#so ive found a muse!
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so i just drew some props (a bit of armour)
Epic, what have you done to me
#babbling australet#so ive found a muse!#memo: update athena's design#cant give poseidon a better outfit than hers im ashamed
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"dude its not that embarassing to rewatch some creepypasta stuff you liked as a teenager" the character i imprinted on like a baby duck at 16 was a demon from new jersey that acts like the humanization of every offspring song and canonically listens to scissor sisters. His favorite color is purple and his favorite pokemon are gengar and haunter. He leaves people notes with emojis on them. He acts like a beetlejuice scare actor at halloween horror nights. His catchphrase is "feeling sassy?" Hes (allegedly) worked with every war criminal throughout history and been every serial killer. even the gay ones. He ate a baby. His animal motif is a rabbit. Hes kind of based off the donnie darko rabbit. He almost exclusively wears merchandise of the quentin tarantino movie death proof. He talks to his cats in a baby voice. He wears a white fedora that makes every video he wears it in feel dated by like 7 years. Hes 5'3. Sometimes he barks like a dog. Hes from new jersey. He hacked a girls tumblr blog so he could post about how awesome he is. He added a laugh track over a video of him killing people. He named a chainsaw rex. He torments people by playing frank sinatra at them. His name comes from an animal collective song. His creator drew his "true form" as a giant buff wolf bug anthro. Theres a (semi)canon blog entry where he makes the speakers blare rob zombie before he enters a room, then holds a guy at gunpoint to describe what he did to to him while "making sure to leave in all the cool parts". The guy hes possessing has radioactive blood. He tried for 2 whole minutes to pick up a bottle of ketchup with a grabby hand. Hes kind of suicidal.He can be reasonably compared to pretty much every major tumblr sexyman. His actor has gone on record saying heath ledgers joker inspired his acting choices. His creators were too attached to him to permanently kill him at the end of the series. Sometimes his voice gets distorted and it makes him sound like bill ciphers first year on HRT. Hes basically like my artistic muse. For some fucking reason i associate the song cake by the ocean with him. I firmly believe that if everymanhybrid didn't require a masters degree in creepypasta autism to comprehend, he would've caused more teenage stabbings than the slenderman incident and more kin war tumblr scenarios than nagito komaeda.
#slenderverse#everymanhybrid#emh#speakeasies#emh habit#habit everymanhybrid#habit emh#and the problem is that every new fan of the series is like#teenagers who like columbine#so i cant even make friends in those circles#because im fucking 24#like im almost ten years older than some of u omfg???#so#he IS that embarassing and thank GOD emh is niche#okay so#he is embarassing but emh is not embarassing it is not cringe its oomf#emh is genuinley one of the coolest found footage diy low budget horrors ive ever seen#genuinely would love to make found footage bc of the impact it had on me#anyway i really did imprint on him like a babyduck#i was a baby trans guy that didnt know it yet rewatching the :D video with absolutely nobody to talk about it with#like huh hope that doesn't affect me in the future :)#it did#spoiler 17 yo me thats why you watched :D three times in secret#it's not because you're trans. It's because you're a sicko#Despite it all hes essentially my artistic muse.
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what do you mean. mom what do you mean
#ffxiv#ffxiv wol#kiril tag#a/n time LOL#building up little mundane things that don't matter to the main plot is just!!#its like im playing dnd with. myself. giving Kiril bits n pieces is so much fun!!!#ive been in such a creative rut im so happy to have found a muse again#that being said#unless absolutely necessary i will not be making canon typical dialogue youuuuu can't make me. i have to be funny above all else
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genuine question but is there any fandom where a character is well written by the majority. im thinking about fandom culture and the spread of frustration when people dont write characters well but. honestly in all the fandoms ive been in there's only like, a Select number of authors who i trust to write Well, let alone write Well AND In Character. character analysis and writing and getting inside characters' heads are all separate skills (all of which are trained by roleplaying fyi can CONFIRM playing pretend with your friends is good for you). there's been more than once where I've disagreed with an interpretation that others agreed with, and then I turned out wrong. or i turned out right. like it doesnt matter WHO is right it just matters that differences in character analysis exist, so even if you DO write well AND write in character, your in character is still going to be someone else's out of character
there's this sort of. vibe. that to play in the sandbox you Need to be able to make a castle, and if you can't make a castle then you shouldn't bother, and it completely dismisses the idea that youre in that sandbox to PLAY in the first place. there's this Weight of disappointing someone if you can't build something that they like, but that forgets that you aren't there to build them a castle. like, be KIND. if you disagree with someone then please make an effort to do so kindly. i dont give a shit about fandom discourse but there is a reason kids get removed from sandboxes if they keep throwing sand in people's eyes. but if they don't like your misshapen sand pile, then youre not obligated to change it. even if you yourself end up hating that same sand pile later- youre not building a legacy. youre playing. and sometimes the result of that play is out of character drivel. theres a reason there are so many authors and so few who i like to consistently read and thats because everyone is Fucking Around in their hobby space. hash tag brag or whatever but i can build castles. ive built several that im v proud of. ive also dug holes in the sand for fun and then tripped on them when trying to get up. I often dug a hole and then got up and fucking- whoops, its a castle now, and i didn't realize i'd made something to be proud of until after the fact. the whole time while creating shit i was Convinced it was bullshit that didn't make sense. and then other times i was Convinced it was bullshit and then i was Right and i can look back and go. huh. ew. but it doesn't matter what the end result was, because i had fun playing in the sandbox
this wasn't meant to turn into a ramble but i have Feelings about bad art and art that's badly perceived and how public perception can screw with your head and how making art youre proud of is fucking. it's so difficult!!! it's hard!! it's really fun, which is why i try to make it, but i promise you it is Okay to not tryhard creativity. even if you CAN, it's okay not to do it all the time. or ever, even. fuck around find out have fun etc
#NOT a discourse post i am musing out loud#there's discourse goign around the dash rn or i wouldnt mention it#but the past few weeks ive seen a lot of “DONT fucking mischaracterize my guy my fuckign god”#which is one of the most frustrating pet peeve there is#but i think a lot too about little baby me#fresh on her writing journey#and how discouraged i would be if someone pointed out the mistakes id made#i made a Lot of fuckups#and i also think about this one fic where one of the characters was INCREDIBLY out of character#me today would not be able to stomach reading it#but baby me was so ENCHANTED#and it introduced to me the concept that you dont always know the reason someone does something#and it made me read even more#and because of that i eventually found Expert Skill level fics#which introduced me to MANY little tricks and fidgets ive tried to implement#there were so so many reviews on that fic that called it shit or complained about the bad characterization#but a decade later i still think about it#there were several very corny mine/craft horror fics i read#which back in the day would be called cringe#and those were what inspired me to write my first horror fic and now im Enchanted by the whole genre#theres a lot of stuff i dont like to read but i like that other people are enjoying themselves#i dont know how to be succinct i hope my point is coming across well#this ties into my thing where fiction is for you first others later#here are my credentials: bb/h fan since before the elections (hi i was the guy who noticed his lack of armour post elections)#and a cross-fandom comment trend of people going 'woa i can see this happening in canon'#im not talking out my ass i genuinely think its more important to have fun than to write accurate characterization#which. is a more 'duh' and clarifying thing than everything else ive written#but ah well c'est la vie#also also just realized this could be interpreted like that- NOT an attack on people who complain about mischaracterization either lmao#i do that too w friends. this is to reassure people who put pressure on themselves to create things Well all the time
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People will be like "idc who you are, seriously block me if you do/support x" and then i block them and they react like this everytime
#gu6chan's musings#normally im not so pissed off about it but this fuckin dude; man#i admit i didn't like a lot about their philosophy on things and in retrospect it should've been a red flag#but they weren't like.... a BAD person. i just figured they had some issues to work through or something and just chatted when they wanted#then they follow me here and it's like 😭 do they know im a marxist. bc they were having WHOLE fits like 'if you're voting third party or#not voting at all you're just LARPing a revolution; you're going to be the downfall of this country get off my fucking blog if you aren't#voting blue' and i was like 'holy SHIT those are some strong opinions what the hell'#like ive seen people SETTLE for kamala??? but this was the first time ive seen anyone actively try and PROMOTE her like wtf#but anyways i shrug it off; think maybe they're just having a bad time till after election where they're having a whole meltdown like#'FUCK YOU THIRD PARTY VOTERS/PPL WHO DIDN'T VOTE; WHAT DO YOU THINK THIS WILL DO FOR PALESTINE' and im like#are you forgetting all the arab families who were completely crushed by fucking harris REFUSING to take a stance on palestine and refusing#to vote for her in turn??? those who scraped together just ENOUGH faith in the system to vote third party?????#THE FUCKING PLFP ITSELF SAYING 'BOYCOTT THE ELECTION'????? dude. they were blaming it ENTIRELY on#'leftists just wanting to show off moral superiority and wanting to larp a revolution' as opposed to like.... literally anything else and#im just#'damn okay. you get what you asked for ig' and blocked them lmao#they just now found out apparently bc they tried friend rqing on discord and I'm like#'hmmmm were you just not serious when you were saying that shit or did you not know what words actually mean'#anyways i hate that it turned out like this bc i thought they were at least interesting but talk shit get hit or whatever they say lmao
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Just started fashion dreamer. I know it's not style savvy and I'm not expecting it to be but I am glad the NPCs are still insane <3
#so far im having a good time! i made my oc dave as my first muse#when u first land in the game ur outfit is so funny u look like youve been deserted on an island#but like. showered.#you dont even got shoes just ur shitty little t shirt its so funny i love it#somebody help dave. he has no STYLE#i will say the inability to zoom while making outfits is pretty dire i hope they add that in an update#also theres some audio glitches here and there#but no matter. what matters is that dave needs SHOES he has NOTHING#(actually ive found a few pairs. but i need a nicer pair. no dave of mine will walk around in ugly shoes)
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hi this is suzie that is all .
#( found this on a post about blitzø & its just so PAINFULLY ACCURATE TO THEM BOTH ??? )#( she will allow herself to be used again & again & again all for the sake of that false feeling of being important#of being NEEDED rather than loathed or uncared for . she's so desperate to be wanted/to be NEEDED it hurts my soul in every way imaginable )#˚₊·—̳͟͞♡ iv. 𐙚 study. ᝰ .ᐟ . . . introspection ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ .#˚₊·—̳͟͞♡ iv. 𐙚 study. ᝰ .ᐟ . . . musings ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ .#˚₊·—̳͟͞♡ i. 𐙚 ooc. ᝰ .ᐟ . . . abi speaks ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ .#˚₊·—̳͟͞♡ i. 𐙚 ooc. ᝰ .ᐟ . . . mobile post ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ .
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me, recently broken up and lonely as shit:
me listening to muse: I LOVE YOU BABY AND IF ITS QUITE ALRIGHT I NEED YOU BABY TO WARM THE LONELY NIGHTS I LOVE YOU BABY TRUST IN ME WHEN I SAY~!
#OH PRETTY BABY DONT BRING ME DOWN I PRAY OH PRETTY BABY NOW THAT IVE FOUND YOU STAY#can’t take my eyes off you#the Muse version hits so fucking good!!!#mech’s being an idiot again#muse band
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The hardest thing is when you've spent the last 4 hours straining your eyes staring at your computer screen to work on a drawing for the first time in ages. And then when you finally decide to go to bed you can't sleep because you're so excited and just wanna keep drawing.
#art#i found my passion to draw again recently and im so excited#i want to work on it all the time#at work i day dream about working on my drawing#im giggling#its been so long since ive felt this much energy and motivation to do anything#that being said i will be back to the regular scheduled writing prompt asks very soon#bare with me while i get this crazy energy out of me#not star wars#my own little musings
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OK I have now made it through Nothing But Thieves' entire discography. There isn't a single song I dislike
Definitely a new favorite band
#speculation nation#right up there with des rocs and grandson and muse and infected mushroom and stray kids#and blue stahli!!! and glass animals. and others#i count a band/artist as a fav if i listen to them all the time Or if i like literally all of their discography#so like. most of those fall into the 2nd at least.#infected mushroom i do not listen to their entire discography just bc it's fucking MASSIVEEEE and i dont like everythig ive heard either#but what i like i like a Lot. and they are soooo good for focus music#anyways yea ive just been drawing hearts around Nothing But Thieves in my mind for the past few weeks#i still need to analyze this album for potential Blorbo songs. aka akeshu lol#i already have a WEALTH of songs for them from nothing but thieves#i found this band in the FIRST place bc Gods was in an akeshu playlist & i looove that song#decided to check out more. and i have been Living ever since.#there really are So many applicable songs... fhksxjd
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downside of all this is the more I delve into this game the more sad I am we didn't get a sequel
#im certain im being very annoying abt this project but srsly theres so much potential here#and i havent seen ppl talk too much about the stuff ive found out so idk it feels like even the fandoms kinda forgotten abt it#misty muses
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apple scrapping the theatrical release of austins new movie and instead pushing to distribute it via streaming only despite the filmmakers wishes and even though pitt and clooney both put in extra funds to ensure theatrical release..... they are doing this to hurt me specifically
#this was gonna be my chance to see austin on the big screen!!!!#im so mad ab it#the filmmaker only found out days before the world did too thats so sick#i was planning on going opening night i even confirmed that my local spot was showing it but now they arent 😔#they still are gonna do some theatrical releases for a week but that will not include international and certainly not my home so#unfortunately that drops the chances of me watching it dramatically#like ill probably watch one day just for austin but like. i said that ab euphoria and never did so#may move jason 2 my multi i think also#i have a lot of jason muse at all times i just. i fear the ship has sailed?#ive had jase so many years now hes my second or third longest running Active muse (using this term liberally)#but i think. interest in him has died down over the years and with disconnecting a lot from the st fandom#and in part thats on me! if i can not market the muse to people and be active here then people wont come just#i do not think people care ab jase the way they used to and thats okay!!! i just dont have the energy to do a solo blog for no reason
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the day i figure out how to actually start writing on my own its Over
#thoughts on#i like doing it but i only have ever actually gotten writing to Happen by being pointed at an assignment#my drawing brain is much further along in terms of practice than my writing brain so of course its harder on account of me not doing it eve#but ive been realizing that without the pressure of grades and prompting i have like. no idea how to start even though i want to#i have not yet found the way to Practice writing the way i practice visual art. i keep kind of waiting for a muse#but i thjnk i need to just jump in. but then i get in a brain loop of 'i need an idea. i do not have an idea.'#im struggling i think with taking the concepts i do have and figuring out how to construct a narrative and then i get really stuck there
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going insane trying to find this once specific yousei teikoku song that got deleted off the face of the earth and has been in my head for like the past 5 months
#gu6chan's musings#the channel wiped ALL its content and i've found so many underrated gems from them on it but also like#ive found my OTHER two favourites (watashi wa anata; anata wa atashi and tsuioku no hahen)#BUT THIS ONE..... OUGHHHHHH.........
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i might be working on being less -vibrates anxiously- at the mere thought of following somebody first,etc but im still silly goofy naturally <3 but i do really find everybody super neat! like i do intend to get things going and be like 'hi yes i love your writing and character(s)' more+directly lol
#<<insomniac vampire speaking>> mun post#social anxiety cw#(large part of it is especially if followed first/have so many amazing muses im just like idk how to approach first and that gibberish)#(part of it is i see people like busy/having an hard time and im like hm i dont want to bother them)#(like the vibe is meant to be sending memes to people! to be having antics and so forth maybe if lucky getting some of the good vibes back)#(but obviously its not easy- though its clear the progress ive already made!!! so that's fucking cool)#(im in such an !!!! am mood right now)#(like especially people i didnt follow first? who found my passion project idiot somehow and clicked follow? aaaa)#(but also the ones who followed back and just so many cool muses and neat writers)
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perceive michael’s pinterest board
#i don’t think ive ever posted it?? which is a shock i love the put images into little boxes app-#absolutely RIDICULOUS amount of pins in the musings section… the whiplash from haha funny to devastating is So Much .#⁂ ・゚: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc
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