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callilouv · 4 months

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#i’ve been so disconnected w tumblr 😔#well i’ve always been for a long time tbh BUT NOW IM REAZLIIGN THAT LIKE #wow #i barely talk to any ppl here #i’ve been so busy w life these past few days #and been so disconnected w ppl here #that whnvr i go on tumblr i just clear my notifs immediately by checking my art ab ahah #i’m thinking of making a new tumblr acct uuu but it’s scary #i’m not going to abandon this one like i did before nah bc i actually have a semi popular blog here now BUT YEAH #it’s hard to remain active ^-^#but also starting anew is a little scary #so i’m conflicted :3

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gen4grl · 30 days

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you would think after all the yapping i do about these losers i would have a plethora of art uploaded … no… so here is my first kantrio post lol

i did these over the last month while watching the olympic weightlifting and jamming to kpop (stan red velvet and kiss of life BTW!!!)

#pokemon #pkmn #trainer red #rival blue #trainer leaf #i made them classy and smoke from a joint idk maybe i should of done the classic aussie teen experience and make them smoke from a water #bottle bong 🤩 red is a massive foodie so ofc he has the multiple options of snacks ready lol my go-to fried food was a capriccosia pizza 😭#i’m always conflicted on the blue smoking hc (just cigarettes yall lol) i often see fanart of professor blue smoking and i see the vision #50/50??? let me ask the audience 🗣️ i think i’m bias cause i am cursed with thinking men who smoke are extremely attractive lmao #there is 100% lore behind that second piece but i am so burnt out and i don’t think it’ll fit in tags lol #also just have a raging fear of sharing anything kantrio related LOL like raging projectile vomiting level anxiety #blue fears repeating the toxic cycles he grew up in but oops he’s doing exactly that in the second piece 🧐#wowzers … as kieran would say lol … i love writing and thinking about blue and his emotional growth over those 3 years red was missing #but hey sometimes something hurts so badly it takes you back to that sad and scared child version of yourself right?#strength to me is like: red >>>>>>> leaf >> blue🤷🏻‍♀️ they technically both canonically beat blue in gamecanon so … my girl is strong sorry #ain’t standing shy timid leaf in this house …#also - despite being acespec myself i didn’t know demi was under the ace umbrella! i think it suits red super well imo :p #pan aswell bc i don’t think he gaf 😭 also shout out to one of my fave pkmn artists kiriato 🫶🏻🤧 i was going through such bad art block and #their work inspired all of these :3 i love their stuff sm espcially their comics 🥹 i drew all of these using their brush sets too!!!#trainer blue #blue pokemon #red pokemon #leaf pokemon #pokemon art #pokemon fanart #pokemon frlg #trainer green #rival green #my art <3 #kanto au

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ohsangwoosbat · 4 months

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this totally happened cause i said so. trust me not ubishit….. (coping)😓💔

but yeah, here’s a little sketch of bebe connor and his papa (っಠ‿ಠ)っ💗

as always, DO NOT EDIT/REPOST MY ART ON ANY OTHER PLATFORMS WITHOUT PERMISSION!!🚫

#assassin's creed #connor kenway #ac3 #ratonhnhaké:ton #assassins creed 3 #haytham kenway #the kenways #haytham i want to punch u in the nose #EVERYTHING COULDVE BEEN SO LOVELY AND HAPPY BUT NOOOO #HAYTHAM WHEN I CATCH U HAYTHAM-#look at bebe and his lil freckles💗💞#connor deserves the world istg haytham i’m gonna strangle u.#edward would be so disappointed in ur templar ahh #i love the kenways #haytham is so complicated i’m conflicted

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sennedjem · 3 months

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Home from Fan Expo Boston and I am WIPED!

Saturday, for a number of unfortunately out of my control reasons, kinda sucked lol. But Sunday was sooooo much better. I got so many lovely comments on my Gale cosplay and he was quite comfortable to wear (once I ditched the heeled boots for today haha).

Special thanks to etherealamberr (IG) for letting me pick out TWO BG3 bracelets and gifting them to me, and also to radiant_grey (IG) for a gorgeous print of Gale and Tara.

I didn’t really get any pictures besides some selfies, so if you took one of/with me I’d love to see it!

#fan expo boston #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #bg3 cosplay #gale dekarios #my cosplay #my brain is…. being really conflicted about this whole experience tbh so i’m trying to focus on the good stuff

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chibishortdeath · 5 months

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Disgusting creature (begins sobbing)

#castlevania #castlevania games #akumajo dracula #akumajou dracula #isaac castlevania #castlevania isaac #isaac laforeze #castlevania curse of darkness #curse of darkness #art post #my art #castlevania artists #Castlevania fanart #fanart #uhhh idk tags #some of these are based on panels from the manga and other official art but yeah #he’s truly a character that’s for sure #one one hand yeah he did all that he did kill people and committ war crimes #but on the other hand oaughaughogh but but what if what if he could’ve gotten better—#the game and mangas do a very good job of showing you how he’s like the opposite of Hector but so so similar #like Hector was two steps away from being that too they both came from such similar situations #augh I could make a whole analysis rant of the whole game and have before but not in the tags lmao #bro had to be put down and was a horrible person in the end but it was still sad #he’s like the classic cursed Castlevania rival character except completely unsavable this time #like imagine if you couldn’t save Maxim or Richter or Hugh or whoever else like that’s how it feels #anyway yeah he’s also fun to draw :3 #his haircut is unreasonably cute #I wish I didn’t have curly hair that conflicts with that kind of hairstyle oof 😔#unrelated but I’ve been sick again lately ugh #at least this time I’m getting treated for it tho but idk if it’s working or not yet tbh ughhhhhhhhh

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inwhichiramble · 2 years

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As I was watching the new Guardians trailer I was like oooohhh Peter and Nebula best friend excellence!! That’s awesome!! But I was nOT EXPECTING THAT LITTLE TIDBIT AT THE END, MR. QUILL, WHAT IS HAPPENING

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fortune-maiden · 9 months

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The more I work on my long fic the more work I’m realizing it needs…

Maybe I should just take it down for now and repost it when it’s actually ready

#don't mind me having a moment #the main issue I’m realizing is Hualian #XL is a pov character but there’s no real stake for him in this adventure #so there’s no real conflict or growth for him to be had #but on the other side some of the planned scenes with sqx just won’t work if he’s the pov character #because he’s unconscious for them #and there’s no other character who can really fit the role XL plays #because he’s the one sqx trusts the most #things to think about #maybe I should shift gears to my 3T fic instead because the goals for all 3 are defined there #it’s not something I think about as much when writing oneshots #but character drive and motivation is important #the pov character needs to have a reason for acting #that goes a little further than ‘he’s my friend and I’m concerned’#the fic has some good themes with sqx & the peis #I need to find a parallel for hualian that xl can work on #another theme is disappointment (and that it’s ok) so…..#(hualian being one of those couples who support each other 200% makes them kinda boring to write in this sense)#(I think I might need to embrace the ooc a little >.>

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baconcolacan · 10 months

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The T4T tomtord has me thinking DEEPLY like….

As kids Tord would be just the most UNBEARABLE egg there is out there. He’d be hanging out with Tom and just ask shit like ‘Hey Tammie? Do you…ever feel like you’re someone else??’

SURPRISINGLY he’s the reason Tom gets an early awakening cause he keeps using him as a fucking soundboard for his eggthoughts and Tom’s just ‘Ohhh yeah I get it now’ and knows he’s a boy from a young age and it takes Tord until at LEAST sophomore/year 10 to realise he’s trans.

And yes, he still used Tom as a soundboard for all those years until then. Tom TRIES to give him hints, he never catches them.

#eddsworld headcanons #ew tom #ew tord #ALSO ALSO!!#Tord stays pre-T for a while cause #gender and inner conflict #maybe some slight internal transphobia #Which Tom knocks the shit out of him for #He’s supportive once Tord wants to take his first steps though <3 #Tom gets so annoyed in the years leading up to Tord’s realisation btw #He might’ve gotten fed up and just yelled #’YOU’RE TRANS DUMBASS!!’#And it led to their first actual BIG fight #I’m not typing down the things Tord might’ve said cause uhhh #stupid hurtful teenager shit #better left in tagged writing but yeah #first BAD major fight

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blue-eli · 5 months

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Ink October day twenty-nine: Wilder

To bewilder; to perplex.

Comparative form of wild: more wild.

#tears of the kingdom #loz totk #totk #the legend of zelda #legend of zelda #legend of zelda tears of the kingdom #totk link #blue boi draws #ink october 2023 #ink October 2023 day 29 #I have extremely conflicted feelings about this game that I think boil down to: I don’t dislike it but it did disappoint me #like there are a lot of things about it but the things I dislike are loud in a way that makes them hard to ignore #there are also a lot of tiny nitpicking things I dislike about it that I feel bad about because they are probably insignificant or cases of #people having different taste in things. like the bombs I miss my remote destination bombs :( but also the mechanics that replace them are #really fun. I actually think most of the mechanics and puzzles are really good (I probably have more fun in Zonai shrines then sheikah #on average) I also think expanding to the sky and underground was really smart and good. I think most of my issues are with the story #they did Zelda so dirty. sooooooo dirty. the three good things they did with her are 1 gave her good parental figures 2 cut her hair #3 tURNED HER INTO A FUCKING DRAGON. A WYRM. A CREATURE.#that’s probably my favourite main story thing besides maybe the companions and also Tulin #I love Teba the fact that his son is featured heavily and is done so good in this game is amazing.#also revali being basically never mentioned was really good. fuck you revali #love the Zonai HATE them founding Hyrule (or well rauru)#love the designs dragon goat people love good dad to Zelda the king can go fuck himself #the thing about me is I hate colonial the divine right of kings and monarchies so much. the kingdom of Hyrule stinks of these things #botw to me was in part a story of a monarchy failing. the king and the system failed Zelda failed Link and failed their kingdom.#I knew that more then likely they would be rebuilding the kingdom in the sequel but oh my gods does the addition of the politics of Hyrules #founding make it worse. there are so many people who have explained in detail this but right now my brain is just… GAH #*banging my head against the wall* can we PLEASE acknowledge the flaws of the Hylian royalty I’m not even asking for them to be discrowned #at this point I just want anything that isn’t this glorifying shit. and it sucks because I like Sonia!!! I like Minaru!!!#ran out of tags but I need you to know I am fucking vibrating about this

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stardust-sunset · 3 months

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one thing i’m genuinely anxious about when i go to see the outsiders again is that they have an audio description (i’m blind so i kinda need it to actually know what’s going on, even if i am sitting in the front row, which i feel kinda bad fir sitting in such a special spot next to the ponyboy seat since i can’t see anyway so i feel kinda selfish for buying that ticket now but anyhoo, another cent for another day) but i’m lowkey kinda scared that me being in the front row with an audio description with one of the buds in my ears so i know what’s going on, i’m nervous someone might mistake it for a phone or that i’m listening to music or whatever and now idk what to do

help 😭

#like idk if i should get the audio description because i don’t want it to be mistook for a phone because i obviously would never bootleg #and also i feel super bad for buying the a114 seat now because i’m blind like i feel like someone with vision should sit there not me #anyway i’m conflicted #can you tell i’m brain rotted #the outsiders musical #the outsiders broadway #broadway #ive never sat in the front row before so i’m scared since i’ll be in clear view they’ll mistake it for a phone #i know it’s 3 months away but i wanna prepare

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waterdeepthroat · 1 year

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it really is hell trying to figure out which companions are monogamous so i can plan my next playthroughs

#i’ve heard conflicting things about shadowheart and karlach. i read that gale wasn’t poly but tbh idk how much i trust reddit #pretty sure astarion and lae’zel are chill about it (currently romancing shadowheart and astarion and there’s been no conflict so far)#i got wyll’s approval to exceptional but no flirty dialogue ever triggered so idk about that. gotta finish karlach’s quest but idk #if she’ll actually sleep with me. she def flirted with me but i haven’t had the option to progress things yet #halsin i know is poly but i’m still at moonrise so i’m not really worried about him yet #v curious to see if jaheira is romanceable?? i know in my heart she’s a womankisser so #anyway i moved so i haven’t had the chance to play lottie ‘gotta catch ‘em all’ tavews in a hot minute #bg3 #baldur’s gate 3 #if anyone wants to rb with what they’ve learnt pls feel free #tadpole polycule

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ormymarius · 8 months

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James Wan isn’t returning to direct Conjuring 4 so here’s how we get him to direct Aquaman 3

#he’s either directing his call of cthulhu movie or doing aquaman 3 #he said he wanted to complete the aquaman trilogy so pls sir #a call of cthulhu movie by james wan would slap though so I’m fjdjfj conflicted

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asmallcafethatslove · 1 month

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feeling so bleh these days

#i’m learning how to not take things personally but you know how whenever people are quite sneaky about the ways they need help?#it feels disingenuous and I’m trying to learn how to set my boundaries once I’ve identified that without them getting somehow offended #I’m 3 years into my degree and am realizing how toxic people can get even your classmates like it just feels so strange for some reason #there is this person that always asks me and my friend for help and I personally don’t mind helping just cause I like helping and I try to #help whenever I can bc why not? no reason to be selfish with help methinks but anyways #I realized this person is trying to get me to help her but it’s more so she can get closer to my friend and ask her for help & confirmation #bc apparently she’s born here so she’s the more knowledgeable one in terms of English which I’m like … I don’t know her intentions but #actions do speak louder than words? so I don’t want to react so much to this but if it happens then I guess my help would be limited than b4 #idk I’m conflicted but I’m trying to not think too much of it #I dont think this comes from a bad place too cause I’ve worked with this person so I know how she’s like #it’s my observations and conversations with her that led me to think this way and def not just from a few convos #but it is whatever. this is life apparently.

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triangular-static · 1 month

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gravity falls on its way to write character dynamics and conflicts that will keep me up at night thinking about them

#this is about All Of Them #how are they All foils #how are they All distressing in some way if you think about it too hard #gravity falls #anyway i’m finally reading journal 3. if you were wondering. head in hands (it’s good) (fuck)#how are all of the conflicts so understandable from both sides even if one side is in the wrong moreso than the other #it’s so well done #they’re such good characters with such understandable reactions to things #that it kind of hurts when there are tragic situations that are hard to see going any other way because of how they respond to things #agh

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spicyicymeloncat · 4 months

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I saw in your notes that you had to cancel your birthday so happy (possibly late) birthday!!

Haha thanks it was last year in September lol!!

And actually I did get to do birthday plans it was just kinda miserably bc the reason I was going to cancel was due to conflicts with my mum (and her making me feel like an awful person about it), but my other mum didn’t care and we went anyways and it was actually fine (the concerns my mum didn’t happen)

Also I was going through basically a platonic break up as well so crazy month lol

But thank you, and everyone who sent me flags, it was nice to get some positive interaction during all that!

#i think I said I cancelled out of mental health reasons #yeah my mental health issue is my parents #they technically did give me mental health issues I definitely was depressed last year before this incident #full context is I have a brother who was 3 and my mum thought he would have a tantrum at the restaurant bc it would be late #and she told me in a way that made me feel like a horrible person for even suggesting going out and never considering other people #the whole summer beforehand was about similar conflicts #but we went anyways and my brother probably enjoyed himself more than I did lol #i just checked all my discord msgs bc I talk to my friends about my parents a lot (it’s good to have a paper trail so I can know exactly wh #and how I’m traumatised by my parents lol)#and apparently after days of me asking my mum if we’re sure we can go and she’s happy to go out and to let me know if it won’t work #she made a backhanded comment the day before we were going to go out #where basically my brother was asleep and she said in a moody tone that this is what it would be like if we went out #and I was just devastated bc I gave her plenty of ways out and at that point I actually had my hopes up about it #and she didn’t say we can’t go she just shat on the idea so backhandedly #oh wow it was such a headache #we cancelled and we’re gonna do it Monday #and then last second we went out that day anyways #yknow when I wasn’t prepared and didn’t get enough sleep #my god #worst birthday actually #at least my sister was there she was cool #anyways sorry for vent ig??#anon #ask #personal

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zonotrichia-albicollis · 2 months

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Giant personal vent time

This guy stole somewhere between 3 to 6 MILLION dollars from my grandmother by conning my great aunt into signing over her estate and medical & financial power of attorney to him literally on her death bed

I and my aunt have been working basically a whole second job the last 3 months trying to get together a legal case to go after this guy. And now my grandma wants to drop it. And no one else has standing so what the fuck can we do.

This man has absolutely done this to other ppl before, there is no doubt in my mind. I’ve seen his property records for just what’s publicly available in my county and it’s sketchy as hell. I am never going to get over this but there’s nothing I can do.

Gonna put like a million more thoughts in the tags because I’m losing my fucking mind.

#it’s not like we don’t have the money #the estimated legal fees are like $100k but we’d definitely get it back from the estate in the end #but grandma doesn’t want to look like she’s going after her sister’s money #and she won’t admit she has dementia so I’m not allowed to tell the lawyer that she can’t handle testifying #so he just thinks we’re being wishy washy #and my aunt is so conflict avoidant she won’t tell the lawyer anything that’s happening that he could absolutely be helping with #and my dumbass step cousin is so conflict avoidant he’d literally rather let the family business go bankrupt than actually deal with this #why the fuck did she make him ceo #I know why she trusted this guy but jfc whyyyy did she trust him #god if only I had a time machine I’d go back 6 months and make sure we kicked him out of her house #I really really didn’t think he’d go this far. I just thought he was a weird dude she was being too nice to #but no. actual con artist #the more we learn the worse it gets #and grandma just cannot handle it. even though she has the money!! I’m so mad #I wanna email every reporter I can think of until I find someone willing to publish an article about this guy #so that at least that way someone would see how fucking sketchy he is when they Google him #so that maybe the next person won’t fall for it #is there some kind of legal action you can take that’s basically just like #hey we’re not willing to spend years to prove that you’re evil #but just for the record we need everyone to know you suck and we hate you #like just so ppl know #maybe I should ask our pastor to send out a PSA to all the other little old ladies at church #since that’s how my great aunt met him in the first place #I could get at least 3 good books out of all the drama in my fucking family I think #one for this whole thing. one for my dad’s insane parents. and one for all the bad decisions I made in Seattle

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