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oouuouua please make a follow up on the superhero pap x reader theyre one of my favorites also im excited to see tf fic from yuo
im glad you enjoyed it!!! i got a comment on it recently while i was thinking abt how to continue it and that seemed to click my brain into action LMAO
EHEHEHE hopefully! soon!! ive got a few things in mind but im also waffling over Really Starting because i have so many things ongoing but... auauugh the IDEAS plague me!!!!
also heres a sneak peek into my brain because im in the mood to chatter, but feel free to skip it if you so desire:
for Origin Story im LOOSELY planning any continuation/s to be kinda standalone stories all centered around a superhero trope (like the Origin Story ;]) because i think that could be fun to work with. i enjoyed writing some of the larger Undertale cast, something that i WOULD have liked to do in FF, except Edge and the MC in that are both pretty reclusive socially abfjfbdjdghkf,, oh well.
anyway. i have tons of ideas for the various tropes, so its really a matter of picking a place and Writing. i really want to feature more of Alphys in this because i love her dearly <3
as for TF fic... most of them are reader inserts unsurprisingly lmaooo but ive got a few non-reader inserts floating around there too. im kinda just throwin stuff at the walls of my mind to see what sticks, but heres a few of my draft titles for your perusing pleasure:
into the fire: noble-ish au with a human reader who is supposed to be gifted to one of the members of the household. reader makes a failed escape attempt torn bedsheet style and is saved :] inspired loosely by the visual novels i used to read/play back in high school LMAO. skeletiano, i will forever be sad i could not romance you.
between you, me and soundwave: reader writes rpf abt mechs on earth LMAO. i see people mention humans writing fanfic about Cybertronians in passing but i think itd be funny to put that at the forefront. extremely silly and low stakes fic. probably.
drift compatibility: mecha! pilot! au!! exists purely because i read 1 (one) fic about plugsuits and just went "hmnngh... mecha pilots are fun to imagine interacting with Cybertronians... also there's DRIFT compatibility... i can totally do some fucked up shit with that" and now it's spiralled wildly out of control because at some point i started thinking about Governments and Social Structures and got distracted with worldbuilding lol. i have many many many ideas and i can only hope i can string some of them together so I can EXPLODE it out of my brain either through writing or art. also theres smut that happens wayyyy down the line which ill probably end up writing first and posting separately LMAO
penance is a prison: my take on Titan AU but as a fic because my brain is so so full of thoughts abt this au. i'll probably just end up drawing a lot of these scenes instead but like. its there! partially written!! im emotions abt it!!!
self explanatory long title: human/borrower au constructicons/jazz/prowl poly. i love rare not-so-pairs a lot and im particularly fond of this set. also i just like thinking abt either jazz and prowl getting menaced by a bunch of tiny guys OR the opposite where a group of construction workers have two borrower roommates. this one is more just random idea dumps instead of a fic but still fun to think about LMAO
ALSO! MINI REC. while you wait for me to (eventually maybe) write TF fic, you should check out boostergoldishh's works on ao3 for some tasty tasty TF reader insert fics. im still planning on making a rec list but they updated today and im filled w/ much love for good writing.
and as a bonus if you got this far (thank you!!): the super secret draft chapter title for the next NEXT FF chapter because its pretty silly
if my cowriter sees this hi. ill share the doc soon but its pretty much empty, its just there to remind me whats coming next LMAO š
#anon#velwy.txt#inbox#one day ill also outline all my ideas for ut fic..... i have So Many#most of the skeletons in the EOVD/FF universe have stuff planned for them lol#plus some others! like a dust!pap / reader that's been rattling around the back of my head Forever#anyway it's scary writing for new fandoms so we will see if i actually get around to any of these lol#but yeah. feel free to ask abt any of them. or the myriad of ut fic ideas i have#also if anyone reads this and wants to pick em uo as prompts PLEASE do and also tell me so i can read it <3
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ghost!toji x reader ā¦.. hmmmm hm hm hm
#THINKING MANY THOUGHTS#one thing abt me is i fucking LOVE ghosts easily the best supernatural creatures ill forever die on this hill#anyway my idea for it is cliche but im weak for it ok šš#reader can see ghosts obviously. and ghosts need to settle their scores to move on properly#but toji is jaded and cynical and refuses to. he meets reader and is surprised they can see him but also doesnt really give a shit#but reader wants to help ghosts ichigo kurosaki style and ends up persuading toji to let them ā¦#just. putting flowers on mamagumiās graveā¦ making sure gumi has a proper support system . checking up on shiu. etc etc#and obviously toji grows fond of reader because he hadnt realized how lonely he was#so maybe he asks for one final favor ā for them to let him stay by their side for a bit longer ..#im also very much imagining this as a roomate au . toji crashes on your couch and you have to listen to his snoring from the bedroom <3333#I JUST THINK GHOST!TOJI IS SO GOODDDDD HEāS SO SAD :(((( but also such a prick#also 100% the type to spook anyone who tries to flirt w reader and theyre like ??? wtf was that for. š¤Øš¤Ø he ignores them .#scary dog priviliege except the scary dog is incorporeal <3333 protects you but like . transparently#need to write this someday#i have a lotttt of trouble imagining toji romantically though like thatās my whole father ā¦#IM GONNA TRY THO !!#ari noises ā©
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so iām getting top surgery some time between the months of february and august of this year (would rather february obv but seems like summer might make more sense logistically). the thing is my extended family does not necessarily know that i have any kind of gender thing going on, not because they donāt have access to this information, but simply bc they donāt care enough about me to think about any aspect of my identity (because the world revolves around my cousin and i have always been peripheral). which means there is a very real possible future this year when i roll up to a week long extended family beach vacation likeā¦.. sans tits and with two new massive scarsā¦ā¦ā¦ i donāt plan on explaining anything in advance bc iām sure my cousin will be emailing everyone her own personal accommodations beforehand and i wouldnāt want to get in the way, but likeā¦. surely at least one of them will notice? even if i donāt go shirtless and i wear a bikini despite not needing one, they will notice, surely? and from there, what happens? itās a mystery, but also has the potential to be very fucking funny in my opinion
#my grandma and one of my uncles would normally ask my dad about it nervously except idk if theyāll know how to phrase it this time?#it wonāt stop them from asking but it will throw a wrench in the works for a little bit as they figure out how#then that uncle will ask ME a bunch of questions and that will be the most awkward and unpleasant part for me#(i do not want to share my gender journey with these people)#my other uncle and his ?wifepartnerpereon? may not notice and will not ask anyone about it#and my two cousins + their parents clan? honestly no idea how theyāll react#the cousins will notice obviously. they might ask me about it#the older one will tell her parents#her dad will probably mention it to my dad but be super weird about it. not in a transphobic way but in a condescending misogynist way#(bc he still sees me as a little girl with no autonomy or common sense)#and then me might make weird comments at me which is whatever#and my cousins mom will probably be sacharinely excited for me and give me a hug and say thatās great!#which does not make her any less of an insane liberal rich white woman or any more of a good mother but iāll appreciate the sentiment#and my younger cousin will be cool but surprised#except less surprised bc iāve always done weird shit to my body as far as they were concerned when we were growing up#so i think theyāll see this as just an extension of all the hair dye and piercings and tattoos#my cousins shouldnāt be surprised at ALL bc they and their goddamn parents all follow me on instagram and my pronouns on that app have been#they/them for like 5 years at this point theyāve just never bothered to notice#such is life#i wonāt even pretend to know how my one uncleās girlfriend and her shit daughter will react#they are both as unpleasant as they are utterly fucking baffling#so god only knows.#anyways it wonāt change much in the long run bc family vacation will still end up being all abt my cousin anyways <3 god bless
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I'm so so so curious about the scarian possible love story? in this!!! Tell me more please!!!!
Thank you!! ^-^
So the actual emotional plot between Grian and Scar is currently in heavy development, because I have So Many Feelings about this duo (/pos) and I want to make sure to fit in as much of my thoughts on them as possible in, while also making everything make sense narratively ^-^;;
(But if you want an idea of the headspace I've been in while thinking about these two specifically, here's the song I've been listening to on repeat as I think about Them: Born Without A Heart by Faouzia)
In my plot, they're both haphazardly trying to both recreate and process the memories they have of their other selves' relationships, while coming at it from completely different angles, and holding a lot of resentment towards each other based on the half-remembered wrongs done against their counterparts by the other person's counterparts.
They also forget an incredibly important point, which is that those things may have been done by versions of the other person, but the other Trials did happen in... Different Universes. Different Worlds. Those versions of them are alternate iterations of them. Not them exactly!
So Scar isn't processing that just because he has memories of DL!Grian being a cheater doesn't mean that this Grian is a cheater (he isn't! and wouldn't be!). Meanwhile, Grian hasn't connected that just because 3L!Scar betrayed him without warning doesn't inherently mean that this Scar is fickle, or untrustworthy, or any of the nasty things Grian has thought about 3L!Scar when overwhelmed by that hurt so great is passed through dimensions
And all of that, in addition to them trying to prove to themselves that they somehow have value by "getting this person who didn't want them anymore to actually want them, and stay", means that for the first part of all of this, they're going to have a messy, on-again-off-again, chaotic relationship where they're saying the same thing but they just can't hear it
And it will be a gradual shift from that trashfire of a situation to them actually understanding who these versions of Grian and Scar are as people, and settling into a much less chaotic or toxic relationship
They will get there! But the how is slightly in flux ^-^;;
#the wild life god au#i hope this answered ur question! ^-^#but feel free to ask more details even tho not everything is set in stone#i love love love talking abt my writing process#so even if this isn't the 100% final idea. i still wouldn't mind sharing some things!#also i have some ideas of the other relationships that the two of them will have#most of them being platonic!#but honestly platonic relationships can be just as important to a character sometimes ^-^#like Mumbo and Grian! if it wasn't for Mumbo... this version of Grian wouldn't even *be* here#also speaking of the characters: someone pls send me an ask about this Scar's backstory /not forcing#please someone send me one (1) ask about his past#i. i wanna talk about it-#also if anyone wants to know which of the contestants have definitively met which gods... i have some of that figured out!#and etho actually has met a god that the other players haven't met. which is fun :3#it was years before the events of the story tho ^-^;;
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Your nerd!Chan story is awfully similar to @/p4ranormaluv story bed chem š¤Ø
gasp! no way!! the concept of nerds x cheerleader being done before? not just in popular media but also fanfiction?? how could it ever be!!!
#ā° sunny's askbox!#ā° sunny's anons!#dont even know if u deserve to be called my anon cus u just seem like ur tryna start a problem š#yes nerd x cheerleader is a common trope pack it up guys#also i checked the synopsis n chan's character isn't even the same as jake's?#ik i said i wouldn't entertain hate or asks stirring up trouble but i didn't wanna run from anything so i'll just address it this once#nerd!chan is based off of the previews n previews ALONE#u can req my twt n see me talk abt it too if u want#i follow op too n dont want any bad blood but i am Not copying anyone's ideas whatsoever esp if they r cliche tropes which r done by others#like be so fucking fr bruh
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Just spent 2 hours yapping to a friendo about my netherborn headcanons and about Tangpulse ,,, feeling crazier than before ngl
#somebody sedate me /ref#like HOW HAS IT BEEN TWO HOURS!?!?!?#1:30h of that was just me full on yapping. not getting to the point#i started with a clear idea what i wanted to talk about (design ideas for specifically Impy) and didn't get to it until the LAST 30 MINS.#if anyone asks no i'm NOT okay /silly#it's legit just. my own AU of how minecraft and the nether works at this point#i kinda wanna give it its own name but... i'm horrible at coming up with names :[#and it just feels like. minecraft. to me#the story kind of minecraft#like this is the system i work with ALWAYS when thinking abt mc in a story format#so idk#i'm yapping here now too#AAAAAA#it's okay#every now and then i just gotta snatch the opportunity of a listening friendo to throw all of my ideas onto <3#ok i'm done now me thinks#tango#impulse#netherborn stuffs#rambles
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had a dream I had a boyfriend and he wanted to come to a therapy session to talk abt smn unrelated to our relationship (this was 100% cool with me) but my therapist instantly hated him and she was like "justify to me why you're here š¤Øš¤Øš¤Ø name something u like abt ridley and then maybe ill let u talk" like what šš it was just me being a mediator bc they were arguing. Which is insane it was like couples therapy but evil
#it was very strange.. the boyfriend was a completely made up guy also not anyone i know#also like. idr what it was but i wanted to talk abt it with my therapist and he was being encouraging and asked if him joining + keeping me#on track would be helpful and i said yes bc i thought it was/would be sweet and there was so much dread bc my therapist was MAD#i also remember we hadnt been dating for very long so i hadnt talked a lot abt him to my therapist prior but she was livid it was weird..#i also was like. well. if she hates him maybe im stupid and we shouldnt be dating and maybe i should go die in a hole also#it was so strange.... hmmm. i have more thoughts now actually but that may be deeply personal..#i will say my therapist kinda felt like my mom in the dream. i wanted her approval sooo bad. i met with my therapist today btw it was normal#like. i care what she thinks but its not as intense by any means and like. idk. i dont think im capable of having a normal therapist-patient#relationship. not bc of any therapist being bad at their job/boundaries i just get very emotionally invested in them as a person#IDK thats also complicated. maybe ill make that a different post or never talk abt it again well see.#so many thoughts in my brain but probably a bad idea to elaborate heavily. idk. maybe ill talk abt it with friends later maybe i wont š¤·āāļø#.ares
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i. hate that i cant ignore any longer how fucked up i am
#ask 2 tag idk what to tag this but its negative. idk if iām hormonal or whatever. itās just that iām so extremely emotional lately#like i always havebeen but itās insane lately and i know some of the reasons but i have no idea what to do abt it. which is bad#i wish i knew how to confront ā¦it all. im so avoidant it is genuinely pathetic#and even if i wanted to confront anything iwouldnt know howā¦ n how to tell ppl around me#the pains ive taken to ignore my issues over the yrs n by that i mean suppress the knowledge that they even exist Lmao it is so pathetic#let alone the pains ive taken to hide from other ppl that which im suppressing. and to hide how badly i cope with anything#like any problem at all not just things that have anything to do with The Thing#i finally told my girlfriend about something i never thought id ever say out loud to anyone n it was so hard#the whole convo was so hard bc shes dealing with so much too and shes been getting help for 3 yrs n i know#with her baggage of trauma a relationship is one of the hardest things#n ive never ever regretted our relationship but with the things we are both dealing wtih. or rather not dealing with in my case#it is so . hard.. and i feel like ive been so unfair bc i havent been getting help even tho i need it. and she has.#the sheer irony of me refusing to get help or even admit 2 myself i need it even tho im literally about to be the person who helps others#this cannot go on lmao. the only thing im sure about is that i wanna spend my life with her but with everything tht we have on our plate#its so.. unsure i feel so powerless . i cannot change the past i cant change either of our previous experiences#its so unfair how we risk losing the best thing that ever happened bc of things out of our control#ive genuinely never been more scared of anything than i am of the idea of losing this relationship#we had such a deep conversation today and it was necessary and good but god weāre fucked up people#so i .contacted the uni psych today finally but im so fucking scared and idk what to even say when i get there#ive never until today said it out loud ive never even written it down anywhere
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Hello I really hope this does not sound accusatory or malicious! I can't and won't try to police who you follow, but I've noticed you're mutuals on twt with lumi, and she's proship and likes degenerate stuff sometimes, I don't follow her anymore but did at one point, to be clear, I'm not one of them, but you follow people that are against it as well and I don't want to get into discourse and bother you, I just thought you should know but can't notify you privately about something like that out of nowhere or anything... you seem to be a normal, nice person and said that you don't agree with stuff like that before! You can choose to not reply if you want it's, more a heads up than anything else q_q and you can decide to do as you please...
oh omg hey!! no worries at all! and thank you for reaching out with your concerns. to be honest i had no idea about any of this, like i know she posts weird stuff sometimes but i never really got the impression that she was proship? and i really dont wish to blindly assume the worst in people so if you could message me more info on it that would be very much appreciative!!
proship ideology is one of those few things in this world that i just Cannot empathize with, and this in general is a topic im DEEPLY passionate about. i do know though that some people cling to "proship" moreso as a defense for enjoying things with darker thematics and what have you without actually being into problematic things, just bc of how "accepting" the proship community is to. like. everything. and they fear being made an outcast by people outside that group just because they like nuanced things of that nature. and that honestly makes me really sad. so its why i dont like to baselessly judge people very often (usually its clear as day when they subscripe to actual proship ideology too, and them wearing the label proudly sets me off) but yes, it is something that i do not support and do not wish to give the impression that i DO support, so any lecturing is greatly appreciated!
thank you for reaching out!! i mainly just follow people bc oh! pretty art! without thinking much of it and i dont wanna unfollow ppl without knowing the scope of the situation, so ill be more attentive from now on and keep an eye out!! thank you again!!
#god i could ramble about the dangers of proshipping for like hoursssss#but ive also been consistently online for a decade so ive seen some more complex reasonings for these things#i dont know. if there is someone reading this who identifies with proship purely because you enjoy darker themes#and dont actually subscribe to the main ideas this ideology holds#please dont do that. i fear it only gives the community fuel and that scares me#and i dont wish to come off as hostile towards anyone i just. wish people would think of the bigger picture more#anyway i got rambly SORRY#i just wish to believe that theres good in people and some people are just misguided.......#but anyway this is alr long enough#if ppl want me to talk abt my many issues w proshipping i can though#since i feel the discussion tends to be pretty straight forward and ppl dont realize how deep this shit goes#BUT ANYWAY#ask
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im in love w him not only bc of who he is as a person nd how drawn i am to his personality, but also bc i feel like he's the only one who has ever wanted to see me. who i am, like deep down. he's the only one who i feel like i've ever connected with, in an easy nd genuine way. the only one who i feel has ever gotten me. he's the only one who's ever made me feel like we actually have a connection we're both in on, bc i havent had to pretend or put up a fake front for him bc he wanted the real image of me.
#unfortunately he has his own shit to deal w#so bc of one thing that was actually a mistake from me#he misjudged it nd saw it from his own perspective nd didnt understand mine#nd thus concluded that he saw me wrong nd didnt actually know who i am#nd then he had decided that so strongly he wasnt wven open to hear me out or try to understand what that situation was for me#that made me very sad nd hurt nd like#he doesnt actually like me as much as i like him#bc i would always always ask him nd hear him out before jumping to conclusions#i have asked him abt this but he is a wall nd doesnt wnna talk abt it#nd i cant force anyone so... yeh. it is what it is#i wish that we had the connection where he wanted to understandwhere i was coming from#instead of being like ughshe isnt the perfect image that i had constructed#so now im writing her off completely bc she doesntlive up to my expectations#but... my heart just loves him sm i can look past that#however... that is meaningless when i dont even know what he feels for me nd i cant get an answer out of him#maybe he doesnt wanna tell me bc he doesnt return my love nd he knows i'llbe hurt nd he'll risk losing me as a friend#i'd never stop talking to him tho.. that is the worst part#if imginna get over these feelings#i need to hear it straight from him. i need him to tell me thatno i am not in love with you#then i need to never talk to him again nd never lookat his social media#then it will hurt a lot but after a year or so i will only feel empty nd not hurt when i think of him#but i am tooweak to be the one to stop talking to him now#my entire day revolves around him nd i know its unhealthy but idk how to stop#since this obsession is unrequited i dont actually wanna feel it#but i have no idea how to stop#god this is driving me insane wtf is wrong w me??
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WIP ROUNDUP
Thank you for the tags @bokatan @the-lastcall šš
Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! Tag as many people as you have WIPs.
open tag to anyone who wants to jump in!
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I don't have any writing WIPs at the moment but I can share what's currently on my to-do list regarding (mostly) the art prompts currently in my ask box š if y'all wanna ask abt what ideas I'm cookin' up for them :]
but also if you know abt any of my OCs or AUs in general y'all can ask abt any new ideas for them directly too!! iykyk sorta thing
Ask Box Art Prompts:
Faith/Max Smooch Prompt
Iris/[Dealer's Choice] Smooch Prompt
Faith/Max Autumnal Prompt
Faith/Max Intimacy Prompt
Iris/Deacon Intimacy Prompt
Faith/Jasper Autumnal Prompt
AUs/Other:
Maril Meets Rinzler
Pride & Prejudice AU (with captastra)
Western AU (with darkfire1177)
Phantom AU
Iris/Nick Detective Agency Date Night
#sowwy I don't write very often#and I don't often work on multiple drawings at once like this#so I'm currently working on the faith and max smoochy prompt that's the only one I can share visuals for lmao#also I have more ideas cookin for the future but I have quite a few that have to do with other people's ocs so I'll wait to talk abt those#but anyway yeah I can just likeeee excitedly ramble abt my plans for what I want to draw if anyone wants to hear#and also bc a lot of y'all know privately a bunch of my different ocs and aus and ideas and all that jazz#yeah y'all can off road ask me abt things too idk this is all I can offer#thank you for the tag!!
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The Grail War poll blog is a lot of fun but yeah some people are being kind of annoying about it. (Not you I'm just speaking in general). No one's died yet either so at least there's that.
I hadnāt really thought abt it when I started but I guess that my blog might be more āinfluentialā just in the sense that I actually make stuff for the guy I want to win so people who follow me that donāt participate in the war otherwise might vote for him just bc Iām always posting about him
But like that doesnāt mean other people canāt do things for the side they want to win to drum up interest? Like whereās the memes and such for caster and rider and saber??? Ik not everyone can draw but we can all dick around in a meme editor right-I feel like a jerk being the only one to make any sort of propaganda for my fav bc it makes me worried Iām being obnoxious and making people resent him for being āpopularā when itās less that and more one person massively hyperfixating on him
#and Iām probably over assuming my influence I just get highly anxious about like#overstaying my welcome lmao#I really like the war! Iām having fun! I just. get really scared lmao#anyway donāt worry this isnāt about anyone in particular#I just am a nervous nelly who despite talking shit doesnāt actually want to upset people#so I might ease up on the posting for a little :)#this isnāt drama no one has harassed me abt it Iām just like hyper anxious#I need to make that clear bc I donāt want anyone to get the wrong idea#Iām not vaguing anyone everyone Iāve interacted w here is lovely#I just get scared etc#my asks
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i have literally nowhere else to put this i apologise for the spam. the absolute best thing to come out of s3 trent is without a doubt the fucking earnestness... like in s1-2 he always came across as a very self-assured kind of guy, who knew how he came off (ie: intimidating) and enjoyed it. but seeing that paired with him being silly + completely relaxing in certain company??? pulling ridiculous faces at vodka + scrunching up his nose when he smiles @ colin + making the most ABSURD 'i really wanna say something right now but i feel like im interrupting' noises ive ever heard in my fucking LIFE??? its like. he is cool as shit and he is self assured AND he can make dumb fucking sherlock holmes jokes and dance ridiculously. its like!!!! he's lame but he's also not bc he's exactly as confident in being lame as he is being cool. do u see the vision. he has killed the part of him that cringes!!!! its just.. that unshakeable self confidence that u see in his fucking swaggers into frame includes all of himself + his different moods and eccentricities and that's just so based to me idk. unironically live ur best life wear the loudest combination of prints and patterns and primary colours uve ever seen in ur life while espousing the virtues of extended museum hours!!! contain multitudes! get silly with it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#ted lasso spoilers#combined with james lance's hc abt trent's past its just. like!!#the growth from 'i can't be what you want me to be so im going to be Better than them + tear them down'#-> 'i know my reputation so im going to lean into that + be ruthless + intimidating' ->#'actually fuck this? fuck this! im just gonna be me and if anyone has a problem w then L To Them I'm Actually Living'#also this is just my hcs at this point but like. i do think ted helped a lot w the latter part of this process in so much as. ted embodied#someone who was Visibly weak + vulnerable and had no armour/no sense of self preservation#(the opposite of trent's persona) and made no effort to change anything abt himself to prevent attack. obviously ted has a lot of social +#class advantages that make that less risky for him than it would be for others but like. u get the drift#and i THINK. seeing how without that armour/facade ted was able to be rlly direct + earnest w connecting w ppl#like asking an interviewer 'what do u love?' and rlly genuinely wanting to know the answer#and bc TRENT was specifically in the position of 'i could fucking destroy u rn and u wouldn't put up a fight'#that kind of. shifted his perspective a bit? like. damn what would that say abt me if i wrote a hit piece on this guy rn#i disagree VERY strongly w the idea that trent's more positive character development moments happened ONLY bc of ted (i don't think that's#true for anyone in the show tbh) BUT i think ted's presence at a pivotal point in his life was what helped him confront the fact that#at this stage in his life all his intellectual armour was doing was making him into someone Mean rather than just incisive#like. 'is this a fucking joke' is not cutting journalism. u get me??#and arguably that's a fine and even safe choice to make when ur younger and have no support/reputation backing u up#but after decades? its like man wtf are we doign here if were literally just living preventatively#smth smth i hope i am not just a tumblr blog to u but a blog who is inventing the brain chemistry of a sitcom side character#w each new episode they watch. trent crimm is my best friend irl i know he would have scorching hot takes abt each new season of survivor#and would earnestly heckle the jury and final 3 alike
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i know i KNOW canonically florence probably doesn't speak hungarian (<- she definitely doesn't in broadway chess but i don't like thinking about broadway chess whatever) but umm. i think she should walk around in budapest alone after she has her why did you fuck my boyfriend in bangkok falling out w freddie which is easier if she knows the language like a tiny bit at least
#evil third act#saying the why did you fuck my boyfriend in bangkok falling out like anyone has any idea what i mean by that. i meann self explanatory ig <#you want to ask me abt evil third act so bad btw.#wizardspeak
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we have now reached the stage of family vacation where i have a meltdown
#mmmmmmm they were just straight up playing an antivax youtube video on tv . it took every ounce of my composure to not burst into tears on#The spot .Ive now gone to bed early so i can go cry very quietly upstairs in my bathroom#its just. it makes me insane my family is so fun and awesome until it comes to their politics !!!!!!!!!!#i try not to think about it very often .but sometimes im just hit fully with the fact that if they knew who I truly am .#there is a scary scary chance they would just never accept me.#its so easy for ppl to say oh if they wont accept you just walk out and leave they never really loved you anyway#but itās so complicated in real life i cant just leave my family i love them !!!! they love me !!!!!they are all I have#and the thing is I never talk to them about this stuff .i have no idea how they would react and it is Scary#i ache with my whole being sometimes to just share everything with them. im so tired of secrets .it hurts I just wish i could just live#openly with them like some people do#but the possibilities and consequences are just far too grand for me for now#so I just live in this limbo. and I do a good job most of time ignoring the fact that I do#but sometimes (like tonight) it just hits me all once .the weight and burden of all that I hide from everyone.#pride month especially. it can be a very hard time for me#oh I think I hear ppl coming upstairs now gotta make it look like I havenāt been crying bc i do Not want anyone to ask .i will not be able#to answer without sobbing and I cant explain slash excuse my way out of this one without talking abt whatās really going on#And I donāt want to have that conversation for a Long time#ok byebye#kat post
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Hi if you have an soc art tag Iād love to be added šš your historical-influenced soc art is absolutely breathtaking
omfg calling my silly art historical-influenced is far too generous im just a dummy w/ a tablet grafting studies from my fave artists of the time!! but thank youuuuuu the cultural history student in me feels at once flattered n wholly undeserving but also v encouraged by ur comments šš
i dont have an exclusive soc art tag but my general art tag is #qqart if that helps! im pretty much drawing exclusively soc fanart rn so it's pretty easy to go thru LMFAO
#qq#suspicious-whumping-egg#thank youuuu#i went 2 this blog to enjoy my lil geek corner but everyone has been so nice wtf ;_;#if anyone has chara sketch prompts/requests id love 2 consider them im still getting a feel for how i wanna draw everyone#ive been running on redbull (i worked 50 hrs last week) n my 3 variations of kanej playlists if anyone else wants 2 give me inspo im here!!#i have so many ideas but i just graduated college n im abt to leave for a research fellowship so i will be slower w/ posting art ^^;#asks
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