It's not uncommon at all to miss your abuse, to miss disordered behaviours, or miss when you were at your worst.
It's understandable why you might feel like you have no clue what to do - recovery is an uncertainty. It is unfamiliar, it is scary. It's okay to long for the stability of those dark parts of your story. You aren't a bad person, you aren't ungrateful, nor are those feelings proof that you cannot recover.
You still deserve to recover, however that looks for you. You don't need to run from yourself, you are not a net negative.
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Earthspark should do a Halloween episode. And a Thanksgiving episode. And a Christmas episode. Given that the Terrans are interested in learning a lot about Earth culture, it would be a missed opportunity if we don't actually get an episode of each holiday, and I can see some interesting plot ideas for each one. The Halloween one could have the Terrans meeting some more of the kids in Witwicky or Philadephia who are Robby and Mo's friends. The Thanksgiving episode could actually introduce more of the extended Malto family, or have a small cameo of a Transformer balloon at the not-Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade or Optimus having to pardon a turkey. The Christmas one could explore the different celebrations at that time of year, maybe have the Terrans experience snow for the first time, or have them meet Santa Claus or whatever. Earthspark is just good for a bunch of holiday centric episodes.
I saw the words "introduce more of the extended Malto family" and my first thought was LET THE TERRANS MEET THEIR GRANDPARENTS IF THEY NOW HAVE ANY
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Give us the most loving grandparents that seem like they came out of a kids cartoon to the already rich in mentor / familial figures Terrans. Because I think that would be sweet and hilarious as hell.
I feel like a Halloween episode would be a rather good detective episode too ngl (that or an episode involving Tarantulas again!)
Also the Maltobots experiencing snow for the first time!
Okay the idea of Optimus getting to pardon a turkey gives me the image of him literally carrying around a turkey everywhere the entire episode, and he either gives it a goofy name or a funnily formal name.
I'd love love love to see more of Alex and Dot's life before they got involved with the transformers (at the least stuff from before the war ended), and them meeting with family and doing all the holiday stuff is a perfect opportunity
They probably wouldn't even dare do it in canon but I just got the lovely idea of someone trying their best to get Megatron and Optimus under the mistletoe
Hell I don't care if it's some generic funny in universe holiday, considering how we saw mother's day I feel like that's less likely, but it'd be still fun because it conveys what I'm focusing on myself: the sense of family and learning new things we see consistently throughout the series with the Maltos.
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i too stopped watching rwby I don’t even remember when, but it’s all so nostalgic seeing the bees!! i wasn’t really big on any of the ships somehow, maybe cause i didn’t think any were going to be canon?? what drew you to yang and blake and or other couples?
Same, I don't remember when I stopped... IN any case thank you SO MUCH for giving me this chance to go down the nostalgia road <3<3<3
The bees are an outlier for me too since I'm usually not into non-canon ships, but something abt them stuck with me back then?? Their extrovert x introvert dynamic is great. I saw the way Yang talked to Blake in that dance episode and was like. I Know What You Are. Sure, Blake was going with a dude, and Yang literally gives her away to him at the dance, but then that volume 3 ending happened and I KNEW. I KNEW. That was back before vol 4, so I spent a few weeks rewatching and looking for clues until it got so well imprinted onto my brain that I still remember it despite not touching it in years. Blake's ex noticing the way she was looking at Yang and saying The Line??? Yang just losing her entire shit when she saw them???? Blake throwing herself before her and sobbing and holding her hand and apologizing for what Adam has done to her???? YANG'S HEARTBROKEN "I DON'T KNOW" WHEN RUBY ASKS WHY BLAKE LEFT HER?????? THE ONE WITH ABANDONMENT ISSUES has been given THE ONE WHO LIKES TO ABANDON as her government assigned partner and best friend!!! And she is in SAD UNREQUITED GAY LOVE with her!!!!!! The drama!!!! The tragedy!!!!!!!! Then vol 4 dropped and 1) Armed and Ready had that gayass line in there, and 2) BMBLB made me feel gaslit because Blake is gonna end up with Sun right???? This is just Yang yearning right???????????? RIGHT??????????? In any case, that's when I stopped watching and started experiencing through clips online, and as years went by I started realizing that no actually she is NOT gonna end up with Sun. God. What a journey.
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just rewatched the first pirates of the caribbean and oh my goddd i love these movies so much
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Man I love the 2000s style of animation so much more than the current trend of supper rounded stuff
give me the sharp edges of clone high, invader zim or even TD island over rounder thin lines any day
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3 part rain world infodump anon here. what can i say, the brainrot consumes....... i think you mentioned not being much of a gamer but theres lots of good playthroughs on youtube if youre interested! i would recommend one without commentary (especially near the ending) but anything works tbh. IM JUST im so not normal about the setting. youre a little scugclat youre just a little guy slonking around in these ruins that you have no idea the significance of. through bits and pieces you scavenge around the world for you can piece together this absolute tragedy that's on a scale you can barely comprehend from your viewpoint as an Animals, even some shit thats confusing from your viewpoint as a Humans and a Gamers. and the way the world progresses through the chronological campaigns... watching even the gods above the clouds slowly return to the surface, because even a god cant outrun time. and if you go in blind you can more or less COMPLETELY MISS ALL OF THIS. BECAUSE YOURE JUSF A LITTLE GUY. SLUGCAT. SCUG. whats a computer bitch im just trying to eat this fruit so i can go nap hard as hell! wtf!!
I cant actually watch playthroughs without commentary bc i need to be doing something or listening to someone while doing something at all costs or i will evaporate so ill try to find youtube playthroughs
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