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03/09/1998 - happy birthday to the king, the legend, the light of my life (and the actor that he is) 🥺
~ ⋆˙⟡ ♡˙⟡ ✨🫶🏻💘🫳🏻🐈⬛🍊⋆˙⟡ ♡˙⟡ ~
#first kanaphan#gmmtv#happy birthday pookie!!!!! 🥺#had about 4 breakdowns making this#it also took 3 hours bye lmao#but anyway!!!!!!!#my boyfie!!!!! my hubby!!!!!!! love of my life!!!!!!!#hes my favorite child (one of them) & i luv him more than anything :(#hes clearly also gods favorite bc look at him#he has the prettiest face and the most beautiful soul to go with it so clearly#he is a man written by a woman#may 26 bring him everything he wants and dreams and hopes for and more#also brb crying over his squishy little face in WUL wolf and the shipper 😩😭🤏🏻#im so emotional#he deserves the world#series in chronological order:#wake up ladies#wolf#the shipper#blacklist#not me#astrophile#the eclipse#our skyy2#moonlight chicken#only friends#the heart killers#(2x)#eras in order:#purple = 2018-2020 (baby era); orange = 2021-2023 (soft era); green = 2023-present (dark era)
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*Skitters up to you on all fours and drops this in your lap, then scrambles up the walls and onto the ceiling and immediately falls asleep*
Comic time! Lucky wakes up in the middle of the night and has a chat with Sen in this one.
#ah yes. the struggle of seeing yourself as a machine incapable of truly having an emotional connection with others#no matter how deeply you long for such things#whilst simultaneously seeing that deep longing within you as a mistake. a flaw. an imperfection#you were made to be absolute and impartial#to be biased in favor of your charges beyond that which your ‘programming’ dictates is shameful#you are broken. you are flawed. you want and you want and you want and you’ve never stopped /wanting./#you aren’t supposed to worry or care or love. you weren’t made for it.#and if you were not made for it then you simply cannot worry or care or love.#these /things/ that haunt you and make you inefficient are not emotions.#they are your imperfections; flaws in your make; symbols of your failures to live up to your purpose#you are broken. you are flawed. and you want so deeply that you can scarcely keep the longing inside you#such a failure you are; to not only survive the fall of the metropolis you were built to give your life to defend#but also to stoop to and revel in such indulgent imperfections as these false emotions the moment your makers are gone to dust#Fun Fact! Sen doesn’t require sleep#and spends every evening standing outside of Sharpedo Bluff / whatever campsite the gang have set up to guard the entrance.#she doesn't stay inside at night because it wasn't something done in the metropolis she hails from.#sentries are meant to watch over their charges. they are not meant to indulge in the pleasant and dry warmth of their homes.#Kip hears about this eventually (he thought it was just Sen not trusting people enough to sleep around them) and FLIPS OUT#“PLEASE would you come inside IT'S LITERALLY HAILING”#Sen is taking so much hail damage and has the gall to look at him and say “You should return to your home. the weather is unfavorable”#Kip just screams into his hands because he might have found someone even worse at self-care than Twig#And with that#it is beddy-bye time for Sofie :)#the present is a gift au#pmd oc#pmd ocs#pokemon mystery dungeon#pokémon mystery dungeon#pmd explorers#pmd eos
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1634 + shared dreams
Credits: Marina Tsvetaeva | Mark Blinch | Behind the Maple Leafs’ franchise-changing draft selection of Mitch Marner | Matthews: It's a dream come true | Rebecca Lindenberg, “Love, An Index” | NHL: Auston Matthews was born for this | Marner on wanting to continue playing for the Maple Leafs | H.G. Wells, The Time Machine over Lee Balterman, Steve Russell | The Hockey News over Steve Russell | Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena over Kevin Sousa (1) (2) | Leaf's (former) goal song: You Make My Dreams by Hall & Oates | TSN Unique Opportunity graphic | Jeff O'Neill on TSN The Quiz Panel | Two young Leafs join a pair of all-time Leaf greats | Hall & Oates again | Matthews thrilled to be committed to Maple Leafs | Kevin Sousa | Mitch Marner has another gear in him. | Frank Bidart, “To the Dead” on Mark Blinch (1) (2) (3) | Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart | Mark Blinch
#toronto maple leafs#mitch marner#auston matthews#web weaving#hockeyedit#kinda but i edited some pics so fkldjsf#long post#1634#eedits#listen.........#they make me so emotional. this is a lil all over the place but thinkin of them as kids with the same dream. a miracle they even made it#to now theyve made it their BUSINESS to create the same dream. like to share that with someone is such a special.......#there are so many places u could go wiht this in terms of their temperaments and their specific wants but really#they want to build a winning team together and be able to pass the cup to each other.#theyve made each others careers historic already like. its so intertwined . everything is so shared.#down to their movements and routines...#manifesting them good nights tonight they deserve it#NOT COHESIVE BUT TAKE IT BEFORE I PUKE. OK bye
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AND I DON'T CARE ABOUT THE SUNSHINE, YEAH
'CAUSE MAMA, MAMA I'M COMING HOME
#I'VE SEEN YOUR FACE A THOUSAND TIMES#EVERY DAY WE'VE BEEN APART#there are honestly so many good parts of this song i could quote LOL#TIMES HAVE CHANGED AND TIMES ARE STRANGE#HERE I COME BUT I AINT THE SAME#i'm literally so emotional over them bye#✿ shut up willow#CAUSE MAMA#MAMA I'M COMING HOOOOOOOOOOOMEEEE
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Round 7 gang!
-Vote for what you think is more underrated but also what you still like a lot-
[RB for more votes if ye'd like]
#this is a painful poll for me#these are some of my favorite CJ songs in *ALL* of his stuff#i have 400+ listens for Greener & 380 for Grew on Me#JUST in spotify#not even counting youtube#you could hold a gun to my dumb lil head & i would still not be able to pick#I'm so normal about these songs#i think grew on me would win because it has less views so therefore is more underrated to me#also that end part is so emotional/gutteral that like#it hits#just know choosing between them is making me explode#okay rant over bye bye#chonny jash#moss' poll#chonnys charming chaos compendium
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I think we should bring back basic etiquette lessons such as shutting the fuck up when you’re watching a movie in a group that is not exclusively your friend group 🙂
#welcome to another Mick Airs Out Their Grievances and by god is it a VERY long one#prob best if u don't expand the tags#am I being maybe a bit meaner about this than I would be for any other movie? maybe but pac rim is one of my favorite movies of all time#so I think I get a pass on this one.#one of the groups on campus is hosting movie nights & I went to this one bc I've only ever watched pac rim on my laptop and wanted to watch#it on a larger screen. yay yippee I love this movie!#there r maybe 10-ish of us in this room and a three person friend group is sitting on the couch one of whom has seen the movie and two who#have not. okay so far so normal.#and then the movie starts and they won't! stop! fucking! commentating! the whole fucking movie!!! I don't have a problem with doing that#when I'm in just my friend group because I know that I can tell my friend to stop talking or pause the movie or whatnot but not when I'm in#a large group w people I'm not good friends with ffs#and the comments aren't even funny or anything they're all oh this is JUST like in iron widow!! oh they're SO gay and autistic!!! and#they're talking so loud about this that it completely drowns out the movie audio which has already been turned up a few times#like. be considerate!! some of us want to yknow actually listen to what's going on and not whatever bullshit you're saying#I nearly walked out three or four times before I actually wound up doing so#I may have been a bit of a bitch at the end but I don't care. I got up to leave because this was not an enjoyable environment and one of#them offered to turn the movie down if it was too loud. this caught me a bit off guard since I expected them to still be so wrapped up in#their convo and. well. I may have said 'it's not the movie that's too loud' before closing the door#this also reminds me a lot about my issues with online shipping culture and it bleeding through into how we interact with media irl#this is probably heavily influenced by my aromanticism but I'm so sick of people constantly reading romantic relationships into everything#AND placing more importance on those relationships than any other form. I don't mind romance in media. I think if done right it has great#emotional impact on a story but when a movie is running and when other people who may not want to hear it are in the room watching it too#is not the time to be loudly saying 'he's autistic!' 'they're in love!' 'she has a crush on him!'#I have my own interpretations of the movie some of which agree with what they said and some of which don't but that's beside the point of#knowing how to coexist politely in public#anyway. I think they were awful and annoying and they ruined my night out.#I think I'm just so incredibly mad about this because I love the movie and I was looking forward to watching it in a group of people who#found it cool as well while still having some modicum of politeness#I almost wish I had been meaner but that's the extreme annoyance talking I think#hater hour over love u guys bye
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guys... guys.. am i out of writers block hell???????
#two fics in oNE WEEK#..possibly another LMAO#im so sorry for my incoherently dumb prickcest ramblings lmao#i am so eMOTIONAL OVER PRICKCEST FOR THE 7TH TIME THIS WEEK#i have so many feels about them rn#BYE#deletables
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DATING IS SO HARD WTF
#vent to follow in the tags lmao#like. what????#people!!! chill the fuck out!!#i had some dude unmatch with me bc i didn’t respond to him YESTERDAY#and like it’s not that big of a deal we’d only just matched but like?? patience is a fucking virtue?? and i have a life?#he was all like come back :((( then two minutes later he was like ok sorry for bothering you bye and then LEFT#like. fine if you do that but the message?? what??#anyway it came at a bad time bc. a bitch is already in crisis rn#cause i kinda feel like my irl friends hate me for some reason and i already feel bad that i’ve been so busy i’ve not been able to#talk to them that much#and i was supposed to go on a trip with my friend but that’s been postponed (not her fault or mine)#and my car still won’t start. we tried to jump it today and it didn’t do anything#anyway i’m like rapid cycling through major emotions and it’s like mimi chill the fuck out#and listening to way too much phoebe bridgers i know the end#also i’m in crisis bc i’ve made up with like. my oldest friend who used to have a crush on me and when i told him i preferred girls he like#stopped talking to me for a while#that was years ago and now we’re slowly becoming friends again but i feel so much guilt over it for no reason#and i get into avoidant episodes as a coping mechanism and like. i feel like im going into one atp#okay okay vent over im okay lmaoo#sorry folks hope your days going better than mine <3#。・:*˚:✧。 mimi speaks!
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I feel like gerard’s character is going to be either Completely Dead or Completely Alive at the next show and either option means everything and also nothing and I’m prepared to feel Pain and Also Joy no matter what happens basically
#also im not being Sad about it being over because that will happen later#but right now it’s not over and it’s not a memory.#it’s happening Right Now (in a few hours)#and it’s not over until it’s over and even when it’s over the lives they’ll all go back to are Good and theyre Good#and i would love more but if this is all and they need to let it rest now for THEM to be at rest#that is ok with me.#we spend so much time feeling entitled to other humans’ time and emotions and creativity when honestly we are only entitled#to whatever they feel like sharing#and the rest is none of our business.#anyway. these tags got off the point. i just keep seeing so many doom and gloom posts about the last show and!!!!!#yall !!!!! it hasn’t even happened yet. enjoy what’s happening.#anyway bye
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when the guy who barely used social media suddenly has a lot to say — and everything is about one special person in particular / @sorrymcm
#seungjae & keller : bond .#handcrafted flower crowns : edits .#going from having like 2 posts#to having over 50+ in just a month of them being closer#and every post being related to k.ell too in some way#just being so fond and so fucking gay in the captions bc he's !!! in love and he can't hide it !!!!!#the amount of blue.........#idk k.ell is rly just. his entire life and it makes me emotional ok im gonna go jump off a cliff now bye
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spent the day crying on and off bc it’s kings birthday and i miss him but was very brave and did not cry at work even when telling my coworkers why i was having a shitty day
#i was definitely more pissed off by customers than usual#but still a wins a win#grieving dogs that i’ve puppy raised is so weird#it’s so similar yet different to grieving a pet that died#my emotions about king in particular have just been very all over the place#like i recently returned to the i will cry if i think or talk about him too muchi#after weeks of doing pretty good#the grief from saying bye to justice and iris also creeps back in sometimes#it’s very hard i’m so grateful for all of them and i know they’ve found they perfect spots#but also sometimes i remember that based off of the typical timeline for raising a dog i should still have justice#i’ve just had such bad luck#but it’s not just bad luck bc i love my babies and am grateful for them#idk here’s to the next one i raise sticking with me for at least a year that’d be great
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in the middle of reading the new wind excerpt and god. oh my god. someone sedate me
#AGHHHHHH frostpaw. my baby :(#she spent a wholeeee book building up her courage to approach and accept what actually happened to her and her mother and her clan#she spent a whole book recovering and coming to terms with and understanding what she had to do#she spent a whole book preparing herself to save her clan and prove herself and it just Blows Up In Her Face within one gathering. crying#and the way splashtail just undermines her right in front of her clan?? telling them she must be psychotic or having a breakdown of somesor#that she must be confused and lost and hurt over her mother’s death and how they can’t trust what she says because of that#babying her in front of everyone right to her face. fucked up man#i mean she is Baby but i believe she is actually full grown by this point and is at the age where she would usually be made full medicineca#it’s just. god. everyone not trusting her. everyone throwing accusations at her. everyone not even giving her the time of day#so messed up!!! i’m going to go cry about it now bye#YES i’m getting emotional over a series meant for 6th graders leave me alone!! /hj#delete later#but like man. everyone in her clan rejected her. even her own family?? her siblings???? MOTHWING????#i know they can’t really do anything and riverclan wants stability but. man she’s just a baby. she’s still an apprentice cut her some slack#at least frostpaw will be with shadowsight#they can bond over their shared trauma of being led on by someone and getting almost killed by said someone#….weird how that happened twice within two arcs#inherently doomed medicine cats my beloveds. you are everything to me and you deserve so much better god damnit#listen i loved what the erins did with bristlefrost last arc but they cannot do that to me again#good on them for being brave and killing off a protag but no!!! not with these ones this time!!!!!#anyway
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bands that should be in the new emo trinity (replacing fob and patd)
^pov you just read a stupid fucking post
#emo trinity#fall out boy#Fob#Patd#Mcr#Seriously shut the fuck up and move on#1. It is not about music they make now. It is CULTURAL and HISTORICAL.#2. Emo is not one look alone. Emo is extremely emotional. Not “wears black” and “obsesses over death”#3. You CANNOT FUCKING SAY PARAMORE SHOULD BE IN IT AND NOT FOB. WHEN THEYRE SO GODDMAN SIMILAR#they are SIBLINGS stoP iT#4. Literally move on this is so silly pls stopspsipyops#5. The Emo Trinity does not serve as a title for the “most emo & most popular bands in this one genre.” It is three bands being connected-#together by similar fanbases and other connections. They were also relevant and tied together by TIME PERIOD.#Aka green day predates them so much that you best shut your fucking mouth oh my god#*looks at blink182 green day and sum 41 being their own lil trio* yeah totally works mhm#the truth of the matter is. these genres all overlap so much and the criteria you're trying to fill are not real. That's not what the emo#Trinity was. You're missing the point#I needa close tumblr bye#lmao
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hi i just wanted to drop a ss of the comments i wrote on my notion page for captured ghosts because im about to reread and i think this fic deserves all the recognition in the world it slays so hard and you should know the absolute anxiety and simultaneous joy you caused me!!!
HI OH MY GOD ?!?!??!?!? thank you asufaudsf this is so so nice the joy THIS brought me?????????? immeasurable ty <3333
(ps theres a lot of thoughts in the tags w captured ghosts spoilers for those who may or may have not read my will byers gets haunted multichaptered fic!!)
#if youre thinking hmm i should read captured ghosts!! dont take it from me take it from tumblr user romainlettusdinnerparty :)#okokok so !!! authors thoughts#one of the biggest problems i have with media and especially in fics is when characters just have. the worlds most perfect inner dialogue#which clearly. bc they are fifteen years old. they will not be perfect they wont think coherent thoughts#human emotions are messy and indecipherable and ESP w the st characters someone who has gone thru as much as will has. hes gonna be angry !#i do my best to walk the line between good writing and realistic writing LMAO so im glad that came across :)))#ok abt joyce. this was less of a 'i think this is how joyce would be' and rlly just me being annoyed w my own mother tbh#i also wasnt a huge fan of her when i first wrote cg bc i thought she was way too paranoid over will and not caring much abt jonathan#so that is why shes Like that. im gonna be real i dont think id change it if i rewrote but i also dont think i wrote her fairly#and finally !!! im very sorry i lied about the rewrite. its not gonna happen bc i am so so swamped and i have nothing and i wrote it last y#but for the record will was supposed to be in the same sort of coma max was in and they were supposed to find each other and will#was going to promise max hed find her way out and then boom he was going to wake up there was going to be some jealousy w lucas and mike an#he makes it out alive max makes it out alive vecna doesnt fully leave etc etc. the end#anyways if youve read this far thank u and thank you for leaving this ask and this comment :))))) i havent gotten anything abt my fics in a#while tbh so knowing that like . They Still Exist and people still like them means so so much to me :')))) ok bye this was super long#overdue gets some asks#captured ghosts#happy chemical
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gosh.. worst thing about being socially awkward is saying something you think is funny and sarcastic but inevitably coming off as a unintentional mean girl and later fist fighting your self over your own delusions of the possible misunderstanding
#starting from today i am putting my tones and emotions in parentheses to prevent awkward situations#i beat myself over every.single.time#thinking whether they understood my message the way i intended to convey them#and they do! but even so i still scrutinize myself#ugh#i wish i was taught how to socialize#the struggle is real#lately i was getting out of my bubble#but my demons won this time#they always seem to win honestly…#anyway#if u see me interacting less/ this is why.#i’m sure it’ll pass soon#ok bye!#chatter
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@avaere asked :
for his hand rested in hers as he walked the plains alongside her, telling tales and bringing forth the history that had come to take place without her. he went on about the rise of liyue, how its people had come to turn to themselves for solutions, resigning from the old beliefs related to sole gods, and rex lapis spoke so proudly of their decision as they were finally, as he said it, making choices meant for humans.
then he moved onto how the many yakshas had come to fallen, how he had been to blame for their passings and how there was a portion of him regretting the chasm; " ... after we parted ways, you and i, i found myself making decisions far beyond what my past self would have done under your influence, guizhong."
a way of saying i lost a piece of myself with you were to be found underlying his words, coating them in such a regrettable tone. for he had never meant for the nation to fall to bits under the hands of a reckless archon. no. he had wished to prosper, wished to further guide a people... but it was no longer something he was capable of, there was far too much erosion.
he came to halt, holding onto her hand.
had he ever done enough for her?
" i... am no longer the archon you may remember, nor do i hold a position similar to it. i am no longer the mountain, merely the remains of a long torn formation succumbed to time. what you find in my present self is merely relics lost to a time one will come to forget, for i serve..."
no one. everyone. no one.
he gave guizhong a sweet smile; "... you. and in doing so, i wish to make amends for the years we did not see together. i yearn to do right by the choices i made that were wrong, and i hope you allow me... for i never quite did right by you, and i wish to get it right this time around, my moon. "
unprompted. || always accepting
─「归终」─ the feel of his larger hand clasping her own was a silent reminder how this was not a dream. the way his fingers fit perfectly within her smaller ones, or the SOUND of his voice that had not changed from the last time she had heard it. while the gaps between her memory from more than three thousands years ago could be filled by absorbing the scattered dust and sand, she would rather hear the tales from the person beside her than anything. he had always been fond of stories, yet she did note the tone he carried spoke of the YEARS that passed, the maturity he gathered throughout the decades.
and the regrets laced so deeply within each syllable he uttered. those golden hues which witnessed great losses of old and new companions alike. the CURSE of lifespan, of immortality, to experience the heartbreaking agony every time a friend perished.
just like how he dealt with her passing.
each word was carefully taken in, ONE BY ONE, as the scenery before them also changed with each step forward. time would never stop, and new era began after the old one passed on. how her heart welled in delight to hear the how proud he was of people of liyue, of their people finally taking reign to establish a new era for themselves. he wanted to make sure they would survive even when without their archon, for he knew even his own light was going to go out one day, and he wished to prepare them to take control of their fate.
to ensure they would thrive when he was no longer here.
" that's where you're wrong, dear rex. " the footsteps came to a halt, and she turned to face him fully. a hand lacing with his own, while another slowly reached out to tenderly cupped his face. " you are still the same rex lapis i have known and loved. you might no longer see yourself as the mountain, yet, mountains aren't simply there as a strong fortress to keep danger away. mountain provides life, allowing countless of lives to build and create while providing the earth and soil for plants and trees to grow — without the mountain, there would be no forest, no waterfall. without you having laid foundation for them — there would not be liyue today. "
" if there is one thing that have changed, it would be the regret you've carried for more than three thousands years. " her voice softened, as they rang clear like the sound of the BELL she created. silvery blue orbs mellowed down in utmost affection as her thumb brushed ever so softly underneath the bright amber optics of his. the eyes that had seen the miracle and tragedies, like the SUN watching over all lifeforms under his protection.
" i'd want nothing more than to spend my years with you, to see the sights i have missed during my absence. but please, oh please know this — " she smiled at him, sweetly, endearingly, as a tinge of tears glossed over those moonlight gaze of hers. " — you have always done right by me. not a single moment had i ever blamed you for what happened. we all made mistakes and had to live with it. and you, my dear rex, had lived with the guilt of my death for too long now. " far, far too long. countless years he must've spent berating himself for leaving her side at that battle, to watch her perish right before his eyes, and relived the torture over and over.
how many days and nights he had gone through the event in his head to come to a conclusion that he had not done enough ?
slowly, she guided him down so that their foreheads could touch, and her whole expression MELLOWED incredibly. it was long overdue, these words, this touch, their moments together. how she wished she had cherished it more, that she had made it known how precious he had been, how treasured he was by her back then, and even now.
" thank you for protecting our people after all these years. thank you for keeping our promise to watch over them and lead them to grow and prosper. thank you for being the great archon to them, for being a dear friend to our companions and friends, for keeping the memory of those who passed and carried them with you, and for being the god and the leader everyone needed you to be. "
he had dedicated his entire life to the LAND OF LIYUE, to the people who looked for him for guidance. even in his very last moments as geo archon, he had made sure that their people would survive ANY obstacles and challenges that might be thrown at them. he had prepared them for the FUTURE both known and unknown.
and now, she could feel the last of his remaining power within her. the GOLDEN LIGHT he dedicated to bring her back to life where their souls intertwined in ways that cannot be undone, even by the power of heavenly principles above.
" i might not know how long we are given, but until the very day we would draw our last breath, i wish to spend every second with you. it is not to make up for lost time, however, it is because i want you to finally be who you wanted to be. not one of the seven, not the god of contract, not morax, but you. as rex, as zhongli. "
carefully, she leaned back, and a SMILE brightened upon her lips, like the moon shining upon the darkest night. it was the very smile that had not changed one bit from the time they had known each other prior to her resurrection. almost like a child, those eyes SPARKED with hope, and pure love. she didn't want eternity. no. all she wanted was —
" may i be selfish, and ask you to be mine, my sun ? "
— him.
#avaere#.answered#.[ guizhong ]#.[ he's my sun; i only shine because he's there: zhongli & guizhong ]#[ SLAPS THIS TAG FOR THEM BC SUN & MOON AESTHETIC TOO STRONG I HAVE A NEED#okay i admit that this is like all over the places bc guizhong has so many things#she wanted to say to him#but through EVERYTHING she wants him to know that she had never blamed him#for anything that happened#& how he had lived with that guilt for too long it's time to let go#i HOPE IT MAKES SENSE I WAS LIKE FUNCTIONING WITH HALF A BRAINCELL WRITING THIS#BYE FLINGING MYSELF OFF INTO THE NIGHT BC I LOVE THEM SM#i also feel that cheeky side of her is something that sticks#no matter how long#GOSH I AM EMOTIONAL BC ZHONGLI DESERVES TO KNOW HE HAD DONE -SO WELL-#HE'S THE ELDEST NO ONE ELSE WOULD SAY THIS TO HIM SO IT'S ONLY FITTING SHE WOULD BE THE ONE#TO SAY IT FOR ALL OF US ]#.long post
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