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12 + 26 for gabenath? also ur literally like one of my favorite writers for them likeeeee
THANK YOU!
12. pushing a strand of hair behind their ear + 26. kissing the top of their head
He’s staring at a window, utterly transfixed, when she comes across him in her burrow.
“Ah,” Bunnyx says, smiling softly as the scene Monarch is watching comes into view. “I thought you might be drawn to that one. It’s one of my favorites, too.”
Monarch’s chin tilts in her direction, but his gaze never leaves the vision of Betterfly striding through the atelier to greet a seemingly healthy, happy Nathalie. “Why?”
There’s a baby in her arms.
“It gives me hope.”
“It shouldn’t,” Monarch says, voice thick with an emotion he’s trying very hard not to think about as he watches Betterfly tuck an errant strand of hair that had fallen out of Nathalie’s ponytail behind her ear. “That’s not me. That’s not my Nathalie.”
The baby squirms, effectively capturing her parent’s attention.
Bunnyx frowns. “How do you know they’re not?”
Betterfly coos something at the baby and sweeps his thumb along her perfect little cheek. Her bright, steely blue eyes widen.
“They can’t be.”
“Maybe,” Bunnyx suggests with a nod to the window, “you should take a closer look.”
And despite his reluctance to do anything suggested by one of the heroes, Monarch does. He takes a small step forward, gaze darting from one little detail he hadn’t originally noticed to the next - a familiar set of crutches in the corner of the room, the charcoal portrait of a sleeping Nathalie he’d sketched sitting framed on his desk. But it’s the differences he sees in Betterfly’s costume that truly give him pause.
It’s sharper than he remembers it being, the cut and color more reminiscent of Hawk Moth’s darker style than what he associates with Betterfly. The mask and hair are different, too. Silver, like his cowl had been, and slicked back.
“This is a very real future for you, Gabriel Agreste.”
Monarch sucks in a deep breath as the hero in the window leans down to place a gentle kiss on the baby’s forehead.
“You will play a pivotal role in the war to come,” Bunnyx continues softly. “You just need to make the right choice.”
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#writer games#meg answers#gabenath#i haven't watched more than an episode or two of season 5#and didn't see the movie#so i'm sorry if this makes zero sense
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if i was dan and/or phil i would open twitter, post "dropped the rats from the ceiling tonight ❤️💍", and then turn my phone off
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Headcanon time! Banuk edition
So we already know that there are many many different Weraks within the Banuk tribe. We also know that they all have their own way of going about things, with different levels of intensity. The White Teeth (the werak associated with Ikrie's questline), for example, is very strict about the survival capabilities of its members, as new recruits must be able to survive four days and nights alone on a glacier. It's doubtful the White Teeth are the only werak with these ideals.
So with that in mind, that leads me to this question: what happens to the babies? Now it's fairly simple to imagine that a member of these weraks who could not keep up with the extreme lifestyle would either be ostracized or die trying to keep up (and in some cases left to die). But I feel that a baby would be treated (slightly) differently. Yes, a child is incapable of many of the actions required by the werak they were born into, but they have the potential to grow. Their weakness isn't a failing at this point, it is an inherent aspect of children which (in the eyes of the werak) can be overcome. I doubt many weraks would leave infants to die (though it's not unheard of) and that's where this headcanon comes in.
It is a common occurrence (at least to the degree that it isn't considered strange in Banuk culture) that the children of these extreme weraks are left in the care of other weraks. Some may know their heritage, others may not, depending on their birth parents and the werak that raised them. Should they wish to become a member of their parent's werak they are usually just as welcomed as any other Banuk.
Some weraks have many of these orphaned children because their land borders that of several extreme weraks. This may even become a part of their identity. Other times there may be only one due to one or both of the groups being nomadic. I believe the extremist weraks would want to be rid of a child as soon as possible, if a nearby werak recently had a birth then they're in luck, they won't have to wait for the infant to be weaned off of milk if they are able to pay the mother to raise the child. Otherwise they will have to wait.
Additionally, the parents of the child could be shunned by their werak as well. Obviously such a werak is no place for children, but people are people and sometimes babies happen. If the child becomes a large burden on the werak, I could see both parents being shunned until the problem is solved. (There's also something to be said here about how childbirth isn't something you just bounce back from and go back to roughing it on a glacier, but this headcanon is about orphans.)
Long story short, it isn't uncommon for weraks to raise the children of these extreme weraks. Many of these kids will remain in the werak they were raised by, some not even knowing they weren't born a part of it to begin with. Others will strive to join the werak of their parents, even if they don't know who they are. And yet others will feel abandoned, not feeling as though they belong to either werak. They might choose to strike out on their own or join a completely different werak.
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WHYYYYY don't we know ANYTHING about Banuk family units??? do they even stay with their parents or is it a group thing??? literally the only people who mention having alive family is Ourea and Aratak and they're siblings. Do parents actually raise specifically their kids or is it like a whole gaggle of moms and dads working together on shifts? Are there weraks that function as giant daycares/boarding schools? I'm just trying to make some sense out of all this. One thing is for sure though: the White Teeth are not gonna keep kids around but kids are still gonna happen. That's life (literally).
#I recently came up with this and to me it makes sense. I will take criticism and additions ofc.#Also yeah I'm making this Inatut's backstory sorry I just feel like it's a good reason for his self-deprecation and why he stays with#a werak that treats him so poorly. Poor guy just wants to fit in and be good enough. it also makes for delicious angst.#banuk#theories#headcanons#horizon zero dawn#hzd#horizon the frozen wilds#the frozen wilds#*does a little dance and chant to summon all twelve banuk enjoyers*
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peter bringing mayday with him to do spider stuff because yeah, he had things to live for before--but now he has a child and he is going to raise this child and be there for her and maybe if she’s there, strapped to his chest, he’ll be more careful. he’ll consider his life almost as precious as hers. maybe bringing mayday to work is a precaution.
#disclaimer: it's like 2am and i don't know what i just wrote because my brain won't function enough to read it over again#i also have read like zero spiderman comics so if this doesn't make sense because canon already speaks on it#i'm sorry#atsv spoilers#spiderman: across the spiderverse#across the spiderverse#peter b parker#mayday#i am having thoughts#PLEASE BLOCK APPROPRIATE TAGS IF YOU DON"T WANNA BE SPOILED PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU#miles morales#into the spiderverse#spiderman#spiderman spoilers#this thought came about because i think swinging around with a child is the stupidest/coolest thing ever#and i feel like peter wouldn't do it without a reason#anyway sorry for the random change in fandoms i saw the movie tonight and it was fantastic#also#catch me crying in the theatre because peter wants his daughter to turn out like miles#OKAY IM DONE SPAMMING THE TAGS NOW BYE#across the spiderverse spoilers#spiderman across the spiderverse
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Jimithon Mouthwashing is such a good representation of untreated, enabled NPD like it makes me want to squeeze the life out of him. I'm endlessly fascinated when watching him interact with his crew, surroundings, and himself because he's so fucking lost in his own sauce. It's insane. If I'm being real, it makes him my favorite character in the game.
It's a little scary to say, but watching Jimmy is like seeing a mirrored version of myself two years ago before I truly committed to treatment for my NPD. He's like a shadow. The opening line "I hope this hurts," which I believe comes from Jimmy right before the crash, is such a poignant statement. It's a simple line, but I can tell you from experience that the desire to hurt others when in a narcissistic rage is overwhelming. It's such a good line to sum up Jimmy's character in that moment. Luckily, in the real world, I had my friends and family there to catch me when I hit my lowest, even though I'd hurt them so many times. Jimmy probably could've used friends to force him into therapy (cough cough Curly cough cough)
#also I don't mean we're similar in any way when it comes to rape or SA. Please don't twist it that way at all.#I mean like in terms of the jealously resentment revenge hurting others to feel thrilled not taking responsibility not seeing flaws etc#I'm diagnosed with NPD also but pls know my experience will be different from others. We're all different people obvs.#also Jimmy has like wayyyyyyyyyy more things wrong with him not just untreated NPD lol#I would say that untreated NPD is a hell most can't describe#you barely feel anything except rage boredom and jealousy (in my case)#love is a form of ownership and control because you can't really feel it the right way#so your -person- is an object of intense obsession and also a tool for you#if that makes sense? I see that with Jimmy and Curly for sure#You want to tear others down and hurt them because it makes you feel good to put them below you#there's a constant feeling of insecurity and it drives you crazy fr#kind gestures from friends feel insulting#and oh my god achievements made by friends and family in my case feel like I've been shot like I hate when they achieve things#It's not logical obvs but that's something I instantly noticed in Jimmy so i was like .....oh brother lol#and also if they achieve something my brain needs it to somehow be tied to me or I'll make it tied to me so they can be thankful#they should always center their attention on me and if they don't I immediately resent them#these are just some of my thought processes on the matter so I can show the similarities I feel with Jimmy#the KEY DIFFERENCE is all of these thoughts I have are left in my head and not exhibited in my actions (any more. took a long time)#but he is such a nasty human with ZERO introspection that he prob never even thought about treatment#also doesn't help that the hot blonde he's friends with never did anything to help with that#idk sorry for oversharing but ahhh this game is so well written I gotta yap about it lol#also kind of a funny unrelated story to show how weird the achievement thing can be lol#my friends announced they saved up enough to go to Vietnam (their dream trip) and I was happy for them (I really was)#but of course my delusional ass immediately also took it as a threat#and I booked a month long trip to Europe a few days after so I could also announce it LMAO#that is a kind of innocent incident when compared to Jimmy but it just shows how annoying NPD can be#Jimmy mouthwashing#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#NPD
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I'm so normal about Agnes Montague. I'm so normal about the fact that she was raised as a symbol and not as a person. So normal about the fact that we don't know anything about her as a person, only about her as the "chosen one". So normal about the fact that we only know about what other people thought of her, that we never had a statement of her but only about her. So normal about the fact she never had a chance at a normal life and love and to be a real person, and when she did she had to sacrifice her life. So normal about the fact that she lived and died for a cult that could have easily replaced her by a piece of paper. So normal about the fact that no one loved her as a person, about that line about how Jude maybe didn't love her as a woman but as a god. So normal about the parallels between her and Jon. So normal. I'm sooooo normal about Agnes Montague
#I'M NOT NORMAL ABOUT HER ACTUALLY#I'm very sick rn so sorry if this makes zero sense lmao#agnes montague#tma#the magnus archives#agnes tma#the cult of the lightless flame#rosa's garden#jonathan sims#kinda#he's mentioned
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"There are men who seem to be born to be the reverse, the obverse, the wrong side. They are Pollux, Patrocles, Nisus, Eudamidas, Ephestion, Pechmeja. They only exist on condition that they are backed up with another man; their name is a sequel, and is only written preceded by the conjunction and; and their existence is not their own; it is the other side of an existence which is not theirs." - Les Miserables, Victor Hugo
Just now realized how much of Alicent's character so far has been based on Rhaenyra/Rhaenicent. Her tragedies, her own ambition, her protectiveness of her family etc. have been weakened and her relationship with Rhaenyra emphasized (especially in S2). Many of the highs in her personal narrative in this season have been based on/related to Rhaenyra. Particularly, take a look at the supposed climax of her narrative, in which she cuts herself free from the identities others have imposed upon her (mother, Queen etc.). Alicent has managed to free herself from her duties, her past sacrifices, her own son (side note: by agreeing to let him die, her son whom she stood in front of a dragon for, to whom she said "you imbecile" confirming she did everything for him)—and she cannot let go of Rhaenyra, asking Rhaenyra to "come with [her]." The writers have been so intent on establishing a feminist narrative, but look at the narrative feminists have been trying to defeat for so long: the woman is built upon the man; the woman is "the second" or "the other" to the man; the woman is not an individual but conjoint with the man. Now replace the man with Rhaenyra. Take away Rhaenyra, and how much of Alicent's narrative remains? Did we move past the "other" narrative, or did we simply replace the actors/objects?
#house of the dragon#hotd#alicent hightower#team green#hotd season 2#fire and blood#asoiaf#game of thrones#hotd rant#hotd analysis#i'm sorry if this makes zero sense but i have to get it out#i have no professional writing experience and i only studied beauvoir for like 2 years so take this with probably a ton of salt#please feel free to add#or ignore#or argue#thank you for your patience
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Every live-action Star Wars show when it comes time to stick the landing:
#not you ridiculously sick lightsaber fight you were easily in the top 10 of the franchise#I was SCREAMING during that#7 7 7 3 9 8 8 6#those are my rankings#sorry#I want season two#but just because I believe this show can Do Better#the acolyte#the acolyte spoilers#there were two maybe three direct references to movie lines#and it grates#you get one#maybe two#but eventually I just go “ahahaha I see what you did ehhhhh”#maybe some things will make sense but#I#eh#I DIDN'T FEEL THE BOND BETWEEN OSHA AND MAE#AND I THINK THAT'S A PROBLEM#I'm not a difficult guy to convince#i'm a sucker for that stuff#and it...wasn't there#also how did Osha and Qimir lose ALL of their tension and charm?#like...I was so on board with them two episodes ago#but now suddenly that's gone#my problem is that if a finale ranks below an 8 it's generally Bad#they're supposed to be big and have little to no missteps#(sometimes you can go small and just make ZERO missteps...looking at you Teen Titans Season 5 keep it up!!!)#so yeah this is...oof#LIGHTSABER FIGHT ROCKED
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I just watched Kung Fu Panda 3 for the first time, and I also just found out Kung Fu Panda 4 is coming out next year, and let me tell you, the whole entire time I was watching 3, I was wondering where tf Tai Lung was. Because we found out that the Wuxi Finger Hold sends mortals to the spirit realm, and Po used that on Tai Lung, so Tai Lung has been somewhere in the spirit realm this entire time.
I was mad that they didn't have Po somehow convince Tai Lung to join his side to defeat Kai, or maybe Tai Lung would've already had beef with Kai since joining the spirit realm. Like?? How cool would it have been to have Tai Lung use his nerve attack against Kai?? Or to even watch him, Po, and Tigress work together to take down Kai.
But now that I know another movie is coming out next year where it sounds like Tai Lung might be brought back as one of the antagonists, I can understand why they didn't go down that path. Still. I would've liked to see Tai Lung fighting with Po instead of against him.
#i'm sorry but tai lung fucks#his prison escape scene is so good#even though it makes zero sense that he would still have all his muscles after being imprisoned like that asldkja#but when he runs up the rock and grabs the dynamite to chuck it at all the guards?? king shit!!#also i love tigress and at times i'm like man i wish this was a tigress movie and not another po saves everyone movie#Kung Fu Panda 3
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i'm in pain - "her" pt. 4
it's 2 am and something is hurting me
it's in my body my head my heart
it's controlling me
it crashes over me like waves
yet it calms me
it's sets ablaze a fire in my viens
but it chills my bones it feels like the enemy
my heart is racing filling up with endorphines
my hormones are out of control i can't see where my soul is
where does mine begin and yours start again
i cant feel my face it's got blood rushing
my body is weak i need a moment to think i cant do this again
my spirit is yours i need you to force your way back in
keep me company keep my heart locked up on your arms tonight
i am in pain but you are the rain you drench me in moonlight
#just realized all the titles to these aren't lovey dovey at all despite all of these being love poems#sorry pooks don't mean to scare you#the her series#crazy how you're like my bsf but also my gf and my wife but my cousin but my sister#makes zero sense but so much sense all at once#if i think about it for too long my heart literally starts hurting#that's crazy how our brains do that#they think all the emotion were feeling is dangerous so it needs to make something hurt to that we know to check on it(or rest it)#our brains are telling us that we need to rest our hearts#rest our emotions#but i'm not gonna do that#bc ily too much
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BlackWidowCalmityCobweb on AO3 wrote a comment under my fic that 47 is kind of a dog and Lucas is definitely a cat
and I just have to agree to that
I know no one asked for this but I spent way too much time drawing this, so now you all have to see it
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#hitman#what do you mean they're from the same institute and it doesn't make sense that they're different animals#shhh we don't do canon here#47 is in my head a doberman#and Grey a Norwegian forest cat#47 would be so well trained#while Grey is all like “I do what tf I want”#“touch me and your hand is off”#I'm sorry if there isn't any resemblance#I've never drawn so much animal at once#I swear I'm not a furry#I think you can see that I have zero practice#but the idea was somehow so very cute in my head#I wasn't sure what thing Grey could wear#I don't think he would wear a collar#free and naked
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does anyone know that post that's like just because you don't have the proper language doesn't mean that you don't know what you're talking about or whatever and it talks about somebody who uses transphobic slurs?? i am so terribly intoxicated
#rachel rants#the post is like a hypothetical between two different speakers one of whom is using the appropriate ''politically correct''#language the other of whom is using quote unquote incorrect language but is conveying a more humanist thought??#I am very drunk right now so I'm sorry if this description makes zero sense#peace and love on the planet Earth forever
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sol. Sol. Sol. Sol. Sol.
SOL.
ilysm.
you are so friggin extraordinary.
never change.
you're amazing.
Kept trying to think of some paragraph long response to this but I'm absolutely shitty with words-
SO
Tam. The feeling is very mutual- for you and everyone I've talked to at some point since I've been on this hellsite we call Tumblr /affectionate
Talking with everyone on here, sharing my art with everyone- just existing with everyone on here and seeing what y'all create has turned into such a huge aspect of my life (especially my social life like- y'all ARE my social life at this point 😅)
Plus I'm fuckin so glad I decided to try out Tumblr when I did cuz it was around a sorta traditional point in my life (moving outta a toxic ass house and away from a toxic, isolated life and my ex supposed father figure). Coming on here and talking with you and everyone else brightens my day and I'm glad to be a part of everything :3
#turned into a paragraph long response ajdjajfusufydsifuud to#have zero idea if this makes sense and I'd tather not re-read this all so I'm just gonna post it :P#sol full of asks#ALSO Tam this made me so frickin happy seeing this so thank you ♡(ӦvӦ。)#Update: ALSO- also I just wanna add this for all my moots#sorry about not interacting much or at all with y'all#I've been ignoring a LOT of my notifications on here- I get way to much with how many people I follow#and yeah I know I can just turn some notifications off but I really don't want to cuz if I do I just know I'm gonna completely forgot about#any bl9g I turn notifications off for- amd I don't want that to happen 😅#so I just ignore those notifications unless I'm bored and/or I decide to check up on what some people are doing :P
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Anyway I never voiced my opinion about this but man for all the hype it got the barbie movie SUCKED
#barbie movie#like i'm sorry but it was PAINFUL to get through all the way and one of the few movies i almost walked out of#(but tickets are expensive)#it was just. so disconnected from everything#it has some really good stand alone scenes and concepts like a toy meeting their creator#but it fails so bad in any other way that it feels painfully childish#the world building makes zero sense. and not in a fun way#just in a lazy way#the characters are all so unlikeable#it brings up so many plot points that are immediately dropped or never adressed again#(another barbie has escaped before / they have to capture barbie etc. that never amounted to anything)#and all the criticism to capitalism/sexism was PAINFULLLLL#it's so childish and watered down and rainbow capitalism and unaware and oh my God#it doesnt feel like it gets what it wants to criticize#it could have been a fun movie overall about growing up or a toy in the real world but it tried to be too much at the same time#anyway it was bland and painfully bad and ive never seen anyone on tumblr agree so here have an original post for once
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Kes????????
#The voice - The hair - The clothes to some extent - The ears - Her name even starts with a 'K'#What's that about?????#from the episode 'unforgettable'#first time I'm watching it! I mostly rewatch pre-Seven seasons so I can see B'Elanna and Tuvok more + they're a little goofier#Kelan(?): -huskily- Don't you wanna hear about our last night together~????#Chakotay: Hm?#Kelan(?): We....shared a kiss <3#OH!!!!! THIS IS THE 'that was a joke! don't deny it!' EPISODE <3#Tuvok: (tells a joke) / Chakotay: That was a joke!/ Tuvok: It wasn't a joke but if you think it was who am I to stop you?#Chakotay: We need a place to put this trained fighter. / Tuvok: The mess hall? / Chakotay: AHAHAHA~!!! But seriously can you-?#Tuvok: Yeah of course sorry. Back to the point-#HARRY'S SO COOL~!!!!#'No defense has ever stopped these weapons' Harry: Then we may be about to make history. <- ACTION LINE !!#he is what the writers wish Tom Paris was I've saidit once I'll say it again!!#Harry also knows what the best security detail squad is??? So tuned in to the crew. Love that man#SNRKEHEHE AND THEN HE HAS TO EXPLAIN FOREPLAY TO SEVEN#weirdass episode <3 I sense zero chemistry between them but I rarely sense chemistry for women-of-the-week#Chakotay just went from being super suspicious of her to loving her ardently#which I guess if I was Chakotay is fair. He's got ZIP going on#Honestly amnesia to amnesia to amnesia like a gd soap opera is so funny though - I love goofy shit#I wish she'd stayed just so that she and Chakotay could keep forgetting they loved each other through increasingly convoluted means#culminating in a coconut on the head#Chakotay sorry about your zero rizz v_v HILARIOUS how quickly she was like 'uhhh sorry dude I've GTG'#Funny episode where Chakotay went through a lot of shit and everyone else just had a mildly exciting few days#actually it would have been SO funny if she just showed up every so often like once every other season like 'Chakotay! I remember!'#and Voyager has to create a protocol about it. Kelan's back captain. It's gonna be a whole thing for like three days. Get the coconut.#Neelix was also really great this episode!! <3#This episode was underwhelming BUT...I have a special place in my heart for 'Something weird happened (shrugs)' episodes!#& I love the continuity cheat of just having them all forget it ever happened twice over
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All right since u didn't draw the Evangelyne Bill Cipher fusion (which I don't mind at all btw) instead I'll ask, if they were fused together what would the fusion's personality be like?
Anon respectfully WHAT are you talking about
#Also I don't like the passive aggressive 'Well since you didn't draw what I wanted you to draw'#A. I don't take requests and B. Out of the requests I DO take I'm not obligated to do them all#And by the ones I do take I mean the ones for expression/palette challenges and such.#Especially since this makes zero sense to me. Elaborate?#I know who Bill Cipher is but Evangelyne??#From Wakfu? From The Princess and the Frog?? I am clueless#Also I don't even remember the last time I opened character fusion rqs. I opened Pokemon Infinite Fusion asks for my faves?#That was the most recent fusion-related thing I talked about here#I'm sorry I'm SO lost rn lol#Shima answers questions
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