#so getting the usual lonely
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when your main characters start dating after years of writing so they finally get to be like this
#rare WIP preview from me#this is in like. 10 episodes. lmfao#its been really hard working this far ahead#my editor isnt giving me any feedback and my friends are very busy so it's felt quite lonely#which is fine! for my friends I mean. but its my editors job to give me feedback...#but the webtoon editors are extremely extremely extremely overworked and my series is set to end so I understand its low priority#its not her fault its webtoons fault. however. its still demotivating...#oh well l m a o#I should be much further ahead ngl LMFAO I want like 12 done but I come back in 2 weeks.#we'll see#when I get really stressed out I go full gamer mode#and usually I'll sink like 60 hours (like 5 days) into a game and then I'm good and move on#but this recent game that grabbed me is. its too much actually#bit uncontrollable ngl I think its an ADHD thing I mostly have just quit playing videogames at all#cause its like yeah being stressed cause theres too much work to do is not going to be helped by losing a week and a half to a game...#and yet.#anyways the game is satisfactory#my friend bought it for me and we've been playing together#and our shared file has. 100 hours on it. and we still havent beaten the game#we're close to beating it and it's not like we're rushing or anything#cause its fun to fuck around and zap eachother or whatever#but it's got me doing math. the exact kind of math I love to do. optimization#and its reminding me yeah in another life id have been an engineer#I'm glad I'm an artist but its always weird like yeah this is easily a path I could have gone down#'artists hate math' speak for yourself doing math calms me down! I love math!#I love math and I love business. I'm almost the perfect artist but I hate advertising so. we can't have it all#anyways theyre so fucking cute its sickening. I love them so much. I could cry#WIP#lineart#time and time again
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May I interest you in a kaiju sandwich with Gen, Kafka, and Soshiro?
#my art#kaiju no. 8#kafka hibino#gen narumi#soshiro hoshina#hoshikaf#kafhoshi#naruhoshi#narukaf#???#gen x kafka seems even more obscure#that needs to be fixed yall#i like to imagine gen and soshiro have a crush on eachother#but they are both down bad for kaf and get super competitive about it#now if you'll excuse me#i need to take a shower cause I reek of lonely homo#more so than usual
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GUYS.
Clear image michael has a cat and its name is Private Pea and it's very small
#my art#private pea oc#i think its name is hilarious#clear image au#bc honeycomb is probably lond dead :( so michael is lonely and catless#but instead of getting an old cat like usual#she finds a kitten#smthn smthn symbolizing a new beginning and that shes free of gertrude
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im a sozoposter now. lamb loves sozo :)
#cult of the lamb#tw drugs#cotl sozo#cotl lamb#cult of the lamb is so stylized so translating the character designs to my style is a lot of fun#i may have made sozo too pretty i fear#i hc sozo is pretty touchy when hes high. usually affectionate but here he's kinda just holding onto them to stay oriented#the lamb is pretty used to it and doesnt mind i think it gets pretty lonely being the lamb#they're friends :)#the lamb is an enabler but believes in harm reduction lol#this is still a kirby blog im just having a cotl moment#bc im not making another blog lol
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I hate that they gave Sam a stupid reason for hating Halloween (he embarrassed himself at a Halloween party) when his initial reason for hating Halloween, that his life FUCKING SUCKED was a much better reason
Like he had an alcoholic father that was lost in his grief and who didn’t try to make anything special for him and his brother never mind the holiday that happens 2 DAYSSSS before the anniversary of his wife’s death
Like he says it himself. He doesn’t care about Christmas or Halloween. He never trick or treated. They had kfc for Christmas. His first experience of a family holiday was with someone else’s family. No one ever cut the crusts of his sandwiches!!!!
Like dean sees Halloween and horror movies and dressing up as escapism. Halloween was probably his fav for the opportunity to escape his life for a night and get free treats that he wouldn’t usually get.
Sam sees holidays as depressing reminders of how shitty his life is 💯
#the image of dean and Sam in make shift costumes and dean is so happy to be running door to door getting all the sweets he wants and there’s#a black and white horror movie marathon happening tonight and they actually get that channel at the motel they r staying at and everything#that is usually so big and scary is fun and playful for just one night#like dean 💕💕💕#meanwhile for Sam is just empty cuz it’s just another time they’re alone and John never bothered to show up and when they go back to the#motel they’re gonna be alone and he hates his life so much and he’s so lonelyyyy#oh my god he was so lonely 😭😭😭
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TK/Carlos + Touch
↳ 4.18 In Sickness and In Health
#911 lone star#911lsedit#tk/carlos + touch#tarlos#tk strand#carlos reyes#there are more b&w stills in this one than usual i think but i just couldn't stop myself#i needed to freeze too many moments in time#the small smile on carlos' face as he goes to kiss his husband#for me it's the last gif though#the way tk is rubbing his thumb over carlos' hand. it's so soft.#my gifs#queue it up#(i'm going to schedule this and then completely forget about it until i start getting notes i'm sure)#episode: s04e18 in sickness and in health#tarlos touch series
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THE ENERGY AND CHAOS IN KUUKOUS MOVEMENT
THE CALMNESS AND MEASURE IN GHOST KUUKOUS MOVEMENT
#vee queued to fill the void#STILLNESS AND MOTION I LOVE THIS SONG LMAO#I LOVE GHOST KUUKOU EVEN THO IDK HIM YET AHHHHHHHHHHHH#THAT INHALE BEFORE HE MOVES INTO ACTION IS EVERYTHING TO ME#IS THIS A KUUKOU THAT CONSIDERS HIS ACTIONS INSTEAD OF TRUSTING HIS PRINCIPLES#IS HE A KUUKOU THATS NOT SO QUICK TO ACT???? MAYBE BC HE SEES SO MANY PATHS AND BRANCHES?????#as far as i can tell??? ghost kuukou is rapping how all the sad and lonely people die the same#but if you turn your eyes towards him he’ll save you from this society where there’s no meaning in living#AND WHEN HE SAYS SALVATION HE SMILES ALL PRETTILY AND ITS HIS ONLY SMILE AS HE BECOMES A BEACON OF LIGHT#WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH GHOST KUUKOU ILY ALREADYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY#AND THEN BOY WE ALL KNOW AND LOVE AT PEAK COCKY AND PEAK BRAT#PREACHING THAT USUAL SPIEL DESTROY ALL WICKEDNESS DONT LET ANYTHING HOLD YOU DOWN AND FOLLOW YOUR OWN TRUTHS#BELIEVE IN THYSELF BITCH LMAO#that ghost kuukou memory card where he’s surrounded by delinquents and him saying he’ll be the light to guide#feels a lot like his nb self actually lol like it lines up with what happened when he first landed in bukuro#it’s neat ‘s all lol i hope i get to see how they interact with each other soon 😭😭😭
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Just a bit of lore relevant vent art (with terrible proportions bc apparently I mess that up horribly when I'm tired ugh. Watch me regret posting this tomorrow. The head size is already driving me mad bc it's too big, and I can feel myself wanting to abort this mission already) of Mourynn just, lying down on top of one of those large elevated Pale Tree roots far above the Grove (and far away from everyone else), and during the time between the early years and before the Personal story. Caithe is gone (Destiny's Edge), Wynne is gone (bc well, y'know...), even Faolain is gone (bc of Caithe in DE), and she's just feeling miserable, lost, and alone. (Her hair is in between her sapling hair and the Zhaitan hair, so it's grown out a bit bc she's depressed, and she's meant to be in the new outfit she designed, but I'm in the process of redesigning it a bit, so I've made a few tentative changes for now. Her collar is now just an extension of her clavicle leaves which can be put up like a collar, or can be draped down over her shoulders or back)
#gw2#sylvari#artgallery#mourynn#mourynn art#I've just been so tired lately bc of work#also just going a bit stir crazy with the silence (lonely; but alas I unfortunately suck at starting convos bc I have nothing interesting t#talk about and work has been draining my social energy; making it even harder :( (I'd rather burn the social energy with friends yknow?)#it's getting a wee bit better; but I haven't had much time or energy to even game while we're in the midst of our busiest season :(#I miss hanging out and chatting with my buds; but the universe insists on keeping us apart :(#just miss having something to look forward to throughout my day. Been trying to fill it with other things; but the depresso is overriding i#Mostly just been me with my thoughts and that is just bad bc I got so many horrors in there lmao.#I wanna at the very least; draw more or game more to distract from it; but work is sapping all my time and energy from it.#but also it's very quiet on my end and it's kicking my overthinking into overdrive so I#Ive just been fighting with my mind lately lmao#hopefully this will all pass soon so I won't obsessively keep thinking about it loll#lol I'd post this in the servers but it's vent art so it feels a bit weird to do; so it's going straight to home video w/o a theater releas#hopefully once work calms down it'll help#(I have so many long shifts makes me so frustrated bc I hate them and I run out of steam half way through)#other than all that I'm doing fine lol. My brain's always been like this; But I usually only get like this during the winter season#(bc of the holidays making everything quiet and also the SAD) so it feels weird having this exact same feeling happen to me in July lol
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YASUGAP BLAST!!!!!!
#can you tell I don’t know how to draw babies#I think it would be cute if they had twins when they got older#and I think usually gappy sleeps under the mattress but whenever he gets lonely Yasuho will lay on top of him with like 9 weighted blankets#so he still gets the weight#but also can snuggle her#idk#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#jojo no kimyou na bouken#my art#jjba fanart#yasugap#ship art#yasuho hirose#jjba yasuho#jojo yasuho#yasuho x gappy#gappy higashikata#jjba gappy#jojo gappy#josuk8#jojolion#JJBA part 8#jojo part 8#jojolion fanart
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The overwhelming power of the doting grandparent.
#ffxiv#zenos yae galvus#adventurer zenos#oc#atticus van simularus#he's dealt with four separate generations of galvus' and several wars- nothing fazes him anymore#ah just one of those days I wanted to draw something wholesome#where others see zenos as a weapon or a monster- atticus always saw the quiet lonely kid#a mental image that still hasnt left him LOL even to zenos' annoyance#adventurer zenos after all these years finally understands why tsukiko gets so flustered whenever atticus is involved#he has the “hardened warrior serious judge” or the “im gonna make sure all your needs are cared for youre not going home hungry” energy#and with the twins- or any orphan kid he's helped take care of- and zenos its usually the latter#I also dont know why I just imagine little bookwyrm having the same energy as magnai's little sun to him
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sorry i've been quiet my body has been spending these months grace larping (depression bad, anxiety bad, i am cold, joints hurt, -100 social buff that makes talking to people feel impossible, yearning for some weird pirate whimsy to come back & bring me a little joy)
#i wanna stop feeling like 60% bad all the time it is getting annoying#i'm lonely & i wanna talk to people but my brain doesn't wanna talk to people & i have nothing to say#so then i get anxiety over feeling like i don't belong anywhere. auuuuuuuugh#i usually throw myself into hobbies to Make myself have something to talk about#and bc it makes me feel better#but my chronic pain hasn't been.letting me draw much. it's such a horrible looping cycle i hate it !!!!#it's all like 90% connected to chronic pain. like i Know it is but there really isn't much more i can do about it#it'll pass. but in the meantime? i Sad#save me ocs ocs save me#fredspeaks
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Every time there are some discourses on who’s side is correct on any slight problem TK and Carlos have, I always come and read this.
They’re both imperfect people with different trauma and coping methods but they do love each other so much to work on being better and be together
#if I had a nickel the same argument getting played over and over again#especially when the tone is very racist….. need to take a deep breath and pretend you don’t exist#they’re both imperfect people but they loved each other so much to try#it’s always the same ‘side’ of people who usually creates fake account#911 lone star#tarlos#not going to rant too much but their argument is always about seeing relationship as two people playing game.#‘Carlos can do this because TK did this’#etc etc you get what I meant
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#sweet cuddlebug :(#alanposting is like my nightcap. every evening I think… time to post him and go to bed#james spader#alan shore#boston legal#*#he looks so sad omg. he was so lonely and she just left… I would never do that to him…..#imagine alan so sleepy. not morning lazy happy sleepy but after a long day he’s so tired and can’t keep his eyes open#he can barely get his suit off before crawling into bed. heavy eyelids heavier than usual. tucking him in and he’s mumbling half asleep
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I wish I knew more about music or like how to talk about it in depth because the tsp soundtrack literally makes me feel so many emotions and I don’t even have the words to express why it makes my heart claw out of my chest (major rambling in the tags lol)
#crow thoughts#LIKE. ITS NOT JUST ME RIGHT.#THE MUSIC IN THIS GAME HITS GOOD#like. rn I’ve been nonstop thinking about the epilogue music that plays while you’re traveling to the memory zone#(the video from earlier played a bit of it and it’s been looping in my head)#AND IT JUST. DOES SO WELL AT CONVEYING THE EMPTY LONELY WASTELAND THAT WAS ONCE THE MEMORY ZONE……#like it’s not chipper or upbeat like how it usually is#it’s empty. it’s lonely. it’s looking for something.#<- AND MAYBE ITS A REACH BUT. it sounds eerily close to the freedom ending track#the way it opens at least has that same sort of tone but just the beginning parts#and like. idk if that’s just me feeling that way but. I AM THINKING ABOUT IT.#also a very fun neat one but the bottom of the kind control facility song-#-having a cute simple version of it playing in the background of the bucket version of that ending#idk it’s just so fun I love it. I love it A LOT#(is that a leitmotif? I think so. when a song reuses parts of another song right?)#also I love the way they use the music within the game if that makes sense#such a good navigation between when and when not to play the track#like when you first start up/restart and stand in Stanley’s office it’s got the music playing in the background#and it follows you till you get to the two doors; your first choice and when the music fades out/stops#I know there’s the coward ending as a choice but the two doors is like yknow. the first big choice the game introduces to you directly#<- IDK…….I JUST THINK ITS GOOD……….
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i feel so at peace but at the same time so chaotic and drained
#it’s literally been wavessss of emotions lately#life feels weird w no friends or a partner but it is peaceful#i’ve been spiraling lately bc i’ve been feeling lonely#but i have to keep reminding myself that i’ll attract the right people eventually#right now i’m focusing on finding myself again and being content w where i am bc ive been so so so hard on myself lately#it’s better to have solitude rather than faking my personality around the wrong people#i deserve to be loved for who i am and i’ll wait to love the future people that come into my life#things will be okay and i know now that it isn’t time for a relationship#my first wlw crush and i are still flirting and talking everyday but i knowwww i cant get involved bc i still have sm to worry about#i do love her so much but we both have shit we need to figure out and we’d probably destroy each other if we decided to fully fall in#i’m ranting rn guys but this is the first halloweekend i didn’t go out and i was kinda sad abt it but im also SO glad bc i usually act so#stupid and dumb when i drink impulsively#it’s for the best#i don’t drink as much as i used to and that in itself should be something i am proud of#hehe anyways ily all and if you read this entire thing i love u even more#personal
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911 lone star fashion -> every grace outfit
↳ 2.09
#911 lone star#911lsedit#grace ryder#every grace outfit#911ls fashion#the dress underneath this coat is definitely the previous outfit I posted lol#my gifs#queued post#usually I’d have a marjan outfit posted instead but I have so many of these phone call gifs I gotta get through lmao 😅
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