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every so often i debate dipping my toes in selfship discords but then i’m quickly reminded that 90% of them are either all kids or proship or otherwise heather unfriendly
#what a shame!!!#i am also just soooooo shy#my discord is for my ‘main’ online persona as well which i dont reveal here on purpose#so it’s like eek!!#very scary#walkie talking
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from the bottom of my jayvik heart, happy christmas tumblr 🎄
i've wanted to do a leyendecker study (if that's what this is) for ages, and honestly they're just the perfect subjects!
here's the original, i found it on pinterest:
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#eek im so excited about this piece it's been a while since i've had inspiration like this !!#happy channukah as well to anyone that celebrates i also wish you a happy merry jayvik holiday#jayvik#jayvik fanart#arcane#arcane league of legends#jayce talis#jayce arcane#arcane jayce#viktor arcane#arcane viktor#you will never ctach me tagging a post just 'league of legends' sorry league players#im not ashamed of myself but even i can only do so much#jc leyendecker#leyendecker study
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I like to think they’re listening to 10 hours of lo-fi music on youtube
#i have never made an animation like this before#why did I choose something so detailed to be my first!!!#this whole thing took me like three days for… six seconds#anyway#bg3#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate 3#durge#durgetash#dark urge#enver gortash#gortash#default durge#sceleritas fel#bg3 fanart#(edited to fix colour and a stray detail or two eek)
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cora! this event is such a cute idea :’) humbly requesting temperance with rin itoshi please. gn reader is fine!
itoshi rin x reader (gender neutral), wound-tending, fluff wc: 0.5k ❥ valentines event (requests still open!), co-written with @venustrvck a/n: AAAH i feel so nervous u r the first req i'm posting :')) THANK YOU SM for participating friend !!!
There's blood. More blood than he thought, down his face, down the sink. It trickles down the curve of white porcelain and coalesces at the bottom; rivers of blood conjoining into a lake.
There's a knock at the door. "Rin."
He ignores it. Who would want their partner to see them like this? Bleeding out his nose and his cheek. Weak, Sae would say. Lukewarm.
"If you don't open this door," the white lacquered wood separates you, a barrier he's put up on purpose, muffling your voice. "I'm going to break the door down."
Rin snorts. Like that's about to happen. He draws a stinging line down his cheek as he slides an alcohol-soaked cotton across the cut.
"You think I can't do it? Haven't you seen those videos where babies get stuck under cars and the mothers lift the car?"
The door swings open, his long arm catching it at the edge. Rin's hair is in his face, bangs clinging to his forehead with sweat. He's giving you the worst side-eye, bright blue shining in slits from behind his strands under the unforgiving bathroom light. "I'm not your baby."
You step into his space, too close for his comfort, not close enough for his needs. Let yourself into this part of him that he's been trying to hide from you. "You might as well be."
Rin busies himself with his reflection, making every attempt to ignore you, ignore the unfurling shame in his gut, despite your concerned face creeping through his side-view.
"How bad is it?"
Rin doesn't answer. You cup the uncut side of his face with one hand.
"I'm here for you. You can show me."
Warm hands enclose his own as you gingerly grasp the cotton pad; you take it away with gentle fingers. He doesn't turn. He doesn't look at you. Your voice turns into something gentle. "Let me do this for you."
He wants to hide. Wants to run away. That furrowed space between your brows is the last thing he wants to see. He can't do either of those things, so he closes his eyes.
And then all he knows is your warmth, your body pressed against his. There's the sound of shuffling, and a new, cool alcohol-dipped cotton ball is pressed to his cheek. He wants to hiss at the contact, but he bites the inside of his cheek instead. He's shown enough weakness to you today.
"It's okay, Rin." You say it almost knowingly, your hand moves to the back of his neck, bringing him down so you can better reach. "There's nothing wrong with letting someone else take care of you."
You think he mumbles your name.
"It's me, isn't it?" You're so close to him that your nose brushes against his. The cotton pad moves down over the abrasion on his jaw, clearing away the grime and leaving rough, red skin in its wake.
"It's just me, so you can show me if it hurts. No one else has to know."
It's like a cleansing of sorts, his body relaxing against the counter, leaning his face into your hands. A cleansing from the situation, from all the times he wasn't able to say what he needed. Don't you know that there are those who would take without remorse, what you give to him so freely?
This time, when you press against his wound, his hand tightens where it holds your waist.
#no pressure to respond and feel free to req smth else!!#like u can req again if it's not to ur liking or bc u like it ahaha no hard feelings on my end either way!!#and u can req the same thing too like it is whateva to meee#SORRY IM JUST NERVOUS EEK OKAY#itoshi rin x reader#rin itoshi x reader#fragments of memories: drabble#corave valentines#i love rin he is so squishy to me...#x reader#bllk
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I watched electric dreams finally !!!!!
It’s so good and odd but ohshdkebdkwbdhmehdh EDGARRR !!! EDGAR I LOVE YOUU !!!!!! ! ! ! ! YOU DESERVE BETTER !!!!!
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When I saw the ending I SOBBED what the HELL,,,,,
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#electric dreams#electric dreams edgar#edgar electric dreams#EDGARR I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU8#wish there was more of him ….#just gonna blab about the movie here so uhhh#spoiler alert !! a!! eek!!!#watching the movie was so funny but also an entire rollercoaster#like#Madeline why are you just breaking in to moles house just because the door is open doesn’t mean you can go in ?????#probably just old fashioned stuff cause 1980’s but#moles how do you embarrass yourself SO BAD ????#multiple times in a row. constantly.#I feel bad almost but I don’t like him#stealing Edgar’s WORK#not even being nice to him what the hell what the hell#and then he DIES#me and my sister were talking about the alcohol making him sentient#and with the whole brain thing. maybe the alcohol is like a kind of electrical brain wires between the coponents? acting basically like one#though wouldn’t the alcohol evaportae eventually?#or is Edgar’s sentience permant#do I need to pour alchohol on him every once a while?#Edgar is such a perfect character#so nice and pleasant he can do no wrong#he tried to kill moles but I AGREE#HES SO RIGHT FOR THAT#there were so many good bits in this movie#like moles taking off his shirt like he was about to actually fist fight a literal computer good god#also would mole’s puzzel piece bricks have to be PERFECT bricks all the time in order to work?#what material would they be made of? is it durable?
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art when tashi was forcing him to watch his epic fail match on the widescreen tv before breakfast was even over
#i know art felt so dumb#saying stuff like welp!! he played well!!#his daughter and mother in law in the background?!?#after putting on that fake intimidating expression the whole day to scare his opponent#tashi said decimate that lil bitch and art heard lose ur temper and then lose the match#eek#he’s embarrassing#love him#at that point he was really apathetic about the sport though#he lost his spark#challengers
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Plugging myself hereee, disability is kicking me into the ground as of late. I've lost most of my capacity to work or even tank stress without getting sick and triggering flares, which is making it very difficult to try get my income and savings to a stable place. My application for disability was also rejected recently, so having to do the run around with re-applying, complaining & fighting for myself is also a giant kick in the head. I'm not quite well enough to handle freelance, school, or this kinda bureaucracy individually, let alone all at the same time.
If you like my stuff then feel free to check out my zines, I put a lot of work into them but I don't want to charge too much cause I believe zines should be cheap. I also have kofi & Patreon as tip jars. As well as a Toy.house for adoptable designs.
thank you 4 reading, stay safe (non-urgent) (donate to palestine first)
#i'm like eeking by which is fine. but i need to sort it this year or else it's really so over#anyway i'm up in the early hours again from stress and at least doing this makes it feel like i'm making some headway against it
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ok idea. what if we gave stories a free pass for one or two plot holes. "this story thread had a big hole in it" ok good to know, that must not be the main point of the story since it's got plot holes. they must have put their attention on what they thought was the important part. time to look closer at the other parts
#uhhh idk how to explain this idea right#but like....i think stories should be allowed to have mistakes. for a treat#it's like in tv shows when they had to save the budget for the final so there's reused costumes for los stake episodes#can't think of a single story thats perfect. wouldn't change anything. literally can't make a story with no flaws#sometimes the easy way around the flaw is just 'you gotta ignore that. that's not the point of the story.'#i feel like some stuff if you try and stop to explain it...it will change the focus of the story. suddenly it's a new story#like inception. entering and creating dreams is just a thing. the story just uses it. stop to explain how or why and that's something else#there wouldn't be space for the og story itd be a story about the creation of this thing#and like. listen. there are definitely some big plot holes. some poorly written stories. not saying bad stories are just misunderstood#but idk. i think you gotta stop wanting it to be flawless. that's never gonna happen#idk it's midnight hm#text#august rambles#also i tried to move a tag and it didn't work. so if the order of things doesn't make sense that's why#critical analysis hater spotted eek!#no but actually. i do like picking apart problems in stories and figuring out why it feels wrong or how to fix it#but it's almost like you gotta pick your battles. you only get to fix a few#or like. if the story is fine except for this one thing. we just don't look at that#the holes are giving it room to breathe#i gotta stop talking yikes
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Heeey!!! May I ask you to draw Benrey and Gordon swap au? :P
(Or something like that lol)
had way too much fun with the idea. since i am a 'benrey is barney but possessed/overtaken by an alien parasite' truther i like to imagine that in the swap au gordon accidentally fucking. touched the aliens shattered petri dish in an experiment gone wrong and Oops! All parasite . don't ask why a theoretical physicist was handling biohazards ok I'm not That smart .
anyways this sadly means that in this au benrey is just. plain old barney from black mesa. buti still like to think that gordon calls him benrey just to piss him off (he still can't pronounce barney properly and he's too ashamed to fess up to it. still a nerd loser)
#half life vr but the ai is self aware#swap au#requests open#hlvrai fanart#hlvrai#gordon freeman hlvrai#mimiartstuff#benrey hlvrai#technically.#<- too scared to use normal hl tags. eek#frenrey#his abilities are pretty much unchanged from og! save for the whole 'eyes stuck in glasses' thing. that i just pulled out of my ass really#as for changes in gordons design hes just generally messier. outgrown stubble. hair constantly let down (can't tie hair up properly). claws#remember that line about him being a big guy? yeah hes BIG big now. parasite gave him a growth spurt so now HE'S the brickhouse of the team#i like how 'benrey' is now just. a normal dude. took out all his gamer fuel sorry#might make more content for this au honestly. sounds soo fun to fuck around with
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it was just going to be a few warmup doodles but then she infected the rest of the page like the ever eternal and spreading spores. hod!!! hod. hod :)
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#hod#hod lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#I GUESS i almost forgot i drew her box form#lobcorp spoilers#and michelle actually. ..#both very tiny. itty bitty. microscopic#other sephirah there too as normal. i cant have her alone. and Angelina as well on the top patting her#i have a hard time fully capturing her for some reason. in my mind. maybe its because is the disconnected period!!! mentally#she genuinely wishes to care and be kind yet theres a dissonance with what she does..? or how it ends up being taken or what she does to en#up bringing those actions into reality. she can be forceful? wanting to have employees attend therapy sessions and meetings for suppression#tactics. which i think is also something the safety team is incharge of iirc. so that means shes doing way more that what she needs to on#her job as a sephirah. just for the sake of employees#she really does care as shes one of the only to Directly attempt to change their circumstances and quality of life and health#sure chesed doesnt punish employees when they dont do their work assigned or stress them out with work#but he doesnt actively push to attempt to make changes to aid employees besides the research perks which is to the manager#yesod IS right next to her and does also genuinely care but when it comes to employees hes distant at best when it comes to them and the#way he tries to protect them is by enforcing rules but he doesnt really create or attempt to help them like hod does#yesod is sort of a passive? way of doing it. yes he doesn make a push to enforce said rules but he doesnt make new ones. just follows what#is already there in place. hod tries to make new ways and not just for the safety of people like how yesod's has them physically fine and#not letting them over a certain threshold of mental corruption but she tries to have a program to Directly Address such a thing#its born out of care but the genuine worry of being a good person and her naivety ends up having it do more harm than good#sure there may be some employees that actually like and find it useful but so many are just accepting to their fate of Dying to where#her care seems pointless. shes a sephirah and to them a literal metal box why would they go ahead and feel bad for what an 'ai' is feeling#as she is interrupting their free time in the company#which is rude. and shit. iirc the counseling is compulsory but people go because shes a sephirah and their superior. the thought was there#but again it comes off wrong and ends up not working because shes their superior in the end#EEK!!! yeah... hod. the hod. there is WAY more but i can't fit it all here and i already typed enough
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-ˋˏ .·:·. ⊱ 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘 𝐃𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐕𝐄𝐈𝐋𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐃 𝐛𝐲 @pavus — day one: 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞.
— 𝐈𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐄 𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐕𝐀𝐑 . 𝐕𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐈 𝐃𝐄 𝐑𝐈𝐕𝐀 . 𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐀 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐍𝐄.
𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐃𝐀𝐒. 𝐄𝐍𝐉𝐎𝐘 𝐈𝐓 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐓 𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐒.
— 𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 (mutuals can opt in/out via 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 <3):
@loriane-elmuerto, @carrionsflower, @auricfog, @girliefailure, @sunsofdawn
@risingsh0t, @griffin-wood, @lilywatt, @full---ofstarlight, @grapecaseschoices
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@dialdrunk, @full---ofstarlight, @imogenkol
#oc: irulanne ingellvar#oc: vethari de riva#oc: cassia thorne#leg.ocs#leg.edits#*myedits#*ocedit#veilguard30#dragon age oc#datv oc#dav oc#datv#dav#dragon age rook#userimogen#oo moots w/tracking tags i cant recall if ive asked before (i think i did?) but please feel free to lmk if youd like me to tag ur tracking!#ITS STILL THE FIRST HERE THANK HEAVENS I MADE IT IN TIME (ish<3) spent all day on this ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!#the other rooks are veeery wips rn so i will do one of these for them soon HEHE <3#i think i have like..... four more kdfjfkn IM SO SOO STOKED TO YELL ABOUT THEM SOON RAHHH#and happiest first day of dragon game month besties and moots <3 WERE IN THE TWENTIES feeling very normal about it!!!!#for sure will be doing a few of the writing prompts for the next few days before i do another edit brain FRIED egg <33 eek it was worth it!#the happiest with how this turned out and the blurbs of info the coloring from cavalierfou on deviant worked SO well with this!!#divider is by saradika it fits THE LOVELIEST with this as well EEEEK.#hopefully the names are easy to be seen <3#ANYWAY i am so soo stoked to yell about my dragon game dearies and the rooks and see what everyone creates for this!!!!!!#THANK YOU THANK YOUU MO FOR CREATING THIS EVENT youre a treasure its day 1 and i had soo much fun with this!! tyty again!#besties and moots also also if you read all of this im baking you cookies!!
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thinking about this scene from the adventurer's bible from kabru's perspective...
#and even the fact that after a moment he just smiles and is like 'yeah laios youre so right' this guy is insane#this can probably be interpreted many ways#i personally am neither here nor there about that its for you lot to do what you wish#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#kabru dungeon meshi#kabru of utaya#laios touden#laios dungeon meshi#eek i love kabru so much you guys dont understand
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Woah Keefe is so emotionally manipulative. Not like he got raised in a horrible household where being emotionally abused was the norm. Not like half of his ‘insulting’ things were just bad attempts to make people laugh because in his mind that’s one of the only things he’s good at. Not like he probably cries thinking about all the times he hurt people without even meaning to. Not like he says things that come across as manipulative without him meaning it to because again, saying things like that are normal to him. Not like he would do anything for his friends. Not like most of his decisions, in his mind at least, were to benefit everyone else. Not like he would probably rather die than be like his father. Of course not, that’s ridiculous!
#it’s two am I have lots of feelings about Keefe eek#this is just me saying my thoughts!!#Please don’t argue with me I will cry#ALSO#this isn’t me saying you’re not allowed to like Keefe BECAUSE YOURE ALLOWED TO HAVE OPINIONS#I think it’s just weird how people try to hate on him for things like this#Like his traumatic childhood affected him?? That’s crazy!#Can you tell how scared I am for getting hated on lmao#Well ANYWAYS time for the normal tags#kotlc#lexi says stuff#keefe sencen#keefe#kotlc discourse#<- idk if that’s really appropriate?? Idk I’ve seen people talking about Keefe a lot and arguing and stuff so I think it works#kotlc keefe#keefe kotlc
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i love it when people introduce their coolass adult trolls like yes. this is slayer martin the cruel. five sweeps ago he killed his way through his enemies and earned the title of worlds best assassin. hes the most competent warrior with swordkind in all of alternia and he had to duel his matesprite to the death when he was 7 sweeps old so hes rejected love and compassion from his dictionary literally and its like so cool bc it’s like. wow. i love slayer martin hes just like a real cool adult troll he’s so badass and epic and his themes and story is so complex i love it!!! but when i make homestuck ocs its like:
this is my babydoll cringe mcpeeper she’s 6 sweeps and her talent is screaming. really into defying the system these days. yes thats an ankle monitor. she shaved half her head a sweep ago. her mommy does not love her
#her new mom is a teenage boy btw#hey’re “””””moirails”””” but he knows full well he is just. acting as her lusus.#but theres no way for either of them to talk about their friendship being Completely Definitely Not Moirails You Act Like Her Mom#the reason i call him a mom and not her dad is because he’s like got that idk.#that dead mom anime haircut. he can be a dude and her mom idk anything is possible#i love her shes a hypercompetent child with severe emotional issues. girl you have so much to work through#impossible character to roleplay as i want fantroll oc people to be my friends but i worry my ocs are too immature#;-; eep#EEP#EEK#for my next trick im making a 6 sweep therian wolf fantroll
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in tears why did giles never just. talk. to buffy. or any of the scoobies. I feel like buffy would've responded a lot better if he'd just tried to warn her about older men rather than oh vampire bad. who CARES if he's a vampire angel treats giles like an equal and considers all of buffy's friends "children" INCLUDING HER when he decides he needs to make a point about how he's smarter/more mature than her. it actually makes me feel crazy why did THAT not seem to bother giles !!!!
#I get he's not ACTUALLY her dad but he cares about her so much??#and he was right there???#he could've said SOMETHING man#no I don't think buffy would've listened but I think it would've been good for her to internalize#it's not just buffy that needed that lesson btw I think pretty much all the scoobies get themselves involved in some weird shit#one of my friends made an interesting point actually that it makes sense angel wouldn't care thanks to when he's from#BUT GILES SHOULD'VE!!!!!!!#in fact it eeks me sooo much how chill giles is about bangel and wesdelia (?)#IDC IF SHE'S 18 THAT IS SO FLIMSY AND WEIRD!!!!#ik wes was WILDLY immature so it kinda evens out but it's. no. I still don't like it#there's an uncomfortable amount of off power dynamics in the early seasons honestly. like off the top of my head?#teacher's pet. I robot you jane perhaps. I only have eyes for you. all of bangel. wesdelia kinda gets a pass but not by much#also giles saying he missed angel in s7 always makes me wanna strangle him#I love pre-s4 giles but he should NOT have been their only trusted adult dear lord#someone please make a better post than me I complain about this every so often to poor queen but it actually drives me out of my mind#rupert giles#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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doodle time. my frognie
#in stars and time#isat bonnie#also my meep but she’ll have a separate post i think maybe#i rlly wanna post more about my frognie and my keep and my boop and birdfrin (and potentially the others. gotta figure out what they’ll be#irst) so um. be. prepared i guess#messing with their design a bit to make it a bit more frog/tadpole-like. eek. eeek#ok posting now. spins#my art#i forgot the tag again ahsushs
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