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My darling paramour, my infernal flame, my Figueroth.
#so feral about them honestly#the mortifying ordeal of being known was just speedrun to get to the rewards of being loved#figayda#fig faeth#ayda aguefort#d20 fhjy#fantasy high#my art#dimension 20
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@korblez going through my stuff reminded me of some unfinished stuff that I don't think ever going to be fully finished, but i have a more finished version of so
This, for example. Tiri met a varren first time she got on the citadel and, well, let's just say that encounter left an impression
#honestly dude you dug up so much stuff and now I am feeling feral about so many stuff at once#my art#mass effect#oc#turian oc#oc: Lantiria#kryterius#cause they r also here#kinda#but it's not about them lol
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kuusuke bought a house for his parents and people still say he hates his family smh
#like yeah he might have left for 5 years to get away from them but we all need our alone time 🥰#how rich is kuusuke anyway to afford something like that??#there are so many small moments that show kuusuke's character really well#it makes me feral#honestly if i was in kuniharu's shoes i would've just taken the free house#it makes me so angry whenever people hate on kuusuke but know literally nothing about him#“hes in love with kusuo!” did we watch the same show?#kusuke saiki#kuusuke saiki#saiki kuusuke#saiki kusuke
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The phrase 'to carry a child' is to me such an unbearably tender description. You're carrying it? Nurturing and protecting it? Freely giving it what it needs until it is ready for birth? 'Going to have a baby' speaks of the hope of promise, but 'carrying a baby' gives the same implication to me, only with an added beauty of what is happening immediately as well as the future.
#midwifery#i just i have so many feelings about pregnancy and babies and women and motherhood#and i want it#i unironically think 'this would fix me' about certain things#like one of the things we get taught about is how to approach and what to avoid when dealing (specifically antenatally tho we'll go into it#more when we learn specifically about postnatal care which is next semester) with women with a history of eating disorders#specifically anorexia but also any other one. obvs yo ube more careful around weight and potentially watch her more closely because#pregnancy can trigger relapses for obvious reasons#but also there are plenty of cases where pregnancy helps#in some cases it is literally what helps them to recover from an active eating disorder#i don't know the intersection between pregnancy and eating disorders is so interesting to me#honestly if i were to go into research in any way that would probably be my preferred field of research#there are many things that make me go absolutely feral and midwifery is a field that does that to me so much
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small town AU where:
Scott and Melissa moved there after losing the house during the divorce and she's working at the rural clinic while he's working under Dr. Deaton.
Stiles is still the kid of a sheriff and the sheriff's department takes care of beacon hills as well as the surrounding other small towns in the county :)
Four words, Livestock Veterinarian Alan Deaton! Four more bonus words Livestock Veterinary Assistant Scott!!! A bunch of more words Deaton and Scott with cute little baby farm animals!!!!!!!!
(if i truly had the energy to do so, i would love to continue writing my livestock vet Scott + farmhand Stiles fic, but that's a different AU)
Derek Hale is a city kid turned farmhand on an old man's farm (the old man in question is Elias, Stiles' grandfather)(and to the question why is Stiles or his father working at the farm is because 1. Elias lets his son work as a sheriff because whatever and 2. Stiles is a walking disaster no way is he letting that boy in charge of farm chores nuh uh not even on a lazy almost fall summer day where there's not much than the usual morning feeding also 3. Derek was only hired after Elias accepted that he was not as young and capable as he used to be and Noah and Stiles put themselves in charge of finding a farmhand)(Derek was the only one to send in a reply to their job ad) and the farm primarily raises sheep for meat and wool but I'd like to think that after Derek started working there a few years back he'd regularly add in new animals every summer or so. Sometimes he'd raise poultry, sometimes it's a small drove of pigs, sometimes it's not even animals but just a crop of pumpkins and squash and tomatoes and cucumbers!!
Derek loves the sheep. He's a shepherd through and through.
Jackson is not a whittemore but a miller, except his parents just died a bit later into his life and he lives with the whittemores on their large scale hay farm where there's an added bonus (to me)! h o r s e s !!!!
(all of this is just a way for me to write my fav characters interacting with my longest running obsession of all time, horses)
Lydia's mother owns the town's bistro/bar, her father owns the lodge built next to it. It used to be a whole business but it split with the divorce but there's still the whole B&B package deal to this day as it's wayyyyy too popular to risk losing business by stopping it.
Allison moved there pretty recently and the guns business her family owns fits in pretty well with the need for safety of the farmer and their livestock from predators and also for the wild game hunters in the late summer through fall hunting season.
Scott and Lydia bonding over being two kids from a divorced family. Scott and Lydia bonding over having pet dogs (Roxy is alive and Prada and her are absolute besties). Scott and Lydia being partners in science projects. Scott and Lydia spending wayy too long staring into each others eyes than how much friends would. Scott and Lydia realizing they want to be more than friends.
Stiles spouting off cool animal facts that Scott 100% already knew but acts like he didn't because both of them are stupidly in love with each other.
Scott meeting Derek when on the job. He can't help but crush over Derek and his enthusiasm over regenerative agricultural practices.
Jackson trying to impress Scott and Stiles by trotting up and down the main street on his horse. (I live laugh love by my Scott/Stiles/Jackson agenda) He also gets his dad to bring his horse over to school so he can just ride on it back home, in hopes of impressing Scott and Stiles but Scott is too invested in Stiles animal facts that they only way Jackson really has a chance was when Scott came over with Deaton for an emergency check up on a rogue cow on their property that was limping bad. Jackson straight up embarasses himself because he's a loser :P but Scott finds the attempt endearing and asks if he'd want to hang out with him and Stiles. It's the beginning of a slippery slope of 'Oh. Oh.' realizations for the three of them.
Scott and Allison meeting each other at the bistro and it starts a blossoming relationship that tugs at the heartstrings. It's cute little notes during class and hanging out at the bistro over hot chocolate even on hot days and going over to each others house to watch TV to cuddle under the same blanket and quick glances at each other and it's so goshdarn cute.
BASICALLY, SCOTT/EVERYONE because I can't choose which ship to go with this au because Scott DESERVES everyone and everyones ALSO DESERVES Scott :D
#this is just a bunch ive thought about this AU#more characters would also be in this au but i havent thought so thoroughly about them being in this au yet#Scott McCall#Stiles Stilinski#Derek Hale#Jackson Whittemore#Lydia Martin#Allison Argent#Scott/everyone#Scydia#Sciles#Scerek#Scackson#Scott/Stiles/Jackson#Scallison#Teen Wolf#feral says things#myfic#I THINK ABOUT THIS FIC AND THEN I GO AND PLAY NEED FOR SPEED INSTEAD OF WRITING AAAAAA#honestly tho i should write a street racing au oneshot again those are soooo fun
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not to out myself on main but Katsuki Bakugo continues to make me fucking insane
#there is a REASON he's in my list of top five fav characters#that boy makes me RABID-#literally hes the only reason ive kept up with the manga. that and ive stuck with it for so long i wanna see how it ends#anyway just finished pacing and ranting and Decimating an apple bc. be cause.#i saw someone go 'wait bakugo is save to win?'#YES! YES! HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN SAVE TO WIN HIS ENTIRE CHARACTER IS SAVE TO WIN#HIS ACTUAL BATTLES HAVE ALWAYS BEEN FOCUSED ON SAVING#I HAVE BEEN SCREECHING THIS AT MY CEILING FOR YEARS HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN SAVE TO WIN!!!!#marking him as Win To Save is a fundamental misunderstanding of his character IM SORRY IT IS. IT IS#he has ALWAYS focused more on saving while izuku goes straight for the enemies' jugular#god. hes just. FINALLY BAKUGO GETS TO SHINE and Everyone gets to see who he really is im feral#the moment i saw him i was fascinated and over the years his character has aged like a FINE fuckin wine#its so rare to find a character with such stellar development. like damn. fuck. hes catnip to me#he started my love of analyzing the fuck out of characters and striving to understand them the best i can#punching a wall and wailing YOU DONT KNOW HIM LIKE I DO#honestly if i ever did a video essay it would be on him. and why he's such a good fucking character#say what you will about bnha but god damn he's phenomenal. horikoshi really went tf off with him#BAKUGO BBY IM SO GLAD YOU'RE BACK ITS BEEN SO LONG <3#absolutely unprompted#i literally. i literally got a bkdk charm keychain#both bc yeah theyre iconic but also i could not resist the bakugo on it. hes too cute#i finally feel excited for the manga and the story again bc MY BOY IS BACK IN THE GAME LETS GOOOOOO#cant wait to see him absolutely slay serve Steal The Spotlight#stg hes gonna save all might AND take down afo while broccoli boy handles McCrusty#lets go bakugoooo LETS FUCKING GOOOOO#WE ARE SO FUCKIGN BACK BABEYYYYYYY#bakugo? no. bakuback!!!#BC HES NO LONGER DEAD ON THE GROUND YEEHAW HAWYEE
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Day 112 | id in alt
Why does the cursed technique harm Inumaki but not okkotsu? Is it stupid???
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#inumaki toge#I love making Inumaki and Kugisaki interactions can you tell#They're so goofy and i didn't realize Inumaki would be the one holding Kugisaki by the scruff to make sure she dosent do first degree#the most caring of the second years has his hands full with the most feral first year#you get it Inumaki#she is still their favorite first year btw#i hc Inumaki has gender fluid bc ya#why not#Kugisaki finding Inumaki putting sugar in the salt container and vice versa and talking to her so casually you wouldn't think about it#they're so silly to me#maki is caring to Kugisaki but thats because shes extremely biased honestly. freak ass. i love her.#tweaking over INUMAKI being the most caring of the second years CANONLY#sorry i had to repeat it bc it didn't latch on quite yet kmao#im inconsistent with the scars my apolocheese#i still know she has them its in my delusional ass head permanently
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golden deer appreciation post. you guys are so fucking normal i love that for you <3
#fe3h#doing a playthrough of black eagles with a friend#and my god they're such freaks (endearing)#black eagle house#golden deer house#fire emblem three houses#claude von riegan#edelgard von hresvelg#fire emblem#like the golden deer have their quirks sure sure they have their Intense Malaise whatever#but god they're so normal (esp. about byleth) and i honestly love that for them#every goddamn member of the black eagles is going to die on the SPOT if the professor doesn't return their undying love (romantic or platon#meanwhile the deer are like yeah thats our professor aren't they neat? points to byleth glowing in the corner#not that the unhinged feralness isn't appealing of course it very much is#i just think the golden deer are Good for byleth in a way that's hard to describe lol
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the duality of misao being one of the few psychiatrists in arkham that has actually made progress with some of their patients and treats them like human beings, but also someone who does a complete 180° later + EATS her patients and gaslights people who ask about them into thinking they were never committed there is currently making me go feral. like girlll why are you like this JSJSJ
#ALL POWER DEMANDS POWER AND SACRIFICE: musings.#NO SLEEP OF THE INNOCENT. NOT FOR YOU: character study.#and whenever i say it's making me go feral i mean it both puzzling as well as intriguing to me that misao seems to not be on ANYONE'S-#side even when it may seem like she might just care about her patients bc she not only gaslights any of the staff and patients who ask abou#them into thinking that the person was never there BUT also destroys records of them ever having been there which would take quite a bit#of effort on her part to do and that is just. wow but like i said here misao is probably one of the only doctor's throughout the years who-#have treated their patients with empathy (even if most of it is faked on her part JSJSJ) and even does thing's like keep a cupboard-#full of snacks in her office for them so that they could have something better to eat than the cafeteria food...#and that is why i believe that it honestly wouldn't be too far-fetched for misao to end up having a redemption arc because-#she honestly doesn't like a LOT of the staff there because they still advocate for the use of barbaric practices like ECT on fully-#conscious people and as a regular treatment when it should be done under anesthesia / while the patient is asleep and be a 'last resort'#kind of thing you know? plus she has heard them talk about her behind her back before bc they think misao's 'weird' sooo yeah.#she isn't COMPLETELY evil but she still does thing's like eat people which is heinous in and of itself but even more so when there's-#a power imbalance between you + the other person because some people in there i could imagine would probably grow to trust her-#as an authority figure buttt misao would fully intend to take advantage of that so she could eat. and that is uhhh TERRIBLE to say the leas#tw: mentions of cannibalism.#tw: mentions of medical malpractice.#tw: manipulation.#tw: mentions of a power imbalance.
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The funny thing is, The Cruel Prince made me absolutely feral when I first read it. HOWEVER. It was not because I gave a fuck about Cardan. Because I didn't. I didn't give it a single fuck.
I was too busy having ENORMOUS feelings about Jude and her step-father.
Like?? I'm sorry?? You ruined my life, and yet that is simply your nature?? When you took me in you were being responsible, and you tried your best to love me, but in the process your ruined me for the human world?? Your murdered my mom, but you read me bedtime stories??
WHO CARES ABOUT CARDEN, ARE YOU GUYS FUCKING SEEING THIS???
#I went absolutely frothing at the mouth over her relationship to her Fae family#It was honestly the best part of the book#so I just skipped B2 entirely and read B3 to see how it would end LOL#the romance is good actually. I did came to care about it.#but it does NOT compare to the yummy yummy tension and tragedy and longing#of loving your dead parents and loving your adoptive dad WHO MURDERED THEM#And the Fae aspect makes it so so so so so much more yummy#because as a human. You could always have just. Not killed them.#He could have just not killed Jude's parents.#but he's not human. He's a creature made for murder.#how can you resent him for not being human?#and yet how could you not?#his love and care changed Jude forever. so much that she and her twin; THE HUMANS; were forever lost to the human world.#HER ACTUAL FAE SISTER WOULD HAVE LEFT#But Jude's love and life with her murderous father took her from the human world!!#CAN YOU SEE WHY I'M FERAL ABOUT THIS I'M FUCKING FERAL ABOUT THIS#FUCK CARDEN I WANT THE FAMILY FEELS#(NHAM NHAM NHAM)
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Hii<33 will you tease us with hints of your current projects?
hello! 👀 due to a number of things happening off-screen for me i would say that i'm currently in "fucking around" mode without a huge number of actual tangible projects going on? like im doing a lot of "open new doc > write down vague idea > add 1,000 odd words > don't finish the project" which. doesn't feel great. but hey ho.
the biggest thing is that i'm doing a merlin big bang and am trying to wrap up the details of that project because i've committed now, except i can't give any details about because it all needs to stay anonymous 😅 either way that'll be out in like, august!
yeah in terms of other fandoms that i have written more stuff more in the past im just sorta,,,, languishing i guess??? like i'm still writing but it's really hard to be excited about WIPs and tell people & have them get excited and then just never finishing anything 🤷
#like i dunno man i was trying to finish so many big projects in full before sharing but it just kind of meant nothing got finished#& that got disheartening ngl#youd think 20+ years of adhd would have gotten me used to that feeling but alas#sorry this got morose lmfao#anyway i'd love to write FOR something again because thats always gratifying & i could do with a structure#asks#anon#to be clear: i do want to talk about my WIPs and i really appreciate you asking! because i'm very excited that you want to hear about them!#today is just not the right day for it & i will maybe have to get back to you in like. 3-5 business days.#quite honestly i think that i need to write a bunch of short shit that is entirely self indulgent and rough around the edges#to get back on whatever the fuck feral energy i had at the start of 2021#this will also likely manifest in me randomly posting the first chapters of various multichaps
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okay. it's time i broke my silence. i'm obsessed with baldur's gate 3 and it has brought me back to tumblr in the Year Of Our Lord 2023. i haven't been active on tumblr since the dark days of GoT. im fucking insane
#like honestly i thought i'd never be here again#but here i am!!!! absolutely feral and crazy!#i do miss the p*rn so i'll still keep twitter but like#holy macaroni#someone talk to me about halsin#and wyllstarion#and bloodweave#and shadowzel#i have a lot of feelings and nowhere to scream them coherently so#guess i'm fucked!!! gotta update all my tumblr shit now! insane! wild!#bg3
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By the way guys, they released the list of other songs they’re gonna be using in part two.
I’m just gonna leave this here:
IM ACTUALLY GONNA GO SPONTANEOUSLY COMBUST, GO CRY, THROW MYSELF OFF THE NEAREST BRIDGE, AND BURY MYSELF ALIVE, IN FACT.
ADDING “YOU BELONG WITH ME” AS THE LAST SONG ON THIS LIST—MEANING IT’LL PROBABLY BE AT THE END OF EPISODE EIGHT—IS ACTUALLY SO CRUEL. LIKE. WHY WOULD THEY DO THAT IF THAT ISNT INTENTIONAL??? SCREAMING.
IM DEAD. IM LITERALLY SOBBING. SCREAMING. CRYING. THROWING UP. HEAVING FOR MY LIFE. HOWLING. HYPERVENTILATING. GIGGLING. KICKING MY FEET. GAGGED.
lord have mercy on my soul. I’m never gonna recover from part two on Thursday. I’m literally going to ✨p a s s a w a y✨. HELP.
#yeah#I just thought I’d share this with you#I thought it would be a literal hate crime NOT to#i’m not okay with this#i’m not okay#i’m going crazy#i’m going insane#i’m going to cry#i’m going feral#i’m going to scream#i’m super happy about it tho#honestly i’m losing my mind#I’m so sorry for the person I’m about to become over the next YEAR#i’m just a girl#like how is this real#how is this okay#screaming crying throwing myself against a wall#feral#the way i’m feral for polin#it’s honestly not okay at this point#i think i need to start going to therapy.#i will go down with this ship#polin#bridgerton#me when polin#me when polin are married and in love#live laugh love polin#i love polin#polin bridgerton#i love them
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I've been re reading The Locked Tomb and I promise I'm being so normal about it
#im not#im really not#i am going completely insane#i am fucking feral over these books#im almost done with Nona and Im honestly going to go restart Gideon as soon as I finish it#ive been listening to the audiobooks because it's easier to make time but that also means I'm getting through them faster#which is great#it makes it easier to actually remember things#but it also means im getting through them a lot faster#very fun but not exactly great for keeping me sane and normal about these damn characters#im gonna go back and actually read them so I can annotate at some point#but that'll be when i go back home and can actually grab my copies#for now I will listen and go completely insane#my post
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winter in Times Square, 1980s (source credit)
#winter photos in cities make me go feral#i don't know what it is about them#maybe the way the snow blankets everything#so places that are normally fast and loud are quiet for a little moment#and the way that lights shine through the snow#it's making me honestly excited to come back to north america#winter photography#vintage#new york#times square
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After starting season 4 in September my friend and I are finally finishing it tonight 🎉🎉🎉🎉
#the true love I have for them to wait this long to go through a show I’m so fucking feral about#then onto s5 and I’m. not ready honestly.#I read the episode synopsis so I know how s4 ends and I’m SCARED#august chatters
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