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the scoundrel encountering Actual Curators is like,, the same existential horror mutually experienced when a wolf and poodle cross paths. the scoundrel after her transformation is a giant monstrous celestial beast who's basically lived her entire batty life in a cave and she's never really learned how to hunt or fight or observe Proper Social Norms™. she has been taught these things but she's never experienced them. not in the way curators are supposed to. to normal spacebats she's an inherent and obvious outsider and all of her mannerisms scream Wrong even if the bat in question probably wouldn't know exactly how or why. her fur is too soft and her claws and teeth are too dull and even when she's trying her absolute best to be the perfect embodiment of "creature somewhat high on the great chain of being" smugness she can never discard those pieces of human instinct. human mind. human memory. they're pieces, yes, but they exist nonetheless. what i'm saying is even without being intrinsically bound to the bazaar and the masters the scoundrel is primed for semi-exile, at least in a social sense, the minute she hypothetically tries to join actual spacebat society. she's simply far too curator to be human and far too human to be curator. she simply Is. and there's nothing he can do to fix that, no matter how DESPERATELY he wishes otherwise
#i think looking back. if i had picked an original destiny for her with the lore she has now in mind#she'd 100% be the memory#something of his old self will always remain. he will always be in his heart a yearner#yin-thoughts#as usual idk if im making sense or if this is word vomit. but we stay silly ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#fallen london#ultimately the scoundrel never even makes it to the high wilderness so this is all hypothetical#she's eastbound. and honestly? maybe she'll be happier that way. maybe. she hopes so.#scoundrelventures
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wish house was a real doctor so i could be his mystery insomniac patient and after giving me horse tranquilizers and still not falling asleep he just hits me in the head with his cane and im out like a light
#house md#i was supposed yo be asleep 2 hrs ago cause i planned to get up very early to study but LMAO NO#as soon as i shut my eyes my chest felt like it was being ripped to shreds from anxiety. i love i love it i love it (←says guy who hates it#anyways. i got mad i cried i googled some things frantically and now im in an acceptance phase of 'it is what it is' ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#i think the thing that makes me the most frustrated is that. i slept like shit last night. like 4hrs maybe!!!! total!!! and so by the time#i started studying today around 6:30 i was eepy. and then by 7:15 my eyes were sooo heavy so i decided to take a 15 min power nap#and i was DREAMING within minutes. i fell asleep that quick. such a deep sleep that my alarm scared me awake#but ofc when im like oh teehee ill go to bet hella early and wake up hella early my brain is like ? no.#if youre still reading. idk im kissing you on the mouth or something. thanks for being here 🫶#gonna start tagging these posts as#insomnia chronicles
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((i was looking up how taxes are paid in japan because i realized that leo is self-employed
Normally your employer would file your taxes for you but if you're self employed or make a certain amount or have a sidegig that makes a certain amount you have to fill them out yourself
Which means Leo is like one of the only people on campus who's going to be like 'everyone shut up i'm doing my taxes i'll talk to you in like a week when i've stopped dissociating and managed to get them done' in February
(Sho doesn't have to pay his taxes until the year after starting his business so he's off the hook this year but since Leo often pays him digitally along with cash he has to do Sho's taxes too as his employer just so no one gets suspicious)
(Sho joining Leo like 'yeah I'm gonna have to do these with the fiod truck and all so I guess I have to learn now?' and just watching Leo file their fucking taxes. And both of them hate being bored and they will spend the entire month they have to do it getting extremely distracted by literally anything else. You could check in on them like 'hey how're the taxes going' and they've made a thousand little origami stars and the taxes are not done. Like at first Sho was teasing Leo for having to do something so boring but he was trying to watch and learn and then he got bored too and he's like. I would rather do literally anything else right now can we take a break please)
I just think it's funny to realize that Leo has to pay taxes. Like out of all of them he's one of the only ones that knows how to do his own taxes. Ritsu's family are his employers, their accountants do his taxes. Jin's family's accountants do any taxes he owes. Darkwick does the taxes for most of the students I imagine particularly since I'm pretty sure it's implied they get paid to do missions. But Leo, as an influencer, is self-employed and does it himself and has been for a few years so Darkwick makes him handle it himself lmao
And you might think Leo would just get an accountant and I can absolutely see him getting someone to it for him. On the other hand since he probably has less-than-legal income he doesn't trust someone else to do it for him lmao.))
#ooc#life in darkwick: leo#((LIKE IT'S SUCH A BORING AND MUNDANE THING BUT IT'S DELIGHTFUL TO IMAGINE THAT YEAH THIS GUY PAYS HIS TAXES))#((IN FACT NOBODY ELSE PAYS THEIR TAXES BECAUSE THEY AREN'T SELF EMPLOYED. IT'S JUST HIM. MAYBE TAIGA WOULD HAVE TO BUT AGAIN))#((THE CASINO'S LESS THAN A YEAR OLD SO BY THE GIME TAXES ARE DUE THEY'LL BE OFF CAMPUS. 100% DARKWICK'S PROBLEM MAYBE?))#((BECAUSE THEY WON'T HAVE ACCESS TO THE FINANCIAL RECORDS AT THAT POINT HOW ARE THEY SUPPOSED TO DO IT ¯\_(ツ)_/¯))#((zenji probably didn't make enough money to have to pay taxes))#((Rui. depends on when the bar opened??? he might have to start this year actually))#((IDK THE MUNDANITY IS SUCH A FUN LITTLE THOUGHT. YES YOU LIVE IN A WORLD OF SUPERNATURAL ELEMENTS AND POWERS.))#((YOU ARE A FAMOUS INFLUENCER AND AN INDEPENDENT HACKER. YOU SRE SELF EMPLOYED. YOU GOTTA PAY YOUR OWN TAXES.))
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Again, with the caveat I Cannot play Veilguard --
I understand it's shitty Solas depicts Mythal's vessel as an elf, doesn't see her/them as People just Mythal as a person through them.
But I keep seeing people refer to Mythal as essentially her only vessel, as the one who "carried her through the ages" and I'm??? Very confused??
Please correct me if I'm wrong/outdated but I'm 99.9% sure the iteration of Flemythal we meet is not ... timeless? Her vessels have human-ish lifespans, if slightly magically extended, and she has spent thousands of years body-hopping from one mother to daughter to the next. And from what I've pieced together from VG/Morrimythal, it seems all those previous vessels all become "part" of her, like she is her own Well of Sorrows. Flemeth was maybe/probably the First Vessel, sure, but then it was her daughter, and then her daughter, and on and on.
So like, yeah. Just by addition she was indeed mostly human by modern times, her vessel was definitely human, but the vessel... didn't actually matter because it was always... Different? Like he could have picked any one of her faces, any one of her outfits, and in the end that would always change, those aspects are always changing because that's how she survived.
There's no tangible, visible "Mythal" left, and what's left of her is a tiny piece compared to thousands of years as many different people. So how else do you depict a constantly-changing human vessel bearing an Evanuri soul, on a mural that could outlast her next ten vessels?
#dragon age#flemythal#mythal#solas dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#and like in my canon there was an Extra Mythal Piece anyway. since HoF didn't kill her and Hawke delivered the amulet#and it went willingly to him so he took it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i dont count that as second murder myself but ymmv#idk im probably missing VG context but i just dont understand this particular skirmish
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Haha! Idk what i'm doing💕
#darkwing duck#quackerjack#do they have a ship name?#they probably do but idk it#so#¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Scenecore/hyperpop my beloved <333
#i love being cringe and free cause honestly this shit goes so hard#i though i was mishearing 'suck my clit' for so long im delighted that thats the actual lyric#psii.mp3#music#6arelyhuman#xoxo kisses hugs#Spotify#also if i got their genre wrong... idk man i aint an expert here ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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what if I clawed you
i cant tell if this is a threat or not, honestly terrified of the answer
#also i mean#to answer your question#id probably say ouch?#idk im a masochist but i only like when my partner does that so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#ask
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when the neurodivergence™ makes me alterhuman but the same neurodivergence™ makes it hard to tell if each of my ‘types are theriotypes, linktypes, hearttypes or something else. help
#i have FINALLY started organising that alterhumanity post i talked about#but over half are classed as “unexplainable connection” because IDK#I'M JUST THEM OR CONNECTED TO THEM IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT !!#curse you autism and your “i have no idea how to tell this feeling / connection” ways!!!!#i mean i'm just gonna take a guess at labels but if they're unexplainable connections then so be it#i don't care that much about labelling but i want to KNOW you know?#reading others' experiences with theriantropy / alterhumanity helps but . yeah#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#spinny rambles#spinny stuff#alterhumanity#alterhuman#theriantropy#therian
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People are already asking "because FEMA and the EPA can't limit us anymore: can we build in the floodplains and wetlands now?"
#totes bro#in the state code it says we need to satisfy the federal mandates as according to 44 CFR blah blah#so that code wouldnt stop existing as a written document#so i assume it would now still reference that written document#even if it gets executive ordered away#which idk if thats planned but developers HATE these codes so#our mayor may try to say yes but environmental here are real sticklers and its in our code too#which he can and has bypassed ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#our code is stricter that state code in everyway which developers also argue#literally will say “why do you determine this? why dont you actually follow real code?”
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#lux yappin abt shit#silly faces#silly ppl pls ineract#im a goober but not rlly#idk#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#also uh idk#SKSKSKSKSK I WROTE IDK TWICE#i think i am sick#but thats ok#bc i will do whatever i want no matter that 😎#waterlemon#idk what that was for#AHHSJSJSKSJS 3RD TIME 😭#anyway gonna stop beinf yappy for a bit#banananaba#t h i s i s s o l o n g j u s t ... o m g#also proshippers dni#[maybe mktt bc i have mental problems with the ship romantically.. i only see them platonic]#[tho i might draw a LITTLE bit of it but that will be never]#[everyone in the party animals (basically sfw rabbit hole) fandom dislikes mktt and prefer mkrn]#[and i think theyre somewhat sane.. tho they act like kids]#[i mean theyre like 10-14 so i wouldnt blame them..]
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happy to be on tumblr dot com during a new shipment of sexymen
#minty's crystals#tumblr#fionna and cake#simon petrikov#winter king#i haven't watched the show so i don't know anyone else's names#all i know is eastern european name with a phd#and (in WWE announcer voice) BRIAN DAVID GILBERT#idk if these are NEW tumblr sexymen or existing ones going through a renaissance#but my dash has never before seen animated twinks sooooo#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#tumblr dot com
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@ride-the-cyclober Prompt 3 / Day 8: Couples costumes!
Personally, I'm under the firm belief that Halloween costumes should be scary, but I couldn't get this out of my head so here's Perfectdolls dressed as Mario and Peach!
#me?? actually doing an event??? never! /s#but seriously choosing not to do June Doe was def a mistake#also idk if i actually like this art but i spent way longer on it than i shouldve and just wanted to draw perfectdolls so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#ride the cyclone#rtc#rtc musical#ride the cyclober#ocean o'connell rosenberg#ride the cyclone ocean#ocean oconnell rosenberg#rtc ocean#ocean ride the cyclone#ocean rtc#penny lamb#penny rtc#legoland penny lamb#ride the cyclone penny#penny lamb rtc#perfectdolls#rtc ships#rtc event
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ughhh I haven't been able to draw much lately but hear me out
picture this in your minds
#eak fnafhs#would yall be mad if i made him a girl in my au? the character would be exactly the same but a Girl™ (butch ofcorse)#i rlly dont know what to do w him lmao#even though i like his character a lot w all of his little charms (so real 4 the pointy toe boots) i dont find him interesting to write#idk why but genderswapping the dude makes it kinda funny to me lol#and sadly most of the things i do for the au are bc i think they are fun in some way#idk if the change is finak tho ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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my therapist understands my soup trauma 😭
#i told her#'okay i need to tell an adult about thi#this*#i know i am an adult but i didn't get to tell any adults back then'#and i told her and she was so caring and understanding and angry for me#and she understood the pain and grief i still have#and she said 'im adult aged compared to you' which made me laugh#i know it sounds stupid#buty stupid traumas are exactly why i believe people with 'stupid' traumas#like if you're traumatized by rubber ducks and the squeak sends you into a panic attack#i believe you and i'll put mine in a cupboard while you're over#idk why that was my example but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#it proves my point i think#not mlm#dantes talking again#ptsd#healing
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been feeling a lil burnt out playing xiv lately but now I'm stuck in the living room with the dogs all day all I wanna do is play viddy game...........
#idk EW patches felt like they had more going on#so far it's felt veeeeeery sparse esp as someone not currently doing extremes or chaotic#not even that bothered about jeuno beyond collecting coins to spend on the next tier of tome gear ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#only so much going back to the same stuff ive been chipping away at for the past couple years can feel entertaining y'know?#and obviously im not forcing myself to spend time on something im not finding fun and if it comes down to it I'll unsub for a bit again nbd#im just hoping 7.2 will give us a bit more to chew on 😩
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"There are those who watch, We are those who listen..."
(aka my Listeners design concept)
#original post#the introvert has spoken!#art#life series#trafficblr#Minecraft evolution#Minecraft evo#Evo smp#The Watchers#The Listeners#grian#so far this is the proudest I have been with a drawing#especially the hands idk how i did but i did it#it took 2 days but im proud#About the hands I headcannoned that the listeners dont speak and rather communicate by sign language#They can but they prefer not to and prefer to...well listen#I tried to make it look gender neutral since the canon watcher/listeners have both steve and alex's face#but i forgot mid way through ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#scopohobia tw#eye contact tw
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