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spacexseven · 7 months ago

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hello hello!! a newcomer here with uh, first ask/im not really used to using tumblr ahhdgjd

ive been religiously reading and following you for . the past two months now methinks? and i really wanted to say that holy shit, your writing is absolutely beautiful </3 im sure you get a lot of comments about that,, but !? i really wanted to say that because i adore your posts sm 💙 and its gotten me looking forward to your next post, whatever it may be!

i !! also know you're considering moving blogs and all that so,, i wanted to wish you the best of luck!! and that even if you dont know me i care about you :] so yes!! thats uh. what i wanted to say (im very awkward at these things im so sorry 😭??)

sincerely, wren (also i . dont mind at all if my username is revealed or not its hhhh up to you !!)

ahh hello wren!!! thank you so much for your kind words i am really at a loss of words (lol) this is just so sweet of you ㅠㅠ two months is kind of crazy i am really grateful for your support :) about the blog thing mmmmm hmmm i still dont know tbh and ive put off thinking about it too because irl stuff is my priority right now (and i hate to say it but this blog is my baby and im stuck on whether i want to keep it up as an archive at Least or not...im very indecisive im sorry)

i care about you too ^^ this really means a lot thank you again!! dont worry about being awkward we are all friends here (and i am also very awkward so.)

#i feel bad for mentioning i may move or delete blogs bc im sure its not nice being in a perpetual state of anxiety regarding what may happen #not that this blog is that important but you know #i would hate it but i also did not want to just drop off and come back like 4 months later like bye!! (which i kind if did...actually)#so ill try to update things here #my depressed loser brain a few months back was all for deleting this blog so i shared my twt with some friends and went back to work #but after some time i think that might be unneccessary fjjfjf #sorry i am but a creature ruled by emotions...#ask 🐟#thank you again!

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ch1zzie · 8 months ago

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The original in the bottom

Plus the picture I mainly drew but decided to draw the rest for funny

#thats not my neighbor #milk man #just tried to draw something in my mind to post along with saying some updates #monday the people are gonna give my grandma the keys to the house! while i have to stay at my aunts place for wifi for school #(online school)#my moms gonna be moving things out of storage into the house! AAAA I CANT WAIT #also little welcome home update #im not sure if i said here? wait nevermind i just remembered while typing (it was that i got barnaby and the pins) AAA silly me #also im making a little julie out of clay (if i wake up and their messed up i am NOT redoing that😭)#the legs are a little messed up because julie was gonna be the size of an hatsune miku figure on accident so i chose to shorten her a bit #only because im not sure if im gonna make the others too AND because theres no way hes gonna be THAT tall😭#also! im making easter art #yes its barnaby and wally again just for fun! but a few changes like keeping their regular outfits because i cant think of anything else!!!#why not the ones in the old easter drawing? welllll a follower said that wallys outfit looked a bit familiar to another not so good thing #it wasnt on purpose just an accident because i hadn't notice BUT im glad i know now so i can be more careful!#im not sureeee if im gonna finish the easter art OR the julie clay thingy but I'd love too! and honestly HOPE to #high chance i will (well maybe the easter art could be late or not)#maaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAA trying to think if theres anything else but cant! ill try posting this hoping my wifi wont hate me...#also i know i said this account was for welcome home posting but i didnt have any cool welcome homey things to put here gahhhhh #ehehehhe once i get my new room and its allllll just me #imma post like crazy (wellll that IS the plan so i hope)#even if its little dumb posts #by the way this post was gonna say on top “i know i said this account is for welcome home posting but TAKE THIS FOR LITTLE UPDATES”#just removed it because i dunnooooo just didded #hehe didded

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year ago

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im so Normal. totally not shaking and crying rn

#its nice to be this excited about something again! to the point of nausea!#and i Mean That #this is the good kinda stress. tis a welcome break from the usual brands #all week i've been having moments of 'ohhhh god New Information Incoming' and i have to sit down every time #and measure my breathing to chill tf out #is this unhealthy! maybe! i am trying to keep it Contained!! tightly leashed if you will #BUT OH FUCK ITS ALMOST HERE AGH AGH AGH #absolutely unprompted #welcome home #i will probably be unable to discover secrets bc i am bad with computers and the like #but hey! ill try!#if there's like... a spoiler tag yall want from me ill make sure to tag any Update Posts with it #then again wh is a unique scenario of like... Are there spoilers #bc it feels like a 'a couple people uncover stuff and then show/tell the rest' thing #but what would i know! this is kinda the first update!#LETS GO GAMERS I HOPE THE NEW STUFF IS TRAUMATIZING FOR BOTH US AND THE CHARACTERS #alright im getting to excited again im gonna go lay down #gonna be refreshing pages every ten seconds even when its completely illogical and meaningless to do so

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poopingonthefloor · 1 year ago

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And she's getting older...

(DSAF post)

#srry ive been going through a lot of things so ive kind of lost track of a lot ^_^#ill try to post more here tho cuz X-tale twitter is a little much.#twitter-tumblr scrolling hasnt updated for me tho but dont test me tumblr.#dsaf #dayshift at freddy's #davesport #artistry #jack kennedy #dave miller #dsaf jack #dsaf dave miller #dayshift at freddy's 2 #dsaf dave #dsaf william afton #dsaf davesport #dave x jack #angst ig lol

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johnslittlespoon · 6 months ago

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hii happy pride month, have a little 'you're a dog (i'm your man)' chapter four snippet as an apology for radio silence <33

“Did I wake you?” Gale asks, glancing at John apologetically, but John looks up from his effort to avoid muddy puddles to shake his head. Gale supposes it’s a silly question; John sleeps like a rock, dead to disturbances made by anything other than his own brain.

“Just my sixth sense,” John says, shrugging and shooting him a small smile. Gale snorts.

“You got a radar for me?” He teases, and John smiles wider, eyes crinkling.

“Built in,” he answers matter–of–factly, raising a hand and making a fist over the center of his chest before dropping it, returning his vigilant gaze to the uneven ground. Gale stares for a moment longer, floored not for the first time by John’s apparent obliviousness to the weight of his sentimentality.

Even knowing John how he does, it’s always unexpected coming from someone who a stranger might assume to be brazen and surface–level; John’s loud mouth and wandering hands do him no favours in that regard.

But Gale does know John, like an extension of himself half the time, and still he manages to render him speechless. The way his heart flutters as the sentiment hangs in the air makes Gale want to reach down his throat and squeeze it until it never beats again.

#slow progress but progress #dog coded bucky fic #still sick unfortunately lol i thought i was lucky enough for it to just be a week thing but i forget i am chronically ill!#(read: i gaslight myself into thinking i'm normal sometimes)#i'm trying to get this chapter done before i reply to asks/post other stuff #bc i rly only have the mental capacity for one or the other at once atm :( but i miss you guys and being deranged here SO BAD. so so bad #thank u for the endlessly kind messages and your boundless patience oh my word <3 it rly is so reassuring mwah hugs #i rly do feel so bad for not replying to @s and messages tho i just have so little energy rn so i am conserving it :(#but i read them all whenever the migraine brainfog subsides enough to scroll and i smile and weep simultaneously <33 #so if i have not replied to ur msg. i promise it is nothing personal i'm just a walking corpse and will get back to u when i can <3 #and that's my boring author's life behind the scenes update JSKGD my bad y'all #buckbucky

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a-sassy-bench · 6 days ago

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previously on my life: a lot of stressful things happened. then my dog died and it totally broke me (also epilepsy is triggered by stress as an added bonus, so that's been fun). i made a poll asking tumblr what hobby i should do so i don't keep staring blankly at the wall and the winner was an old hobby i haven't done in ages. the poll worked, i feel a weird sense of social obligation now so even though i don't want to WE'RE CROCHETING BITCHES (/affectionate).

the yarn has arrived and i think i'm going to do something either from bugsnax or adventure time. i used to be really good at crochet and my best friend asked me to make them a filbo ages ago but i need some practice projects first because i haven't crocheted in years. i'm considering making small bugsnax projects and sending them in the mail to my bestie with no warning whatsoever with weird cryptic messages using letters cut out of magazines because unfortunately for us all this is just who i am as a person.

thanks again if you voted in my weird poll, i really needed a little push ❤️

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#grief is a bitch #gonna try and post updates here to hold myself accountable #still vaguely considering doing streams of me playing bugsnax/crocheting bugsnax for maximum accountability #because stressful things WILL NOT STOP I SWEAR TO GLOB #i'm trying really hard to keep it together for my poor little doggo who lost his best friend and is so sad and confused by the whole thing #i dunno #one day at a time #crochet #fiber arts #bugsnax #bugsnak #adventure time #tw: pet loss #tw: pet illness

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mylove-thresher · 2 months ago

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how i feel when i

testing out new coloured mechanical pencils on my fucking french grammar rules book with green manga narancia yippers :3

tell me to draw in the worst places and i will

also he was lowkey slutty in the manga bc he had sideboob windows in some early (?) panels...

(also my friends wrote their name on the page during math lol i told them i was gonna post it on tumblr and they were like hihi fuck yeah 😭)

references (kinda, i did this from memory in class) vvv

#also update on the publishing my poems thing #i dont think the editing thing i found will work #so ill contact my uncle :3 #(he's an author and comedian and owner of an art cafe in cuba and his father in law is a relatively well know author in cuba and spain)#he used to be a depressed orthodontist somehow #anyway so ill try publishing my poems in cuba lol #here are the actual tags>#jjba #jojo no kimyou na bouken #jojo's bizarre adventure #narancia ghirga #traditional art #manga

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danielnelsen · 3 months ago

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update: peach is doing very well!! she's eating and sleeping normally (sleeping more than normal, really, but that's to be expected)!! after 3 days of not sleeping and a few changes in painkillers, she finally just napped for an hr then, after another day, slept through the whole night (and most of the next day). she's started following all her usual routines again and is very keen to eat! still on some painkillers, but they're not having any horrific side effects anymore

now that im not staying up to keep an eye on her all night (while also dealing with upgrading my computer and my phone and also my sister preparing to go overseas and the dogs barking and howling constantly due to all of the above), i finally got some decent sleep too and slept for about 14 hrs. so today ive got that weird shakiness that i get from sleeping too much, but hey it's better than the whole of the last week

#personal #and i have a working computer that's finally on windows 10 so that's one less thing to have background stress about #and i have a working phone for the first time in.. a year? 1.5 years? idfk. my previous phone was 16gb so i could fit like 2 apps #could barely take pictures (and couldnt store them) and couldnt update most of my apps because i couldnt update my os because no space #so every app ran slow and then eventually my phone would crash if i opened the storage section of the settings #so i couldnt even offload apps so i could delete them while keeping the data for when i downloaded them again #couldnt order medicine remotely because my chemist only lets you do that from the app (not the website)#couldnt control the aircon because that could only be done through an app #missed loads of stuff because i didnt have email notifications because i could only use my browser for emails #couldnt see tumblr polls on mobile because i couldnt update tumblr because i couldnt update my os #left the house less because i had to delete pokemon go and that genuinely helped me go for walks #ive been dealing with all that for a year so this is very exciting and such a ridiculous qol boost #it sucks how much something like that affects your life. what do you mean i need an app for everythingggg #but god im just glad peach is ok. like there was a moment when i was so stressed trying to update my computer because it wasnt working #and then she ate a small bit of food for the first time in 3 days and just. everything was suddenly fine again #and the other night i spent like 6 hrs just sitting here downloading and installing things on my computer #but it was fine because peach was on the chair next to me sleeping through the whole night and it was such a relief #my sister finally got her flight yesterday (after it was moved four days in a row) so that's just one less thing happening #ive started playing bg3 so that's cool and maybe ill get a chance to actually properly watch that new dav trailer lmao #that premiered at 2am on the first night peach was home from surgery and hadnt eaten or slept yet and i was too stressed to care about dav #and it really just went downhill for the next few days #god. ok. today is the first day i can actually breeaaaathe

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alltimefail-sims · 6 months ago

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If I don't post anything sims-related in a minute please know I'm not going anywhere and I will have original content soon, I'm just trying to fight my ADHD demons and all the distractions it loves (such as playing TS4 and mindless timeline scrolling) so I can make progress on the book I've been trying to write for a little over a year now <3 <3

#I will finish and publish this story I will finish and publish this story I will finish and publ-#When I die I want to say I wrote my silly stories and was an author. Idek if I'll be a good author I just want to say I did my best #so I need to focus and I need to write and I need to tell the decision paralysis and ADHD-induced unhelpful habits #to fuck off for a bit lol. Just for a lil bit so I can get my shit done!!!!#I'm still in storyboarding/outline-ish mode. The asking big questions and answering them to shape the narrative stage #but I love this story and I love these characters and I want to tell it so bad. I want to see my name on a physical book on a physical shel #in a physical store. Idk it's my dream and it feels a bit raw like... being vulnerable about it here. Almost silly ughhhh so please ignore #me if this is weird but anyway I wanted to say I might just be reblogging for a while! I want to try and not fall into old habits #of giving up in favor of chasing the serotonin when things get to the nitty gritty. I want to see this through I want to tell this story #anyway that's all ugh vulnerability makes me ill please ignore me #Hugs xxxxxxx #personal #update #gif warning

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cerealmonster15 · 5 months ago

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ok lore updated for this bitch

like half of it is just relationship drama which is EMBARRASSING but i mean. what else am i here for really. the other stuff is way harder to explain but god i tried!!!!

#i mentioned 2 other characters of mine that i wasnt initially planning to add to af but #i fuckin might who knows. they ended up playing a bigger role in our story lately #+ there's one other guy one of those guys hangs out with that i kinda sorta had a planning for but it sorta didnt go very far #and then his buddy stole the role LOL #barfs augh so many characters so little substance SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i never claimed to be good at making up characters #but hes been the main character of our joint google docs lately #so hes a feature i guess. i gotta add sage i love sage :( i did post sage like once here lol #and fuckin.... sydron idk if i showed sydron lol my bitch ass killdeer of a guy #idk it's a whole thing but if i have too many characters up there [i already do] i think it overwhelms people w/choice #and then theres all the twst fankids klfsjfkwjkeljf god i need to fucking chill out #i also really need to redo some references bc the tiny guys i did for color ref are kinda UGGO but. god i dont want to drawing in color ful #takes forever!!!! and im trying to get a job!!!! i got shit to do!!! but also no job means more time sitting around llol...#ok whatever thats not the point here i have my scorpion man who fucks and he has lore now BYE!!!#maybe ill go update flannery next idk lol #oh wtf it is 1am ummmm. maybe flannery tomorrow i need to SLEEP

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undefeatablesin · 2 years ago

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Page 8 of Altar is finished, 9 just needs to be lined and coloured ✨️ I have 3 requests to work on in the meantime and have been having a real blast with them all omg...since starting Altar I haven't really taken the time to sketch or play around much in the drawing department because I am always so keen to get to work on pages SO!!! Sketch reqs have been a real breath of fresh air, thank you everyone who has taken part so far, you are all a gift to me 💙

#sin speaking #(desperately trying not to post art in the middle of the night here because its the worst of times lmao)#(or who knows lmao maybe timing is irrelevant I HAVE NO CLUE KGLSLF)#(p8 will go up in a few hours when its morning tho so ✨️)#(i havent forgotten to update ruzas bio either its just lower on the priority list rn lmao)#(Im COOKING)#(this is the most fun ive ever had in a fandom yall....i love it here.)#(god alglfd i have like 50 things on my to draw list and have done none of them bc im like COMIC!!!!! COMIG.....)#(WHEN ALTAR IS DONE LMAO ill take a break from comics to do more general art for bb and stuff probably)#(then do another comic 😂😂😂 BC I HAVE EM PLANNED!!! I HAVE A RLY IMPORTANT ONE PLANNED!!!)#(important as in for my little internal bb universe that is. not to anything else. LOL)#(altar was supposed to be a one page experiment dont ask me how it turned into 20+ pages)

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arolesbianism · 7 months ago

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I'm starting to see ppl talk abt updating their artfight pages and at first I was like what why it's still months away and then it hit me that by months it was two months and now I'm just silently sweating as my anual side project to remake the eternal gales refs and give them all icons comes back to haunt me

#rat rambles #oc posting #well I mean the good news is that all the staliens are already done and Ive already started on the human kids #the bad news is that theres still 5 more refs for me to remake and 9 icons if I decide to commit to that #the only one Ill probably force myself to do is sprinkles since shes the only stalien that doesnt have one and I dont want to leave her out #the human kids might just not get them tho especially since theres other characters Id like to make refs and icons for too #not as many newbies to the field this year which is a good thing since I do not have a lot of space left for new characters lol #Im probably going to take it easy this year in terms of my goals for artfight since last year I crashed and burned Hard #hopefully Ill have the time and motivation to draw a decent amount but if I dont Ill try not to be too broken up about it #especially since Ill probably burn myself out a bit doing the last minute ref rush lol #its not necessary especially since all the guys who needed the new refs most got theirs but Id like for them to be on the same page #I also went ahead and cleaned up my page a lil bit to make my life easier in the future #I should probably update bios and stuff but I dont feel like it Im too tired #tomorrow Im definitely going to need to clean some more as I have been for nearly every day #I mean guess thats why Im here in part #last week of pet sitting tho so soon Ill be back home again #Im not sure if Im excited or dreading it cause while I miss my family I also have been rly enjoying a house to myself #like its not necessary easy to do all the chores and stuff but it's a lot easier to do said chores when Im alone #and Ive actually been waking up at reasonable times too like not having my mom floating around is doing wonders #its almost making me rethink my insistence that I couldnt live alone but I definitely think itd get to me in the long term I need people #I just wish there was a better middleground since having people constantly in the house stresses me out so bad #it leads to me hiding out all day in my room and that's just not good for me #but its not like I could live by myself even if I wanted to #at this rate I dont think Ill ever move out but lets not think abt how much worse that could be for me thats future me's problem

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milimeters-morales · 1 year ago

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im finally getting ads completely in spanish now including the close/exit/proceed/shop now buttons that are on them ^_^ gonna start a journal soon for it as well!

#not spiderstuff #small rambling and updates feel free to skip or read that #im still really scared to speak it in front of my friends and family bc they'll just make fun of me for trying to learn and being so quiet #BUT. ill get there or ill die #i have a lot of plans so i havent actually been posting much here or reblogging much but i come on here every now and then #and i deleted the app like ages ago to discipline myself anyway. not that u guys asked BUT i just wanted to share!#but yeah. doing work constantly and trying to have fun drawing again (working btw! yay) and writing in free time and exercise with my dog +#for his health and my skin and just overall being healthier ! and less online #in preparation for a shit ton of things about to be thrown my way and idk if ill ever really BE prepared but. yknow thats life #and im going back to counseling and seeing if i can get back on meds to help with issues. i don't think ill be able to tell them everything #bc thats so dangerous rn? i don't trust anybofy like that #but i gotta. fuck this stupid baka human experience <- reference.#i cant beliebve adulthood is so close. like what the hell #i can't use my llittle guy excuse for attacking politicians anymore omg nooo

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strwbrymlkshake · 2 years ago

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Why can't I be satisfied with everything? It needs to be perfect to me and I can't accept anything otherwise :(