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The majority of the US is definitely not walkable. Cities in the northeast are probably most likely to have more walkable sections, because they were fairly developed before cars took over, but the rest of the country is purposefully built around the car. A lot of smaller towns that used to have walkable downtowns tore down most of it to make room for more "modern" uses back in the 1970s.
I grew up in a small city that had a population somewhere around 40,000 when I was in high school. It was one of the top 5, maybe top 3 biggest cities in the state. Most neighborhoods had no sidewalks. The street in front of our house doubled as a section of a major state highway, so there were lots of speeding cars on it. Even with that, as a kid I used to walk a few blocks down to the convenience store to buy comics, but there was no grocery store within walking distance. This was in the 1980s, before all the fear of predators, and my dad also worked in the neighborhood, so my parents weren't too freaked out about me doing this. I severely doubt that any parents living there now are letting their kids walk a mile to the Snak Pak.
Now I live in a city of about 300,000 people. Probably in the top six cities in the state for population. We have buses that run seven days a week, but because the city is so spread out and simply not planned for mass transit or walking, all of the bus routes have to start and end at a central hub. If you live in the Northeast of the city and want to take a bus to the Northwest, you get on the nearest bus (that can involve quite a walk), ride it to the depot downtown, then get on the bus that goes closest to your destination. A trip that is 15 minutes by car is 45 minutes to an hour by bus (and that's just the time on the bus, not walking to and from stops). Earlier this year, my car was in the shop for a while, and the nearest bus stop was two miles away, even though I am in a fairly densely populated area. I'm just a bit on the edge of the city, and there are wealthy neighborhoods around here that have no use for the bus, so the limited transit resources are more needed elsewhere. In many parts of the city, there are no sidewalks, or sidewalks only on one side of the street. The downtown is walkable, but that's only a few blocks, and it's restaurants and coffee shops, not daily needs kind of stuff. And my city is considered progressive!
A few years ago, I lived in a smaller city that borders this one. There was a Dollar Store that was within walking distance, but there were no sidewalks. There were, however, drainage ditches on both sides of the road, and people drove like maniacs, so you did not walk unless you had absolutely no other choice. This is not a uncommon situation.
And all the malls, then the big box stores, killed all the smaller shops that used to be a bit closer long ago. Even the convenience stores are less common, because they've been combined into bigger gas stations with fewer convenience items and more gas pumps, designed for people driving to work, not for people who live in the neighborhood.
A lot of homeowners do not want their neighborhoods to be walkable. Heaven forbid an "undesirable" person might walk down Willowbrook Lane and possibly threaten the resale value of somebody's house. Or a family walking down the street with arms full of groceries might suggest that they can't afford a car, and what would people think?! Public transit is for those overcrowded cities with their teeming poor and rampant crime, not for nice neighborhoods like ours with big lawns that prove we are living right.
Okay, that last paragraph got preachy, but hopefully the point still came across. Americans are rarely able to choose walking as a viable option.
āAmerica IS walkable, youāre all just lazyā my childhood home was an hour from the nearest hospital (by car)
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Title: Nights like this (Kimi RƤikkƶnen x Reader)
Warnings: Kimi catches you dancing, mostly fluff, a little bit of stress, and sweet-sweet Kimi.
I want a man like this. When will God hear me out?! T_T
Word count: around 1500
English is not my main language, so Iām sorry for any mistakes. I'm also sorry for the picture and the blurred wife, but I wanted to set the mood. PLEASEFORGIVEME.
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āY/N,ā Kimi called out your name. His voice broke the silence three times in the last 30 seconds. But nothing. No answer. Not even a little sound. Nothing. Weird.
However, you didnāt hear a thing. You were at the bottom of your shared house, inside the study with headphones on. Although, you could have chosen not to work thanks to Kimi, for some reason you still didn't want to ālive that upā. You wanted to bring something to the table, and you wouldn't have been able to sit on your butt all day anyway. So, you worked. A little too much these days. All week. All month. And letās add plural to the end of those words.
The last period has been particularly difficult for you. You had to work with a lot of clients as an account manager. And sometimes (well mostly), your bosses were assholes. More than once, Kimi almost went to your workplace to finally put them in their place and burn that place to the fuckinā ground. But you always shut him down for some stupid reason. Even though, they would deserve it. Because all you've wanted to do lately is quit. You were burnt out, you were tired. But at least you had one thing in your life that was worth everything: Kimi.
You couldn't tell how grateful you were for him. Although everyone called him āThe Icemanā, you didn't know that side of him at all. Yes, he was honest, straightforward, sometimes grumpy, but never towards you. With you he was always kind, loving and understanding. He hated everyone but you. And he showed it to you. More than anyone else ever had, he showed you what it truly meant to love: genuinely and unconditionally.
Kimi furrowed his eyebrows as he pushed himself away from the kitchen counter ā where he had prepared everything for your dinner together ā and headed downstairs. He was worried about you as you didnāt reply to him, and he hadn't heard anything from the study for a while now. He didn't want to admit it to himself, but for some reason it gave him an incredible sense of calmness to hear you rattle around even when you were āquietā. He adored you, in a way that sometimes it scared him.
Meanwhile, before you knew it, you stood up from your working table with your headphones on and started to dance. The beat was infectious to you, closing your eyes, you imagined the whole place was yours. You moved with confidence, spinning, and striding gracefully, bending low and rising up with a flick of your hair, your hips swaying side to side. Completely lost in the tunes, you danced like no one was watching.
But someone was watching, and it was Kimi. He leaned to the doorframe as the scene unfolded in front of his eyes: your carefree and confident side surfacing. His mouth went dry, and he felt rooted to the spot as he watched you. Even in just sweatpants and a sports bra on, heād never seen you look more beautiful or more captivating. Or sexierā¦ He swallowed hard and tried to ignore the sensation which started to take over his body.
He didn't want to bother you, but he couldn't take his eyes off you. He heard the tunes from your earphones, as it was blasting at full volume. He recognized that āgirly musicā (as he called it) from TikTok. He suppressed a smile, secretly loving when you watched those stupid videos next to him and laughed like a fuckinā maniac. He loved your laugh.
Song after song, you put on a full show for your (not-so) imaginary audience. When you finally spun around and opened your eyes, you saw Kimi leaning against the doorframe, arms crossed over his chest, his eyes glinting with amusement.
Even though youād been together a long time, a blush crept up your cheeks. You quickly yanked down your headphones, only making the music blare even louder.
āHow long have you been standing there?ā you asked, but Kimi didnāt answer right away. Your breath caught as his gaze held yours, those icy blue eyes now smoldering with an intensity that sent a shiver down your spine.
"Long enough,ā he replied in that typical Kimi tone of his, a hint of a smirk playing at the corners of his mouth. You switched off your Bluetooth headphones, and the music started playing now from your phone speakers. A daring idea came to your mind.
āDance with me,ā you breathed out, extending a hand towards him.
āYou know Iām not a good dancer,ā he replied, his voice teasing. Lies. You both knew it; he was a much better dancer than he let on. You loved those moments when youād both get a little tipsy and end up pressed close, unable to keep your hands off each other.
He shook his head a little bit, then sighed. After a few seconds, he pushed away from the doorframe and moved towards you, his gaze meeting yours. Your heart raced as he reached your side, taking your hand and placing his other firmly on the small of your back: his fingers splaying out between your lower back andā¦
He pulled you close, and you instantly melted into his touch, a soft sigh escaping as you began to sway together to the music. He led you effortlesslyā¦ Not a good dancer. Right. What a lieā¦ The way he held you made your skin tingle.
It started right at your lower back, where he touched you. Then, the sensation slowly started to work its way all over your body. From head to toe, like a poison that spreads through your veins. That sweet, hypnotic, deadly toxin that you couldn't get enough of. Because when it came to Kimi, nothing was ever enough. You wanted more. More. To take and possess. And that feeling deep down scared you because no one had ever had that effect on you. It was intoxicating and something you never wanted to let go of. And you wonāt because Kimi felt the same way about you.
As you looked up into his eyes, the song Nights Like This began to play, and suddenly, it felt as if the air had been sucked out of the room as the lyrics were written just for this moment.
Hold my hand until we turn to ashes...
Kimiās gaze softened, his fingers pressing a little more firmly into the small of your back, holding your other hand tenderly with his. The way you looked at each other, the way your breaths mingled, it almost turned your world upside down. No matter how long you've known each other, that feeling never changed.
Love me 'til they put me in my casket...
Your heart skipped, feeling a rush of something deep and unspoken passing between the two of you.
I got all these feelings that I'm maskinā...
You wondered if he felt it, too: that quiet ache, the vulnerability the words held.
You let out a soft breath, barely above a whisper as you were singing the song, āCan I lay it on you? Thatās what Iām askināā.
And without saying a word, Kimi pulled you even closer, as if his answer was already there, steady and clear in his embrace.
You stayed like that with the song all the way through, completely intertwined with each other and swaying softly. When the song ended and another began, you pulled back just enough to look up into his eyes.
āKimi,ā you whispered.
āKultsi?ā he replied, a slight smirk tugging at his lips ābarely there, but somehow, always present just for you.
āI love you so muchā¦ I hope you know thatā you murmured, leaning deeper into his touch, feeling the last of your stress melt away. With him, you felt completely at peace, blissfully content.
āI love you more,ā he replied, and leaned down to kiss you with the same impulse. He was more a man of action than talk anyway. He grabbed the back of your neck as he pulled you closer and deepened the kiss. His mouth sweetly explored yours, brushing his tongue against yours.
You pulled him even closer, wrapping your arms around his neck and kissing him back as if your life depended on it. Dinner was waiting in the next room, getting colder by the second, but he didnāt care; right now, you were all he wanted. You were the meal he craved. Even starved.
With a swift, effortless movement, he slid his hands under your thighs and lifted you, and you instinctively wrapped your legs around his waist, laughing as you pulled him closer.
He looked at you, his eyes alight with something deeper. That laugh...
āI love you,ā he murmured again, his voice almost a growl, and carried you over to the worktable. He nearly swept your things to the floor, but you stopped him, quickly moving your laptop and phone aside. After all, youād need those laterā¦
You let out a soft chuckle as you did so and when you turned back, you could see his eyes darken with something. It made the air stuck in your lungs.
āAnd Iām going to show you just how much,ā he whispered hoarsely and began to slowly undress youā¦
#Kimi RƤikkƶnen x Reader#Kimi Raikkonen x Reader#kimi raikkonen#kimi raikkonen fanfiction#kimi raikkonen x you#f1 fanfic#f1 one shot#f1 fic#f1 imagine#kimi raikkonen imagine
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Open Mind Control RP (Male, Female, or Futa only)
Harley Quinn has been a mess since Joker's death. She had been wanting to kill Batman for what he did, but every time she has tried to do so, she's failed. She was a maniac, but nowhere near the genius level as her puddin'. It seems she is in need of someone to help her get over her former boyfriend.
And your muse plans to do that. With a special little mind control device/spell they found to help do that. They carefully snuck to where Harley is staying at, while she walked around in her brand new outfit.
"So, I heard a couple of baddies are coming together to work with some guy in a mask to kill Batman," Harley laughed just thinking of the idea of all of Batman's enemies working together to kill him. "Fine with me, as long as I get to be the one to do it."
((Have fun with the crazy lady))
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australian surprise songs
loving him was red.
the delicate beginning rush, the feeling you can know so much, without knowing anything at all. i don't wanna look at anything else now that i saw you. i want you for worse or for better. i want your midnights. i'm a fire and i'll keep your brittle heart warm. it's a goddamn blaze in the dark and you started it. laughing with my feet in your lap like you were my closest friend. faster than the wind, passionate as sin. i can tell that it's gonna be a long road. all these people think love's for show, but i would die for you in secret. i gave you all my best mes, my endless empathy. i stay when it's hard or it's wrong or we're making mistakes. and you know that i would swing with you for the fences, sit with you in the trenches, give you my wild, give you a child, give you the silence that only comes when two people understand each other, family that i chose now that i see your brother as my brother - is it enough? i'll be there if you're the toast of the town, babe, or if you strike out and you're crawling home. something keeps me holding onto nothing. give me back my girlhood, it was mine first. you had me crawling for you, honey, and it never would have gone away. i stay when you're lost and i'm scared and you're turning away. i'll give you my sunshine, give you my best, but the rain is always gonna come when you're standing with me. sorry for not making you my centerfold. i'd live and die for moments that we stole on begged and borrowed time. would it be enough if i could never give you peace? you've got your share of secrets and i'm tired of being last to know. a circus ain't a love story. this thing is breaking down, we almost never speak, i down feel welcome anymore. i damn sure never would have danced with the devil. he's gonna burn this house to the ground. fighting with him is like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer. you say "i don't understand" i say "i know you don't." he poisoned the well, every man for himself. my mistake, i didn't know to be in love you had to fight to have the upper hand. did i close my fist around something delicate, did i shatter you? i thought i had you figured out. i never learned to read your mind, i couldn't turn things around. i can't let this go, i fight with you in my sleep. did i say something way too honest made you run and hide like a scared little boy? how can you say that you love someone you can't tell is dying? i fake a smile so he won't see. i sent you signals and bit my nails down to the quick. you never gave a warning sign (i gave so many signs). how the hell did we lose sight of us again? 'cause you were never mine. was it over when she laid down on your couch? she's got everything that i have to live without. before you go tell me this, was she worth it? your new girl is my clone. was she worth this mess? you should've said no, baby, and you might still have me. tell myself it's time now gotta let go. should've known i'd be the first to leave. could've loved you all my life if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold. so step right out, there is no amount of crying i can do for you. suddenly this summer it's clear. i'm getting tired even for a phoenix. pulled my car off the road to the lookout, could've followed my fears all the way down. can't breathe whenever you're gone. you're in london and i break down 'cause it's not fair that you're not around. i know my pain is such an imposition. my pain fits in the palm of your freezing hand. you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all. it's hard to be at a party when you feel like an open wound. the tomb won't close, stained glass windows in my mind.
#taylor swift#please ignore my middle of the night thread weaving at the present as theres a whole other half of this that didnt even fit on the post#that i need to reblog it and add#but its just like.....the australian surprise songs were entirely a narrative in and of themselves and i could NOT stop thinking about this#so i have been maniacally working on this#you may freely reblog once complete with its second half#lyric weave
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Looks like I'm gonna be able to get a PC here by the end of the month/mid november if everything goes to plan = I will be able to finish ouro (at least the new demo, at first)
BLESS.
#ouroboros-if#interactive fiction#it will cost me (a loan) but with some elbow grease im hoping to finish the whole thing quickly and be able to sell it. god willing#YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAAAAAAAAAAA#if you're out of the loop: i finished the first draft and have been working away at the latter part of the book#with edits and rewrites BEFORE i rewrote the first part so that i don't have to rework the first chapters over and over#but with this new puter im just gonna dive into the first chapters and finish a demo asap because i think i have enough to do that#im still left without my previous build because maniac ex but i have older backups i can work from so not all is lost#just being able to run test builds is everything. GAH EXCITING#im still considering moving to spain lol but for now im gonna live in this damn boathouse until the cold takes me
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I'm gonna have to wait out a few weeks to be able to complain about jjk's ending bc rn half the ppl are bashing everyone who expected more as ppl who just wanted gojo back
#jjk 271#like no I can read I understood that gojo was gone for good from 236 bUT we can still talk about#how a grown ass man and his grown ass friends deciding how they were at 16 was their perfect forms.#before they made all the important life changing decisions. is a regression right#like can we talk about how the narrative just glosses over geto's whole entire life after hs WHERE HE WAS A GENOCIDAL MANIAC#and pretends like no one would even side eye him about that???#that's fucking regression#you're scaling his character back bc you don't want to address the root reasonwhy he went that route#and it's perfectly fine when an author doesn't want to get too political in their work it's their right I get it#but it does make me upset where the whole entire story up until here the author has been beating us over the head with leftist messaging-#- only to throw it away and settle for a 'oh I didn't mean ACTUAL revolution or changes that would rock the boat for REAL'#bc let's face it. the conditions that made people like geto and sukuna happen are still fucking there they just skipped this generation#these kids are still going to be sent out when a special grade curse shows up and some of them are still gonna die tragically early#to put yuuji as the leader of gojo's dream is isolating and a burden on JUST YUUJI (WHY WERE THE OTHER STUDENTS NOT THERE)#to make yuuji the sole messenger of gojo's will is frankly WEIRD gojo wanted these kids to look out for one another#he had nothing to say to anyone else???#yuuji's been accidentally burdened with the weight of gojo's dream now ON HIS OWN#HE IS A KID#literally nothing's changed at the end#also see how I didn't talk about gojo on his own here bc the problems are so glaring that they shine through even side characters#WHY IS NANAMI A KID IN THE AIRPORT IS THAT THE VERSION OF HIMSELF HE WAS CONTENT WITH???#or did they all have to be aged down to match haibara even though making the choice to show the ones that lived as grown would've made it-#-more impactful#A twenty seven yr old nanami sitting next to the fifteen yr old haibara would've been soul crushing right?#also why have nanami be the only one that talks like he remembers his adulthood BUT NOT GETO#WHY TAKE AWAY SUCH A HUGE PART OF GETO#YOU COULD'VE HAD THAT BE A CONVERSATION AND HAVE PEOPLE FORGIVE HIM#the more I think about the ending the more things I find to nitpick further back too#gege I love you but please I hope you negotiate a more flexible time in your next contract I hope they don't burn you out again#bc jjk is going to be an ending which I will frankly ignore and just go with 'sukuna won and it was terrible' in my head instead
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genuinely irate how dare people exist in the same space as me
#if we think back to last friday/saturday i forget#i was doing a puzzle while sexiled right#theres a bunch of them in the math building that people sometimes do#its in a public space but i have never seen anyone actively working on one so i was like 'yeah i can leave it and come back to finish it'#its been DAYS. NO ONE HAS TOUCHED IT.#now#if i finish this one report i would have some free time tonight#so i was like 'yeah lets have a little treat and finish the puzzle and write some fics'#THE WHOLE FUCKING THING IS FILLED IN#IM SO MAD#i kid you not i walked past it this morning and someone had finished the border and i was like yeah thats ok#WHO IS THE MANIAC WHO DID A WHOLE 5K PUZZLE IN LIKE 3 HOURS#I HATE YOU#off my rocker
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since i havenāt talk in a while, i want to tell you guys my last and current reading!!
i caught up with after god yesterday and it was so good! i admit that at first i was a little confused and had to reread some parts to really get it, but besides that, it was a nice experience ā a very crazy one, but nice.
now i just started aono-kun!! i heard so many amazing things about it, so iām excited.
as for books, i found āslaughterhouse-fiveā by kurt vonnegut on my pile of ābooks i bough ages ago and i completely forgot they existedā and decided to read. i confess that i know zero about either the book or kurt, and iām fresh into the beginning of it, so i donāt have many opinions yet.
if you ever read any of these and want to talk, iām here for it!! letās keep sharing thoughts and impressions :)
#ducktalks#my life have been so boring without twt that iām reading like a maniac#iām also on break from work#but everyone is working so going out is hard#and i have a problem of going out alone#which i plan on changing it very soon!#anyways bye
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Song of the Day: June 7
"STFU!" by Rina Sawayama
#song of the day#calling this one now only semi-arbitrarily--it makes sense to me but is maybe a dumb reason to declare the end of a day#my phone needs to be plugged in#my phone charges when I do--by which I mean I only ever remember/bother to plug it in when I lay down to try to sleep--#and I've got a really good battery and one of those superfast chargers so it usually doesn't die even when I'm struggling#but today is going to be a three day thing sort of--I slept a bunch (accidentally) Thursday afternoon and threw myself off again#and my phone is at 2% and won't load any more firefox tabs so that's it for Friday! hello Saturday the day my littles are coming!!#actually what's been stuck in my head today is the ee cummings poem [as freedom is a breakfastfood]#the first verse I have and the last I always have but the middle ones get muddled around on me. all out of order#'worms are the words but joy's the voice / down shall go which and up come who#breasts will be breasts thighs will be thighs / deeds cannot dream what dreams can do#--time is a tree(this life one leaf) / but love is the sky and i am for you / just so long and long enough'#I love Tolkien for his rockingchair rhythms and cummings for his open-handed nonsense#and I don't have much of a specific reason to pick this song for today#but it was playing earlier and I do love how she blended her maniacal laughter into the music. truly exceptional work
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All-Star Batman and Robin, the Boy Wonder (2005) #2
#sorry but I like this#the appeal to me isnāt in finding Bruce acting like a maniac entertaining in the same way#extreme things happening all the time in 60s Marvel comics is entertaining to me#I find this relationship interesting#the way Bruce is out of touch with Dick#projecting a lot onto him#thinking Dick will have fun with the car chase the same way he does#while Dick hates it and him#Bruceās assumption that theyāre the same therefore what āworkedā for him is also what Dick needs#his fucked up view of the world#and how he /needs/ the validation of Dick feeling similarly#and is forcibly bringing Dick into his world#which I think is weakened by how fucked up this world is portrayed to be#so itās based in Bruceās actual reality and not his messed up mind#and then Dickās perspective with his feelings of hating this guy and being freaked out by him#being dampened by realizing how lonely he is#also as a fan of fun charming superhero-sidekick dynamics#I find stories about the other side of the coin interesting#Iāve been meaning to get back into Ahoy Comicsā Dragonfly/Dragonfly-Man stuff#dc#bruce wayne#dick grayson#my posts#comic panels
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it's actually very mean that i can't have emojis of my ocs just on my computer. i just think it would be much more convenient for when i have to say the Guys are in my brain but i also have no words..
#just me hi#i'm thinkin#and i mean like standard emoji. mostly bc artstreet dms don't let you put up actual images so i have to resort to detailing actual thoughts#Hfbshfv#//anywho so whenever i'm outside by myself i always get the Strongest urge to just start walking and not stop forever hfvhs#i will just Go#no objective no location. but i will be Moving#i Would do that but in order to get a satisfying amount of distance between me and People i have to walk down the road and mm i am nervous#abt doin that fvhsbh#like country roads... i may not come home.... south virginiaaaa hfbvsfhbsv#plus everyone drives crazy out here. when we moved out here we almost got sideswiped by a funkin fedex truck over a little hill#and of Course it was a fedex truck man. we've Never had a near-accident with Any usps trucks hfbvshvs#oh and also the local mailman drives like a maniac too <3 almost had a head-on collision once which was. neat lmao#like maybe 20 feet from slamming into each other which Is Not Much when you're in a car bfh#/Also people just let their dogs run out wild n crazy and :( i don't think they're properly trained to be letting them do that Aha#rode my bike out once with my brother + two of the neighbor's dogs tried ta jump us it sucked#now we don't go past their driveway so we don't ride out very far#//also hey our driveway is Ridiculous ??? ik we've been living here for like 2 years i'm still not over it lmaoohvf#it's like a 40-45 degree angle this is just silly#and listen i'm barely figuring out how my legs even work again. do you think i'm having a good time up that hill because i'm nOT#though you know what it's fine ! not many people come up our drive bc geez why Would you lmao#except for that one lady that asked for directions and then miiight have gotten lost again immediately after leaving HH#//okay. yea anyway the p1nk space is really in my brain rn hbfhvs#really i don't think i've ever been so interested in a project before this is so cool lol :D#marveling at the fact that anything was able to keep my interest for longer than 5 months Hbsh#//anywhoodle do i'm gonna skedaddle#prolly gonna rerun a couple things in a seccy but ye :33
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second day in a row now where my computer's tint has shifted to orange at 10pm on the dot. this sure would be normal if it was night light. night light hasn't worked on my computer for over a year (among other things about my computer that don't work). this morning it didn't turn off unless i restarted my computer. i think it's haunted
#ylimespam#for those who care here's the other wonky things that have been ongoing issues with my beloved laptop#neither of the alt keys work#the internal speakers don't work. i think the audio driver for them thanos snapped itself#every so often the wifi driver temporarily thanos snaps itself. it usually comes back within 5 minutes#but sometimes i have to restart my computer to remind it that yes you Do have a wifi driver. silly#camera driver also explodes itself frequently#which is fine because i almost never use the fuckin webcam anyways + it's covered with blue tape#mostly just means i have to do All Zoom Meetings on phone. which is preferrable#because the stupid camer was put BELOW the screen. the designers of this laptop were maniacs#i think those are all the main ones. other than p much every time my computer's bluescreened in my recent memory#it's Alwyas been the same error. driver power failur or whatever#idk man. haunted laptop š» every time school went on break i told myself i'd do a hard reinstall of the OS. and then i didn't#and then i can't do it DURING school for obvious reasons#and at thiss point im gonna graduate next month so like. why bother. POWER THROUGH IT
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Iām trying to learn how to gouache and I keep getting annoyed with it halfway through and going āfuck it- colored pencilsā
(Not pictured: me, mowing my way through an obscene number of carrots like Iām fucking bugs bunny because Iām handling adulthood really well)
#my art#wip#art wips#gemstones#amethyst#drawin purty rocks#bc I see them and they are so shiny and colorful and I want to eat them#forbidden snack#also Iāve just been craving carrots like a fucking maniac lately#no idea why#gouache#seriously tho gouache is so hard for me for some reason#the style of painting Iām most proficient with is watercolors#and gouache does nOT BEHAVE SIMILARLY NO MATTER WHAT PEOPLE TELL YOU#honestly itās driving me nuts#I also have a hard time working dark to light so thatās a thing#specifically because I am so used to watercolors#anyways have some unfinished rocks
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psa for anyone who followed me because of my fics: part 2 of dwtbaffy will hopefully š¤ be out tomorrow!
#i have been working like a dog trying to get it posted before i go on vacation#i need them out of my brain so i can relax#ive been in the break room typing away like a maniac all week
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And if I told you I finally came up with a fucking framing device for my Twinkfred von Karma origin story series thing
#it's really crazy how things can influence you without you ever realizing like. i was really into Kung Fu Panda after it first came out#like REALLY into Kung Fu Panda#2008??? damn i would have been like 11/12#anyway i read this fic called Memoirs of a Master written by someone obviously a lot older and smarter than me and i just loved it#it was about Tigress and Po discovering Shifu's diaries (he was on a trip i think)#and so that was the framing device like it was Tigress and Po kinda guiltily reading this diary and learning about Tai Lung and all that#and i read a LOT of Kung Fu Panda fic so it wasnt like this one was particularly special to me *at the time*#(again i was like 12 i just liked anything that made my brain go brrrr. i read a lot of fic about rhe cast of KFP getting magically#transported into the KFP universe like i wasnt a literature connoisseur by any means)#but over the years i just never stopped thinking about Memoirs of a Master#and this isnt even the same framing device it's just similar but i cant even describe to you how much of this fic simply *is*#Memoirs of a Master#like obviously it's not. you could read that and then read this once i finish and notice maybe loke 3 superficial similarities#but at the same this fic would simply not exist without it#not to quote kamala harris of all people but you really do exist in the context of all that came before you#anyway.#the warped maniacal mind of wizard glick at work#oh yes also idk other ppl's hesdcanons for the other von karma daughter but i went with Verena because#1) i thought it was pretty#2) it means 'truth' or 'verity'#3) it doesnt make sense with the surnameā 'truth from karma' is meaningless and i have her as kind of distant from the family#4) it showed up on random list of 'german names that were popular in the 80s' i found. didnt bother to do the math or even pick an age#for her but it really doesnt matter#okay. i think that's all.
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I need to, like...grab my Dottore and squish him down until he behaves-
#not important#desert doktorspiele#i desperately wanna write him more#been looking over my drabbles and it's like#1. something i didnt finish (or lead-in to rp stuff so it's deliberately left off on a āwait that's it??ā kinda spot)#2. really self indulgent in a way i feel like i have to justify#3. there's like...one or two things i think would be good enough to post but im a coward/it feels sorta weird with them being rather short#(secret fourth option)#what we're dealing with here is stage five brainrot where i've rotated him in my brain SO dang much#i can only seem to write him in an ultra self indulgent manner absolutely based in my headcanons#so he's inherently very canon divergent and also#kinda the reverse of like...Everything#which is normal for my takes tbh but not great for attracting other fans#if the fandom zigs i zag kinda thing#boi is evil and maniacal and malicious?#well! i wonder where my characterization lands then-- (rhetorical)#that's just kind of a generalized summary it's a Lot of factors-#but if i keep shaking him around maybe he'll finally work with me in a way where#i can sneakily introduce the self indulgence bit by bit so by the time you realize it#it's too late and you're trapped and he'll live rent free in your head forever maybe
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