards him if we stopped writing little imagines where he has the exact personality of a not-like-other-girls Fantasy-Romance protagonist and putting them on my fyp all of the time over the past 8 years. "Tim Drake seems so sweet and innocent and everyone goes on about how small and innocent he is but actually he did something super badass and cool and fucking blew up 20 batman villains in one night and everyone who's ever met him stopped in their tracks to gasp at how hardcore and badass he was!" I'm sorry but no he did not. He is, at his core, the most everyman trendy coolguy teenage boy from the 90s possibly ever! And that's beautiful, and necessary for the ecosystem. But we need to be real. At any given time there's a 50 percent chance he's listening to Oasis or some shit with Kon and the other fifty percent is doing Stephanie Brown dirty.
#im not tagging him lmao#i think tim is somewhat of an obstinate busybody who doesn't value other people's judgement (steph bart etc) as much as his own#and i think it's a feature not a bug#he is more interesting for it to me and his group stories are so fun to read#but good god i cannot take another “tim drake is a badass supergenius who taking pro-level roof pictures for his murder board at age 3”#i mean i'll take it over “tim is a 3'6 doe-eyed frail infant who gets kicked and punched every minute of every day bc everyone is soo mean”#like your guy was made to be an 90s everyman he listens to green day and plays dnd and asks his brother what to do about his pregnant gf#and it works! He's fun and distinct! why are we not happy with that!#IM happy with that! And he's not even my guy!#and the fact that half the people i see talking about him need to pretend teenagedirtbag McCoolguy is some fragile loner with hidden power#odd#he's interesting in a very “person” way and less of a “fantastical” way and that's a fine thing to be!#not just saying this as a jason todd fan#jason showed up at titans tower because Tim listens to Oasis and he's more of a Blur guy#but seriously more than any Jason rivalry my biggest issue with Tim is how he won't be fucking normal about girls#constantly doing his girlfriends dirty#Steph should get to be WAY meaner
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so, it's been a headcanon of mine for a while now that nish is actually a really good artist. like, he wouldn't consider himself an 'artist' and he generally downplays any reactions he gets to his art. it's just like.. a thing he's done since he was able to manuever a marker in sunflower- drawin on the walls and pissin off kazama hahaha. but like, yeah, growing up it was just so casual, he never really thought much about it. he'd draw anything from kiryu, yumi, yuko and kazama to outfits he saw in display windows when he was out and about. he used to just throw away his sketchbooks and notepads when he filled them up until the others (sin kazama) got onto him, trying to make him see the value in his art. around the time he joined the yakuza, he slowed down a bit. really only drawing as a 'party trick' on a little napkin in bars and shit like that.
anyway, i say all that to say, in my ss stuff, it takes place in the "present" whatever that means to the thing i'm writing at the time. and obviously that means it's a 'nishiki lives' au, right? i often point out in that stuff that he has alot of nightmares from that period of his life. so, with the right motivation, i think he picks up drawing again as a form of therapy. he wouldn't see a shrink if you held a gun to his head but, this? it's actually something that works for him and helps him quite literally paint a picture of the things happening in his mind.
#idk#i just.. yall know how i always try to involve myself in the things my faves or my ocs do/enjoy so that i can better grasp their perspectiv#trying to learn how to draw (and actually take it seriously this time) is yet another one of those things.#and i've just kinda been thinking all day about that headcanon#i've only ever imagined nish as a more traditional artist#like physical mediums only#but since i've started drawing myself it's made me wonder what he'd think about digital art too#like. younger him is so obsessed with keeping up with trends in his world in general and what not#but i feel like older him in the 'lives' au just sorta... doesn't care for that as much#like he watches the way the world evolves around him (especially since he sorta lives in the shadows at this point) but#the shift in perspective after surviving such a horrifying trauma (self inflicted but still) and just aging in general?#part of me imagines he'd be juuuust a little bit set in his ways when it comes to some stuff hahaha#anywayyyyyy~ i love my fishy men and my pretty wife#i've been thinking about writing more specifically about their hidden talents for sooo long and i just.. never got around to it#but idk tossing that thought around in my head when i was bored at work today makes me wanna finally just do it#q#nonsenseships
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it's always so funny when someone "acknowledges" your disabilities but when those disabilities actually, you know, disable/impact parts of your life then they act as if the disability couldn't POSSIBLY be the problem and you're just bringing it up as an excuse
and by funny i mean it makes me want to powerdrill my own teeth
#sunbun speaks#like yes i am currently sitting down and eating instead of washing dishes#i need rest so i can keep the pain down and i barely eat so what do you want me to do?#I'm sorry i didn't pick up on whatever hidden message your words had in them and now it's awkward - yes it's the autism#like... if the symptom or behavior is obviously connected to a source but you don't take it into account then what do you want?#there's a difference between someone harming you and someone just not understanding what you meant#because their brain shits the bed in those situations no matter how much i work on it#like i take other's situations into account when i consider their words/actions because I'm not a self-centered prick#like I'm not doing this on purpose and I'm trying my best but i can't keep pushing myself past burnout#for people who don't even consider my struggles valid
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some oc development for potential insert into Dr ... idk I already have one but the blorbo russian roulette is so real and strong and im weak
Anyways what would you do if you were put in complete isolation by an unexplained (and unexplainable too, for that matter) cosmic event dubbed the merge and had to survive a forest the actively did not want you there and you found out you might now be an em and have to train yourself with no one but creeping eyes and an unsettlingly silent forest for company?
Oh and dont forget that night time is your personal hell of creatures hunting you down and an unstable mental state for being alone for so long and haunting memories of your past friends (and lover) and brother (someone you basically raised while grieving for whatever needed grieving)(who's MIA btw) whom you loved (still love) more than anything in the world.
#ninjago#ninjago oc#my art <3#oc: liu yuxia#Ninjago dragons rising#dragons rising#dragons rising s1#dragons rising s2#dragons rising s3#dragons rising yummy angst#ngl the forest surrounding the shadow dojo ( dont even) has so much potential to be the creepiest place in the merged realms#Yk cause the moon has a hidden side that practically no one has ever seen before and the shadow and silence and solitude could literally#drive a person insane idk just me? Ok#Also yuxia has a dragon companion but god if they dont meet a comprehensible being that can talk soon they might be insane#And a hug lasting hours would be nice too idk#Also forehead kisses but they're not picky lol#No oc escapes the angst machine#lmk macaque#Pls work im beggin pls show up in the tags pls pls pls
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