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drygrasses · 7 months

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Went to a therapist today for the first time in a few years! They’re nonbinary and a year younger than I am (💀) but they took me seriously when I described my Issues (I’m mostly there for ADHD reasons…family things will have to wait) and seemed on board with pursuing a diagnosis so I’m really hopeful, genuinely

#they’re also like a full head shorter than I am #I picked them bc their gender yeah #and I’m their bio they sounded like my kind of nerd #I’m not there for gender stuff cuz I’m actually pretty ok with where I’m at with that #but I think the fact that they’re also nb makes it easier cuz like they get it even without me hashing it all out LOL #and ofc bc more similar life experiences #I had been vaguely worried that we might be TOO similar but they’re professional and capable and clearly know their stuff #so I’m hoping it’ll be all good #me stuff #I really can’t believe I finally got past the executive dysfunction well enough to actually start treating my executive dysfunction lmao #also I filled out the paperwork before the appointment and they were AMAZED that I did #I have gotten a good grade in therapy for the week LOL

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scissorcraft · 4 months

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i really want to make isat friends…

#in this moment…#but i’m too scared ;-;#you guys all seem rly fun n cool n sweet #i love seeing tags on my art n everyone is so so nice!!! i’d love to reach out n make friends so bad #but i’m. terrified.#my usual method of making friends is starting a private discord server #n it usually goes amazing - it’s how i met my current family and how i’ve made so many friends!!!#but i’m petrified right now. something in me broke a while back and i don’t know if it’ll fix…#i hope that… i can make one soon. maybe after i get back on my meds i’ll be okay.#but!! like. in the meantime #if anyone. wants to try ? i may be slow and scared and overly guarded bug i want to make friends #and i’ll Try if anyone feels up to reaching out? ;-; i’d appreciate it tbh!!! but no one has to!!!#i wrote myself a lil script tfgvu for a comic maybe. itll be so annoying but it’ll be a very person piece n i think it’d b good for me to #make ngl… a good look into my Twisted Mind (/s/s/s thats a joke!!!!!)#SORRY THIS IS REALLY REALLY VENTY JGUGGUG #i have difficulties my whole life with feeling like a perpetual outsider <3 i need to work on that somehow

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itgoesdingwhentheresstuff · 4 months

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Just finished my black sails rewatch and I am absolutely obsessed with two things: the conversation between silver and flint about what comes after the revolution, and how little screen time Madi actually gets for how important she is to me.

Oh and the way Flint’s whole face transforms when he smiles.

#black sails #watching a second time was all the pleasure and pain of a good tragedy #knowing how it’ll end but somehow hoping this time it’ll be different #I’m crying with flint knowing something beautiful is so close and just out of reach #and Madi having her choices taken away as if that isn’t another kind of chains put on her by a white man

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teddy-bear-d · 1 year

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Brrrrrr

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cosmic-hoboandthehighlander · 5 months

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I’ve been writing this two/jamie fic in every pocket of time imaginable since I rewatched the Mind Robber again last week and I think it’s finally almost ready to post!

#classic doctor who #second doctor #jamie mccrimmon #two/jamie #Im behind on can’t have one without the other but its fine #it’ll be all good I swear!#I’m always so nervous to post stuff when I join a new fandom I hope it’s good #it’s not even set in the mind robber I just got really inspired by it for some reason

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yuukimiyas · 8 months

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hello hello friends!! ໒꒰ྀི◜ ཅ ◝ ꒱ྀི১◞♡ i hope everybunny has been doing well!! i’m slowly but surely easing my way back into the city life so you’ll see me around more!! <33 tmrw here in the states, on 1/25, i turn 26 yrs old!! ૮꒰ྀི ∩៸៸៸∩ ‎꒱ྀིა & it is v nerve wracking & exciting!! & in all honesty…i am SCARED!! i feel so ill prepared & not ready!!! ໒꒰ྀིஇ﹏இ`꒱ྀི১ but tmrw is chloe day!! & i can’t wait to celebrate it w all of you!!! <33

#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!#my lil break has been v restful & much needed :3 there’s still a TON im stressing ab tho :// but ik it’ll be okie !!!#im missin you guys so so SO MUCH!! i hope you all didn’t forget ab me!!! i have lots of stuff in the works!! ໒꒰ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩꒱ྀི১ #first things first…i need a new theme ໒꒰ྀི𖦹﹏𖦹꒱ྀི১ so im gonna be lookin for stuff for that today!!#ik i have a ton of askies to get to!! i will make my way through them i PROMISE!! <333 #it feels v v good to be makin my way back here ₍ᐢ.ˬ.⑅ᐢ₎ tyasm for being so patient w me <33 it means the world to me!!#well today is my last day bein 25!! EEEP!! ໒꒰ྀི ∩´﹏`∩ ꒱ྀིა i am scared but im welcoming this new age w open arms & an open heart!!! ILYASM!!#i’m not so good w bdays but knowing so many of you care ab me makes it all the more bearable ᜊ꒰ ᜊ ´ ˘꒱ ੭♡#OOO & boyfie is doin well!! he is so sweet to me & is bein v kind & nice so dw friends!! i am in good hands!! i PROMISE!! <33 okie ttyl!!

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cyberfunsupporter · 3 months

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i’m not. Ready

#the room w all their memories IM GONNA KEEEEEL MYSELF #i wonder if it’ll have horror elements i hope it does #this trailer is so… like i’m honestly speechless omg #the vibe is perfect #the whole. burning thing? like they’re trying to find a way for the memories not to fade #amazing… excellent… i’m gonna throw up on them #also all of them looked so good in the trailer i have high hopes for the mv styling too #the happiness parrot spoke to me immediately. hehe #🧸

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mer-se · 1 month

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I've always seen posts about how bad it hurts when your kid is heartbroken, and I don't have a kid but l've helped raise my niece for so many years and through so many milestones, always there for the important and the not important stuff and she feels more like my little sister than my niece. She's tough like me and also a teenager so she keeps her emotions to herself and I gotta say her coming into my bedroom earlier crying and defeated about this boy - hurt in a different way because I can’t fix that.

#first loves #I went to work stressed!!!!!!#she texted some updates throughout the day though and they talked and are ok for rn #I’m so glad but also now I’m nervous for her and them because it’ll be so bad #on one hand I know she’s tough and would be ok and it’s ok to let go sometimes #but it’s her and I don’t want her to be sad #or if he sucked overall but he’s actually a really good kid and they’re good together #and they’re never apart and it’s been like a year and a half #so her confusion was so sad #she’s also weird with her emotions like me so I know she’s been going through it the last couple days #today was just the worst of them and I hope tomorrows better #I had mentioned to her to ask him to take a walk on the crusty beach nearby us to talk #and I looked at her location a bit ago and she was there was cute #they both turn 18 next month so it’s time to start growing and dealing with stuff in a different way #I can also legally beat him up if I had to lol #we all like him so it was even confusing to us like get it together brother #I’ll find out more later but hopefully all is well

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goldensunset · 2 months

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re: the music rant I tagged you in I am so sorry for tagging you in my double-dose caffeine fueled haterism explosion post. truly was off the shits and did not realize how much random garbage talking points I was ready to spill on the first person to ask

but i love haterism…..

#truly i really don’t care if ppl like those artists. they do so for good reason #but it’s just impossible to see it as like. particularly noteworthy and countercultural or anything anymore?#like obv it’ll never be on the same mainstream level of like taylor swift or w/e #but as far as being ‘weird’ or ‘fringe’ it’s like. safe weird. safe fringe #mainstream weird or mainstream fringe to use an oxymoron #there’s nothing wrong with enjoying something with a large community that makes you feel something #but it just isn’t particularly striking as far as making a statement about how unique you are #not that you need to be unique to be cool #but i think a lot of people truly do see it as a thing that makes them special or even superior #it’s not harmful at all just a little silly #and truly when every young neurodivergent well-off internet dweller is doing it. well it’s not totally weird is it #safe and sanitized weirdness #either that or to get back to the point if it is true weirdness then it’s like yeah are you sure this goes on that character playlist LOL #maybe the other bigger threat is when stuff is genuinely good and raw and unique and strange #art that’s screaming something out #and it gets watered down into something incredibly generic #like this lament about the singer’s very real life is like ‘woagh this is just like these two fictional white men who have never met’#less ‘morally wrong’ and more ‘hardcore cringe at best and in poor taste at worst’#or like. what if it is an EXTREMELY specific situation genuinely #why is it on every playlist 🤔#the answer is bc it goes hard of course so who am i to say they’re wrong for having fun #but behind the scenes in secret i’ll be laughing sinisterly #like everybody in the world thinks Their Artist is the most freakish unique and special artist. including swifties #fact of the matter there’s always something weirder. even the stuff i listen to i am well aware could be so much freakier #is there really any point in making it a competition of how weird you are #just listen to what appeals to you and stop acting like you’re the main character idk #asks #dj-of-the-coven #ok i’m done now. hope none of this sounded too bitter and judgmental

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starry-eyed-psychopomp · 1 year

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The “I fell in love with my straight Christian best friend” to Crowley kinnie pipeline is real

#I hope she’s doing okay now #she went to byu and I’m on tumblr dot com #so when ineffable husbands goes canon for real it’ll be for ALL of us #good omens #good omens spoilers #gos2 spoilers #ineffable husbands #good omens 2 spoilers

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bardicbird · 1 year

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i don’t like the post going around that’s like “u need to eat vegetables even if ur autistic and it’s hard i promise u can find a way to prepare them that works!!!” it just feels . Bad. No hate to the person who made it bc that advice does work for some people, but when you’re specifically including autistic ppl who are more likely to deal with ARFID (like me) that sort of advice can come off as really patronizing and rude. eating disorders are not rational, and it typically doesn’t matter how the food is prepared . Some people just can’t eat certain things and instead of being like “you can do it i promise push your boundaries!!” I would instead recommend supplements to get the vitamins you need. also like—nobody *has* to be healthy. Like obviously if you are able to get the nutrients you need you should but in the case of people who *can’t* they are not lesser or just not trying hard enough; they are ppl who deserve respect and autonomy over their own choices. Idk just rubbed me the wrong way.

#i hope this makes sense again I’m not trying to be rude to the person who made the post it just made me personally a little upset #and to see some ppl i follow rb has been . eh #not super judging because it is probably good advice if you don’t have arfid/any other disorder that causes food aversion #but . ugh. yeah idk #ok to rb btw #bardic ranting #i think some of my feelings on this may be a bit misplaced bc having arfid means ppl give u this advice all the time and it can get tiring #to have ppl assuming u “just haven’t tried this one thing it’ll work i swear!#so again less of an issue with the post itself and more the common narrative of being weird to ppl who are unable to eat healthy food #arfid

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rinhaler · 1 year

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Making a hot chocolate so I can sit and edit my Shidou fic !!

#🧚🏽‍♀️ — luxe chit chat #good morning lovelies !!#i just woke up and I’m like ughhhhh this fic #7k words was SUCH an accident I wanted it to be short!!!!#and it needs so much editing work #it’s super sloppy >.<#but hopefully it’ll be good when I’m finished!!#I’m trying so hard not to be so critical but likeeee #I don’t wanna post anything here I’m not happy with since it’s a fresh start and stuff #think I’m gonna watch some YouTube before I start hehehe #I am NOT ready to tackle 7k right after waking up #anyway I hope ur all having good days/nights and taking care of yourselves :3

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sallytwo · 1 year

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i’m actually super looking forward to this semstwr… sophomore curse aside… it’s gonna rock… tentative smile

#i hate getting. over optimistic.#cuz i’ll go through periods where i’m like manic like everything’s gonna be okay forever!!!b which is not realistic #and i know i’m a very senstive person and little thing can just. throw me. but i’m hopeful that it’ll be good… i guess that’s all i can be #i did. have. another dream last night :( about it. guy who’s normal. who’s so over it

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rosylamb · 9 months

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Such a tiny tummy! Did you get any pretty new jewellery for your birthday?

My friend !! . ˚ * . 🧸 🤍

Is it really ??

You know I hadn’t noticed myself . . but I guess it is !?

(I am short and small though so I suppose that makes sense ?? Very small !! It is a cruel fate I cannot borrow clothes from my sisters cus I’m too little for them & they honestly have lots of neat stuff ;-;)

That’s a very nice of you to say though c:

Thank you !! You’re really sweet, and I appreciate it ♡

To answer your question — I *did* !!

How did you know ??? :D

I got a very *very* pretty necklace from my sister! It has a small charm on it that looks just like the pumpkin coach from ‘Cinderella’ !! ♡ ♡

Isn’t that amazing ?? Maybe I can put some pictures up later and show you if you wanna see ??

Sending hugs, love, and many happy thoughts to you! I hope something special happens to you today, and that you take care, sweet anon ~ !!! XO

🧸 . ˚ * . 🧁 ♡ 🎀 ʚ 🤍 ɞ

#<3 #ask #she knows i love fairytales !#my sister is very smart and gives good gifts !!#but i don’t wear it often cus i’m scared it’ll break it i’ll lose it ;-;#what about you ??#did you get any nice gifts recently ??#or has anything fun or nice happened to you ??#i hope so !! c:#sending many hugs and well wishes for your week !!#i pray that you stay safe and keep warm c:#and wish you all the best ~ !! <3 #xo ! <3 #🧸 ♡ . ˚ * . 🧁 🎀 🤍

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simgerale · 1 year

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hi my lovelies!!!!!! i have missed you all!!!!! i’m not back to posting and i’m barely scrolling through my dash but i just wanted to say HI and give you kisses MWAH and wish you a very happy rest of your week and then weekend (^:

#nonsims #we won’t be officially moved in until about the 13th #no that’s the day we move so maybe the 14th or 15th lol #that said im not sure if ill have my pc yet with me and then I’ll be trying to unpack and everything #i’m more scared for my fiancé because he has to start school again in august #I know he can do it but if it was me I’d be so anxious and stressed #which he is! he’s just good at hiding it #anyway. all this to say.. it’ll be a good while before I can post sims 4 again #maybe august will be my month!#miss you all #hope life is going well and if not I hope you can find time to relax your mind and give yourself a break <3

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glfry · 6 months

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I love the m2 references in m3 a whole lot but the lack of almost any specific m1 rep slays me

#theres Berry tofu and TECHINICALLY eight Melodies. that’s it. and the melodies aren’t even specific to m1 so who gaf #tbf I Love earthbound gameplay and story wise more. and it’ll always hold a special place in my heart bc it was the first mther I played #BUT. I did like the last couple hours of m1 a lot #also The George Maria & gigyas stuff went so hard it was good ok #ALSO TEDDY.#Idk why but I couldn’t attach myself to most of the mother 2 cast #only like ness and that’s it #teddy however. teddy is my goat #mother #mother 2 #earthbound #mother 3 #im the only mother 1 fan and I don’t even like 70% of it #nor is it even my favorite mother game. or my second favorite #I DID LIKW IT THOUGH #beggining is Rough. middle is fine. end is peak ((except for the area not tested who the fuck came up with that))#the best way to play m1 is with rewind features I’m being so fr #also anyone who played without the run button. you are stronger than the troops #in General I dont think ppl like m1 like at all.#Theres like 5 pieces of merch for it on the hobonichi store and 3 of them are buttons.#Theres also the towels but that barely counts #it sucks that I like the m1 team more but like. i want to see the m2 team do more !!!!!#i thought poo (metaphorically? spiritually?) giving up his arms went hard #I loved Paula’s hopefulness. i Love Jeff having a lot of self confiecene issues and his bf and the fact his dad kinda sucked #NAD I LOVE NESSSSSSS I LOVE NESS SO MUCH #but the m1 cast is given so much more flavor text it makes me kinda mad #ninten liking penguins and loving baseball. Ana refusing to dissect a frog. Lloyd being autistic af and THE EVERYTHING AROUND TEDDY???#Peak. absolutely Peak #genuinely if the gameplay was on par with m2 I think i would’ve enjoyed it more than m2 im being so foreal #also i Love magiciant in m2 but the calm version from m1 goes SO much harder and that’s also why it’s the one represented in smash dont@me

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