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I read a Hound Ruby fic recently called I can almost hear the Hounds that I really enjoyed and it got me thinking about these two again.
Something that's been on my mind since I last drew them was that I wanted to find ways to distinguish Penny's look more from her usual appearance; she has the red lights and the twisted ahoge and she was scraped up a bit but I wanted to go further.
So I'm leaning more into the cyberpunk nightmare that is Penny's existence. While with Salem she probably looks as I drew her previously but once they leave they lack the resources to keep her in top shape in the absence of Watts' or military funding.
So wear and tear take its toll and they end up needing to use less than optimal parts as replacements; maybe they can scavenge parts from the Atlesian Knights on occasion too. The result is: she ends up looking more obviously mechanical.
#rwby#penny polendina#ruby rose#nuts and dolts#grimm ruby#hacked penny#hackhound au#art#fan art#my art#That fic was so good#so happy to have come across it.#I don't know whether Penny has skin all over her body#but if she does then they would likely transplant it to cover damaged areas#it's not something they can easily get more of#Looking at the Penny blueprint from her first appearance#it seems to indicate that she can rotate her hands and feet 360 degrees around#although that would probably damage her skin#and it looks like she only has two toes on each foot#only her big toe is separate#the others are one object#the more you know~
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When in doubt, Soup it out.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#a-yuan.#wei wuxian#Yes I am skipping over LWJ's panic at WWX joking about giving birth to A-Yuan. It's funny bit but there are many more to come!#The last time these two sat down together the tensions were so high. The peace is nothing more than a layer of cold fat on the surface.#It's not 'really' them coming to see eye to eye. It's them not having the energy to say what they really want anymore.#LWJ is very defined by his jealousy and the conflict it creates with his need to put his feelings aside for the perceived greater good.#To live a life where you are always second and never ever allowing yourself to be first...#If other people can be at peace and happy - it has to be worth it right?#If he orders a plate of food that he will struggle to eat but is the favourite thing of the person sitting across from him#Is it not worth the sacrifice?#But remember! You can't take anything for yourself ever. No matter how much you want it.#He did it once before and he regrets it so much. So all he can do is accommodate.#And WWX? Well. You can't let anyone in if there isn't enough water to splash around in.#Keep things shallow and they just move on. Even if you'll miss them when they go - this is just how things are now.#No more teasing and trying to pull a reaction from LWJ anymore. You'll never be more than someone he can't stand so what's the point.
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Daniel Ricciardo at Goodwood FOS 2024 | via
#coming across these pictures on insta was a lot#the memories I have associated with this day are so joyous and happy and it almost seems cruel now to remember just how close he was#šš©š#daniel ricciardo#dr3#goodwood fos 2024
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sasuke: iām still glad we made up and all butā¦.
naruto: ā¦..but?
sasuke: us killing each other would have been SO romantic
naruto: i was JUST thinking about thatā
#naruto#naruto shippuden#naruto incorrect quotes#sasunaru#sns#uchiha sasuke#uzumaki naruto#the way their brains work is The Sameā¢ļø#also i think they frequently think about the homoeroticism of their attempts to murder each other#i CERTAINLY do#itās one of those things i try to sneak in whenever i write fics for them but i dont think it EVER comes across#i want to write a full fic dedicated to it one day cause#UGH#the joy that you get to keep living together versus the regret that you couldnāt die together#the knowledge that the life you were so determined to claim#that you alone wanted to take#will likely be taken by something else#and youāre happy you donāt have to do it but youāre devastated something else will#UGH a favorite theme of mine#i want to explore it narratively i want to explore it narratively SO bad#sorry if this sounds off my meds wore off like three hours ago#and im going insane thinking about their dynamic to distract myself ig
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the thing about eliot spencer as a character, right. the thing about him.
(and as always your mileage may vary on my analyses so if we disagree that's cool actually)
is that he is in fact a somewhat emotionally constipated idiot who is occasionally sensitive about his perceived masculinity and gets defensive about emotional intimacy around other men (largely hardison, who's much more comfortable expressing affection and embracing a softer kind of masculinity), but eliot displays enough emotional awareness and sensitivity and respect for women etc etc that anyone who's been subjected to that era of television will put on rose-tinted glasses without even looking twice.
(and he is, don't get me wrong, incredibly emotionally aware for a professionally punchy guy with enough trauma to sink the titanic. it still startles me to see.)
on top of which we have the layers and the accessories and the excellent hair with the secret braids and the way he barely has an ego and he's good with kids and protective of his team without taking it too far, and some of us never stood a fucking chance.
#eliot#eliot spencer#orig#further discussion in further tags#I'm being perhaps a little critical and there are other ways to read eg the fragile masculinity moments#but I Do think they were intended this way and largely come across this way#I'm quite happy playing with a fanon eliot who's better at this shit is the thing? it feels faithful enough to the original.#but this is something I'm chewing over in a rewatch and it's interesting so far#the fact that he pretty consistently respects women doesn't stop him from treating men and women differently y'know?#the fact that his bantering with hardison expresses affection and gets quite soft over time#doesn't stop him from pushing hardison away on a semi-regular basis. often physically.#the fact that the fandom unanimously decided he's an utter gentleman in matters of dating#doesn't quite negate the time he physically stopped aimee from getting away when he wanted to talk to her#though that's one I might disregard because it's so early and I think they hadn't quite figured out the characters then#and it was admittedly a brief moment followed by very consensual happenings#perhaps. honestly. eliot may be reflecting the attitudes of the show here.#which were very progressive for the time and are still startling on several fronts now but also showing definite signs of age#arguably fanon eliot (as I understand him) is eliot adjusted for inflation. as it were.#there's a lot going on here I'm having a normal amount of thoughts about it I'm. stopping now
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I want Jason to be such a skilled liar when the situation calls for it but being so bad at it otherwise because 90% of the time he does not see the point in lying.
#so a lot of people end up having it built in their head that jason just can't lie but he can!#it's kinda like body language. i think jason could very easily be impeccable at reading people's body language#a side effect of being raised by wolves ofc but also just a natural intuitive thing to him he picked up while being groomed for leadership#but 90% of social cues are deemed dumb because he doesn't get the point of subtlety. like just be up front.#so he doesn't engage (and sometimes he simply does not understand how to engage) so he comes across as socially clueless and cruelly blunt#and then gets dropped into some scenario where he has to charm and dazzle an important person and he fucking nails it to everyone's surpris#ahhh once again thinking about natural diplomat instincts jason and thalia š© benefits of your dad being king of the world lol#jason grace#happy talks pjo
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oopsie forgor to post this!!
part 4 of my little debut to carrot soup :] !!
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this is all i've got for now! ive been low on motivation recently so im just kinda. trying to find something that sparks anything in me,, but i may draw more panels for this, who knows! my carrot soup appreciation days certainly aren't done soooooooo
(pssst. in case u forgor or didn't know. carrot soup is this really nice really sweet good nice fic series on ao3. by @crowned-ladybug. here it is pls check it out if u liked my little visual interpretation !! )
oh yea btw i hid an amogus in this one heheee ą¶
#hlvrai#carrots au#here it issssssss!!!!#WOOOOOOOOOOO#i love this one#i really wanted to capture that wave of emotion somehow#i hope it comes across !!#rlly happy w how it turned out;; it was super fun playing around with brushes n colors n stuff!!#i hid some stuff in there referencing the original description of this scene as well as my own little bits!#lemme know if anyone wants a little breakdown of this thing#there isnt much but i loveeee rambling abt art!! as well as carrots!!#bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb#in other newssss#my brain is forcing me to write a fic#(ive never written anything ever)#(help)#so yea how do i cope with that?#i dont even have a plot or specific idea#i just gotta write Something#welp#we'll see how it goes#art tag or whatever
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My boysā¦
#I had a really great day today#it finally got me out of the funk Iāve been in for a week#I feel content and happy#I got my ass out of my room and spent some time with my family#so I made a little doodle of my boys :)#I do hope the genuine happiness and contentment come across in this doodle#and if anyone else is feeling a bit out of it I recommend going outside and doing something#itās crazy how the statement go touch some grass actually helps lol#and bring some friends along#enjoy your life#the stressors in your life will feel a bit lighter once youāve taken the time to relax#even if just for a little while#:) I hope each and every one of you have a day filled with contentment and joy#my doodles :D#submas#submas ingo#submas emmet#pokĆ©mon
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i think about splinter walking in on the aftermath of caged lungs a lot
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#canary continuity#rottmnt#like#pov: you are splinter. you have spent the past few months feeling Off#theres this odd air in your home that you cant place and some distance from your sons again#but you trust their independence and you tend to wane in and out again already#and theyve all been encouraging you to go out there and get a social life!!#even before the curse you dont know about yet theyve been nothing but supportive#maybe a bit pushy lately. but you think theyre just happy for you#teenagers are rebellious. youre sure theyll use your absence for shenanigans but thats a part of being a teen#so you go for a night out.#its a break from the odd tension youve felt#you come home feeling relaxed. lighter. youre smiling to yourself as you walk back into your home#for a moment its quiet and you can just breathe in the comfortable silence#and then you smell blood. not the faint clinging tang of it youd smelled for a few weeks and dismissed. FRESH blood#your veins chill with panic. dread prickles down your spine. you run towards the smell#and then you hear your oldest sons SCREAMING.#both of them dont scream like donnie and mikey do. they SHOUT a lot. they dont SCREAM#they dont scream like their souls are being torn out of their chest. not like that#(for a moment you freeze. and all you can think about is torn flesh and the snap of bones. cheering. blood caked across your bruised fists.#and then the panic hits you at once and you BOLT#and you walk into the culmination of fifteen years of your careless mistakes.#and nothing is ever the same again
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MARIANNE FAITHFULL performing "Tomorrow's Calling" on THANK YOUR LUCKY STARS. 11 June, 1966. (x)
#another one new to me!!#i have seen this pic but cropped but happy to come across the full pic!!#this makes me so happy!!#look at this beautiful girl#marianne faithfull#1960s#60s#1966#non edits
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letās do some autistic meta knight headcanons!! over explaining my interpretation of meta knight yet again wooooo
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this orb has NO idea how to talk to people!!! outside of work anyway. a lot of this is partially due to upbringing (suppressing his emotions all the time) but he does not know how to express emotions, likeā¦at all.
this goes into a few things
1. yeah talking is hard. even after figuring out what he wants to communicate he will struggle. conversation can be so overwhelming, especially under pressure. he will need time lol
2. because of that, forming connections is hard. i really donāt think meta is much for shallow relationships, and certainly not early in the timeline. which also means he has very little experience with friendship. so a lot of the relationships he did have went kinda neglected, and issues that probably couldāve been worked on by talking becameā¦*cough romk* escalated.
3. honestly i wouldnāt be surprised if meta convinced himself he couldnāt feel emotion (anymore) until like. katam-ish. he tried very hard lol
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vulnerability is terrifying. (though this gesture here is also just comforting, like his little cape cocoon thing he does.)
unmaskingāyeah im taking the mask thing very literally hereāis a big deal and a very slow process for mk. iām sure he has a lot of feelings on that lol. it served as a way to ensure no one could ever, yāknow, see him.
i canāt say i think heād ever fully ditch itāthereās always gonna be some days that are more stressful than others and if having it could help him get through it, it just makes sense. mainly when working.
it really is about vulnerability. granted, i donāt think he has the most expressive face (in my head every astral just tends to stare at things) but i doubt he has much control over it. canāt fake a smile but also canāt hide it. probably blushes easy because yeah, astrals; just look at kirbyās face.
just the idea that someone might be able to read his expression and know what heās feeling before heās ready for them to (or even understands it himselfā¦) yeah he doesnāt want that
but emotional turmoil aside, i think his mask also hides a lot of his stims
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remember that whole āsuppressing your feelingsā thing? yeah turns out that ignoring half your instincts isnāt a good idea. so in true meta knight style, he tries to stim as subtly as possible
1. he has the least control over his wings, so they will flick and twitch on their own. theyāre usually a good indicator of how heās feeling, not unlike the body language usually seen in cat ears and tails lol. flapping is also an extension of this of course, though he probably suppresses it more.
2. this also effects when he takes his wings out. pretty much every time heās excited or nervous it just happens. kinda makes me wonder if his wing cape ordeal might also go into the suppression thingā¦ (iād say yes, but using a cape is also very comforting so itās not necessarily a bad thing)
3. going back to the mask thing; he stims a lot underneath it. think like biting or pursing your lips. he bites his tongue and clicks his mouth. that sort of thing. his mask also makes it harder to notice that he is constantly sighing, humming, grumblingā¦all that
one nice thing about the mask though is that it helps a little bit with lights!!! woo
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(look at him and his magically floating glasses)
sensory stuffāi think heās mostly bothered by light and sound. maybe a bit of texture. heās pretty sensory avoidant and perfectly happy standing off to the side not touching anything.
the one exception to this is physical affection, which is, despite all of this, most of how he shows affection. itās a lot easier to hug someone than to try to explain your feelings for them, after all.
i think he would like pressure though. so thatās probably part of it. and iām pretty sure thereās some connection in here to fighting (dang, is that the only way he knows how to get his energy out?)
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anyway, pretty much all of this is in contrast to kirby, who i would gladly nominate as the champion of Doing Whatever He Wants. he might pick up a few bad habits, but he will never mask the way meta knight does. he might not understand how he feels, but heās in tune enough to express itā¦usually.
this is a very good thing for meta because it helps him to do the same thing. kirbyās so energetic, itās hard to not want to stim with him. it reminds meta to be kinder to himself and explore his own emotions. he can also help kirby understand themselves, so this connection is very important.
yeah, at the end of the day, everything kinda just boils down to kirby and mk as parallels
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this is the conclusion i promise
to me, metaās arc is about growing stronger by growing kinder, and this is mostly by learning to be kind to himself. letting himself be a person again, loving and understanding other people, and eventually, letting go of all the expectations placed on him and doing the things heās always wanted to doā¦
autism headcanons are fun for me because itās cathartic to write, but at the same time, it just makes sense in this sort of narrative. meta is, to me, inseparable from these things. and so is kirby! thatās a dynamic thatās a lot of fun to play with, and itās at the heart of my kirby interpretation.
if you actually read all this WOW thank you
#i almost considered not posting this on a wednesday but then i wrote everything and uhhh yeah i think i gotta so#happy cringe day wednesday#for as many notes as i have on these characters i really donāt talk about it much#but meta knight is a special case because i am terrible at subtlety and he wouldnāt be meta knight without it#so this is to contextualize some things#because of what ill have in the next few days haha#basically these are just things i consider when writing meta#but a lot of it is subtextual and i dont know how well it comes across#kirbyposting#kirby#meta knight#headcanons#autism headcanon#this is practically an essay lol oops#i have like 2/3 of a fic that explores most of this in a way i probably wonāt do again#but weāll see if i ever finish it#god kirby concepts are so fun to chew on#i overthink everything i make so much lol
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Aaronās such an underrated character on Aphblr tbh. Heās become one of my favorite characters in the cast as I rewatch more and more of Mystreet. Aaron will tease you, but heās also one of the best characters in the cast to go to for emotional support. Heāll tell you as it is, smack you upside the head when youāre being crazy and shake you back to rational normalcy, but then heāll sigh and tell you youāre gonna be just fine and everythingās gonna be okay. He is the number one (and on occasion only) holder of brain cells in the whole neighborhood. Heās the most sensible, and often the word of wisdom/rationale, much more so than Katelyn or Lucinda or Zane or Laurance are. This can often make him come off as a serious character, but heās still down to clown! He just does it in a different way!
Heās supposed to contrast Aphmauās louder, more extroverted, playful, ditzy, eccentric personality, by being quieter, more rational, more responsible, more cautious and careful, more reserved, a word of wisdom to contrast her crazier, chaotic energy and pranking and punning and ponies and general whimsical tomfoolery. But that does not, by any means, mean that he is not participating in the antics. Just because heās the only one who thought to bring a first aid kit and a safety harness doesnāt mean heās not jumping off that cliff with everyone else in this crazy cast. You tell him to dig, heāll bring shovels. He may sigh or say āoh god not againā when shit goes awry or the gang decides they are Dead Set on doing something insane for the 10,000th time, but by god he will commit. Aphmau kidnaps a baby and goes on a mad chase for a comedic bit, and he never complains about how āstupidā and ārecklessā and āobnoxiousā his girlfriend is, he just says in a completely calm tone, āNow if youāll excuse me, I need to go save my girlfriend.ā And he chases after her immediately lmao.
Aaron enables the antics and participates in them, and if you rile him up or challenge him damn well enough, he will throw himself into the group antics with an unbeatable, fiery fervor. If the boys decide theyāre all gonna pretend to be Santa and his elves in order to cause prankster-variety chaos one day, Aaron would join in and go right alongside them. Heās here to make sure it all goes to plan. Heās here to make sure you donāt break any bones when you jump off that roof like a madman. Heās here to help you run away from the cops, help you break into the building. He may chide you for doing it in the first place (ādo you even know what youāre doing?!ā), and if needed he may drag you back home if youāre barking up the wrong tree and itās nothing but detrimental to you, but if itās viable for the bit, he absolutely will show you how to break a window correctly.
And he can be a little shit if he wants to, too!! He can snicker at you and tease you and make quips, and I bet if Aaron himself dedicated his energy to it, he would make the best of pranks. Heās not an asshole thatās full of himself and too serious and stoic and cool for being silly, heās not a whiny bitch, heās actually very incredibly supportive. At times, much more so than Garroth, Laurance, Zane, Katelyn, etc. Heās reliable, he trusts Aphmau a lot, he knows how shittily Aphmau cooks and still does his damndest to support her, and he will force himself to eat her biohazardous cooking just to make her happy. He is the chef of the household. Heās good with animals, animals love him. Heās a kind guy!!! Heās just got his own unique energy and vibe to him, that no one else in the cast really has, and I really appreciate that core trait of him. Heās a grounding character. Heās probably got his own ways that heās weird and eccentric that are a lot more hidden than Aphmauās. If we didnāt have Aaron, the entire neighborhood would have burned down ages ago, ten times over.
I genuinely do believe heād make a fantastic dad, being a combination of a soft and gentle and tenderly loving man, and responsible enough to always bring safety helmets and bandaids and snacks, very supportive of his kids development, emotionally available as a great source of genuine advice and wisdom while still getting plenty of encouragement. He would probably want to make an effort to be a very different parent than his father was, and since he was emotionally neglected as a child, he would refuse to do anything similar to his own kids. Heād be a good influence (and Aphmau would be the bad influence LOL)
Heās kind of a teddy bear of a man <3 If he werenāt so heavily wolf-themed, Iād say a bear would be the best animal thatād fit his personality and energy. Heād protect you like a bear, he can be really fucking terrifying if he wants to, but heād only use that power to make sure Aphmau gets what she wants and needs to make her happy. Heād never use that terrifying intimidation factor of his on his friends and loved ones, never as anything more than a single look that has a derailing Garroth/Laurance/Travis/Dante/Gene/etc. get right the fuck back on track and start backpedaling, like if they started saying or doing something careless or stupid that made Aphmau feel worse. Heās quiet and reserved with that tired, grounded, solid energy of a bear. Heās a big guy. But he can also be really soft and supportive and sweet. He takes more time to come out of his shell and let down his walls, but when he does, he really dedicates his life to the few people he manages to trust. And itās that thick outer shell that makes Aphmau a good match for him, because sheās kinda the only character in the cast whoās able to bring him out of his shell so easily.
Sheās kind and extremely friendly, unstoppably and unendingly so. Sheās sweet and naive and selfless in the way that proves to Aaron that sheās not trying to get anything out of him, sheās not lying to him, and she would never neglect him or justā¦abandon him like a discarded toy once sheās through with him. Sheās not scared of him. She sees the best in everybody, and sees that thereās something more underneath that scary, prickly outer shell of defenses thatās managed to push everyone else away and keep the likes of Laurance and Garroth and Katelyn on their toes. She sees what no one else does, she sees the true beauty and the kind heart he has underneath. Even in MCD, when heās literally held a sword to her throat and threatened her life multiple times, she can still sense that heās full of shit and thereās a kind heart underneath, and if she does a little cultivating, extends a hand of gentle kindness and genuine affection, a kind of love and affection heās never really seen before and been starved of all his lifeā¦ it works wonders, and he steps out to meet her. He changes, drastically, because she sees the best in him, and that makes him want to become the best version of himself that he can be, for her. Where he might hate himself and grapple with feeling unloveable, Aphmau is there to remind him none of its true. And so he tries to keep her nightmares away in return, sticking by her side, taking care of her, cooking for her, encouraging her to keep doing everything she does best, defends her against the bullies that make her feel like sheās not good enough, and takes her by the shoulders to remind her that she is good enough, and all the voices out there and in her head that tell her sheās not are full of shit. Because he knows first-hand, better than most, the good things she brings to those around her and the wonderful presence she is in others lives, and how wonderful she is as a person. He trusts her. Heās here to guide her along in her path to becoming her fullest self, to give her that last big nudge to boost her along the way. Likely on a cosmic level, mainly, with her becoming Irene.
Heās very sweet, heās sweet to Aphmau, Aphmauās even sweeter to him, and genuinely Iāve learned to love the big, fluffy guy and I really appreciate him and his impact on the other characters the more and more I see of him. I donāt really know how I would enjoy Mystreet or MCD or the Aphverse without him. If he were real, I would love to give him one big hug, I bet his hugs would be amazing (topped only by Garrothās rib-crushing bear hugs)
#aphmau#aphblr#mystreet#aphverse#aaron lycan#aphmau aaron#mystreet aaron#aarons a wonderful character and a great guy#dude id trust him with anything. mans fuckin reliable#my dog. my stuff. my life#ā¦my wife#lmao#and also honestly like. as someone whose so proudly against cringe culture and tries their best to encourage others to embrace their weird#and the fun parts of life and creativity#no matter how silly or stupid or weird it is#I really have ZERO place criticizing aaron or Aphmau for being self-insert characters#ohh wow yea look heās a self insert of the directors husband. wow look she put her husband in her story#yea every time i come across a new show or comic or book that I like the nm 1 first thing I do is make sonas for me and my partner#in those shows and their worldbuilding.#āheās a self insertā as if you didnāt make five of those when you were younger. and are still doing it now to this day#I have like four or more self insert ocs. cringe culture is bullshit and we uphold cringe culture mean careless bullshit way too much on#aphblr. free the Mary sues and the self inserts. be cringe be free be weird. write that werewolf omegaverse twilight fanfiction#never grow out of your werewolf x vampire phase#and play some motherfucking minecraft#embrace the Aphmau. live that good life. Iām happy and Iām cringe and I am free#and Iām giving aaron a little kiss on his head#and pats and scritches#give scritches to your local bear today#rambling
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Unused Season 3 Bloopers from a Kickstarter reward
#marble hornets#vids#2014#mod tim#thac#you have no idea how long ive wanted to come across kickstarter bloopers. this is only some of them. im so happy
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Just a thing I'm curious about, would appreciate reblogs for sample size!
#i personally have mixed feelings even though for a very long time my name was in my bio#like... i'll feel like wow you actually know me by name??#but also kinda feel uncomfortable for no reason#and thus i have trouble using others' names#cuz i know it can be positive so i try to especially if they have it in their bio#but then i feel like i'm coming across as aggressive even? idk#i wanna know what's the general preference#sorry about the rant in the tags haha#poll#names#communication#also btw i am happy when mutuals address me by name i just have a weird relationship with names haha
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oh I am. madly in love with Ad Astra?? I can -feel- the weight of another person, the texture of their clothing, the warmth of them, their breath against your ear, the intimacy of holding someone... I absolutely adore the detail of Vasco's hand tucked into Machete's clothes, like it's not even necessarily conscious, just a little intimate thing you do when holding someone you love so much GAH I cherish this piece so much ;;
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#ouuhuh ;_;#thank you! that sounds lovely and I'm so happy to hear my art was able to convey that feeling#answered#bluestarwolf12#I remember thinking a lot of these exact things when I was drawing the piece#I sound a little deranged when I try to explain it but it's really important to me that the illusion of weight comes across believably#that the subjects have volume and mass and influence each other when they touch?#what's the word#tangible? tactile?
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sukuna and gojo use binding vows for sex, taking things like orgasm denials or touch deprivation steps further, where the other is contractually bound to not be able to do certain things, like touch themselves or touch the other etc etcĀ
one such instance being a vow where gojo has a vibrator up his ass, but he can't touch himself or remove it, until sukuna specifically, pulls it out.Ā Ā
he keeps the vibe in throughout the day, with sukuna controlling it remotely, even as they both go throughout their separate days.Ā Ā
gojo goes to have his usual breakfast, and meets yuuji at the dining room, they greet and sit next to each other. yuuji is, as always, energetic and excited to see himĀ
they make conversation, until gojo gives a jolt and starts twitching and huffing. sukuna has turned the vibrator up all the way. yuuji worries and panics and asks him what's wrong. gojo gives a breathy laugh and reassures him. he motions low and tells yuuji about the vibrator inside him, through sudden jolts and soft whimpers.Ā Ā
satoru complains about it, and yuuji advices to remove it or go and take care of himself.Ā Ā
except gojo states that he canāt and yuuji puzzles.Ā Ā
"it's... a pactāmmh!"Ā
"a pact???" yuuji's voice rises in volume, but he visibly calms, shoulders dropping into a fond sigh. "sensei, you really are..." that's all he can manage to say. reprimand is useless. gojo likes it, yuuji is well aware, he is enjoying every second of this, even as he complains.Ā Ā
gojo gives a few odd jolts, undoubtedly an odd pattern of intensity from the vibe, yuuji can guess. sudden irregular ups and downs that are not taken well by the man.Ā Ā
satoru clicks his tongue. "what is that guy doing?" he actually looks irritated for a momentāa look yuuji doesnāt get to see oftenāuntil itās broken with a sigh and his pleased, calm demeanor returns, mimicking the soft waves of pleasure across his thighs.Ā
still, yuuji can see his hands crumpled at his sides, undoubtedly wishing to use them.Ā Ā
that's when satoru perks flares up all of a sudden.Ā Ā
"actually, yuuji,ā he turns to look at him, grinning. āyou can help me" he opens his legs and lifts the edges of his kimono, his dick peeking out the fabric. yuuji gulps at the sight. satoru motions to it, giving yuuji a wordless look. yuuji hesitates for a moment, but complies, taking his hand to the cock, and starts stroking.Ā
satoru crumbles under the touch, immediately breathing out his nose and muffling moans. he leans into yuuji, wrapping an arm around his shoulders, fingers clasped in yuuji's kimono, nuzzling into his hair and whining in his ear.Ā Ā
satoru's sounds fluctuate in pitch and volume, making it known when his vibe's gotten stronger. yuuji keeps his pace and satoru spills in his hand. he twitches and sighs, soft breaths against yuuji's flushed ear.Ā
yuuji stares at the cum in his hand.Ā Ā
"you can wipe it on me,ā satoru tells him with a breath that's calmed much too fast. āmy clothes are already soiled anyways". and yuuji feels bad for it, but he obeys nonetheless.Ā Ā
satoru takes a hand to yuuji's chin and turns his face to him and gives him a kiss. short and sweet.Ā Ā
"as a reward." he smiles at yuuji. the boy surprises but takes it happily, cheeks warm and eyes softened, albeit a bit timidly. a tinge of disappointment colors the edges of his face.Ā
"you want more?" satoru brings his face to yuuji's again. the vibrations have reached a slight plateau, so his voice is steadier.Ā Ā
yuujiās face widens a bit, but he nervously chuckles, pulling back from gojo's face. "no, it's alright," he lies. "i don't want sukuna to kill me"Ā
but satoruās already pulling into him, breathing into his lips. "i won't let him <3"
"that's...actually reassuring......" yuujiās eyes flutter shut as satoru's lips meet his again.Ā Ā
and with that, they're kissing and slowly the vibrations and gojoās twitching start again.Ā satoru moves atop yuuji's lap to straddle him, and while they kiss, yuuji takes his hand between them and jerks him off again. satoru moans and gasps into his mouth, each jolt mirroring the pulses against his prostate.Ā Ā
they separate for gojo to bury his face in yuuji's shoulders, arms hugging his neck. he humps into yuuji's hand until he comes against him again.Ā
he pants and huffs atop the boy, catching his breath. yuuji's gentle arms hold him, fingers rubbing slow circles at his back.Ā Ā
satoru's breathing calms against yuujiās neck.Ā
"yuuji, u're such a good boy."Ā Ā
yuuji's heart and dick swell.Ā
#f.txt#scenario that has been plaguing my brain and i needed to share#just when they're done nobara and megumi come into the dining room#nobara twists her face. 'geh. itadori. taking advantage of a married man'#yuuji squints his eyes at her 'like u're one to talk'#nobara: still. at the breakfast table. could u be any more shameless#she says that but still makes her away to sit across them megumi following suit#megumi: go easy on him. itās probably gojo-senseiās doing anyways#gojo: oh megumi~ u know me so well#jjk#sukugo#yuugo#ę äŗ#sukugoyuu#ns4w#the moment of random ups and downs is sukuna drawing out āsatoruā in the vibrrator app bc he wants his gojo :c#meanwhile gojo's all irritated like 'what is wrong with him š' bby boy ur husband MISSES U#for context this is in my post-canon everyone lives au (well. one of them) where everything is good and happy and sukugo get married and#sukuna gets domesticated (?)#well more like. he's still bad and evil. but he's tamed i guess#he (begrudgingly) coexists with everyone else and behaves lmao#also everyone kinda lives together? it's a bit of a weird situation idk#anyways#this kinda made me want to write again. i havent written in so long#tho i suppose this does count as writing#i also have more stuff to add to this ill do some rbs !!
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