#so much for the gore part!!!!
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Stanley wasn't sure if he was supposed to be dead. He wasn't all too sure if he was supposed to be alive, either.
He was... somewhere. He didn't know where exactly, but it didn't matter. Nothing really seemed to matter all that much in this strange place. Compared to the unfathomable expanse of nothingness that surrounded him, everything else practically paled in comparison. Still, Stanley felt as though this all-consuming abyss that kept him prisoner within its dark maw deserved a name; at the very least, a title. Yet, it didn't feel right to call this place anything. Death too egregious, and Life too extroadinary; either terms felt far too extreme to his liking. There was nothing particularly hideous nor amazing about where he was. He was simply somewhere in-between.
For as long as he could remember, Stanley's world was just that. This somewhere; this in-between of not quite Death and not quite Life. This empty, greedy abyss that seemed to swallow him whole, stretched as far as the eye could see in every direction. There was no sky, no ground, no anything; only the daunting dakness engulfing his every senses and leaving him horribly, hopelessly blank.
That wasn't all there was to it, however. This... somewhere, it was more than just a lifeless void.
Stanley wasn't sure if he could find the right words to properly describe it. He didn't think he could ever come to fully understand the feeling himself, but. Somehow, the abyss felt... hungry. Unimaginably, insatiably, and unbearably hungry.
The hunger seemed to eat away at Stanley, tearing off pieces of him chunk by chunk, piece by piece. With every blink, another part of himself seemed to disappear into the ravenous darkness around him. The void never took much at once, only pieces; nigh imperceptible impossibly tiny crumbs of what made him- so little that they should have hardly mattered in the grand scheme of things. But Stanley noticed. He noticed every particle, every atom that was taken away from him by this greedy hunger. The darkness was eating him; digesting him.
It was as though hunger was all that mattered in this somewhere, this stomach; the world itself a single immense digestive system. He could practically feel the void's biting hunger pangs reverberate through his bones. It was so hungry, so hungry.
The dark ate him slowly, ripping him apart from inside out and outside in. It took his flesh first; stealing away the muscles and fat beneath the skin, leaving behind nothing but meager skin stretched over bone. Sometimes, not even his bones were given the luxury of being spared, and he would find himself with an odd dip in his side where the abyss had taken a rib or two; or with half his face lopsidedly sagging into a limp mess with no muscles, fat, nor eye socket to properly hold up the skin of his face onto his skull.
The hunger took without mercy, without order nor preference. It ate anything, everything, as long it helped abate the forever stabbing, starving desperation that painfully twisted and tore at its non-existent stomach. It never really was satisfied.
It got worse when it started eating his memories.
Stanley despised the thought of losing more of himself than simply his physical body to this greedy void. However, what terrified him far more than the notion that this insatiable hunger could breach even his mind, was the fact that he couldn't remember which memories it took.
Stanley couldn't remember much; before the darkness; before the endless hunger. He liked to imagine, though, of what he could have been before. He'd probably had a warm home, warmer than the cold, cold abyss. He'd probably had a loving family. Probably. He couldn't remember.
Everything turned unsure when his own mind started failing on him. Stanley tried to cling to what little he knew. He had his name held tight in his iron clad grip, repeating it to himself like a mantra. He would try and keep track of time, but it was all in vain. Time didn't seem to matter in the face of hunger. Perhaps it had been years since Stanley's arrival; hundred, maybe even thousands. Or, perhaps it had only been a few days, weeks, months. Stan once had a fleeting, terrifying thought that maybe Time too was already victim to the darkness' insatiable hunger.
However, as much as Stan could forget his past, his identity, and life, perhaps the most tragic loss to him greater than anything else was the memory of Him.
He was important to Stanley. He couldn't remember why, but he was. There was nothing of Him left in his memories. No face, no name; not even why He mattered to him in the first place. All he knew was that the loss of Him had struck him with such profound heartache and sorrow that it had left him weeping helplessly for so long, unable to move and rooted in one spot for days, weeks, years. He couldn't remember how long.
Stan was only snapped out of his comatose stupor by His hand.
It was all that was left of Him, other than the knowledge of His past existence. It was warm, a glowing red hand that pulsed almost reassuringly within Stanley's own, its long six digits curled tightly and firmly around his hand, never once faltering in its grip. He couldn't remember a time when he didn't have it. He's had it clutched within his own cold, rough palms like a lifeline since forever; every step he took and every move he made done hand in hand with Him.
Desperately, frantically, he held onto His hand, never once letting it go. Losing the hand meant losing Him for good, and he wasn't sure if he would be able to cope with the consequences of that all alone.
However, ocasionally, even the the comforting presence of His hand was unable to keep his mind anchroed for too long, and Stanley would lose track of his memories. Plagued by odd laspes of utter emptiness, Stanley would suddenly forget. His own name, his face, everything he knew and remembered would slip withut warning between his fingers like sand; streaming down, down, down and getting lost in the gaping mouth of the void below him. He would wander aimlessly with no real destination in mind, simply roaming somwhere, anywhere.
He would come across all sorts of sights during these odd episodes of his. He'd crossed paths with hundreds upon thousands of partically decomposed remnants of once living, breathing organisms; All of them endeniably, for the lack of better words: dead. He'd walked past entire forests; enormous clusters of tall pine trees completely uprooted and floating in a massive mass of rotting leaves and half digested bark. He'd walked past countless animals, big and small, all in various stages of digestion. Animals always seemed to rot away faster than anything else, and Stanley wasn't so sure what that meant for him.
Once, Stan had somehow even found his way before the destroyed remains of a universe.
It was dead. There was no other way to describe the state it was in. He hadn't even known it was possible for entire universes to simply... die. Stolen away from its rightful place in the starry night sky.
The scene was everything he'd thought impossible to take place in this all-consuming abyss. It was extroadinary. A veritable bursting cacophany of light and heat. It was as though the universe's explosion had been paused at just the right moment, frozen in time at the very moment of its heat death. Its particles flickered, undulating softly and shifting ever so slightly like looking through a warped window. If Stanley stood still enough, and listened closely, he thought he could even hear the softest sound of the shattered screams of the broken remains of the universe ringing silently in the air. It was as ethereal as it was haunting.
The thought of the unimaginable power required to be able annihilate entire universes just like that... It scared Stan.
Stanley may not be sure of anything anymore, but as he watched the debris swirl gently in the blinding epicenter of the shattered universe from afar, he knew with a certainty that he didn't think he possessed anymore, that he did not belong here.
Part 1/2
#the next part is like- so much worse#for the love of GOD to not tag this as ship đ#my art#my writing#my fic#my fanfiction#two shot#gravity falls#gravity falls au#gravity falls fanfiction#HWINEBHABWNAJCAHOWEEATOWEUB AU#tw cannibalism#<- kinda??#tw death#tw eating imagery#tw body horror#tw mild gore#sorry if this isnt super good!! my writing's been slipping a little lately#cosmic horror#oh the horror
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CW: CANNIBALISM
W is just the character who'd go all ride-or-die for us đď¸đď¸ I am LOOKING! With all the cannibalism allegation, would they join us if there was a Bones and All AU with MC being an eater? Out of all the ROs, I feel like they're the only one who'd accept us like that from the very beginning
the bullying began so long ago that it felt like cicadas in the summer or the thrum of air conditioning inside your houseâalways there, always insidious.
W was delicate in ways the world found easy to prey upon, not because they were weak but because they felt too much. it showed in the way their hands trembled when they clenched them, in the tears that gathered in their eyes when the laughter of their tormentors reached their ears.
you had spent years trying to stop it. standing in hallways with your fists balled, staring down cole and his cronies, daring them to come closer. sometimes it workedâyour defiance could scatter them like pigeons startled from a rooftopâbut only for a time. they always returned, like a bad bout of winter, colder and harsher than before.
cole had always been thereâa looming, destructive presence that crushed everything in his path. he was bigger than life, in size and ego, in anger and entitlement, and he flaunted his privilege like no other. his fatherâs influence whispered behind closed doors, his fists a language of violence that left bruises on Wâs ribs and a tremor in their voice.
for years, you had tried to shield W, to draw his fire onto yourself when it became too much. for years, W had endured it.
âi told the principal again,â W had said one day, their voice brittle with exhaustion. âhe just gave me that look, you know? the one where you can tell heâs already decided not to care.â
and you did know. youâd seen it before, that glazed-over indifference. coleâs father sat on the school board like some sort of king, his power extending over even the smallest squabbles of the student body. but what felt small to the school was enormous to W.
âiâll fix it,â you had promised them, even as you didnât know how.
the solution had come from your father, as many of them did. elias, who rarely spoke in anger but could wield his wealth like a weapon when the moment demanded it.
âiâll buy the entire damn school board if i have to,â he had said when you told him about the bullying. and elias didnât make empty threats.
cole was âtransferredâ soon after, the details vague but the outcome seemed decent. and for a while, it seemed like things might actually change.
but cole wasnât one to let things go.
W had confessed it in a choked whisper the other day, tears carving clean lines down their dirt-smudged cheeks.
âcoleâs still⌠i think heâs following me,â they had said, their voice shaking like a leaf caught in a gale. âhe waits for me after school. he knows where i live.â
youâd felt the familiar heat of anger rising in your chest, your fists clenching as you swore youâd make it stop. but what could you possibly do as a high school junior that your father hadnât already done?
what could you do to a boy like cole, whose world was built on the certainty that no one would ever truly punish him?
the gas station was quiet, the flickering of the neon lights outside the only sound as you paid for your drink and stepped out into the cooling evening air.
the pavement under your sneakers was warm from the dayâs sun. you were halfway down the road, the horizon a bleeding canvas of pink and gold, when you heard the blue corvette pull up beside you.
coleâs voice was a venomous drawl as he grinned wolfishly and got out of his car. âhey there, long time no see.â
you took a step back. âleave me the fuck alone, cole.â
he didnât. of course he didnât.
before you could react, his arm snaked around your neck, pulling you into a headlock. his strength was overwhelming, his gym-built muscles like iron bars against your skin.
you struggled, your sneakers scraping against the asphalt as he dragged you, half-choking, toward the cornfield on the side of the road.
panic surged through you, hot and electric. you thrashed against him, clawing at his arm, but it was like fighting a mountain. the stalks of corn closed in around you, their rustling leaves swallowing the sound of your gasps.
the field swallowed you both, its towering stalks turning the world into a maze of green and gold shadows.
youâd never liked cornfields. there was something too perfect, too endless about them, rows upon rows standing like soldiers awaiting orders. today, they were silent. watching. waiting.
you stumbled over uneven ground, your sneakers catching on roots, the dirt kicking up into your face. the air stunk with the green smell of crushed stalks and the faint, acrid sting of gasoline from the vehicles that passed the highway after getting a refill from the nearby gas station.
coleâs arm was an iron band around your neck, cutting off air, and you could feel his sweat slick against your skin. you clawed at his forearm, nails digging deep enough to leave crescents, but he didnât even flinch. his breathing was heavy, labored, as if he were dragging a bag of stones and not another human being.
âstop struggling,â he growled, voice sounding like gravel scraping against a rusted shovel. âitâs not gonna make this easier for you.â
you didnât answer. not like you could even if you wanted to. your words would be crushed beneath the weight of his arm, your lungs burning. but even if you could have spoken, you wouldnât have begged. not to him. not to anyone.
the world narrowed to the two of you, his strength against your will. you twisted your body, kicking at his shin with a desperation that sent a flare of pain up your leg, but he only hissed and tightened his grip.
finally, he shoved you forward, and you fell to your knees, gasping for air, the dirt biting into your palms. you scrambled to your feet, but he was faster, grabbing your shoulder and spinning you around. his face was twisted with rage, lips pulled back in something too animal to be called a smile.
âyou think youâre so fucking superior, donât you?â he snarled. âyou and that little freak friend of yours. you think you can ruin my life and just walk away?â
your chest heaved as you tried to catch your breath, glaring up at him.
âyou ruined your own life, cole,â you spat out. âyouâve been a bully since the day you learned how to swing your fists in order to get your way. Wâs ten times the person youâll ever be, and you always picked on them for no reason other than to satisfy your own sick pleasure.â
that struck a nerve. his face twisted, the veins in his neck standing out like cords. he lunged, grabbing the front of your shirt and hauling you up so your faces were inches apart.
âshut your fucking mouth if you know whatâs good for you,â he hissed. âyou donât know anything about me.â
âoh, i know enough,â you said, the poison in your voice surprising even yourself. âi know your dadâs been cleaning up your messes for years. must be hard to grow up knowing the only time you feel like a man is when youâre picking on other kids.â
âyou donât know anything,â he repeated, his voice trembling now, not with nervousness, but with something far more dangerous.
and then he was on you, his hands around your throat, squeezing until the world started blurring out. your hands scrabbled at his wrists, but his grip was unrelenting, and the familiar panic clawed its way back up your chest.
the world tilted, the cornfield spinning around you, the green and gold blurring together into something surreal and wrong.
you thought of W then, their tear-streaked face, their voice breaking as they confided in you about anything and everything. you thought of all the times youâd tried to protect them, only to fail. and now, here you were, about to become another one of coleâs victims.
your fingers brushed against something cold and hardâ a rock, jagged and solid. you didnât think. you didnât have the time to think. your body moved on instinct, your arm swinging wide and bringing the rock down on the side of his head.
the sound was wet and final, a krrack! that seemed to echo through the field, bouncing off the stalks and the sky and the earth itself.
cole froze above you, his hands falling away from your neck, his expression slack, his eyes wide and uncomprehending. for a moment, he was just a boyâa scared sixteen-year-old boy. his mouth opening as if to speak, but no words came out. and then he crumpled, his body hitting the ground beside you with a thud that sent a shudder through your own.
you staggered back, the rock slipping from your fingers. your breath came in shallow gasps, your throat raw and burning. you stared at him, at the way his body lay twisted in the dirt, his eyes staring up at the sky, unblinking.
âcole?â you whispered, your voice breaking. âcole.â
he didnât move.
it hit you then, a wave of horror so strong it nearly made you yell. youâd killed him. youâd killed cole.
the cornfield was silent, the only sound your ragged breathing and the distant whir of cars passing occasionally on the highway. you were alone, and yet you werenât. the field was watching, the world was watching, and you could feel their eyes on you, accusing and hungry and unrelenting.
your stomach churned, bile rising in your throat, but you couldnât look away.
his blood was pooling beneath his head, dark and viscous, soaking into the dirt like ink spilling onto a page. the sight of it did something to you, something primal and terrible, like the tearing of a pomegranate, the way the seeds spilled out, red and glistening, the taste sharp and metallic. you felt that same hunger now, a gnawing ache deep in your chest, as if something inside you had been waiting for this moment, waiting to be fed.
but it wasnât just hunger. it was revulsion, too, a sickening mix of desire and disgust that made you want to scream, to run, to claw at your own skin until you felt clean again. your hands trembled as you reached out, then pulled back, unsure of what to do, of who you even were anymore.
your hands then reached back out as if making up their minds. you stared, horrified and helpless, as they extended toward coleâs still body, fingers curling into claws. they tore through the fabric of his shirt, breaking the fragile barrier of skin with a wet sound that made bile rise to the back of your throat.
but the bile didnât come, and neither did the disgust you expected earlier. instead, there was only this strange hunger.
it was euphoric, thrumming through your veins like a song youâd always known but never sung aloud. your fingers plunged deeper, seeking, finding, and ripping. there was no hesitation, no thought. just action. your hands disappeared into the cavity of his chest, the slick warmth of blood coating your skin, your nails scraping against bone.
somewhere, far away, a still-sane part of you screamed to stop, to look away, to do anything but this, but the hunger drowned out everything else.
and then your teeth joined the fray. you didnât remember when you leaned forward, when your lips pressed to his ruined chest, but suddenly you were biting, tearing, devouring. the first taste was an explosion, the metallic flavor tinged with something indescribably sweet, like burnt sugar at the edges of a flame.
it was ambrosia, a feast fit for gods, and it belonged to you.
you tore through the sinew and tissue with an ease that startled you, your jaw working like it had done this a thousand times before. blood smeared across your face, sticky and warm, running down your chin and pooling in the hollow of your throat.
you didnât give a shit about it though. all that mattered was the taste, the sensation of this humanâs flesh yielding beneath your teeth, the way his ribs opened up like a flower blooming only for you.
his heart was your favourite. you held it in your hands for a moment, its weight startlingly small, before sinking your teeth into the tender muscle. it was softer than youâd expected, almost delicate, and the flavor burst across your tongue like a symphony of everything youâd ever craved but never known how to name. your body sang with it, every nerve alight, every sense in perfect harmony.
coleâs hazel eyes came next. you couldnât stand their glassy, lifeless stare, the way they seemed to accuse you even in death. they were soft, too, yielding easily beneath your teeth, and though the taste was a little bitter, it was satisfying in a way that you hadnât expected. you chewed them slowly, the squelch of it audible as you savored each bite until there was nothing left to see, nothing left to judge you.
cole had it coming, hadnât he? the thought floated to the surface of your mind, tenuous and fragile, as if spoken by someone else entirely. heâd hurt W, tormented them, made their life a living hell. heâd hurt you, too, dragged you into this field with the intent to kill, his hands around your throat and his hatred burning in his eyes.
this was your own kind of justice, wasnât it?
and yet, as the hunger began to ebb, as the primal urge receded like a tide, the horror set in. you sat back on your heels, your hands and face slick with blood, your stomach churning with the realization of what youâd done.
coleâs bodyâor what remained of itâlay sprawled before you, unrecognizable, torn apart by your own hands and teeth.
you gagged, your body convulsing with dry retches, but nothing came up. the hunger had consumed everything, left no room for regret or revulsion to expel itself.
you pressed a shaking bloody hand to your chest, feeling the rapid thrum of your heartbeat, and fumbled for your phone with the other.
the screen blurred through tears you hadnât realized were falling, but you managed to pull up Wâs number. your fingers shook so badly you almost dropped the phone as you pressed it to your ear. the dial tone felt endless, every second stretching into eternity, until finally, Wâs voice crackled through the speaker.
âhello?â their voice was soft, hesitant, as if they could already sense something was wrong.
âW,â you choked out, your voice barely recognizable. âi n-need you. please. please come.â
âwhere are you?â their tone shifted instantly, concern overtaking caution. âwhat happened? are you okay?â
âthe cornfield,â you said, your words tumbling out in a rush. âsomewhere near the gas station which has the neon signs. coleâs car is there. please, justâjust come. i canâtââ your voice broke, a sob escaping before you could stop it.
âhey, hey, itâs okay,â W said quickly, their voice soothing, though you could hear the edge of panic creeping in. âiâm on my way. stay there, okay? donât move.â
the call ended, and you were left alone again, the silence of the field becoming all too much. you looked down at your hands, at the blood smeared across your skin, the pieces of coleâs flesh that clung to your nails, and your stomach twisted.
you couldnât move. all you could do was wait, the hunger still lurking at the edges of your mind, a shadow that promised it wasnât finished with you quite yet.
W gripped the steering wheel tightly, their knuckles pale and fingers trembling as they pushed the old sedan past the speed limit. the engine groaned in protest, but they didnât care. you were out there, somewhere, and you needed them. that was the only thought that mattered, drowning out the rush of adrenaline, the fear gnawing at the edges of their mind.
their sapphire blue eyes scanned the evening road ahead, headlights cutting through the sudden thick fog that clung to the landscape.
the gas station came into view first, a dimly lit beacon with its neon lights, and then after driving past it for a couple more minutesâthere it was. the blue corvette. it gleamed faintly under the flicker of a dying streetlamp, its ostentatious frame a cruel reminder of the boy whoâd tormented them for years.
W gulped, their hands briefly tightening on the wheel. a part of them wanted to turn back, to leave cole and everything he represented behind, but they shoved the thought aside. you were out there. you were in danger.
if they were going to be brave for anyone, it would be for you.
they parked a little ways down the road, their chuck taylors almost slipping on the wet asphalt as they stepped out into the night.
the rain had begun to fall in earnest now, a steady drizzle that dampened their hair and clothes within seconds. they wiped their hands against their jeans, steeling themselves, and followed the faint drag marks leading into the cornfield.
the stalks towered over them, swaying in the breeze and slapping against their skin as they pushed through. every creak and rustle was amplified by the silence of the evening, but W ignored it, their focus narrowing to the path ahead.
they could hear something now, soft and brokenâyour voice. crying.
they quickened their pace, the corn whipping against their face, leaving red welts on their cheeks. each step brought new fear, new scenarios conjured by their racing mind. what if cole had hurt you? what if heâd dragged you into the field and left you for dead? what ifâ
but what they found wasnât what theyâd expected.
W froze, their breath catching in their throat as they stumbled into the clearing. you were there, lying in the dirt, your shoulders hunched and shaking as you sobbed. blood covered youâyour face, your hands, your clothesâand it didnât seem to be yours. it stained the earth around you, pooled in dark puddles, smeared across your mouth like some grotesque parody of a smile.
and then there was cole. or what was left of him, to be precise.
his body lay crumpled nearby, torn open, half-eaten. his chest was a ruin of gore, ribs splintered and jutting out like jagged teeth. his faceâwhat remained of itâwas twisted in a rictus of terror: lower jaw torn off and missing, ears half-bitten, empty eye sockets.
Wâs stomach lurched, bile rising in their throat, but they swallowed it down.
âoh god,â they whispered, their voice barely audible over the sound of the rain.
you looked up then, your bloodstained face contorted with grief and fear.
âelmo,â you choked out, the nickname slipping past your lips like you were five again. âi didnât mean to. i donât know what happened. i didnâtââ
W didnât let you finish. they crossed the distance between you in three long strides, dropping to their knees in the mud. they wrapped their arms around you, pulling you close despite the blood, despite the gore, despite everything.
âitâs okay,â they murmured, their voice shaking but steady enough for your sake. âitâs okay. iâve got you. youâre okay.â
you sobbed into their shoulder, your fingers clutching at their shirt as if you could anchor yourself to them, as if they were the only thing keeping you tethered to the earth.
âi didnât want to,â you whispered. âi didnât want to do this. it wasnât my fault.â
âi know,â W said, even as their mind reeled. they couldnât stop staring at coleâs body, at the brutality youâd left behind, but they forced the thoughts away. you needed them right now, and that was all that mattered.
the rain had begun to fall harder, washing away the blood from your skin and theirs, mixing it with the mud beneath you. W gently cupped your face, their thumb brushing away the streaks of red that the rain hadnât reached.
âlisten to me,â they said, their tone firmer now. youâd never seen them so serious and determined. âyouâre coming home with me, okay? my aunt and uncle are out of town. weâll get you cleaned up, and weâll figure out what to do next. together.â
you nodded, your eyes wide and glassy, like a childâs. âwhat aboutâŚâ you trailed off, glancing at coleâs body, your expression crumpling with fresh grief.
W followed your gaze, their stomach twisting.
âit looks like an animal attack,â they said slowly, the words tasting foreign in their mouth. âthere are wolves out here. bears, too. weâll let the rain do the rest. nobody has to know.â
you nodded again, but your hands still trembled as you tried to wipe the blood from them. W reached into their pocket, pulling out a handkerchief, and started cleaning your face as best they could. the fabric turned red almost instantly, but they didnât stop until most of the blood was gone.
the rain was on your side, washing away the restâyour footprints, the drag marks, the blood trail leading to the clearing. W pulled you to your feet, steadying you as you swayed, and wrapped an arm around your shoulders.
they led you back to the car, their mind racing. they werenât sure what to think, what to feel.
cole was dead, and a part of themâa small, shameful partâfelt relief. he couldnât hurt them anymore. he couldnât hurt you. but the sight of you covered in blood, the memory of his mangled body⌠it would stay with them forever.
for now, though, they pushed it all aside. they focused on getting you to the car, on getting you home, on making sure you were okay. the rest could wait.
the rest would have to wait.
#well...#i think i cooked too much here#W is 100% gonna match MCâs freak tho đ#âbones and allâ is one of my fav movies ever so i got too excited with the prompt#um part 2 anyone?#also lemme know if i should tone down on the gore đ#tw: cannibalism#cw: cannibalism#cw: gore#if: the ballad of the young gods#interactive fiction#interactive novel#interactive story#twine wip#ro: w ostendorf#ro scenarios
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Hiiii ! Just wanted to say I *love* your art, it is so so good !! All your drawings make me lie down irl because of how good they are !!
(also please use this ask as an excuse to post more Erebus boys art if you have any/want to make more. I love them and would love to see more of them in your artstyle <3)
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Haiii pookie ty!!! 𫶠im glad you are enjoying the cold boys!
I shall abuse this ask to post the ladies!
#my art#the terror#so uhh the erebus girlies are very much different in vibes drom the terror girlies imo#drunk dundy and jamie jumpscare#also gore and fairholme jumpscare part 2#also also video jumpscare#so many jumpscares#im normal please believe me#james fairholme#graham gore#james fitzjames#also to everyone saying in tags I understand Hodgson: I DO NOT IM MAKING THIS SHIT UP HELP đđ#henry le vesconte
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anyways . silly thing
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#lg doodles#animatic#i want it done.get out of here u stupid dog#ITS CHEESY.IM SORRY ! IMSORRY <embarrassed .truly#but i think. a gf revival would not be complete w/o me trying my hand at a shitty animatic. this 1 is for me dwg#as annoying as the whole process was it was kind of fun ngl. . like ive never been good at keeping a consistent style or chara model#and this was rly good practice for that .. i think looking at it now its like. no its crazxy its insane bc i dont ever want to do it again#at least in the immediate future but watching it back im like ok well.icouldve at least done that better. or tried to loosen up my vp and#made it feel less flat . <thats the devil talking & trying to get u back in on it.thats what i mean liike its fun but its evil and tiring#also im so creatively burnt out ik i couldve done so many fun ciphord gore things but i ug a 'shrug' pff 'shrug' i ?. yk#if only i didnt have the disposition to want to finish everything in one sitting. i think thats why i like static illustration#more bc u get more like. topical variety in a shorter amt of time u feel. anyways i remember hearing this song 4 the first time and in#my need to apply everything ever to my hyperfix i was like omg crop circles soo stanford lol. omg a deal he made when he was young.. & no#it doesnt feel so great does it .. (ciphordd)..then the eyes & fate i was alr convinced but when it got 2 the stanley part ab the taking hi#fathers brothers name i was like ok well fuck filbrick 1 . but rewritten for canon events anyways HELLO???????? AND U WILL DIE THE SAMEE?#much cooler version is still stuck in my head but i hope that u can get the same rudimentary vision i have
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for such is the price of knowledge
(based on my headcanon that ford has a prosthetic eye)
#ford no depth perception king he can see hummingbird colours but canât tell how far away objects are#this was originally gonna be part of a much longer comic but i got burnt out on it lmao so yâall just get this#maybe iâll finish it one day it was essentially just mabel discovering ford has a prosthetic eye and asking how it happens cut to this page#and then maybe a panel of ford staring wistfully at the bill stained glass in the shack or smthn#really tried to push myself with working with limited contrasting colours on this one neon blood is harder than it looks to pull off#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#billford#ford pines#stanford pines#bill cipher#the book of bill#journal 3#cw: gore#eye trauma#cw: eye trauma
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Chapter 2: Welcome to Gotham!
Warnings: A little bit of blood, breakdown and emotional distress.
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After finally closing up the last wound, Clockwork took a moment to look over his work. All of the young Halfaâs wounds have been sealed and treated with diluted ectoplasm. It was only enough to make the injuries look a week old at best but it will have to do.
The Ancient lifted his staff and in one swift movement ripped a hole in the fabric of reality. CW then carefully cradled Danny in his arms. Then both the Ancient and the Halfa stepped into the portal.
On the other side, they were met with an emaciated woman clad in a red and black Victorian dress accompanied by a small rose decorated matching hat. In her hand a small umbrella made of lace and what seemed to be black clouds.Â
Her delicate snow white skin furrowed by ink black veins. Her blood red lips striking against the pallor of her face were pursed in worry. Her eyes, even while covered by her laced black veil, didnât hide her apprehension.
The womanâs dressâs neckline was fashioned in the silhouette of a bat. Pearls scattered like falling stars across the red and black folds of the garment. Her waist encased in a tight bodice was embellished by small golden coins and feathers. The red fishtail spilling on the ground lazily trailing after its mistress.
The woman bowed her head, greeting the Ancient and his charge.
âLord Clockwork.â Her raspy yet somehow suave voice resonated into the night.
âLady Gotham.â He responded while slightly dipping his head down.
The city spirit glanced at the boy in the otherâs arm. His bandaged form and torn clothes were not what first captured her attention. What truly horrified her was the state of the young Halfaâs core. Wrapped and cracked, barely a breath away from breaking and ceasing to exist.
Her own aching at the view, screaming at her to take the boy, wrap him in a bundle of blankets and nurse/guard him until at full health.
Being ended was reserved to the lowest of the low. It was a last resort that should only be used should the offender be irredeemable and too dangerous to be contained. To think that this almost happened and still could to her own king and one so young.
It was nauseating.
Lady Gotham forced herself to look away, turning her attention back to Clockwork.
âI assume he is the charge you want to bring into my care.â
âHe is.â Clockwork responded.
The woman nodded, the smoke and black clouds in her umbrella spreading around her.
âThen if you will follow me.â
Lady Gotham faded and became one with the smog. The black mass zooming towards Midtown Gotham, the ancient of time on its heels.
They soon arrived in front of a small but clean apartment building. The two ghosts phased through the wall of the top floor only to be greeted by the view of a spacious yet cozy loft.
The unit was furnished with all the necessary furniture, non-ecto-contaminated food already stocked in the fridge. The space was designed in order to facilitate Danielâs recovery. The boy would already be going through hell with his recovery and grief; it was best not to add insult to injury.
The city spirit having taken back physical form, leads Clockwork towards the bed on the second floor of the loft.
Once inside, the Ancient carefully sets Danny down on the bed and slowly covers him with a soft blanket. He then produced a pen and a neon green notepad from who knows where and started writing.
Lady Gotham approached the ghost.
âLord ClockWork, pardon my intrusion, but wouldnât it be best for you to explain the situation to the young king face to face.â
Clockwork paused.
âYoung Daniel is too unstable to be dealing with the emotional distress my presence would bring. He has been hurt enough as it is.â
âThose excuses are nothing but the words of a coward.â
âPardon me?â
âYou are not. Are you truly running away in order to protect the boy or are you doing so to save yourself?â
ââŚâ
âTell me, Lord Clockwork. When the young king awakens, would he prefer to be met with an insincere apology letter from a coward or the genuine words of a man admitting to his mistakes?â
Clockwork couldnât even utter a word.He didnât have any excuse to defend himself. The city spirit was right.
âYour words are as sharp as ever, old friend.â
âI speak nothing but the truth, Master of Time. However, it seems to me that you are already set on your decision.â
âI-â
âI hope in your interest that you made the right choice.â The Lady snapped.
The woman turned away but not without leaving a few departing words.
âOr that at least you are prepared to face the consequences.â
Lady Gotham disappeared in a whirlwind of smog.
Clock work turned back to Daniel watching as his face scrunched up when the old ghost brushed a strand of hair away from his face.
His old core flared with parental love.
He looked so peaceful, as if nothing ever went wrong. However, In just a few hours, he would wake up and reality would come crashing down.
His bright and joyous protegee. The one he couldnât help but adore every version of. The one he subconsciously adopted as his own child.
Clockwork couldnât. He just couldnât bring himself to face the hatred and pain his pupil would inevitably direct at him.
Gotham was right.
The Master of Time set down the notepad on the night table
He was a coward.
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*A few hours later*
As the first few rays of sunshine broke through Gothamâs thick smog, a young black and white haired boy slowly woke up from his slumber.
It was comfortable, the soft fluffy blanket brushing against his achy skin. The warmth that comes with being cocooned in the safety of your own bed. Danny didnât want to open his eyes. But he needed to wake up, in just a few moments Jazz would come knocking at his door to drag him to school.
The soft familiar knock never came, but the memories sure did.
Danny snapped his eyes open. Tears threatening to fall.
Clockwork -LiaR- ,the reveal, the capture -BeTraYaL-, the experiments -PaIN-, Jazz, Sam, Tucker,-PAINPAINPAIN mY FauLT- the wails, blood, explosion, death -MurDEreR!-, pain, Core breaking, burning, melting- PAIN PAIN PAIN! I ShOuLD be DeAD!-.
The Halfa now fully awake kicked the blanket enveloping him away and tried to get out of the bed.
His legs still injured and unable to support his weight gave out and he collapsed on the wooden floor in a heap.
The sharp pain of jolting his injuries and face planting further cemented to Danny that he wasnât dreaming and that the nightmare was fully real.
â...noâŚNONONONONONO! Please, no! Please! I BEG YOU! PLEASE! JAZZ, TUCK, SAM PLEASE! DONT BE REAL! PLEASE!â Danny tried to say, but the only thing that came out were erratic breaths that could vaguely be associated with words. His damaged throat made it impossible to even breathe without it flaring in pain.
Choked and pained sobs filled the once silent room.
The young Halfa still collapsed on the floor cried , slowly curling up on himself hugging his knees.
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See you next time!
#dcxdp#dp x dc#dpxdc#angst#chapter 2#Poppyrwrites!#ghost king danny#cw blood#cw: gore#tw grief#No you cant sue me#How can I deal the most emotional damage#This chapter is so so#lady gotham#took my outline and shattered it by her mere presence#Emotional damage danny#danny needs a hug#clockwork needs a hug#Lady Gotham takes no shit#She has had enough emotional constipation with her knight#Lady Gotham cannot interfere too much but trust me she and will make it worth it#let the show begin#it gets worse before it gets better#angst my sweet angst#family prompts#I am tired part 3#I wrote this days ago but forgot to post it#I suck at dialogues
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Y'know, as much as I want to see multiple episodes-worth of everyday friendship things and Beach(y)-episode nonsense, I have to admit that my train of thought today was actually inspired more by the thought of The Lads (TM) clashing.
More specifically, it came from remembering this gem of a scene from that very earliest pilot script in which it's not Irving who reprimands Manson for his refusal to enter the hold but Dundy (who is also described in the script as "impatient and shrill")
Isn't that just so fascinating?! Le Vesconte actively displaying callousness and poor judgement right from the get-go? Gore even being a bit antagonistic in the way he belittles Dundy as he leaves? It's such a fascinating thing to me and it changes everything!
#Part of it is also my personal dislike of the common fandom idea of Terror = Depression-Boat and Erebus = Party-Boat#It is of course largely a joke but still#There's so much going on for both crews#And I think you can miss that if you buy too much into that dichotomy#Just some more thoughts anyway#The Terror#The Terror AMC#Graham Gore#Henry Le Vesconte#Dundy#Terror Script
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can you remember being born? were you born at all
#my art#kuron vld#vld kuron#vld#this is sorta a companiom piece to the haggar one i posted recently#also. just now realising the perfect timing of posting that drawing on MOTHERS DAY of all possible days#i swear i didnt plan that. didnt even cross ny mind?? but its neat ig#this drawing is pretty simple but i really like how it turned out!!!#it was meant to evoke those infographics of human fetus development#its wrong. there should be middle stages between a fetus and a fully grown adult man. but theres nothing there.#like. he had no childhood or anything. he just woke up as a full ass guy. theres no middle point between a mindless clump of cells and him.#no infant. no child. no teenager. just kuron.#this is wrong and unnatural and it shouldnt have happened but it did#the part of him that looks the most alive is the bloody arm. his life depends on it. hes nothing without it.#sigh. i have so much to say abt this piece and i feel like its pretty barebones and simple tbh#but i still cant put into words what i mean!!!!! i am trying and failing!!! argghhhhhhhhg. whateverr#i have THOUGHTS about this but a weird ramble is all youre gonna get folks. maybe one day il write a small coherent analysis of this thing#he will never escape haggar. he was not meant to. hes asleep and clueless and hell never wake up#he wont ever become more than what was planned for him. and he doesnt even know#blood#gore#i guess. not really gore. more like viscera and flesh?#kuronposting
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𼡠Ninja of Ninja đĽˇ
#hurricaneger#sentai#when i watched hurri it was the oldest season i'd seen so every last one of these cameos went over my head lmao#but going back and watching them again once i've finished a new season is something that brings me a whole heap of happiness#one day i'll watch ohranger/timeranger and finally i will have achieved the peak shurikenger experience#the best parts of all these cameos are tiny shorts matoi + gavan poses#also red racer and mega blue are at their absolute prettiest in their respective episodes#everyone should watch hurricaneger please its annoying and its stupid and i love it very very much#the cameos (top to bottom left to right) are:#GoRed - (strongest battle shurikenger) - Red Racer#TimeYellow - MegaRed - MegaBlue#FiveRed - Shishi Ranger - Blue Racer#Battle Kenya/DenziBlue - (shurikengers VA Taiki Matsuno) - OhRed#<3 <3 <3
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barbie doll gore mod where you can do his hair and put him in situations. it's exactly the same mod
#my routine is i wake up and i draw a gore who looks different from gore and also different from every other gore ive ever drawn#and then i play skyrim until my laptop fan sounds like it's gonna explode đ#gore skyrim#skyrim gore#gore mod#doll implies a lack of agency but tbh it doesn't feel like that since as a companion he clearly will call you on shit/take responsibility#can't believe how much he claims his own decisions past and present. galaxy brain necessity but also that is so fucking tough on a person#i just replayed blood ties for the first time to see how the other choices go and hooooo boy those consequences are immediate and dire#also the dialogue is so realistically subtle#parts i wasn't sure exactly what he meant before bc he trailed off clicked this time nd holy shit.#so much gets conveyed in those relatively brief convos#i can't wait until im a high enough lvl for vigilant#zivs
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#mouthwashing#artists on tumblr#fanart#cw blood#cw: gore#mouthwashing fanart#my artwork#captain curly#this song reminds me so much of Jim and his narcissistic tendencies#this part especially#but also the whole song in general#the song is This Hurts by MSI#i don't support the lead singer ofc
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Forget-Me-Not || Eddsworld AU || Part 1
Diclaimer: ⢠This AU includes TomTord/TordTom and EddMatt/MattEdd! ⢠TW: Gore, "Death", Angst [Yes, there will be comfort!]
If this AU actually gets bigger I might make a blog for it but for now it stays on my main! If my english doesn't turn out to be the best, I'm german so YEAH-
#pittycrybaby#pittycrybabytom#eddmatt#mattedd#tordtom#tomtord#forget-me-not#forget me not#forget-me-not au#forget me not au#fmn au#fmn ew au#ew au#eddsworld au#eddsworld edd#eddsworld tom#eddsword fmn#this will include so much angst it might be cringe#be warned i swear#part three will have gore in it#im not far with this au yet#im thinking about the story as i go!!#enjoy!!!!!#designs may change#artstyle def changes#i might not even color all so dont come for me when its black and white haha#eddsworld
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ok ok i have another way to word my thots about the movies thus far:
i think Art is pretty iconic design wise. Im not against gory slashers I think we should have more of those and I like that a series so "shocking" is doing so well...its more like.
The franchise establishes pretty immediately that it's not Serious...as mentioned the first movie has a naked woman sawed in half from crotch down so idk how you'd even make it to the 3rd one without knowing How It Is. But with how the first one barely has any plot, and the second one has A Bit More but drags on and on...its like... SO FAR (because I haven't seen the 3rd one) these movies aren't Fun to watch ykwim.
I know Saw isn't a good comparison bc its a different genre within horror but the franchise really is like a telenovela... its so stupid (good) and it has lots to complain about and pick at in the FUN way, like poking fun at peepaw and his warehouses and home depot purchases, going "are you kidding me thats so dumb" at that scene where hoffman manages to be snuck into the station in a body bag to start killing people. Varuous moments of stupid ass dialogue writing. Im not saying it cant be boring or unliked but i think it has a good balance of everything (eyerolling moments, plot, "lighthearted" and humorous moments, intentional or not) even if its not a masterpiece in the writing department.
And that's just within the series, I usually avoid bringing up fandom bc that's obviously a different beast I rarely even touch but its more about how its fandom actually has that foundation to go off of. Like you know enough about peepaw's backstory and such to springboard off of, regardless of it being good or not
Here it's like man there's a hot cool clown, lots of gore, really corny and cornily acted out writing, and its not even FUN? đ 2 movies (again I haven't made it to the 3rd) and I wouldn't watch them again, not because of the gore but because despite not being serious, reinforced by that very drawn out over the top kill in the second one, it's not even fun... you cant even attach to the silly dialogue because the whole rest of the movie is a drag. Does this make sense? It's like. Everything combined to make it Not Fun. Whereas at least with Saw you can start joking about how someone just wasn't trying hard enough to win peepaw's foundationally silly ass "you tried to kill yourself now you're in the try not to kill yourself" trap.
It's at odds with itself. I've seen like one Halloween movie and can barely even remember it but I know all the jokes about outrunning Michael Myers (and that cat and mouse is also Fun)...theres also like 50 of those movies I KNOW theyre probably also fun to watch and complain about the absurdity... I think the issue here might also be the straightforwardness and point A point B of it all. There's not really much anyone can do against Art, which is fine, some saw traps are literally unwinnable after all. But Terrifier doesn't even give you the chance to, like, boast about how you definitely could have survived the Silence Circle trap because you're not an idiot... it's just not Fun. To me.
I think Art himself is fun and the corny dialogue are fun. I'll even go ahead and say the gore is fun because again like come on the clown literally rips a guys cock off its Absurd... but they seem to be trapped in movie(s) that so far aren't fun
#long post#talkys#i think this is a better way of wording it bc with my previous arguments i feel trying to go against certain allegations just reinforces em#like i could talk all day about how im not here to add to the moral panic about the gore in these movies yet someone will always think that#actually the case because of how i talked about it#so lets NOT talk about the gore this time#because genuinely and truly that was not my issue with it and its not the movies' issue either#like do u understandddd the clown is genuinely so hot i WANT TO LIKE THE FILMS SO BAD#but theyre not fun i would not rewatch them thus far even tho they do have the good little moments#i like the đŻđ part in the second movie when art is ''buying'' the horn it made me laugh#i liked the clown cafe song + sequence etc#i think about rewatching em and my though isnt ''omg no the gore was too much :('' its jesus that went on for FOREVER#the movie has relief to give you in the form of its main horror entity and it DOESNT GIVE IT TO YOU
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you will return to the hospital bed
febuwhump day 8: bleeding out
fandom: life series smp
part of my series six billion moths flying toward it, which begins in a war-ravaged world that grian manages to escape from, bringing the evo members with him to their own world, where they have infinite respawns and peace.
cw: mild gore, violence, war
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Jimmy isnât the best soldier.
âLeft! Left!â
He isnât the best marksman, yeah, but he also isnât very agile, but heâs also Deaf and can never really tell whoâs giving out instructions and what for (at this point, heâs really just cannon fodder, which is . . . not a nice thought).
Is the general yelling at him or someone else?
Thereâs really no way to know, but Jimmy just hopes heâs following orders and crawls left, his hands scraping against exposed tree roots and little chunks of dirt and rock. Heâs just in timeâa shell lands close to where he just was, blowing apart the ground with an earth-rattling explosion.
Whoever is behind Jimmy shoves him to the ground to get over him, Jimmyâs chin knocking against the dirt, a knee digging into his kidney. He bites back whatever he wants to yell at the soldier; the first rule of war is no in-fighting while youâre in an active battle.
He hates the trenches. Maybe one of these days, heâll finally contract trench fever and heâll be able to get out of all this.
Grian promised to get him out, but it doesnât look like itâs gonna happen. Heâs been here forâwhat, two years? Too long. There isnât a clean escape route; heâs either going to have to get injured or sick or heâs going to have to die.
He should probably poke his head up and take a shot anywhere he can, just to do something. Theyâre all hiding in their own trenches, though, waiting for him to do just that. He sure isnât going to be the first person to check if they can take a quick shot. Thatâs how you die in this business.
He hates this. He hates how commonplace itâs become to just be shot at, yet how scared he is to this day every time he marches out.
Heâs been here all day, choking on gunsmoke and trying to see through teary eyes, a miserable existence when any day could be his last.
âWeâre gonna die,â someone cries outâJimmy canât tell who or from where, especially with all the explosions and gunshots going on, but he just ignores it and keeps crawling through the dirt, the hot sun pounding down on his shoulders.
He tries, at least, but before he can go far, someone grabs his leg by the ankle and pulls.
Jimmy spins aroundâitâs another soldier, of course, a man probably close to his age or younger, and he looks terrified. His face is almost green under the dirt and soot, his eyes wide and bloodshot, tears and sweat streaking down his cheeks.
âWeâre gonna die,â he says. âIâI canâtâIâm just a kid, dude, I gotta get out of here!â
Jimmy knows that feeling. The shock, the overwhelming fear, the sense of displacement. Itâs never quite left him, and to this day he feels all jittery and awful and scared in every battle that he gets sent out to fight in, but he doesnât know how to tell the kid that heâll be okay when there isnât any guarantee that he will be.
Jimmyâs seen people die. Friends, bunkmates, shot as they crouched right beside him and were just slightly less lucky than he. Thereâs a good chance that this kidâ
Thereâs so much yelling, he canât even think, but he canât distinguish any of the voices or anything andâ
BLAM!
Jimmy has a moment of blinding whiteâ
Of redâ
Of looking down at himself and thinking, oh, thatâs way too much blood to be healthy.
Of looking down at himself and realizing that most of his body was missing.
That he simply does not have legs, and he can see into his stomach, and one of his arms is mostly blown off, part of the bone of his upper arm sticking out of dirty, bloody flesh.
Beside him, where his arm should be, is the head of that kid, his eyelids still fluttering.
Jimmy has another moment, where he breathes and it feels wrong, where heâs hit by blinding pain and disgust and horror all at once, where he feels his heart try to leap out of his chest, where he tries to scream but blood just gurgles out of a hole in his throat.
Heâsâthereâs so much bloodâhe didnâtâ
Everyone always says that your life flashes before your eyes when you die. All Jimmy sees, though, is the house he grew up in.
His home there, the evening growing late, children playing in the front yard to catch moths in jars as they flock toward the porchlight, his mother poking her head through the curtains to make sure theyâre safe.
Heâs floating away, like a balloon released, watching the scene grow smaller and smaller below him.
Then it all fades away into a near-silent high-pitched squeal, and nausea washed over all the pain and Jimmyâs vision goes grainy then blinks out completely.
He falls into darkness, and he doesnât return.
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The darkness is calm. Quiet, with little specks of light scattered throughout.
Jimmy wasnât brought up believing in an afterlife, and he kind of thought that when he died, he wouldnât have any sort of consciousness. His code would split up and tie itself back into the universe, and that would be that.
This . . . this doesnât feel like that.
Why is he here? Not, like, physically (he isnât sure heâs anywhere physically), but heâs definitely somewhere to some extent, and heâs not sure how he feels about it.
He doesnât like it, he decides a moment later, as the darkness begins to weigh heavily on him. How does it feel like that, like itâs absolutely suffocating him, like he canât breathe, when he doesnât have a body to react to any sort of pressure?
Then it weighs down more, and more, and it hurtsâ
It hurts his legs, so badly that he wants to scream, building up and up and upâand his arm, and his stomach, and his chest, and head, and hands, and throatâ
Thereâs a sound, then, something thatâs like the high-pitched whine of his death, echoing through his ears and it hurts just as badly as everything else, like his hearing aids are malfunctioning worse than they ever have.
There are voices beyond it. People are talking past the pain, past the noise, and Jimmy strains to breathe and manages it.
Heâs breathing?
His eyelids feel way too heavy. He canât open them, he canât see a thing, he canât do anything.
It hurts. Every part of him is in agony, and he gasps for breath again and again and eventually realizes that the awful whine in his ears is coming from his own throat.
Whatâs happening? Heâhe died, didnât he, didnât he die?
He blew up, his body was a collection of bits, chunks of flesh scattered across the trench, and he can only remember that and smell the blood and dirt and gunpowder and he shouldnât be aliveâ
He pushes.
He pushes to open his eyes, even though itâs the most difficult thing that heâs ever done, and his vision is flooded with too-bright light and he immediately closes them again.
A voice says something.
His skin hurts, the actual skin of his chestâand then thereâs something cold on his pec and Jimmy jolts, which just sends another wave of pain across his whole body.
He opens his eyes againâeasier, this timeâand squints against the brightness, trying to focus on the dark shape hovering over him.
Itâs a person, who is touching him, and Jimmy blinks and blinks until he gets some kind of focus through the blurriness.
He can see their lips, at least, which helps him to understand what theyâre saying.
âThere we go, youâre all right. Youâre back.â
Jimmy canât speak. He tries, swallows, but words wonât come out in any intelligible form.
Some strange rasp comes out of his mouth, and the personâa doctor?ânods.
âLungs sound good,â they say, moving off his chest. âDo you remember what happened?â
Jimmy shakes his head, a slight side-to-side movement.
Well, he kind of does. He remembers dying. He remembers being dead.
âYouâve been respawned,â the doctor says slowly. âSomeone high-up must think youâre worth it. â
They clap him on the shoulder, a flood of agony surging out from the contact, and stand, turning away to fiddle with a blanket draped over Jimmyâs legs (his legs?). âYou should . . . get back in the fight soon. Take a day to rest here . . . sure that everything went well.â
Respawn. A forgone conclusion; nobody ever got respawned. Not unless they were the best of the best, and Jimmy certainly wasnât that. He can aim a gun and pull the trigger, butâ
Heâs . . . heâs Deaf. Why would they want him?
He died.
He knows why he got respawned.
He also knows he shouldnât have been.
There are so many better people, so many skilled soldiers and tacticians and able-bodied people who have diedâlike the kid in the trench with him, who got hit by the same shell.
It shouldnât have been him. It shouldnât have been him, not when itâs millions of dollars just for one respawn. Heâs already damaged, he isnât good at anything, he was so completely dead and he just wants to lie down and let the darkness take him again.
He was dead.
It isnât right to be back. It doesnât feel right; it feels like heâs been dragged unwilling from his grave, all his pieces forced back together and shoved into a uniform. He doesnâtâhe doesnât want to be here. He shouldnât have been brought back.
It probably should have been anyone else.
But Jimmyâs back, now, and he has to stop hurting and get back to the fight.
He doesnât have another choice.
#febuwhump2025#febuwhumpday8#jimmy solidarity#trafficblr#evo smp#like i guess??#this is kind of pre-fandom for each thing#cw mild gore#technically we're in the yandere high school world rn but there is none of that happening#life series#six billion moths#mas writes#this is why jimmy hates explosions so much in this au btw#i really see jimmy and go is anyone gonna put him through it and not wait for an answer#also this takes place like 2-3 weeks before the first part of the story#so yeah. jimmy's having a time of it#if i had a nickel for every time i wrote about jimmy being brought back to life and having a crisis over it#i'd have two nickels. which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice#lmk what you think#love you guys
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a power of peace and healing//your bones run strong
I spent a very long time trying to work out a Stone design and I'm still not settled! I'm sure like my other humanizations of Fallen London entities, I'll come up with a few <3
#blood cw#gore cw#fallen london#fallen london spoilers#whoooo wants to hear my design thoughtsssssss okay so#I colour selected from her art. she's mostly brown but there's a pale peach colour I've chosen to adopt#I think pale orange/pink works well for stone! pastel is like a half colour innit. she's a half judgement. a softer light#she has 'mountain limbs' referenced there's no reason to give her only two#esp since one of her parents is a crab. they're kinda hooved/claws/roots to reflect both her and baz#the outfit and part of the pastels is also that Stone is.... a princess kind of. i wanted to invoke that!#no one would call her this but the idea of 'maiden hidden where she can't be seen secret child of the king' is like. Her#maidens locked away often have pointy hats too. like mountains. solved it. all the neath mysteries. i won#she has cracked and the wound obviously because. folks. stop mining her! stop seeking immortality!! CHILL!!!#she's PROBABLY HAS cursed people but she's overall all ALRIGHT and in a TOUGH SITUATION okay. her dad fucking yeeted her into the dirt#oh she has tears of flint on her face. chose orange eyes bc Remembered Sunlight and blue for the Sky. half-lidded because half-sun.#as the monarch of monsters and princess of Shame I wanted her to look notably Different while not being the biggest deal of the design#you will probably notice the wound before the many odd legs or singular arm. she's way more human than my baz designs too#bc like. ONE WAY you can interpret Stone is to place her in Victorian London. The king has a bastard he is ashamed of at birth and hides he#anyway. other stone ideas are much more garden themed. cat themed. put her in a cat sweater
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more corpse mapicc things :3
his body is constantly in a state of rotting and healing itself, with new wounds opening and closing in a matter of minutes. he has to kill things and take their energy in order to not be consumed by the rot.
as much of his body is covered in bandages as possible. he does this to hide potential weak points caused by rot wounds from his enemies and it helps keep his body intact.
he is not just one creature and his body will shift from one to the next with him having no control over it. in order to stay humanesqe, he must keep killing.
he cannot truly die until he no longer gains from creatures around him, so his deaths work by opponents stopping him from fighting. this normally results in his body being cut up and split apart. tnt is very effective against him.
low hearts make the effects of the rot much worse.
certain players have different effects on him after he kills them based on their own afflictions. this can be either helpful or hurtful.
#i love corpse mapicc sooooo much hes so silly and fun ^w^#also. last note. coughs. zam has abilities similar to that of gapples. coming out of dupe war mapicc was at his strongest because of that.#zam betraying and leaving was like taking away part of mapiccs life#theyre so fucking toxic i love it#rambles#devotion posting#cat posting#corpse mapicc#gore#gore cw#hcs
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