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"Though nothing will drive them away" plays when Mike says "It's not Will. It can't be."
#the fact that grandfather's CLOCK is at the same spot where mike was hugging karen wanting turn back the CLOCK made me go that rabbit hole-#'oppressive cruel word dictated by made-up rules' -> 'welcome to my ' -> 'will is in fairyland now'#WHEELchair -> ted WHEELer and his lay z and rocking chair at wheelers and and and ohhhhh#'an owl attacked eleanor gillespie's head'#her head -> mind/brain#smth smth brain damage#smth smth it's all in your head/not real#also during snowball the party make comment about dustin's hair#'is there a bird nesting there?'#mike wheeler#manifestation theory#byler#<- target audience
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will solace being absolutely covered in freckles is so special to me because of how ppl sometimes refer to freckled skin as 'sun-kissed' and smth smth about how apollo really does love his kids and you can physically SEE it on wills skin and sjdkfnskflnjsk
#DOES THIS MAKE SENSE?????#i can feel my brain wanting to be more poetic and artistic about this but alas. maybe something about how even tho the gods cant really#talk or interact with their kids much. at least apollo can still send them his warmth.#yall are better at this than me tho so if anyone wants to elaborate more elegantly. please.#OH and if any of u fuckers say smth about how im romanticizing skin damage im going to fukcing get you#pjo#will solace#trials of apollo#toa#apollo#lester papadopoulos#apollo pjo
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[OLD ART ALERT] A COLLECTION OF SCENES FROM THE GILLIONS CATSCRATCH ARC THAT BROUGHT ME GREAT JOY. i love fishy chips especially when its just gillion being delirious and violent and hostile
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#jrwi riptide spoilers#JUST NOTICED A MILLION MISTAKES FUUUUUUUUCK BUT WWHATEVERRRRR IF I STARE AT THIS ANYMORE IM GONNA HHUURRRLLL#SO I REALLY LIKE FISH AND CHIPS RIGHT. IVE BEEN IN LOVE W THE SHIP EVER SINCE THAT NAT 20 KISS#BUT I THINK I SHIP IT WRONG. OR LIKE. I AM CORRECT BUT EVERYONE SHIPS THEM DIFFERENTLY#THE FISH N CHIPS I SEE EVERYWHERE ELSE IS SO FLOWERY AND SWEET AND ROMANTIC. AND THATS NICE! THAT STUFFS NEAT#but gillion and chip would NEVERRRR enter anything similar to a romantic relationship. chips too damaged and gillions too uninterested#I LIKE MY FISH N CHIPS ONE SIDED AS FUCK#bc 2 gillion chip is his best friend in the whole wide world but hes also kinduvagross little man that took him a MINUTE to really warm up2#but to CHIP gillion is this powerful and gorgeous and heroic paragon of destiny and his best friend in the whole world who will#bring about the eschaton. 'i didnt believe in destiny until i met you' until i met a champion radiating with a light thatll alter the world#OHH REMEMBER THE FIRST ICE ARENA?he was so mad.still probably shaking from the ordeal.NEVER had he felt true divine radiance CLEAVE through#his SOUL like that.do you remember that moment in the forest w the bugs. an alien from the ocean; lacerating the land w lightning#when the realization flickered in chip for a moment.that the thing standing before him was more powerful than he could ever fathom#remember when grizz mentioned that the nat20 kiss was the 'best kiss chip ever experienced'. that has nothing to do w this. where was i.#LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT. BUT HEY. I THINK at the beginning chip absolutely knew that gill was smth grand n powerful n scary#when gillion revealed what exactly the prophecy was;chip got defensive and mad.sure he was sleep deprived but OOH. HES SCARED!#he believes gillion too! he believes that his destiny is to eradicate either the sea or land and that scares him!#but then he gets past it bc ultimately he trusts his bestfriend gillion so so much. he fuckin loves this dude.#he would throw himself intothe path of fire for this dude. he would boat across the ocean for this dude.he would build arenas for this dude#even if this dude will end half the world.even if this dude wields the power and the obligation to eradicate him at any second.#even if this dude is going to throw himself into harms way for his own comrades.even if this dude is just going to sacrifice himself.#one way or another one shall die for the other.these self-sacrificial bastards click so well with eachother!!#chip believes his body is best used to pave roads and gill believes his body is destined to pave prosperity.WHATEVER!!#i really love their dynamic!! they care for eachother so much!in MY heart tho. the icing on the cake here is the fantasy that chip is#just a bit more In Love w gillion than he realizes. like this powerful fish guy is HOT and PRETTY and KIND and FUNNY and LOYAL and STRONG#but gillion would never rly feel that same sort of attraction towards chip. its just not rly his thing. aroace as fuck man.#thats how it is in MY little heart atleast. and i sit here and play w my touys in my brain n i explore my silly lil one sided fish y chips.
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I love how the reasoning behind Sanji's inexplicable powers breaking the laws of physics is always "the power of love". Born to Disney, forced to shonen, as they say.
Op 1107 Spoilers:
#he would love my little pony or smth#he's so cutie patootie i am losing it#this chapter damaged my brain severely btw i won't stop thinking about it#he's just like me fr i also do inexplicable things with the power of love by my side like getting up every morning#that's an inexplicable power and i do it for my beautiful fiancé#god i am so tired can you tell it's 6 am for me#one piece#black leg sanji#egghead#op 1107#one piece spoilers
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(knowing full-well this won't go away any time soon) It's okay guys I just need to get it out of my system.
#he's been haunting me these past few days its actually sad#gravity falls#stanley pines#this man is 40% jaw 40% hair and the rest is all ears#art#anyway! men that did irreparable damage to my brain back in ye olden days when I was like. 15 or smth#cant believe im saying this but. his mullet is cute to me <3#stan pines
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i don't know what's weirder when people act like shipping a ship they don't like is going to personally kill their grandma or when shippers of said ship try to downplay their 'problematic' bits to convert it into some milquetoast pair. like aren't you shipping this because it's fucked up? isn't that the whole appeal of the thing? no??
#personal#like truly i get brain damage everytime#the former are unhinged and i do not want to interact with them in any form like if you dont like something grow up or leave the internet#the second are truly just disappointing like. you just decided to cater to a bunch of strangers telling you how its acceptable to ship smth#live your truth bro dont be weak#btw ive definitely experienced this in the kyman fandom. seeing both sides
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Tbh I wish there was more fanart/ fanfiction that explored the possibility of Kaeya being disabled, ESPECIALLY after their fight with Diluc... like maybe I'm just projecting a little (ok I'm projecting a LOT lmao), but not only could we explore the possibility of Kaeya being blind, it would also be interesting to consider the possible facial disfigurement or other injuries Kaeya may of received in the process. Or hell!!! Perhaps Kaeya even ended up with a TBI (traumatic brain injury) because of it!!! Idk it's just something I've been thinking about a lot honestly,,,
#cacophony of kaliya#genshin#kaeya#like. we all know why Kaeya's eye is somehow 'just fine' according to Hoyoverse lmao#but idk. disabled kaeya means a lot to me#ESPECIALLY kaeya with brain damage and kaeya using mobility aids#its smth thats so rare to see but always makes me cry when i do see it !!!
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Went camping in the mountains last weekend
#first time camping away from home by myself#was kinda scary but it was really nice#except the last night i was there i got woken up by a big ass tree limb falling on my tent#and it took me over an hour to calm.down enough to go back to sleep it scared the shit out of me#its interesting how like.. unreasonable? we are in fear. as in we kinda throw away logic and get really scared at everything#like for a minute after that part of me was afraid that someone was trying to hurt me by.. climbing on the roof of a shed and dropping limb#limbs on my tent? but my brain was like 'well what if !! we need to be careful!!'#it didnt even damage my tent at all but i think i fucking screamed and rushed out of my tent in a blind panic#and i sure am glad i wasnt sleeping shirtless or smth#but yea camping is super fun and im gunna go more i think#maybe not on holiday weekends tho. i was just going up for an event i didnt know it was a holiday
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2nd hearing test today and it looks normal thank FUCKKK. well ofc I'm still deaf, normal For Me
#actually idr if i mentioned it on here before i think i typed a rant and then closed the app before i hit post#but basically just a jumpscare my last audio tone graph came out Bad and they were like aw fuck youve lost a lot more hearing#which is WORRYING bc my deafness is sensorineural ie. from auditory nerve/brain damage not physical damage#so if it was suddenly getting worse well nothing they can rly do to figure out WHY its getting worse let alone try to fix it#but nah second test came out pretty much the same as usual. i think maybe bc i did the other one at the end of the day instead of early#morning maybe my auditory processing was just worse or smth it happens lol#well anyway they took fresh moulds so should be able to replace my 3 year old ones in a few weeks yayy#and im on the waiting list for new hearing aids with them too...and once i get them i can get an accessory to hook em to bluetooth#altho the nhs prolly wont cover it. but access to work should do if it comes to that 👍#my life is gonna get so much fucking easier when i can tune them into shit instead of switching them for super loud earphones#anyway gotta get my ass to work now blegh. always feels weird having my workday routine broken up#.diaries
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oh my goodness i was so excited to start this blog. this first post is going to be talking about how to be healthy, vitalize resources, and senshi’s job in delicious in dungeon!! well, i guess it isn’t a job, im not really sure bc i haven’t actually read the manga and i zone out while watching the show a lot. the wiki doesn’t say it’s his job but it’s how he knows a lot of people- through his vegetable trading!
so, why do i mention this? well he establishes why the vegetable trading and golems are so important, and that can be applied to real life too!! you can eat organic and healthily for cheap- you, yes you!! 🫵 do you know how useful online government resources can actually be? look up “every farmers market near me” or “is there a farmers market in (location) today” or something similar to those until you find something similar. chances are your local county or library page has a list of all the ones in your area. if not, add “reddit” to the end. no, i’m serious. reddit more than likely has a subreddit for your town, maybe even your neighborhood!
another thing you can do is look up “public community gardens in (location)” for your county, town, or even neighborhood. if you’re in an apartment complex you can ask if they have a community garden or know if they’re allowed in any of the nearby neighborhood gardens. you can also look up community gardens on google maps and contact those neighborhood officials, or once again just add “reddit” to that search bar and see what they say!
a lot of people don’t have access to organic food for a lot of reasons, mostly finances but also because of location. making connections and learning how to prepare food are some of the healthiest financial and social decisions you can make. talk to those people selling food on the side of the road, follow those ^ guides and even try to see if you can tour some local farms. get to know them, their story, why they work so hard and what they care about. (off topic, this is perfect timing- i’m watching episode 4 and senshi just said “Who’ll fix the golems if they fell apart?” this is exactly my point! this isn’t just good for us, we have a responsibility to ourself and our neighbor!) get cards and scan those qr codes, some people post deals and coupons on their websites/social media or send out notifications! they can get you connections with other people who grow/sell/make food too.
however, i know all too well even that isn’t an option for a lot of people, for a lot of reasons. so what ELSE can you do to eat healthy on a budget? (oh and here im at the first part where senshi uses his trading connections to talk to the orcs!! perfect!!) i’m down south so aldis if there’s one in your area, but ofc other discount stores near you work fine too. dollar general and trees sometimes have frozen vegetables and fruit. also, cook from homemade when you can! follow budgeting accounts on social media, look up walmart budgeting food tips online to see accounts who will show you tons of great recipes and exactly how much they cost. i’ve seen accounts with 50+ recipes all under 10$ that are pretty cheap. it’s best to make homemade if you can get organic, but try to get lessen the cost where you can like with cans. sure, organic apples are expensive, but how much are organic canned apples or even organic frozen peas? most of these tips ARE for america so as always be careful about how “organic” canned things and other preserved foods actually are in grocery stores. honestly id personally trust something frozen over canned in america to be organic but that’s up to you, im not a professional. either of these options are great anyways, because they’re perfect for crock pot meals, and crock pot meals will SAVE YOUR LIFE! but i’ll change your life with crock pot meals some other time. just know that meal prepping and being able to just buy ingredients instead of premade meals is a lot cheaper (for me at the very least, i’m sure there can be exceptions!) and i promise there are tricks to make it possible for your busy schedule!
also, see if you qualify for food stamps or other government assistance programs, and if not then see if any of the local colleges/neighborhoods/libraries do. most apartments and universities have a food drive at least at holidays! some churches do food drives too- if you’re not christian or you’re a minority, i’d warn caution as always.
autism blog post #1 tldr connections will get you far in life, and there are lots of ways to eat cheap but still be healthy. use the resources you’re given and don’t be afraid to make friends.
love, senshis #1 fan
#delicious in dungeon#life tips#luneski blog post 1#idk how i wanna tag these yet tbh#senshi tips#or something. idk these aren’t his tips but this is heavily inspired by his beliefs..#also if something doesn’t make sense or i misspelled just tell me or ask smth#i have autism + brain damage or something rn hopefully we clear it up but#but also i’m just high LMAO#senshi dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi
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cuteguy doodle to ignore how i don’t really have a hotguy design
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#happy pride moth btw#pride month#fuck it pride moth too#anways#in my brain they are archenemies to friends#cause we love platonic relationships in this house#cuteguy only causes mild property damage or damage to places that don’t matter#like abandoned buildings or smth#and hotguy is just like ‘this fuckin guy i swear to god-‘ every time#hermitcraft#mcyt fanart#grian#goodtimeswithscar#gtws hotguy#grian cuteguy#o yeah cuteguy keeps an array of weapons in those pouches i gave him#but mostly uses grenades#it seemed appropriate
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if you had to put infinite in any other game which game would it be? :33 (both another sonic game and a different non-sonic related game)
OKAY i had to think about this for an embarrassingly long time lmao, i really dont think about this sorta thing often but like. its really silly cause its so obvious in my head rn but !!!!!
Shadow the Hedgehog (2005)<33333 that game is already wild n has a reputation sort of like forces, and its my second fav sonic game<3 so i think itd be fun first and foremost. but also i think itd also be VERY VERY interesting to see how he could possibly fit in there, how him and shadow would interact, what paths hed be in, how theyd change by having him, maybe even new paths?? imagine a secret ending r smth named episode infinite...... or a path where shadow and infinite have a more allied dynamic and what else thatd entail...... i just think it would be cool. teehee :3c
#asks#possum#i cant think of a non sonic game id really wanna se ehim in for any super specific r deep reason. but cruelty squad would be extremely#fascinating. id kill to see how hed be interpreted in that world!#n also postal 1 specifically bc i think itd be funny if he was the protag r smth of that type of game <3#but also also postal 2 n postal brain damaged for similar reasons. itd be fun to see him in The Situations<33333333 heart<3333333#infifi
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yo, genuine question, if you bother to answer this you can do it privately idc, you made a couple posts about wolfertinger666 earlier today that made me raise an eyebrow, but i mostly decided to wait on any developments if they happened, but right now i'm checking and the posts you made seem to be gone. did anything happen with him that warranted a deletion or what? again, this is a serious ask
I am mentally ill and get extremely paranoid (read: people want to kill me) over bullshit (i don't want my day ruined actually i don't want my whole tumblr account to be ruined actually!!!) and I could not handle people taking me in bad faith about it but wolfertinger666 has literally posted about being puppychan and the bullshit apology he made is out there and if people wanna find things about puppychan they should research puppychan before asking a queer transgender nd artist if we are "just going after them for being transgender" i hope that is the last i have to say about it and i'm probably just gonna delete it or i never be able to use tumblr without being paranoid over that. I still stand by everything i said i just cannot control my brain being fucked up and evil !
#im like#schizospec#this is why i was asking other people to share it and make their own posts#cus i literally CANNOT handle it#and i'm not putting myself in the position where i can no longer use tumblr without giving myself self infliced brain damage#for someone i have friends who talk and have talked to him and say he has NOT changed and gotten worse#because he won't fucking get off the internet#something about mental health or smth
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thought back to season 4′s house’s head/wilson’s heart and I have A Question. yk how the whole catalyst of the episode was the fact that house had taken the bus because he was so drunk and couldn’t drive his cool biker boy motorcycle? yk how house always goes drinking with wilson whenever he has a crazy reason to celebrate or just another reason to be miserable? he always drinks with wilson. why did he, on this particular day, get SOOOO wasted without even telling wilson??? and then the rest follows of how he wants wilson to pick him up but then amber does instead and the rest is history (</3). but like, i’m so boggled as to why he was extra miserable and drinking alone that day.
#like we alr know that house wallows in misery all the time. why was he extra sad that day#thinking it's because wilson started dating the female version of him..enough to make a grown man drink himself into oblivion#and the way his trauma never got addressed afterwards??? we know he's big sad cuz of smth then we learn he has some calling for finding out#someone's demise and THEN WE LEARN ITS AMBER HIS BESTFRIENDS GIRLFRIEND#and he does EVERYTHING. to find out whats wrong. he drugs himself gives himself a heart attack#goes through complex brain surgery almost kills himself triple the amount he would on the daily to find out what happened to his#bestfriend's nearly dying gf and just#its always house not caring house being an asshole but look at the extent to which he cared in this particular episode(s)#and how important his friendship is with wilson. bruh#these two episodes have caused permanent brain damage#house md
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i cant do this shit man having roommates srsly sounds like torture meant just for me im actually gonna fucking lose it
#text#it wouldnt be so bad if we had separate rooms and a connected living room or smth like suite style#but nope! 👍👍👍#Ok place ur bets on how long i will last b4 either dropping out or convincing the disability dept i need a single#i think i can make it a semester but itll do irreparable damage tp my brain#Ok semester is too generois. maybe like a week. thxgiving at best
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I had some thoughts piling up in my brain so I pulled up that limbus shipping chart going around. Hear me out ok
#cw incest (maybe)#cw age gap#Charon is like 20 but the dynamic is still Questionable so i'm tagging it#you need to understand. when I ship smth it's not a statement of 'wow they're so cute what an ideal relationship'#this is not a place of honor. this is a place of putting your favs through the physical and emotional meat grinder#greg/hermann is just riprolo 2 i feel it in my soul#the other day a friend was like 'i hope when he eventually fights her she has special dialogue for every single one of his ids'#and that rewired my brain#but it's not romantic in the traditional sense but also it's. it's a complex. you feel me? it's black damage. it's pale damage#charon/verg is also pale damage but in a different way.#do you understand. i am running on 2 hours of sleep#project moon#just for organization purposes#previously i was really neutral on most sinner/sinner ships but the ish/don art going around? it's real good
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