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Shifters - Part 2
I realize it has been almost a whole year since I posted part 1. I did some experimenting to see if I could get it all into one post this time instead of having to do two separate posts. Hopefully the formatting goes through okay...
Also, this probably goes without saying, but this was all done pre-DT.
Part 1
God I hope that posted in the right order lol
Anyway, I'm trying to work on crossposting stuff again. Wish me luck.
(Part 3)
#ffxiv#gposers#ktisis pose#reshade#wolnpc#wolgraha#R'alma/G'raha#R'alha#visual novel#R'alma Lore#more fantasia shenanigans#sorry it's been a while#I got really overwhelmed#and a little too caught up in caring about whether or not anyone saw my work#Still 100% true that I get a lot more traction on twt#but I've also completely fucked my visibility over there by being off the grid for like 2 weeks#so it doesn't really matter anymore#also I'm really busy with a lot of irl stuff so I have nothing new to post over there#but I still have a lot of old stuff to post here#and this feels very “scream into the void” to me rn which is kinda what I need for a while#so I hope y'all don't mind me curling up in the corner for a bit
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Last part for old GF sketches
(Actually, most of these aren't old at all, but their average is brought down by the last picture, which I drew back in August and kept forgetting to post)
#fanart#drawing#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#i wish more people talked about Ford's piano skills#and his shadow puppet skills#i forgot what i was thinking when i rushed these out#something about Ford only taking pride in his skills because of how other people (ie Stanley) appreciate them#and how he attributes everything exceptional about himself to his hands bc that's where his deepest insecurities/motivations come from#but that isn't something Stan or most people think about at all#but he also IS really talented#and so he gets this big fragile ego#stemming from his mother and brother's praise#but also filbrick's neglect#so it's like outside validation is a substitute/reminder of the people that really loved him#bht also he thinks he's different from them and better than them#but he does love them#and he likes making them proud because he likes seeing them happy#maybe he doesn't know how else to make people happy#something something#Stan being his biggest supporter is a double edged sword#because his opinion matters the most and then he's gone#and Ford doesnt have anyone to show off to anymore#OR anyone who can call him a showoff when he gets too into his own head#OR the person he was pitted against in the first place that made him feel special#because- knowingly or not- they always compared themselves#idk man#Ford is an interesting guy and his head fascinates me
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her favourite flavour is "cursed magical item of Mythical quality"
#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#lavellan#dragon age the veilguard#inquisitor lavellan#mogwaei arts#djin'zidei lavellan#since the Well doesn't matter anymore it's my “oc” now UwU#idk i just really adore morally grey characters who will push boundaries in the name and love of discovery/knowledge#also she has a combination of Ghilan'nain/Dirthamen vallaslin so it's double the Pursuit of Knowledge and Cursed Curiosity
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Time & Space pages 1-2 ( This is the start || ao3 (not yet!) || next ) Starts less than 24 hours after the death of Willy Stampler. With the job done, there's finally time to sort some things out. They just need the right amount of space.
#dungeons and daddies#dndads#normal oak#henry oak#normal oak swallows garcia#dndads 2#fanart#kineticallyart#time & space#Coming at chu live from my first dance chaperone duty#Monkeys paw is not over btw! In case this made you nervous#I'll be doing both#Next 4 pages of mp already in the works#They're delicious you're gonna love them#Anyway canon didn't have the framework to peel apart the oaks like a surgeon with a grape#So here we go :)#Don't worry normal i gotchur happy ending#For you. Personally.#Anyway i don't have this planned quite as meticulously as mp#Plotwise#But the script doc is like 6k words long so there's gas in this tank#That said updates on this will be slower than on mp until mp ends#Getting mp done is still priority 1#Anyway (x2 combo)#Implied context here is that at the “Willy is dead and we saved the world” after party at the S-O-G's place#Normal kinda lost it#At who and what about doesn't really matter#No one's holding it against him#But the result is that they're not gonna let him pretend to be okay anymore#Normals done a lot of taking care of other people; time for other people to take care of him for a bit
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Underneath the suit, Human Guy is more of an abstract concept. I mean, yes, he is a real guy under there, but he doesn't like to acknowledge that too much. He's got plenty of other stuff going on to make up for that though, like wires replacing his organs and blood on his hands and a certain pinkish infection that claimed his legs and eye that may or may not come back to finish the job.
#i had fun with this one#i have so many thoughts about this guy#do i tag this as speculative biology?#idk#he has so much going on instead of being a normal guy that he doesn't really think of himself as one anymore#not that it matters since he's the only human living on confibula so palindromes don't know the difference#my number one rule with human guy is that he can only be depicted without the suit if he's also depicted without skin#because the two have become synonymous to him#scopophobia#maybe?#my art
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boat boys coded
#....does this make sense#it does in my head#lovers lane. dead end.#aka double life#they know it won't lead anywhere#in the long run it will only end in pain#whether it ends in a screaming match or just one too many empty promises — it doesn't matter. it still ends either way#and that's the part that really counts#but they don't do anything about it because what is there to do? your only option is to live the story#even if you know how it ends#so they go along with it#what other choice do they have?#they fall in love and they kiss and they kill and they do it all together. they follow lovers lane all the way until the end of the road#until they can't deny it anymore#their time is up#double life is over#they're running on borrowed time - delaying the inevitable#it's a dead end#and it was always going to be#and somewhere in between they may have convinced themselves that it might be different#(it's not)#(it never is)#IS THIS ANYTHING GUYS...#maybe i'm just insane#nya talks#hermitblr#trafficblr#joel smallishbeans#boat boys#smalletho
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Why is the anime so weird, it's not even the same series dude?? It's like,
Anime:
GOKU: I have a great idea to bring peace to the universe, and my leadership and compassion alone will unite us all. I have No Flaws and am A True Relatable Everyman :)
VEGETA: NO! I AM THE BEST AND I WILL CAUSE PROBLEMS UNTIL I AM RECOGNIZED AS SUCH!!!!
Manga:
GOKU: Vegeta what's cornmeal made of? I know it's what the corn eats, but what's it made of? VEGETA: Hey Kakarot let's play the quiet game until one of us dies.
#dbtag#I do not understand this writing it's so bad aklsdlkasjd#Toei wants Goku to be Clark Kent SO bad and he SO isn't lmao#they're so good and dumb and rounded and complex in the manga what is the anime so afraid of#Toriyama said 'no no this man is a detached faux-immortal who has a dear pure heart but he's childlike and selfish even though he's kind'#and toei went 'got it goku's never done anything wrong ever in his life'#toriyama said 'Vegeta's gone through a lot and he's finally settling into his more mature leadership role with the confidence he's earned'#and toei said 'got it vegeta has the confidence of a high school bully except now he can interact with his family as a comedy bit'#girl hWHAT#Toei trying to group Goku and Vegeta as two people who would rather train than be with their families and Toriyama said NO Vegeta wants#to be HOME this is the first time in years that he's HAD ONE and it makes him HAPPY to be with his wife and children!!#Vegeta trains so that he can protect the things he doesn't want to lose again and Goku trains because it's the thing that makes him happies#They are NOT the same lmao And yeah Vegeta still wants to beat Goku but he also knows that Gohan could dogwalk both of them if he wanted#He also knows Trunks and Goten are going to surpass them it's not about being the best anymore he's past that he just wants to Not Need Gok#He just doesn't want to have to rely on Goku to save the day he wants to be Enough on his own he just wants to know he can be#because every time it's mattered he WASN'T and people he loved were lost to his inability to protect them and he carries that#Like Whis diagnosed him with anxiety and cptsd out in the open and Beerus said he was self-centered for feeling guilt#+ he lowkey enjoys the rivalry it keeps him goal-oriented so he can't get complacent and lazy which is what triggered his Buu Saga breakdow#realized how Fucked Up it was that having a home and loving family made him feel like he was failing and went 'wait no I won actually??'#now he's chill as fuck in the manga. cool confident leader.#and sometimes he is childish and dumb with Goku as a treat#you know what rocks about his rivalry with Goku in Super though is that it's Playful. Vegeta is learning how to Play.#You ever seen a shelter dog get introduced to a really playful dog and it takes a minute for the shelter dog to understand it's safe here#And then they're both running around the backyard playing hot potato with one braincell?? That's Goku and Vegeta's relationship#and the way the anime sleeps on that dynamic is so fucking criminal especially when it's literally canon it's in print it's out there#you had the playbook how'd you fumble it this bad#anyway that's my 25+ year blorbo thoughts I love Geets a lot okay#And I love Goku in the manga a lot I'd forgotten that he's actually a great character when Toei's not fucking up his whole vibe
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thinking about how hawk joined miyagi do instead of eagle fang in s4 after the two dojos split again just because he's in love with demetri demetri asked him to
#'you're choosing eagle fang over your best friend'#fuck no he's not!!!#i want to unpack their s4 basement scene so bad rn#like the fact that eli chooses miyagi do because he doesn't have to be this asshole anymore#he can be himself and he can have karate#he can redefine himself#and demetri will love him no matter what#other than the whole identity thing#he really did just join miyagi do to be with demetri and to do the tournament together#and i think that's really cute#like we saw literally no other reason for hawk to choose miyagi do there was never a connection there#he said well my boyfriends over here so i guess i gotta be here too#hawks season 4 arch is something very near and dear to me#the fact that he wins the all valley as 'eli moskowitz'#he wins when he finally finds balance and confidence in who he actually is#instead of thr asshole he thought he needed to be#eli moskowitz#demetri alexopoulos#hawkmetri#elimetri#binary boyfriends#ck#ck s4#cobra kai
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Random poll because i was curious about other people's headcanons about Yuuji's feelings. Personally I'm inclined towards either chapter 143 or Yuuji realizing he loved Megumi just as (or after) he lost him (temporarily. He will be back), because i like the angst of it. But idk, what are your thoughts?
#tbh at first i was just planning to have chapter 143. the possesion and then the oblivious or has always known options#but the while thinking about it i wondered if it could have been that way back in the detention center#like I'm thinking of yuuji coming back. hearing megumi say that he doesn't regret saving him and spontaneously thinking “i want to kiss him”#but he doesn't say anything because he is gonna die anyways so what he wants doesn't really matter anymore#itafushi#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#yuji itadori#jujutsu kaisen#jjk manga#jjk manga spoilers#if you die I'll kill you is there because i see it as yuuji realizing megumi loves him and thinking “i love him too”#that “i guess i can't die on you then” was gay as fuck#and the fact he said those words again? you can't tell me yuuji hasn't thought about that moment since
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And never let you go ♥
Bonus without the overspill lighting:
#💟#Digital art#Full Art#Art#Edgar#Scriabin#It's that time of year again where I get real sappy about Vargas ♥ Because yes! Once again it is my own personal Vargasversary! 🎊 Yaaaay#Seven years now - I don't know what to do with seven years it feels like a hard to define number haha#Right in the middle between five years and ten years! A while to be certain but hard to define as a Long Time either hmm#Well whatever it doesn't matter <3 The important part is that I still love Vargas and them very much ♥♪#I actually didn't really have any specific plans for this Vargasversary :0 I haven't been drawing them much again#Other things have drawn my focus and attention hehe ♪#So I just kinda set my hand loose - no sketches on paper no defined idea - this is just what my hand/brain came up with in the moment#I'm pleased :) I think it accurately expresses how I feel about them hehe <3#I wrote down what ended up being the text/caption a couple months ago while I was in Big Love in their direction#I don't remember what inspired it anymore other than just - They ♥ Themst ♥ Do love them <3#I've planned my next reread now ♪ Barring anything drastic (like an update lol) I know when I'll be rereading next#I'm looking forward to it! :D As always hehe <3#It's still a bit a ways off which works well for recharging :)#And of course I'll be doing my usual in the meanwhile - this and the main anniversary and my sketchdumps and Requestober haha#The caption is as much me as it is Edgar after all <3#Even quiet and sleeping I still find them as a comfort - a place I find rest and joy in ♥#Inspiring and lovely and wonderful - pretty and tender and dear!#Oh and#Always finding a way to flip up the bottom of the shirt#Hehe <3
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maybe im just dumb but what is the difference between kris p and kris t?
TL;DR - They are Kris Dreemurr fictives and we needed a way to differentiate them
Oh you're not dumb, don't worry! It really is a little confusing because we haven't talked about who they or we are in a very long time. I'm going to talk a lot here so you have all the context you might need! If it''s too long,, the TL;DR above is the gist of it.
For context, we are a system! You can read about it a little in our FAQ
Kris T and Kris P are TWO Kris introjects/fictives of Kris Dreemurr from Deltarune in our system.
Originally we just had Kris T who split in Dec 2018, and then when Chapter 2 came out, Kris P came into our system after that. Of course at first, Kris T. was just "Kris", but since we had a double now, we had to figure out how to differentiate between the two. We knew another Kris fictive from a different system at this time who was nicknamed P. Kris by Susie in our system, and susie wanted to emphasize who she was talking about.
SO. As a small nod to that, everyone decided to nickname Kris P as Kris P, as an inverse of P. Kris.
A little convoluted, I know!
Besides being Kris introjects/fictives though, they also look different! I made some new drawings to try and showcase their differences if that helps :3?
Their dark world forms also look different. Kris T's is simpler, with a shiny soft cape, while Kris P's is more complicated with a hooded cape, which is also described as "very comfortable"


Here's a whole Toyhouse of images of how Kris T. looks like right now! There's also his reference ! vvv
Sorry if you weren't interested in our "life story"! They're not just random characterizations (they are alters), so I wasn't sure how to answer w/o giving you some sort of explanation.
They have their own sideblogs, so if you have specific questions directed towards them, you can always ask here because we'll see it better, or you can send them an ask in their own blogs. Kris T's is @kristalpepsi, and Kris P's is @itswhattheycallyou
#ask#Anon#fictive#fictives#headspace#ebonytailsart#Because I drew something I guess???#Tumblr is going to be special because I think these images are going to be too haunted for Twitter and Instagram#Feel free to call Kris T. Kritty or Kris T.!#Please be nice to him. He is still a person and presents as trans and nonbinary both inside and when fronting#He just so happens to use binary pronouns.#This is all information they're willing to share publicly! Especially because this has all been public information since 2018 lol!#In regards to 'does this means I cant reblog art of them anymore or use their art as my icon/header?' you still can! It doesn't matter.#As long as the post itself doesn't say “do not use as...” then don't worry about it! :3#Being a system in public/ online and having UTDR fictives is actually rather terrifying. Susie is just very brave about it and doesn't care#Hm what else.. this really brings us back to ogeeitsme.. when people would ask us questions about our system a lot.#Like 'what's the difference between Chara's and Kris's eyes?" We drew a whole graph for that hehe#From Kit#If I get too scared I may delete this.
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They're gonna do the Inquisitor as dirty in Veilguard as they did Hawke in Inquisition, huh?
#i was very excited about veilguard#i still am?#but I'm also really disappointed with the whole 3 choices thing#like....whatvthe absolute fuck?#how is it that who the inquisition took in in the mage x Templar conflict doesn't matter?#the firt big choice you make in the fucking game?#how does what you do with the wardens not matter?#HOW DOES WHO YOU PUT. IN THE MOTHERFUCKING THRONE.#OF MOTHERFUCKING ORLAIS. NOT. MATTER????#i dont give a flying fuck about my inquisitor's relationship with solas#i care about the inquisition she build#not to mention stuff from the other games#it's ridiculous#my one fear going into veilguard would be that they'd treat the Inquisitor like treated hawke in daí#hawke was just so ooc in dai#in bw's typical 'oh#actually blood magic is evil' way#which is fucking stupid#i as the player should have the choice to do it if i want to#anyway...not sure i want to see dorian and fenris anymore#cause god knows what they'll to them#dragon age#dav spoilers
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tbh maybe shouldn't have posted on twitter since then
#they probably couldn't train shit with my shitty art but i still have to say no to even more shitty corporate decisions#also made bluesky for substituting twitter#because if they actually screw up with the image ai policy thing i can't even see shit on twitter anymore#and an unfathomable amount of artists only use twitter and not tumblr so i really need an account#probably would make another private account as lurker if i have to but now that account is open#doesn't really matter here because i still only ramble and post everything on tumblr and plurk#ramble
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I feel like I've already been barely active or productive or worth anything for a hot second, and now I'm even worse and what even is the fucking point. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry
#Yadda yadda#It doesn't even matter I know#I'm just useless slime#And I've got nothing to offer#Idk why anyone's even around anymore but I'm so sorry for being... this#I'm really sorry
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Should you be alseep?
(Asking cause it seems like bedtime)
Shouldn't YOU be asleep?
#wyfy's mailbox#I should be asleep but I'm just gonna read a little more!!!#also I haven't been able to sleep at all lately so it doesn't really matter if I try hard to or not#melatonin doesn't work anymore and I'm all out even if it did#I've got a prescription for a sedative so that I can sleep but it hasn't been filled yet so no sleep for me!!!#please don't worry! I promise I'll try to sleep soon!
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fwsa and wtit being asides originally always confused me because where was the main plot supposed to go that those two episodes were asides????
#also i remember hearing about something in fwsa showing how it's happening less than a week after svs redux#so really where was the series supposed to go???#am i misunderstanding something???#it doesn't even matter anymore since they were changed into main sides episodes but i'm still confused#sanders sides#my posts
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