#so im a single mom for now
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i keep finding potatoes and cotton candy as pet food on habitica and none of my pets like them?? being a mother is so hard :(
#i know i should join a party for the perks of pet food#but im not able to use habitica with the discipline needed to be able to work in a party#so im a single mom for now#honestly why won't you have cotton candy for breakfast
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#i kept... procrastinating........... sorry to everyone who gave me a character for taking so long....#my art#digital#worm#wormblr#i like.. most of these 👍#ive struggled a lot with my alec design but i think im finally starting to get somewhere with him#that specific emma is from arc 5. her dad mentions taylors moms death and taylor lashes out and emma cant help from smiling#so she leans forward on the desk and covers her mouth#the sleeper.... ok so his whole deal is intentionally vague in canon#because someone told wildbow he doesnt need to explain every single deatail about every cape that shows up#so i was able to do whatever the fuck#basically his power is visually described as a not-rainbow storm thats large enough to cover a good chunk of a large city#out of canon wildbow says the only capes whod be able to survive his storm would need to be indestructible or have an impenetrable mind#so i thought yo. i recently watched a video about a short scifi horror story about how certain fractals make people die from looking at the#and the only person who didnt die from seeing the worst one had trained himself by looking at less dangerous fractals#so.. there the sleeper is ig.. a vague figure in the center of a giant fractal mess#i didn't INTEND for aisha to be looking at alec but no harm no foul. its kinda cute#anyway i spent most the day finishing this and now i think i dont wanna draw digitally ever again?
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#currently moving to a new place right now#my house is currently occupied by my brothers family#wife and 2 kids#they got evicted recently#and apparently theres some unknown rule that single male (even if hes a faggot) cant live in the same house with someones wife (even though#that someone is my own brother) (and im still a faggot)#so my mom made me move from my own house to a small house provided by my brothers father in law#ok cool at least i got somewhere to live#but i have to move everything#clothes#computer#everything#to here#and i have to pay for everything#not my parents#not my mom#me#and turns out the house is broken as fuck#no furniture#no internet#not even a bed#so they asked me to fill it up#and of course i have to pay for eeeverything#did i mention its not my house#and because i still cant live there while its being fixed up#i have to live with my mom#im so fucking annoyed about this whole thing#its not fair how im being used like some kind of sacrifice for this shit#this whole thing ends up costing almost my 2 months wage worth#and my father
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Your HRT and surgery progress post is so cool, I’m gonna start T next year and seeing other trans dudes who are ahead of me in their medical transition is so encouraging.
I do have a question though that I’ve been thinking about for a while. If it’s weird and you don’t wanna answer I understand. My pre-T body has a considerable amount of butt, some of it muscle, but also fat. I was wondering about pant sizes once the fat gets redistributed by testosterone. Does your pant size tend to go down? Cause right now my main issue with men’s pants is to get my butt in there (with women’s it was the same).
I’m not coming from a diet culture “yay smaller clothes size” direction though. I have some cool pants that fit well right now and I’m worried that I might have to buy new pants if they start sagging too much 😅
I know every body is different, so maybe some followers can share their experiences too? Thanks in advance 👖
i might not be the best person to answer this because i gained a pretty significant amount of weight from being on t so my size in basically everything went up, but i will say i think i have less butt compared to the rest of my body now than i did before, so i would guess that if your overall size stays the same and the fat is just shifted around, it is possible to see your pant size go down as a result of fat moving away from the butt region. i’m not sure how common it is, but it wouldn’t surprise me!
#rip to the pair of pants i ripped like couple months into being on t#bc i didn’t realize how much my size had changed until it was Too Late#literally not a single pair of jeans that i owned fit me anymore it was Wild#went home to my mom like heyyyyyyyy can we go shoppingggggg#can you pay for it bc im broke and need a whole new wardrobeeeeee#so worth it tho bc i genuinely love the size im at now. not sure my moms wallet would agree but who asked her anyway#ask answered
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swagever. me n my animal crossing island against the world
#felix babbles#rosegrove you will always be famöus#<- i literally just started this island#i have a horrible habit of reseting my island every single time i play after more than like . a month#it‘s so bad. i donr even like tje beginning part that much but . what if i have new ideas or dont remember where i was going#goddd. rest in peace all the islands i fucking KILLED with NO REMORSE#my current island is themed after the bunny sisters ^_^ from bubblegum kk#im chrissy and my mom is francine!! hashtag matching islands!! my island is blue themed (bc chrissy is pink so me and my house r pink)#my mom‘s is vice versa but she‘s in chicago rigjt now so were not working on them togetjer
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HELLO AGAIN
So life has been kinda hectic! My job is only able to give me hours starting August and my savings r drained on account of me moving soon and having to deal with some personal issues, so until I'm no longer in the red, my commissions will be 20% off! On top of that, the first three commission slots i receive will also get a little doodle of their choice as a thank you!
My commission prices can be found here ! You can also reach out to me via dms, my insta is lukasdoodles24, and my email is [email protected]
Thank you all so much!
#commissions#art commissions#my commissions#commission details#commission#my art#sales#commission sales#commission sale#art sale#Its also kinda why i havent been drawing/posting as much other than reblogs#work and life stuff being so chaotic has drained me recently but i gotta keep afloat#had to leave one job bc of threats after someone outed me + a whole other lot of stuff#my car had issues and now my dads car has issues so im driving him to work/store/etc and i also drive my mom places#we live in different houses and the trips r typically 45 minutes long of a single drive across town for my mom. I live wif my dad#had to make a trip out of state for family u can guess why#and now we're fixing to move and we can't stay bc the rent keeps going up while the apartment has a hole in the roof and broken locks#Theres a lot of other stuff too but ill get thru it#if u read this far screenshot it + tell me ur fav color and you'll get an extra doodle free with any art you commission me for :)
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#im so upset ok literally no one cares but#my bedroom at home was getting kinda redone this summer#we repainted and added shelves above my desk and styff#so i displayed my album collections on the shelves it was so slay ok it was fire#and#today as i was adjusting things#the shelf with my skz collection just fucking rips out of the wall bro#like BROO?? there are holes in my wall now but idec bro MY ALBUMS???? l#it was so high up too im. they fell from a catastrophic height.#literally every single one of my skz albums falling to the floor which is like at least 50 or smth idek#no that sounds too high but you know. A LOT#i have from mixtape to rockstar not every singlr one but yeah#MY LIMITED ALBUMS?? THESR ARE EXPENSIVE HOLY#im taking a deep breath rn#actually looking from through my tears they didnt look Too beat up (except noeasy fuck that packaging) and except my stay in playground pho#photobook case CRACKEDDDD og my god. its judt the outer plastic case but i. am. so. sad#that is like $50 bro#anyway god#now we have to somehow fix it. we used these shelves before in my sisters room and they've held up great but she pretty much puts stuffed an#animals and thats it lol#did not account for my shitload of albums creating a ton of weight but well.#theyre supposed to hold 170 lbs are my albums rly more than that holy shit#ANYWAY#this litrtally happenrd 15 minutes ago thats why im venting rambling idk#now i have to sleep in my moms room AGAINN until these are fixed#like i love her but i like sleeping alone god pls#(i also primarily write at night and. well its not the easiest to write smut and stuff when ur mother is right next to u.)#GOD UGH. idk its fine but im#silver lining is it wasnt my loona collection bc not only are those rare ash i swear they dent from a strong gust of wind bro#I REACHED TAG LIMIT LMAO I DIDNT KNOW THAT WAS A THING BYE
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#pausing my essay to make a tumblr post in the hopes it will stop my panic attack bc uhhh what do you mean its november#what do you mean time for these applications are running out what do you mean i have to write 4 essays what do you mean my brain wont work#because i have the brain wont work disorder what do you mean i have to also keep on top of my grandparents bc now that im not with them#my grandmother has essentially stopped taking her alzheimers medication and my grandfather is just lying about her condition#what do you mean i didnt get the scholarship i wanted (listen this isnt a shock to me it was highly competitive and i figured i wouldnt#get it) (BUT STILL) so now im hauling absolute ass trying to get a job where my mom works so we can share the car#and im STILL constantly thinking of my grandma who i know is miserable where she is bc theyre alone and i know theyre lonely and miss me#and theyve asked about me every single day since we got back from brasil and im trying not to feel guilty bc i know thats pointless#but its also hard not to hurt for them and also i have to WRITE THIS FUCK ASS ESSAY WHEN ALL I WANT TO DO IS ROT IN BED#AND SHINY HUNT BC I MISS SHINY HUNTING AND ALSO IM GETTING MY PERIOD SOON AND IM BREAKING OUT AND#I MISS MY BED AND WRITING FUN STUFF AND MY FRIENDS AND NOT FEELING LIKE AN IMPENDING CLOUD OF DOOM AND DESPAIR#IS HOVERING OVER ME AND GETTING CLOSER WITH EACH PASSING DAY#hm. not helping with getting rid of my panic attack. maybe i need. to have a small cry and then some water.#okay bye for now 🫰🥰#personal
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idk if ive posted this but i actually think we should start traumatizing our abusers back, or at the very least taking pleasure in their self inflicted suffering. i dont care if its "morally wrong." its funny and based
#my mom raised my brother to be the golden child#and he abused me so badly and she'd abuse me too and they bonded over that#now my brother has npd#and is a Major Asshole#especially to my mom#who hates him now#and im laughing w my gf bc like#he IS your son after all#like i can name every single way you went wrong raising him#very funny#alternatively if your abuser guilts you#agree with them#'you hate me im the worst person ever i should kill myself'#'yes! youre absolutely right!'#its so funny#not tagging this real ones get it
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sorry im gonna be an asshole but if my dad knew he couldnt take care of us with the progression of his diseases then why did he fight so hard for custody. im 20 yrs old i shouldnt still be thinking abt this but still like. a billion years of neglect the fact that he is sick is irrelevant when he knew very well that he wouldnt meet our basic needs. sorry. and now its on me to take care of 2 mostly-adult teenagers who hate my guts and still think they're 12 years old and cant go to the store. or clean. or whayever. AGHHHHHHH
#i dont know why everyone is in this dream world where we're still so young. even my dad acts like im out of line by staying somewhere other#than his house. like im 14. and again. my sisters just genuinely seem like they dont understand that theyre grown now. cant we all just tak#care of ourselves? ??#if he didnt have custody i would have hated both of them even more but at least we would have been taken care of#every time i have this conversation with him hes like 'but i cant do anything..!' he can. ive seen that he can. he works from home hes on#the god damn couch all day. most of his work days hes just on tiktok waiting for people to call him. he doesnt do much of anything. youre#telling me you cant do the dishes or go to the store just once in a while ?#and then he says like. but thats what my spouse would do for me blah blah .................. single people still manage to feed themselves#somehow/. maybe its magic. maybe im an asshole for saying this. but seriously. dont be like this and then get angry that i like staying at#my moms better. there i just have to worry about myself. and because of that im more apt to do things for other people! bc im not#burned out all the time !#this is so dumb to complain about im 20 like. shut up. but wah its just tiring after like.... 10 years. lmao
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our tree fell over merry christmas ! [Breakdances]
#knox rambles#my mom loves the smell of the pine trees so we do a real tree when we can#and you gotta water those suckers#so we just finished decorating it and watered it#and BLAMMO ITS ON THE FLOOR#cut to me running into the room with the towel i was using as an extra blanket#running back for my shower towel and my old towel that weve been using for the dog#catch me sliding across the floor and basicaly mopping up half the water with my pants and the other half with the towels#pine needles flying everywhere#ornaments in water#all the towels are in the sink now heck actualy i gotta move those so they can dry before i go to sleep actually#anyway i find this to be a highly entertaining adventure#my brothers tell me this is not the first time our tree has fallen over i have no recollection of jt however#so im counting this as my first tree falling over#we're going to bed now cautiously and i fully expect the tree to be back down by morning ngl#miraculously not a single ornament broke#anyway i gotta move those towels um happy december holidays folks#and to all a good night
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if Tim decides he wants to keep Eddie straight & give him a female love interest they really need to do better on selling us the woman & honestly i have the PERFECT idea for it.
and it starts with making Ravi a main character in season 8.
#im not tagging this#dont want ppl telling me eddie isnt straight#right now he is okay & at the very least we deserve a good love interest#im so serious tho#make ravi a main character in s8#give him a cousin who works either with Athena or Maddie#probably Maddie cuz who wants more cops?#so she works at dispatch with maddie & she's a single mom#she's now connected to both maddie & ravi#the 118 on 2 fronts#this is really all i have but damn at least its more interesting than Marisol the nun
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#just need to vent rq lololol#my wedding lehenga came out so freaking beautiful#but it needs to be taken in a lot like. i lost 6 inches on my waist since i initially had it made for my body#and everyone at the shop was like ohh wow good job great you look so great now you look awesome#and my mom was like oh wow good job that’s good you did it#like lol#i wanted to just be like#‘thanks i had to go to iop therapy at an ed center where they literlaly taught me how to eat food. like a toddler. thanks’#like i didn’t lose weight for an intentional reason but thanks for confirming you thought i looked horrible before lolol#idk i have been like every size in the book but seeing how much better ppl treat me when im smaller#i’m just like. :)#if my mom says anything about her body or mine tomorrow i will probably fucking lose it and if you see a woman in nj killing ppl on the news#it’s me. lol#it just really took me out of the experience bc i’m trying sooooo hard to be neutral about my body. and like. i don’t need to hear your#thoughts abt what i look like lmao#whatever my dress is beautiful and i’m so beautiful and i’m excited but i really do think i should be able to hunt ppl for sport#leave me alone#nothing you do can please ppl#when i was 20 and 100 lbs and killing myself and sick and miserable every single day my mom was also just like#wow you look great#meanwhile i was balding and fainting at the gym and failing my college classes bc i was obsessed w my body#text#also look at these cats that are just in luis’s apartment’s hallway like rofl who let them out of their apt!!!! so cute#my mom saying ‘you did it’ as if i was trying to do something made me lol#i wasn’t TRYING to do anything i just am healing my relationship w food and my body#bc i refuse to waste my entire life being bitter and miserable and ashamed of existing#like SOMEONE i know….#anyway this could be you too! if you went to fucking therapy!#i ate ny pizza out of spite after all of this#sorry some of you can’t enjoy a fucking carb !!!!!
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#NOT ME JAMMING OUT TO JOSH CULLEN 1999 WHEN MOM PLAYS IT IN THE CAR (shes atin and josh stan)#AND IM JUST NOW FINDING OUT HE SAYS “i know ill never heal cause this world wants to FUCK me” GIRL I WAS WONDERING WHAT HE SAID#BUT I DIDNT THINK IT WAS THAT WHAT THE FUCK 😭😭#we also couldnt figure out what he said at the start of silent cries.. it was “searching for the pieces of the [child who died]”...#josh im so sorry we literally cant hear in the car 😭😭#SPEAKING OF SB19 SOLOS I WAS WRONG ABT..#girl i havent seen a single title from pablos album JUST HEARD THEM IN THE CAR AND LOOK.#I THOUGHT THIS SONG WAS CALLED MONSOON OR SMN TO DO WITH THE MOON...#im looking at the album titles now like which.. what the fuck is this which one is it...#ITS.. ITS NEUMUN.#and im sitting here like what.. does that say.. how do i read it.. NEW MOON........#anyw dont care was a vibe too! i was kinda forced to listen to his album + josh's but ngl its pretty good#and slightly unrelated but im surprised abs cbn showtime is recommended to me😭#its for katseye so im less surprised but i didnt know they were popular in ph? but when i think abt my cousins back there..#maybe it makes sense 🤔 they looooove pop girlies idk maybe im wrong but it makes sense to me#44597
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i AM a violent dog i DO know why i bite
#ok to rb#vent in the tags its a lot u dont have to read#nah but ive been so angry lately#im constantly fighting w my mom and brother but...like im justified every single time#its just like...ive always been the scapegoat of my family (except to my dad) but now hes dead and my mom n brother have been targeting me+#nonstop. literally 24/7#for example my mom has not bothered to check on me ONCE since it happened...yet shes constantly treating me like a therapist +#and she always comforts/checks in on my older brother AND she critcizes me for how im handling things or how 'long' everythings taking#all the while they dont lift a fucking FINGER to help me with anything and im doing everythings on my own#while going to school and working full time....to pay THEIR BILLS#idk it just feels like im so fucking alone and yet they just continue to rag on me when im literally doing my fucking best#im not allowed to greive bc im too busy doing their fucking work all while they criticize how i do their work...FOR THEM....#god forbid im not as talkative as usual bc im stressed (i wonder why) and im the worst person on the planet#literally i will b sitting in silence in my room and theyll find something to make fun of me for or get mad at
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being a child of divorce will make you conscious of things like 'bird misogyny' and 'bird grounds for divorce'.
#making a post about it because i've reached rito village and i find it SO FUNNY how no one mentioned that the two most prominent rito women#(saki and amali) talk like they're being oppressed. saki is like 'my husband is teaching my toddler how to be a warrior even though i dont#want him to become one and also he's gone on some murderous revenge rampage that will likely get him killed and leave me a single mom.#could u help.' and it's like. girl im not sure ANYONE can help you now. leave him. meanwhile amali is juggling 5 kids while kass is off#doing... what /is/ he doing? fulfilling his teacher's wish? smtg like that? anyway they should both leave. it's not worth it.#freya talks loz#it's so funny. literally all i've ever heard about botw's rito is that they're warriors so i walked in assuming that meant everyone#and also the very many fanfics/art/comics talking about how teba would feel conflicted about leaving medoh to link because he's so young#like sorry babes i know he's hot but teba does /not/ feel conflicted about rearing child soldiers. he's creating one in his own house.#maybe he's different after the vah medoh quest or in totk but the whiplash of expecting that and warrior rito women and realising that's#not how it is at all is SO FUNNY.#rito women need to fly south to meet the town filled with hot muscular women to teach them about feminism. and bisexuality#i think i've met harth's wife too but i dont recall either her or him saying much about each other.
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