#think I’m gonna watch some YouTube before I start hehehe

[rinhaler]

Making a hot chocolate so I can sit and edit my Shidou fic !!

[velvrei]

hihiii it’s the anon that asked if you had any hansumfella requests yet !! i just had to feel out the scenery …

this is like a very loose requests so you can like fill in the gaps, but i was wondering if you could write something where reader is someone who’s lowk kind of famous and fella mentions on stream that she’s his celebrity crush and the clip get’s really popular and she ends up seeing it and wowow turns out she thought he was cute too and they end up texing and blah blah blah!

it’s not very detailed but it’s just something that’s been on my mind lately hehehe thank uuu

omg this is so cute yes ofc i can do this

not so nonchalant (part 1)

pairing: hansumfella x famous!reader

warnings: fluff!

summary: fella reveals on stream that you are his celebrity crush, and the clip gets popular enough for you to see it

tyler was sat at his desk, streaming and answering questions from the fans. he chuckled as he read the chat.

“favorite twin tower? okay guys, let’s ask, i don’t know, normal questions?” he says, adding a laugh as the chat blows up with laughs and he starts to read the real ones.

“do you have a girlfriend?” he reads another question, wanting to face palm, “guys, i don’t have a girlfriend we’ve been over this.” he says with a laugh. “‘and i’m sure you stalkers will find out when i get one anyway, cause you guys have already found my address, so.” he says, calling out the chat as many people comment stuff like:

user27: oh that’s not..

kittyluvr: we love u!

fellasbff: HELP

he continued answering questions, most of them unserious, until he saw one in the chat that caught his eye.

“who’s your celebrity crush, and don’t say ice spice.” he read from the screen, laughing at the end comment. “damn, i was gonna say ice spice too,” he joked, his tone obviously sarcastic.

he began to think, even though he knew he didn’t have to, and you were immediately on his mind. he wasn’t sure if he should outright say it, but he was a few drinks in from recording beeriokart not too long before so he thought, why not.

“i’ll give you guys an actual answer, you guys have probably had enough bullshit from em when it comes to these questions.”

the chat angrily agrees, “okay, okay!” he laughs, holding his stomach. “she’s a pretty famous tiktoker. she’s known for her humor and positivity, and she has a huge following on both youtube and instagram is well.”

the chat blows up with guesses and he can’t help but smile when he sees someone guess your name.

“it’s y/n, yeah,” he said into the mic, as the chat begins to go crazy. “she’s like super beautiful, but has a huge following so there’s no way she’d even know i exist. okay, anyways. next question.”

the chat all begins to fangirl, they’ve never heard tyler seriously talk about someone like that in a nice manner, so they knew he was down bad and wasn’t afraid to point it out.

a few days later, you were sitting on your bed scrolling through your phone, it was around 10pm. you scrolled from a random edit to see a clip of this funny guy you’d been seeing on your for you page recently. you’d be lying if you said you didn’t have some of the edits of him saved to your phone.

you continued to watch the clip, it starting with him talking about the twin towers, which made you laugh, and then continues as he’s asked about his celebrity crush.

he joked before saying your name, making your mouth fall open. you weren’t expecting it, and given he was someone you had been watching recently, you were even more taken back.

you immediately went to his social media, slightly stalking as if you weren’t before, going to his instagram and following it.

on fella’s side, he practically jumped for joy when he saw the notification of your following him, however, once the realization sunk in of why you probably followed him, his heart dropped.

you decided to message him, kicking your feet as you sent the first message.

you: fella. i know what you did.

you said, laughing as you decided to scare him a bit.

him: i am quacking in my boots right now.

him: QUAKING. not quacking. god.

you: LMFAOO. i saw the clip, that’s all. just wanted to make your heart drop to your ass

him: you definitely succeeded! 😁😁😁😁😁

you: LOL i think it’s cute though like before i saw that i won’t even lie to you like im not gonna gas up your ego or anything 🙄

you: but i you were on my fyp a couple days ago and i may or may not have giggled at your videos…

him: WHAT.

him: is this a prank

him: am i being pranked right now.

you: NOO THIS IS NOT A PRANK FELLA I PROMISE.

you: but i saw the clips and may or may not have stalked your tiktok, instagram and twitter…

him: oh

him: OH.

you: LMFAO. anyways, staring over!

you: hi! you’re really funny

him: this is not happening rn

you: we should meet up

you: only for the fans ofc yk they would go crazy

him: wait no redo bc i’m supposed to ask you on the date

him: yk yk we should nonchalantly go on a date yk casually casual date where we get food and post pictures nonchalantly

you: HELP?

him: help is on the way🚨🚔

you: what if i say no now just bc you said that.

you: jk, yes i’ll go on the nonchalant date with you nonchalantly but you have to look nice

him: omg when okay

you: tomorrow?

him: OHBMY GOD

him: yes. that’s fine. i’ll pick you up at 7 tomorrow. i. am. being. nonchalant. i. promise. totally not freaking out rn

you: that’s cute awww

you: ILL SEE YOU TOMORROW!

him: SEE YOU TOMORROW 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁 (i’m dying)

…

part two here hehehe

[mhaccunoval]

i finallyyyy finished the explanations for my tlb playlistttt so come get yall juice

if you haven’t already seen my first (official) post about this silly little playlist then you are still in luck !!! here is the spotify and the youtube links !!! oh yeah also all of the songs are in chronological order (maybe not by month but definitely by year) because i had to be organized like that sbjhshsjbs

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❥ title

i mean. there isn’t much to explain about it but sbjshbsjhs it’s based on sam’s line “you’re a creature of the night, michael!” of course but i made it plural because this playlist is sort of a. general boys / movie playlist, if that makes sense??? but yeahhhh they’re all littol creechers who love the night >:o]

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❥ paint it, black — the rolling stones

so !!! i was kind of trying to relate it to the boys vampirism and. love of black clothes sbhsjbshjs but no. similar to the title, they. literally live in darkness because of not being able to go into the sun and because of the few lights in the lair but there’s also a sort of duality where being vampires in an internal darkness??? like. each of the boys takes heavy advantage of the benefits of being undead but i can’t imagine it’s without its faults outside of the lack of sunlight and such. i’m sure there’s a kind of uh. monster complex that follows it, especially with the way outsiders view them, which certainly fits with the song’s vibe of being washed with this sort of sensory overload to color and earning weird looks for it

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❥ riders on the storm — the doors

first of all, there’s a giant ass jim morrison poster in the lair therefore the boys definitely listen to the doors (if not idolize jim) so jot that down. but also !!! it has very Them vibes !!! i think the storm effects definitely relate to boys in how storms create a darkness that is soothing in its own way, and comes on strong, just like the boys’ presence. and. technically they Are killers on the road that Will kill a sweet family sbhjsbshjsb but no most of all the !!! “into this house we’re born // into this world we’re thrown” and !!! the found family that the boys have going. like, if you look at. vampirism as the house they have LITERALLY been born into it and been thrown into a whole new world, depending on each other for comfort and pleasure !!! oh also. they ride motorcycles so they’re also literal riders sbhjsbshjs (fun fact, according to genius lyrics: apparently it was the last song jim recorded before he died a few weeks later 😳)

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❥ love her madly — the doors

whole jim morrison poster and listening to the doors reasoning is sustained. HOWEVER for the rest of reasoning… perhaps it’s more straight up 95060 than anything but sbhsjbsshj the whole woman walking in and out of the audience’s life is very symbolic of michael being in and out with the boys, never really deciding whether he wants to fully join them and straining. all of his relationships with that indecision and sitting on the picket fence (those who sit on the picket fence are impaled by it). although, it could also be partly symbolic of that indecision, as he does find Some charm in the boys’ lifestyle and keeps finding himself drawn back enough to even consider partaking in it. also, if you wanna go the parko route, paul loves marko madly enough to go after the frog bros personally for killing him <3

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❥ walk this way — aerosmith

i am. blanking on how to tie it in other than being on the movie’s soundtrack (yes i avoided it and people are strange until the very end of making the playlist, but one of the evils got me clearly— have always ADORED people are strange though). but. i guess you can make the case that the song is full of innuendos and some scenes, like the feeding scene, are lowkey horny sbsjhbshjsbs and YES it’s the aerosmith version instead of the run dmc one because. i prefer this one and it’s my silly little playlist <3

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❥ the boys are back in town — thin lizzy

technically the boys never Left town but !!! *christopher walken voice* Boys !!! them cast ARE crazy and they’re ALWAYS dressed to kill, ready to spill some blood and pick a fight !!! yeah no it’s just a very fun song that i think really works to. represent their crazy lifestyle and infamy around town due to causing trouble !!! and you can almost say that in this scenario star is the girl who used to dance a lot and slapped the shit out of someone <3 just girlboss moments <3

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❥ xanadu — rush

hehehe… this started as the. desire to add more rush to the playlist for my own amusement but the more times i listen to it, the more i’m like “!!! it actually fits”… like. xanadu here is meant to a sort of utopia that’s long searched for, partly BECAUSE of the promise of immortality which !!! the boys have (unless. harmed in one of the ways at the end of the movie) because of their vampirism. like even if we don’t know the exact reasons they got turned, they all still, mostly indirectly probably, sought out that same principle. And the dining on honeydew and drinking the milk of ‘paradise’ is similar to their thrill-seeking tendencies and general enjoyment of being unable to die, leaving them to enjoy their undead lives to the fullest. not to mention, in [b part 2] (as genius refers to it) there’s talk of many, many years passing and waiting for the world to end, which we know there’s been quite a few years in between the boys getting turned and the movie, as well as i’m sure they sit back and wait on Some apocalypse, if not just to watch the world burn. in writing this, i’ve ALSO realized how it can be considered very Michael; he didn’t exactly seek this life out but he found it and indulged, only to be that “mad immortal man” towards the end of the song

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❥ runnin’ with the devil — van halen

i just van halen is neat sbjshbsjsh and would definitely be something the boys would actually listen to hsjbshjsb i don’t Necessarily think vampires are in any way tied to the devil but. here it’d be more like a metaphor of “taking a walk on the wild side” if you wanna call it that; also, they all truly live their lives like there’s no tomorrow (not that they have to worry about death until the very end), have stolen a lot of things just to get by (probably in life AND death), don’t bode well with the ‘simple’ life (likely including the idea of a nuclear family like max proposed) because of it’s lack of pleasures, and don’t exactly have any “love [that] you’d call real” unless you read into the subtext 

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❥ hot blooded — foreigner

originally this was going to be another joke about the. lowkey horniness of the boys and the movie as a whole but i’ve realized in writing these explanations thus far and rereading the lyrics that it’s. it’s just michael-centric sbshjsbsh sam is “at the mercy of his sex glands” and so is the audience of both the movie and the song sbhsjbshsj like. michael finds himself attracted to star immediately and tries for two secret rendezvouses, with only one working, and. can be said that he also finds a fever running within him when he’s around david and the boys sbhjsbshjs i just 🙈

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❥ renegade — styx

renegade is my favorite styx song so i just said “fuck it” and added it sbshjsbshj but !!! you can say that, again, the boys live their lives on the wild side and. probably commit enough crimes to warrant dozens of sentences, some that would lead to death row (like, ya know, the. manslaughter) but they manage to get away unscathed. And the law man serving as an allegory to all of the people, including the frogs and grandpa, that want them dead for being vampires, with the bounty to be rewarded being the ridding of their trouble from santa carla

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❥ big shot — billy joel

mikey :o) … ok yeah he isn’t the. silver spoon in hand (nose) type but he’s LITERALLY the type to open his mouth and get himself deep in enough shit that a fight breaks out, potentially bloodied his eyes, nose, and/or fists. i don’t have much of an explanation outside of he is a himbo jock who pulled a “i didn’t know how to talk to my crush so i wrote a note telling them to get out of my school” except he said it with his fist instead of his mouth sbjshbshsj

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❥ boys don’t cry — the cure

pretty sure this is one of the ones i stole off of shovel (@/iswearimavamp) sbshjbshjs but i do love this song in a general sense too. in regards to the movie, like. none of the guys. obsess over masculinity or anything— and both david AND michael cry at different points— so that’s not necessarily an issue. but, there *is* still a lot of hurt and stepping on toes in many of the relationships in the film that can be stretched to fit, i would think sbjhsbshjs

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❥ highway to hell — ac/dc

this and back in black were some of the last two i put on here because i. wanted to make an ‘even’ 35 sbsjhsbshjs BUT, like with runnin’ with the devil, it’s about a devilish lack of care for one’s own life or the “status of their soul” and just doing what feels right or like the most fun, no matter if it lands them in hell or not. and !!! “my friends are gonna be there too” fits with the friendship within the boys’ found family and how they’ll all always be together, no matter what !!!

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❥ back in black — ac/dc 

i can’t really think of an explanation that differs from highway to hell so just reread the above sbsjhsbsh

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❥ witch hunt — rush

OK !!! this is the song i’m the MOST excited to explain !!! right off the bat, moving pictures as a whole is an IMMACULATE album, absolutely love it. right so !!! this song literally SOUNDS like it belongs on the movie soundtrack; it has the same overtones and sounds as cry little sister and it’s just !!! and with the title, a witch hunt is BASICALLY what sam + the frogs went on in search of the lose boys, relying on little else but hearsay and catching glimpses at what was happening to michael, “confident that their ways are best” and moving along like a mob of three to get to the bottom of it. “features distorted in the flickering light // faces are twisted and grotesque” is very reminiscent of the faces the lost boys pull when they’re about to attack, and “they say there are strangers who threaten us” is symbolic of them being outsiders/outcasts that make everyone uncomfortable, even if You aren’t going to be their next victim. “the righteous rise with burning eyes” AND “quick to judge, quick to anger // slow to understand // ignorance and prejudice // and fear walk hand in hand” can apply to any number of characters, particularly the mains who are all pitted against each other, the humans fighting for their lives and the vampires fighting for their Right to live, neither taking into consideration the other’s perspective. i just… ADORE this song…

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❥ red barchetta — rush 

this one was mainly just because of the car that grandpa keeps in the barn and both sam and michael’s fascination with it sbhjsbsshj and just to get more rush on here shjsbshjsbsh

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❥ maneater — hall & oates

one of the first songs to hit the playlist !!! because the boys eat people !!! they’re the lean and hungry type that only come out at night !!! they’ll be sitting with you but their eyes are on the door and if you want love from them, you won’t get very far !!! the beauty IS there but there are beasts inside that can rip your world apart !!! they’ll chew you up but also leave you begging for more :o)

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❥ hungry like the wolf — duran duran

the second song to have gone on the playlist !!! the boys are always on the prowl for fresh meat (in both the food AND turning senses) and they come alive while on the hunt, blood no doubt rushing through their veins (assuming it still can) !!! and in the movie, michael is the one they’re after for the turning connotation, all wanting a taste of him for themselves !!!

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❥ subdivisions — rush

this rush song actually went on before the others shbsjsbshj but !!! it still fits just as well (certainly better than red barchetta)… the movie all takes place on the fringes of the city, “in between the bright lights // and the far unlit unknown”, and while it’s not exactly in the suburbs, there’s still little comfort to soothe the restless dreams of youth. there IS a drawing like moths into the city, for both the emersons and the lost boys, which is what ends up bringing all of them together, although it starts are cruising for action just to feel the living night. and just !!! NOBODY fits in !!! if you take the movie title as them being Lost instead of an allusion to peter pan, then you get slapped with thinking about what actually makes them lost and how they don’t conform in any way, shape, or form to just about. anything. and !!! the emersons are new, which immediately puts them at a social disadvantage, but they Also don’t seem too terribly great at making new friends in general so !!! “nowhere is the dreamer or the misfit so alone”!!! 

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❥ abracadabra — steve miller band 

i just love this song for whatever reason. and i think the allusion to magic to very fitting for the hallucinations that david gives michael, putting a sort of magic spell on him if you want to look at it that way. not a lot of silk and satin going gone but plenty of leather and probably some lace in there somewhere ( ;o] ) … also michael DOES heat up like a burnin’ flame whenever his name is called and the situation with the boys just keeps going round and round with no exact end in sight, only the calling of desire 

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❥ separate ways (worlds apart) — journey

you would think i would have more journey on here ??? because i love them ??? but instead i stole this off of shovel too ??? it’s fine. time to be back on the 95060 bullshit sbsjhbsjhs we all know david Really wants michael to join them but. michael is reluctant, so that hesitance sets them worlds apart from each other— as if they weren’t already— and there’s still love between them, or at least the bgeinning sparks of it, even if michael refuses to act on them and only keeps pushing david away 

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❥ cum on feel the noize — quiet riot

just some boys loving to party <3 some boys with evil yet dirty minds, out of time singing, funny faces, and that have a lazy time <3 yeah no this is one they’d rock out to and someone would probably pull a muscle over because it’s just such a banger sbshjsbsjh

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❥ rebel yell — billy idol 

Another stolen off of shovel sbjhsbsjhs also ever since it’s been pointed out to me that david looks like billy idol i’ve just been losing it a little sbhjsbshjs Anyway. they’d definitely idolize him to some degree, even if just for looks, and it certainly fits the way that they. most Definitely let out a rebel yell at the midnight hour if you know what i mean— *taken out by a sniper*

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❥ every breath you take — the police

would to believe to know i took it from shovel (i swear the last three where i say that will be rock you like a hurricane, livin’ on a prayer, and cherry pie sbshjsbsh) BUT !!! the watching every move is yet another. david keeping watch over michael and uh yearning from afar moment, heart aching the longer he’s away and the longer he keeps up this game of not knowing what exactly he wants to do 

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❥ handsome devil — the smiths

ok THIS one was lent to me by ej (@/maybe-strawberry-blue) sbshjbshjsbs and let me tell you. this song (especially when paired with this charming man) is Very homoerotic, aka perfect for this movie shbjsbshjsbs like what got me first was “let me get my hands // on your mammary glands” and just. thinking about trans parko sbhsjbshjs but also in general the. “and i would like to give you // what i think you’re asking for” and “a boy in the bush // is worth two in the hand” and just sbhjsbshjs Everything. fits the ambiguous homoeroticism. And i think the boys would listen to the smiths (will elaborate more in the other smiths song explanation)

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❥ panama — van halen

i Told you all i think van halen is neat sbsjsshjb what can i say. the boys like fast moving vehicles, hard partying, and tender loving sbsjhsbhsj also forgot to mention that i think they’d all be :eyes: about pre-1985 david lee roth and i cannot blame

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❥ rock you like hurricane — scorpions

third to last shovel snatch sbshjsbh Here you can replace any one of the boys with the animals mentioned, as they’re always hungry and need to feed… they come out scratching and ready to win, willing to rock anyone who gets in their way like a hurricane— including with lust, depending on the situation 

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❥ livin’ on a prayer — bon jovi

i actually can’t even manage an explanation for this one either just because of the song’s plot and how greatly it differs the movie plot <3 however it will stay because shovel said one of the boys (i forget which) would listen to it and friendship is more powerful than my small brain <3

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❥ the queen is dead — the smiths

rightttt so here’s the deal, buds and duds. something in my gut just tells me that david would pull a me and. listen to this entire album on repeat, particularly bigmouth strikes again and i know it’s over when in dramatics bshjsbsjh BUT to make a case for the title track itself, breaking into buckingham palce— or really any major building— with only a sponge and rusty wrench would ABSOLUTELY be an endeavor the boys would get up to And they’d all pale (worse than normal) about finding out they’re the descendant of some royal. “oh, has the world changed, or have i changed” and “life is very long, when you’re lonely” is quite fitting of their immortality, which i can only imagine would leave them questioning how the world has evolved and, although they have each other, i’m sure living forever still can get a Little lonely. And they’d certainly celebrate the death of a royal (because anarchy <3). mostly i’ve just been listening to this song on repeat for days sbhjsbshj but, i think it’s the most. generally related to all of the boys, whereas like. cemetry gates would be more solely 95060 

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❥ need you tonight — inxs

my favorite inxs song… technically the 21st century Wasn’t yesterday when the movie came out nor when the song did sbhjsbshjs but there *is* a lot of sweating from desire and aiming to put that passion into use, very blatantly letting everyone know that sbjhsbshjs

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❥ bad medicine — bon jovi

there’s just something so fun about this song… and while listening to it on the drive home, i was thinking about it from a 95060 perspective where. david’s a bit lovesick (hence the love like bad medicine) and the choir of voices in the bg, saying “that’s what you get for falling in love”, would be the other boys knowing he’s gotten himself in over his head over what was supposed to be a minor tease or a small fling (would be a real fun and poppy animatic i think)

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❥ pour some sugar on me — def leppard

legitimately this started as a “haha what about my ‘what if the blood was kool-aid instead’ joke” and then i realized it was. a fair enough fit, especially with the feeding scene. except they’re actual vamps not just video vamps sbjhsbshjs anyway. sugar highs and red hot flames of passion for one another <3

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❥ cherry pie — warrant

ok THIS is the last song i took from shovel and. my reasoning is pretty much the same as pour some sugar on me and. Friendship

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❥ somebody told me — the killers

i wasn’t going to add any modern songs but. i thought it’d be funny if michael had had a girlfriend before leaving phoenix that looked a bit like david sbshjsbshj and then it only just added to angst sbhjsbshj

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❥ you know what they do to guys like us in prison — mcr

i was reminded that vampires will never hurt you exists but. i went with my favorite mcr song instead because. vwnhy is more like ??? a vampire that fears themselves ??? so like. an edward cullen type ??? while ykwtdtgluip is more about the homoeroticism and community ??? i said what i said

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❥ house of wolves — mcr

thank god this is the last song because i’m getting tired sbjshsjshb a little less homoeroticism, a little more general sinning and egotism <3

[nose-bandaid]

bloom ✿ pt.6 — anemones

Kino (Hyunggu) x (female) Reader | flower shop AU

february 27 anemones - fading hope, the feeling of being forsaken

introduction | part one | part two | part three | part four | part five | part six | part seven | epilogue

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Hyunggu wasn’t supposed to visit the flower shop that day. He could’ve spent his free time sleeping in, or choreographing some new dance routines. And yet, there he was, standing on the familiar tiles that spanned the floor, surrounded by the colourful flowers he had quickly come to love.

That didn’t stop him from feeling a little grouchy about being there though. After he had brought his honeysuckles home, the rest of his friends just suddenly decided to become flower gurus overnight, and they all demanded for some more to liven up the (very messy) dorms. Which was fine. That was totally fine. He loved stopping by and seeing that bright smile of hers. He loved the way her eyes would twinkle with excitement whenever she talked about the little flowers. He found it adorable, the way she was so attached to them. He wasn’t going to deny the fact that his chest glowed with warmth whenever he spoke to her.

He also wasn’t going to deny the fact that he had her saved on his phone with two little hearts beside her name. Not that he would tell anyone about that.

When he brought the bouquet of lilacs back to the dorm, he thought he’d finally escaped the nagging. Everyone enjoyed the way that it sat on the counter in the kitchen, next to the window that allowed it to soak up all the sunlight it needed. And every once in a while, someone would check in on it to see how the flowers were doing. Jinho kindly took the responsibility of cleaning up after the rogue petals and leaves that would scatter themselves onto the table overtime.

But when some of the flowers began to wilt and reach the end of their days, everyone’s spirits died along with it, and the nagging returned. On any given day, Hyunggu would’ve been perfectly fine with having another excuse to see her again. But it so happened to be the day right after the little ordeal with the rose, and needless to say, he was terrified of seeing her again so soon. Things weren’t supposed to end so awkwardly, he was supposed to be smooth, or at least, cooler than how he was on that day. And he kicked himself for not having the guts to actually ask her out like he was supposed to.

And of course, Hongseok just had to have that conversation with her while he was gone. He knew that it wrong to leave her hanging, but then again, what would he say? 

“Haha yeah so I DID chicken out was supposed to ask you out that day... so how about it, wanna go on a date with me?” Something like that? And maybe she would send a reply back in agreement and all would go well between them and the world would be happy with rainbows everywhere.

Oh how he wished it was that easy.

He was able to postpone the visit for a good week or so—the flowers have yet to fully wilt and they were all busy anyways. However, his blissful ignorance could only last for so long, as his friends began to mention the dead flowers in a knowing manner whenever they passed by them. Eventually, they decided that today was the day to finally go pick up some new ones, and Hyunggu played his last card, saying that he didn’t really have to be the one who went. Anyone could’ve gone, you didn’t have to be a flower master (not that he was one either) to be able to choose a nice looking bouquet. But they insisted anyways.

He’s pretty sure they all just wanted him to make a move. But he knew that wasn’t going to happen today, no matter how much they pestered him about it. He simply wasn’t ready. Missing his prime chance to do it, for some odd reason, killed his spirits, and he wasn’t so excited to see her just yet. Not when his cheeks still burned in embarrassment at the thought of the troublesome situation he had going on.

Shinwon decided to tag along on the adventure, and whether Hyunggu was grateful for that, or annoyed, he wasn’t too sure. So he bit back those thoughts and didn’t comment on it. When they got to the store, he sighed in relief to see that she weren’t working there that day. Instead, there was only one person in the corner, fussing over a bonsai tree, and he quickly recognized him to be the bubbly boy who tried to rope him into promotions the last time he visited.

“Wow, that’s a lot of flowers.” Shinwon noted, eyes wide.

“Yeah, makes the place really nice, doesn’t it?” He felt much more relieved to see that he probably wouldn’t be running into her anytime soon, which was just the way he wanted it to be.

He watched his friend spin around a couple times, trying to take in the scenery, before tugging on his sleeve. “C’mon let’s go get this—Ah!”

Instinctively, he cradled his shoulder upon the soft impact and turned around to see the offender. 

“I’m so sorry, I wasn’t watching where I was going.” A voice apologized.

“No, no, don’t worry about—“ Oh.

Of course, it just had to be her, all dressed in her work uniform. When he locked eyes with her, he felt his blood freeze. The one thing she had to do was literally not show up, and yet there she was.

It must’ve been wrong for him to feel hopeful about today.

“Oh... Hyunggu... Hey.” She gave him a quick smile and Shinwon let out a dramatic gasp.

“You’re the girl right?”

“Excuse me?” 

Hyunggu watched as her eyes trailed down his body, taking in his appearance.

“Y/n, was it? You’re the girl that Hyunggu never stops talk—“ 

Suddenly realizing where he was going with that sentence, Hyunggu rushed to cover his mouth, worry filling his stomach.

“Shinwon if you don’t shut your mouth right now—“ He muttered, and ended his message with a glare to make things clear.

His friend nodded with his eyes, and he hesitantly released his hand from his mouth. They both looked at where she was standing, only to see that she had already disappeared.

“That’s her right?” Shinwon whispered into his ear, finally getting the memo to be subtle a tad too late.

“Yeah.” 

“Hey you were right, she is pretty attractive.”

"Mmm.” He answered halfheartedly, not even caring about his comment. Most of his attention was focused on watching her make her way to her co-worker.

She smiled sweetly at him. “Hey, Boo.”

Hey... Boo?

What was that supposed to mean? Boo? Like a pet name kind of boo? If she were already taken, it didn’t match up with the response she gave him on Valentines Day. But then again... a lot could happen within two weeks, and it’s not like he gave her much attention since the incident.

“Let’s just choose the flowers, I want to go home.” He dragged Shinwon over to where the colourful bouquets where, and gestured for him to choose the one he wanted. 

But the other didn’t really seem to be focusing on the flowers anymore, rather, he was still staring at her and Hyunngu had to snap him out of his thoughts.

“Dude, choose a bouquet already.”

Totally ignoring his request, the tall boy looked at him in the eyes. “You gonna ask her out today?”

“Huh?”

“You gonna. Ask. Her. Out. Today?” He accentuated every word with a pause, and his voice grew louder each time.

Hyunggu glanced over his shoulder and watched her sink into the hug her co- worker gave her. Bringing his eyes back to the flowers, he covered his mouth with his sleeve in an attempt to hide the bitter expression growing on his face.

“I think I might be a little too late on that part.”

“Hey wait, you can’t just lose hope like that, what happened to the brave Hyunggu we all love? You know, like, the smooth boy, the cool boy, Knnovation, uH.” His friend struck a small pose at that.

"Just choose a flower please I want go home.” He whined, and that got him to finally start browsing through the many flowers on display.

“Heheh, anemones. Like the ones in the water?” Shinwon quietly joked to himself as he picked up a vibrant bouquet. “Let’s go with these ones.”

“Okay, cool.” Hyunggu gestured for him to lead the way to the counter, to which he slowly began shuffling over. It was only her working in the front now (as much as he hated it), and they had to wait for a moment before she looked up at them.

“These are jonquils, right?” Shinwon asked, pointing at the yellow flowers next to the register.

She looked at him in awe and Hyunggu silently sulked over how much he missed seeing her cute expressions. “Yes they are! Not many people are able to identify them like that, I’m impressed.” She began making her way over to them and he didn’t miss the reluctance in her steps. It couldn’t have been because of him... could it?

“I was up ‘till 5 am watching youtube videos... and let’s just say you can learn a lot of things within a span of five hours.” Shinwon replied sheepishly

“I see.” 

A thick blanket of awkward silence settled over them and Hyunggu felt a nudge on his side, to which he simply ignored. Though he could feel his friend’s eyes staring down at him knowingly a couple times, he kept his own eyes fixated on the payment. Once it was complete, he promptly turned to leave the store against his will, without a word.

He wanted to say goodbye to her.

He was supposed to at least say goodbye to her.

He was also supposed to apologize about everything, and maybe clear things up so they could be on good terms.

But his body continued on autopilot as he made his way to cross the intersection and he heard Shinwon jogging behind him to catch up.

“Bro what the heck happened back there? You really gonna leave without saying anything to her?”

Hyunggu kept on with his fast pace. “I don’t know. It just didn’t feel right. I didn’t know what to say and to top that off, it looks like she’s already taken.”

“Don’t you think you’re maybe overthinking? I think you should’ve at least said something to her. That was kind of rude of you and she might take it the wrong way.” As he said that, the clouds casted a dark shadow above them, sending a small shiver down his spine.

“She probably already hates me, so she might as well take it the wrong way at this point.” He slowed down to a stop and faced Shinwon with a sigh.

“Look, I’ll visit again sometime soon and talk to her. Just... just give me some time to prepare myself. I wasn’t ready today, but I will be like, next week. Yeah, give me a week and I’ll clear things up with her, I pinky promise.”

He held out his pinky and the other gently laced it with his own.

“I’ll hold you to that, then.”

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please look forward to part 7:)

[zoocross0vers]

HERE WE…GOOO!!!!🦔💨

Sorry for not posting this sooner, I had some problems with scanning and lighting but I’m glad that is finally done. Here are some doodles of Sonic/Zootopia crossover from my 2 favourite movies. Those two movies are complimenting each other. Remember when I told you how Tom👦 and Maddie����🏾 (these are names of those characters from Sonic movie) remind me a lot of Nick🦊 and Judy🐰? Well, after I watched the movie (10 times in cinema, 15 times at home after pandemy, don’t judge me!), it turns out that they have lot in common indeed that I thought. Those are my favourite moments from movie with Nick and Judy as Tom and Maddie and so does other characters from Zootopia (I really enjoy also that scene akward conversation about shooting Sonic with tranq-gun, that is hilarious for me). Wish I could include more but unfortunately after I drew I realized that my paper is not big enough, dang it! Thankfully I was able for example including at least 3 important moments like Sonic looking at happy couple behind window wishing been part of company, because of fear of him all alone forever, which it saddening him (😢 „sniff“ can someone please give that kid a hug?!😭), Ozzy licking Sonic’s face (awwwwww :3) and of course “THE FINAL BATTLE WITH ROBOTNIK” (at least the confrontation). The only thing I didn’t include was Longclaw and echidna tribe, since they had small screen and I small space (dang it!). Which is bummer because I really like Longclaw, she is really interesting character and wish we could see more. There were only two scenes of her, the one from begging of the movie and the deleted where she end up in earth with Sonic for some time but died from s-sicknes-ss “sniff”😢 (I’m sorry for that but this moment always makes cry every-time I watching it😭, it’s just really personal for me for certain reasons.). I guess you questioning the Ozzy licking Sonic’s face scene considering there are no domestic animal, including dogs and Zootopia is world of anthromorphic mammals, so I thought I would use Yoshi as Ozzy as a cameo from Mario (you know because of friendly rivalry between Sonic and Mario) and also as a gift for Yoshifan, especially after seen many pictures of Nick and Yoshi who’s calling him “Mama Nick” and I found it pretty funny. After I started drawing I realized there are some obstacles that would be problem like (aside from Ozzy) raccoons, bear-head from Piston Pit, chilli-dogs (considering what meat they put on these things if, IF it is a meat), the Sonic’s shoes (the old and new ones) and of course Robotnik himself considering I don’t want to change him into some mammal. Like I said before Robotnik works better as human and he doesn’t need to change to an animal considering he put animals from Sonic’s world, anthromorphic and normal, always in danger or abuse (like making them into badniks, or robotized them). So, how are gonna fix it you ask? Well I have some idea. Like I said before for Ozzy I choose Yoshi for that role (and honestly I don’t have any other options, heheh. BUT you must admit that it is adorable 🥰), raccoons were a challenge so I came multiple ideas for example:

Instead of raccoons we use gerbil jerks from Zistopia concept art

Raccoons will be anthromorphic teens who like mess with Nick while eating from trashcans (like Mr. Big said, evolved but deep down still animals)

Since mammals are sentient how about use non-mammal “trash pandas”(lol, I like that nickname) like birds as ravens, crows or pigeons (pigeons are also known as “flying rats” – thank you Spies in Disguise)

Those are mine options, if you have other in mind I’m listening.

Then there’s taxidermy bear-head. Considering that pouching would classified as not just illegal but also as psycho (still not get over that taxidermy Moose-head from Sly 2. Yeah I know that was part of mission to blend in to not rise a suspicion but seriously, WHY those Moose have that head, did they just-…you know what let’s not think about it😖) I came up with idea instead of taxidermy bear-head how about some mask of unusual mascot like the manticore from Onward, eh eehh? (Or it can some dino but I rather prefer manticore). As for those motorbike gang at first I want to suggest those Ranger Scouts. That would be delightful punishing them that way (evil chuckle😈). But then I remembered the trash gang from Zootopia comic “A hard day’s work” and to be honest those characters are ideal for those roles: wildebeest could the black cowboy, elephant as the belly guy (oh come on, like you didn’t think same nickname after seen Sonic sprung out of his belly) and hyena with green Mohawk as of course the Bear-head jerk. But if you want combine them be my guest.😁

As for chilli-dogs since are Sonic’s favourite we cannot left them behind. Thankfully I was watching on YouTube where there mentioned Tails been vegetarian and one comment that said “Chilli-dog: Am I joke to you?” that made conversation about mobians been vegetarians. So in that case since Zootopia is filled birds (and sometimes bugs), and synthetic meat, proteins, probably tofu, we can assume that there are Chilli-dogs made especially in Zootopia universe (and honestly we do not really know, what exactly hot-dogs are truly made of).🌭

👟The shoes were honestly a very hard obstacle for me considering mammals don’t wear shoes since they are still animals, like our directors said, BUT that doesn’t mean they don’t exist in Zootopia.

Evidence 1: Gazelle – she’s wearing high heels from Preyda

Evidence 2: Poster of (parody) movie Cinderellephant, with elephant-size glass slipper

Evidence 3: Judy Hopps – she wears half-sockets in her police uniform (that still does count as a foot-wear)

So I came with headcanon that only celebrities and patients with sensitive feet wear shoes as a luxury or medical protection (I mean we have a lot of animals that can’t live on different area with their conditions, come on have someone of you seen a polar bear live in Sahara Square?) and in this case it’s the latter (plus there is in this story a human character that needs his own footwear) since Sonic is wearing his running shoes considering that his speed is high enough to burn his feet (ouch🤕).

And finally with Robotnik, we use that orphan idea and certain headcanon from Sonic X about planets that once were one until they divided and made their own time and space alterations, prof. Gerald Robotnik (Eggman’s grand-father) could study Mobius for finding cure for Maria, creating Shadow, G.U.N. etc. It could be three worlds (Sonic’s world/Mobius, Robotnik’s world/our world, and Zootopian’s world) or just two (Mobius and Zootopia), what works better.

As you can see there are some characters I included in in certain scene (aside from Yoshi), I present to you Judy’s niece named Cotton and one of Judy’s (many) sisters Violet Hopps. No, those are not an OC from any fandom, those are official characters from Zootopia universe. You already actually know Cotton but for those who don’t know who is Violet, she was introduced in Zootopia Graphic Novel in comic named “Brothers & Sisters” and considering how she is very overprotective of Judy (like any other Hopps) I thought she would fit perfectly for Rachel role (I don’t think she’s Cotton’s mother so don’t ask), and also she’s the only official Hopps sibling with name we know. I wanted also include another characters into this doodles but I like I said before I didn’t have enough space on one paper. So here are my character ideas: Clawhauser as Wade, Bogo as Major Bennington, Mayor Lionheart as Commander Walters (no surprise). For others like Crazy Carl and Agent Stone I had some problems.

For Crazy Carl I first thought about who would fit perfectly and I came up with a lot of ideas: first I thought about Duke Weaselton, since he has face for that crazyness but then I declined since he doesn’t fit on the character, then I thought about Pop-Pop Hopps but that was questionable considering in movie he had a huge aversion of foxes (red as devil) and comic he’s not biased but then I thought who could describe Crazy Carl better than well-known concept crazy theorist Honey Badger am I right?

As for agent Stone I had no idea what to do with him. I could let him stay as but that would make questions of humans and I didn’t want to put Bellwether into this position. If she was unhappy of been unappreciated and humiliated by predators then I don’t think she would really want to work with someone who is full of himself more than her and only see humanity as an excuse of stupidity and “herd of useless sheep (get it?)” and only relay on machines. And characters from Zootopia Crimes was not an option and Jack Savage was out of question no in my point. Not saying that Jack Savage could be a great option but I don’t think fans would appreciate another bad guy role for Jack and I already have something different for him in my mind. Then it came another that would fit for Stone and that is a certain platypus Dr. Starline from Sonic The Hedgehog IDW comics. He admires Eggman and his evil genius (questionable) and in comics he’s working as partner/assistant for him. But since he is mobian as Sonic we could use idea that government knows about it (partially) but does not tell and he thinks that he is an unusual zootopian platypus (after all he does wear clothes and looks “more” normal unlike Sonic) and we could do the same with Robotnik considering his past about grand-father and project Shadow if Jeff Fowler would follow some headcanons (I wouldn’t surprised if some government keeping some secrets even from employers). But then again we could use also Tony, a bunny from Zootopia Crime Files since he is shady and bland at once and already wear a suit, like agent Stone (great, now I don’t know which one to choose again).

You know what, I’ll give you an option who would fit for role of Agent Stone:

1. Dr. Starline, a platypus from Sonic The Hedgehog IDW comics

2. Tony, a bunny from Zootopia Crime Files

3. Jack Savage, a jackrabbit from Zootopia concept art/Savage Seas (you don’t have to take that third one too seriously, but just in case)

DONE (pass out from exhaustion). Haahhh so much work, editing fixing hands, oohh boyyy. You have no idea how hard this was for me to finally made it. I wish I could do more. But for now I’m so glad that I was able to draw at least some of my favourite moments because I feel they’re important for storytelling: first the introduction of main characters, their struggles, interactions and how they greatly compliment to each other (both Sonic and Zootopia). I mean you can’t just see Judy call Nick and Sonic cute and not imagine that, or there was also moment where Sonic dry like dog so his fur and quills(?) go puffy and Nick would look mesmerized by fluffiness. Come to think of it Sonic has lot in common with Nick and Judy that he would actually fit for the role as their son. You’re not believe? Well here are some examples.

Similarities between Sonic and-

-Judy🐰:

1. heroes in blue (get it?)🌀

2. pretty fast (Sonic more faster than Judy but still…)

3. impatient😤

4. first act then think (always put themselves into danger)

5. thing for get into trouble

6. sense for justice

7. never give up

8. preys but not rodents (that’s right hedgehogs are not rodents)

9. became a friend with fox (their natural predator, that was bullied in past, huh strange, just as strange as hedgehog be taken care of by owl that is also his natural predator)

-Nick🦊:

1. sly smile😏

2. mischievous trickster

3. green eyes

4. omnivores (hedgehogs eat melons, watermelons(what’s the difference?), berries (blueberries headcanon!) and insects, snails, frogs snakes🤢- uhhh I think chilli-dogs works better thank you)

5. cringy sense of humor😒

6. thing for nicknames (by Nick: Carrots, Buffalo Butt, Yakity yak, Flash Hundred Yard Dash, by Sonic: Donut Lord, Pretzel Lady, Eggman, Knucklehead, Super Observant Carl)

7. loyalty (they never left their friends behind)

8. never let them see they get to you (despite suffering a lot of emotional damage, thanks a lot SEGA)

9. smooth talker with heart of gold

-both🐰 🦊:

1. traumatic past

2. sacrifices for others

3. fight for what is right

See they had a lot in common. Anyway I am still glad I was finally able to finish this. It wasn’t easy but it was worth it.

But I guess, that I made it hard for you with those moments so how about this we use the final moments like in your fanfic Carcass Bride: FINAL BOSS BATTLE SONIC VS. ROBOTNIK because honestly this moment is epic (wish I could make it bigger), it would start Sonic running from Robotnik, like we’ve seen in beginning of the movie, get shot retelling in short whole story, like in movie only less detailed and faster the confrontation between Nick and Robotnik (Sonic would unconscious but still hear them and had a self-doubt like Naruto in first chapter/episode if you what mean until he hear the important words that’ll give him boost), the final battle and then epilogue (Sonic with his new family) with open ending (you know the Eggman in Mushroom planet and then Tails’s introuction). As for what kind of universe all of them would be I have another suggestions:

1. Sonic movie universe in Zootopia (but still happening in Green Hills only Zootopia would be San Francisco and Transamerica could be Palm Hotel like in Zistopia storyboard) and Night Howler Case never happened.

2. Night Howler case happened Nick and Judy are still cops, but later decided to live in Green Hills

3. Night Howler case happened but was solved instead of Judy and Nick by Jack and Skye who later became agents and don’t like Robotnik for his ego:

a) Nick come from Green Hills (Wachowskis live as police in GH for 50 years), but suffered from Ranger Scouts move to Zootopia became “shifty fox” until he’s saved by childhood friend Judy from Bunnyburrow (from wrong decision and targeting to become savage) and the return to Green Hills become sheriff along with his new wife.

b) Both Nick and Judy just heard about it in Green Hills.

I guess the first and third are more interesting.

Okaayy now I realized that this became more ambitious that I planned but I guess that happens when you try balancing two franchises so it can make sense (enough for headcanons). But I’m not saying that I’m proud of myself. So I’ll leave you the rest (the options and writing) so I can’t wait for one-shot fanfic good luck. And also (even though it’s late but still better than never) Happy birthday Sonic, this is for you! GOTTA GO FAST!🐰🦊🦔💨

#GottaGoFast🦔💨

#LongLiveWildeHopps🦊🐰

#StaySafe😷

#AlwaysRemember (this is for late actreesses that they will alway be remembered and in our hearts❤️)

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Oh wow! This is really great! You put a lot of scenes from the film, this is awesome!I also see that you gave Yoshi a cameo, lol! @yoshifan30​ will definitely love that, lol! I like the collage look you gave the whole thing. Also, I just realized, is that supposed to be Cotton? Judy’s niece? Thank you so much for this! I will reblog this soon so I can read it more thoroughly and discuss anything I may have missed :) And once again, this...is...INCREDIBLE!!! <3 Fantastic Job Guest! You’re really talented! :D

[sweetheart90210]

Thoughts on Jikook

So, I have been lurking for the past 2 months on anything/everything jikook related and when I tell you I have never ship ever in my life ever, especially when it’s two people not even cartoon characters. OMG ok before I get into my thoughts here a Disclaimer: I have never done this before so excuse me if there’s any grammar errors also, this just my thoughts and opinions on everything that i have consumed  so whoever reads this your a god and I don’t blame anyone if just you scroll past this lol.

. What’s funny is that this started out of boredom lol, ok so since October, I have fallen into the rabbit hole that this ship is. So I was on youtube just doing usual stuff and I don’t know why till this day, but I search BTS funny videos so as i watched some vids, and  I see my recommended list and there’s this shipping video about Jikook on this youtube call black&white couple, and at first I’m like “uhh ok well lets just see what this is” it was jikook lowkey exposing themselves i think that’s the title so after watching i wasn’t convinced 100%, but I had questions that needed to be answer.

So the first thing that stood out to me was the GCF thing in the video cause it said it was a by an openly-gay artist( I didn’t know who Troye was) and in my head i was like that’s impossible like a korean idol using an openly gay artist’s song in what world considering how south korea is with the LGBT community and as a gay person who finds fanservice not so enjoyable because to me, it's like “ooh looks at us we almost kiss hehehe” you know its cringy and it's obvious the idols don’t like but do it anyway, I’m probably on the minority but I digress. My point is majority are not so open about the gays or even touch on the subject or even acknowledge a gay artist, so when I lookup Troye sivan and his boyfriend all up on instagram and how JK openly admires him and did a cover with Namjoon, rainbow flags, rainbow flags everywhere. And to add more fuel to the fire, I come to find out JK planned the whole thing without any managers, or staff an actually took JM on trip just by themselves.

Now what really bothers me is how a lot of the fandom likes to turn a blind eye for Jikook and Jikook only. it’s the only pair that gets the most hate. and I honestly think it's because it’ has the most probability of being real and a lot of people aren’t ready to accept that maybe your oppa likes dick. I have a twitter and I only follow 5 jikook accounts and they have a lot of followers but it’s crazy how nasty and ugly the replies/quotes are when they post a Jikook moment, the one that really took me out was the Ice block gift. OMG i have never seen so many people try to disprove something that’s literally in there face with no subtly what so ever like why are people so triggered, and ready to pop a vein, and foam out the mouth lol. I don’t get it. Also recently with the new GCF that dropped there was a post about Namkook with 20k likes pointing out how the video got warmer when Namjoon smiled and basically celebrating the editing, however the same can’t be said when the black border turned white when JM’s scene came on, because a lot people where like “it’s not about ships”, but yet the Namkook post can get 20k likes and everyone can go goo goo gaga gaga over it.....OK. My point Jikook is a threat to these people and unless they come out which I highly doubt they will, no one is gonna want to see the how JK and JM are subtle yet obvious and are showing us to there best to their ability. Speaking of coming out If they were too I would honestly love it if they did after their enlistment cause I don’t want them to ge treated over there differently just because of their sexual orientation. you know how the military is over there the hyper masculinity and don’t ask don’t tell BS. safety is the most important.

Ok Last thing cause this is getting too long and messy. The video was my catalyst( lol I had to) into diving deep into this, so the second thing that caught my eye was the member’s reaction when Jikook did something or where in there own world. Basically Jikook have the ability to turn people into third wheels. like the awkwardness that oozes from the other members when these two start. I’ll never forget the Japan interview like WTF was that shit and the “arrest me”......*sigh* I can’t. there’s so much more and don’t get me started when I found MMA 2018 and Rose Bowl, especially Rose bowl, like my man really gonna suck his ear like that in front 50-60k people like.... do you have no shame at all lol. Season’s greeting, Bon Voyage( all seasons), the winter package preview. like y’all don’t understand these two are ruining my life(in a fun way). What makes this more interesting is not only the dynamics Jikook had in the beginning but also the consistency, and they have extra loud this year as well. so yea these are my thoughts I wanted to share I’m not an analytical person but this not rocket science,  I think JK is the main reason why is so obvious lol bless his heart he truly wears his heart on his sleeve, JM is hard to read but he has his caught of guard moment too. OOHH and the TATTOO!!. THE FUVkcing tattoo

OK listen I don’t know who came up with that OT7 bullcrap about “representing all the members bs, but let me tell you something if you have to explain something that is so obvious, you might as well agree that you see what we see, cause the reach in that idea has to many inconsistencies, So he got the A an upside down V to represent Tae, RM for Rm, Y for Yoongi????, PAUSE THE MUSIC. where his stage name at? where’s Suga also J is for Jimin, Jin, J-hope, and JK....???? you mean to tell me that one J on his ring finger is suppose to represent the rest of the members???

He might as well tattoo “BTS” on a different section of his hand cause the way this theory reaches beyond the great wall of China is sending me lol. Ok I’m ending this now cause I’m turning this into a rant and I don’t want this to be rant so yea based on what I have seen not only from the past and recently Jikook are 99.9% a couple, leaving that 1 percent cause you never know, maybe they really are just close bros, but the probability is high for sure. Thank you for reading if you made it this far, it’s long and messy, but these are my thoughts I’ve had for a while.

[linsneedshugs]

Although the last episodes of SU Future don’t come out til Sunday and April 5 for my region, I want to thank all the folks who worked on this show for giving me immense amounts of inspiration. I’m gonna talk a bit (cough cough understatement) about my experience with Steven Universe these past 7 years so feel free to read or not.

Like everyone in this wonderful community, I will miss SU so much and it will always be a series that will be cherished in my heart for years to come!

It really is over, isn’t it?

This is almost like a recap of when my life started haha. 2013 was an important year for me; like all preteens, I was going through so many changes. I found comfort in watching anime and cartoons. My earliest experiences with Steven Universe was watching the Season 1 episodes and laughing. But Cartoon Network kept replaying episodes and SU became background noise as I played games on the computer and I forgot about the show for a year (thanks Five Nights at Freddy’s 2014 ftw).

Fast forward to March 2015 (around the release of Jail Break but before Full Disclosure) I discovered that Garnet was a fusion the whole time and me, being unware of events since the slice-of-life first half of S1, forgot what a fusion was (ironically, Giant Woman was the episode that replayed the most). Who was Jasper? And who was this Peridot and was she gonna rap?!?! Confused but eager to learn about what I missed, I binged the episodes on YouTube (back when you could watch entire seasons of stuff on there haha). I was caught up and in love with the series again.

Season 2 contained some of my favourite episodes EVER and that was probably because of the gREAT AND LOVABLE PERIDOT! Yes, my blog became Peridot spam. 2016 was the year of Peridot. I loved all her episodes and her arc and I am proud to say my younger brother and I watched “Catch and Release” numerous times in a row until we basically memorized all the lines (I can’t remember anymore but I still love that ep). “YOU CLOD” became a go-to diss. The hiatuses were unbearable but the Stevenbombs made up for them. Oh wait I almost forgot about SARD YARD OH HO HO!

When Lapis came back in Season 3 ... I just fell in love with her. I secretly loved Lapidot a lot because of this vid of Peridot and Lapis singing to “What Is This Feeling?” from Wicked (this leads to more things but I’m focusing on SU ahha). I didn’t tag Lapidot stuff as Lapidot bc of ship discourse but I just fully embraced it at some point. Now, I love that Peridot is aro/ace and I love to think of Lapis and Peridot as platonic besties who goof around haha but will kill you if harm their friends (+Bismuth makes it way more fun). Back to Lapis, I think her Bob persona just got me. Hit the Diamond is another fave episode (I doodled her a lot after this ep). This season was filled with so MUCH... Bismuth, Jasper and some good Beach City folks eps. AND SMOKY QUARTZ AHHH! My favourite fusion design *chef’s kiss* got some development for Amethyst! MWAHHH!

Season 4 was crazy. I remember feeling like ... EHEH.. So Rose wasn’t as great as we thought she was. .. and then Blue Diamond and Yellow Diamond aHHH. And also Pink Diamond WHO?! Is Pink ROSEEE theories.. good times. ARE YOU MY DADDDD?!??? So much speculation about Pink and Rose. I think this season was an okay transition to more plot related episodes.

Season 5 oh gosh the hiatuses. Let’s see.. early/mid 2017, various points in 2018, and finally January 2019... dang. I think while waiting for the next episodes to come, I was busy getting into other series but kept SU somewhere in my head. I feel like I started to draw fanart less as my blog became a site for me to dump all my fandom stuff hehEH 00F. But this season was filled with some great episodes and memorable stuff. Lars big OOF, we learn about what truly happened to Pink, WEDDING TIME (I bought the DVD bc I LOVE), and all that Diamond stuff at the end.. super all over the place but I love it.

And then the movie happened and now HERE WE ARE IN THE FUTURE. (I didn’t talk about songs but know that I love them all haaaaa and even learned a few ukulele chords HAha).

Oh geez, I feel like I just relived some major moments in my life and now I feel woozy ahaa~ Nevertheless, I consider Steven Universe to be one of the important plot points in my life. It really helped me become more knowledgeable in the aspect of LGBT issues and representation and even my own identity. Despite some negative things in the fandom, there were still some positives to it. To all these amazing artists drawing fanart, super cool cosplayers, singers, and other talented folk who are a part of this beautiful fanbase, thank you. And thanks again to the Crewniverse and others who have worked on this show! Now I feel like crying ... and I’m smiling while I type this .. memories.. feels.. 

*Lapis voice* Okay. Bye.

[bangtan-babes]

Oooookay so I read your things and I have a question? Could I request a SHINee fic? This one might be a bit weird. I was wondering if you could do one where they perform one of those games like the elevator ritual? But only if you are comfortable with it.

Thank you for requesting something I hope this is what you meant and wanted. I’ve written this out of all pov’s. then ill write what they think. Also this is like my first real fic soo let me know what you think

Warnings: somewhat conspiracy, bad thriller

SHINee au angst

Ellevator to another world

Author POV:

The boys where all gathered in the living room of their home talking about what to do that day. Minho and Jinki didn’t have to go to work since it was a Monday, they always had Mondays of at the cafe, so they were already bound to home. Kibum had the night shift at the local shelter, he loved his own dogs and decided he wanted to help other dogs have a nice life too. Taemin was still in school. He was currently enjoying his vacation.

Taemin mentioned a game called the elevator challenge. When all he got were dead stares from his friends he decided to explain the game to them. “The ellevator challenge is a opportunity to get to another dimension, so...” he got cut of by Kibum “why in the hell would you want to go to another dimension Tae?” He said in a serious tone. To which Jinki jokingly remarked “yeah, did you get this idea from those co-students of yours?”. Taemin scoffed and replied “as a matter of fact I did not, I was watching YouTube videos during algebra. But where was I?” ‘Another dimension” kibum stated. “Ah yes, you will step into a lift and go to some floors in a chosen order, then after some steps you might or might not be in another dimension” He said in a neutral tone. “This can never be safe, can it?” Minho asked. “Well am I the only one that is totally not into this airy otherworldly stuff?” Kibum said looking around not to be surprised when Jinki responded “well this is not something for me either so I will pass”. Taemin looked over to Minho silently pleading him to come. “No, absolutely not Taemin. Are you out of your mind!”

30 minutes later all of the boys where in the car looking for a building with ten floors. “Why are we here again and who agreed to go?” Kibum said. “Because we are not gonna let him go alone” Jinki responded, being the oldest he always felt like he had to take care of his friends. The boys also called him mom sometimes. Taemin started to colour “well maybe I should clear up the rules for all of you...” he whispered. “Somebody has to go into the lift alone like literally all alone. Otherwise it might not work” ‘well that is fine by me’ Minho sneered behind the steering wheel. “All alone” Jinki whispered, already scared. Taemin continued “once in the elevator alone you press the button to the fourth floor, do not get out there though, press the button for the second floor don’t leave here either. Press the button to the sixt floor stay in the elevator go back to the second floor and you still have to stay in the ellevator” Kibum interrupted him getting slightly annoyed by the Maknae “you are not playing pranks on us right, because you know damn well I am not going to spend all afternoon riding a damn lift”. “ no no no, I’m serious. Once back at the second floor you push the button to the tenth floor do not get out at that floor but push the button to the fifth. Once at the fifth floor a young girl might enter, do NOT look at her and DON’T speak with her under any circumstance. She is not what she might look like” at that the car stopped and all the boys glared at Taemin who was quite amused. “You’ve got to be kidding” Kibum sneered, not at all that amused. “Again, no I’m not. If she enters push the button to the first floor, if the elevator begins to ascend to the tenth floor you can go on. If it goes to the first floor you need to exit as soon as the doors open, do not look back, do not speak. If you reached the tenth floor you can stay on the ellevator or step of it, if you step of the girl will ask you ‘where are you going?’ Don’t answer and don’t look her in the eyes. You can check if you’re in the other dimension by looking around, if you are in another dimension you will be the only one there”. “Damn that’s a lot to take in Tae” Minho said to which Jinki replied “so what if it works, how do you get back?” He sounded worried and to be honest, he was. “Well” Taemin begun “ if you get of you need to get back in the same elevator as before and do all the staps over, but before you go to the tenth floor you must press any button and go back to the first.” Kibum gulped gotten past the point of throwing sass at the youngest and now beginning to worry. When they were finally in a building with ten floors they took through the plan. There were 5 elevators so each one of the guys took one, leaving one empty. If they came to the tenth floor they would step out of the elevator seeing if it worked, but not wandering of too far.

Kibum’s pov: This is dumb, why would he want to do this? Stupid kid, with his stupid little plans. No way this is gonna work. Might as well step into the elevator then. Okay so, first i had to go to the fourth floor. welp here goes nothing.

Jinki’s pov:                                                                   Conceal don’t feel Jinki come on. why are we even doing this? Oh no my lift. Stupid thing, can’t you just like, break?! Omg Kibum just got on. So will you Jinki head up, your the oldest.

Minho’s pov:                                                                 Look at that little grin of his. He really likes this huh? should i make a joke? Yeah let me just say “hey Taemin race you to the top?” hehehe i’m funny. Oh he doesn’t think it’s funny?! Stop laughing Minho it wasn’t that funny. Oh he’s laughing, it was funny, yes.

Taemin’s pov:   Hehehehe i never thought they woud agree to do this. Shit i don’t even really want to do this. Minho just made a joke... Can he just shut up for a second, i need to concentrate. Look at how desperate he is. Okay laugh for a second he’s becoming sad. Yup he’s happy again, good. Oh my lift. Let’s do this.

Author pov:                                                                   When at last Minho had entered the elevator their adventure really begun. Kibum was the first to start, when the rest just got to the third stage Kibum was already at the last before the girl might join him. “okay now to five, and what happened then? ughhhh think, oh yes the girl. The girl! Shit no, hmm! I couldn’t talk to her neither could i look at her. okay” He panicked and looked at the ground. when he arrived at the fifth floor he could hear breathing noises but nothing more. ‘can i open my eyes’ he thought to himself ‘no no what of she is here and looking me in the eyes?’ he decided to look at the ground and open his eyes. he saw nothing as the elevator was going to the first floor. Kibum took a shaky breath “see i told that little brat it wouldn’t work” but as he said this the elevator started to tremble and go back up, to the tenth floor. Panic flooded Kibum’s mind as all he could think about was what was gonna happen, he didn’t push that damn button for the tenth floor. He was alone. Jinki arrived at the fifth floor after having been full panic mode for the whole ride. Now was not an exception “shit, shit, no no no the fifth floor. Okay Jinki look down, down don’t speak. Just... you-.. we will be fine!” De doors opened and Jinki heard footsteps. He let out a shaky breath and heard a voice. A soft female voice wavering through the elevator lobby “hello, i heard you talking while the doors where closed...” Jinki stiffened as she began to talk. “I can’t help but wonder who you we’re talking to” there was a silence and not a comfortable one. The tension was at it’s peak and Jinki wanted to die. “Sir? Hello are you alright?” After saying that the doors closed and her voice got darker “where would you like to go, Jinki” Jinki opened his eyes in shock, still not looking at the figure lingering beside him. He pushed the button to the first floor as much as he could, but still the lift proceeded to the tenth. “Can this thing go any slower?” Minho said annoyed. “Agh finally, the fifth floor” he was on his phone when the doors opened. He felt a cold wind pass him and the doors closed. “What the... Let’s get back down, I’m sure all the boys are waiting by now”. He pushed the button to the first floor and actually went there too. When he arrived down at the first floor there was no one. So he did the first thing that came to mind... going back to the tenth. Taemin was holding his breath as the doors for the fifth floor opened, but letting it out a cough when someone entered the lift. “Are you okay sir?” A young womans voice rang through Taemins head. ‘Fuck’ was all he thought as he didn’t ascend to the first floor but proceeded to the tenth. At the tenth floor Taemin got out, not looking back, being met by Kibum who was convincing a scared Jinki to come out. Meanwhile the Young girl was laughing. The girl that had entered Taemin’s elevator was calling for him, asking where he was going, asking why he didn’t answer her. “Where is Minho?” Asked Taemin, Minho being the only one missing on the tenth floor. “I’m here losers!” Minho yelled at them as he left his elevator. All of them where up at the tenth floor, but something was of. “Well acording to the rules you should be all by yourself in the other dimension, am I right Tae?” Kibum asked “yes” Taemin stated “well then this shit game of yours didn’t work”. “But what about that girl?” Jinki said, still rilled up. “Wait you had one too?” Taemin asked. He proceeded to walk down the hall after Jinki said yes. All the boys following short after the youngest. It was a silent walk, none of them actually knowing what was going on. at the end of the long hall Taemin looked out the window. When he turned around he had a look of terror in his eyes. “ guys... RUN!” He yelled at them before running back to the lifts “go back into the ellevator you came in and proceed the steps again until you get to the first floor!”

Everyone entered their elevators and proceeded the steps. One by one all of them collected at the first floor as Taemin was still looking out of windows warily. “Good, there are other human beings again” Jinki said, breaking the silence. “Were back... we are back guys” Taemin screeched. “Wait wait wait, does that mean...” ‘We were in another dimension’ Minho started and Kibum finished. “Well for now, let’s go home” Jinki suggested. They all agree and went home leaving this chapter behind.

Okay so I know this is bad like it sucks, bear with me please, but I might want to do a second part where I get like into a storyline that they go back and start to explore etc. Would that be good, yes, no? Lmk

[purplesurveys]

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What have you been up to today? Anything interesting? I decided to be a 14 year old again and watched video clips of my OG, ride or die, absolute favorite OTP this morning and I fangirled like it was 2012 lol. I haven’t revisited that ship in around six or seven years so it was surreal to see their scenes all over again and I was beaming all morning hahaha. Other than that, I do have a meeting in an hour but I find that more blah than interesting... WHYYYYY I volunteered for a shitload of extracurricular positions before this quarantine started, I’ll never know. What was the last thing you ate? My sister had found this bread recipe on YouTube last night and I loooooved what she made, so I asked her to make it again this morning. Do you know how to knit? Who taught you? We were taught in Grade 6 by our home economics teacher, but 1) I wasn’t interested and 2) kinesthetic learning has never been my forte, so I wasn’t able to follow from as early as step 1. What state or territory were you born in? Continued the day after, lol oops. I was born in Manila. Are you the type of person to dwell on the past? Only in such a way that I prefer to hold grudges, so on that front I’m technically perpetually dwelling on the past. I can get over other stuff relatively easily.

Are there many traffic incidents in your area? There’s a usual bottleneck spot three minutes away that gets really bad in the evening when everyone is trying to get home, but the traffic becomes a lot more loose when you get to the part of the highway leading to my village. What's your favourite genre of music? I vibe with R&B and some indie rock the best. Have you ever been for a ride in the back of a truck? No, I think that’s mostly illegal here lol. People usually ride the back of pickup trucks when they’re inside gated areas, but it’s a different story once they get to the highway. Are you currently downloading anything? Nope. I haven’t (illegally) downloaded a book since March-ish, and a movie since...2016, maybe. Have you seen any good movies lately? Tell me about them. Nah I prefer shows these days. The last good one I watched was Descendants of the Sun; it really lives up to the hype and is genuinely one of the better Korean dramas out there. It centers on a special forces captain and doctor and how their lives and respective careers intertwine in a war-stricken country. Does your father have any facial hair? He grows it but he shaves it off regularly. What's your favourite thing to eat for breakfast? Ideally it would be Eggs Benedict, but realistically I really like scrambled eggs, bacon, and fried rice. Did your grandparents teach you anything? My maternal grandpa was one of the smartest people I knew and from the second I was born he loved giving me little facts about every topic that could possibly exist, but especially about history and how things work or are made. My maternal grandma is super traditional and taught me more maternal and old-school stuff like how to be more ladylike, the different benefits of vegetables (like how carrot and squash are good for your eyes haha), and random facts about Christianity – basically stuff you’d expect from an Asian grandma lol. Because I didn’t really grow up with my paternal grandparents and since they’re a lot more reserved to begin with, I haven’t gotten the chance to learn a lot from them.

Do you want/have a Bachelor's degree? I want one and I’m on my way to getting it, but because of Covid the road to graduating has been slower than normal. The college has already decided and we’re only going to have an online graduation which really bums me out, and that’s gonna happen by late July. Have you ever written a song for or about somebody? I’ve never written a song, period. What are the longest and shortest romantic relationships you've been in? I’ve only had two stints and they’ve been with the same person. The shorter one lasted eight months, while the longer and ongoing one has been going on for four years. Would you go on one of those galactic space flights if you had the chance? If it was free, for sure. Do you like your license photo? Yes hahaha. The license people had a laugh once my card got printed out because I had a wide-ass smile on my face (the photographer said it was fine to smile, and he didn’t tell me off when I smiled with my teeth), and apparently that’s not normal at all because people would always choose to look stoic in their licenses. The amusement on their faces was funny to me and we ended up laughing together sksksksk. Are you into superheroes? Who's your favourite? I am not. I watched the Wonder Woman movie two years ago and that was really nice, but I’m generally not into superheroes. Spotify, Pandora or something else entirely? Spotify. The only Pandora we have here is the jewelry shop. What colours do you wear the most? I’d say black or mustard yellow. What was the last alcoholic beverage you had? I had a bottle of peach soju last Friday. How many televisions do you have in your house? How big is the biggest? Four. I dunno the dimensions of the biggest one we have but it’s pretty...big lol Have you ever been to Arizona? Did you like it? I have not. I like Arizona tea though :))) Do you have any exercise equipment in your home? Yeah we have a couple of dumbbells and my mom has a rowing machine thing. Are you a gossip-loving sort of person? Yes. Not the best trait of mine I gotta say, but it is a guilty pleasure. What brand of laptop or computer do you own or use most often? Apple. What did you have for dinner last night? We had some sort of Korean beef with vegetables. How old were you when you learned to tie your own shoelaces? The thing is, this was one of our exams in kindergarten, so I had to learn it to ace that test even though I’ve always been bad when it comes to hands-on learning. My grandma painstakingly taught me when I was five and she had to start teaching me weeeeeeks before the exam to accommodate how slow I am when it comes to lessons like that haha. Have you ever felt like you were making a mistake when dating someone? Certainly felt that way in the latter part of my first relationship. ^ Did you continue the relationship or end it when you realised? I continued it only because I’ve just never been the dumper type when it comes to relationships. I waited several months for her to realize so that she can do the breaking-up, but yeah those were several wasted months for me. When was the last time it rained where you live? Yesterday it rained hard all afternoon. Have you ever bought one of those 'As Seen on TV' products? Nope, but I like watching the commercials heheh. What brand are the shoes you last wore? Onitsuka Tiger. Do you think you look similar to your siblings? I do. You know how Snapchat has a filter that’ll show how you’d hypothetically look if you were the opposite sex? I’ve tried that out and my face just turns into my brother’s lmao, we look that similar I guess. My sister and I also look alike but much less - there are only certain angles where we do. Have you started watching any new TV shows recently? Mmm not yet. I have so many Korean dramas up on my queue – Crash Landing On You, Fight For My Way, Who Are You: School 2015, Legend of the Blue Sea, Itaewon Class, and Fated to Love You – but I take forever to start on any new series so idrk when I’m gonna start on one of these. When was the last time you sat in the back seat of a car? Around two weeks ago when my parents brought me to a nearby hospital to have me checked for my week-long fever. Are you good at answering random general knowledge trivia questions? I’m better than the average person, I’ll give myself that. Have you ever been obsessive over calories, exercise etc? No. What is your favourite shape of pasta? Fettuccine. Do you live to eat, or eat to live? Liiiiiive to eat. Have you ever played Cards Against Humanity? Did you like it? Yes, but just briefly and sneakily in my old school because Catholic school wouldn’t have tolerated a game like that haha. I found it funny, but I wouldn’t play it all the time. Are you going to work or school tomorrow? Not these days, chief. When did you wake up today? I was awake by 8:30. What is the time right now? 11:58 AM.

[run-stray-wolf]

Untold mission page 9 in text

People have been telling me they can’t read the texts in the comic because of dyslexia, so I decided to write the whole thing. Sorry, guys that you couldn’t read it! I will make it more clear next time.

Dark: Two has just disappeared... Mark. That worthless human. I told him if he ever dares to close his mind I'll make him suffer. Anti: What happened? He was cheerful a moment ago. My legs are healed and he's just standing there, the black holes are gone too. I really don't like this sudden change.Should I attack or wait?

Attack with full speed! What? How the hell did he move away? I couldn't see shit!! He can teleport now?!

I can't breathe. I have no lungs. No heart.

Dark: I’m so sick of giving people a choice... Well, you little rat... I wanted to play with you a little more, but I have to go and lecture someone else too. Goodbye!

Anti: I can't move. I'm gonna die! Why am I seeing you now...? Even in my last moments, is it really you I can think of...? Oh... these are my memories... the first time we met...

Seán: What the fuck are you?!! Stay away! Do ya hear me?!

Anti: Hehehe... You were a sad little creature. Lonely, depressed... It was easy to get inside your mind, hack your thougths, make you feel worthless. You haven't accomplished anything No talent, no creativity You are good for nothing Nobody likes your videos You aren't smart enough, so dumb... Who would watch you?!

Back then I was weak, I couldn't hold a stable form, glitching between my universe and yours. I needed your energy. After 3 years I could appear fully in your world, but I wasn't the only one who became stronger.

Seán: I'm not afraid of you anymore! Anti: I can easily fix that!

Because of YouTube and the people you met your soul was developing... making it harder for me to access. So i decided to show myself to your fans. They adored me! Giving me so much thoughts and energy, my power increased every day. They even gave me a name: ANTI I really liked it, despite it's not my real name. But none of my actions mattered, you just kept being stronger and stronger. You weren't lonely anymore... always surrounded by poeple. I've been always alone, it never bothered me, but... I started to envy you. For a split second I wanted to be like you. The next day your tattoo appeared on my arm without my will. I couldn't get rid or it. Even when I ripped off my own skin, it grew back. You became suspicious of me, you thought I was planning something. You dyed your hair brown and I kept is green. Now we were both afraid to look alike.

After this everything changed... All the bad thoughts I put on you came back to me. I started to doubt myself. All at once I felt very small, cold, lonely, just how you were at the start... Since I got strong enough to exist in this world without glitching I had no more reason to keep you alive. So I sneaked up on you at night to finally kill you and take your place. But I couldn't... I couldn't... I felt disgusted with myself I wanted to disappear... A demon mustn't feel human emotions. A demon mustn't cry.

I should've left, but stayed, not sure why... maybe I wanted to be around you, just watching... You were so warm and bright, I was cold and dark. I couldn't sleep, the food was tasteless and I was constantly freezing cold. I often just sat on your couch, staring into nothing. One day though something unexpected happened.

Seán: Here, hot coffee. It'll warm you up! And... we could play some games after that if you want?

Anti: I've never been so shocked in my entire life... I was terrible at the game, I couldn't concentrate.

What the fuck are you? How can be so nice to me after all the things I've done?! How can you be so strong?! You smiled at me for the first time and the coldness went away. We started hanging out and after a few months you asked about my name.

Seán: Anti, what's your real name? Anti: Huh? Why would you want to know? S: I've been calling you 'Monster' and 'Anti' since I met you. I'd like to know how you call yourself. A: Anti is fine. I like it. S: But my fans gave it to you. What was your name before? A: I'll tell you but don't you dare mention it to anyone! Especially to Markiplier! I don't want that fucker Dark to eavesfrop! S: I won't! It's a promise. A: Okay, so... My name is _..??_.__?_??._?

Back to the present

S: Come oooon!!! Come on, Anti, connect to me! I'm losing you, buddy... Please, I don't want you to die! Please! Please! Please! Let me reach you, Ábel!

Name: Ábel Origin: Hebrew Meaning: Breath

[holycow99]

石田お寿司 12/9/21 stream translation Part 9

This is not the full translation of the stream. I only translated the parts I could understand & interpret or parts I found interesting/important. I’m still a beginner in Japanese, so the translations may not be accurate. If you want to repost, please repost at your own risk.

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I: How are the contents on Sushi’s channel? What should I do on my channel? I thought I wanted to just do as I please with this channel, but are there any contents I can do? I don’t mean I wanna do things to expand my subscribers or do projects (eg. 30,000 commemoration project) for my channel. Rather, is there anything interesting thing for me to do? Don’t youtubers always narrow down the type of contents they make in their channel? Some create sub channels. It’ll be suffocating for me if I do that, so I’ll create any kind of contents that I want. If you guys have any requests, I don’t mind doing it If I feel like it. If don’t wanna do it, I won’t. I think Q&A is a good idea. We’re going back to this topic. Everyone does Q&A, it can fill in the time as well. Ishida Sushi’s special life consultation feat. people die eventually. Something like ‘Special Life Consultation: People Die Eventually.” Hehehe. Something like that. A despair episode. But then, I’d look despair. But trouble consultation is quite heavy. If I received very serious questions then, I’ve no choice but to reject them. I want to answer as many questions as I can, but that kind of question is a bit…I don’t want people to take my words seriously regarding life and death. I don’t wanna be responsible for their lives.

*Someone commented that it’s better to put question box on insta story.

I: Really? They do that there? I see.

*Someone commented the title for the Q&A that Ishida had said and he pinned it.

Ishida Sushi’s life consultation: People die eventually.

I: The title is gonna be something like this. But then, there’ll only be questions related to this kind of stuffs. For example, suicide-related questions. “Don’t do it!” would be the only I answer I could give.

C: Everyone would look despair.

I: You’re right.

*Someone commented that Takahashi Kunimitsu did Q&A on instalive.

I: Seriously?! I wanted to see that! He received 100+ questions? Seems very tiring. I should not do it then. Seriously? Kunimitsu did something like that? I seriously wanted to see it. What kind of answers did he give? I seriously wanna see it! But it won’t be there anymore. Eh, really?! I wanted to see. What did he answer?

C: There’s a part of the live in insta highlight.

I: Really? How to see it? Tell me. I wanna see 2x.

C: He answered my question.

I: I see…

I: That’s nice. I want to consult him. I’d ask something like “People die eventually. What should I do about it?” He’d probably answer something like “Well, just live!” with a small laugh.

*Someone commented you can view the highlight on insta profile.

I: Insta profile! I see 2x. Can I take a look at it for a bit?

*Searching for Takahashi Kunimitsu’s insta.

C: Your keyboard sounds very nice. I also bought mechanical keyboard! (t/n: The comment was in eng.)

I: Yeah! It’s Elecom keyboard! It sounds nice! (t/n: He said this in eng.) I only use fixed keyboard buttons. The keyboard’s fn button is the one I definitely use. I made it fit my thumb. That’s the easiest way for me to use it.

*Someone commented about the adult website comment.

I: It’s here again? Yeah, it is! Thank you. Just let it pass by.

*Going back to searching for Mr. Takahashi’s insta.

C: Sensei, what to do when you’re so depressed?

I: That kind of thing happens. You can’t do anything about it. You can only struggle with it.

C: What made you start Choujin x? (t/n: this comment was in eng.)

*Ishida had trouble understanding the question.

I: Why did I start Choujin X? Is that what they meant?

*Ppl in the comment found Mr. Takahashi so easily.

I: Everyone is very good at searching. You guys searched it on insta? Really? It’s not a different person? I’ve been looking since forever.

*Looking through Osterreich’s insta.

I: How can I go to his insta?! I don’t know how to use insta! Damn!

*Finally found his account through google.

I: Is this it? Seems like it. It’s the real one! “I’m dead.” So dark! What is highlight? Is it this round thingy?

*Looking through Mr. Takahashi’s insta highlight.

I: Is it in writing? I thought he would talk in it. Is this the question box thingy in insta?

*Ishida reading Mr.Takahashi’s Q&A.

I: Let me read this for you guys. Haha. What a bad personality I have. “Have you ever felt loneliness? If you had, how do you deal with it?” “I have loneliness and I do feel lonely, but I don’t necessarily hate it. Being alone is very easy. If I’m in a very hard time, then I’ll call my friends.” So, he doesn’t hate that feeling. Since being alone is easy, he doesn’t hate it. I see. That’s a good answer.

*Someone commented that Mr.Takahashi talked about him.

I: He talked about me? What if he said awful things about me?

I: Ah, he skyped me today. I didn’t realise it. I just realise it now.  Wait, I’m gonna look through his insta.

*Keep reading the Q&A.

I: How about I show this to everyone? Hahaha. He must doesn’t like this! Can I? Hahaha. Wait a min. I’m gonna do the worst thing ever. This is not the worst thing ever. It’s fine. This is made public, after all. If I can’t, then…Wait a min.

I: Alright, I’m gonna expose it. He did this in insta so that people could see it, didn’t he? What do you guys think? Do you think this is awful?

*Everyone commented that it’s okay.

C: It’s not awful, I don’t know if it’s okay to show in on screen.

I: That’s right.

I: Just reading is enough, I guess.

*Keep reading stuff about his friend.

I: Is there anything interesting?

I: “I always watch Ishida sensei’s stream with you in it. I would like to hear you converse with him again.” Is this the one you’re talking about? “It was a good timing at that time. I don’t know whether there’ll be another one. We do hang out in our private time, so maybe there’ll be one.” He’s expecting another. I see.

*Still reading.

I: Alright, let’s do this! Ishida Sushi’s simultaneous worldwide stream. I’m only energetic the day after I finish my manuscript. Only currently. A melancholic day will begin tomorrow.

C: Did you have any recommendations from the movies you’ve watch recently?

I: The one I didn’t watch before, but thought it was fun after I’ve seen it is Truman Show. I think it’s quite an old movie. I think everyone who watches this will find it entertaining. It’s starring Jim Carrey. I remember he went into depression. Has he gotten out of it yet? Jima Carrey is a good actor, right?

*He’s talking about the ending with a fan that’s watched the movie.

I: Everyone, please watch it. The ending is good, isn’t it?

C: Do you watch western movies subbed or dubbed?

I: I watch them dubbed when I’m working so that I won’t have to look at the sub.  When I want to watch it leisurely, then subbed.

*Someone commented about eternal sunshine.

I: I’ve never seen that. I’ll memo it.

*Someone asked about shutter island.

I: I’ve watched that movie. (t/n: He’s giving spoiler, so I didn’t translate further.)

*Someone commented about Charlie’s angels.

I: I don’t watch it. I may have different view on shutter island if I watch in the present days. I was young at that time. I knew the ending so I watched the movie without enjoying it.** There are other highlights beside that, such as Leo’s acting. If we’re talking about Leo, I probably like Catch me if you can the most. I’ve only watched his movies when he’s already an old man. I’ve never even watched Titanic. I’ve only watched the older version of him, like Great Gatsby. I’ve never watched Inception, by the way. I’m thinking of watching it. I only know older Leo. Catch me if you can is a good movie, isn’t it? I’ve read the autobiography. When I read it, I found it to be questionable. I thought it was a fraudulent document. I kinda thought it was a forged document disguised as an autobiography.

*Someone asked about Harry Potter.

I: I’ve watched all of them. They are great, aren’t they? Harry Potter is a famous fantasy-genre masterpiece.

*Someone asked about Ocean Series.

I: I haven’t watched them, but I’m thinking of it. I’m gonna watch anything anyway.

I: People overseas have started joining the stream. As expected from a simultaneous worldwide stream.

C: Do you know SPEC? (t/n: SPEC is a Japanese drama.)

I: Yeah, I do know it.

C: Sirius Black is cool.

I: I don’t remember much about Sirius Black. Even though he played a central role in the story, I basically only remember Professor Snape. I hated Harry’s father to the max. He’s an unpleasant guy. That applies to Harry as well. He’s the kind of person who laughs at people’s failure. But the actor who played Sirius Black, Gary Oldman is cool. And then, I like Malfoy too. Malfoy’s a good character. Though he became a minor character towards the end. I can truly sympathise with him. I like his father too.

*Someone commented about Harry Potter’s Book ver. of Harry.

I: I see. So the Harry in the book is different. That happens.

*Someone commented about Narnia.

I: Oh yeah, there’s Narnia’s movie.

*Someone commented Professor McGonogall.

I: Professor McGonogall. What a name.

C: What manga did you read recently?

I: What was the title again? What manga did I read? But then, I watch movies and read books more than reading manga nowadays. I read the magazine issues as well. I used to be obsessed with Oshimi sensei’s Chi no Wadachi back then. Superior magazine has interesting stories.

*Someone commented Rod was in the chat.

I: Have a nice day. Oh, Rod is here? Hi Rod. Rod is here? Oh, he’s here. Hi Rod. Have a nice day.

*Someone commented that Rod has Saiko’s icon.

I: Oh, Rod has Saiko as his icon. I see. He’s said that before? Sorry. It’s hard for me to catch what he wrote because it’s in eng.

Rod: I will, you too.

I: I will. Oh, it’s true. The icon is Saiko. Did he draw that himself? Did you draw it? It’s a nice icon. I want to include Rod in my manga. Hahaha. I’ll make him an old passer-by in Choujin X.

Rod: Hi everyone.

I: Hahaha. What is this guy? Hahaha. Ultimately, what is he? I can explain him to everyone, but what is he actually? Basically, he’s someone who has been tweeting ‘Have a nice day’ to me for around 5 years. That’s Rod. He’s perhaps a Brazilian. If something happens to him, I wish he’d contact me. If he’s gone, it’ll be too sad. I’ll only offer my prayer to him if that happens. Take care of your health. Be careful of your health.

S******: If the tweets stopped, then something like that must’ve happened.

I: If the tweet didn’t come, I’d be wondering where he is. Then, I’d wait for his tweets for a bit. I tried tweeting him ‘Have a nice day’, but he didn’t reply back. Rod disappeared for like a year and a half. He probably had some mental health problem. He stopped tweeting to me, and then he came back a year after. I thought maybe he’s a bit down. It’s too heart breaking. Don’t you think so? He’s like an overseas friend to me. A pen pal. We’re connected in that way. I totally prefer Rod than Goubaru. (t/n: Their interaction is so wholesome.)

I: There’s a time when I couldn’t contact Goubaru. Everyone (probably the staffs) and I had promised to meet and hang out. We couldn’t reach Goubaru at all. I thought he’s already dead. Since he’s fat, he has a lot of health risks. I thought he might be dead. I thought that it’s unavoidable at that time. I was like “he’s gonna die? I see.” Well, you’ll die when it’s time.

*Someone commented that it’s good Goubaru’s still alive.

I: He’s alive but his some sort of a friend went to see him. There was a response when he rang the bell. That’s how we knew Goubaru’s alive. I seriously thought he’s dead. I thought that it couldn’t be helped because he looked like he’s dying. The rest of us was already gathered at the hang out place. We wondered what should we do. If we went to see him and found his dead body, we had to call the police. We already sent one person, but we wondered if we should send another one. The person who went to see him was a reliable one though. I thought we need to think about the people who already gathered. It’s not nice to just dismiss them, so we played games and had a good time. It was something like that. It has nothing to whether I like Goubaru or not. I was like “what should we do?” I was really scared. I thought he really might be dead.

Part 10

[johnbriandamiropinches-blog]

Hello my people, as usual I’ve kept you up to date with good vibes and happenings in the fashion and modeling industry, but today I choose to break that norm. My question of today is; “How much do you know about your music art celebrities?” Well I had the pleasure of interacting with our one and #only_bigBreak_female_KenyanArtist on #CokeStudio2019 and it was awesome as it lasted.

Has that brought any clue in your mind yet? I’m so certain yes it has. Nadia Mukami of course but, have you met her before, shared a cup of cappuccino over some development conversations? Relax let me bring it all to you in 3D. This lovely songbird is a music artist, song writer and poet. Other than, a very God fearing, lively and an ever laughing person. Nadia is an “all positive attribute” lady. Hardworking and very passionate about her deeds, like you out there she’s normal and human. Hehehehe! Slang has it that kama wewe “hucatch” then pia yeye “hucatch” at times it’s human nature.

Coming to her music career interest, this African sweetheart just amazes me. “I have been passionate about music since I was a little girl. I remember a gospel song way back in class 4,” she says. Like every other successful individual out there, Miss Nadia never knew that she’s gonna be a music icon as we all know it’s all about one step at a time in the school of life. This songstress brings fourth lots of surprises and I can’t stop imagining how much of a big talent she is. Hey you! Can you act, can you do poetry? Just some applause for our #kanadia_katambe sensational tag. Nadia isn’t just your typical kind of lady. This beauty can perfectly do it all. It’s through this that she’s always so confident and a captivating artist when on stage. I hope we can picture where that energy comes from, same to the energy you use to sing her sweet songs.

“Wimbo ni shairi na shairi ni limbo.” The SI RAHISI debut artist states as she adds on that it has been that way since she started as a poet. She loves writing and music to the extreme. The passion for her skills and capabilities has been a contributing factor to her rapid rise to her niche. Without forgetting, Nadia looks up to some good works from her role model as a reference point. “Watching my role models; Miriam Makeba #MAMA_AFRICA and Vanessa Mdee are great ladies and their work too is always a mirror that I look through to gauge my progress,” says #theKenyanSweetheart.

Helloooooo!!!!! Did you know that Miss Nadia used to act set-books at the Kenyan National Theatre? Habari ndio hiyo wadau. Now you know that being multitalented isn’t a crime.

Nadia_eXclusive was her amateur lable as she was beginning for your information. This is what struck her soul for the music career industry. Artists all over the world don’t use their real names for branding in the field, have you ever known why? Let’s get the tip from this beauty. “Branding of artist names is all targeted towards spicing up your work, identifying with your work solemnly and giving your audience and fans an easy and tasty feel of you.” I quote. Nadia gives us the African taste of music, so sweet to the soul. She’s an African Queen we all accept thus, she decided to rebrand to NADIA MUKAMI so as to feel home and comfortable in her own African skin as well as relating with her local audiences awesomely. This reminds us of “Nameless’ debut hit COMING HOME or Sauti Soul’s LIVE AND DIE IN AFRICA” No art work just falls into place without extensive research, planning and brainstorming. By the way, just a random question; Erick Omondi, do you kwon what ‘pop music’ is? Most of Nadia’s music is pop art of which her inspiration for this genre comes from the general day to day activities and real life situations.

‘AFRICAN LOVER’ “I wrote this latest single for a guy that I really used to love. Manze hapo love ilikuwa hehehe,” #kanadiaKatambe anafungua roho, wow this is really true love. Most of her music work is definitely based on her real life.

——-Experience really is the best teacher——-

‘SI RAHISI’ puts across the struggle that she has gone through in her music quest as a female for her to be where she is now. Hey boychild and girlchild out there, what music are you hooked on? How many songs by Nadia Mukami do you know? ‘KESI’ is another hit that wasn’t personal but an art work inspired by a love story from a close friend. About ‘YULE YULE’ Oh My!!! This song is a bomb. Do you wanna know what inspired her? Check it out on YouTube at Nadia Mukami to get the exact thing.

We’ve seen artists go through thick and thin to remain relevant in the music industry both locally and internationally. It’s expensive we can all imagine this thermal and dynamic force. ‘ILLUMINATI’ We have come across this or heard it all over and on social media about how some prominent people in the lime light sacrifice blood offerings for riches and fame. Our own Nadia is one God fearing lady. She believes in smart work, her quality of work and brand have been the key to her remaining relevant in the music world. “My social media is always lit. Thanks to my fans, I’m really humbled sweethearts” she says.

Fantasy! Fantasy! Passion and the realness about music is her fascination for her music world. She says that good music is mostly about its realness, the message in it and how many souls it touches. If you are doing fake music out there honestly it’s a #Neigh from we as a parliament. You don’t have to sing about ‘posh staffs’; Ferraris, bughattis or dollars that you don’t have for you to be a hit maker guys. “Let us be honest, let us be real…….🎵🎵🎶🎼🎼🎵🎤”

How many of us don’t know #SIMBAAAAAAA!!!!? #WASAFI_FESTIVAL was lit. If you didn’t attend definitely ulikula kwa macho! Naskia kuna wenye waliionea #viewSasa. Ha-ha! Mtaambia nini watu? Anyway Nadia Mukami was one amongst the Kenyan artists who graced this mega platform with the likes of Diamond ‘Platinumz’, Harmonize, Ray Vanny, Lavalava and your #HODARI hit maker MBOSSO. She’s so humbled to have had this opportunity to present her work to the audience.

“Thanks so much to my manager; I’m grateful for all the struggle and efforts you have always put in for the success at hand.”

#WASAFI ft Nadia Mukami! Is this what is coming up next Africa? What do you think guys? Wacha niwape udaku sasa. Yes! There’s smoke, na penye moshi, hapakosi moto. I guess that’s the only methali I can make up from my Kiswahili during my 8-4-4. Nadia is working on something already with Tanzania, communications are underway. Do you wanna know with whom? Is it a she or a he? Relax, I got you covered. The collaboration between her and Tanzania is big. The artist from the #MAGUFULI_ERA land is a real hit maker, a strong and commanding name in the African music industry. I leave that to your imagination. Stay tuned.

Manze guys, kama wewe ni mtu hivihivi pole sana. Being unique is always a survival mechanism amongst all living organisms so hope umepata glue na clue ushikanishe. Nadia is as unique as fresh and new in her own style of creativity. That is, her writing and way of delivering her message. The good content and lyricism makes her a lover of many hearts. More so, her voice eeeeeehhhh!!!! It’s that ‘kataing sauti’. Sauti tamu, so ‘lambable’. You feel me buddy!?

This beautiful voiced artist attests that for now music is her fulltime job but it hasn’t hindered her from pursuing other positive activities. Being a 360 brand, she is thinking plans #MoneyMoves. She wants to focus on investments. Through this she would like to mentor young girls. Societal needs are at heart in her life when it comes to empowering the youth both girls and boys. Away from music just know that a lady who is well enlightened thinks business. Having graduated with a Bachelor’s Degree in Finance (with) IT from Maseno University, she is well versed with business skills thus soon her business will kick off.

Having opened 2019 in style at the #WASAFI_FESTIVAL, we should be expecting some good music from this African beauty. “Nataka kutota comfort zone, it’s a #BusySignal. I’m going to bring in more good music than before we need to grow. Si wajua to whom much is given, much is expected thus, I have to keep on grinding.” #kanadiaKatambe promises more diverse sounds.

As the wisemen say, “opportunity knocks once and never wastes time with those who are unprepared.” The SI RAHISI hit maker tells us that being organized was the key way of how she managed to balance her music career and her studies back in campus, lucky enough she doesn’t have to go through that now. Yes! You need not let life’s chances slip away from you, that’s it. You can kill two birds with one stone unless you haven’t watched the #AVANGERS_INFINITY_WAR, be a #timeMaster.

TEAM MAFISI RIAAAH!!!!! TEAM MAFISI TIBIM!!!!! Here we go. I know there are many always wondering who’s this lucky gent in the heart of our sweetheart. Trust me when I say ‘ustake jua mtu nguyaz’. Sema tricky sana! This is so sweet because I can’t let the cat out of the box, paka atauma panya hehehe! Super subs kaeni wapole. Nadia is yet to come through about this but just stay alert and maybe see if it will be all out in her coming hit song. Oh boychild!

Most artists out there are helping promote the Kenyan music in different ways. We wonder why even our own entertainment social media keeps playing Tanzanian, Ghanan, South African and Nigerian music mostly than our own on our soil. It’s vivid that this countries’ music has dominated the African and international music market, so what’s left for Kenya? An advice from her to Kenyan artists is that, we should have a good plan, an awesome team that will really invest their time and energy in your brand to see you becoming a big artist locally, nationally then finally you go international. You need to also produce good music, just be real in your art. So take it positively since she cares and loves Kenyan music. Remember an advice is given to all but only the wise can incorporate it in their deeds.

Last but not least, id really love to break the ice about her newest big thing. #teamNadiaMukamiKenya, your gorgeousGirl was selected on #CokeStudio as the only #big_breakthrough female artist from Kenya.

Wow , I believe it’s best if we congratulate her as she has shown much determination in pursuing her dreams as well as giving Kenyans and the world a real taste of good music. Follow this music_darling on her social media handles: Facebook: Nadia Mukami Instagram: Nadia Mukami. Twitter: Nadia Mukami.

You can as well watch her music videos by subscribing to her YouTube channel; Nadia Mukami.

Show some real love for Nadia by clicking the like 💗 button and comment. Air out your views about her music 🎷 so that she gets to know where to adjust in her work. #positiveVibes. Follow our blog sport, like and always feel free to comment what you’d love to know about your artist or celebrity star and we’ll bring it to you at the comfort of your snap always. Don’t forget to follow us on Instagram @damiro_kenya for updates on the Kenyan and world entertainment activities.

SHE RISES YES!! BUT #SI_RAHISI Hello my people, as usual I’ve kept you up to date with good vibes and happenings in the fashion and modeling industry, but today I choose to break that norm.

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bias explanation tag

ok so @banana-jiayou tagged me to do this about one month ago and me being the forgetful person that i am, am just getting around to it now!!!

nini actually tagged me to talk about either my banana or my mr-x bias, but because i still consider myself as “developing” my bias order in mr-x (altho anyone can probably tell im leaning towards luo zheng) i’ll go with banana kids!! 

you may know already, my banana bias is Lu Dinghao 🌞🌞

(i dug deep into my #ludinghao tag to try to piece together what i can remember of what happened hahahha)

the rest will go under the cut bc i think this is gonna get kinda long....

Idol Producer Era

you may have seen me rant about this in my tags before, but I really did not plan on watching Idol Producer... at all. I watched p101s2 and it wasn’t the greatest experience for me (kenta and youngmin were my favs ;;;) and so I wasn’t too keen on starting another extremely similar show, because I had little hopes that the kids I’d like would make it to the end, so I thought the show would just end in disappointment for me again.  

but! *drumroll please* cue chen linong! (i promise, im getting to dinghao, itll all make sense eventually LOL)

so I forget why, but maybe when I was just on the internet, I heard a LOT about chen linong. (even my friends who don’t watch ip who are just normal taiwanese kids HAVE HEARD OF chen linong. he’s honestly THAT popular in taiwan that regular people who dont care about ip know his name - its crazy!) so i heard he was taiwanese and I heard he was super popular and tons of people loved him. so what did i do? I went and looked up his audition video bc i was like wtf why is this kid so popular?? whats so special about him??

so one audition video, one intro video, one upward!trainee video, and a couple of douyins later, i was officially committed to watching idol producer for chen linong. 

the next step, what do I do? go to wikipedia (LOL) and search up what other taiwanese boys are on the show. i immediately notice 3 of them are from banana ent and banana ent actually also has a malaysian child. (which was super interesting to me too bc i have a lot of friends who are southeast asian and southeast asian representation is super cool!!) and so i watched all of the 5 other taiwanese kids’ intro videos and upward!trainee videos. I’ll be honest, at the time none of them stood out to me as strongly as linong (I just love love love smiley guys, and linong’s personality was so strongly taiwanese and so down-to-earth in his audition video, i just couldn’t resist!) but from there, bc 3 of the 6 taiwanese kids were in banana, I knew to look out for the banana kids. 

fast forward to episode 2, I watch the banana audition perf and dinghao sort of stands out to me because i usually go for the “happy/ mood-maker” member in kpop groups, so when he introduced himself as “小太陽陸定昊” i was like oo who’s this? also im soft for boys with the curved lip smile thing heheh and so in my curiosity to find out who he is, i look him up and find his instagram! (i didnt have weibo yet) and I start seeing pictures like these and I’m like oh my goodness he’s beautiful :o 

but i think julie (@qinfour) was one of the first people i talked to about this, but one of the reasons why i usually like “happy/ mood-maker” members is because I feel like I can relate to them (ie: dinghao) bc I feel similar to them. In high school i was seen as the crazy hyper happy one and people actually thought that i was constantly happy.... all the time... which is impossible. so it was hard for me at times bc when i wasn’t feeling happy, people would discredit my feelings, or as soon as I stopped smiling, people would be like omg whats wrong with you?? so to me, seeing idols who are like that, having a happy, fun exterior but are actually insecure / experiences hardships inside, makes me feel like i can relate to them. 

so anyway, so after ep 2 im already like kinda interested in dinghao (but also still interested in linong and the other banana trainees, but he’s on my radar) and so ep 3 rolls around and this HISTORIC xinfan ep from Feb. 2nd comes with it: 

(in the original video, the banana part starts around 8:36) and from watching this and dyING of laughter at zhangjing being adorable and sassy and dinghao being HILARIOUS, i was like ok i like them, they’re my fav banana children!! (even tho neither of them are taiwanese and i only became interested in banana in the first place bc they had taiwanese people LOOL) and you may be wondering, what about yanjun?? he was really funny in that video too?? but actually yanjun didn’t stand out to me until around “ai ni” bc he was in the same group as dinghao maybe bc i just didnt get his humor as much??? HAHAHHAHA like zhangjing and dinghao were like SO FUNNY to me but yanjun i was likeee okayyy (i love him and his humor so much now, but idk i just didnt get it back then?? LOL oops sorry yanjun) but yea, it wasn’t until “ai ni” that i started noticing him and then gradually it snowballed into i was MADLY VOTING FOR YANJUN by the the final ep and SUPER EMOTIONAL when he made it into the final 9, like my body was shakinggg, i was so happy !!! (i was MUCH happier with the result than i was with p101s2!) 

but anyway, back to the point, I think around this time was when i found out about the “rock the show” mv (it was actually released beforehand, on 1/29 and the dance version 2/6??), and I think i freaked out to violet (@zhu-xingjie) like !!!! wtf is this ?!?? its so good omgomg (something along those lines, at least ;;;) and then after watching the mv i was like ok im def gonna be a banana stan wow they make good music, so talent, super funny members, much visual wow

(tumblr only lets me embed youtube videos, but you can find the official video in HD!! here and the dance version here. id highly recommend watching both if you havent already!!!!!!! the dance version has more closeups???? and i felt even more attacked than i thought was possible after watching the official video???)

and so basically from there, I became a banana stan, focusing on lu dinghao and you zhangjing. and ofc i love zhangjing to bits and he’s so warm-hearted and adorable, but I think I’ll always feel the most connected to dinghao, which is why he became my bias.

some other moments that led me to love him:

his mini chinese lesson because i also struggle with “zhei” but also since then, ive discussed with nini on multiple occasions how weird dinghao’s chinese is?? hahahahahha its like hard to understand sometimes??

4/9 banana boys discussing getting rid of fans at the airport !!!! this is actually one of my favorite videos because LU DINGHAO IS HILARIOUS!!! SO EXTRA WOW

the entire banter with yanjun during the “ai ni” era bc he finally got more screen time!! and also he showed how good of a friend he was to keep voting for yanjun until he just really couldnt anymore

nursery coloring class with chaoze bc dinghao is ridiculous?? 

during the hot pot ep, just watch for any clips of dinghao and he’s probs doing something ridiculous

the banana family scene from the “boom boom boom” era where dinghao shows his insecurity, bc it was a moment where i felt i could really connect to him, as a flawed and normal human who isn’t happy all the time

fun fact: I think this banana boys post was one of the first i ever translated, probs bc beibei was leaving and im soft for that boy too and bonus you can see in my tags that im already dinghao trash at that point bc i freaking had 芝麻糊 for the first time (and bought it with my own money!!) bc of freaking Lu Dinghao !!! (about two weeks later, i bought a whole pack of it at the grocery store....) 

but anyway, so “that’s how the story goes” (gotta include a zzt reference heheh) of how dinghao became my bias... i tried to keep it as relevant to dinghao as i could? lol and i also could be remembering things wrong LOL but basically post-ip, all that’s changed is that i’ve realized dinghao is even weirder than i first realized HAHAH BUT I STILL LOVE HIM. 

some additional fun moments: 

this interview where he describes roasts all the other banana trainees

watch “sawadika banana” if you havent already and you’ll get some GOLD dinghao moments like this crazy mess and other hilarious shenanigans

idk if its been subbed yet, but this bazaar interview is one of my fav dinghao / yanjun / zhangjing videos bc theyre so funny!!! i was literally laughing the whole time, its so fun to watch c: 

im not gonna tag anyone else to do this, because it does take quite a while (3 hrs for me LOL) but its fun if you have the time to reflect back and if anyone wants to do it, id love to read your story as well!! 

[annie-thyme]

hey so I might have asked about it before but my brain has no record so imma ask again: would you guys be interested in watching some dance vids from me? I’m thinking abt starting with smth like outside (we’ll see how the weather lets me but I am Determined hehehe) dance improv to maybe some songs that I like and definitely to the sounds of the city and later on I have this project I’ve been thinking about for over a year it’s called dancing for introverts 101 and it’s basically me doing some simple warm-up routines and improv exercises and explaining how you can up and get dancing if you’re a sociophobic introvert like me and joining some dance school makes you shudder but you wanna dance nonetheless?

bc if yes I made a youtube channel and so far it’s empty but a friend of mine is lending me a steadycam so like. videos to come soon. 

here’s some collab dance vids I’ve done with my best friend and partner in art and idk if it’s gonna be anything like it but yeah just to give you a general idea I guess.

tell me what you think?

[sunriseinorbit]

bnha s2 soundtrack musings

can i just say this is the only thing i’ve been listening to since it came out last week and i have geeked out so much because it’s so. good. and it’s probably my number one favorite anime soundtrack now. oops.

also sorry for any random music theory jargon as well as gratuitous caps lock

jet set run does the yuki hayashi string thing™ and i’ve heard the yuki hayashi string thing™ so many times but i am honestly here for it

and jet set run changes the you say run melody a little and it’s so!! good!!!

there are so many soft piano tracks this season!! i am living

SOFT YOU SAY RUN??? TWICE??? I”M GONNA DIE @YUKI HAYASHI

also soft all might theme my heart

kouteshiku to chi te “tomo” to yomu (it’s labeled wrong on youtube i cri) reminds me a lot of haguruma from haikyuu it’s so cute

can u believe there’s a song called “weeeee are fu*kin super star!!” on the boku no hero academia soundtrack because i can’t i was shook the first time i heard it

DURING THE SPORTS FESTIVAL. THERE ARE CHILDREN.

endeavor’s theme is actually catchy and i hate that i like it so much

i don’t know where honki de tatakitsubusu shozon plays besides when iida and ojiro fight power loader but the orchestra hits are so so good and the little trills around 1:03 make my heart race

it really reminds me of protest from cytus but better imo

this song is really sweet and cute and i’m a sucker for string swells and key changes SO

shougaibutsu kyousou reminds me of mario boss music it’s so bouncy and tHAT TRUMPET 

also multiple key changes!!

please listen to kibasen all the way through you won’t regret it

that compound meter’s got me feeling some kind of way

i didn’t know i needed all might at disneyland but now i have it 

it just makes you feel all happy and warm inside

i want a hug from all might

remember this banger from season 1? yeah it got an upgrade

i’m gonna cry @these lyrics

the beginning of this song reminds me of something from bungou stray dogs and then it gets a m a z i n g

the song that plays in the shinsou fight is really eerie and i love it

there’s also this and idk if it’s associated with shinsou or not but it’s also creepy

i was talking about how yuki hayashi combines all his styles of anime music for this soundtrack, well this is a track straight out of haikyuu and it works so well

soredemo sara ni mukou e has an AUDIBLE VIOLA PART and the build? kills me every time

remember this banger from season 1? yeah it got an upgrade

i love the slower tempo tbh it W O R K S

also they added lyrics to these tracks and i am dead

sanmittai is one of my favorite tracks on the entire ost, specifically the one beat of silence at 1:57

tsune ni toppu wo nerau mono is also a favorite

if you want to kill me, just play me something with a good compound meter

seriously you can think of the melody at 0:48 in a slow three or a quick three and it’s good either way

this one was also so memorable i just remember it from when bakugou beat todoroki aaaaa

kyoui ga ikuzo (not watashi no ikuzo as it says in the video, that’s a different song) is so suspenseful i die

THOSE ARPEGGIOS THO

tomodachigokko ja irarenai reminds me of something from a video game cutscene leading up to the final boss

YUKI HAYASHI USED E FLAT MINOR, KILLING ME INSTANTLY

there’s more to talk about with katakiuchi later but god i love that chord progression

i, a known todoroki stan, l o v e the piano in hidari wa zettai tsukawanee and how it works with the guitar later on in the song and how ambient the whole song is but there’s also more to say about it later

it’s also one of the only tracks i could easily translate so the first time i listened to it i knew exactly what i was getting into

i saved the best tracks for last whoops

I LOVE MINAGIRU CHIKARA

IT HAS THE YUKI HAYASHI STRINGS AND THE YUKI HAYASHI HORNS

IT HAS A VIOLA PART THAT DOES THE THING YOU SAY RUN DOES WHERE THE VIOLAS START THE OSTINATO AND THEN THE VIOLINS DOUBLE IT AN OCTAVE HIGHER

the triplets at 0:40 are my favorite part of the song

THE TRUMPET AT 1:28 YESSS

if bakusatsuou was the track that encompassed the haikyuu style of yuki hayashi music, ingenium is the track that reminds me that yuki hayashi did my favorite anime soundtrack of all time until this came out, death parade

if you listen to both this and katakiuchi, you’ll notice that iida has his own character motif!!! i love yuki hayashi

i’m going to go on about kimi no chikara for a long time because it was my favorite track when i first heard it in the anime it was my favorite track when i first listened to the ost and it’s still my favorite track now

seriously when i first watched the episode i was fooling around with the triplet thing and the chord progression on my piano within an hour of watching it 

it really helps that episode 23 and 29 are my favorite episodes hehehe

when i was listening to the soundtrack for the first time i was just going through trying to see if i recognized anything and i actually gasped when this song came on I LOVE IT SO MUCH

the tension at the beginning before the percussion comes in is I N C R E D I B L E

BUT I DIDN’T NOTICE THE BEST PART ABOUT THIS SONG UNTIL TWO DAYS AGO WHICH INSPIRED ME TO MAKE THIS POST IN THE FIRST PLACE i’m going to sound very stupid for only realizing this now

i was driving home from my piano lesson, listening to this in my car (alone of course lmao) and i’ve listened to it about a hundred times at this point and the violin melody came on at around 1:14 in the song and I REALIZED

THAT’S RIGHT

THAT’S THE SAME MELODY FROM HIDARI WA ZETTAI TSUKAWANEE

THAT’S TODOROKI’S CHARACTER MOTIF

i had a lot of feelings in my car that night

yuki hayashi is a musical genius and i love him so very much and he’s one of my biggest inspirations as a composer and i love him so very much thank you for your time

[paintedcherry]

Fluff/Sad RP?

((This was a rp that just kinda happened,, It does start out a little slow but I JUST WANT TO PROTECT THIS BEAN))

Cherry: Your really cool. Chase: nah, I'm not. Cherry: Yes you are! Chase: I'm jus a dood Cherry: A cool dood Chase: jus a dood who plays a depressed father who has a YouTube channel for probably challenges and trickshots called 'Bro Average' and whose family is falling apart and could die because Glitch Bitch is being a d!ck. Cherry: Omg, Chase Brody is that you? Chase: yes Cherry: Suh dude Chase: Suuahh dood! Cherry: boops nose Chase: ouch Cherry: Wha- Chase: mY nOsE aUgHh Cherry: you ok there? Chase: no, im dying Cherry: nowait- Chase: [gross fake sobbing] Cherry: hugs him ok ok!! Im sorry.. Chase: “Haha! I'm kidding, dude- I do that stuff with my kids all the time!”  [He laughed a bit and shook his head, hugging back because who wouldn't?] Cherry: Cherry sighed in relief before having a quick smirk grow on her face when he hugged back. She then head locked him and give him a noogie after she took off his hat, messing up his hair while chuckling. Chase: [He let out a loud yelp and struggled to break the headlock, starting to laugh after a moment or two] Cherry: She chuckled more and kept him in the head lock. What are you gonna go now cool guy~? Her smirk grew bigger and watched him try to break free. Chase: [He let out a quiet groan and reached for his snapback almost dramatically before pausing for a moment] "Let me think.. Hmm.." [He said that almost dramatically before laughing a little as he poked at her sides before giving up on that and attempted to pick her up bridal style from his awkward position- Mostly to sweep her off her feet, hoping that'd release the hold] Cherry: Her eyes widened and let go, giggling as she looked back at the Irish man holding her ok! ok! hehehe ya win!! Chase: [He smiled at her and gently sat her down after a moment, grabbing his snapback off the ground afterwards] "Good!" Cherry: She smiled and rolled her eyes  whatever. Chase: [He ran a hand through his faded hair to fix it before pulling his snapback on, raising an eyebrow at her] "Oh I see how it is, pfft 'whatever' dude" Cherry: She giggled and crossed her arms before smirking at him again  What~? Chase: "I suppose if its whatever.. then you wouldn't mind if I... Did this!" [He quickly started to tickle her sides with a wide grin, making sure to make escape impossible momentarily] Cherry: She fell on the ground and laughed, trying to get away h-hey! haha!  Chase: [He continued to tickle her with dedication, laughing a little as he did] "No mercy!!" Cherry: She laughed and tried to get away p-please! hahah! Chase: [He hesitated for a moment before finally letting her go, stepping back a bit with another laugh] "Alright alright! You're free to go m'lady" Cherry: She smiled and caught her breath, getting back up and brushing the dirt off her before looking back at him with a smirk. Giggling again Thank you, ya bastard~ Chase: [He shook his head and loosely crossed his arms as he did, smile fading a bit] "I miss doin’ that with my kids.." Cherry: Her smirk faded and slightly frowned  Aww..dude...she looked down to think but got a idea, looking back up at him with a half smile  Hey, wanna come over to my house?...we could watch a movie or something!.. Chase: "Me and Stacy's first date was at the movies.. I remember that like it was yesterday..- Uh anyways ha, sorry for being a complete bummer, dude" [He let out a slight nervous laugh as he shook his head before looking down, frowning more for a moment before looking at her again] "But that sounds like it could be fun or whatever!" Cherry: Cherry frowned and hugged him, rubbing circles on his back Your fine dude... Chase: [He hesitated for a moment before hugging her back, releasing a quiet sigh] "I dunno, man.. Ever since the breakup and her.. taking the kids away.." [His voice honestly broke a little as he mumbled that, a frown soon appearing on his face] "Everything has been harder than before.. " Cherry: Cherry softly sighed and pulled away to look him in the eyes calmly, her candy red eyes soft and relaxed. She softly lifted his chin with her finger to make him look her in the eyes, part of her red hair slightly covering on side of her face. She kept her other hand wrapped around his lower back to keep him close, half smiling again for him. Hey...things will be ok...im here for you... Chase: [He only frowned more at that and glanced down for a moment before making direct eye contact with her again- Ignoring the tears blurring up his vision] "Y-You're so ki-kind.." Cherry: Of course...how could i not be to someone as amazing as you...she smiled more and softly rubbed his cheek with her thumb Chase: [He smiled a little and blinked a few times to clear his vision, letting a few tears stream down his cheeks] "Y-You remind me of St-Stacy.. before sh-she left and t-took the kids aw-away from m-me.." Cherry: She froze at his words before speaking up again. w-well...im glad i can help.... Chase: "Ki-Kinda glad th-that suicide at-attempt failed.. heh.." [He looked down and shook his head a bit, ignoring the almost a million tears streaming down his cheeks and dripping off onto his neck or shirt] "I wo-wouldn't be wi-with you.. ri-right now or an-anything.. S-So.. thank y-you for be-being here or el-else I'm su-sure I would probably b-be hanging in a cl-closet or do-downing an entire bo-bottle of sl-sleeping pills.. ag-again.." Cherry: Cherry slowly had tears forming in her eyes when he heard him say something about suicide, hugging him tightly and speaking softly with a slightly shaky voice  its ok..its ok......im here now.......im...here she closed her eyes and tears ran down her face. Chase: [He immediately hugged her tightly and failed to hold back his sobs, gripping the back of her shirt now] Cherry: She grabbed onto the back of his shirt and cried with him.  Chase: [He held onto her for awhile and honestly started to lose strength in his legs which soon led to both of them sobbing uncontrollably on the ground- Sooner or later, he didn't have any tears to spare and had an overly drained dead inside look replacing over the previous happy façade as he laid on the floor, slightly curled up in a ball] "I-I mi-miss th-..them S's..much.." Cherry: I-its ok...i-im here.....she sniffled and hugged him again as he was curled in a ball  its ok..... Chase: "Th-Thank y-you.." [He whimpered that quietly and rubbed off some of the tear trails on his cheek, managing to hug her despite the awkward position] Cherry: a-anytime...she close her eyes and hugs him for a bit before letting a long shaky sigh out. She soon stood back up and wiped her tears away and offered her hand to him with a smile to help him stand up again. C-Come...lets go clean our messy self's up...she chuckled sadly and waited for him. Chase: [He hesitantly nodded and took her hand shakily, taking in a quiet deep breath as he managed to pick himself up; focusing on trying to calm down] "Ye-Yeah.. heh.. We pr-probably should.." Cherry: Cherry smiled and wiped away the tears from his cheek and kissed his him softly, pulling away after and holding his hand softly. Chase: [He smiled a little and squeezed her hand lightly, taking in another deep breath as he did] "Th-Thank y-you.. ag-again.." Cherry: And again...anytime...she slowed down her breathing before looking over at the bathrooms in the park. She giggled and ran towards them wanting him to follow  Come on!  Chase: [He let out a quiet huff at her but kept his smile, fixing his snapback before following after her] "Hey! G-Get back he-here!"---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------