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I can walk on my own two legs.
#yona#yona of the dawn#akatsuki no yona#akanoyona#portrait#fanart#missbronto#my art#new process is go until I canβt stand to look at it anymore#so basically the old process
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someone said it on here that wade didn't introduce himself to logan like at all. logan just was chill w being kidnapped then listened to what other ppl called this rando red guy. had me thinking
#the d&w movie btdubs.#i knoooowwwwwwww this wolvie probs had a deadpool as well but like#his dp couldve been called Walter Winifred idk#so yea#my brain struggled with saying service and this is where the thought cane from π©·#so super awesome that i am awful at processing basically all info that comes my way#so that things like this can happen!!!!! π©·#giggle#doodles#deadpool#wolverine#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool and wolverine movie#my art#ig#stupid little stupid silly boys#peanutbub#poolverine#deadclaws#giggleees i π©· my stupid old men#βthey are literally me!!!!!β i am a fetus compared to logan#and i π©· it
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thinking about the relationship between mightily oats' "the worthwhile [words] don't burn" and constable dorfl's "the words in the heart cannot be taken"
#especially the journey both of them had to go through to get to the point of saying that. like the whole of carpe jugulum oats was so TORN#and before that too about what words could you believe and who could you really trust on their word about om and the prophets and he went#out of his way to look up records disproving what the book of om said bc he KNEW nothing they said could be believed and just all the pain#and all that doubt he went thru and the part where he questioned om's 'infinite compassion' as he prayed bc really what compassion?#how many people prayed at the stake just like he was doing in that moment? how many people had to live with the silence of their god just#like he did? but still when his book of om β that he clung to the whole book for reassurance β burned he said the worthily words don't burn#the worthily words are in the heart and in the mind and not feed into his mouth by old man who just#made things up to justify their actions. he had all the words he needded the whole time and holiness was always all around him. he just had#to look#and dorfl being created with words in his head that dictated his every move . words that chained him. then he and the other golems created#'king' for themselves in the hope he'd lead them to freedom but they put too many words in his head and he failed and carrot gave dorfl his#own freedom and his own words and that lead to dorfl destroying his well child basically and destroying himself in the process but the word#in his heart his OWN words remained and they were able to rebuilt him and vimes give him a voice and his words and belief remained in him b#they were always his#god. sorry for the ramble im severally unwell about them#mightily oats#constable dorfl#carpe jugulum#feet of clay#gnu terry pratchett#discworld
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wet on wet, attempts at some art therapy at home
#art#watercolor#abstract#i suppose!#my art#iβve been going THROUGH it this year dear lord#and my art has taken a beating for sure#well maybe not the art itself just the feeling around it#i havenβt been able to let loose in so long#so today i decided to just do it!!!#i used my kuretake gansai tambi and a big ol brush and no palette#i just let the paint do its thing#my favorite is the first one#or the second#hm#this year has been so so much to handle and weβre not quite out of the woods yet#and on top of everything else iβve had to heal from traumatic experiences#that i gained *at* therapy which is so painfully ironic#old ladies who donβt believe in autistic girls existing (basically) and deny my pain only because iβm young#have no place in the therapy world#she did and said a lot of other things that hurt me so deeply that itβll take months to fully process it all :βD
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finally got around making a proper outfit reference sheet for nathan! he likes wearing dark clothes which really emphasizes just how pale he is. he was a STEM developer at MOBIUS for nine years what did you expect </3 click for higher resolution and to get a closer look at all the details! outfits from left to right: his gear for the evil within 2, 1am convenience store trip, his mobius gear, and an improvised outfit for my own fictional the evil within 3 =^)
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#tew#art#art:nathan#nuclearocs#nuclearart#the mobius gear killed me dead on the ground because the official concept art has a ridiculous collar / shoulder pads situation going on#i love his tew2 outfit so much he's had it for so many years now. it basically matches sebastian's outfit since they're going in together#he's got white hair patches all over his body btw!! you can see it in the underwear version it's in his happy trail too heehee#the burn scar on his upper arm / shoulder is from the fight with the harbinger in tew2 and the slash on his waist from the guardian#he basically saved sebastian's life but got mowed down by the giant buzzsaw arm in the process and then he's very dramatic about it#my tew3 is very difficult to explain in tags but it's basically about ruvik coming back and they need to hook the two old devices up#to like a single system to gain access to the STEM environment he's powered back on with himself as core#which means that the two separate environments from the games get mixed together in a very twisted and fragmented environment#i'm trying to write out the story for myself now in video game style so it would actually be fun to play as hypothetical third installment#it'd feature a lot of old enemies but kind of mixed and twisted in the same way as the environment... giving them new abilities etc#it would dive deeper into the sublevels aspect of STEM as they need to travel through different sublevels so there would be#a bunch of new environments to explore as well :^) someone give me access to a bunch of game devs and a budget i'll make it reality
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"Non paeniteo potitus."
+ details & process
And, process !!
The jump btwn the second to last and last always surprise me whenever I make one of these because I always forget to take snapshots after I start painting. It's always like: oh yeah heres the lineart with some colors- BOOM fully finishedβ¨οΈ
What he's holding are the Austrian imperial scepter and orb, seen below:
I was going to draw the crown too but decided I don't hate myself that much(maybe some other day), and gave him a golden laurel crown, bcs I'm obsessed with that as a motif, and also its very remincient of the boy king statue that started this whole thing!
There's some symbolism of this, both intentionally but also just historically. I love that the orb represents that the monarch is holding the world in their hand, basically every old monarchy has one of those, and I think it's very cool for symbolism. But also bcs of that, I was forced to basically draw catholic fanart so, you win some you lose some. The star halo above him head is both to reference those religious statues with star crowns(I saw them a lot in Europe and they imprinted onto my brain), as well as: his four championships of course!
#TL: 'I don't apologize for winning' π€π€π€#^ was gonna find some old latin quote to put but was like. oh yeah of course !!!#noy sure if its entirely correct. kinda wanted to email my hs latin teacher to ask but i finished this too late at night#anyways please dont let this flop SKDKLGLVLV#im really proud of it okah πππ it was actually so much fun and enjoyable and nice etc dtc#i questioned to myself earlier abt why my chibi art always gets more notes than my detailed art#and i realized. like unless youve been following the lore of my blog. this isnt even recognizable as f1 fanart SJFKLVLV#but thats okay because its my niche brainrot au and i will do what i want >:)#the hair and the relics are def my proudest part of this#i mentioned before but i have trouble yknow translating irl stuff or complicated stuff into drawing#but all of this came really smoothly to me in a very unexpected way#god his hair is just sooooo its ssoooooooo!!!!!!!!! i wanna pet him π₯Ή#but i think it def helped that i kept posting the process on my close friends#and my two irl friends(as well as some friends on here! ty!!) encouraged me a lot abt it so :D#but anyways yep pls take my brainrot art ππ it took me 13+ hours in the span of like 3 days basically#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#catie.art.#boy king au
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But Pun, the vampire, and Yoh, the human. Our love is real, trust me. And it is so sweet, so fragrant...
[1000 Years Old, 01.12]
#<screaming>#they're absolutely insane for this actually#just vampire boyfriend things i guess#i made these mainly for rachael but also for practice#having to try to figure out all the settings and process i was using for making gifs#i know basically what i was doing but i cannot remember all my adjusted settings so that's going to be A WHOLE THING#but uh yeah here's these for now#i need to go to bed#punyoh#pun x yoh#1000 years the series#1000 years old#1000 years finale#umbrella posting#umbrella propaganda#mia gifs things#mia gifs drama things#mia gifs 1000 years old things
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Just gonna drop this and run awayπββοΈπ¨
(GONE OUT, WATCH HER PLEASE -THOMAS)
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#baby asha jumpscare lmao#plus this is basically what I mean that Magnus and Agatha were close to Asha's parents.#tho they really should tell them ahead of time instead of a sudden Asha appearance lol#Asha is I think around 10+ months old and Magnus is around is I think his 30s or smth in this small comic? Idk time rn lol#not in this but after he is processing this information#asha almost falls over and Magnus freaks out and catches her with his magic lol#also I've been busy literally all week so idk when I will get back to the goretober#but hopefully tomorrow#i would#artwork#art#artists on tumblr#alternate universe#my art#illustration#small comic#silly tag#sillyposting#disney wish#wish#wishverse#wish asha#wish au#wish 2023#asha#disney princesses#princess asha#king magnifico#king magnus#the kingdom of roses and thorns
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right now on youtube there are video essays being made about obscure online artist drama you couldnt even begin to comprehend
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With my completion of the League I now move on to my next challenge
HOW MUCH OF THE POKEDEX CAN I COMPLETE SHINY-
#i have transferred over some trade evos and legendaries to help with the process#and my absolutely golden boy: my Harvest Trevenant#ive basically given up on the shiny gift poipole so im going to see if i can get the old mystery gift#i ALSO learned that ultra beasts are actually affected by the shiny charm!#mons plays pokemon
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@autisticempathydaemon said they loved my Angel listener (along with everything else it was SO SWEETTT OMLLL<333) so hereβs a doodle for you! Theyβre also one of my favorites!
Look at that face.
Full of mischief.
Some fun facts about them: theyβre native! Specifically they could be from the Salishan (but I donβt know too much so I leave it ambiguous) and are half Filipino, born and raised in British Columbia, Canada around Vancouver. They were raised by their mom and brothers, then moving to dahlia for college.
They originally planned to secure a high end job in Vancouver just going to California for school but they met David. They still visit their family as often as they can.
Theyβre 5β4, the shortest listener! Aklag is still beefy and could definitely throw David over their head. Their callouses are from being raised on a farm, and theyβre starting to fade now.
I took them out of another story I made a while ago so Iβm still trying to tweak them seamlessly so Iβll actually maybe probably not but make a backstory sheet for my listeners?
Thank you sm for your words and I hope you like it!
#I originally took them from an old idea I had for a book#basically their family got torn apart after their mom died so they left to California to try to avoid it#see their short hair in my first drawings of them and now after a couple years itβs long again#they were really connected to their mom so her death hit them really hard kinda making a wall around them#instead of being grumpy itβs more of a shallowish happiness of avoidance#David was really the only person to get through to them and I find it very convenient that theyβre both parallels#I also made Darlinβ native and originally one of their childhood friends#darling moved to Washington#they stayed in British Columbia#not really being able to be themself#not fully being able to embrace their native nor Filipino heritage#just an idea of someone dealing with grief and I like how that theyβve evolved last my og idea thru Raudio#hint hint their slow hair growth and gaining back of weight to show their healing process#eventually Iβll draw their brothers#aurgghh I just like them a lot and had a lot of unfinished ideas for them Iβm glad people like them#redacted asmr#freggzocs#freggzartz#redacted audio#redacted audio fanart#redacted asmr fanart#redacted asmr angel
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something people dont talk about is that losing a pet can be genuinely traumatic
#like ive been through some shit#there's stuff that i cry about if i try to talk about it#i havent told many people about this stuff like very few people#my parents and super close friends and thats pretty much it#but like. shit losing a cat is so fucking hard#mum suggested that MAYBE theres a SLIGHT possibility that dad's house has mould#and i started sobbing IMMEDIATELY because i used to live in a house with mould and that caused my first cat to have a kidney failure and she#died#and i currently have two cats#now my first cat was pretty old when we lived there#and she mightve had health issues when we got her#and she was like. an adult cat.#but my current cats?#one of them is like 3 and the other is 1. theyre basically kittens.#pablo im pretty sure IS a kitten#and if they were to die because our house has mould i would be so devestated#like i was already devestated about midnight but if that happened again i couldnt handle it#we didn't get another cat for like a year because dad just couldn't process the fact that she was gone#it's so scary losing a cat and i dont know what i would do if i found out that one of them got sick because of our house#i dunno it's just. really traumatizing sometimes.
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my fav pets from cs :) [please zoom in . pl ease]
[designs belong to chickensmoothie]
#qkdraws#i know this isn't gonna get a lot of notes so reminder: reblogs r very appreciated#chicken smoothie#bit of an oddball here !#if anybody doesn't know what chicken smoothie is;#it's a fun little pet-collecting site :) u adopt little sillies n trade them with other users. it's nice#i've been on cs since 2013 and have thankfully collected some of my dream pets in the process :]#the velociraptor's name is valon and i love him dearly#the cool lookin purple wolf is a shima longtail and her name is mal :)#when i first joined cs she had been my dreamie for Years#and when i finally got her i was like . the happiest 12 year old in existence#anyway i still love her very much . i cherish her she'll prolly always be my fav#the pumpkin pie with a face on it IS indeed a pet#i got him very recently actually . he was also a dreamie#and i gave my trading partner like . my entire stock of rares that i had saved up over the course of my 10ish years of playing#as well as like . C$1000+#basically sold my soul for that guy GVEYAIGV#idk why i like him so much he's just . so thoughtless and silly#the other three wolves at the top aren't particularly rare or in demand i just like them#the grey one with the blue accessories and the floating crown is shilao . he is gentle and silly#the one next to him w the scarf is ren . he is jaded and withdrawn but shilao brings him out of his shell etc etc#they sit right next to each other in my pet groups and i have labeled them ''GAY LOVERS'' . bc they ARE#and the cool glowing one is just a staff pet that looked badass i love him#anyway apologies for the random doodles of a game but im assuming not many people know of#i just enjoy them :)
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2nd hearing test today and it looks normal thank FUCKKK. well ofc I'm still deaf, normal For Me
#actually idr if i mentioned it on here before i think i typed a rant and then closed the app before i hit post#but basically just a jumpscare my last audio tone graph came out Bad and they were like aw fuck youve lost a lot more hearing#which is WORRYING bc my deafness is sensorineural ie. from auditory nerve/brain damage not physical damage#so if it was suddenly getting worse well nothing they can rly do to figure out WHY its getting worse let alone try to fix it#but nah second test came out pretty much the same as usual. i think maybe bc i did the other one at the end of the day instead of early#morning maybe my auditory processing was just worse or smth it happens lol#well anyway they took fresh moulds so should be able to replace my 3 year old ones in a few weeks yayy#and im on the waiting list for new hearing aids with them too...and once i get them i can get an accessory to hook em to bluetooth#altho the nhs prolly wont cover it. but access to work should do if it comes to that π#my life is gonna get so much fucking easier when i can tune them into shit instead of switching them for super loud earphones#anyway gotta get my ass to work now blegh. always feels weird having my workday routine broken up#.diaries
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Hey do you remember all those videos of Fernando smelling flowers? Haha yeah....
#posting this both while im asleep and after whatever bee event ends up happening#so who knows what will happen! will we get nothing? will we get eye contact? will we possibly get an interaction? its a surprise!!#anyways this is basically me hearing about seb's bee event and he said the drivers will be there#me deep in my vettonso brainrot: OH MY GOD THEY'RE GONNA BE IN THE SAME VICINITY#will be so funny for me if when i wake up i find out fernando didnt even go π#but we remain hopeful π#also this is just very funny to me bcs like both seb and fernando have very specifc quirks#and what are two of their specific quirks? seb and his bee thing. fernando and his flower thing from this season#so this fanart is perfect y'know π₯°π₯°π₯°#also screeching over how this is the first canon au drawing ive ever drawn. ive literally never drawn non-au until now πππ#okay and now some horrible jokes thay happened during the process of this:#thesis of this drawing: whats Fernando gonna do? Pollinate him? π#C. why did you have to make me think of bees that produce sex pollen ππ this is gonna haunt me forever. but also vettonso post-japan fic-#and then also the barry benson thing. im like what do humanized bees look like and then realized 'oh no....oh no.'#fernando to seb at the bee event: 'ya like samurais...?' SORRY π#also having to pick the colors from one of my historical au drawings was haunting. just the sheer difference btwn them yknow......#anyways please take my old men yaoi. took a break from historical yaoi to draw this ππππ#this is my peak vettonso fanart cannot improve from here. also a fever dream#vettonso#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#catie.art.#*not gonna edit the tags bcs i like the time capsule of it all but like. yeah. we were fed.#*catie from 2 hours prior(atm its 3 am) would be so pleased right now i think
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WHAT'S IN A NAME?β β β β β βTHAT WHICH WE CALL A ROSE BY ANY OTHER NAME WOULD SMELL AS SWEET...β β β β β β(REGENERATION AU).
she got the life she wanted,β β β β β βin theory.β β β β β βsettled down with the non-doctorβ β β β β β(john tyler,β β β β β βhe took her last name),β β β β β βworked at torchwood,β β β β β β&β β β β β βeverything was alright.β β β β β βthey grew old,β β β β β βthey were happy,β β β β β βthey were what she needed.
john diedβ β β β β β&β β β β β βit felt like her life shattered,β β β β β βthe kind of pain that the doctor talked about when she was younger,β β β β β βthe pain of loss that she couldn't even imagine back in the prime universe.β β β β β βwhen she lost john,β β β β β βshe felt for the doctor immediately because the one comfort she had was that she too would go with him.β β β β β β|β β β β β βit didn't feel as she thought it would.β β β β β βshe had expected things to go cold,β β β β β βslowly fickle out,β β β β β βbut as she was laying in her house,β β β β β βwaiting for her time to come,β β β β β βshe felt warm,β β β β β βhot,β β β β β βpain.
it happened quicker than she could've imagined,β β β β β β a quick yelpβ β β β β β&β β β β β βshe closed her eyes only to awake with her room on fire,β β β β β βher heart racing,β β β β β βher chest aching,β β β β β β&β β β β β βeverything feeling wrong.β β β β β βthat's the thing about aging,β β β β β βevery change is minusculeβ β β β β β&β β β β β βsmall so you slowly grow used to it...β β β β β βthis change was quick,β β β β β βbrutal,β β β β β β&β β β β β βleft rose with an energy she hadn't felt in years.β β β β β βquick to get up,β β β β β βquick to grab some thingsβ β β β β β(john's jacket she left on their desk chair,β β β β β βa photo of them from when they were younger,β β β β β β&β β β β β βa picture of her mumβ β β β β β&β β β β β βdad).β β β β β βon the way out,β β β β β βshe froze momentarily,β β β β β βcatching herself in the mirror that sat right by their front door as a way to ensure they looked alright before going to workβ β β β β β(something john forgot without any reminders).
she didn't look like herself.β β β β β βshe looked nineteen,β β β β β βbut not like the nineteen year old she once was.β β β β β βshe was different,β β β β β βshe regenerated.
tldr:β β β β β βthe time vortex altered rose's genes in which she can age,β β β β β βbut regenerates,β β β β β βas if the time vortex is snapping the telomeres back into the place they recall,β β β β β βbut messing up the genetic sequencing as it goes.β β β β β βshe can keep getting old,β β β β β βin one body,β β β β β βbut the moment that body gives out,β β β β β βit returns her back to 19 again.
#v : a rose by any other name.#i gotta think of how she CAN die#but i think basically if there's anything unnatural to her heart#outside of old age#the process stops#anyways this is purely self indulgent so#who wants to indulge with me
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