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drygrasses · 11 months ago

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Went to a therapist today for the first time in a few years! They’re nonbinary and a year younger than I am (💀) but they took me seriously when I described my Issues (I’m mostly there for ADHD reasons…family things will have to wait) and seemed on board with pursuing a diagnosis so I’m really hopeful, genuinely

#they’re also like a full head shorter than I am #I picked them bc their gender yeah #and I’m their bio they sounded like my kind of nerd #I’m not there for gender stuff cuz I’m actually pretty ok with where I’m at with that #but I think the fact that they’re also nb makes it easier cuz like they get it even without me hashing it all out LOL #and ofc bc more similar life experiences #I had been vaguely worried that we might be TOO similar but they’re professional and capable and clearly know their stuff #so I’m hoping it’ll be all good #me stuff #I really can’t believe I finally got past the executive dysfunction well enough to actually start treating my executive dysfunction lmao #also I filled out the paperwork before the appointment and they were AMAZED that I did #I have gotten a good grade in therapy for the week LOL

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tetzoro · 4 months ago

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good morning and happy fridayayayayyyyy !!!! it’s pretty much the weekend and i’m supa excited (ㅅ´ ˘ `) ! i hope everyone has a good day and you find something that makes ya smile ^_^ 🤍

aren’t they sweet ( ྀི o̴̶̷᷄ o̴̶̷̥᷅ ) . . ෆ

#need someone to convince me not to track down and buy this figure .#gripping the sink right now i need it so bad #look at their smiles #LOOK.#UGHHHHHFHDHDHDHHDHD #ok #well i might be chronically online today as it’s friday & im one of the only schmucks to actually go into the office #so i’m not gonna give it 110% shh…………#but i will get to some asks + shitpost ! so yay #tonight is going to be very interesting bc i’ve been slowly introducing my cats to my moms cat and tonight they might all get to meet #LOL.#i think it’ll be okay … i hope …. as long as they can tolerate each other by the holidays i’m good !!!!#i have a question id like to ponder but this yap is already getting long and i fear ppl may not see it so i shall ask the void later 🙂‍↕️🙂‍#ILUUUU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY !! STAY AMAZEEEE ^_^#smooch.#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims #ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.

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scissorcraft · 8 months ago

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i really want to make isat friends…

#in this moment…#but i’m too scared ;-;#you guys all seem rly fun n cool n sweet #i love seeing tags on my art n everyone is so so nice!!! i’d love to reach out n make friends so bad #but i’m. terrified.#my usual method of making friends is starting a private discord server #n it usually goes amazing - it’s how i met my current family and how i’ve made so many friends!!!#but i’m petrified right now. something in me broke a while back and i don’t know if it’ll fix…#i hope that… i can make one soon. maybe after i get back on my meds i’ll be okay.#but!! like. in the meantime #if anyone. wants to try ? i may be slow and scared and overly guarded bug i want to make friends #and i’ll Try if anyone feels up to reaching out? ;-; i’d appreciate it tbh!!! but no one has to!!!#i wrote myself a lil script tfgvu for a comic maybe. itll be so annoying but it’ll be a very person piece n i think it’d b good for me to #make ngl… a good look into my Twisted Mind (/s/s/s thats a joke!!!!!)#SORRY THIS IS REALLY REALLY VENTY JGUGGUG #i have difficulties my whole life with feeling like a perpetual outsider <3 i need to work on that somehow

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itgoesdingwhentheresstuff · 8 months ago

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Just finished my black sails rewatch and I am absolutely obsessed with two things: the conversation between silver and flint about what comes after the revolution, and how little screen time Madi actually gets for how important she is to me.

Oh and the way Flint’s whole face transforms when he smiles.

#black sails #watching a second time was all the pleasure and pain of a good tragedy #knowing how it’ll end but somehow hoping this time it’ll be different #I’m crying with flint knowing something beautiful is so close and just out of reach #and Madi having her choices taken away as if that isn’t another kind of chains put on her by a white man

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herenvibing · 1 month ago

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cr3 is gonna end and the pc’s still feel like the same people to me :|

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#cr spoilers #cr critical #the pacing of this campaign was shot to shit from the start and i really hope mercer learns from this and takes it into account for cr4 #i actually think they need to do mini seasons like d20 does. not in the way that they’re all completely separate from one another but #the way the unsleeping city had multiple seasons or a crown of candy or fantasy high. connected arcs in a bigger story #it would give mercer more time to plan and pace things and would give both cast and crew more time to prepare things #bc this campaign was. frantic. just full speed ahead with no breathing room. it’s a marathon sprint #i still feel like the initial assault on the key was like. maybe a few months ago #IT WAS A YEAR!!!!#what do you MEAN this campaign took place over five months!!! these people don’t know each other!!!! I don’t know them!!!!!!#VM knew each other for YEARS TM9 traveled for a YEAR together #CR3 viewers have been talking about a time skip happening as though it’s a guarantee!!! TM9 didn’t end with a time skip and guess what!!#It was a good ending!!! Maybe a few loose threads but they were easily touched upon later with no issues #like idk ppl are allowed to like or even love cr3 i have no issue with that. i just think that from a storytelling perspective it’s just #so poorly paced and i think both fans and players deserve better than to be thrown into world ending stakes immediately #the initial assault on the malleus key felt like an endgame event and it was like fifty episodes in. Tm9 got to xhorhas around episode 50 #characters deserve time to marinate. cr3 is a pressure cooker #don’t even get me started on braius’ inclusion. sam i’m sure your character is cool and complicated but he’s been here for like 20 eps #i dont know this man #also i feel like shorter seasons/separate arcs woven together would account more for people’s personal lives and any medical issues #like what happened with sam. ppl were hounding him asking for his return meanwhile he was being treated for CANCER like I can’t imagine #dealing with that kind of pressure. players deserve privacy however they can get it.#(also fgc’s death is to me the only narratively satisfying thing to happen in cr3 i’m not kidding #fucking perfect setup and execution. exquisitely done on mr riegel’s part #laudna has also had some great story beats along with imogen but i think matt fucked up making delilah come back i really do)#anyway all the love to the cr crew and cast if you see this ily and your stories i just think pacing needs to be taken into account #“they’re just friends sitting at a table playing dnd” i don’t think they are anymore actually #obviously they’re still friends playing dnd but like. cr3 feels so produced and i dont mean that in a good way :[ it feels so corporate #off topic i am SO FUCKING EXCITED for the switch to daggerheart! I think it’ll really breathe some new light and life into exandria!!!

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hobbithoes · 4 hours ago

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Gonna start posting again soon fr , it’s just hard to manage my time , venting in the tags incomingggg ✈️

#I just like this gif . it’s neat #hopefully finish SOMETHINGGG tn or tomorrow I have sooo many wips #it’s like so hard to balance playing with drawing and also it’s hard to do stuff bc I feel bad for not doing “productive things???#like I need to figure out what I’m doing for school and figure all that out and learn how to cook and just idk basic human things that I’m #sooo far behind in and idk I have a lot of stress with it all the time? it’s a whole thing I think it’ll only be better when my job #insurance hits and I can go to therapy 😜 my mom messed me up fr I fear …#I’m rlly scared for my insurance tho lowkey bc I haven’t went to dentist since 4th grade and yeah.. never been a good tooth situation #in the first place so I rlly hope I don’t have to get any pulled 😳😳#anyway I’ll prob delete this I’m just ventinggg #it’s still sooo much better than my life when I was tattooing and couldn’t afford my bills and super stressed so like idk why I still am #like this like I live with my bfs parents they’re so sweet and they cook all the time and have said I’m like a daughter #but that almost makes the mommy issues worse yaknow bc it kind of is… but I know it’s not like a true daughter like if I did something craz #she’d be like bye LOL #which makes sense !!!!! but still idk I wish I had that bond that cannotttt be brokennn #oghhhh why is my mom an actual meth headdd 😩 idk how I turned out so chill but there’s def still problems here ….#I do work!!! it’s part time now thouughhh since ups will pay for school 🏫#oh also I’m so lonelyyy I moved 3 hrs away to live with his parents and nobody at work rlly talks to me also bf lives states away #he was supposed to take me with him but he broke up with me and we got back together but like. hurts I should be over thereee #I’ll def delete this later prob but wanted to speak into the void .. thank u… going to weed store now …

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teddy-bear-d · 2 years ago

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Brrrrrr

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yuukimiyas · 1 year ago

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hello hello friends!! ໒꒰ྀི◜ ཅ ◝ ꒱ྀི১◞♡ i hope everybunny has been doing well!! i’m slowly but surely easing my way back into the city life so you’ll see me around more!! <33 tmrw here in the states, on 1/25, i turn 26 yrs old!! ૮꒰ྀི ∩៸៸៸∩ ‎꒱ྀིა & it is v nerve wracking & exciting!! & in all honesty…i am SCARED!! i feel so ill prepared & not ready!!! ໒꒰ྀིஇ﹏இ`꒱ྀི১ but tmrw is chloe day!! & i can’t wait to celebrate it w all of you!!! <33

#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!#my lil break has been v restful & much needed :3 there’s still a TON im stressing ab tho :// but ik it’ll be okie !!!#im missin you guys so so SO MUCH!! i hope you all didn’t forget ab me!!! i have lots of stuff in the works!! ໒꒰ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩꒱ྀི১ #first things first…i need a new theme ໒꒰ྀི𖦹﹏𖦹꒱ྀི১ so im gonna be lookin for stuff for that today!!#ik i have a ton of askies to get to!! i will make my way through them i PROMISE!! <333 #it feels v v good to be makin my way back here ₍ᐢ.ˬ.⑅ᐢ₎ tyasm for being so patient w me <33 it means the world to me!!#well today is my last day bein 25!! EEEP!! ໒꒰ྀི ∩´﹏`∩ ꒱ྀིა i am scared but im welcoming this new age w open arms & an open heart!!! ILYASM!!#i’m not so good w bdays but knowing so many of you care ab me makes it all the more bearable ᜊ꒰ ᜊ ´ ˘꒱ ੭♡#OOO & boyfie is doin well!! he is so sweet to me & is bein v kind & nice so dw friends!! i am in good hands!! i PROMISE!! <33 okie ttyl!!

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normalgirlatron · 7 months ago

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i’m not. Ready

#the room w all their memories IM GONNA KEEEEEL MYSELF #i wonder if it’ll have horror elements i hope it does #this trailer is so… like i’m honestly speechless omg #the vibe is perfect #the whole. burning thing? like they’re trying to find a way for the memories not to fade #amazing… excellent… i’m gonna throw up on them #also all of them looked so good in the trailer i have high hopes for the mv styling too #the happiness parrot spoke to me immediately. hehe #🧸

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mer-se · 5 months ago

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I've always seen posts about how bad it hurts when your kid is heartbroken, and I don't have a kid but l've helped raise my niece for so many years and through so many milestones, always there for the important and the not important stuff and she feels more like my little sister than my niece. She's tough like me and also a teenager so she keeps her emotions to herself and I gotta say her coming into my bedroom earlier crying and defeated about this boy - hurt in a different way because I can’t fix that.

#first loves #I went to work stressed!!!!!!#she texted some updates throughout the day though and they talked and are ok for rn #I’m so glad but also now I’m nervous for her and them because it’ll be so bad #on one hand I know she’s tough and would be ok and it’s ok to let go sometimes #but it’s her and I don’t want her to be sad #or if he sucked overall but he’s actually a really good kid and they’re good together #and they’re never apart and it’s been like a year and a half #so her confusion was so sad #she’s also weird with her emotions like me so I know she’s been going through it the last couple days #today was just the worst of them and I hope tomorrows better #I had mentioned to her to ask him to take a walk on the crusty beach nearby us to talk #and I looked at her location a bit ago and she was there was cute #they both turn 18 next month so it’s time to start growing and dealing with stuff in a different way #I can also legally beat him up if I had to lol #we all like him so it was even confusing to us like get it together brother #I’ll find out more later but hopefully all is well

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tetzoro · 6 months ago

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good morning friendz & happy tuesday ! ! i hope today is a great day for everyone ! please remember to do something sweet for yourself because you are doing your best and that’s more than good enough !

#yesterday was soooooo not it i’m ngl #but today is a brand new day !!#and it’ll be a good one <3 #🫂🩷 hugging whoever needs one rn . the world can be scary sometimes but we will find joy in the little things !#you’ll put on your fave show or eat your fave treat and the world will seem a little less harsh ᰔ #give it a lil time and you’ll start to feel okay again . . slowly but surely <3 #<- using this as a lil reminder for myself as well 🙂‍↕️#going to queue up a lil zoro blurb that’s been in the drafts for far too long #idk if it’s rlly my best work or anything but it’s done & feels good enough so we move #need to stop hoarding onto stuff !!!!#reminding myself it’s not that serious and if it’s not 110% the best thing i’ve ever written then it’s okay bc i had fun writing it #and if i don’t post now it’ll just be endless edits for the rest of my tumblr days … shivers .#FHDJDDJDJ #i hope u all have a great day & remember to stay awesome mhm <3 #sending out lots of love #₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims #ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.

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bardicbird · 1 year ago

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i don’t like the post going around that’s like “u need to eat vegetables even if ur autistic and it’s hard i promise u can find a way to prepare them that works!!!” it just feels . Bad. No hate to the person who made it bc that advice does work for some people, but when you’re specifically including autistic ppl who are more likely to deal with ARFID (like me) that sort of advice can come off as really patronizing and rude. eating disorders are not rational, and it typically doesn’t matter how the food is prepared . Some people just can’t eat certain things and instead of being like “you can do it i promise push your boundaries!!” I would instead recommend supplements to get the vitamins you need. also like—nobody *has* to be healthy. Like obviously if you are able to get the nutrients you need you should but in the case of people who *can’t* they are not lesser or just not trying hard enough; they are ppl who deserve respect and autonomy over their own choices. Idk just rubbed me the wrong way.

#i hope this makes sense again I’m not trying to be rude to the person who made the post it just made me personally a little upset #and to see some ppl i follow rb has been . eh #not super judging because it is probably good advice if you don’t have arfid/any other disorder that causes food aversion #but . ugh. yeah idk #ok to rb btw #bardic ranting #i think some of my feelings on this may be a bit misplaced bc having arfid means ppl give u this advice all the time and it can get tiring #to have ppl assuming u “just haven’t tried this one thing it’ll work i swear!#so again less of an issue with the post itself and more the common narrative of being weird to ppl who are unable to eat healthy food #arfid

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rinhaler · 1 year ago

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Making a hot chocolate so I can sit and edit my Shidou fic !!

#🧚🏽‍♀️ — luxe chit chat #good morning lovelies !!#i just woke up and I’m like ughhhhh this fic #7k words was SUCH an accident I wanted it to be short!!!!#and it needs so much editing work #it’s super sloppy >.<#but hopefully it’ll be good when I’m finished!!#I’m trying so hard not to be so critical but likeeee #I don’t wanna post anything here I’m not happy with since it’s a fresh start and stuff #think I’m gonna watch some YouTube before I start hehehe #I am NOT ready to tackle 7k right after waking up #anyway I hope ur all having good days/nights and taking care of yourselves :3

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simgerale · 2 years ago

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hi my lovelies!!!!!! i have missed you all!!!!! i’m not back to posting and i’m barely scrolling through my dash but i just wanted to say HI and give you kisses MWAH and wish you a very happy rest of your week and then weekend (^:

#nonsims #we won’t be officially moved in until about the 13th #no that’s the day we move so maybe the 14th or 15th lol #that said im not sure if ill have my pc yet with me and then I’ll be trying to unpack and everything #i’m more scared for my fiancé because he has to start school again in august #I know he can do it but if it was me I’d be so anxious and stressed #which he is! he’s just good at hiding it #anyway. all this to say.. it’ll be a good while before I can post sims 4 again #maybe august will be my month!#miss you all #hope life is going well and if not I hope you can find time to relax your mind and give yourself a break <3

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glfry · 10 months ago

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I love the m2 references in m3 a whole lot but the lack of almost any specific m1 rep slays me

#theres Berry tofu and TECHINICALLY eight Melodies. that’s it. and the melodies aren’t even specific to m1 so who gaf #tbf I Love earthbound gameplay and story wise more. and it’ll always hold a special place in my heart bc it was the first mther I played #BUT. I did like the last couple hours of m1 a lot #also The George Maria & gigyas stuff went so hard it was good ok #ALSO TEDDY.#Idk why but I couldn’t attach myself to most of the mother 2 cast #only like ness and that’s it #teddy however. teddy is my goat #mother #mother 2 #earthbound #mother 3 #im the only mother 1 fan and I don’t even like 70% of it #nor is it even my favorite mother game. or my second favorite #I DID LIKW IT THOUGH #beggining is Rough. middle is fine. end is peak ((except for the area not tested who the fuck came up with that))#the best way to play m1 is with rewind features I’m being so fr #also anyone who played without the run button. you are stronger than the troops #in General I dont think ppl like m1 like at all.#Theres like 5 pieces of merch for it on the hobonichi store and 3 of them are buttons.#Theres also the towels but that barely counts #it sucks that I like the m1 team more but like. i want to see the m2 team do more !!!!!#i thought poo (metaphorically? spiritually?) giving up his arms went hard #I loved Paula’s hopefulness. i Love Jeff having a lot of self confiecene issues and his bf and the fact his dad kinda sucked #NAD I LOVE NESSSSSSS I LOVE NESS SO MUCH #but the m1 cast is given so much more flavor text it makes me kinda mad #ninten liking penguins and loving baseball. Ana refusing to dissect a frog. Lloyd being autistic af and THE EVERYTHING AROUND TEDDY???#Peak. absolutely Peak #genuinely if the gameplay was on par with m2 I think i would’ve enjoyed it more than m2 im being so foreal #also i Love magiciant in m2 but the calm version from m1 goes SO much harder and that’s also why it’s the one represented in smash dont@me

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area51-escapee · 10 months ago

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It feels like my body is punishing me for the crime of having fun :(

#I had such a good day on Monday I was so happy #and since then I’ve been sore all over #and now I have a migraine #I can’t miss anymore work #but I’m in so much fucking pain #I’m hoping it’ll go away throughout the day

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