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Tavern Owner Orc x New Hire Reader
I got to participate in the lovely Ozzgin's Secret Santa Event!! This one is for @tranquilo-antique-apothecary!!
Content is about 1K words of him being down bad for you <3
Sekkrad has always liked the bustling atmosphere of taverns, rich with rambunctious laughter and delicious food. After every win or loss, Sekkrad and his comrades would settle down at their favorite tavern, almost as if it were their second home. Maybe that was why he decided to open a quaint tavern after retiring from his warrior duties.
Despite his retirement, Sekkrad has always kept himself in shape. Working out has been engraved into his body, but beyond that, itâs also because his patrons can get quite rowdy at times. Plus, itâs helpful to be athletic when youâre working as much as he is. That saidâŠ
He really could use some help.
So, he puts up a flyer seeking an employee. As expected, there are some pretty good candidates. Whatâs unexpected, however, is you. Youâre just so cute that Sekkrad literally stopped thinking when he first saw you walk through the tavernâs doors. Heâs not even sure how he got through interviewing you, but somehow he did. And, just his luck, youâre a great candidate â exactly what heâs looking for! A good personality, a solid resume, and a cute face⊠so of course he hires you.
But on second thought â maybe it wasnât his best idea. You look too adorable in the tavernâs uniform (that uniform does not usually look that good). And he practically blanks out every time youâre around him. You just look so soft and huggable. Plus that smile? Itâs a killer. Thankfully, he somehow manages to guide you through your tasks and answer questions with a blank face (that he is desperately trying to control).
As heâs mulling about how heâs supposed to act around you, he notices you struggling to reach up to get a bottle of bourbon on one of the shelves. Without a second thought, he reaches over you, pressing his muscular body against your softer one.
âHere,â he grunts, voice low, as sirens whir in his head over how good your body feels against his. Itâs like you fit perfectly against him.
âThank you!â you respond, smile bright. Oh, Gods. Youâre going to kill him.
He nods. âIf yâneed anything else, let me know.â
With that said, he moves to the storage in the back. He almost slams his head into the bag of flour, but reigns himself in after remembering how expensive flour is nowadays. Instead, he picks up some more syrup for his cocktails, willing himself to behave.
Despite the turmoil your presence brings to him, he manages to get through the day with relative ease. Hiring you really was the right choice â youâre an excellent worker. Smart, quick on the uptake, easy on the eyes â youâre just the perfect hire.
As he closes shop, wiping a wine glass clean, he watches as you wipe down the last table, a feeling of fondness spreading through his chest at how much of a hard worker you are. As you finish up, he prepares a sweet cocktail for you, before motioning you over.
âGood job,â he says, passing the cocktail to you.
âThank you!â
He nods, motioning for you to sit. âWait there.â
âYessir,â you respond, saluting before you sit down. You watch as he disappears into the kitchen in the back, the sweet taste of your cocktail spreading over your tongue pleasantly.
It only takes him a few moments to come back with a plate of warm food. He places it in front of you.
âEat up,â he murmurs, crossing his arms. âYou were a great help today.â
Your cheeks heat up, making Sekkrad want to scream â youâre just so stinking adorable.
âIâm glad!â you beam, making his lips twitch up into a smile involuntarily.Â
The way you eat his food also makes him feel warm and happy â itâs always a treat when someone enjoys his food.
âIt was delicious!â you tell him once youâre done eating.
âLet me know what yâlike to eat,â he says, looking pleased as you polish off his food. âIâll make it for you next time.â
Eagerly, you tell him your favorite food, which he files away for later. He takes your empty dishes, which you try to protest, saying that youâll clean up after yourself. Heâs having none of it, though, and cleans up promptly as you finish off your cocktail.
âIâll walk you home,â he offers while wiping his hands off on his apron. âItâs late.â
âOh, I couldnât possibly impose.â
Sekkrad doesnât want to seem pushy, not when he really doesnât want you to hate him, but heâs more concerned for your safety than anything. âYou wouldnât be imposing,â he replies, trying to make his voice softer. âI just want tâmake sure my new hireâs safe.â
âWellâŠâ you look up at him and Sekkrad has to look behind you so that he wonât combust. â...Iâd appreciate it, thank you! Iâll go get my things.â
âYeah,â he responds, watching as you go to the back to get your things. When you reappear, he straightens his back, motioning to the door. âReady?â
âYessir!â you say, starting your journey back to your home.
Your walk back with him is quiet and peaceful as everyone else is asleep. That, and Sekkrad has never been much of a talker, but heâs especially nervous around you. Heâs not entirely sure how heâs supposed to talk to you, so he opts not to. Besides, you seem content to walk beside him quietly (and itâs just⊠nice to see how comfortable you look beside him). Despite his nervousness, heâs actually pretty content himself.
In fact, when you two arrive at your home, Sekkrad is almost disappointed. Still, he got you home safe and nothing was really amiss, so he canât complain.
âRest up,â he says, nodding at you. âIâll see you at night.â
âIâll be there dark and early,â you grin.
He canât help but crack a smile at that. âGood.â
With a small laugh and a final wave, you enter your home. Sekkrad lingers until heâs fully sure youâre safe inside, before turning his heels to walk back to the tavern with light steps.
He really, really canât wait to see you again.
#tsuuper ocs#monster boyfriend#orc oc#orc x reader#orc tavern owner#monster boy oc#Sekkrad Barai Tsuu OC#monster x reader#orc boyfriend#idk what else to tag this lol???
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what do u think rikiâs kinks are
KINKS
pair: ni-ki & f!reader. warnings: dom riki mostly, itâs just descriptive with some lines here and there, weâre talking about kinks so thereâs that wc: 0.8K
a/n: i donât want to be repeating myself from my previous works so letâs do with the ones i havenât done yet. itâs ok if yall donât agree with me, these are just my personal opinions !
Toys. Heâd love the idea of teasing you with them, maybe fucking a dildo into you or pressing a vibrator against your clit until you were trembling. And if he caught you using them while he was gone? Oh, heâd make sure to turn it into some sort of punishment.
âCâmon, angel,â he taunted, his voice low and teasing as he pressed the vibrator against your clit just enough to make you squirm. His other hand worked the dildo in and out of you at a slow, deliberate pace. âYou were fucking yourself on this earlier, couldnât even wait for me. So now, this is all you get.â
Bondage. Heâd definitely be the type to tie you up, relishing the control it gave him. Whether it was your hands bound behind your back or stretched upright, or your legs tied open to keep you completely exposed, he didnât care as long as you couldnât stop him from doing exactly what he wanted. He loved the sight of you spread out, helpless to his every touch, unable to hide from the pleasure he gave or the punishment he delivered.
âYouâre sensitive?â heâd murmur, a sly grin spreading across his face as he pounded into you relentlessly. âI never imagined youâd be this sensitive, but I love it.â
Size kink. Have you seen his build? Heâd absolutely use it to his advantage. His massive hands would engulf yours, his broad frame could easily cover you completely, and no matter your height or build, heâd always make you feel small. Especially when it came to the size of his cockâheâd relish the way it stretched you, the slight bulge it created against your stomach, or how easily he could manhandle you into positions you never thought possible. Greedy and insatiable, heâd do whatever it took to have you just the way he wanted.
âYouâre so tiny beneath me, baby,â he groaned, his voice thick with satisfaction. His hand drifted down, caressing the visible bulge in your stomach. âLook at you,â he murmured, his tone low and teasing, âtaking my cock so perfectly.â
âToo much?â heâd tease, thrusting in slowly, his grin widening. âBut Iâm not even fully in yet. Just wrap your legs around me, angel. I know you can take all of me. Wanna be a good girl for me, right?â
Dacryphilia. He probably didnât even realize it until he saw you like thisâyour lips stretched around his cock, tears and drool spilling down your face as you took him deeper. The sight drove him wild, something about you spurring him on, sending a rush of heat straight through him. Heâd wipe away your tears with his thumb, the motion surprisingly tender, even as his hips kept moving, his voice low and strained.
âF-Fuck, youâre so pretty like this,â heâd groan, his head falling back for a moment before his eyes met yours again. âFeels so good, angel. Youâre the only one who can make me feel like this, yâknow?â
Choking. He loved using his big hands to grip your neck, especially when he was wearing rings. The cold metal pressing against your flushed skin made your head spin. His grip was firm, just enough to leave you breathless, or sometimes heâd use it to hold you up from behind.
Neck grabs, deep grunts, the desperate roll of his hips against yours. âYou wanna cum, yeah? Then cum for me, baby,â he growled, his voice heavy with need.
âHaa, tired already?â he mocked, his tongue clicking in feigned disapproval. âTsk, tsk, tsk... always leaving me to do all the work.â His hand tightened around your neck as he pulled you up, continuing to thrust into you without missing a beat.
Missionary. Heâd absolutely thrive on seeing the raw effect he had on you. With his cock buried deep inside you, heâd watch every flicker of pleasure on your face, loving the way your lips parted for soft moans or how your body twitches when he teased your sensitive nipples.
âLook at me, pretty,â heâd murmur, his voice deep and commanding. âI wanna see how good I make you feel.â
Eye contact would be non-negotiable. He needed to see the way your gaze melted with desire, and if you wanted to cum, youâd have to look right at him.
âYouâre close?â heâd ask, smirking as he slowed to a torturous pace, drawing a whine from you. You begged him, finally locking your eyes with his.
If you didnât? Heâd slow down, torturously edging you, leaving you trembling, desperate, and on the brink of tears. Only when you finally obeyed, locking your eyes with his, would he give in, pounding into you relentlessly until you were completely undone.
âEyes open, sweetheart,â he cooed, his thrusts picking up again. âYeah, thatâs my girl. Gonna cum for me now, mhm?â
#( tfwbluu )#enhypen x reader#enha x reader#enhypen smut#enha smut#niki smut#niki x reader#riki smut#riki x reader#ni ki smut#ni ki x reader
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Teacherâs Pet promo
Satoru would never admit it, but she was so cute when they were screaming at him. Sure, maybe his student shouldnât be the one yelling about their safety and his need to show off putting them in danger. He scoffs internally and externally, like heâd ever let her get hurt. The ideas more idiotic than their attempts at trying to challenge him in hand-to-hand combat. His gaze lingers on their mouth a bit too long as she talks, thinking about the softness, the color, the taste. âShit.â He thinks to himself, feeling like a massive perv and freak for thinking about his student this way.
âYeah, yeah, yeah. Princess.â Satoru waves a dismissive hand in their direction . âYou and I both know, nothing was gonna happen to ya. But itâs so cute that you were so worried about me.â A shit eating grin forms on his face as she gets flustered and stamps their feet like a child. Only he can get this reaction from them, only he deserves to see this side of them. ItâsâŠwrong that the anger in their voice, the flush in their cheeks and the darkness in her eyes brings a sense of joy to him. Itâs not that he enjoys you feeling a constant state of anger. No, Satoru just hasâŠa sick fascination with seeing them react to him. Maybe itâs because he needs attention and he needs her to focus as much of their on him as possible.
Heâs already walking away from her by the time they start to reply. His hands slip into his pants pocket and he takes a shaky sigh as they walk back towards the edge of the barrier surrounding the alleyway theyâd exorcised the curse. It disappears to reveal a busy downtown Tokyo Street. Theyâve finished the job, and now the two of them will go back to school and go their separate ways. A part of Satoru knows that soon enough, she is going to be gone from his daily life entirely and all too soon. Still, he surprises himself as he calls back to her. âCmon, let me treat my favorite student to dinner. You did good today. She bent over the counter grumbling her skirt rising up. Satoru's eyes widen as he sees her skirt hike up, revealing their cute baby pink panties. He feels a surge of heat rush through his body, his cock twitching in his pants. Fuck, those are adorable. He thinks to himself, his mind immediately going to inappropriate places. He imagines ripping those flimsy panties off with his teeth, spreading her legs and burying his face between their thighs. The thought makes him shudder.
Get it together, Gojo! He scolds himself mentally. She is his student, and an innocent one at that. He can't be having these perverted thoughts about them. And yet, he can't look away from the tantalizing view of their ass and the smooth skin of their thighs. His mouth goes dry and his pants start to feel tighter.
Satoru swallows thickly, trying to will his cock to behave. "U-Um, princess Your skirt..." He trails off, his voice cracking slightly. He's never been so flustered in his life. Not even in the heat of battle has he felt this kind of intense, primal desire. And it's all because of the sexy little minx that happened to be his student.
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Lucky girl syndrome ê© .á
Pairings: Ning Yizhuo x fem!reader
Genre: smut
Warnings: making out, fingering
Ningning sat across from you, a sly grin tugging at the corner of her lips as her eyes swept over your figure. You were wearing her favorite outfit, though she wasnât sure if youâd chosen it deliberately to tease her or if it was just her imagination running wild. Either way, the way the fabric clung to your body had her pulse quickening.
You hadnât meant to, but the way you looked at herâthose big, wide eyes shimmering with curiosity and innocenceâwas doing things to her that she could barely handle. Every glance, every nervous tuck of your hair behind your ear, made her temperature rise. She leaned back in her chair, legs crossing as she let her gaze linger a little longer than polite.
âYou really shouldnât look at me like that, you know,â she murmured, her voice low and sultry.
Your eyebrows furrowed slightly in confusion. âLike what?â
âLike youâre daring me to do something I shouldnât.â Her words hung heavy in the air, a challenge sparking between you.
Heat crept up your neck at her boldness. Ningning was always playful, but there was an edge to her tonight that made your stomach flip. âMaybe I am,â you whispered, barely audible, but the look in her eyes told you sheâd heard you loud and clear.
Ningning stood and closed the distance between you in a few steps, her presence almost overwhelming. She leaned down, her face inches from yours, her breath warm against your skin. âCareful, baby. Iâm not very good at holding back when you tempt me like this.â
Before you could respond, her lips were on yoursâsoft, yet demanding. The kiss was electric, sending a jolt of heat straight through your body. Her hands found your waist, pulling you up from your seat and flush against her.
Your fingers tangled in her hair, tugging gently as her lips trailed down your jawline to your neck. She nipped at your skin, soothing the bites with her tongue, her hands roaming your body like she couldnât get enough.
âDo you have any idea what you do to me?â she murmured against your skin, her voice husky with need.
You whimpered in response, your knees going weak under her touch. âNingningâŠâ
âShh,â she soothed, guiding you backward until your legs hit the edge of the couch. She pushed you down gently, her eyes dark and hungry as she hovered over you. âLet me take care of you.â
Her lips found yours again, more urgent this time. Her hands slipped under your top, fingers skimming over your bare skin and leaving a trail of fire in their wake. She pulled the fabric over your head, her eyes drinking in the sight of you with a mix of reverence and desire.
âYouâre so beautiful,â she whispered, her voice barely audible as her lips descended on your chest, kissing and biting on your nipples until you were arching into her touch.
Her hands moved with purpose, unbuttoning your pants and sliding them down your legs. You gasped as her fingers brushed against your most sensitive spot through the thin fabric of your underwear.
âAlready so wet for me,â she teased, her lips curling into a wicked smile. âI knew you liked teasing me.â
You couldnât form a coherent response, your mind fogged with desire as she slid your underwear down and spread your legs. Her fingers trailed along your folds, teasing, before she finally pressed one inside you.
Your back arched, a moan spilling from your lips as she added another finger, her movements deliberate and precise. Her thumb found your clit, circling it slowly as she watched your reactions with a smug grin.
âYouâre so sensitive,â she murmured, her lips trailing kisses along your inner thigh. âI could do this all night.â
Her mouth replaced her thumb, her tongue flicking against your clit in time with the thrust of her fingers and kept pumping. The combination was overwhelming, your body trembling as she pushed you closer and closer to the edge.
âNingning⊠Iâmââ
âI know,â she said, her voice muffled against you. âLet go for me, baby. I want to feel you.â
Her words sent you over the edge, your body tensing as waves of pleasure crashed over you. She didnât stop, her movements slowing only when your body finally relaxed beneath her.
She climbed back up to kiss you, her lips soft and sweet, a stark contrast to the intensity of her touch. âYouâre incredible,â she whispered, brushing a strand of hair from your face.
You smiled up at her, still breathless. âI think you are.â
Ningning chuckled, settling beside you and pulling you into her arms. âYou really have no idea what you do to me, do you?â
You shook your head, laughing softly. âMaybe youâll have to show me again sometime.â
Her grin widened, and the mischievous glint returned to her eyes. âOh, baby, you can count on it.â
#ningning x reader#ningning x you#Ningning x y/n#aespa x reader#Ningning smut#Ningning x reader smut#smut#x reader smut#aespa smut#aespa x reader smut
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can u do smth where reader is a gymnast and her a paige switch sportsđ€
swapping sports with paige!
Uconnâs gymnastic media team wanted to get more recognition, so why not invite the new ârecruitâ, paige bueckers, to try some things out.
âHey huskies! iâm here with paige bueckers. today, we are going to be testing out her gymnastic skills.â you wink, looking over at paige. âI think we all know iâm gonna be the new captain, my skills are unmatched.â she laughs, following you around the gym. âokay, so first we obviously have to get stretched. iâm gonna lead you in some split stretches to make sure we donât tear anything.â you both sit on the ground, spreading your legs to sit in a straddle. you motion for paige to reach for her right foot, snorting when she canât even get past her knee. âdonât mind this, iâm just not warmed up yet.â she shrugs, following everything you do.
âokay paige, now that we are all stretched, weâre gonna do some basic stuff across the floor.â paige nods, anxiously rubbing her hands on her pants. you begin to do cartwheels down the floor, motioning for paige to follow once you finish. âiâm a cartwheel pro.â paige mumbled to the camera, taking a deep breath as she began doing cartwheels ( well, paigeâs idea of cartwheels. ) the camera zooms in on your face, capturing your reaction. âwell then..i guess we should probably move on.â
âright, so, todayâs challenge is to learn how to do a backbend.â you look over at paige, practically feeling the nerves radiating off of her. she nods, rubbing her hands together. âput the rizz hands down-â
âokay- we just need a few more clips of you and paige together then that should be good! thanks guys!â the media manager said, motioning for you and paige to come back over to the cameras. they instructed you guys on what they wanted, and focused on the chemistry between you and the blonde. after a few more minutes, they finally were finished. âokay guys, thanks so much for coming in today!â the manager said, waving as her team packed up. the girls smiled, muttering a quiet âthank youâ as they walked out of the gym.
âhey, it was really cool hanging out with you today,â paige held the door open for you, adjusting her bag on her shoulder. âi agree! yâknow, if basketball dosenât work out, iâm sure i could find you a spot on the gymnastics team.â you smiled, putting your hands in your pockets to try and find your car keys. paige laughed, walking you over to your car. you could tell she had something to say because she kept looking over at you, then back to the ground. you opened your trunk, and threw your bags inside. ( trying to go as slow as possible )
âhey- um.. do you think i could get your phone number? i was thinking we could maybe go out to eat or something sometime? maybe?â paige scratched the back of her neck, her ears flushing red. âum- yeah for sure!â you giggled, taking her unlocked phone from her hands and typing your number in. âthanks. today was fun. it felt nice to not have to worry about basketball for like five seconds.â paige rambled, looking down at her phone. âshoot, speaking of basketball. okay well, iâll make sure to text you!â she waved, as she jogged off awkwardly to her car. you giggled at the blonde, sighing as you got into your car.
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shoot, coach almost made me run for being late to practice. it was worth it though đ
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dirtbag!daniel taking ur virginity? pretty please? đ
â Iâm going to add a spin on this idea, you werenât a virgin when you met him but the thought of pretending that youâve never been touched before and want him to take your virginity⊠now thatâs hot af. 18+ content below
The air in the room was thick, charged with heat as your lips met his in a kiss that felt desperate, almost frantic. Danielâs hands gripped your hips firmly, pulling you flush against him. Every movement of your hips moving against his sent sparks shooting through your body, and the low groan in his throat only made you more desperate for him.
You pulled back just enough to catch your breath, your lips tingling and swollen. His dark eyes bored into yours, his hair mussed from your hands. âYouâre killing me, sweetheart,â he murmured, his voice rough and full of need.
Your heart raced, your hands trembling slightly as you rested them on his chest. âDanny,â you started, your voice soft and shy, âI⊠I want you to be my first.â
His movements stilled for a moment, his eyes narrowing slightly as he took in your words. âWhat did you just say?â he asked.
You swallowed hard, your cheeks burning under his intense gaze. âIâve never⊠Iâve never done this before,â you admitted, shifting nervously in his lap. âAnd I want it to be you.â
The way his lips parted, the slow, deliberate rise of his eyebrowâit sent a thrill straight through you. âDarling,â he said, his tone now laced with something darker, something teasing, âyouâre telling me no oneâs ever touched you before? Never had a man show you what it feels like to be properly fucked?â
You shook your head, your voice trembling. âNo. Never.â
âFuck,â he groaned, his head falling back against the couch as his grip on your hips tightened. âYouâre telling me I get to ruin you? Make you mine?â
The words alone made you clench, your breath hitching as you nodded. âYes,â you whispered.
Daniel let out a low chuckle, the sound filled with dark satisfaction. He leaned in to kiss you again, this time slower, deeper, as if savouring every second.
He guided you gently onto the bed, his hands exploring every inch of your body with reverence, teasing you until you were writhing beneath him. His lips brushed against your ear as he whispered, âDonât worry. Iâll take care of you. Make sure your first time is something youâll never forget.â
His words made you shiver, your body arching into his touch. âPlease,â you begged, your voice shaky. âI want you.â
Danielâs smirk was wicked as he kissed down your neck, his hands sliding beneath your shirt to pull it over your head. âIâm gonna show you exactly how good it can feel,â he said, his voice rough.
His hands slid down your sides, tracing over the curves of your body like he was memorizing you. âYouâre trembling,â he muttered, his breath hot against your skin. âNervous?â
You nodded, a shaky exhale escaping you. âA little,â you admitted, your voice small.
He pulled back just enough to look at you, his dark eyes heavy with heat, but there was a flicker of something gentler underneath. âThatâs cute,â he said, the corner of his mouth twitching into a smirk. âBut you donât have to be nervous. Iâll take care of you.â
Daniel leaned down, brushing his lips against yours, slow and coaxing, as though he had all the time in the world. His hand slid between your thighs, teasing over the thin fabric of your panties, making you gasp. âYouâre so fucking wet already,â he murmured, his tone laced with admiration. âYou like the idea of me being your first that much?â
Your cheeks burned, and you whimpered, squirming beneath him. âYes,â you whispered, barely audible.
âSay it louder,â he demanded, his voice firm, his fingers stilling.
âI like it,â you repeated, your voice trembling but clearer this time. âI want it to be you, Danny.â
His low chuckle rumbled against your chest as he slid your panties down your legs, tossing them aside. âThatâs a good girl,â he said, his fingers spreading you open.
You bit your lip as his gaze roamed over you, his dark eyes filled with unfiltered hunger. âYouâre so pretty down here,â he murmured, running a single finger through your slick folds. âAll untouched, waiting for me.â
You whimpered again as he pressed one finger into you, slow and deliberate, watching your reaction intently. His other hand cupped your cheek, forcing you to meet his gaze. âRelax, sweetheart,â he murmured, his voice almost soft but still dripping with command.
The stretch was new, foreign, but he was careful. He worked you open slowly, adding another finger, curling them just right to draw shaky gasps from your lips.
âFuck,â he muttered, watching you squirm under him. âYouâre so tight. Iâm not even sure youâll take me.â His smirk returned as he leaned down, his lips brushing your ear. âBut I guess weâll make it fit.â
Your breath hitched, and you clung to his shoulders as he moved, coaxing pleasure from you until you were trembling beneath him. âDaniel,â you whimpered, your hips bucking against his hand.
He grinned, nipping at your jaw. âPatience, darling. I want you nice and ready for me. Gotta make sure you can take all of me without crying.â
You shuddered, your nails digging into his skin as he finally pulled his fingers away. He sat back, undoing his belt and pulling down his jeans, his cock hard and impossibly thick.
Your eyes widened, and he smirked at your reaction. âDonât look so scared,â he teased. âI told you Iâd take care of you.â
He pressed the head of his cock against your cunt, teasing your folds with slow slides. You gasped, your hands fisting the sheets as he pushed inside, the stretch stealing your breath. âDanny,â you whimpered, overwhelmed.
âThatâs it, baby,â he murmured, his voice low and rough. âTake me. You can handle it, canât you?â
Your walls clenched around him, and he groaned, his head falling back. âFuck, you feel good. So fucking tight, like you were made for me.â
He moved slowly, letting you feel every inch of him. His hands gripped your hips, holding you steady as he thrust into you, each movement careful but still commanding.
âSuch a good girl,â he muttered, his voice filled with praise and mockery all at once. âTaking me so well for your first time. Youâre doing so good for me.â
The pressure built inside you with every thrust, and he grinned down at you, his pace quickening just slightly. âYouâre already close, arenât you?â he said, his voice smug. âI can feel it. Go on, sweetheart. Cum for me.â
It didnât take long before your body obeyed, pleasure crashing over you as you cried out his name, trembling beneath him. He groaned, pulling out just in time to match your orgasm, white ropes of his cum landing on your skin, his hand stroking himself as he watched you fall apart.
âLook at you,â he muttered, his voice rough. âSo fucking pretty when you cum. Youâll remember this, wonât you? Your first time, just like you wanted.â
You nodded weakly, your chest heaving as you tried to catch your breath. Daniel leaned down, brushing his lips over yours in a kiss that felt almost tender. As you reached up to cup his cheeks in your palms, deepening the kiss, a thought struck you: youâd play this role with him again in a heartbeat.
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YES WE WANT THE LONG ONE
bad game?
warnings: angst (tiny bit), smut, overstimulation, USC GAME MENTION
an: very sorry for bringing up this traumatic eventđplease forgive me. i've never wrote smut before so like that too. also i was gonna make it longer but y'all were BEGGING so here!
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azzi is sitting in her bed cuddled up with her brand new book like the princess she is. the door of the apartment dorm slams
shut as an angry blonde walks through. paige had insisted on going for a drive after their loss to usc.
"paige!" azzi calls out from her bed as paige walks in sitting in azzis desk chair with a huff.
"fucking bullshit. shoulda won. played like shit the first half. the fuck is wrong with us, with me this year az." paige goes on and on her anger becoming more and more noticeable with each word. azzi puts her book down and stares her in the eye.
"paige you gotta stop. you're too hard on yourself." paige just groans and rolls her eyes at her girlfriends words.
"i don't need you to fucking take care of me." she grits through her teeth causing azzi to be taken aback by her sudden wrath.
"baby." she whispers softly causing paige's gaze to soften. "c'mere imma cheer you up mama." this causes the blonde to grin as she practically falls on azzis body peppering kisses all over her face and neck.
"m'sorry ma, i love when you take care of me." she whispers making azzi smile and let paige take control. it was usually azzi in control but in times like these, paige needed to go full pussy eater mode.
"s'okay." azzi whispers, and now that paige knows she's not mad, she's full
menace.
"good." a sly grin spreads across her face as her knee digs into azzis clothed core. she sucks in a shaky breath before pulling paige's shirt latching their lips together. the kiss was harsh but still sweet. teeth clashing and tongues fighting but still a soft edge because paige always had a soft spot for her precious princess. she moved her thigh against azzi before she hears a soft moan escape the younger girls lips causing her back to arch off the bed.
"i gotchu princess." paige smirks as she pulls azzis shorts down with her panties.
"fuck p." azzi whispers as paige's head dips down to her bellybutton piercing sucking the skin around it leaving small bite marks.
"so fuckin sexy." she mumbles before she drags her fingers against her folds. already soaking for her. her lips attack azzis neck as she's turned into a moaning mess as paige's two fingers slip into her curling right into the spot she loves. her thumb rubbing her clit in just the right way. paige wasn't planning on dragging this one out. she had other ideas.
"p-paige y- too fast- i- i cant hold it." azzi hiccups past her moans as she's already squeezing her legs around paige's hand which has a big cocky grin spreading across paige's face.
"so soon mama? you sure you can't wait." she gives her a small pout as she fucks into giving her no mercy. azzis body shakes as she desperately tries to wait for paige to let her come apart.
"s'okay baby i've gotchu. come on let go for me." paige doesn't even finish her sentence before azzis clenching around her and gushing on her fingers but of course paige isnt done yet. she laps at her glistening skin and presses her mouth to her sensitive swollen clit.
"p- cant." azzi mumbles. but she knows it's no use. when paige even thinks about eating pussy you cant get the thought outta her head.
"nah, gotta gimmie this one i know you can." she whispers into her causing azzi to shake. her tongue dips into her as azzi practically screams a tear dropping from her face and her hand in her mouth trying to stop her from screaming. paige pushes down on her lower stomach which makes azzis band snap without her even knowing and soon enough paige's mouth is dripping.
"shit baby. knew you still had it in you." paige hadn't seen her do that in quite some time. she climbs up azzis fucked out frame and kisses her temple.
"one more for me?" she asks her breath hot against azzis sweaty skin.
"you've gotta be kidding me." azzi groans still panting from the last two.
"c'mon that was so sexy az. just one more
please. know you can. please mama." paige's soft pleas do nothing but make azzi give in.
"be-" before she can finish her sentence paige's mouth is on her again. this time softer less urgent.
"imma be gentle baby. don't worry." she whispers as she slides two fingers into her still dripping folds.
"i gotchu. just wanna get you right." she whispers against her clip which makes azzi let out borderline phonographic sounds.
"be quiet for me m'kay." paige whispers. at this point she's completely soaked through her boxers but she doesn't even care tonight's about her princess. azzi tried to keep quiet but the small whimpers aren't helping. she's about to let out a loud scream when paige's fingers push deeper but she quickly latches her mouth onto azzis swallowing the loud sounds.
"paige-" azzi starts but paige knows. she always knows.
"you got it ma. come on let go." and with that paige leans down so azzi an let go, on her face once again. this time paige is grabbing azzis shorts and slipping them back on her limp body.
"clean your face you goof." azzi mumbles as paige leans down to kiss her still covered with azzis juices. but of course she can't resist her beautiful girlfriend and pecks her lips but paige's tongue dives into azzis mouth letting her taste herself. which slips a moan out of her. paige pushes off her bed and goes to clean up and when she comes back she sits at the edge of the bed turning on the xbox azzi had in her room just for paige and loaded up fortnite.
"paige you've gotta be fucking joking." azzis mouth drops as paige scrambles back to the headboard controller in hand.
"what's wrong mama. c'mere." she opens her arms and azzi curls into her chest. "cant just fuckin give your girlfriend mind blowing head then turn on the xbox." she groans but secretly loves just being able to cuddle into paige's chest as she plays her game.
"you love it." she grins. she wasn't wrong. azzi did love it. but most of all azzi loved paige.
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Broken pt 3
Master List
Characters: Jensen x Reader (wife)
Warnings: a little angst, funeral, fluff
A/N:Â Idea given to me by @cheekygirl2309. This one is a little different than what I usually write. It has angst, lots of angst to start, and infertility issues. It's going to be a short series.
Minors DNI 18+
The next few days were a blur. Jensen took a leave of absence from work to be by my side as I navigated my loss.Â
He did his best to keep me from slipping into a deep depression.Â
I laid on our bed, exhausted but couldnât sleep. My heart was broken. The last few weeks have really felt like a test to my soul and I wasnât sure how much more I could take.Â
âSweetheart, I made you some breakfast.â I rolled over and looked at him. He was smiling but I could see the pain in his eyes.Â
âIâm not very hungry.â I started to turn away and he let out a frustrated sigh.Â
âY/N, baby you have to eat. You need your strength. Come on, just a few bites.âÂ
âI said NO! Iâm not hungry.âÂ
Jensenâs eyes went wide and he took a step back. He set the tray down and turned to leave.Â
âJens, Iâm sorry.â I sobbed. He crawled into the bed with me and pulled me close. I cried. My fingers gripped his shirt.Â
âI just donât know how to move on. Jens my daddy is gone. How do I get through this?âÂ
Jensen held me tight, hand rubbing the back of my head, âItâs okay baby. Iâm not an expert but this isnât something you get through, itâs something you just learn to live with by taking it one day at a time. Iâll be there for you and by your side every step of the way. I promise.âÂ
I held on to him tighter than I had. I was terrified I was going to lose him too. I wanted to be left alone, but I wanted him by my side. Iâve lost people in my life before, but this loss, the loss of my father was profound.Â
It felt like a hole has been left in my soul and nothing will ever fill it up.Â
âBaby, please eat. Iâm worried about you. We have to leave tomorrow for the funeral and I need you to have your strength.â
I nodded. I knew I needed to eat. My mom and sister were going to need me to help and I would be no good to them in a hospital. I knew my dad wouldnât want me to grieve my life away either. Heâd want me to grieve and move on. I slowly sat up.Â
Jensen sat up and grabbed the tray and handed it to me.Â
I started with the toast, then ate some bacon, then the eggs. Before I knew it I had eaten the whole plate. Jensen smiled. âDonât look so smug.â I softly chuckled.Â
He threw his hands up in defeat, âI didnât say a word. Thank you for eating, baby.â I nodded, he leaned over and kissed my lips.Â
After I ate I felt a little better. Jensen took the plate in the kitchen and I got some clean clothes to take a shower.Â
I walked in the bathroom and turned on the water. Turning and looking in the mirror I saw how drained I looked.Â
I jumped in the shower and let the hot water run down and around my body. Like a warm hug it enveloped me.Â
There was a knock at the door. A slight smile tugging at my lips. âHey baby, do you need anything?â I heard Jensenâs voice through the sound of the water.
âNo, Iâm okay baby, unless you want to wash my back.â Jensen smirked. He didnât want to take advantage of me, but he missed me too.Â
âI donât know if thatâs a good idea, baby. As much as I want to, I think I should let you shower alone. Iâll be waiting for you.â
I let out a shaky breath. I was so torn. I wanted to be with him, but I understood why he said no. It still didnât make it hurt any less.Â
I finished in the shower and grabbed the towel. As I stepped into the bedroom I saw Jensen down the hall. A sly smile spread on my lips.Â
âJensen, can you come here please.â âYeah, babe. Just one second.â I heard Jensen walking down the hallway and waited for him to come into the room.Â
âYes babyâŠâ He stopped in his tracks when he saw me. I looked at him, and dropped my towel.Â
âDamn, sweetheart. Youâre killing me.â He ran his fingers through his hair. âYouâre making it hard to say no.âÂ
I stepped closer, âThen donât.â I kissed his lips softly. His fingers delicately run up my body.Â
âAre you sure about this baby? I donât want you to feel like you have to do this.âÂ
I kissed his lips, cutting him off. âYes, Jensen. I want this, I want you. I need you.âÂ
Jensen laid me back on the bed and hovered over my body. He looked down at me, eyes full of questions, and so much love and a little pain. He cared about my father too. We both hit the jackpot with in-laws, so it was like he lost a father too.Â
âAre you sure, baby?â He asked one last time. I nodded, âYesâ.Â
He captured my lips in a need filled kiss, his hands on my body and his lips trailing down my neck.Â
Jensen was gentle with me. Every minute we were in the bed his focus was on me, satisfying me. When he finished we both felt lighter, and closer than we had in a few days.Â
Jensen cleaned us both up and pulled me into his arms. I placed my head on his chest and rested my hand there too. âThank you, Jens. That was incredible.âÂ
He kissed my head, âYes it was, baby. It had been too long.âÂ
We laid in each otherâs arms for a while before getting up and starting to pack.Â
The pain of losing my father was still there, still very raw, but Jensen was my calm. I knew he would do what he could to help me work through this. I knew heâd be by my side the whole time.Â
The next morning Jensen and I boarded the plane to head to my motherâs. Abby was meeting us at the airport and we were staying at her house.Â
We were going to stay with mom, but her house was already full with other family members, and Abby offered us her guestroom.Â
The flight home was uneventful. A few people recognized him, but I guess seeing me they figured now was not the time to talk to him. There was however a little girl who recognized him and came running up to him. Her mother called her name and tried to get her to stop.Â
âHi!â She squealed. Jensen smiled down at her as her mother came running up. âMary, I told you to leave him alone. He doesnât want to be bothered.âÂ
Jensen offered her a soft smile, âItâs alright, so, your name is Mary?â She nodded, her big blue eyes sparkled and her blond hair falling in her face. âMommy named me after your mommy.â Jensen chuckled, âIs that right?âÂ
âI am so sorry, she saw you on the plane and it took everything I could to keep her in her seat.âÂ
âItâs okay, really. So Mary, tell me something. Have you watched the show with your mommy?â She shook her head no, âMommy said I had to be bigger, but I saw you on TV and when I was a baby you held me.âÂ
Jensen looked confused and then at her mother, âI went to a convention when she was a baby. We took a photo together and you held her in the picture.âÂ
Jensen thought back, âWait, this isnât Mary, born on my birthday Mary?â Her mother smiled and shook her head yes. âOh my goodness. I remember.â Jensen smiled at me and told me all about the convention and how she was crying right before the photo op, but when he took her she stopped. She was also born on his birthday.Â
The mother looked at me and saw how sad I looked. She offered a soft smile, âMary honey, come on. Letâs let Jensen and Mrs. Ackles get to their destination.â âBut mommyâŠâ The little girl protested.Â
I looked at Jensen and then at the little girl. He was always so incredible with children. I bent down to her, âHey Mary, how about I take a picture of you and Jensen?â
Her big eyes went wide and she smiled, âYes please.â Jensen smiled at me and he scooped her up in his arms. Her little arms around his neck and the biggest smile on her face.
I snapped the picture and motioned for her mom to get in one too. âAre you sure?â She asked. âAbsolutely. His fans mean everything to him.âÂ
She nodded and stood on one side of Jensen and Mary still had a grip on his neck. I took the picture, the mom thanked us again and Mary kept her grip on him.Â
She wouldnât let go of him and she kept telling him he had to come to her birthday party. âJensen, I am so sorry. All sheâs said she wanted for her birthday is to see you again. I was going to take her to a convention, but I just read you had to cancel the next convention.â
My heart sank, my fatherâs death was the reason he had to cancel. I looked at Jensen and saw the regret in his face, âIâm sorry. He doesnât like to cancel convention appearances. He had to because my father just passed.âÂ
The mother took my hand, âOh honey, Iâm so sorry. I understand. Please know we are thinking about you.â I nodded. âThank you, I appreciate it. Why donât you tell me where the party is going to be and Iâll see what we can figure out.âÂ
The mother looked stunned, âAre you sure?â âOf course. I canât make any promises, but we will try.â She gave me the information, we said our goodbyes and headed out.Â
Jensen held my hand and squeezed, âAre you okay baby?â âYeah, just thinking about how wonderful you are and how we need to figure out how to get you to that little girlâs birthday party.âÂ
The next few days were a whirlwind. Today was the day of my fatherâs funeral and I stood at the full-length mirror and stared at myself in the black dress Jensen bought for me.Â
Jensen walked up behind me and snaked his arms around my waist, placing a kiss on the side of my head. âYou look beautiful, baby. Are you ready?âÂ
I took a shaky breath in, âAs Iâm going to be. Will you stand up there with me today? I donât know if I can deliver this without you by my side.âÂ
Jensen turned me to face him, âSweetheart, Iâll be by your side every step of the way, today and forever. If you canât get through it, then Iâll take over. Youâve got this baby.â He placed a soft kiss on my lips.Â
Jensen held my hand as we walked into the funeral home and I walked towards the casket, where my father was lying. I stopped walking when I got about halfway.Â
Jensen gave my hand a light squeeze, âWe donât have to go up there baby.â I looked at him and tears filled my eyes, âI have to, Jensen. I have to say goodbye.â He nodded and placed his hand on the small of my back.Â
My steps felt heavier as I walked. Each step felt like I was walking with concrete boots.Â
My breathing was shaky, as I made it to the coffin. I looked down at my father. The man who held my hand as I learned to walk, the man who helped patch me up when I fell off my bike, the man who taught me how to give a mean right hook. He looked so peaceful, like he was in a deep sleep.Â
I touched his hand. The warmth from his touch is now long gone. âI love you daddy. Iâll be okay. I have Jensen, and heâs been great through all this. He actually got my stubborn ass to eat something. You were right, daddy. Heâs a really good man, and he loves me so much. When you get to where youâre going, give grandma a hug for me, and if itâs not too much to ask can you maybe put in a good word for us. We want to give you a grandbaby. I love you so much, daddy. Good bye.â
I placed a kiss on his forehead as the tears began to fall. Jensen held me and kissed my head. âItâs okay baby. Iâm here.âÂ
The funeral started and I was next up to speak. With my paper in hand I walked to the podium with Jensen by my side. He leaned over and kissed my head, âYouâve got this baby.âÂ
I took a deep breath and started to read from the paper. Recalling story after story of my father and his love for his family and friends. As I read through the paper my chest began to tighten. I could feel the panic rising in my chest and I couldnât get through the rest of it. Tears fell fast and heavy. Jensen held me, grabbed the paper and started reading the rest of it.Â
By the time he finished I could barely stand. Jensen helped me to my seat. The rest of the funeral was a blur. People came by my mother, my sister and I offering their condolences. Jensen stood by my side the whole time.Â
His presence grounded me.Â
âY/N, Iâll see you and Jensen at the luncheon.â My sister said. I looked at her and then at Jensen, he knew I couldnât do it. My breathing became faster and erratic.
âHey Abby, I think Y/N and I are gonna head out for a few days.â She nodded. I looked over at Jensen confused, he squeezed my hand.
I hugged mom goodbye and told Abby weâd lock up after grabbing our stuff.
Getting in the car Jensen held my hand. âJens, thank you for helping me. I donât know how I would have gotten through that without you.â
âYou donât have to thank me. Itâs my job to protect you and help you. Now, you and I are getting away from everything for a little bit. You need a quiet place to clear your head.â
âWhere are you taking me?â âWeâre flying to the cabin in Colorado. Itâs quiet, and you will have me at your beck and call for as long as you need.âÂ
âJensen, what about work?â âMy leave is open ended. I can end it whenever I want. Right now Iâm not leaving you in this alone.âÂ
Jensen placed a soft kiss on my lips, âCome on baby, letâs get going.â
A few hours later we were pulling up to the cabin. It was lightly snowing. It was beautiful, perfect, and peaceful.
Walking into the cabin, Jensen carried our bags to the bedroom and then brought in some firewood. He started a fire as I made some coffee.Â
Sitting on the couch side by side we had a blanket draped over our legs. Watching the fire and sipping our coffee, the room was quiet and peaceful.Â
Jensen looked over at me, âAre you okay baby?â I smiled softly, âYeah, I am now. This is just what I needed. Thank you, Jens.âÂ
âSweetheart, youâre going to get through this. The pain wonât be this bad forever. It wonât go away, it will just get a little easier every day. I promise baby.âÂ
I stood and straddled his lap. His hands rested on my hips as I kissed his lips. âJens, I love you so much. Letâs go to bed.âÂ
He lifted me up and carried me to the bed. Laying me down he stepped back and looked at me, âGod youâre so beautiful. I am the luckiest man alive.âÂ
I smiled and blushed, âIâm the lucky one, Jensen.âÂ
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One of the problems I had with the online radicalization of Jalil in reunion is how it actually occurs. Jalil is supposedly radicalized by a message board, but itâs provided by alliance and the AI mascot he uses is Lila. So itâs left muddled on what exactly is happening here.
Is there really an internet based opposition to LB and CN? You wouldnât think it since Paris enlarge is shown to still support them. But the presence of message boards would imply at least some support for monarch even if itâs mostly trolls. Or is alliance fabricating it for Gabriel to upset people in a targeted way? Or is it just Lila with a bunch of alt accounts? Itâs really hard for me to tell just how wide spread this is as a problem for Paris considering itâs dropped after this one episode.
I'm also not sure how seriously we're supposed to take the criticism shown in that episode. It feels very much like the sort of BS we get with Su-Han where he points out a legitimate concern but in the most obnoxious, inflammatory way possible so that the audience feels forced to disagree with him. It's terrible writing that isn't very fun to watch. Reminds me of all the awful live-action Disney reboots that try to engage with every critical take anyone has ever had, leading to a lesser story. They would be much better off to just ignore the criticism they don't want to properly address and have fun with the story even if there's an arguable flaw. That's what suspension of disbelief is all about!
You want Paris to support Ladybug and Chat Noir no matter what they do? Cool! That works! Just don't take an episode and introduce the idea that there is actually criticism out there because that makes us start to question things like anon is doing here.
Another great example is the "issue" that Gabriel never uses the butterfly miraculous to heal his wife when it feels like that should be within its power. The show was totally correct to never address that on screen because the butterfly probably should be able to heal her! The reason it can't is because then the show would end. If the writers tried to explain an in-universe reason, then it would be as nonsensical as their explanation of how the rooster works:
Gabriel: There! (to Orikko) You! You can grant me any power I want! (closes the Grimoire and walks toward Orikko) You will give me the power to travel through time! Orikko: No, you're mistaken! Time travel is Fluff's power and I can't grant the power that already belongs to another Kwami! Gabriel: Are you trying to deceive me?? Orikko: (nods) By all means! Read the Grimoire again! (Gabriel reopens the Grimoire.) Sass: Each Kwami represents a concept, and a concept can only exist once in the universe. Xuppu: Too complicated, Sass! Let's use an example to make things simpler. Take Tikki, she is the Kwami of Creation, and creation is creation, and if there's another creation than creation, then it's not "creation", it's "replication"! Gabriel: Then grant me the power to locate Ladybug and Cat Noir's Miraculous! Orikko: Trouble is, that's not a power; that's a wish! Xuppu: For instance, if I asked Santa for a pair of socks, that's a wish. But if I want Santa to grant me the power to knit socks, then it means Santa needs to know how to knit socks in the first place so he can teach me! Gabriel: (groans angrily) Grant me the power to unmask Ladybug and Cat Noir's secret identities! Xuppu: No can do! Orikko: (shoves Xuppu away) I cannot give a power that would disrupt another Kwami's magic. And being able to conceal the person behind the costume, well, that's part of the magic of their Kwami. Gabriel: (enraged) So you're utterly useless!
If all of this is true, then how do the goat and the peacock make things? Isn't that Creation? And how was the butterfly able to make a time travel villain? That's Fluff's power! And how was Gabriel able to offer to make Marinette into a villain who could unmask people via the butterfly? That's going against the miraculous' powers!
The answer is simply that the lore was not thought out in a way that stands up to even the most basic questions. When that's the case, the only way to handle the problem is to just ignore it. Keep your on screen explanations as shallow as your lore. Don't try to add depth that isn't there. Trying to address it just highlights how shitty your world building is.
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I have an idea for a mob tom fanfic it's where Tom and the reader are best friends ( since childhood) but she doesn't know that he's a mob boss. Tom has been secretly in love with her but doesn't want to pursue her due to all the danger that she will be in. One day, a rival of toms figures out that she is Tom's weakness and decides to kidnap her
Thanks for the request! Hope you enjoy it. Sorry it took so long.
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Parings â Mob! Tom Holland x Reader
Warnings â fluff, kidnapping, violence, angst, happy ending.
Summary â Tom saves you from his rival and finally confesses his feelings.
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You wiped your hands on your apron, glancing at the clock above the café counter. Five minutes until closing. As you started stacking chairs, the familiar chime of the doorbell rang.
âCutting it close, arenât we?â You teased without looking, already knowing who it was.
âHad to see my favorite barista before the day ended,â Tom quipped, strolling in with that infuriatingly smug grin of his.
You rolled your eyes. âYouâre lucky I donât charge you double for all the âfavorsâ you ask for.â
âFavors? Darling, I call it your way of expressing undying devotion.â
âUndying devotion?â You echoed, crossing your arms. âDonât flatter yourself, Holland.â
He laughed, a warm, rich sound that never failed to make you smile, even when you didnât want to. Tom had always been like thisâcocky, confident, and impossible to resist.
âCome on,â he said, grabbing a stool and sitting across from you. âLet me at least walk you home tonight. Canât have you wandering the streets alone.â
You shook your head, already used to his overprotectiveness. âIâm perfectly capable of walking home, you know.â
âI know,â he said, his tone softening as he leaned forward. âBut Iâd feel better if I came with you.â
âWhy? Afraid someoneâs going to kidnap me?â You teased.
Tom froze for the briefest second, his jaw tightening before he forced a smile. âSomething like that.â
You frowned, sensing the tension beneath his playful tone. âTom, are youââ
âIâm fine,â he cut in, standing abruptly. âLetâs get going, yeah?â
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Across the street, hidden in the shadows, Vincent and his men watched the scene unfold.
âThere she is,â Vincent muttered, his gaze fixed on you as you walked out of the cafĂ© with Tom. âThe infamous best friend.â
One of his men chuckled. âShe doesnât look like much.â
âNo, but she seems everything to Holland,â Vincent said, a cruel smile spreading across his face. âYou see the way he looks at her? Like sheâs the last good thing in his life. That makes her valuable. Makes her a weapon.â
He took a long drag from his cigarette, the ember glowing in the darkness. âWeâll hit him where it hurts. And when heâs broken, weâll take everything else.â
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The smell of damp concrete and rust filled your nostrils as you woke, disoriented and aching. The sharp edges of zip ties cut into your wrists, and the cold metal chair beneath you offered no comfort.
You blinked, trying to focus on your surroundings. The warehouse was dimly lit, shadows flickering along the walls.
âWell, well,â a voice drawled, breaking the silence. âLook whoâs finally awake.â
You turned to see a man stepping out of the shadows, his smirk sending a chill down your spine.
âWho the hell are you?â You demanded, your voice hoarse but steady.
âThe guy whoâs going to bring your little boyfriend to his knees,â he said, his grin widening.
âI donât have a boyfriend,â you snapped, your mind racing.
âDonât play dumb,â he said, pulling out a chair and sitting across from you. âTom Holland. Your precious boy. Heâd do anything for you, wouldnât he?â
Your heart sank, but you kept your expression neutral. âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
âSure you donât,â he sneered. âWeâve been watching you two. Laughing over coffee, walking home together like you donât have a care in the world. Makes me sick, honestly. But itâs sweet, in a way. Youâre his Achillesâ heel.â
âTom isnâtââ you started, but he cut you off.
âDonât bother denying it,â he said. âWeâve seen enough to know the truth. And now, weâre going to use you to destroy him.â
He pulled out a phone, dialing a number. You stayed quiet, your mind racing. Panic clawed at you, but you shoved it down. If what they said was trueâif Tom was really involved in something dangerousâthen you couldnât afford to lose your cool.
The phone connected, and you heard Tomâs voice on the other end.
âHolland,â he said, his tone sharp.
âEvening, Tommy boy,â the man said, grinning. âGuess who Iâve got here with me?â
You met his gaze, defiance burning in your chest. You wouldnât give them the satisfaction of seeing you scared.
âTom, donât come,â you said firmly, cutting through the manâs taunts. âTheyâre trying to use me against you. Itâs not worth it.â
âY/n?â Tomâs voice softened, but there was an edge of steel beneath it. âAre you hurt?â
âNo,â you said quickly. âButââ
The man yanked the phone away, smirking. âTouching. Really. But hereâs the deal, Holland. You come alone, or she dies.â
âVincent, if you harm herââ
âSave the threats,â Vincent said, hanging up.
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The warehouse was eerily silent as Tom stepped inside, his movements confident and deliberate. His sharp suit, tousled hair, and cold expression gave him an air of power that made even Vincent hesitate.
âYou actually came alone,â Vincent noted, circling him like a predator.
âOf course,â Tom said, his tone casual. âYouâd be dead already if I hadnât.â
Vincent laughed, though it sounded forced. âBig talk for a man whoâs outnumbered.â
Tomâs gaze flickered to you, tied to the chair but glaring daggers at your captors. Relief flashed in his eyes for a moment before his mask slipped back into place.
âYou alright, love?â He asked, his voice soft.
âFine,â you said firmly. âJust waiting to get free and go home.â
Tom smirked. âThatâs my girl.â
Before Vincent could react, Tom moved.
He grabbed the nearest man, twisting his arm and using him as a shield as bullets erupted around the room. In the chaos, Tom disarmed another man, delivering a brutal punch that sent him sprawling.
You watched in awe as Tom took down Vincentâs men with ruthless efficiency, his movements quick and precise.
When the last man fell, Tom turned to Vincent, who was cowering near the door.
âYou made a mistake,â Tom said, advancing on him. âAnd now youâre going to pay for it.â
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Tom knelt in front of you, his hands surprisingly gentle as he cut through the zip ties.
âY/n,â he said softly, his fingers brushing your wrists. âIâm sorry. This shouldnât have happened.â
âYou think?â You snapped, though your anger was tempered by the relief of seeing him alive. âHow long were you going to keep this from me?â
He sighed, running a hand through his hair. âForever, if I could.â
âTom,â you said, your voice cracking. âWhy didnât you tell me?â
âBecause I didnât want you to look at me like that,â he admitted, his voice raw. âLike youâre scared of me.â
âIâm not scared of you,â you said firmly, grabbing his hand. âIâm scared for you. If this is your life, Tom, whatâs going to stop them from coming after you again? Or me?â
âIâll protect you,â he said, his tone resolute. âAlways.â
You wanted to believe him. And maybe, despite everything, you did.
âLetâs go to my place. Your flat might not be safe right now,â Tom said softly, wrapping his arm protectively around your shoulder.
You didnât respond, staring straight ahead instead. Fury boiled inside you, but you forced yourself to stay silent. Not here. Not until you were somewhere safe.
The car ride was quiet, the hum of the engine filling the tense air. Tomâs fingers occasionally flexed against the steering wheel, a sign of his own nerves. The streets were familiar at first, but as he drove further, the landscape changed. Soon, towering gates loomed in front of a sprawling mansion.
âThis isnât your flat, Tom,â you said, your voice sharp. âWhere are we?â
Tom glanced at you but kept driving as the gates opened automatically. âItâs my mansion, darling. Every Holland has their own mansion.â
You stared at him, mouth slightly agape. The words felt surreal. This boyâthe one youâd known since middle school, who teased you over coffee and shared fries with you after schoolâhad a mansion.
You knew Tom came from a wealthy family. The Hollands owned Holland Inc., a global empire, but heâd always seemed so grounded, so⊠normal. Now, you werenât sure who he was anymore.
The car came to a stop, and Tom quickly got out, opening your door. You stepped out reluctantly, your eyes scanning the grand property. The mansion was breathtaking, with intricate stonework, massive windows, and sprawling gardens illuminated by soft golden lights.
âCome on,â he urged, gently guiding you inside.
The interior was even more overwhelmingâhigh ceilings, elegant chandeliers, and furniture that screamed luxury. You sank into a massive leather couch in the living room, feeling utterly out of place. Tom knelt in front of you, his hands hovering as if unsure whether to touch you.
âDo you need anything? Are you hurt? Did theyâdid they do anything to you?â His voice was a rapid-fire mix of concern and panic.
You stared at him, heart pounding. The worry in his eyes was real, but it wasnât enough to suppress the storm brewing inside you.
âDo I need anything?â You repeated, your voice rising. âYeah, Tom, I need answers! What the hell was that? Who were those men? Why did they kidnap me? What you're involved in? And howâhow do you have a mansion?â
âDarlingââ
âNo!â You cut him off, standing abruptly. âDonât you âDarlingâ me! Youâve been lying to me, Tom! All these years, all this time, youâve been hiding this entire life from me. And now Iâm supposed to just⊠what? Sit here and act like everythingâs fine?â
Tom ran a hand through his hair, frustration evident. âI wasnât lyingââ
âNot telling me is the same as lying!â you snapped. âI thought I knew you, Tom. But clearly, I donât. So start talking. Who were those men? Were they business rivals? Criminals? What are you involved in?â
Tom stood, pacing the room. âItâs complicated.â
You let out a bitter laugh. âComplicated? Oh, thatâs rich. Try me, Tom. Iâve just been kidnapped, threatened, and used as bait. I think I can handle âcomplicated.ââ
He stopped, turning to face you. âThey werenât business rivals.â
âThen whoââ
âThey were after me because of my other work,â he admitted, his voice low.
Your stomach dropped. âOther work?â
Tom hesitated, his jaw clenching. âI⊠I do things. For my family. To protect whatâs ours.â
âWhat does that mean?â You asked, your voice trembling.
âI handle threats. People who try to destroy us, take whatâs ours, or hurt the people we care about,â he said, his eyes locking with yours. âThatâs why they came after you. They thought they could use you to get to me.â
You stepped back, shaking your head. âSo what? Youâre some kind of⊠Mobstar?â
Tom sighed, running a hand down his face. âKind of?â
âKind of, Tom?â You demanded. âBecause from where Iâm standing, it sounds a lot like youâre living in some mob movie, and Iâve been dragged into it without even knowing!â
âI didnât want you involved,â he said, his voice cracking. âI kept it from you to keep you safe.â
âWell, that worked out great,â you said bitterly, gesturing to yourself. âDo you even realize how terrified I was? Not just for me, but for you? I thoughtâGod, Tom, I thought they were going to kill you!â
Tom closed the distance between you, his hands reaching for yours. âIâm sorry. I swear, Y/n, I never wanted this to happen. I thought I could keep you out of it. I thought I could protect you.â
You pulled your hands away, tears stinging your eyes. âProtect me? Tom, you canât protect me if you donât let me in. Youâre not invincible. You canât keep carrying this on your own.â
âI canât lose you,â he said, his voice barely above a whisper. âYouâre the only good thing in my life, Y/n. The only thing that keeps me sane.â
Your heart ached at the raw vulnerability in his voice, but it didnât erase the betrayal you felt. âThen stop shutting me out,â you said softly. âIf you want me in your life, Tom, you canât keep lying to me. I deserve the truth, no matter how ugly it is.â
Tom stared at you, his eyes searching yours. Finally, he nodded. âAlright. No more lies. No more secrets.â
You swallowed hard, nodding back. âGood. Because I canât do this if I donât know what Iâm up against.â
âIâll tell you everything,â he promised, his hand hovering near yours. âJust⊠donât walk away from me.â
You hesitated, then let him take your hand. âIâm still here, arenât I?â
For the first time that night, Tom smiled. It was small and tentative, but it was enough.
Tom hesitated, before taking your hands in his, his thumb brushing over your knuckles as if grounding himself. There was something moreâsomething he was struggling to say.
âI need to tell you another secret,â he murmured, his voice low and unsteady. âAnd after this⊠there will be no more secrets. I promise.â
Your brow furrowed, a mix of curiosity and trepidation stirring in your chest. âWhat is it, Tom?â
He took a deep breath, his eyes darting away for a moment before locking back onto yours. Youâd never seen him this vulnerable before, and it made your heart ache despite the storm of emotions still swirling inside you.
âI, um⊠I reallyâŠI mean.... I--â He stumbled over his words, his usual confident demeanor cracking.
âSpill it, Tom,â you said, a hint of impatience creeping into your voice.
âI love you, Y/n,â he blurted out, the words tumbling out in a rush like heâd been holding them back for years. âNot just as my best friend. I love you as someone I want to be with. I want you to be my future.â
The room fell silent, the weight of his confession pressing down on you. His eyes searched yours desperately, as if trying to gauge your reaction, as if the entire world hung on the next words youâd say.
You stared at him, your mind reeling. âTomâŠâ
âI know this is a lot,â he continued quickly, panic flickering across his face. âAnd I know I shouldâve told you sooner, but I didnât want to ruin what we have. I didnât want to lose you. But after tonight⊠after almost losing you⊠I couldnât keep it in anymore.â
You blinked, trying to process the flood of emotions his words stirred in you. Anger, confusion, relief, and⊠something deeper. Something that made your heart race.
âTom,â you finally said, your voice softer now. âWhy didnât you just tell me?â
He let out a shaky laugh, running a hand through his hair. âBecause I was scared. Scared you didnât feel the same way. Scared itâd mess everything up.â
You stared at him for a moment longer before taking a step closer. âYouâre an idiot,â you said, though there was no heat in your voice.
He looked at you, his brows furrowing in confusion. âWhat?â
You let out a small laugh, shaking your head. âYouâre an idiot, Tom Holland. Of course I love you too. Did you really think I wouldnât?â
His eyes widened, hope blooming on his face. âYou⊠you do?â
You nodded, a smile tugging at your lips despite everything. âYeah, I do. But donât think this gets you out of trouble for keeping secrets.â
Tom let out a breathless laugh, his shoulders sagging in relief. âIâll take whatever trouble you want to give me, as long as I get to keep you.â
You rolled your eyes but couldnât help smiling as he pulled you into a tight hug, holding you like you were the most precious thing in the world.
And in that moment, for all the chaos and questions still lingering, you felt a little closer to finding your footing again. Together.
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eddie has a new client. he doesnt know who it is. all he knows is there was a note in his locker saying "meet me at the bench -a new client" the handwritings shaky, like the writer had been hesitant. needless to say, hes curious.
steves fucking stressed. hes popular now, cool, nice, except jesus fucking christ he hates it. hes mean to people now, hes meant to not like anyone who isnt popular. hes meant to laugh at people now not with them. hes been trying his best to get some relief but nothing hes tried has worked. so, he tries a last resort; drugs.
#if like one person says they want it i might turn this into a full ficlet#possibly#idk i crave attention and i like writing badabing badaboom#plus i just saw a post abt eddie being steves drug dealer and FINALLY SOMEONE GETS IT#IVE HAD THAT IDEA FOR SO LONG#so :^ this is me making sure the idea gets spread#like butter#god im incoherent rn#stranger things#steve harrington#steddie#eddie munson#steve x eddie#ferrafooling#st#pre s4
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this might be a hot take... but if you care about disavowing media made by bad people out of fear of looking like a bad person yourself more than you care about actually doing good things... you might have your priorities (and your morals) screwed up a bit :/
(see my tags for more of my thoughts on this topic! please try to avoid making make bad-faith assumptions about what i mean!)
#melonposting#there is a good case for not wanting to associate with something on account of the creator being harmful. sure whatever#but people have talked at length about the sort of moral ocd that it promotes when that idea is fervently preached and enforced#i don't know about you but i think there's a big difference between#a) not wanting people to associate with something because the media itself spouts harmful rhetoric#and because its bigoted creator both benefits from people engaging with the books and is idolized by many of the books' fans#and b) not wanting people to vocally enjoy ANYTHING made by ANYONE who's held any harmful ideology at any point#because doing so 'inherently' supports and spreads those harmful ideologies#it's true that you cannot separate the art from the artist#but good people can make bad art and bad people can make good art. artistic talent is not inherently correlated with the artist's morals#the goodness/badness of a person CAN seep into the art they make. and it often does. and that can affect one's enjoyment of it#but even then there's nuance to be had on how to deal with it#like my hero academia for example. when i started watching it in middle school i didn't know how misogynistic it would be#of course i ended up seeing it in the show (and god it's so misogynistic)#and i ended up learning that the 'joke' sexual-harasser character is a self-insert for the creator#which of course i could never get behind. the creator is undeniably a horrible guy#at the same time though the show means a lot to me and i've gained a lot from watching it#i won't elaborate here on how but believe me it isn't superficial. if you want to ask me about it i'd be happy to share#i can hold both in my mind. the disgust and the enjoyment. i don't think those have to be mutually exclusive#of course not everyone is like that; you could immediately stop liking the show on discovering the gross stuff. and that's your prerogative#i don't know... i agree with the values behind avoiding media made by people known to have moral failings#and in some cases (like harry potter and jkr) i fully endorse the values and the practice. but such cases are very specific#but in most cases i fear the practice is misguided and unnuanced and ultimately unhelpful in fulfilling one's values#it is largely a philosophical matter: about how an individual regards their moral standing in the context of themselves and other people#which is important to discuss - especially in our globalized internet age! speaking of which feel free to disagree with me#if you want to have a civil discussion i'm more than open to it#but no matter how important this matter... there are way more important ones in the world. especially right now#calling out people who watch a youtuber who said something bigoted 5 years ago does little to stop that bigotry overall#just have good morals and practice them! support oppressed people! be thoughtful and understanding and compassionate!#callouts and dni lists rarely make for impactful advocacy!!!
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"anything," she repeats, "whatever you fuckin' want, daddy." she thinks the idea turns her on more than ever before. besides, she trusts that keenan wouldn't try and insert any outrageous objects that would actually cause her pain. so it entices her, them working together to stretch out her cunts to lengths they've never gone to yet. "we do; we need to stretch me out more before we can do it. i'm a nasty whore for you, sir ⊠but my pussy is just too tight," look how long it's taken her to get his cock and a few fingers inside tightness; the couple had some work to do before living out their next fantasy. "mmm ⊠who said i want to stop at my ass? you don't think this tight little pussy can take your fist too?" queries as those hips continue to move against him, taking his cock as deep as possible with each thrust. "i am, i'm gonna fucking c-cum." not long before she's screaming, absolutely positive that the noise is vibrating through the floors and the downstairs neighbors can hear. has had the best orgasms of her life with keenan, but there's something different about this one. the filthy wet mess she leaves on his lower half, pussy clenching and milking his cock for every last drop. swears she can feel his cum coating her cervix, and it only makes the high feel even better. knees finally give up on blonde femme, body falling limp on his lap, kittenish mewls continuously leaving her as male rough thrusts both his shaft and fingers inside her as they both ride out their orgasms in sync. inhales deeply as she returns, bright hues looking down at the liquid mess she'd left in her wake. droplets of squirt spread over his abdomen, crotch, and surely underneath him. ivories sink into lesser, but it does nothing to bite back the salacious giggle that leaves her. "i don't think i've ever cum that hard in my fucking life," states once she's finally able to gather her thoughts. dylan pushes her hips upward, leaving herself empty from digits and cock, looking in between legs as she watches a combination of their arousals dripping out of her pussy, red from their sex. drops her body down beside his, swinging an arm over him and resting head over his heart. lays like that for a few moments, giving them both a chance to breathe before tilting her head upward to look at her boyfriend, "i love you."
"well, i just think that isn't really my fault, is it? that comes down to you and your self-control⊠and if you don't have much, that's your problem," eyes widened with exaggerated innocence, the usual sharp glint of mischief replaced by an impossibly earnest gaze. dylan blinked slowly and deliberately like a cartoon deer while the corners of her mouth twitched with a grin. those typically calculating eyes were now comically round and sweet â a wolf in doe's clothing, regardless, as much as the blonde liked getting spanked until she couldn't sit on her ass for days, she wanted to get fucked a whole lot more so he was right in that sense, did want to turn the spanking into fucking a lot faster by positioning them in front of a mirror. "i'm sure, you fill me up so good, daddy," reaffirms with an emphatic nod of her head. "we can shove anything inside of me, whatever you want, sir âŠ" aside from the feelings femme is so clearly developing for the male currently underneath her, one of the things she liked the most about their relationship was her ability to voice whatever nasty, depraved fantasies she had without ever feeling judged by him. "yeah baby ⊠what?" queries as hips continue to slam down onto his, velvety walls spasming around his hard cock. "yeah? wanna take your fucking fist until i'm crying," throws her head back in pleasure. no longer able to tell where he ends and she begins, nor can she tell what part of him, fingers or cock, was stimulating that sweet gushy spot deep inside her cunt that has her squirming on top of him. doesn't even care either, all the blonde knows is that she doesn't want it to stop. the addition of her middle finger to her throbbing bud pushes her closer and closer to the edge, "it feels so fucking good, daddy." despite lids of blue hues becoming heavy, she forces her eyes to remain open and locked with his, wanting him to see the sexual gratification so clearly etched across pretty features. "yes! yes! yes!" is the only word that can leave her when answering his questions; she is so damn close, and she's holding off until keenan gives her permission to cum. a sharp needy moan bubbles out from her throat when thick digits begin scissoring inside of her, stretching her out even further. still, she could see in her man's face that he was just as close as she was. they're both too damn close for quivering knees to give up on her now. can't help but giggle when his hand pushes her own way, and instead using it for better balance when she wraps it against his thigh, aiding her in the way hips rise and drop. "i'm gonna c-cum, i can't hold it any longer," the second homme gives her approval, her cunt becomes more slippery, thighs convulsing as the most intense feeling washed over her, screaming as that earth shattering orgasm ripped through her and drawing out her orgasm even longer by still furiously pushing his cock deep inside her. can feel wetness stirring inside her, a muted gasp comes out as spurts of liquid gushed onto his stomach and no doubt creating a wet stain on the sheets underneath them.
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oh my glob bruh syscourse is so annoying and boring go touch grass don't nobody know what an end oh genic or tramagenic means. i thought endogenic was like endothermic like chemistry. plz
#tw syscourse#how does it matter if some1 on tumblr is invalidating ur experience when#nopony in the whole world has any idea what that experience even means#what matters is we all get help#as survivors#people acting like syscourse that doesn't actively spread information is killing their family#also in general arent u so stressed out#worrying about real life and online?#its stressing ME out thinking about it#also being forced to take a stance on something idc about#and something we never knew about until opening twitter#or else ur a bad person#bro im focusing on not killing myself#and dealing with alters and making sure everyone's safe etc etc#especially as a gatekeeper like I rlly don't have the TIME to gaf#and neither should you guys#seriously get a hobby
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The other day I told a friend of mine that I never forget to take my ADHD meds because I fucking love my ADHD meds. I'm in my late 30s, I didn't finally get a diagnosis and meds until less than two years ago, and they have changed my entire life.
And he raised his eyebrow at me. We'd been discussing addictive medications a few minutes before, like the Tramadol I finally got from the pain specialist to take once a week or so to give me a break from my chronic pain, so I reassured him that methylpenidate (Ritalin/Concerta) is not addictive (at least not in people with ADHD).
His response? To raise his eyebrow even harder and say "Well it sure SOUNDS like it's addictive!"
And I had to explain to this man - who works in a healthcare related job by the way - that just because medication makes you feel good and helps you, just because you look forward to taking it, that doesn't make it addictive or dangerous. And he wasn't convinced.
The simple fact that I was excited to take a daily pill that has literally changed my life, after decades of fighting to get that medication, made him think I shouldn't be taking it so often. That it must inherently be dangerous.
I'm not even in America, but I'm pretty sure this attitude began there and then spread over here to Europe. This Puritan idea of "if something feels good, you must beware of it. Pleasure is dangerous, it is sinful, it is addiction, it is evil."
I know too many people who subconsciously believe that pleasure = addictive = dangerous = bad. Joy is a slippery slope to hell.
So here is your reminder for today that you don't need to be afraid of feeling good. If something improves your life, use it. Even if it is addictive - learn what that addiction means, whether the addiction is inherently dangerous or not, and whether the benefits outweigh the drawbacks and risks.
My ADHD meds are, in fact, not addictive. But I will take them every day because they make my life orders of magnitude easier. I will enjoy them every time I take them.
My tramadol is addictive. I will still take it. I will keep it on a schedule to avoid becoming addicted, primarily because addiction in this case would mean reduced effectiveness. But I am not afraid of my painkillers. They are life changing.
Take your meds, everyone. Don't let anyone scare you away from doing something that improves your life.
#adhd#medication#ritalin#concerta#methylphenidate#addiction#puritan values#neurodivergence#actually adhd#take your meds
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(I really dont have the energy to address the other incorrect comments made throughout this post; only a very specific part of this last comment -- specifically the misinformation about CAH -- so please nobody try to take me to task for ignoring the other stuff. I know. I am aware. I cannot deal with it right now.)
(I also know this is badly written and confusing and leaves out a lot of important info, the language is not perfect and it may come across as rude and I am sorry but this is the best I can do. There are other people with the same variation and condition as me (and other intersex variations that were misrepresented here) that are more equipped to talk about this in depth within a critical intersex context than I am, however the main point of what I wrote is a very basic correcting of medical misinformation, not providing intersex education. This is a very stressful post for me personally so bear with me.)
I understand that you are trying to speak up for us, and I want you to know that I recognise that and also that I really respect you as a person when i say this: I would really recommend against trying to speak for us in the future.
You said you did extensive research, however even preliminary web search on "congenital adrenal hyperplasia" makes very clear that it is associated with medical conditions that can be life threatening both due to salt wasting and adrenal insufficiency. I don't know what research you did that led you to draw the conclusions you did, but i would highly recommend doing your research with guidance from intersex people with the intersex variations in question in the future.
Dismissing salt wasting as just "needing to eat more salt" is harmful. It kills people. Entirely ignoring adrenal insufficiency is harmful. It kills people.
Furthermore, it is exceedingly common for people with adrenal insufficiency to not receive life saving medical care, or to receive very delayed care, because of lack of awareness and understanding of it. Going into adrenal crisis increases your risk of having a repeat incident in the future, and increases your likelihood of death in the event of a repeat incident. Even within circles of other people who have adrenal insufficiency (and doctors who treat it) awareness of AI linked to CAH (and other causes for that matter) is dogshit, even on the most basic of topics (such as the tendency towards using "Addison's" as a catchall term for AI despite the fact that Addison's refers only to the primary autoimmune version of AI).
Yes the medicalisation of intersex conditions is a problem but the solution is not to deny the existence of serious medical conditions linked to intersex variations --- accidentally or otherwise. My CAH is an intersex variation, not a deadly condition. My adrenal insufficiency is a deadly condition, not an intersex variation. And, at the same time, the fact that my CAH and AI are linked has in fact impacted how I am treated with regards to both, by medical professionals, societally, and otherwise. When you have adrenal insufficiency due to CAH you are at a crossroads of marginalisation because you being impacted simultaneously by intersexism and ableism.
I originally was going to respond to the reblog you responded to, and explain why they were wrong as someone with one of the intersex variations linked to life threatening conditions that they are weaponising. Instead I am now having to spend my time correcting serious misinformation.
I am not trying to be a bitch or rip you a new one I am just trying to help you and everyone else understand why this is really dangerous information and that this is why you really really need to let us speak for ourselves, even if you think you are defending us, even if you think you have done lots of research.
since people are talking about Imane Khelif, some reminders for discussing intersex issues: "Disorders of sex development" or "DSD" is an intersexist term that contributes to medical violence and social alienation. The correct word is "intersex," a neutral term for the characteristics that the term "DSD" others and pathologizes.
You can be intersex and cis. You can be intersex and trans. A lot of intersex people have more complicated relationships to those concepts/terms. Being cis or trans doesn't make someone more or less intersex.
Gender testing in women's sports is both transmisogynistic and intersexist. In practice it usually impacts intersex cis women because trans women are already disqualified by their social histories. Intersex cis athletes subjected to abuse and discrimination due to gender testing results are victims of intersexism, not "misdirected" or "mistaken" transmisogyny. Intersexism, transmisogyny, and misogynoir all overlap in many ways due to the intertwined histories of sex, gender, and race categories.
"Proof" that an intersex cis woman is not a trans woman (i.e. that she was AFAB'd) will not stop TERFs from attacking her, because TERFs also do not view intersex cis women as real women (case in point).
No one's private medical info should be reported on the news, but when an athlete is outed as intersex in this way, trying to defend their honor by claiming they're not really intersex only reinforces intersexism. Arguing over what kind of intersex variation someone has (e.g. hormonal vs. chromosomal) and whether it "counts" is intersexist and also weird. Leave us alone!
anyway, congrats to Imane on her win, it's not her fault Angela Carini is a bigoted crybaby coward
#im sorry if this comes off as rude but again i have a condition where stress can literally kill you and well.#this post really stressed me out.#like i said you i really respect you as a person but you are spreading medical misinformation about an already deeply...#...misunderstood condition and furthering misconceptions that actively kill people. please delete your addition or edit it.#people like. go into adrenal crisis and will be seizing for an hour as doctors refuse to give hydrocortisone the situation is DIRE ok#also its excruciatingly painful and u r acutely aware that u r dying. and ur body cant even release adrenaline like it normally does w pain#so. you do the math.#so again im sorry if any of this comes off as rude but seeing this freaked me the fuck out esp bcs i know ur blog has a lot of reach#anyway. if anyone tries to start intersexist shit on this post I will give myself adrenal crisis on purpose; die + make sure they get blame#I am already stressed out it will not be hard#i had adrenal crisis once from sleeping too late after wisdom tooth surgery and missing a stress dose no one fucking try me#this is mostly a joke i wont do this on purpose#<- half joking threat not directed at prev; just other ppl who might see this in the notes and get ideas.#honestly i dont want anyone to reblog this i know its gonna draw a shitshow to my door but. i cant really control that so.#ceci says stuff#intersex#CAH
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