#so its about feeling nervous about liking a girl and being unsure if its okay and

[suguann]

✎. he tells you they’re the problem and leaves it at that before sliding a plate of eggs and toast in front of you.

tags. fem!reader, mild dubcon, possessive and obsessive behavior, but he's also kinda sweet?? [18+ only]

You like your new roommate.

Simon’s surprisingly better to have around than the last person who lived with you—a girl you knew from college who had an affinity for stealing your clothes and conveniently never had money for rent. He’s the type to make you soup when you’re sick, acknowledge you if you’re in the same room, water your flowers while he rolls his cigarettes on the fire escape, and carry your groceries up the four flights of stairs to your floor. 

He’s attractive, too, in the not-so-conventional sense, but in a disarming way, all small smiles and knowing looks and soft hair you know he doesn’t put much effort into—that sometimes curls around his ears when he lets it get too long—yet it still manages to look better than yours on the best days. 

He never tells you what he does for work, and you’re too polite to ask. But you have a feeling he makes enough to afford a place on the less crime-infested side of town—somewhere nicer than your cramped apartment with its outdated appliances, leaky faucets, and the bright neon sign atop the building across the street that shines through your windows all times of the day—but he says he’s not ready to live alone.

Something tells you there’s more to it than him being a lonely bachelor, but again, you don’t pry.

“Does this place have wi-fi?” is all he’d said the first time you meet, in a voice so smooth and only slightly broken up by his accent, clad in a shirt that looked two sizes too small around his arms and clutching a duffle bag in one big hand. 

Your brain was this shaken-up box of words and syllables that when you answered him, it came out in a nervous stutter. “Y-yeah, I’ll, er…I’ll give it to you—the password, I mean—once you've moved in. If that’s okay.”

He’d dropped his duffle bag in front of the room that would be his. “Consider me moved in.”

The smile he gave you, crinkling eyes and chuckling lightly, only made the stutter worse. 

You let his charm roll off you; you always figured it came naturally to him, a characteristic that comes with being attractive and good.

A handful of months later—of finding a routine around each other and lazy smiles in the morning—something changes the night you go out with a guy Mary from work eagerly sets you up with. 

His name’s Robb, he’s a doctor, and you both love cats; he has a house in Spain. Did I mention he's my cousin?

(A dull no way concealed behind your teeth.

If you hadn’t said yes, you feared your entire lunch break would consist of her waxing poetic over a man you're unsure about meeting.)

For a flicker of a moment, there’s an unreadable expression on Simon’s face as he watches you touch up your makeup in the hallway mirror and slip your hand into the crook of your date’s elbow at the door. There’s a slight glint of something uncharacteristically cold behind the mask of indifference before a small smile replaces it.

“Have a nice night,” you throw over your shoulder, except you don’t notice that he never says it back.

You mope around the apartment when Robb—who surprisingly exceeded your expectations of mediocre dates, not that you ever plan on admitting that to Mary—doesn’t reach out to you for three days. Then a week. You’re at that age to understand when people get busy, and a nice night doesn’t always mean it’s mutually reciprocated. But you liked him, and it felt promising after he’d kissed you goodnight against your front door. 

It had to have been the kiss that turned him off. Maybe he realized it was too much too soon.

When Simon finds you curled up in a ball under your comforter, one thumb gently wiping away your tears, he doesn’t even bring up your date. Instead, he orders your favorite take-out and puts on a sitcom you’d mentioned to him once—somewhat surprised that he remembers—the dreamy doctor who’d ghosted you blissfully forgotten with greasy food and a warm, comforting chest to rest your head on.

Simon’s there again—sweets in hand and a soft voice to soothe you—when another date (Rin from finance on your floor) a month later is a no-show, and a few weeks after that when Rin tells you without context that he can’t see you anymore. 

The third time of let downs feels worse. It’s worse because maybe there’s something wrong with you, and when you ask Simon, he’s too nice to rub salt in your wounds. He tells you they’re the problem and leaves it at that before sliding a plate of eggs and toast in front of you.

You've been Simon's roommate for a year, and he doesn't take it well when you tell him you're looking for a new place.

It’s after he comes home from a three-month work trip. The shadow that crosses over his face should’ve been your first hint that something is wrong.

Had you noticed the signs sooner, you wonder if you’d be less like prey caught by the softness of your underbelly, kept in place by the scruff, and sharp teeth at your neck.

"Beg me. Beg me not to cum in you."

"S-Simon," you whimper wetly, "don't cum in—ah—me."

His fingers hold your chin with an unyielding grip, ensuring your gaze doesn’t stray from his in the cracked mirror. You’re embarrassed by what you see, how spread open you are to his dark, inkwell eyes hungrily watching as you twitch when his other hand slides between your thighs.

"Don’t stop begging, love,” he growls, squeezing you tighter, “or I might forget."

There’s that dark look again, the one that sends a shivery feeling up your spine, possessive almost with how he traces every inch of you as if burning the image of you into his memory, the softness washed away by something more sinister. 

A little voice in the back of your head tells you to flee, but another knows he'd find joy in catching you. 

No one would ever think your sweet, attractive roommate would be the same man staring at you now—everything you thought you knew about him stripped away to reveal a new canvas, bare for splashes of paint to fill in the cracks—teeth marks imprinted along the curve of your jaw, on the inside of your thighs.

He hides it well. His humble personality doing the trick of being the impenetrable mask for what he’s concealing underneath: a raw obsession, an addict finally getting his hands on his favorite drug, someone who can’t recognize defeat and knows how to take.

“What do they have that I don’t? Hm? Must be a desperate little thing. My pretty slut,” Simon’s voice rumbles low against your ear, shy of unhinged. “They won’t treat you as good as I do. Don’t I treat you good?”

You whimper when his grip grows tighter, but he doesn’t seem to notice—like he’s not fully here with you. No trace of the soft, gentle man who keeps the freezer full of your favorite ice cream, who runs to the store when you run out of tampons and comes back with chocolate and a new pair of fuzzy socks. A few words have turned him into someone you don’t know. Perhaps you never did.

“Answer me.”

An indiscernible  squeak is the only sound you make. 

He chuckles darkly, his head dipping down to rest his lips against the fluttering pulse in your neck, a finger slipping through the alarming amount of wetness between your thighs where his cock rends you down the middle, and begins rubbing firm, tight circles over your clit, pulling a moan from your throat. 

“It’s okay, love,” he mumbles, words barely audible above your heartbeat swimming in your ears. “I’ll be everything for you. Everything you need. I’ll show you why I’m better.”

[rafeandonlyrafe]

demonstration

words: 2.8k

warnings: 18+ only, smut, reader is toppers girlfriend, struggling to cum, female receiving oral and fingering, multiple orgasms, edging and overstimulation, protected and unprotected sex, cheating

“maybe you could ask one of your friends for help, top.” you pout, rubbing your hand over his shoulder, not wanting him feel any more upset than he needs to be, but at the same time, you’re not sure how much longer this can go on.

“you can't tell me what i can do to fix it?” topper asks.

“you know i was a virgin before you babe, i really don’t know.” you sigh, pressing a kiss to his cheek. “maybe ask rafe?” “rafe?” topper turns suddenly to look at you. “why him?” “i’ve just… heard talk from some of my friends. he can probably give you some good advice. i don’t know.” you shrug. “maybe it’s something wrong with me.” “no, don’t say that.” topper shakes his head, turning to pull you into him, a hand around your waist.

“you ask your friends and i’ll ask mine.” you give as an option. topper nods, pressing a kiss to your forehead, hoping the next time you’re in his bedroom, it’ll go a lot better.

--

“what?” rafe gawks at his friend, unsure if he heard him right or if he was going crazy.

“ive never… i’ve never made y/n cum before and i just… i need to know what to do rafe! i’m worried she’s gonna leave me if i can’t get it together and i guess- fuck! i don’t know! just help me out man!” topper paces quickly, bringing his hands to his hair, tugging on it, stressed out of his mind.

“okay, alright, jesus, just clam down!” rafe says, sitting down on the couch, gesturing for topper to sit as well. he’s not sure how long he can keep himself still, already feeling awkward and nervous about not being able to make you cum, only made worse by trying to talk to rafe about it.

“every time i fuck her, i just get so over excited and cum too quickly and i know this is tmi but i just try my best and every time she doesn’t cum and she says its okay but i know it’s really not.” topper blurts out.

“alright, well…” rafe sighs, pushing his hand through his hair. he’s never had this type of issue before with girls. “do you finger her? or eat her out? before you fuck her, i mean.” “i eat her out sometimes.” topper shrugs. “she says my tongue feels good and i can make her cum like that, but not when im fucking her, i just don’t know what to do, i just get so excited and… and i’ve never had this problem with girls before, it’s just y/n.”

“to be fair, she’s hotter than any girl you’ve been with before.” rafe comments. it’s no secret, so he doesn’t feel bad saying it, especially when topper nods.

“she’s way out of my league, thats why i’m sure if i don’t fix this she’s gonna leave me.” topper sighs.

“maybe a demonstration could help?” rafe suggests, making toppers head snap towards him, a look of fury in his eyes.

“you are not allowed to fuck my girlfriend.”

“no, man.” rafe shakes his head. “what if i’m there while you fuck her? then i can give you specifics, and she will know you are really trying. she told you to ask me right?” “yeah, i guess you have a reputation of being really good.” topper cringes at his own words.

“i am. so, let me help you, top. brother to brother.”

--

rafe understands why topper has such a hard time keeping it together as you lay out naked on the bed, eyes flickering between your boyfriend and his best friend, a cautiously optimistic look on your face.

“go ahead and spread your legs.” rafe says, trying to keep his tone even, to disguise the lust that he feels as his eyes move from your breasts down to between your thighs.

“can you get naked first topper? i feel weird here.” topper was shirtless, but still had his shorts and underwear on, even though he was obviously straining against the fabric. 

“yeah.” topper glances briefly to rafe before tugging them down his hips, letting his cock spring free. 

“so have you ever cum before y/n?” rafe asks.

“yeah, um… with my own fingers.” you cough awkwardly. “and when topper eats me out.”

“its really just when i’m inside of her.” topper says with a thick swallow as your thighs part, opening them wide to show off your pussy, already gleaming with wetness and a peachy pink color that makes rafe want to bend down and bury his tongue inside of your folds, but he has to behave himself, just happy to have this opportunity to see you like this.

“why don’t you finger her first? then you can show me. open her up a little, it’ll help.” rafe instructs.

topper nods, reaching down and pressing one finger against your hole. you tense up briefly before relaxing, allowing topper to push his finger in.

“is she tight?” rafe asks, without really meaning to, but he figures you must be from the way you are squeezed so tightly around his finger.

“yeah, that’s why i can never last.” topper says, thrusting his finger in and out, the slick sounds of his movement squelching throughout the room.

“does that feel good y/n?” rafe asks, eyes flickering up to your face.

“mhm.” you nod, but you don’t feel any urge to moan, needing more. “could add a second, top.” “okay.” topper nods, trying to work a second finger in, but you hiss at the stretch, primarily hurting around your entrance, despite your wetness.

“gotta rub her clit too.” rafe says, reaching over and pressing a fingertip to your clit, rubbing it. you gasp out, not just from the good feeling but from rafe touching you, like he swore to topper he wouldn’t do before he agreed to this.

toppers finger slips easily in once you’ve relaxed to having your clit rubbed. topper looks slightly annoyed, but he stays silent when he sees how much you’re liking it now, unable to hold back your moans. “oh, just like that.” you moan, eyes fluttering closed.

“see if you can add a third.” rafe says, flicking his finger over your clit before going back to rubbing.

“i’ve-i’ve never been able to take more than two.” you sit up slightly, surprised when topper presses a third finger and manages to begin thrusting it inside of you.

“aw, fuck.” you whine, trying to close your legs, but topper holds one thigh open with his hand while rafe grasps the other.

“keep ‘em open, cutie.” rafe says. “gonna cum?”

“yeah, yeah keep going-” you cut yourself off before you can yell rafes name instead of toppers.

“pull out, top.” rafe says, suddenly taking his hand away, making your back arch off the bed as you squirm, trying to chase their fingers, to get them back touching you.

“no, no, no.” you whine when topper also pulls out, leaving your hole clenching around nothing.

“sometimes if you’re struggling having her cum with your cock inside her, you can edge her first.” rafe says, switching easily back to teacher mode.

“should i fuck her now?” topper looks to rafe, before glancing to you, realizing he shouldn’t be asking permission to fuck his own girlfriend, but rafe has that type of energy, that commanding presence that easily makes him in control of any situation.

“yeah, put the condom on though.” rafe glances to the bed where topper threw a condom out of his pocket earlier. while topper slides it on, your focus on him, rafe takes a moment to reach to his crotch, squeezing his cock and begging himself to settle, to calm down.

topper lines himself up with your entrance, placing one hand on your hip as he lines himself up with his other hand, pushing inside of you slowly as you moan, eyes squeezing shut, obviously aroused and feeling good by him stretching you, so rafe is unsure what the issue is, until topper begins to move.

he’s thrusting too rapidly, overwhelming you. rafe shakes his head, “slowly, topper. deeper thrusts.”

topper manages to get control of himself, slowing down but still not thrusting deeper, and rafe realizes its because of the angle, topper not holding himself low enough to properly thrust.

“here.” rafe grabs a pillow, a different one from the one you’re laying your head on. rafe taps your hip and you lift them as he stuffs the pillow underneath. “try now.”

topper scooches closer, now able to thrust much easier, entering you at a far better angle as he takes you repeatedly, still going too erratically, too random.

“on a beat.” rafe says. “gotta fuck her steady, can’t just jackhammer.” “i-i-” topper groans out, pulling out, much to your disappointment as you let out a deep sigh. “i can’t, was about to cum.” “damn, baby, you must be real tight.” rafe glances to you, making you blush and close your legs slightly, which is hard as you are propped up, spread open on display.

“try again, top, it’s okay.” you soothe him, keeping your voice soft and steady.

topper nods, retaking his cock in his hand, pushing it back inside. you nod in encouragement as he moves, already going to shallow and too fast to properly build you up.

“gotta rub her clit too, man. remember she’s already close from getting edged.” rafe tries to instruct, but when topper places his thumb on your clit, his movements are jerky and too harsh, almost hurting as you cringe, but in your displeasure, your cunt clenches around toppers cock and he looses control, moaning as he cums, pumping into the condom.

“shit!” topper shouts out in pleasure, before he realizes you’re looking up at him with disappointment in your eyes. “shit.” he groans again, this time angry with himself as he pulls out in shame.

“it’s okay, top.” you sit up, moving the pillow as you reach out for your boyfriend, or at least attempt to, but he moves away, looking down in shame.

“you’re gonna break up with me now.” toppers voice is sad as he speaks.

“what?” it takes you back, not expecting it.

“you’re gonna break up with me, aren’t you? because i can’t make you cum, you’re gonna leave me? god, i’m so pathetic.” “i can’t believe you think i’m that shallow.” you scoff as topper pulls the condom off and tosses it into rafes trashcan, who is simply glancing back and forth between the two of you. “that i would break up with you over sex?” “you wouldn’t?” topper questions.

“you would?” you question back, growing frustrated. “topper, i let you take my virginity, i can’t believe you thought i would do that just… just go.”

“no, baby, listen.” topper begins.

“i’m not breaking up with you yet.” you tell him. “but i need some space, please just go.” 

topper can’t hide the tears welling up in his eyes, and he doesn’t want to cry in front of you, and especially not rafe, so he pulls his clothes back on quickly and haphazardly before leaving, slamming the door shut behind him.

you sigh, burying your head in your hands. you wouldn’t break up with topper just because of sex, but his reaction to what happened makes you question everything.

“you okay baby?” rafe asks, making you jump, forgetting he was there.

“yeah, sorry, i can leave.” you move to get off the bed when rafe grabs your wrists, making you stop.

“or you could stay.” rafe says, his voice suggestive, as well as the look on his face.

“i-but topper…” “just finishing off what he started. come on, you came here for help anyways. lets see if you can cum when i fuck you.” “i-i guess it wouldn’t hurt to try.” --

rafe finally picks his head up from between your legs, cunt now bright red and covered in mess due to your three orgasms his tongue and fingers brought out of you, deciding to go for overstimulation instead of edging, now that he was the one getting to have you.

“still thinking about topper?” rafe asks, pressing a kiss to your puffy clit, making you whine out.

“no.” you admit honestly, all of your thoughts have been replaced by rafe. “fuck me, please, rafe.”

rafe smirks, standing up and taking his shirt off, pleased that your eyes glaze over as you watch him undress, jaw dropping open when his cock is revealed, already hard and leaking.

“yeah, i know i’m bigger than him.” rafe smirks as he climbs onto the bed. “but i opened you up enough, didn’t i? or do i need to make you cum again?”

“n-no.” you shake your head, already so overstimulated. “i want your cock, i need it.” “he always fucks you in missionary?” rafe asks, wanting to make you cum in the same position that topper couldn’t, proving yet another way he’s superior.

“yeah, we haven’t tried anything else.” you say, leaving out the word yet not sure if you can go back to topper after this.

rafe nods, looking towards his drawer that he knows contains condoms, going to grab one before you speak up suddenly, “you-you can fuck me raw. if you want. i’m on birth control.” rafe can’t help but smirk, nodding as he grabs the same pillow again, placing it under your hips, bringing your tired legs up, thighs falling open.

“tell me if it hurts or if anything doesn’t feel good.” rafe says. he’s sure it’s toppers' inadequacies making you struggle, but just in case he wants to take good care of you.

“mkay.” you nod, hands fisting in the bed sheets as rafe rubs the head of his cock through your sticky folds, making sure to tap against your clit, just to tease you even further.

“gonna fuck you so much better than he ever could. ‘ts why you should be with me instead, baby.” rafe says, not letting you respond or even think too much about his statement as his cock pushes inside of you, making your back arch off the bed.

“oh my god!” you shout out, moaning wildly without care as rafe begins to thrust, deep and hard, hitting spots inside of you that topper has never touched before.

“oh, fuck.” rafe groans out. “you are tight, baby.” your cunt is squeezing him, molding to his walls. “no wonder he cums so quickly.” you shake your head, not wanting to think about topper, not wanting to feel any guilt or regret as rafes hips swing forward, cock pressing against your gummy walls as he moves a thumb to your clit, rubbing it in that same enticing way that made your high build so quickly last time.

“feels really good, rafey.” you moan, raising and lower your hips slightly in time with his thrusts, forcing his cock even deeper inside of you, feeling his hot skin against yours, the first person to take you bare.

“i knew there was nothing wrong with you.” rafe smirks. “already close to cumming, aren’t you?”

despite your body being tired from your three previous orgasms, you do feel another one building in your stomach.

“yeah, thats what i thought.” rafe moves faster, rubbing his thumb more intensely. “nothing wrong with you baby, you are perfect. perfect tight little cunt.” “please.” you whine out, unsure what you are begging for as tears slide down your cheeks, purely from being overwhelmed with pleasure. you’ve never managed more than two orgasms in a night, and he’s close to doubling that.

“cum for me, doll. don’t have to beg. wanna feel that cunt squeezing around me.” rafe encourages you, pumping quickly as he pinches your clit between his thumb and finger before letting go and rubbing quickly, forcing the orgasm out of you as you scream, entire body tightening as your hips rise, high overtaking you as your eyes open to see rafe looking back at you, cocky look in his eye, but his jaw is slackened in pleasure as your cunt spasms around his dick.

“that’s it, good girl.” rafe affirms, thumb now gently touching around your clit, bringing you down slowly as his cock stays lodged deep inside of you.

you shiver as you lower your hips, breath slowly coming back to normal. 

rafe bends over your body, taking your lips in a kiss. you moan into his mouth, his tongue licking against your bottom lip before pushing into your mouth.

“you just came on my cock, pretty girl.” rafe says.

“i know, i loved it.” you hum, eyes sliding shut as rafe kisses your jaw, obsessed with the taste of your skin almost as much as your cunt.

“hmm, so two more? three?” rafe suddenly snaps his hips forward, making you realize he’s still buried inside of you.

“wait, wha-” your question is cut off as rafe straightens, resuming his same pace as if he didn’t just deliver you the most mind blowing orgasm.

“you think i’d be satisfied with getting you to cum just once?” rafe tsks and shakes his head. “we aren’t even close to done.”

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[anemonelovesfiction]

Not A Prank

Lo’ak x Y/n x Tsireya

Obviously its smut. Obviously everyone is of age for these activities, no underage bull crap going on here. Y/n liked the two of them but knows they’re to be mated together and she doesn’t wanna ruin it

Reader is insecure, low self esteem (but mildly placed in there)

Use of Mommy/Daddy Kink

The Gif is what I imagined Lo’ak and Tsireya being like when he asks her where Y/n went.

Reader is AFAB

HUMAN! Y/n

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She was the sweetest girl I’d ever met and the most beautiful. I could feel my heart race whenever she was near me or whenever she would place her hand on mine to help me breathe the way her people do. Even as a human I’d surprised myself for falling for her and her kindness. I knew I had no chance with someone being courted by Lo’ak.

Lo’ak was also fantastic. He was attentive, caring, sweet, he was so cute and hot at the same time. Whenever the anger radiated off of his body causing him to be demanding had me pressing my thighs together all the time.

But with her standing before me telling me what she had just told me I felt like I was slapped in the face by her words. The only people to know how I felt- because I trusted in telling them- were Neteyam and Rotxo, and unfortunately one of them were dead. So it was easy to pinpoint who’d told her how I felt about them.

“Th-that’s,” I stop myself as my shaky voice is making it hard to speak. I could feel the tears prickling my eyes and of course she’d choose now to pull a prank on me. I thought she was better than that.

Tonight was a big party- for what, I’m assuming it had to do with Lo’ak and Tsireya choosing to be mates. I couldn’t be too sure but was told by Ao’nung and Rotxo that Jake and Tonowari had spoken and everyone had gotten excited. But the moment I go with the Sully’s to their marui, silently cry myself to sleep, I’d have to wake up and face them both the next day again.

“That was a mean prank.” I state as my bottom lip trembles and her face falls. She knits the skin of her brows together and if I could give her an award for acting confused, I would, she played the part very well. I left before she could say anything and disappeared between the miniforest as I often call it.

I could feel my feet tingling from the length I’d ran and my lungs burning, refraining to let my sobs out, and from breathing heavily as I started running once I was out of sight. I let my sobs shake my body once I knew I was alone and allowed myself to fall to my knee’s. I had nobody but myself to blame, I shouldn’t have trusted Rotxo when I knew Ao’nung would manage to get the secret out of him.

I’d rather not stay out here and find somewhere to take my mind off of things and saw a huge cave opening with the faintest glowing light up ahead. Something in my mind told me to follow the light and it felt as if the slight breeze had been trying to guide me forward.

_________

“Do you think it was wise of us to make Y/n late for the party?” Ao’nung asks after having seen the human girl running. He was unsure if he had seen tears in her eyes or not but turns to Rotxo with a worried expression.

He wasn’t the type to instantly be okay with humans, hell, it took him quite the while to be okay with the new humans but they proved themselves useful to the clan. They learned as the Sully’s did and for that they had his respect.

“I think Lo’ak and Tsireya should tell her how they feel instead of her hearing it from their fathers.” Rotxo says with a smile.

“Hmm.” Ao’nung answers just as Lo’ak passes between them with a nod. A slight wind picking up as he does so.

The Omaticaya boy walks over toward the Teal girl who had her own fingers interlaced and was beginning to rock them from side to side, bending at the wrists, a nervous habit she’d picked up from the humans.

“Whats got you nervous now?” Lo’ak asks as he settles his hands on Tsireya’s shoulders and the girls sad expression stares back at him. His own smile disappears as he studies the beauty in front of him.

“What is wrong?” He asks gently.

“Y/n-“ Tsireya speaks as her eyes start to water and she focuses more on making sure the tears don’t fall. She is a sensitive woman but she knew she could not make this about her.

“Does she not share our feelings?” Lo’ak asks her in an attempt to get straight to the answer. If this was the answer he would comfort Tsireya and worry about this problem tomorrow.

“I told her how we felt and she looked so hurt, she thought I was joke-lying.” She states and fights the tears from falling but one escapes as it cascades down her cheek. She looks down in disappointment on herself for not stating it nicer.

“She thought you were pranking her?” Lo’ak asks as the english word slips past his tongue effortlessly and the teal girl nods. He licks his lips to try to think of a way to fix their problem and wipes his girlfriends (soon-to-be’s-wife) tear from her cheek, then takes his index finger to spoon her chin, he slowly lifts it up and she is looking at him through her lashes, fighting her own feelings.

“We should tell her it was not a prank, tell me now, where did she go?” He asks her softly while giving her the kindest small smile.

“Through the tree’s.” She answers and he caresses her cheek.

“Lets go find our Lor.” Lo’ak speaks and takes Tsireya’s hand as he too walks toward the mini forest- as he remembered you often called it. Unbeknownst to the human girl, thats where one of the caves leads to their sport tree.

__________

I prayed to Eywa upon seeing the spirit tree shining brightly in the night sky. The glowing fish surrounding the tree were dancing beautifully in the water and it was a sight I’d never quite be used to. I felt a sense of calmness wash over me after I finished asking the all mother to help guide me from here. I knew I’d need an immeasurable amount of strength to face Tsireya after what she’d just told me.

I sat on one of the make-shift bridges made with some of the magnetic rock. It floated like a walkway and ended about three feet away from me where a big petal of the spirit tree is illuminating the area I was in. I dip my feet into the water and sigh leaning my body back to see the multitude of stars shining along the night sky. I smile at the sight and decide to lay back down, placing my hands on my stomach and relax while gazing at them. They shined so beautifully it made me wish I was one of them instead.

It wasn’t too long before I was closing my eyes to the sound of the waves carefully crashing. There seemed to only be peace here and I smiled at the sound. I opened my eyes again and screamed at the face I was least expecting to see staring back at me. I almost felt bad that my natural reaction was to slap his face away from mine so I could plan an escape, almost didn’t stop my hand from hitting his face, and although he yelped and pulled away I know it didn’t hurt him.

“I don’t want to talk right now.” I instantly frown and pull my legs out of the water. I knew if I tried walking away now my feet would slip or he’d stop me either way so I stated how I felt instead.

“Why’s that?” He asks and I glance at him carefully. I’m unsure of what he knows but he wasn’t showing any signs of knowing of what had previously transpired and it makes my heart hurt because it must have been a prank and all I want to do is go to the Marui, lay on my mat, and cry.

“I don’t want to talk about the reason either.” I huffed and moved to get up.

“Woah, wait a second.” He places his warm hand on my arm and his one touch stops my movements completely. I move my arm from under his and he holds his hands up in defense.

“Woah, I didn’t know you had Lo’ak cooties.” He jokes and lowers his hands as he brings his knee’s toward his chest, resting his arms on them.

“Thats not funny.” I roll my eyes.

“You used to laugh at that.”

“Once. I laughed once,” I can feel the corners of my mouth turning up as I remember when he asked if thats why I wouldn’t hug him, he had the kids of the village yelling that whenever he got near.

“Theres that smile,” He pokes my cheek lightly and ends up sliding his pointer finger under my jaw and his thumb placed on my cheek.

I admit I had started smiling at the gesture but abruptly moved my face off of his hand and stood up. All trace of my smile being gone. He was doing that out of kindness for a friend not out of love for a mate.

“I’m tired.” I stated and headed toward the cave opening but felt my bicep being grabbed. My stupid flabby bicep with almost no muscle, I was almost home free.

“Reya didn’t mean to upset you.”

And there it goes. He knew the entire time and sat there pretending to be my friend, knowing the words she probably said, knowing the reason I came out here was to hide from them, and this felt like the biggest betrayal, I thought Tsireya was mean but Lo’ak was ruthless. But I should have expected him to stand beside his girlfriend, after all, they’re probably going to complete their union once I left.

“Let go.” I stated and felt proud for my voice not wavering.

“Y/n-“

“No!” I yank my arm away from his and it hurt, he was firmly holding onto me. “You knew and you sat there pretending that everything was fine.”

“Thats not why-“

“I’m sorry, okay? Is that what you wanted me to say?” I asked him even though I was the one who deserved an apology. He shakes his head but I speak before he has the chance to.

“I’m sorry I couldn’t just love you as a brother or Tsireya as a friend. I’m sorry I managed to ruin your marriage party tonight but I swear I wasn’t trying to make this about me. I already know nobody likes me or wants a future with me here. I’m tawtute. I’m disgusting, I’m ugly, I’m pathetic, I know. I hear them every day.” I clenched my fists to stop my hands from shaking. My nails were digging in my palms to stop myself from crying but I knew the tears were falling any time soon, my vision was too blurry for them to not fall now.

“Who told you those words.”

I shouldn’t be surprised that Lo’ak wasn’t by himself. It’s the icing in this piece-of-shit-day-cake. But I was hoping I was wrong for once and he came to talk to me on his own. My mistake.

“I’m going home-“ I turn around and almost bump into Tsireya I blink to try to clear my vision and the tears fall immediately, fresh ones coming to replace the ones that fell.

“Who.”

“Doesn’t matter.” I try to move around her but she intentionally moves to block my way. I look up at her and try to muster all of the anger and hatred I can but she’s crossed her arms and is looking down on me and it makes me want to cry harder.

“Why would you believe them?” Lo’ak’s voice comes from behind me and I’m starting to get agitated.

“Have you seen me?” I chuckle darkly as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.

“Have you seen you?” He asks in an angry tone.

“I just want to go home.” I sigh, I’m tired and I don’t have the energy to be angry anymore, I just want to be sad, and they wouldn’t be there.

“I asked you a question.” Lo’ak stated so cooly, he sounded stern, like when Jake was mad- he sounded like his father- he had the same accent but it was his voice.

“What does that even mean?” I asked while placing my palm on my forehead, then turning my head to look at him.

“Have you seen yourself?” Tsireya is the one asking this time and I’ve just about had it with their riddles.

“Yes, I’m fat, unlikable-“

“No, you are repeating words.” Tsireya stops me and bends down slightly to come face to face with me.

“We don’t see you like that, Y/n.” Lo’ak states and I can hear him step closer, his hand resting on my shoulder and I want to shake it off and run. I know how you see me I wanted to tell them but I stayed quiet.

“Oel Ngati Kameie,” Tsireya says as she places her hand on my empty shoulder. I could feel Lo’ak squeeze the other as he repeated those words.

“Oel ngati kameie,Y/n.”

“…” I freeze at their words and am only facing Tsireya with wide eyes.

“You are a strong tawtute. You came to our clan knowing nothing of the way we live and have proven yourself over and over by completing the tasks we do. You’re helpful and you are kind. I like seeing the way you handle the children very well and it makes my chest feel like its burning to see you with our children.” Tsireya speaks while looking into my eyes the entire time and I’m shocked when she leans in and kisses me, but I close my eyes and enjoy the feeling. My eyes flutter open moments after she pulls away and she’s smiling, her eyes are full of life.

“You’re intelligent and creative, I’ve heard Ronal become impressed with your knowledge and she wishes she could remember things the way you do. And trust me it is very hard to please that woman-“

Tsireya knocks Lo’aks head from the side and she makes a face at him and I let out a small laugh. I turn to look at him as he continues while slightly rubbing his head.

“-you picked up sign language in a month, I still fumble with it. You’re ambitious and always want to find the answers to the problems when everyone else has given up. You’re so sweet to anyone you meet. You’re gorgeous, fuck, especially when you look at me like that.”

I knit my eyebrows together because I had no idea what he was talking about but he leans down to kiss my lips, his hand coming to caress my cheek, he teases by running his tongue on my bottom lip and I whine before he pulls away. I keep my eyes closed and I’m sure the disappointment is evident on my face.

“But I can’t be with you.”

“Why not?” Tsireya asks.

“You belong to each other, I can’t ruin what you have-“ I stop myself when I see Lo’ak smirking, his eyes shift to Tsireya’s then back at me as if he was talking to her with his eyes.

“What?” I ask as I turn to see Tsireya sharing a smile with Lo’ak.

“We were both having feelings for you but didn’t want to leave each other. It took us a while to talk to each other as we didn’t want to disappoint the other. Then we talked to both of our parents who talked to Eywa.” Tsireya explains and she seems giddy.

“And-“ Lo’ak takes my focus with him as he continues. “- both parents said Eywa has paired the three of our souls together.” Lo’ak stated.

“I thought Eywa only mated two people together?” I asked in confusion.

“Unless theres a match so perfect that there are three- sometimes more- destined to be together.” Tsireya smiles sweetly.

“But I can’t mate with you.”

“Why not?” Lo’ak asks and my eyebrows knit together as I stare down to the floor. I just came to the deep realization that I had been kissed by them moments prior, by both of them, my cheeks were heating up.

“I don’t have a kuru.”

“You don’t need one Yawne, you are enough for us just the way you are.” Tsireya reassures me and I sigh. It feels like they aren’t thinking about this the way I am.

“I can’t give you children, I can’t tsaheylu with you, I can’t hold a bow and arrow or become taronyu-“ I looked at Lo’ak “- or hold my breath long enough to be a diver,” I looked at Tsireya.

“I just can’t-“ I stop myself from continuing the sentence and look up at them, nervously teetering my interlocked hands from side to side. “Trust me when I say I’ve wanted this for so long, but I fall too short to be your mate,” I stated firmly.

“Let us show you how you don’t.” Tsireya circles around to stand next to Lo’ak as they share a look and Lo’ak gives a nod. Tsireya smiles and holds her hand out. I knit my brows as I look at her outstretched three-fingered hand, look up to her face and exhaled quick upon seeing her half lidded eyes, then I look toward her hand again to contain my blush.

Fuck it, right? I take her hand and she gently pulls toward her body. I look back up at her and can feel my feet inching toward her as she takes her other hand to caress my cheek, I flinch at the contact and I could feel my shoulders tense up. She leans down carefully and stops close to my mouth, her eyes looking back up at mine and my breath hitches, the smallest flicks of her ear picking up my gasp. She closes the gap again and lets go of my hand, placing her hand on the small of my back, pulling me in toward her body- still caressing my cheek with her other hand.

She moves her head slightly off to the side and the hand caressing my cheek moves to support my neck, she takes the hand from the small of my back and gropes my ass, and she takes advantage of my gasp and fits her tongue inside my mouth, massaging mine. I can’t help but moan into the kiss at how hot and heavy it was getting, I could feel a heat starting in my lower belly.

“Don’t hog her to yourself, Reya,” Lo’ak whines and the teal girl chooses to disconnect our mouths. I’m breathing heavily having forgotten that I wasn’t breathing since her face got close to mine, I’m sure my pupils were dilated I could see the light from the tree shining on Lo’ak’s face and his were definitely dilated.

He leans in and kisses me and it feels rougher, his lips move smoothly across my own and I could tell I would be addicted between the two. He grabs the back’s of my knee’s as he lifts me up and I jump, wrapping my legs around his waist from where I was being held, Lo’ak moves his rough lips over my jaw line, and I whine feeling Tsireya’s hands gently rubbing my waist and kissing my back. My breath is coming out labored as I feel their hands and mouths on my body, the heat from my belly had grown and I felt like I couldn’t take it much longer.

“Please,” I beg, not sure to whom, but hoping they don’t stop. Lo’ak is nibbling on the right side of my neck and I could feel the goosebumps rise, and the wetness begin. Tsireya does the same on the left side and I bite my lip to stop myself from making any embarrassing sounds making sure to tightly close my eyes, my toes curl as well and I fight the urge to move my hips in Lo’ak’s abs.

“Don’t be shy, sweet girl.” Tsireya nuzzles her nose in my cheek as she speaks in my ears and I whine. Lo’ak hums in agreement and moves his face away from mine, my breaths coming out in short huffs, I’m sure I looked as pathetic as I felt.

“Let us know how we making you feel, princess.” Lo’ak pecks my lips again and sits me downward gently lays me against Tsireya.

“Tonight is about your pleasure more than ours.” Tsireya reassures me as she places her arms under my armpits to fully grasp any part of my body. I nod in understanding but felt shy all over again. I hated sitting down when my tummy was visible and this position does not flatter me at all.

“Don’t be shy,” Tsireya repeats in my ears while Lo’ak sits back to watch, a slight smirk playing on his lips. She ran her teal hands along the lengths of my body and I started feeling self conscious.

“You’re so soft,” She comments and manages to keep one hand on my waist, the other traveling up my side, skipping my breasts- to which I slightly sigh in relief, and she just places her hand under my chin and turns my head toward hers as she captures my lips to her own. Her hand travels toward my top, never untying it, but placing her hands to carry my boobs and I gasp as her thumb caresses my nipples through the shirt. She gently massages them in her hands, careful to tease my nipples, and stick her tongue in my mouth to claim it. I can feel the fire in my belly intensify, I could feel the damp spot in my loincloth.

“Reya,” I whine and she smiles joyfully.

“Yes my love?”

“Please.” I whine again.

“You have to tell her what you want, baby girl. Tell mommy what you want.” Lo’ak licks his lips as he observes the scenario unfolding.

“Mo-mmy?” I ask in confusion and Tsireya kisses down my neck, it felt so different. I could tell she enjoyed it.

“Yes baby girl?” She coo’s in my ear without going further, one hand has dipped under my shirt as she plays with my nipple as the other trails over my belly and stops at the waistband.

“Tell mommy what you want and I’ll give it to you.” She licks the shell of my ear and I moan.

“Please use, use your f-fingers,”

“But I am using them, my love.”

“On my pussy,” I whine. Tsireya makes a sound of approval and dips her hand under my loincloth.

“She’s so wet Lo’ak-“ She gasps and lets the moisture collect on her finger tip before finding my clit and placing the slightest bit of pressure and rubbing circles. My eyes close and I suck in a small breath as I could feel the heat radiating from my stomach down to my pussy. I wanted to cum on her fingers.

“Why don’t you rub faster, my love.” Lo’ak’s voice sounded deeper but I was too focused on Tsireya’s fingers to bother opening my eyes, secretly agreeing with Lo’ak.

“I think we need your help,” The teal girl moans as she speaks but I know she wasn’t talking to me.

“Mommy please go faster,” I moan and her fingers pick up on speed. I’m panting and can feel myself shamefully reaching my own orgasm but something was missing.

“Take her loincloth off!” Tsireya instructs and Lo’ak does so. She’d long abandoned my nipple and was using her left hand to hike my left thigh up, stopping me from closing my legs at all.

“Fuck look at that pretty pussy.” Lo’ak moans himself and palms his cock through his loin cloth. “So wet from mommy doing a good job,” I could feel Tsireya shiver underneath me but her fingers never faltered.

“Don’t you think so, Princess?” He asks me and I nod my head knowing I’d just moan louder if I talked.

“Finger fuck her, Lo, make her cum with our fingers.” Tsireya whispers something quick in my ear and it takes me a bit to process what she said but now I knew what Lo’ak liked to be called.

“Alright baby, I’m going to use my fingers, let me know if it hurts and we can stop, okay?” He asks and I nod.

“Y-yes daddy, I w-will.”

“Fuck you’ll be the death of me.” He groans and comes face to face with my pussy. I could feel his hot breath with every exhale making my slick more evident. He carefully prods at the opening and ever so slowly slides his pointer finger in.

“So bi-ig,” I grind down- as best I could with Tsireya still holding my thigh up, other hand circling my sopping wet clit. I could take a second finger but if I’m being honest, his one finger was like being fucked by a dick, I couldn’t fathom fitting his in me.

“You’re so naughty~” Lo’ak coo’s. “Whose pussy does this belong to?” He asks while kissing my left thigh and I whine.

“Is it mommy’s or daddy’s pussy my love?” Tsireya asks from above me and I whine.

“Ca-can’t choose. Both,” I groan once Lo’ak inserts a second finger and I feel unbelievably full-

“Fuck baby, the tips of my fingers are kissing her cervix,”

“Daddy, fuck!” I yell and feel the coil in my belly start to tighten. He curls his fingers upward once and I moan, opening my legs up more if possible.

“Yeah baby girl?” He asks while curling them again, making sure to drag his fingers over a very special and sensitive spot inside me.

“Mommy, Daddy, I’m gonna-“ I grunt and thrust my hip upwards as Lo’ak hits that spot harder.

“Come for us baby, be a good girl and come for momma and daddy.” Tsireya coo’s stopping her rubs on my clit, before I could whine our of protest she pushes the bottom of my tummy down as Lo’ak grinds his fingers upward and I see stars. My vision goes white and I’m sure I was screaming, the feeling of pure pleasure is rippling through me and I can tell I’m grinding back on his finger, I open my eyes lazily to see Lo’ak licking his fingers clean.

“You taste divine, baby girl.”

“No fair, I want to taste-“ Lo’ak dips his fingers back down into my cunt and sits up on his knees, grabbing Tsireya’s cheeks harshly and placing his fingers in her mouth and she closes her eyes, letting out a seductive sound as she licked his fingers clean.

“Fuck.” I whisper to myself while seeing this play out before me. He leans in and starts making out with Tsireya and the gloss on his lips from my own cunt is turning me on, they were getting horny over my taste.

“We have someone to finish off, Rey,” Lo’ak affectionately rubs the teal girls cheek, kissing her forehead.

“But I already came-“ I mention in confusion.

“And now we fuck, baby girl.” He states as if it were obvious and I moan at the thought alone.

“How can I take that sweet pussy of yours?” He asks and I moan again.

“Doggy.”

“Get in position then.”

“Wait-“ I stop him as he reaches for his loincloth and he stops.

“I want Mommy in front if me so I can eat her out.” I stated while looking at Tsireya.

“But tonight is for you, my love-“ She starts and I cut her off.

“And I want to eat you out, please.”

She undoes her loincloth with a flick of her hand over the bow keeping it together and sits on the floor in front of me, her legs slowly spread and I see and smell her slick. I didn’t think I’d be able to smell it but-

“You smell so good-“ I groan and felt myself become aroused at the smell and sight alone.

“Feel her, baby girl.” Lo’ak says beside me and I shiver at his proximity.

My mouth salivates at the thought of doing that but my body was acting on its own as my knees came into contact with the ground below. I knelt down and inspected her pussy and was surprised to see how similar our anatomy was. I instinctively place my four fingers on her mound as my thumb slides over where I believe her clit is and she sucks in a breath. I bite my lip and feel Lo’ak lifting my hips to get me in position and I go all in with my thumb, not necessarily taking it slow but not too fast to hurt her.

“Please don’t stop.” Tsireya exhales heavily.

“I don’t plan on it-“ My own breath hitches as Lo’ak places the head of his cock on my entrance, gently pushing the slightest bit.

“Keep playing with Mommy, baby, Daddy’s going slow.” He reassures me while continuing to slide in at the slowest pace possible and my heart swells at how sweet he’s being to me.

“Use your fingers baby.” Tsireya demands and I use my own hand sticking one finger in her. “You can use more than one my love,” She coaxes and I use three, she throws her head back and I can feel her squeeze my fingers. I continue to slowly thrust in her while rubbing her clit with my thumb.

Just then I could feel Lo’ak’s head entering and the unbelievable stretch I found was enough to stop me from taking care of Tsireya and groaning in pain.

“Hold on princess.” Lo’ak states while using his body to hover over mine as he sucks on my neck, gently taking one hand off my hip to trail down to rub my clit.

“Eywa you’re so tight and so wet.” He groans in my ear, his finger rubbing my clit faster.

“Don’t forget mommy, Tiyan,” He kisses my ear and I whine, feeling bad for forgetting about ‘Reya, I move my fingers deeper and feel her clench harder around my hands as she moans louder, I can see her toes curling as I run my fingers back out and I feel like the cockiest person alive right now.

“How does that ma-ke you f-f-eel, mom-my?” I planned that to go smoother in my mind but Lo’ak’s attentiveness to my body was showing. I thrusted my fingers back in her and circled her clit twice.

“Wonderful, Tiyan,” She moans and meets my fingers with a small thrust of her own. “Don’t stop,”

“I wanna taste-“ I lazily stated as Lo’ak thrusts his hips further, finally meeting my hips, the tip of his cock kissing my cervix.

“Yes,” Lo’ak moans and goes back to gripping my hips again, I can feel his balls ghosting over my clit. I bend my face down and take Tsireya’s clit in my mouth suckling it and swirling my tongue when I took a breath in.

“I’m going to move, baby girl,” Lo’ak warns before moving his hips back, taking his cock with him, and I can feel the stretch again. I shut my eyes to help focus on Tsireya but the pain was harsh.

“Fuckin’ love this pussy-“ Lo’ak grits while coming back in and slapping my ass at the same time. The sting from the impact of both movements caught me by surprise and I could feel myself contract around him.

“I’m close-“ Tsireya moans, her eyes closed and her mouth letting out pants as she ever so softly grinds her hips closer to my face.

“Yeah, my naughty girls.” I feel another slap on my ass as he slides out and picks up the pace. “Should I let mommy cum?” Lo’ak asks me and slides back in.

“Fuck- I- I don’t know,” I try to breathe but place my mouth back on her, moving my fingers non stop.

“Mmm-“ He hums.

“Baby girl doesn’t think you deserve to come, mommy.”

“I don’t know how much longer I can wait,” Tsireya stops moving her hips against my mouth and I’m saddened.

“Fuck, I’m close too.” Lo’ak pants above me and I can feel my pussy massaging his cock, the primal urge to shove myself back on his cock to coax his come was driving me insane. I look up and see Tsireya biting her lip and looking at me.

“D’you think she should come now baby?” He pistons his hips inside and I’m melting. I detach from Tsireya’s swollen clit and answer.

“Yes mom-my, c-co-me,” I whine and feel another sting on my behind. The moment Tsireya whines and sucks in a deep breathe is the moment Lo’ak goes faster, if at all possible, and ruts his hips in. I can feel Tsireya’s walls clench on my fingers as I’m making the come here motion over her G spot.

“Daddy!” I whine.

“Fuckin’ come princess.”

And as soon as I do, I feel warm, safe, and loved.

_________

Lo’ak had pulled out, laying me between Tsireya and himself as they praised me for a job well done and took turns caressing my back. They gently lead me into the water and cleaned me off, being careful and attentive to my body language. Floating in the cool water helped me feel comfortable again and I sighed in contentment.

After they dressed me, Lo’ak carried me on the way to our shared Marui in which I was mostly already sleeping in his arm.

“Are humans always this sleepy?” Tsireya’s voice is all I hear, but I feel calm.

“After giving them the fuck of a life-time they are.” Lo’ak responds softly, theres a distinct sound that makes me think they kissed.

“I am happy.” Tsireya speaks and is joining me on the mat, cradling my body, effectively making me the little spoon. “She deserves the best, my love, I don’t want her to question our love for her again.”

“I don’t think she will, Rey.” Lo’ak lies down next to us and I can only tell from the slight movement of the mat. He moved his hands to cradle Tsireya and myself and I snuggle closer to their bodies.

“I would kill for her.” She whispers and leans down to kiss my cheek.

“I would too,” Lo’ak yawns lightly and groans happily.

[femmelovefemme]

Hi Mommy! ✨ I hope it’s okay if I ask for a little help? 🥺 I never thought I would be into degrading because I have a very big praise kink but lately I’ve been wanting to try it out. Is there somehow those two could be mixed together? I’m relatively new to exploring kinks and discovering how submissive I am.. I really love the feeling of floating in that headspace especially when someone tells me how good I’m doing and how good I make them feel. I really want to try degrading but I’m nervous of getting taken out of that headspace too quickly or having a sub drop if it turns out I don’t like being degraded. I’m sorry this is so long 😓 I think I’m just trying to see if you could give some examples - if you’re comfortable - of things you’d say where degrading and praising is mixed? Hopefully that made sense 🥺

If you answer this, thank you in advance 💝 I hope you have a lovely day 🥰

let me start by saying you are so cute. yes its be easy to slip out of subspace if you hear something that doesn't resonate with the things you like and find arousing.

that's why it's important to talk about all these before hand and establish boundaries within which you feel safe seen and heard.

if you're trying new things and you're still unsure you like it or not. then yes it's a good idea to start out slow.

actually mixing praises with degradation is something i love doing. and I think a lot of it comes from the tone of the voice. I like to use a very soft and gentle voice. I'd say things like

you're so cute and pathetic humping mommy's leg like this. keep going baby.

mommy's pretty little cock slut

aww look at you waiting to be used and stuffed full with mommy's cock like the good whore you are

shh baby don't make too much noise ok? good little whores always take it down their throats obediently and you're my good little whore right? yes you are

do you know how pretty you are when you're desperate and miserable like this? how wet mommy is for you when you behave like a pathetic bitch in heat? fuck I love it you make me crazy.

bonus: making you say all kinds of degrading things about yourself then calling you my good girl

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i find myself really wishing there was more reader x Javier fluff in the rdr2 fandom (or...fluff in general. there's so much smut.) so i was wondering if you could cook something up! :D (Preferably masc reader, but beggars can't be choosers LOL)

ofc i got you! beggars can be choosers on my page :)) I TRIED TO POST IT 3 TIMES AND TUMBLR IS JUST GIVING ME "SOMETHING WENT WRONG WHILE POSTING THIS.." ERROR!!! HELP!!! not proofread!

warnings: male reader written by a girl, teeth rotting fluff lmk if i missed something

CEREZO ROSA - JAVIER ESCUELLA X MALE READER

The silence between you two was not uncomfortable, it was needed as you two were almost out of breath. You two were running around the cute meadow you recently found and decided to ask Javier to join you on a little picnic. He was not sure at first, since he was scared that people around the camp might need him and that it was not okay to just leave without anyone knowing, but after some time of you almost begging him to just come with you on a little walk… Just on a little walk! He agreed, sighing heavily. But it was all but a little walk. You left early, right after you both had your first meal of the day, and before you could even notice the sun was going down already! Oh, how time flies when you're with the good company, huh? Chores already forgotten, whole camp not being important when you two were sitting, looking at each other, since you were each other's most precious, important things in the whole world. His soft, dark eyes slowly moving around, looking at you, trying his best to remember every detail of this moment. His hair was being gently moved by wind, and you just couldn't be happier. You got up, feeling a bit hungry, and Javier followed your moves with his soft gaze.

⎯⎯⎯⎯ where are you going, lindo? ⎯⎯⎯⎯ he asked, a bit unsure, clearly curious. Single strand of his hair fell on his nose, which he quickly fixed.

⎯⎯⎯⎯ we packed some fruits to eat while we're here, remember? ⎯⎯⎯⎯ you replied, smiling. Bending over, reaching to a little bag that was laying on the ground. You took two cans of your favorite canned fruits, one for you and one for him, obviously. When you got back, you sat next to him, even closer than last time. Leaning on his arm, you tried to open your can, but it was harder than you'd imagine, so you just sighed, giving it to Javier. He quickly picked up his favorite knife and opened it without a problem, he just spilled some juice on his hands. When you saw that, you giggled, thanking him for opening your food. Soft mutter escaped your lips when you felt the melting flavors on your tongue, sweet, a bit sour but definitely delicious. You closed your eyes for a bit, tired, you knew you were safe, since you were with Javier. If you looked up, you would see how red his cheeks got, the feeling of your body being so close to him was so much to process, you were close to each others, of course, but he was not sure how close. Could he call you his? How could he ask you for permission to be his partner, his boyfriend? Everyone around always told him how weird were people that liked the same gender, but he never thought that he'd have to experience it on his own skin. But when Javier falls, he falls HARD, that's why he was so nervous back then, scared to move a muscle, scared — because he didn't want to scare you away. He realized he loved you at the beginning of that summer, days went by, but the summer showed no sign of ending, as if that magical summer would last all year until another one finally took its place. For some reason he felt scared, he didn't want this time to end, because what if you distance yourself from him when autumn comes? What if the magical moments you two lived through will get erased withing a blink of an eye? Your future was uncertain, everything about it. But there was one thing Javier Escuella was sure of — the fact that he loved you, that no matter what people will say, he will love you, no matter what slurs he'll get called out by others, his love for you will only bloom more. Because when he looked at you, his little amorsito, he felt that nothing else matters anymore. You were not only the person he gave his heart to, but also a friend that understood him well and was always there to hear him out. Javier wanted to hug you, to put his arm around your shoulder and just sit there in silence. He knew he had to confess to you sooner or later, but it was so hard for him. His love was confessed around once or twice in his life, he was not experienced at all, especially not with guys. But as soon as he was close to making up his mind and finally speaking, feeling like this might be the right moment, you moved, your body moved, and he got distracted, by your smell, the warmth you shared with him. Oh, he looked down at the top of your head, and he couldn't believe that you didn't do that on purpose. There was no way you were that oblivious! He felt his heart race, so he put his hands on his face, trying to calm down.

⎯⎯⎯⎯ what's wrong? ⎯⎯��⎯ you said, feeling the arm you were leaning on moving slightly. You sat back up, looking at him, covering his face. You put your food aside and gave you the worried look. He peeked through his fingers, and god how he hated that look on you, because he knew that you truly cared for him, yet you for some reason still weren't his? It made him feel so guilty of not confessing earlier, but he was literally scared.

⎯⎯⎯⎯ I just… ⎯⎯⎯⎯ he started, but sighed, not knowing what to say. ⎯⎯⎯⎯ I… I just think that… Do you think there is any chance for us to be… Um… More than friends? I- I'm really sorry if that's too out of the blue and!- ⎯⎯⎯⎯ he was silenced by your face moving closer to him, by you leaning closer, putting both of your hands at each side of his hips, gently touching the green grass.

⎯⎯⎯⎯ … Oh, Javier… ⎯⎯⎯⎯ your voice showed a mix of emotions that went through your head, and that's the reaction he feared the most. He'd actually prefer if you just slapped him or called him a slur, but now… What were you? ⎯⎯⎯⎯ I always thought I was wrong for feeling this way for you… I was so sure that you'd never like me back… ⎯⎯⎯⎯ and then he heard… Relief. His eyes went wide, and his first instinct was to grasp your shoulders, which he did, not thinking much of it. His smile was precious, almost filled with child-like joy, as he replied: ⎯⎯⎯⎯ If we're weird, then let us be weird together, flor, I'll never let you be weird by yourself. ⎯⎯⎯⎯ he said, leaning to kiss you. His lips were dry, hungry, but the kiss was still so soft and full of love, full of happiness. Will you return that kiss...?

SIGNED TEASER IF THIS POST WILL NOT GET POSTED CAUSE OF THIS ERROR ONCE AGAIN I'M GIVING UP!!!

[eunchancorner]

Triple Trauma (Tiny Triple Threat AU)

I said babies, I should have said kids, I'm sorry

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“Rupert, I have a job for you,” General Galeforce informed the ravenette as he entered the tent. Something about the wording, however, made Rupert a little nervous. If this was something professional, wouldn’t he have said ‘Lieutenant Price’?

“Yes, sir?” he responded, standing straight as his superior approached.

“You know how we had to handle that hostage situation a few days ago? 13 families, all that?”

Rupert nodded. He remembered almost every detail, including the video they’d been sent alerting them to it in the first place. Specifically, he remembered that not only had every family been taken hostage, but their homes had been burnt down just to make sure they’d never make it back to them.

“Well, during our relocation efforts, we’ve come upon a… troubling discovery,” the general began, “Only ten of the families have the parents remaining, meaning we now have 3 unaccompanied children on the base. We have reason to believe that the video we were sent was not five randomly chosen hostages, but specifically the parents of these children chosen to be executed. One child has also sustained major damage to his throat and it’s unclear if he’ll ever even talk again. As you know, a military base is no place for one child, let alone three, so, as my most trusted soldier, I need you to take care of them.”

What.

“I- sir, with all due respect, you should reconsider this. I mean, I’m no good with children! Plus, I have to be here, a-and Dave has to work most of the day,” the ravenette exclaimed, unsure he could even manage a single child.

“That’s why I’m going to put you on leave. It’ll only be temporary, son, at least until we can get them into a foster care system. I know you don’t think you can do it, but I have faith in you.”

“I can’t help but feel like that faith is very misplaced, but alright…” he gave in with a sigh. Galeforce led him to another tent, where another soldier, Anthony Lee, was knelt down in front of three kids, who were huddled in a dark green blanket. The tallest, or perhaps just the only one standing, was a very defensive-looking red-haired girl, and she looked like she was on the verge of attacking Anthony. The scene almost reminded Rupert of a little kitten trying to defend its siblings.

“Alright, Lee, I’ve found him, you’re dismissed,” the general told the other soldier, who stood, beginning to walk out before pausing to tell Rupert something.

“Good luck with the girl, she almost tried to beat my ass,” he warned before exiting. The ravenette rolled his eyes, thinking he was being dramatic.

“Rupert, these are the kids. We have yet to identify them, and they’re… They’re not making it very easy,” General Galeforce admitted, glancing at the little trio. “We keep asking for their names and the girl just keeps yelling that she doesn’t need to tell us. She’s brave for a kid that just went through hell, I’ll give her that, but… Do you think you could get her to open up?”

“No,” he sighed, “but I’ll try.”

He walked up to the three, kneeling down in front of them.

“Hey, kids…” he began, and was also promptly stopped by the girl’s enraged screaming.

“Go away! I want my dad! Where’s my dad?!” she yelled, blocking off the other two kids with her arms.

“Hey, hey, your dad’s… Resting, okay?” he lied. He didn’t have the heart to tell her that her dad was probably dead.

“Then where’s Mary?! I don’t wanna talk to you!”

“Hey, hey, Mary’s resting, too, okay? We need to know your name so we know who these people are, okay?”

“You’re lying! You don’t need to know my name! Let me see Dad and Mary!!”

“Kiddo, listen. If we don’t know your name, we won’t be able to figure out who your dad and Mary are, okay? We won’t be able to get you or these boys back to your parents, so what’s your name?” he finally told her, looking directly into her eyes. He could see her trying to think up an argument, before she sighed, looking at the ground.

“My name’s Ellie…” she conceded, before looking at the boys behind her; one wearing a black shirt, jeans, red sneakers and a pilot’s jacket someone must have given him, the other in a blue shirt, a dark blue coat, jeans and brown boots. She pointed at the one in the jacket, “That’s Charlie. He doesn’t like loud noises,” she turned and pointed at the other boy, “And that’s Henry. He can’t talk anymore…”

“Thank you, Ellie… now, we need to take you three somewhere for a while, okay? Your parents are, uh… gonna take a long time to recover, so the general has told me to look after you,” he told them, seeing Henry avert his eyes. Ellie sat down, shaking her head.

“No, I’m staying here and waiting for Dad and Mary. I wanna see them when they come back…”

Oh god, my heart, Rupert thought. This poor girl, I can’t tell her…

“This isn’t a safe place for kids to be, okay? You could get hurt here. Besides, my house is a lot warmer and has actual food and beds. We’ll bring you back when Dad and Mary are better, okay?” he lied, looking over at the boys. “And your parents, too.”

Henry crossed his arms, fixing his gaze on his crossed legs, but Charlie looked up at Rupert with a hopeful gaze.

“Food sounds good… They don’t give us good food here…” he murmured, “And I would like a real bed again… Can we, Ellie? He looks nice, and his hair is all fluffy. I like fluffy…”

“Mmm… Dad always said not to go with strangers…” she grumbled.

“Well, right now, I have just about as much of a choice as you do. It’s just until we can get everything sorted,” he assured her, “Then you’ll never have to see my ugly mug again.”

Ellie seemed to think for a moment, before reaching behind her. Charlie and Henry took her hands and stood, walking closer to her. He could see now that while Henry was, in fact, shorter, Charlie was about the same height as her.

“Okay, Mr. Fluffy Guy, we’ll go… as long as you get us something good to eat,” she conceded.

“Alright, and the name’s Rupert,” he told them, before standing up straight. “C’mon, I’ll bring you out to my car.”

The three kids followed Rupert out, waited patiently for him to unlock and open the back door of his Jeep, and helped each other up. They managed to get themselves situated in the back row, and once they had, Rupert got into the driver’s seat and set off.

They were quiet as he drove, and Rupert knew why; they were nervous. The poor kids had probably been through hell and back, then had spent a couple of uncomfy nights at a strange camp only to be told they had to go with a stranger. It was probably a lot for them to handle.

“Hey, you kids wanna grab fast food? Since it’s your first night, I figured I could at least treat you,” he offered, hearing two of them whisper among each other before Ellie spoke up.

“We want McDonalds,” she told him, earning a short chuckle.

“Right, McDonalds it is then…”

[hiddleswiftt]

Maybe a Prince Eric imagine based on this? Like a trust fall scenario? Him and his daughter and he’s just the best soft dad, reassuring and comforting when his daughter is unsure and nervous

OMG YES! sorry it’s so late! i swear both jonah and eric could be the cutest dads ever!

TRUST FALL

prince eric x fem reader!

description - you and eric have been married for a while now, by that time you’ve had a daughter as well! (it’s just eric being fluffy, kind and reassuring towards your daughter - most of the description has come from the request!!) SORRY THIS IS A SHORT ONE! AND I THOUGHT THIS SONG WAS PERFECT FOR THIS FIC!

you and eric had been married for a while now, and you have had a daughter! it has been 5 years since you had had her, and she has become more involved with the royal household and its duties although being young still.

you were the duchess of the island since you got married to eric, and your daughter eleanor was the first princess of the island.

ever since she got the title, she seemed to feel a little insecure and pressured. even at a young age…

you were out helping the townspeople in the market with grimsby one day when eleanor was feeling down, insecure and pressured the most.

while her mother was out, she had her father with her.

eleanor of all people thought her father would be down at the market, but you told her that she couldn’t stay in the castle alone.

they both stood out in the carriage room also amongst where the horses are, playing trust fall together.

she felt a little uneasy that day, of all days. which made eric sit his daughter aside for a few minutes to talk to her.

“darling? are you okay?” he asked her, as bent down to get down to eleanor’s level. she didn’t look like herself at all.

she looked back at him, with soft and shy eyes and shook her head a little. “worried.” she could only say.

eric tilted his head and looked at her, “why are you worried, my sweet girl?” he asked her, wondering what was wrong.

“it’s hard being a p-wincezz daddy..” eleanor mumbled, “it worries and scares me..”

her father put his hands on her cheeks, trying to reassure her. “hey.. hey… look at me..” he tells her, “none of this should worry you. alright? there is absolutely nothing to worry about, my darling.. do you understand?”

eleanor nods, and embraces her father in a long hug. eric kisses his daughter’s head, not realising that you had entered through the castle gates.

you look at him, wondering what had happened. he just looks at you, and already as he does this you know. you just know.

so you rush down and hug her and kiss her head to comfort her, then you peck eric’s lips quickly.

all of them, all of her family being together made eleanor feel better again. she knew that she didn’t need to worry anymore.

she was home. her family was her home.

the island felt like home.

please don’t copy my work! <3

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— h4uerkings

[lover-girl-estxx]

hi!! i’ve absolutely been devouring your ufc fics lol. just wondering if you can do a sean strickland x reader where she discovers she’s pregnant and tells sean? maybe it can go through like the whole pregnancy up to the birth? just take it and run with it!! i can’t stop seeing sean as a girl dad bahaha! thank you💗

Dad Strickland

"are you sure you'll be fine?" he asked in the doorway of our bathroom "Yeah peach it's just a little cold promise" I said from our bed. i had been throwing up the past to mornings and a headache "i'll come back early today" "don't worry" he kissed my head "love you bye" "Love you" he walked out closing the door. I did not have a cold at all nor was I sick my period was late and Sean's Sean so me being pregnant was not unlikely. So I put some sweats on and grabbed my keys, I drove to the closed CVS and grabbed a test before going to the check out.

"Babe?" Sean said as I opened my car door "Sean what are you doing here?" I threw the bag into the car "getting me and the guys more Monsters I thought you were sick" he smiled "I am I came to get some sprite and bananas" I sighed and slightly smiled "okay," he said unsure "well i'll see you at home" he kissed my head "yeah!" I nodded.

It sat on the bathroom sink, me on the toilet cover. I was nervous you know Sean hasn't really said for sure that he wanted kids he had made comments how it would be nice but he didn't know how good of a dad he would be or if kids is really something he wants and he just feels he has too.

I sighed and and flipped the test 'Positive' I smiled "oh my god" my eyes started to water I slightly squealed. At this point I don't even really care what Sean has to say i'm super happy!.

I heard the front door open a few hours later, I put the test in my pocket and pretty much ran down the stairs. "sprite can do a lot I guess" he said putting his gym bag down "yeah," I smiled widely "come sit with me" I grabbed his hand and pulled him to the couch. "whats up?" he put his arm on the back of the couch "I have to tell you something! but don't be nervous okay?" "okay?" his brows going together "I don't have a cold the reason I was at CVS because i'm pregnant" I smiled "what?" "I got test this morning and its positive" "really?" I sighed and nodded he took a deep breath and put his head in his hands "sean your making me a little nervous" I whispered.

He looked up his eyes slightly watered "baby i'm so excited" he smiled I smiled back and wrapped my arms around him, he did the same "we have a doctors appointment tomorrow morning" I said kissed his cheek.

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"you are about a month along!" the nurse said "really? that far?" I asked she nodded "sometimes it people don't know till they have a baby" I looked to Sean he pushed his brows together same as me "when can we know the gender?" he asked "well if you do a blood test you can find out in 9-10 weeks but it won't be for sure, or wait till 18-24 weeks" "how long is that?" Sean asked "like 4-6 months" I replied he groaned "thats a long time" I nodded.

We were driving back home in Seans Tesla which he was driving the speed limit which I don't think hes ever done before "when can I tell people?" he asked "after the first trimester which is three months" "why?" he held my hand "just to make sure gos right" he nodded and slightly bit his lip "i'll be okay promise Peach" I smiled and rubbed his cheek "k" he smiled.

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Month 2 Weeks

"Babe where are you?" he said coming back from the gym "kitchen!" he came in "why are you up?" I giggled "i'm hungry and your hungry soo" "no go sit down i'll finish" "no it's fine" "go sit" "okay Peach" I softly grabbed his chin and pecked his lips.

-- Seans POV --

I heard her turn her show on and get cozy on the couch. I finished up dinner and made her a plate and got her a drink, I walked around the couch "her-" she was dead asleep shes been falling asleep everywhere and anytime. She softly snored and brought the throw pillow closer to her, she sighed and slightly opened her eyes "is the food ready?" she whispered "yeah" I chuckled as she sat up and I handed her the bowl.

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2 Months

"oh" the nurse said "what?" I asked Y/n looked up at me "nothing" the nurse added "you can't do that. is everything okay?" Y/n asked "i can't say but everything is fine health wise" Y/n looked unsure up at me as the woman moved the thing around on her stomach. The doctor finally came in "okay so I have some news for you guys!" she smiled "yes?!" Y/n said "you guys are pregnant with..Twins!" Y/ns mouth opened and laughed "I am?!" "she is?!" she nodded "they are both very healthy! there is baby 1 and right next to that is baby 2" she pointed on the screen, I looked down to Y/n with a wide smile on her face.

We walked out she was holding my hand and started slightly jumping up and down "i'm excited and Nervous!! oh my god are you excited?!" she looked up at me "i'm excited!" i smiled she smiled wider "I can't wait!" she grabbed the back of my neck pulling me down and kissing me.

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3 Months

--Y/ns POV --

We invited all our close family to the house and we made dinner, no friends I was kinda tell mine at brunch in a few day and me and Sean are going to the gym together and tell the guys tomorrow. We were sitting at the table "here guys me and sean got you guys something" I smiled handing mine and his mom a envelope, they both opened them "oh my god really?!" my mom asked I nodded she hugged me "look it's twins!" dawn (seans mom) said she handed the ultrasound to Seans brother and SIL, she hugged me too "careful mom" Sean said as his brother gave him a shoulder pat. "I can bring you all the boys stuff like they're cribs and stuff" my sister said "i'll let you" she walked away "i'm not putting my kids in her hippy cribs" Sean whispered to me I looked up and smiled patting his chest "I know" he scoffed a laugh.

They had all left, Sean walked his brother out while I was cleaning up the plates and all the trash. "what are you doing?" he asked "cleaning up?" I shrugged "go sit down i'll clean up" "no its fine you did a lot of the cooking" I kept grabbing the plate "your also 3 months pregnant with twins so go sit down" he took them from me "fine" I went to the couch.

It was the next morning and we were getting ready for the gym, I put leggings and one of Sean's shirts. "I'm tired" I yawned "you want to stay home?" He asked coming up behind me "no I'm fine promise" "you sure?" I turned and wrapped my arms around his neck, I nodded he leaned down and kiss me moving his hands to under my butt "we're not gonna make it the way your kissing me right now" I said pecked his lips and moved away "is that so bad?" he said and shrugged "yes, come on" I called over my shoulder. I was about to go down the stairs he lifted me up "what are you doing!?" I smiled "no more stairs for you" I giggled.

He opened the car door for me and helped me out "thank you" he grabbed my hand "how do I tell people your pregnant?" "how ever you want to" "we did it so much that I finally knocked you up?" he smiled "I would perfer something else but thats fine" "i'll figure something else out" he laughed opening the gym door. Sean was pretty excited he was just about the only one in the gym with no kids, Chris just had a kid Eric has three. "hey Mrs. Strickland!" Eric said making me smile "hi coach Nicksick!" he smiled.

They were all standing around after wresting about to end "guys I got something to say," I watched most of the guys roll they're eyes making me smile "i don't know what to say but Y/ns pregnant! with twins" he smiled, they all jumped around him then they all came over and hugged me "do you know what they are?" Chris asked "next month!" he nodded "give us two more fighters" I chuckled "two more seans? I don't know about that" he laughed.

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4 Months

I had on a light purple sundress Sean had on the same thing he wore everyday "is that good?" he asked setting up the camera, I nodded "perfect," I smiled "come on I can't wait!" he smiled and sat next to me. "what do you want?" he asked "boy and girl so I don't have to give birth third time" "i'll be happy with anything!" "now you make me sound like a bitch" "no" he smiled and rubbed my back. "baby B and I have Baby A" we both made a cupcake in front of us "ready?" he whispered I nodded we both smiled and bite our cupcakes, I pulled mine back Pink we both turned our cupcakes to each other both of our cupcakes were pink "oh my god!" I laughed wrapping my arms around him. He held me tight smiling "are you happy?" I whisper in his ear "baby i'm more then happy" I pulled back and softly grabbed his chin kissing him.

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5 Months

"give me all the names" Sean said as we sat on the bed

"April, Scarlet, blayke, Sage, Cleo , Anastasia and Sidney"

"blake? Thats a boy so no thats my veto"

"Okay" I chuckled "what would you chose?" he asked me

"I think Cleo and Sidney are cute"

"Sage and Sidney" I smiled "perfect peach!" he pulled me into him "I thought that would take longer" I nodded "I guess we're just better than everyone else" I shrugged.

"I got you something" Sean said from the front door "whats that?" I asked from the couch, he brought a huge amazon package to me "do we have room for this?" he nodded and handed me his keys to open the box "thanks". I opened it and pulled out a pregnancy pillow "oh my god I wanted this!!" I pulled it out laying with it "thank you peach!" he kissed my head "my lips" he smiled and kissed me.

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6 Months

I sat on the floor of the girls room, in a pair of shorts and sports bra. It was hot as fuck in Vegas in the summer and I was trying to put these cribs together while Sean was training "this makes no sense!" I groaned throwing the info paper. I started to try again before sighing and going to get up, which I guess I couldn't do. So I laid back and grabbed my phone, the dog joining me.

"what are you doing?" Sean slightly chuckling "I thought I could put these together but I can't and then I got stuck down here" I groaned he laughed "come here" he stood over me as I put my hands out he pulled me up "thank you" I said tired he kissed me "how are all my girls?" "Tired and hungry and upset" I put my hands on his shoulders "why are you upset?" He rubbed my lower back "because I wanted to set they're room up" I pouted as my eyes started to water he sighed "I'll make you something to eat then set the cribs up while you nap okay?" I nodded and he pulled my head to his chest rubbing my back kissing my head.

I was sitting in our bed Watching TV and he brought me a big plate of food "thank you peach!" I smiled and he nodded and kissed me "yeah! I'm gonna go do the cribs k?" "You sure you don't need help?" "Yeah I'll get it done quick" "okay" he pecked my lips before going back into the girls room.

When I woke up later I grabbed my phone and checked the time '6:48pm'. I walked into the the room he had them both set up and a was putting sheets on they're small bed "you already finished?' I yawned "yeah! they look good right?" "they look great! thank you" "i'm gonna work on the shelves tomorrow my brother is gonna come over and help me" "your already such a good daddy" I smiled and leaned up and kissed him "thanks" he lightly blushed and looked down I kissed his cheek over and over.

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8 Months

"you shouldn't go its to hot" Sean said putting his boots on "I like watching you do interviews though!" "I packed you a lunch if you still think you have to go" "you did?" I stood in front of him hands on my back he nodded "yeah and you need to take water" "I love you so much your so cute!" I kissed the top of his head. He opened his truck door for me helping me get in "here" he handed me a pillow and the lunch bag I smiled.

"did you want to get tea or something?" he asked "no i'm good thank you" I smiled "you sure?" I nodded and kissed his hand that he held. "Hi!" I smiled and hugged Nina "hi how are you?!" she smiled "i'm good you?" "great!". "Nina you have an extra chair for her?" Sean asked "it's fine babe I can stand" "you don't have to though" "yeah I have one" she said grabbing me one "thank you" I smiled. He brought me a water before going and sitting in front of the camera, "sean your gonna be a dad in like to months hows that?" "i'm happy yeah" he smiled and blushed lightly "what are you having?" Nina knew but for the interview "twins both girls!" "did you want a boy?" "yeah and maybe one down the road but i'm still very very grateful and happy about two girls" "are they gonna shoot?" he nodded "yes their mom does its only right" "how is Sean with you being pregnant?" she asked looking to me "10 out of 10," I smiled as she waved me over, he pulled me down on to his knee "he packs lunches and rubs my feet and puts cribs together. Hes great!" he rubbed my back "you heard it here Sean Strickland is in the kitchen" she laughed.

"are you going to the gym later?" I asked as we drove back to the house from Nina's "no," he shook his head "why whats up?" "I just wanted to watch movies tonight after I make dinner" "i'll order something or cook your to big to cook" I gasped "I mean it's hard on your feet and stuff" he smiled making me chuckle "i'll bet".

We were sitting on the couch Seans head by my stomach and his hand resting flat on my stomach while our movie played. A light kick landed on his hand "you feel that?" he asked sitting up slightly I nodded and smiled. This was his favorite thing laying next to me his hand resting on my stomach hoping to feel one small kick. He lifted the white T shirt of his that I wore and kissed my belly "your already such a good daddy" I smiled and rubbed his head he smiled shutting his eyes waiting for another kick.

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9 months

I was hanging and doing last minute things in the girls room when I feel water go down my legs then a sharp pain "oww," I sat in the rocking chair "Sean!" he came in from his gun room "you okay?" he asked coming over to me missing the puddle of water "my water broke can't you see?!" "i'm sorry yes I see baby...come here" he helped me up "you think we should wait?" "no go right now" "you have to pay more" "I don't care" "okay I have to change can you put the bags in the car?" he nodded.

"I don't wanna do this" I said in the bed more pain shooting through me "okay" he ran his fingers through my hair and wiping the one or two tears off my cheeks. "i'd say twenty minutes till its time to push!" the nurse smiled "okay!" I smiled as she walked out "what if I can't?!" I looked up at him "your body is made to do this Y/n you'll do great! Promise" he rubbed my forehead.

"hi" they laid one on my chest "holy shit" Sean whispered "shes so cute" I smiled "heres your other one" they laid her on the other side of my chest. They cleaned them handed one to me and one to Sean "this is Sidney" Sean said holding her in his chest "yeah?" "yeah" me and him not taking our eyes off the babies we were holding "that means I have Sage..my baby Sage hi" I kissed her head he came and sat next to me still holding Sidney "they already look like you" he said and smiled "that means they're gonna act just like you" "let's hope not" "it won't be to bad" kissed sages head "wanna switch?" I nodded.

It was later and he was holding both of them "damn" he sighed and had small tears going down his face "peach" I rubbed his tears off his face "they're beautiful" I kissed his cheek "yeah they are" Sidney started to fuss I grabbed her from him "come here babygirl", I started to feed her "I need some milk too" he smirked "sshh" I giggled "your such a good momma" I smiled "thank you".

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A/n I wanted to make this a lot longer but some things came up so I just want to get it out! Lmk if you guys want part two of the girl at like 5🙂

[hotchocolatedoodles]

The Coming Out of the Tenmas

Characters: Tenma Saki, Tenma Tsukasa, Hoshino Ichika (mentioned), Mochizuki Honami (mentioned), Hinomori Shiho (mentioned), Kamishiro Rui (mentioned), Tsukasa and Saki's parents

Pairings: Tenma Saki/Hoshino Ichika/Mochizuki Honami/Hinomori Shiho (mentioned), Tenma Tsukasa/Kamishiro Rui (mentioned)

Word Count: 2,044 words

Summary: Saki and Tsukasa are coming out to each other and then to their parents!!

Notes: This fic was inspired by a tweet that a friend made and I absolutely love the idea of Saki and Tsukasa coming out to their parents together so enjoy!

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“I- I’m gay”

Twelve seconds passed before Tsukasa registered the words his dear sister just told him.

Saki was nervous about telling her brother about this for a long time. Her mind had slowly caught up on the fact that she started to feel differently for Ichika, Honami and Shiho. She used to casually call her three bandmates her ‘girlfriends’ and didn’t think much of it, because she thought that her feelings were of a platonic nature. However, one day in the School SEKAI, her heart started to race at the sight of her friends on the rooftop under the starry sky. It took her about a month to eventually make up her mind and embrace those feelings for what they were. Sweet love for her childhood friends.

Once she had realised those feelings, Saki was fine. She kept them in her heart, because she was unsure whether the three girls felt the same for her. But it was okay. Oddly, she didn’t feel anxious about keeping her feelings a secret for the moment, Saki couldn’t even tell why. Perhaps it was because she simply loved to be with her friends and didn’t care about their relationship status so long they could play in their band together.

Saki also hadn’t told anyone else about her feelings. She didn’t know how to tell that she was attracted to girls so she didn’t deem it necessary to tell someone in the first place. That was until she started to notice something.

All of a sudden, she could hear oh so many girls at Miya Girls’ chatting about their boyfriends and it made her feel uneasy. What would happen if someone asked her what her type of boy is? Or worse, what if someone asked her who she’d got a crush on? She started to feel nervous about this entire romance topic.

One day, Rui was visiting Tsukasa. They were apparently discussing new show ideas. Saki felt overjoyed knowing that her brother had a friend like Rui who shared his passion. She could tell that Tsukasa was often putting other people’s needs before his own, which had worried her sometimes in the past, but now that he could be himself around someone, that had put her mind at ease.

After Rui had left that day, Saki commented, “Hihi, Rui-kun and you are really passionate about this play. I’m happy to see you two being such close friends!”

At that, Tsukasa flinched a tiny bit. As he turned around to face Saki, a blush on his face became visible for her. Tsukasa leaned back against the door, shyly staring at his feet. Saki came a little closer.

“Um, Saki, I think there’s something I should tell you,” Tsukasa began speaking, which made Saki tilt her head in confusion and curiosity. The star took a deep breath, “You see… um… Rui, he… he is my boyfriend.”

Upon hearing those words, Saki’s eyes widened in excitement. A comically big smile crept its way up to Saki’s face and barely a second passed before she pounced onto her brother, pulling him into a hug.

“Oh my god! That’s so amazing!! Why didn’t you tell me before??” Saki exclaimed.

Tsukasa was baffled at the reaction but soon a wide smile spread over his face as he reciprocated the hug and explained how he felt anxious about telling because he was scared of the reaction he might receive. However, now he knew that there had been no reason to be worried. After all, his precious sister had always been excited and supportive for anything the star had in store.

After that day, hope started to bloom inside of Saki’s chest. Maybe she couldn’t tell her bandmates or any other of her friends about her feelings, but she could certainly trust her brother with it. How could she even think she wouldn’t be able to tell Tsukasa about this. That thought made her feel a little embarrassed.

So, now she was there, sitting on Tsukasa’s bed while he was sitting next to her, holding her hands and staring at her dumbfounded. He couldn’t believe what he just heard. But as he slowly understood his sister’s words, his expression started to shift. A small hint of tears welling up in his eyes was there, his grip on Saki’s hands tightened and a smile appeared on his face. Then he pulled her in a hug and she yelped at the sudden move. She quickly placed her arms on Tsukasa’s back and leaned her head on his shoulder as she let out a few quiet sobs.

“Saki! I- I am so happy that you told me this! Thank you so, so much for telling me! I- I am so proud!!” Tsukasa cried out which in response made Saki cry. She felt so relieved about being able to tell someone. No longer would she have to carry her thoughts and feelings alone. She should’ve known that her brother would be this supportive since the very beginning. Oh what a fool she was for not even thinking about it. But that didn’t matter anymore. She felt save now in the arms of her brother.

From that day on, the two siblings would often ramble about their feelings. Tsukasa would tell her about his dates with Rui, while Saki would talk about how cute Ichika, Honami and Shiho were.

But eventually it had to come.

For once, the entire Tenma family was having dinner together. It wasn’t often that their parents weren’t gone for work but occasionally, they’d be able to have a great family dinner. The Tenmas talked about all the things they hadn’t been able to catch up to. School, friends, work, hobbies. A big life update you may say. However, this also led to the topic of love.

“And any news in your love lives,” their father asked in a joking manner.

Saki and Tsukasa glanced at each other. Both had a look plastered on their face as if they wanted to say ‘shit’.

They didn’t think about coming out to their parents. In fact, they were so happy with sharing news between the two of them only that the thought of telling their parents had never even crossed their minds even once. Now they sat there at the dinner table, wondering what to do about this.

“Haha, I am far too busy with working on becoming the next world star that there’s no space for such a thing as love at the moment!” Tsukasa proudly exclaimed with his show persona on. He despised using his acting skills as a means to lie to people but this was an emergency. He first had to talk with Saki about this matter.

“Nothing on my end either, unfortunately, haha,” Saki responded, though not as convincing as Tsukasa but it was enough to fool their parents.

After dinner, the two siblings hurried into Saki’s room as it was closer than Tsukasa’s and actually had four walls, unlike the boy’s room.

“What do we do, what do we do, WHAT DO WE DO?!” Tsukasa paced around Saki’s room frantically. He was panicking because he felt like an idiot for not seeing this coming.

“Calm down and don’t be so loud before they hear us!!” Saki wasn’t panicking much less than her brother. She was sitting on her bed, nervously biting her fingernails.

“We need to tell them! Right?” Tsukasa threw a worried look at his sister, “We cannot leave them in the dark like that right?? I couldn’t possibly lie to them for the rest of my life!”

“But what do we even say?! ‘Hey, mom, dad! Tsukasa and I are gay and not interested in your typical romance. I have a huge crush on my childhood friends and Tsukasa even has a boyfriend already!’ We can’t possibly say that!!” Saki was making exaggerated movements with her arms as she spoke.

The Tenma siblings were at a loss and frightened to death of the reaction of their parents. They couldn’t help it. Their parents had grown up during different times so even though they were usually supportive of everything Saki and Tsukasa had done so far, how could they know that they were just as supportive about their sexualities? But they had no choice, neither of them wanted to lie to their parents.

So, as Saki and Tsukasa stared at each other in silence now, worry and fear seen in their eyes, they carefully thought about how to approach their parents. Tsukasa closed his eyes, took one, two, three deep breaths and stepped closer to his sister. He gently took her hands in his and firmly held them. The star looked at Saki with determined eyes, which couldn’t hide his fear but were enough to give Saki courage.

“Let’s do this. Together,” Tsukasa calmly breathed out.

Saki gave him a steady nod. Her brother’s determination was truly infectious. Both inhaled and exhaled a long breath together before walking out of the room and going downstairs, hand in hand, to talk with their parents.

Mr. and Mrs. Tenma were resting at the dinner table. Tsukasa came to a halt about two meters away from the table with Saki right next to him.

“Mom, dad, could we talk real quick?” Tsukasa asked unusually quiet for his standards, which made their parents look up with slight concern on their faces.

“What is it, dear?” Mrs. Tenma inquired. Her voice sounded neutral but in her eyes you could easily detect worry. Mr. Tenma put his coffee down to face his children and his wife also focused her gaze at her kids.

“So, uh… Saki and I… uh we’ve got something important to tell you. Well, at least important for us! Uh… yeah…” the star was fidgeting, playing with the sleeve of his sweater and scratching his nose and head nervously.

Saki squeezed his hand that she was still holding and turned her head to give him a reassuring look. Tsukasa smiled and nodded.

“Yeah, um… this is very important for brother and me so please, just listen. Give us… just some time so we can, uh, say everything,” Saki carefully chose her words, thinking twice about how to phrase each sentence. A sweat drop rolled down her face.

Tsukasa tightened his grip on Saki’s hand lightly. They glanced at each other for a brief moment before the boy slowly inhaled and then spoke.

“Mom, dad, I have a boyfriend.”

Shortly after, Saki added to her brother’s words.

“A- and I like girls.”

Tsukasa’s lips were pressed to a thin line while his limbs were trembling and Saki’s entire body was stiff. Both tightened the grip on each other’s hand even more. Saki tried her best not to start crying on the spot but when she heard a sob coming from next to her, she turned her head, seeing how her brother, Tsukasa, was crying waterfalls. He couldn’t hold back anymore. He hid his face behind his hand, muffled sobs being the proof of his emotions overflowing. Seeing the star fragile like that made Saki lose the fight against the tears and she pulled her dear brother into a tight embrace, nuzzling her head into his shoulder. She let all her feelings out.

The Tenma siblings cried their souls out, holding onto each other as if the other is the only thing keeping them from drowning in the sea of their own tears. They didn’t even receive a reply from their parents yet but they were so relieved to have been courageous enough to just tell them. Mr. and Mrs. Tenma who were patiently listening to the two kids were sighing in relief with soft smiles on their faces. They glanced at each other quickly, then got up from the dinner table and stepped to their children.

They hugged the two siblings gently.

“We are so, so extremely proud of you two, Tsukasa, Saki,” their father said with a gentle voice.

“Thank you so much for telling us, my babies. You two are so brave,” their mother thanked them wholeheartedly with her soothing words.

The family stayed like that for a while.

After all, they did not often get the opportunity to enjoy themselves in a long, gentle family embrace, letting all their feelings flow out.

[bisexualbumblebee-writes]

Failed Assignment- Lindir x OC

Lindir x Marina

Description: Lindir is always there for Marina, in both a good way and bad way. 

Word Count: 1.6k

Assignment: King Thranduil of Mirkwood and his council have not given their answer about the creature Gollum still being locked up there. Go to Mirkwood and make sure that the creature Gollum is still in captivity. The task seemed simple enough, but for Marina it was important that everything went well. She desperately wanted to prove her worth to Elrond, though he constantly said that she had no reason to. And maybe it was just for Marina, she didn’t want to feel like she can’t do anything when it comes to Rivendell, especially with its ties to other kingdoms in Middle Earth. That’s why everything needed to go perfect for her. 

Which is why it made no sense that Marina was still so calm as she packed. Maybe it hadn’t processed to her yet. Whatever the reason was, she was glad that she wasn’t worried because she knew that it would just make things ten times worse. 

“Marina?” Lady Saelion’s voice came from the other side of the girl’s bedroom door as she knocked. 

“Yes, My Lady?” 

“Lindir is here to see you. Would you like me to send him in?” The woman’s kind (albeit muffled from the door between them) voice called in response. Marina was confused for a moment as to why he was there, but still agreed. Just a minute later another knock came from her door before it opened. Lindir stepped inside, and for a moment any worries Marina had melted away at the sight of his sweet smile. He had a way of doing that to her. 

“Good morning Lindir,” she greeted cheerfully. 

“Good morning Marina,” he returned the greeting as he walked over to her. “The carriage should be ready any minute now. Lord Elrond sent me to make sure your bags were packed and you were ready.” Marina nodded. 

“Oh, yes. I’m ready,” she answered softly as she moved back to her bed where her bags sat, buckling the last buckle. 

“Are you okay, meleth nin (my love)?” Lindir suddenly asked as he followed her. 

“Of course I am,” she responded, looking at him curiously. “Why wouldn’t I be?”  

“Because this is a big mission you’re going on and I would personally be intimidated,” the minstrel answered matter-of-factly. The girl couldn’t help but laugh at that. 

“What? Going to Mirkwood to make sure Gollum is still there? It’s hardly that big nor anything I should be truly worrying myself over, meleth (love),” she laughed softly. 

“But there are so many questions, so many ‘what-if’s,” Lindir shot back, leaning against her bed frame. “For example: will they even allow you in since you aren’t an official like Erestor or Glorfindel? What if Gollum truly isn’t in captivity? How would King Thranduil react to your visit? What if-“

“Lindir,” she laughed once again, which caught his attention as she took her hand in his. “Calm down before you start making me nervous. I will be fine. Lord Elrond has already sent a letter notifying King Thranduil that I will be coming in Erestor and/or Glorfindel’s place. And if he didn’t want me to come then he should have responded by now, we’ve given him multiple opportunities. If the slim chance of Gollum not being locked up ends up being true, then we can just cross that bridge when we get to it. I’m not being sent to look for him melethdel (darling),” she said, attempting to ease his nerves. When he still looked unsure, she stepped in front of him and held both of his hands tightly. 

“I know you’re worried about me,” she started softly, staring into his eyes. “But this is my chance to help the valley I call home, even if it isn’t much. I will not be in any danger, I’m just checking to make sure the creature is still in captivity. Everything will be okay.” Lindir had a hard time believing her, but he nodded anyway. He knew that he wouldn’t get her to change her mind either way. 

“Well then, may I help you with your bags?” He nodded to the objects in question. Marina accepted his offer and handed him two of her four bags, holding the other two. They walked out of her home and to the front of the Last Homely House, where her horse Omara was already prepared and waiting for her along with several guards to see her to Mirkwood safely. The guards aided Lindir in strapping Marina’s things to the horses silently. Once Marina climbed onto Omara, she looked at her beloved. He still looked unsure about her departure, so she decided to do something to keep him calm. 

“Lindir,” she called softly. That caught his attention, and he watched curiously as she slid a ring off her finger and dropped it into his hands. Upon inspecting it closely he realized that it was in fact the ring her father gave her before he and her mother left for Valinor. She cherished it more than anything, and Lindir became both shocked and touched that she was giving it to him. 

“Watch over it for me while I’m gone. I hope it will give you comfort,” Marina added softly, which made him smile. He reached out and took her hand in his much warmer one, pressing a kiss to her knuckles. 

“I will,” he responded gently, dropping her hand. She offered him one more smile before beginning to lead the guards off. Just before she was out of sight she waved to him and blew a kiss, which made him blush. He would definitely be missing her for the next few days. 

He wasn’t there. Gollum had escaped Mirkwood’s dungeons from under the guards’ (and Thranduil’s) noses. The one thing that shouldn’t have gone wrong, went wrong. Marina was a wreck about it. Now she understood why Lindir is so worried all the time. Lord Elrond was expecting a report about her findings, which she realized she could never do face to face because in her mind, she had failed Lord Elrond. So, she instead sent a letter to him ahead of time before they left so he understood what happened.  

When she returned to Rivendell she didn’t go see him to discuss it. In fact she didn’t want to see anyone at the moment. As soon as Omara was fed, brushed and put into her stall she went home and locked herself in her room. She just laid in bed and refused to let anyone in, too upset about the horrible turn of events. Everyone in Lord Elrond’s household was aware of what happened, and they understandably pitied the girl. Lindir felt the most terrible for her though, he understood how important it was to her that everything went right. 

That’s why he showed up at Lord Faeorn’s house the next day, ready to comfort her. He let the minstrel in with a sympathetic smile then showed him to the girl’s room. Once the Lord walked away, Lindir exhaled softly then knocked on her door. 

“Please, just go away.” Lindir’s heart broke at the hoarseness of her voice. Who knows how long she had been crying at this point. Nevertheless he shook his head and carefully opened the door. 

“It is me,” he called softly. The girl’s curtains were closed and there were no candles lit, which made the room pretty dark save for the sliver of light from the doorway. That didn’t mean he couldn’t see her small form curled up under her duvet. He made sure to close the door behind him then took a seat on the edge of her bed, resting his hand on (what he assumed was) her shoulder comfortingly. 

“Are you okay?” Granted, it was a stupid question. Of course she wasn’t, but thankfully she didn’t say anything about it and instead shook her head. 

“You were right,” she mumbled, voice muffled by her duvet. Lindir shook his head immediately as he settled down beside her, his arm wrapping around her waist. 

“No, meleth nin, this isn’t about that. Aside from Mirkwood, no one could have guessed that Gollum had escaped. His escape wasn’t your fault. Like you said, you were simply going to check then report back on whether he was there or not. You had no control over the situation.” 

“It still doesn’t feel good though,” the girl said, peeking her head out of the covers. “My first mission for Elrond and I’m forced to return knowing that he’s disappointed. And yes, I know it’s not me he’s disappointed in, but it still involves me.” 

“There will be many times after this that fate turns in your favor. This was just a test to prove that you could do something like this, and guess what? You passed, and it’ll only be improvements from here on out. That’s nothing to be upset about, is it?” The girl thought over his words, then ultimately shook her head. That caused a smile to form on his face and he pressed a kiss to her forehead. 

“Now, Lord Elrond has invited you over for dinner. How do you feel about going?” The girl copied his expression then nodded, feeling much better now. Lindir nodded as well then stood up, moving the covers off of her. 

“Good, up you get.” He held out his hands and helped her up, then waited outside the door as she freshened up. When she walked out, was there to lead her out of Lord Faeorn’s house and into Lord Elrond’s, where everyone was waiting eagerly to celebrate her return. Marina was glad she had someone like Lindir to take care of her, and that was obvious to everyone for the rest of the evening.

[ejsandfarkleslovebot]

CHAPTER SEVEN (of frozen heart)

The next day, Mal and the other VKs had informed Elisa that they had successfully made the spell into a cookie. The had said the plan was for her to give the cookie to Ben and after he took a bite the love spell would work. Elisa still wasn't a fan of this idea and she was still nervous about it. She didn't want to force Ben into a relationship with her. She wanted him to choose her because he truly did have feelings for her. Wait, why is she even thinking this? They're doing this so she can be up front and get the wand when its coronation. Not to actually fall in love with Ben.

She shook her head, putting those thoughts aside. She didn't have time to worry about them, she needed to focus. As she was walking in the hallway, she had accidentally bumped into someone.

"Hey, watch where you're going." Audrey snapped, glaring at Elisa and crossing her arms.

"Oh, hey Audrey." Elisa greeted, forcing a smile. "Sorry, I didn't mean to run into you."

"Whatever, Ice Princess." Audrey huffs, rolling her eyes. "So, I heard you were spending time with my Ben last night."

"Um, yeah, he's my best friend." Elisa shrugs, unsure of why Audrey was angry. Ben was allowed to hang out with whoever he wanted. "And why are you acting as if you own him? Ben is his own person. He can do whatever he wants."

Audrey narrows her eyes. "Just stay away from my boyfriend." She demanded glaring at her and storming off.

Elisa sighs, running a hand through her hair. She was really getting tired of Audrey and her attitude.

"Whoa, what was that about?" A voice spoke up and she looked to see Ryder, son of Rapunzel and Eugene and a close friend of hers. She smiles a little at seeing him walking over to her. "What got Audrey all pissed off?"

"She never liked me being close to Ben in the first place...And I guess she heard Ben and I hung out last night and she's upset about it." Elisa rolls her eyes and crosses her arms. "It's not my fault her boyfriend enjoys my company more than hers." She muttered under her breath, not realizing she had said it out loud.

Ryder's eyebrows rose and he grins, having an amused glint in his eyes. "Interesting." He teases, earning a glare from her. "But in all seriousness, are you okay?" He asked, his tone turning to concern.

"Yeah, I'm fine." Elisa smiles a little. "Just tired of her attitude."

"Same here." Ryder sighed.

"Is it bad I kinda wanna freeze her?" Elisa asked, causing him to laugh.

"Is it bad I kinda want that to happen?" Ryder jokes, causing her to chuckle. "I miss hanging out with you, E." He said softly, a sincere look in his eyes.

Elisa smiles, her heart warming. "I miss you, too, Ry." She whispered, hugging him and she felt him instantly return the hug. She had always had a close bond with him and his sisters. They had been a second family to her. Ryder was like her brother and he was just as protective as any sibling would be.

"Alright, I'll see you later." Ryder pulled away from the hug. "I gotta get to class, but I'll catch you at lunch, okay?"

"Sounds good." Elisa nodded and the two walk off in opposite directions.

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After school was over, Elisa was at her locker when she noticed Audrey and Ben walking into the hallway. She had overheard their conversation and Audrey was questioning about a group of girl's new hairstyles. Mal had been getting asked to do new hairstyles for a lot of girls and now a lot of people liked her. Audrey wasn't a fan though. Elisa had also noticed Jay was talking with the group of girls which she wasn't surprised about. Jay had always been a flirt.

"She did it to Jane's hair, too, and Fairy Godmother's not happy about it." Audrey continued.

Ben shrugs, not seeing the big deal about it. "What's the harm?"

"It's gateway magic! Sure, it starts with the hair. Next thing you know it's the lips and the legs and the clothes and then everybody looks good and then where will I be?" Audrey complained.

"Way behind everybody else." Elisa muttered under her breath with an eye roll. She could hear Ben chuckle at this, but he tried to cover it up with a cough. Elisa couldn't help the small smirk on her lips, proud at herself for making him laugh.

"Listen, Audrey-"

"I will see you at the game after my dress fitting for the coronation, okay?" Audrey smiled.

"Okay." Ben replied.

"Bye, Bennyboo." Audrey leaned forward to kiss his cheek and then she walked away.

"Bye." Ben mumbled.

After Audrey walked away, Elisa knew now was the perfect time to give the cookie to him. She closes her locker and walks over to him. "Hey, Benny." She greeted.

"Hi, Ellie." Ben smiles a little. "What's up?"

"Not much. Just wanted to check in on you." Elisa replies, returning the smile. "So, uh, me and my friends made some cookies and we had some left over. Double chocolate chip," She explains, holding up a bag that had a cookie in it. She smiles at him, hoping her nerves weren't showing. "And I was wondering if maybe you wanted one? I mean, I know you don't usually eat before big games, but I figured why not break tradition once in awhile?" She asked, hoping she sounded convincing.

Ben's smile grows and he nods, taking the bag. "Yeah, sure, I'll take one." He said, taking the cookie out of the bag and then eating it.

Elisa held her breath, hoping this would work. She was a bit scared at what was gonna happen. What if the spell didn't work? Then what was she gonna do? What if it did work? What would she do then? She wasn't sure how this would end. "So, um, how is it? Do you like it?" She questioned, wanting to know his thoughts.

"I love it." Ben replies. "It's great, amazing actually. Best cookie I've ever had." He adds. "Thank you for bringing me this, it was very sweet of you. You're always so thoughtful." Elisa knew the love spell was working by the way he was talking and his expression softened. "And you're so beautiful. I-I mean, I knew that before but right now you're so breathtaking."

Elisa's cheeks heat up at hearing this and she was at a loss for words. She was relieved the love spell was working, but she still didn't like the idea of manipulating him. She had to admit though, hearing him talk like this was kinda nice. She had always hoped he would see her this way, but not under the influence of a love spell. Still, she couldn't deny the warm feeling in her heart and the way her stomach was full of butterflies.

Elisa knew her VK friends were walking over to them, she could see them out of the corner of her eye. Ben continues to stare at Elisa, not even noticing the VKs around him. "Ellie, have you always had those little bright blue flecks in your eyes? They almost look like ice crystals and they're so sparkly." He spoke, sounding amazed.

Elisa's heart races, her cheeks turning more red. Her eyes widen though when he started to take another bite of the cookie. If one bite did this much, she couldn't imagine what another one would do. She quickly grabs the cookie from him with a nervous chuckle. "Uh, that's probably enough for now. Don't want you getting too much sugar before your big game." She explained, her nerves still showing.

"Yeah, right." Ben nodded, still having the same dazed look in his eyes.

"How are you feeling, bro?" Jay grinned, coming up behind Ben and putting his hands on his shoulders.

"I feel...I feel..." Ben stammers, continuing to stare at Elisa with a fond expression. "I feel like singing your name." Elisa is surprised when he actually started singing her name. She quickly covers his mouth with her hand as Jay took the ziplock bag that now had the rest of the cookie in it after Elisa had gave it to him. Jay looked at the cookie with an impressed look, surprised and impressed the love spell had worked so well. 

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So far the Tourney Game had been going good. Everyone was cheering for their respective team and there was a lot of excitement in the air. Elisa was sat with her friends in the stands, watching the game.

"This is a nail-biter, folks. There's forty-seven seconds left on the clock. We're all tied up. The Sherwood Falconers, two. The Fighting Knights, two. What a game between Auradon's fiercest rivals." The announcer spoke over the speakers. "As the teams get into their huddles and take up positions along the Kill Zone, the dragoneers have been lying down a withering hail of fire. And now a substitution by Coach Jenkins."

Elisa was shocked when Jay and Carlos were put in the game, but she was also happy and excited for her friends. This was an awesome opportunity for them. She cheered along with her friends as Jay and Carlos walked out onto the field.

"He's bringing that hothead Jay in from the Isle of the Lost and that little guy Carlos who can barely hold a shield." The announcer observes. "When they break from their huddles, this is gonna be a big moment here. And the tipoff is ready." He said after the whistle blows. "Here we go. Long pass goes to Jay. Jay dishes off to Prince Ben. Nice little block by Carlos. He does a little dancing jig in the opponent's face." Elisa had giggled a bit when she saw the little dance Carlos did. She was proud of him for actually being able to knock someone else down. Plus she found it a bit amusing when he did a dance. "And now Jay gets the ball back. Here comes Jay. Jay, hurdling maneuver at mid-field. Jay makes a nice pass to Prince Ben through the Kill Zone. Big block by Chad! Prince Ben goes over wide, gives it back to Jay. He's in the clear! Shot! Oh, what a save by Philip, the Falcon's goalkeeper!"

Elisa and the others had been disappointed when the Falcon's goalkeeper saved the ball from going into the net. The game continued and she kept cheering with the others. She was getting nervous, the game only had twenty-three seconds left. She hoped her friends would be able to win this. Whenever Ben scored with Jay and Carlos' help, Elisa cheered loudly with the others, a proud smile on her face.

"Prince Ben has won it! What an unselfish play by Jay! What a team! Incredible! And it's the new guys, Jay and Carlos, who set up the prince for the winner. What a victory! An absolutely wonderful end to one of the best games ever! Here they come, folks. The winners of the first..."

Elisa is shocked when Ben suddenly took the mic from the announcer. "Excuse me. Excuse me, can I have your attention please?" The crowd goes quiet in response, all watching him curiously. He stands on the Dragon Cannon, facing the crowd. "There's something I'd like to say."

"What the heck is that boy doing?" Krystal asked with surprise, glancing at Elisa.

"Why are you looking at me like I know the answer?" Elisa scoffed, just as confused as her friend.

"You're his best friend." Parker shrugs. "You know him better than us."

"Well, I have no clue what he's doing." Elisa admitted. Her eyes widen with shock, her face heating up when Ben had spelt her name, making everyone else do it as well. Her face grew warm, her heart racing at what he said afterwards.

"I love you, Elisa, did I mention that?" Her friends glance at her with surprise or with teasing grins as they nudged her. Audrey had gotten upset during this, thinking he was doing something for her and so she had ran off the field.

"Give me a beat!" Ben shouted, pointing at the band. Once Doug counted off in Spanish, he and the band started playing.

"Okay, what the heck was in that cookie?" Elisa questioned Mal and Evie with a small laugh as Ben began to dance. Elisa had to admit his singing and dancing was so good, she was really impressed. At one point during the song, Ben had taken off his jersey and threw it to her. She caught with a red face and her friends had teased her about that.

Ben had crowd surfaced towards the end of the song and ended up by her at the end. He was staring at her with a loving smile, still having a dazed look in his eyes. The crowd was cheering around them and Elisa was laughing a bit, still having a blush on her cheeks. Her eyes widen slightly when he leaned in and tried to kiss her. She quickly moved her head, still blushing as he kissed her cheek instead and wrapped his arm around her shoulders.

"I love you, Elisa. Did I mention that?" Ben asked softly. Suddenly, the mic was ripped from his hand by Audrey, who had joined them with Chad.

"Chad's my boyfriend now!" Audrey declared, smiling at Chad, who looked confused but went along with it. "And I'm going to the coronation with him. So I don't need your pity date." She then cupped Chad's face and kissed him. Elisa noticed Evie's hurt look and she frowned, knowing Evie did have a crush on Chad. Evie deserved so much better than Chad anyway, he was a jerk.

Ben takes the mic back from her, looking at Elisa hopefully. "Elisa, will you go to the coronation with me?"

Elisa's eyes widen and she felt her stomach do flips. She knew it was the love spell talking, this was the plan. But she still couldn't deny her own feelings. "Yes." She answered, trying to fight the smile threatening to grow on her face.

"She said yes!" Ben cheered. Audrey scoffed and stormed off as everyone cheered for Ben and Elisa.

Elisa was happy, but at the same time she was nervous. Her mind was spinning and her heart was racing. She was going to the coronation with Ben, the boy she's been in love with for years. But he was under the influence of a love spell so it wasn't really him asking her out. She couldn't deny how happy and excited she was, though.

"That was the weirdest thing I've ever seen." Krystal laughed a little, a teasing look in her eyes as she watched Jay drag Ben back over to the tourney field where the rest of the team was waiting for him.

"But it was pretty cool." Parker smiles. "I had no idea he could sing or dance like that."

"Yeah, me neither." Elisa chuckled, still in shock over everything that just happened. She was also still blushing and her heart was still racing. She had to admit though, that was the sweetest thing anyone's ever done for her. She knew he was doing this because of the love spell, but a part of her hoped he was doing it because of his own feelings.

As the cheers from the crowd began to fade and the players started to disperse from the field, Elisa found herself caught in a whirlwind of emotions. She glanced over at Ben, who was still beaming at her with adoration in his eyes. Despite knowing that his feelings were influenced by the love spell, she couldn't help but feel a flutter in her chest at the sight of his smile. She felt a warmth in her heart, her cheeks turning a soft shade of pink. Even if he wasn't acting this way because of the love spell, she couldn't deny the happiness she felt in that moment. He had finally noticed her and wanted her, even if it was only temporary. But maybe, just maybe, after all this was over, he'd still want her. She could only hope.

[exorcqism]

﹆₊ 乗車‧₊˚ RIDE IT LIKE A HARLEY, KAMO CHOSO

𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒 ﹆₊ 概要 ‧₊˚ you should be heading to uni for class but your driver has other plans. wc, 1.76K. dark mode recommended.

␥ note. wrote this in advance despite the results of the poll ;) i just really wanted to write something and i was getting bored (i was also gettin agitated by the banner pic cuz i’m running out of the pics that look like the one on the previous post and idk if i like this one..) ANYWAYYYYY hope ya enjoyyy. reblog to support meeee

␥ tags. biker AU, smoking, smut, female anatomy, etc. lmk if i missed anything

␥ misc. masterlist AO3

you grew increasingly anxious as you waited for your driver, your heart pounding in nervous anticipation at the thought of being late and having your professor give you a scolding. as if the situation wasn't bad enough already, the acrid smoke from the person behind you only further stirred up your sense of dread.

"ya look like a damsel in distress," the voice behind you said. you cautiously spun to see an imposing figure, a cigarette hanging from his lips.

your gaze fell upon the intricate tattoo displayed on his forearm, a symbol that you instantly recognized with a flicker of fear and awe. it was the insignia of the most notorious biker gang in japan, synonymous with power, rebellion, and danger. the black lines and bold design seemed to pulsate with a life of their own, drawing your eyes in and leaving you both captivated and wary.

"can give you a ride if ya want." he offered.

the words hung in the air for a moment before you finally replied, "i guess that's fine."

your grip on your bag tightening with tension. your tone was hesitant, unsure of what to make of the situation. the silence around you amplified the sound of your own breathing and the rustling of leaves in the wind. you could feel the weight of his words lingering between you, like a heavy fog that refused to dissipate. your heart raced as you tried to process the implications of his statement, unsure if everything would be okay or not.

his gaze roamed over you, taking in your appearance. you were the complete opposite of him; a sweet and cheerful girl who looked like she'd break if someone breathed on her wrong. the thought made him scowl.

still, there was something about you that he couldn't put his finger on. even though he knew your fear was palpable, he felt some sort of urge towards you. like you were a forbidden fruit that he shouldn't be touching, but desperately wanted to taste.

he watched you with a faint flicker of appreciation, taking in your frame. his gaze ran up your legs, appreciating how short the length of your skirt hugged your hips. you were a delicate flower. soft and easily manipulated, waiting to be plucked.

'damn, she's fine.'

"don't be all tense," he said, his voice low and gravelly. "i ain't gonna hurt you. just don't be all talkative. i'm not in the mood for small talk." he took a drag from his cigarette and exhaled a cloud of smoke, the faint scent of tobacco lingering in the air. your eyebrows furrowed at his words, unsure of what to make of this mysterious stranger who had just saved you from imperil.

but you knew you didn't have time to hesitate or argue. with a deep breath, you made your decision and strode over to the blood red harley parked nearby. the streetlights glinted off its shiny exterior, making it look like it was straight out of a magazine cover.

you climbed onto the black padded seat, adjusting your bag on your shoulders as you rolled your shoulders to get comfortable. the engine roared to life beneath you, simply ready to get the day over with.

your driver started the engine which sounded rumbling and thunderous, the smell of fuel and oil from the vehicle lingering in the air. he gave a low whistle before peering behind him to look at you, his ponytail slinging over his shoulder.

"alright, we're going, so keep your arms tight around me if you don't wanna fly off." he warned with a bored expression, not bothering to give you any pleasantries whatsoever. "name's choso, by the way."

you eagerly nod your head and wrap your arms around the man's body, pulling yourself in close. his back is broad and strong, and you bury your face into his warmth, inhaling the intoxicating mix of cologne and cigarette smoke.

despite the thick leather jacket he wears, you can still feel the defined muscles of his back beneath your fingertips. the scent of him fills your senses, adding to the overwhelming desire that pulls you towards him.

choso could feel your frame snuggling up to him, which amused him. it reminded him of the times when he had his previous girlfriends wrap themselves around him while they rode. he was used to the feeling, but he didn't complain; it felt nice to have a woman against him, especially one with your frame. his grip on the bike handle tightened as he shifted speeds.

he turned his head, catching another glimpse of you behind him. "so what's your name, darlin'?" he asked in a soft, inviting tone. you couldn't help but feel drawn to him as you told him your name. he nodded, a small smile forming at the corners of his lips, followed by an acknowledging hum that made your heart skip a beat.

"mm...nice name for a pretty princess," choso's words lingered for a moment before an idea appeared in his mind. as the bike approached a red light, he'd look back behind him to look at you again. "what do you say we go somewhere else, hm? i know you're heading to class but what's wrong with being a lil late?"

choso's question caught you off guard, wondering why a man you barely knew had been asking you to go somewhere with him besides dropping you off to uni and driving off. but, you didn't understand why you even said yes to his query.

the entire time, you were so worried about your professor scolding you because you weren't on time for class yet here you were, making your way into this man's apartment and to his bedroom.

as you lay on the bed, choso's lips trailed down your neck, leaving a trail of hot kisses in their wake. his hands roamed your body, exploring every curve and dip as they slowly made their way down to your thighs. you could feel his nails digging into your skin, leaving a slight sting that only added to the pleasure. with each passing moment, your body grew hotter and more responsive to his touch.

his voice whispered seductively in your ear, sending shivers down your spine. "you know what would be cute?" he began, his breath tickling your sensitive skin. "you with your legs wrapped tightly around my waist, your hands grabbing at my hair, and your nails digging into my back… do you think you'd like that, baby? because i'm sure as hell gonna love it…"

with a gasp of anticipation, you nodded eagerly and pulled him closer. your heart raced as you awaited the ecstasy that was sure to come with choso's skilled touch and wickedly sweet words.

your feet danced lightly in the air as you tried to maintain some semblance of composure, despite the marks and bites left on your skin by choso. you managed to reach a shaky hand up to his head, pulling out the elastic band that held his jet black hair in a ponytail, causing it to fall down over his broad shoulders.

choso's smirk widened as he felt his hair come loose. He stopped his teasing and looked up at you, before deftly flipping both of you over so that you were now on top.

you sat there in confusion for a moment, unsure of what choso was trying to get you to do. you had never been intimate with anyone like this before. but as he placed his hands on your hips and gave you a mischievous look, lifting your skirt slightly to get another glimpse of your body, you understood.

"don't get all shy now," he chuckled lowly, assisting you in removing both his pants and boxers. "it's just like riding a bike…except this time, you'll be riding me." his words sent shivers down your spine as you straddled him, ready to take control.

choso pushed himself into your sopping wet core, his length surprising you as he attempted to bottom out. a low groan escaped his lips as he filled you, and you instinctively grabbed onto him for support.

"quit whining," he scolded, waving a dismissive hand. "you'll get used to it in a minute." he placed his hands on your hips once again, guiding your movements. "you go like this, okay? keep your eyes on me."

as he rocked your body, you let out a soft moan, trying your best to follow choso's instructions. But your gaze kept wandering away from him, unable to focus with the overwhelming pleasure coursing through you. sensing your distraction, choso moved one hand from your hips and placed it under your chin, forcing you to look at him.

"i'm right here," he murmured, locking eyes with you. "not over there." his intense gaze held yours, grounding you in the present moment.

choso's lips curled into a smirk as your full attention became fixated on him. the room echoed with the sounds of your moans and groans, mixing with the creaking of the bed frame and the wet slapping of skin against skin. your fingernails dug deeply into the soft flesh of his shoulders, urging him to push into you harder and faster.

as the intensity built, your breath hitched in your throat, matching the increasing pace of your movements against him. choso's strong arms pulled you closer, his grip on your hips becoming tighter as he matched your urgency. every thrust was met with a powerful response from your body, driving both of you closer to the edge of pleasure.

you both collapsed onto the bed, your bodies tangled together in a sweaty, orgasmic haze. you could feel choso's hot breath against your skin as you panted for air, your bodies still tingling from the intense release. slowly, his hands released you, his fingers trailing down your body before coming to rest at his sides. he let out a deep sigh and gave you a sly smile.

"next time," he said in a husky voice, "we'll see if you can handle it without my help." his words sent shivers down your spine and the smirk on his face only added to the thrill. "but for now, go clean up so you can make it to class. i think you can handle a quick scolding. being late ain’t gone hurt ya none."

you nodded, feeling both ecstatic and exhausted from the recent experience. as you made your way to the bathroom, you couldn't help but reminisce every moment in your mind, already counting down the minutes until you could be with choso again.

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[i-want-her-midnights-ts]

I Think He Knows (rewritten in a way that makes more sense to me)

I think she knows her footprints on the sidewalk lead to where I can't stop, go there every night 

I���think she knows her hands around a cold glass make me wanna know that body like it's mine

She's got that boyish look that I like in a man

I am an architect, I'm drawing up the plans

It's like I'm 17, nobody understands, no one understands

She’s got my heartbeat skipping down 16th Avenue

Got that, oh, I mean, wanna see what's under that attitude like 

I want you, bless my soul

But I ain't gotta tell her, I think she knows, I think she knows

I think she knows when we get all alone I'll make myself at home and she'll want me to stay

I think she knows she better lock it down, or I won't stick around cause good ones never wait 

She's got that boyish look that I like in a man

I am an architect, I'm drawing up the plans

She's so obsessed with me and, boy I understand, boy I understand

She’s got my heartbeat skipping down 16th Avenue

Got that, oh, I mean, wanna see what's under that attitude like 

I want you, bless my soul

But I ain't gotta tell her, I think she knows, I think she knows

I want you bless my

I want you bless my

I want you bless my

I want you bless my soul

Lyrical smile, indigo eyes, hand on my thigh, we can follow the sparks, I'll drive

Lyrical smile, indigo eyes, hand on my thigh, we can follow the sparks, I'll drive

"So where we gonna go?" I whisper in the dark

"Where we gonna go?" I think she knows

She’s got my heartbeat skipping down 16th Avenue

Got that, oh, I mean, wanna see what's under that attitude like 

I want you, bless my soul

But I ain't gotta tell her, I think she knows, I think she knows

I want you bless my

I want you bless my soul

I want you bless my

I want you bless my soul

I want you bless my

I want you bless my soul

I want you bless my soul

But I ain't gotta tell her, I think she knows

[ador3him]

Dream saying “where’s my goodnight kiss?” with F!Reader

pairing: Dream x fem!reader

warnings: swearing, use of dream and sapnaps real names 

requested? yes by anon

word count: 759

a/n: I AM BACK KIND OF!!! 10/10 spots for the 150 event are FILLED WHATTTTTT. okay so i died for the weekend but I should be posting about 1-2 times a day hopefully. I have like 5ish more requests to do :) ENJOY!!

Being Sapnap's sister came with its perks. Constant support, a loving brother and someone who would buy you anything. However, he did have some downfalls, overprotectiveness was a large one. Almost always intimidating the guy she brought home or telling y/n in private that he got a 'weird feeling' every time.

So, when y/n met Dream, one of Sapnaps' roommate and best friend, she was quick to hide her undying attraction toward him. Dream did the same as he didn't want to ruin his friendship with Sapnap, for the longest time y/n and Dream stayed out of each other’s way when she was visiting. Dream would hide out in his room and y/n would beg Sapnap to take her out somewhere.

Sapnap was completely oblivious, that was until one-time he asked Dream to pick y/n up from the airport as he did something. At first, he tried to get George to, but he pointed out that he doesn't have a driver’s licence. So, reluctantly he agreed and picked her up.

"Dream? Where is Nick?" y/n looks behind him hoping to see her brother. "He had something to do and couldn't pick you up, so here I am!" Dream smiles a bit and takes her suitcases out of her hands leaving her with just her backpack. "Oh, I can take my suitcases I am not incapable," she laughs and goes to take them. "Nope, they are mine now. C'mon, Saps' car is just out here," Dream walked a bit faster to unsure y/n wouldn't try and take her suitcases back. She trudged on behind him, following him to the pitch-black Tesla her brother is in love with.

As they both made it to the car Dream placed her suitcases in the trunk and opened the passenger’s side door for her. “Thank you,” she whispered softly as she got in. He walked around to the other side and hopped in. “Should we go get some food? It’s almost lunch time.” He suggested whilst he drove out of the airport. “Sure,” she whispered again, his presence slightly intimidating her.

“Why are you whispering?” he asked looking over at her, her head was down looking at her fidgety fingers. y/n let out a breath that she was subconsciously holding in. “You make me kind of nervous in a good way, you know?” she squeezed her eyes shut unsure of what Dream’s reaction would be. Dream placed his hand on y/n’s knee and pinched it slightly to get her attention. y/n opened their eyes and looked over to Dream. “You also kind of make me nervous,” he smiled “in an amazing way,” he added. y/n sat there in awe of what she was hearing. Dream likes her back. Sapnap’s best friend likes her back. Fuck.

“Sapnap,” her mouth was agape in realisation that it would never work. “Oh? Oohh,” he understood almost immediately. “Can you keep a secret, darling?” Dream’s hand was now on her thigh softly caressing in. “Only if you can,” she retorted and placed her hand on top of his holding it.

 Sapnap, George, Dream and y/n all sat together on the excessively large couch in the living room. Dream and y/n didn’t sit next to each other, their nerves of Sapnap finding out got to them. George sat next to her and Sapnap and Dream sat next to each other on the other end of the couch. They had been hiding their relationship for about 2 weeks now, y/n was meant to go home in another week, but Dream was trying to convince them otherwise.

“I am getting tired, I might go to sleep,” y/n yawned a bit patting Patches who sat comfortable on her lap. Dream watched in awe at his two girls. His two girls. Sapnap nodded and got up to say goodnight, y/n followed his suit. “Night, ugly. Sleep terrible,” he wrapped his arms around her and crushed her. Over Sapnap’s shoulder was Dream who blew a kiss at her ‘jokingly’. “Sleep well, y/n,” Geroge pipped. “I might go to sleep as well, have some editing to do tomorrow, c’mon I will walk you to your room, y/n,” Dream pulled y/n away from her brother and walked with her to the room that was allocated hers when Sapnap moved in.

“Goodnight, Dream,” y/n whispered. “Where’s my goodnight kiss?” Dream grinned slightly and leaned down connecting their lips together. “What the fuck? Get off my sister Clayton,” Sapnaps voice boomed down the hall followed by thumping footsteps. “Run!” y/n shoved Dream the opposite way.  

That damn goodnight kiss.

[padfootdaredmetoo]

Hiii! Can I please request a Tommy Shelby x fem!reader (who’s in her early 20s) where she is engaged but her fiancé needs to make amends with the Shelbys (he’s gotten on their bad side which is never good😬) so he gives her to Thomas Shelby to marry her (which I’m sure would leave her heartbroken as the love of her life and father of her child just casted her aside like that to save only himself). Y/n already has a two month old baby girl + she’s super young and not involved in the crime world (she’s an owner of a cute little bookshop) so I’m sure she’d be terrified as well (especially with Tommy and his family’s scary reputation). She’s super shy and timid, spending much of her time in Tommy’s huge library (with her daughter) in the Arrow House. I feel like she’d be super jumpy around Tommy, his brothers, and Polly for a while. At some point they bond and fall in love? And the Shelbys become her family, loving her and being protective? Dad!Tommy?🥺🥺

I really hope you enjoy it. I honestly don't feel my best about it. Sorry if its a little bit off. XO

Warnings: Mentions of sex, infidelity, Mentions of murder, Peaky blinders typical nonsense

The war had brought you a significant amount of pain, you had lost both of your brothers and your mum had passed shortly after the news was delivered. The only good thing it brought you, the thing that pulled you through that dark time, was a confession from your childhood friend.

You’d always had feelings for William, but it took a whole two months away from you for him to realize. Once he was back you were going steady. He was a different man, but that’s just what war did to people.

Now you rarely saw him because he was always working and coming home late, your days were filled with working in the book store you’d inherited from your uncle, and the little bundle of joy known as Ruby. You had little sleep and lots to do, but this was by far the best time in your life.

It was a regular afternoon, the rare sun shining through the front window catching the gold lettering on the spines of various books. Ruby was sound asleep in the basket you had made into a bed for her.

You were half way through re-organizing a shelf to fit in the new shipment of books, when the familiar bell rang through the shop. You turned to see who had come through the door and your eyes fell on an unexpected sight. A tall man dressed in an immaculate suit looked around the space, his eyes shaded by the ominous cap resting on his head.

You didn’t know very much about the on-goings of Small Heath’s organized crime. But Will had warned you about the men with the caps. You didn’t know his name but he was the leader that often roamed the streets on his horse.

“Hello Sir, can I help you find something?” You tried not to sound nervous, but you desperately hoped that he wasn’t here to drag your beloved business into the world of gangsters.

“Yes, I'm here to see William. Settle a debt. Would you call him for me, Love?” The words rolled off his tongue easily, and you couldn't help but be slightly captivated by his soft voice. You were grateful you could call Will, but clearly this man was mistaken. Will was as far away from this realm as you were, he certainly didn't gamble.

“Okay” You answered hesitantly, unsure of what else to say. You moved to the phone that rested behind the counter, praying silently that Ruby stayed asleep.

“Hello.” James answered.

“Will, there’s a man here to see you at the shop. Something about debts.” Your eyes followed the man as he looked at books.

“What’s his name then?” He asked sharply. Your stomach started to twist at his words, something clearly wasn't right here…

“Um, could I have your name sir?” You asked politely.

“Thomas Shelby.” He said while picking up a misplaced book, putting it where it belonged.

“Thomas Shelby” You repeated quietly into the phone. James suddenly hung up. Your hands started to shake slightly.

“The phone cut out, I’ll just ring him again.”

“Don’t bother, he'll be here.” He walked up to the counter and leaned against it, lighting a cigarette. He looked tired, and almost like a cat, leaning in the ray of sun. You would have thought he was saint-like, but you knew that there was a bloody trail of destruction behind him. You let him stand there in silence, unsure what to say. Ruby was still sleeping softly in her basket, you shifted yourself so she was hidden behind your long skirt.

“How old is she?” His head turned and his eyes ran over your body.

“Two months.” You whispered, he grimaced slightly. The bell rang as the door slammed open. Two men clearly belonging to Thomas were hauling James in. His face was bloodied, you would have run to him but there was no way you were leaving Thomas between you and Ruby.

“So you tried to run, eh?” Thomas said, you saw James crumble under the weight of the situation. If only you knew what the situation was. Clearly he wasn't going to leave you and his daughter here with this man?

“You insured your choices with her life.” You couldn't believe the words. You just couldn't. James would never do such a thing. You turned your gaze off of Thomas and you felt your body twist as your eyes met James. You could see that he was ashamed, scared, and you could tell that he had brought this upon you.

“Just take the shop.”

“But that wasn’t the deal, you stupid fuck.” One of the men barked, causing you to jump.

“What kind of man trades his wife? The wife that just brought a child into the world no less?” Thomas stated coldly. Suddenly a lot of things fell into place as the peaky men chastised him for his life choices. James hadn't wanted to stay together, he was only marrying you out of courtesy. He was home late, not because he was working hard for your future together, but because he was in love with a whore that lived on 13th street. Your body couldn't process this information. The room was spinning and it took everything for you to keep alert.

Thomas grabbed William's messenger bag and opened it.

“More then enough to settle things too, but you chose to run?” Tomas pulled the stack of money on to the counter. He was going to give up your business for this? He wagered on your life?

They hauled him out into the street and Thomas’s command. Your heart was breaking and your body couldn't stop shaking. Those cold eyes turned onto you.

“No. no. Don't touch me or her.” You said in warning trying to get your body under control. You saw him raise his hands.

“I’m not going to hurt you, love” He said in an unamused tone.

“Promise me.” You snapped. “Promise me that nothing bad will happen to Ruby. I can find a way to get you what he owes.” He observed you for a moment, like he was trying to find something deep inside you.

“I promise to keep you both safe. William settled his debt to me personally, but there is more to come your way. Close up the shop, we need to collect your things.” He was seriously going to take you both in. This was madness, all of it was just absolutely crazy. But at this point in time you had no one to help you out of this. Your family was dead, you could fight him to the death but it would only leave Ruby defenseless and alone.

“Wait if that’s more than enough then why are you taking us too?”

“I can leave you be, but they’ll come for the both of you come nightfall.” He said seriously. You nodded, unable to think of what to do.

___

It was a long day. It started out in your bed, in the home you had built with the love of your life, and it ended with you curled around your baby in the guest bedroom of a massive mafia house.

They were yelling downstairs, unaware that you had decided to get up and sit at the top of the stairs. Apparently William was dead, you wished that it didn't hurt you to hear this. There was a very angry part of you that wasn't upset at all over the situation. He went looking for trouble, you brought in more than enough at the bookshop to maintain a comfortable life, he chose to enter that life.

According to the female voice downstairs, Thomas was supposed to leave you there. Your burden was supposed to be picked up by whatever organization James was working on.

“Polly,” Thomas said calmly, but the woman kept digging into him about how you were probably a spy, all this constructed to ruin the family.

“Polly!” He snapped. “You and I both know what would happen if I let her go with them, eh? What would happen to that baby. That idea also implies that they get to her in time. The man had fucking debts across the bloody country.” There was a tense silence and you wished someone would ask, because you desperately wanted to know.

“Eh, He’s right Poll, I saw her myself. She had no idea what he was involved in. She practically fell apart when he admitted to it.” Another man’s voice chipped in.

“She’s got a baby?” Polly asked.

“Two months.”

“Fuck”

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You were used to not sleeping, even before the baby you’d had insomnia for years. With the events of everything weighing on you, keeping busy was best. You started to unpack your belongings. From what you gathered from the argument downstairs, and the reputation the Shelby family had, this was the safest place for you till you could figure out what William was involved in.

You’d accidentally knocked over a box and cringed at the loud crash it made. You immediately looked over at Ruby, out of all the misfortune in your life, one blessing was that your kid could really sleep once she passed out. Tears started up again, thoughts of William hacked up in boxes was painfully biting away at you. The door opened and Thomas looked surprised to see you.

“It’s late” He stated, looking slightly amused by your situation. The room was almost organized, and you were wearing nothing but your old nightgown.

“I don't sleep well.” You said, unable to move or think under his heavy gaze.

“Well, if you need anything. I’m just across the hall.” He gave you a nod then shut the door quietly. You finished getting everything in order then finally laid down on the bed. You hated it, but it was impossibly comfortable. By far the softest thing you had ever slept on, despite your resentment towards it you quickly fell asleep.

The maids opened the door, moving fast to open the heavy curtains. The gray light of a January day streamed across the room. They moved around the room quickly, a cup of tea was placed next to you on the bedside table. They introduced themselves as they came through the door, hauling up boxes and zipped dress bags. Three of them debated quietly picking out an outfit for you.

You sat there in bed, hair a mess watching the team move like bees. One of the younger ones moved towards Ruby.

“No.”

“You sure Miss? I can get her washed and dressed?” Your mind was spinning. “Mr. Shelby told us you needed to be at work today, we are to look after her.”

“No, that's okay. I’ll look after Ruby thank you.” You stuttered. They had a brand new dress, vest, coat, hat, shoes, and handbag laid out for you. It was clean, classy, and stylish, but somehow still very you.

Ruby was adamant that it was feeding time so you went into the bathroom to escape the crazy whirlwind. You sat on the toilet lid and fed her resting your face against the cold tiles. You’d escaped with your tea so you sipped on it. After that you made a note to leave a book in the cupboard under the sink for tomorrow.

You came out to see one maid unpackaging makeup and toiletries.

“Did he say why he did all of this?” You whispered finally registering the full amount of things he’d gotten you.

“All he said to us was that you're the lady of the house and therefore in in charge.” She shrugged. “I picked out most of the clothes and make up based on how he described you. Hopefully you like it, but if not just tell me what to change and I’ll have it sorted for tomorrow.” She looked slightly nervous, but everything that you could see was perfect.

“No erm, It all looks lovely. You’ve done a really excellent job.”

“Thank you miss” She nodded then fled out of the room. You looked at Ruby and picked out one of the many outfits bought for her. You felt uncomfortable about the whole thing, but you were just too in love with everything to turn it down. You were heart broken, devastated really, but you could do that while looking your best surely?

Once you were ready for the day there was a proper carrying bassinet ready for Ruby. A driver dropped you off, you worked a regular shift with no life changing incidents, then a driver came and picked you up exactly at closing time.

You got home and found that the kitchen was empty, so as a thank you, you started cooking and baking away. The kitchen smelled like home, they were family recipes, this is what your whole life had smelled like and it provided a deep comfort. The radio was on and ruby was waving a spoon in the air making it catch the light.

The cook came into the room, red in the face causing you to drop the wooden spoon and stand in front of Ruby protectively. Your heart was racing and as the man started shouting, your mind practically shut down. Thomas entered looking murderous and didn't even have to speak. The man apologized and exited quickly.

“You can cook?” He asked lightly, you had no idea why he was being nice to you. But the situation brought you to tears, you were unable to answer him. “Fuck.” He cursed under his breath, then crossed the room towards you.

You were frozen in place, still surprised with the man’s anger, Ruby started to cry. Thomas moved past you and picked up Ruby carefully.

“Hey now, it's alright. He’s not coming back to upset mummy again.” He said softly and she quieted down against his chest.

“Sorry about that, he’s clearly not going to be around much longer. You don't have to cook. I imagined you’d be tired, eh?”

“I was just trying to say thank you.” You sniffled. “Just wanted to say thank you, and figure out what comes with all of this?” You waved your arms around.

“It’s not exactly safe for you to be anywhere else.” He answered tensely. “If you're stuck here I figure you might as well make it look like you're one of us now.”

“Why though? William clearly wronged you, why look after his burden of a family?”

“Because you're not a burden.” He shrugged easily. “When I agreed to the situation he’d left out a lot of important details.”

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Months passed and you continued to work hard, everything you made was gravy as Thomas provided you with everything.

His family was loud and they would only speak Romani in front of you. You found all of your interactions horrifically embarrassing.

Eventually Esme was brought around and she took it upon herself to speak to you. She seemed nice and had some very big opinions about the family and Thomas. Soon enough she would always come around and the two of you would sit in the kitchen while they talked business. She always told you that if she needed to escape that her family would take her in…. A thought that scared you quite a bit.

You had to keep your guard up, but it was becoming more and more difficult a task.

There were little exchanges with him, the occasional bumping of hands or elbows, all of which made your heart pound. He was dangerous, but why did he have to be so generous? And uninterested, unamused, but also so attentive. When he spoke to you he looked at you like you were the only person in the universe.

You were sitting on the sofa after feeding Ruby her supper. She was burped and happily laying next to you as you read out loud to her. After the war started you only read fiction and fantasy, this was excellent for Ruby because she always enjoyed the silly voices you made.

“Well now, this part of the book is entirely two steamy for us ladies, save that for another time.” You closed the book and released that Tommy had been watching from the doorway.

“Can I join you?” He looked more tired than you had ever seen him.

“Sure” There was a thick blush covering your face. He sat on the other side of Ruby looking you over.

“Can I hold her for a little bit?” He asked softly. All of your brain said no, but something in your heart swayed you.

“Alright.” You answered timidly. Just like that night in the kitchen she settled against him easily. Enjoying his attention, trying to reach up and grab his face.

“She looks like you, Eh? You're going to be pretty like your mum?” She laughed at his words, or at least his voice. The situation did nothing to lighten the thick blush on your face. She eventually fell asleep against him. The silence had a heavy weight to it, but you settled in it nicely.

“Do you want kids?” You asked.

“I didn't, but I think having little Ruby around may have changed me mind a little”

“Ha, all you do is spoil her. You haven't gotten to know her yet.” you said playfully.

“Well I'd like to, her mother is an excellent cook you see.” He turned his head, probably to look at the flush creeping up your neck again.

“You have a cook already.” You were surprised how easy the words came out.

“No, he shouted at the girl I’m trying to get with so I had to fire him.” God this was so easy for him, effortless and yet you felt like your whole body was on fire.

“Shut it, we both know I'm only here because out there they would chop me up, and keep Ruby as some kind of crime princess.”

“Love, if I didn't want you to be here. You wouldn't be.”

“Alright, well what do you want me for then?” Your heart was hammering, his eyes were devouring you.

“If you want I could show you?” It was entirely too forward. He was too good at flirting like this, all of it was pointing to trouble. But no one had looked at you like that before. William, your stomach dropped, never looked at you like that. Your eyes flicked towards his lips, your body was desperate.

“Should I take you out to dinner? Or up to bed?” You hadn't realized you’d leaned towards him, his voice was a soft whisper, looking down his nose with those cold blue eyes.

“Up to bed would be nice” So he took you up to bed, helped you get Ruby settled. After that you got nervous. You didn't know what going to bed together meant or how it changed things. As if sensing your hesitation he paused looking at you sitting on the corner of your bed.

“Let me stay the night?” You nodded in response, unable to trust your own voice. You turned the light off, and undressed in the dark. No one had seen you naked since before you were pregnant. You got under the covers and felt the bed shift as he climbed in after you.

You jumped when his warm arms snaked around your body. He held you tightly, in a way that was completely foreign to you. You felt yourself let go and relaxed against his solid frame, you couldn't recall ever feeling so safe.

He pressed his lips to your forehead softly.

“Good night, love.”

“Night” You breathed into his neck and then let sleep take you.

You only had to get up with Ruby once, and he sat up keeping you company while you fed her and got her back to sleep.

After that you were out cold. You woke up slowly, stretching out on the silky sheets of the empty bed.

Empty bed.

Your eyes opened and you looked across the room. You were alone. Your heart started to hammer, you should have known this was a stupid fucking idea. You ran down the stairs pulling your robe closed, the whole fucking house was empty. Tears started to prickle at your eyes while your stomach twisted painfully.

You checked the kitchen, the office, sitting room, living room, they were gone.

You took a few shaky breaths, and went outside. The wind stung your skin. Cold mud squishing between your toes. The driveway was empty, the cars parked where they should be. The woods and the stables were the only places they could be if they were still on the property.

You ran through the mud and into the stable only to find him holding little Ruby up to a horse. He held her hand open to help her pet his snout. He took notice of you and his composure changed.

“What’s wrong?” He asked sternly, looking behind you as if there was an army chasing you out. You just moved towards Ruby looking her over to make sure she was okay. He’d gotten her dressed up in the proper clothes so she was nice and warm. He seemed to understand the situation and put his arm around you.

“Sorry.” He murmured into your ear.

“It’s alright.” You whispered. The three of you went back to the house, you were still shaking from the cold.

“Go take a bath, love.” An uneasiness washed over you at leaving Ruby with him, this side of him was too new to be trusted. Yes you appreciated his generosity, and lots of his softer qualities, but not enough to leave your daughter with him. “We’ll come up with you, but you're going to catch a cold if you don’t warm up.”

You took a bath alone, and when you came downstairs Ruby was resting on Tommy's shoulder as he quietly sorted paperwork.

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Things only took off after that, you slept in the same bed. He never put any pressure on you, but he didn't need to. You were starved for any kind of intimacy, you had been your whole life. What he was offering was more than enough of a reason to keep his bed warm. You made dinner almost every night, the book shop was running smoothly. Even his family were talking to you in English, now.

It was getting late and you were worried for Tommy. You were used to him coming home in the early hours of the morning, but the damage that William had left you with was a heavy burden on your mind.

Maybe this was all a joke to Tommy too.

But the door opened eventually, and there he was. Looking exhausted, covered in blood and dirt.

“Are you alright?” You asked slightly panicked. His eyes were all wrong when he looked at you.

“I’m fine. The mess that William started has been cleaned up.” He leaned against his desk staring at the floor. He lit a cigarette.

“Erm, I don't really know what that means because I’m still not really sure what mess he was in to begin with?” You looked over the back of the couch at him.

“Bad stuff.” He took a drag of his cigarette, looking as ominous as the day you met him. “Really fucking bad stuff.”

“And you only do sort of bad stuff?” This brought a ghost of a smile to his lips.

“Oh it’s bad, just slightly better in my opinion.” He closed his eyes and your heart began to sink. You were free to go now. Surely he would ask you to leave, he just wasn't sure how.

“Ah, so this is the end I guess.” Your voice was shaky, but he refused to open his eyes or acknowledge your words. There was another long silence, something the two of you were famous for.

Eventually, he made up his mind and straightened up.

“I’m by no means a good man, but I’m better than some. I can’t promise you much but I’ll swear to you that I’ll be good to you, and I’ll always put Ruby first.” He studied you carefully before continuing. “Will you marry me then?”

“Yes” You didn't even think about it before the words were out of your mouth. You got up and held him tightly. Finally that tight mask slipped, his arms came around you.

“I love you” You finally got the words that had been weighing on you for weeks out in the open.

“God I’ve wanted you since I laid eyes on you at the shop” He kissed you deeply, easily picking you up and placing you on the desk. “And now you're mine”

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Tagslist: @tommydoesntpayforsuits @misselsbells06 @peakyprongs @kpopgirlbtssvt

[prttydolls]

Can I please request a fluffy fic about Peter getting sick as an Orderly but he has to keep working because Dr. Brenner's punishing him so the reader just like secretly takes care of him and then at the end of the day she sneaks into his room and spends some time with him.

If that's alright with you of course!!

nursing him back to health ˖*°࿐ᵕ̈ peter ballard

ˋ°•*⁀➷ warning(s) : sickness, headaches, medication

ˋ°•*⁀➷ authors note : thank you for requesting!! <3 and ofcourse its alright with me :)

peter felt nervous as he approached dr. brennerʼs office.

he felt terribly sick, and he felt like his head was gonna explode on how it was hurting.

he almost hesitated on knocking on the door, but he did anyways.

“come in.”

peter opened the door to see dr. brenner on his office chair reading some files. “oh, good afternoon peter may i help you?”

peter cleared his voice before saying ; “good afternoon to you too dr. brenner, uhm- may i take a break for today? i dont feel well.”

martin looked unamused with his reply, “excuse me? after all i done for you. you cant make a little sacrifice?”

peter frowned, but quickly hid it with his resting face. “no, dr. brenner, sorry for asking.”

peter left the room, woth a even more headache than the one he got before entering the room.

“just because he 'saved' my life doesn't mean i dont get to take breaks.” the blonde muttered under his breath.

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as time passed peterʼs sickness or headache got worst.

he dropped off 015 into the nurses office because his nose kept bleeding that didn't come from his powers.

peter didn't wanna admit it, but he found y/n the nurse quite attractive.

but his day even became worst as he coughed really hard, he felt hot. he kept coughing at the side while waiting for 015 to be patched up.

ofcourse, y/n took a notice to his uncontrollable coughs, and asked him about it.

“uhm, peter are you alright?”

fuck.

peter never heard someone say his name so prettily like that.

“sorry, i feel really sick right now.” he laughed as if it was a joke. “awh, did you ask dr. brenner for you to stop working for today?”

peter wanted to respond to that, "yes ofcourse i did, but this asshole thinks he can rule over me just because he saved my life-" but obviously he cant say thay infront of 015 and the security camera.

“i havent yet, uhm... ill ask him later.” he lied, y/n looked at him with unsure eyes she knew that he was lying but she didn't say anything but nod.

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peter was roaming around the facility's hall when he bumped into y/n.

“oh, hi peter! still feeling sick?”

he nodded and gave her a sad smile, “yeah.. sorry i lied to you earlier.” he apologized.

“don't worry, come ill take care of you.” she smiled at him warmly, peter swore he never felt something like this. it felt so tingly, and fuzzy.

peter followed the girl to her clinic that was connected to her room. “okay, lay down on my bed pete”.

thee orderly followed her instructions, she had been putting a thermometer in his mouth, and giving him advil.

“here drink this, its advil and would help you feel better.” she handed him a pill and a glass of water.

peter instantly felt better being in the care of nurse y/n. “thank you so much y/n, i wouldn't know what to do without you.” he confessed.

this made the girl breakout into a huge smile, “glad i did!” she gave him a small embrace, and he gave her one back.

maybe life isnt as bad as he thought, there might a purpose to live it and its for y/n.