#smth just does not feel right
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Don’t want to vote for Biden, but who the fuck is else am I supposed to vote for
#before y’all say Marianne Williamson#i am unconvinced that she isn’t a party flipper#like she says a lot of things that sound right#like shes hitting the genz check marks rlly well!!#but off of TikTok there are so many red flags#like advocating for American exceptionalism#which is a right wing and white supremist concept#and the antivaxx stuff#and the self help guru stuff#smth just does not feel right#democratic George santos vibes#how is the best case scenario joe Biden#there really gonna make me vote for joe Biden#AGAIN#maybe Gavin newsom#or Gretchen whither#feel like I haven’t heard good things about her tho either :/#i hate politics
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What if i learned how to make tiktoks and instagram reels purely to spread the pro tamlin agenda?? like i dont need another activity BUT-
#I wanna do content creation as a hobby in the future (I play minecraft religiously and i might as well get something from it)#and like.. Idk i need something to keep me entertained while my grandparents are visiting#(i love them but they are so draining to be around)#I just want to point out the lack of critical thinking skills and reading skills and how that negatively impacts you as a reader#and Tamlin is a GREAT character to do that with#its not just because i like being right but i also want to show that you can have fun reading while reading critically#and if i can get at least one person to be AWARE of that that would be cool#big fan of critically reading and analyzing the media does not mean you can’t have fun#and that you should always been aware of what your consuming as to not get to quote lost in the sauce#anyway i may splice up one of my bigger acotar posts for smth so if yall have suggestions on which post of mine may be best lemme know :33#anything tamlin related always feels like a group project as theres only like a dozen of us here#acotar#pro tamlin#arson yaps#tamlin#a court of thorns and roses
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there's a moment in lesson 45 of nightbringer where mc falls off a thing (again?? is this foreshadowing?? i'm going to rule-of-three this and wait to see if it happens again) and satan tries and fails to grab their hand to catch them, but now i'm imagining the same thing happening with satan and ik except he does succeed, but it's her right hand and the prosthetic just POP comes straight off
#nightbringer spoilers#ik is fine but satan is mildly traumatised#misc thoughts#obey me satan#couldn't sleep so i decided on a whim to do the lesson#i really wasn't planning to for a while after 44 and tbh that was the right decision#it feels like they just completely dumbed beel down?? and i can't tell if they're trying to telegraph that Something Is Wrong#or if they just totally forgot how to write him. which has been happening to him consistently since like s3#we did get more confirmation that simeon's going through smth... but this feels like it's shaping up to be another og s4#where the entire main-plot-that-should-probably-be-focused-on-simeon is just happening in the background while mc does side quests#and then they're gonna spring the twist on us right at the end or immediately before the climax without proper foreshadowing/building it up#i realise i'm being pessimistic here but i'm losing hope in this season with each lesson they release. and we're only 5 in#i'd be delighted to be proven wrong though
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Bernard definitely "knows a guy"
idk what situation he would need a guy for, but i feel like it wouldn't really matter. His life is just such a collection of weird situations, and he always just happens to know a guy because of it
Did he meet them through some weird online conspiracy boards? Did he meet them through the cult? Did he just extrovert really close to the sun and get away with it? Has this exact situation just happened so many times that he just knows the person he needs at this point? Honestly, he doesn't even know anymore
You know what he DOES know? A guy
#bernard dowd#dude hes been in so many situations id be so surprised if he didnt “know a guy” at LEAST once#i feel like it would happen enough times that the bats would start getting a little suspicious that hes more than just a civilian#like its that weird stage where theyre not sure if he knows their identities yet and if he does and hes NOT a civilian that complicates#things a little bit#but no. his life is just Like That#hes the least normal civilian in existence but at the end of the day hes literally just a guy#i feel like most of them would come from the cult?? bc most of their victims were teenagers right? or at least taken in as teens#depressed high schoolers know how to do some wild shit#so most of his guys are just ex cultists like him that he kept in touch with or smth#i think they should do more with the cult actually#bc we dont actually know all that much do we?#we know the initiations and about the chaos monsters and like where they operated and stuff#but like. thats about it?#i wanna know about the other cultists. i wanna about what exactly went down there. i wanna know how theyd naturally recruit people#i wanna know how bernard actually ended up joining. i wanna know what exactly was up with the chaos monsters#like. do we actually know any of this stuff? ive seen some stuff in like fanfics but is any of that canon? how much do we actually know?#bc as far as i know ive got no fucking clue. but is this information that we have? if someone knows pls tell me im so curious
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The idea of Aziraphale falling the angel version of Crowley but that person is no more and then Aziraphale falling for the demon Crowley is eating my brain...
aziraphale fell for an angel who carved out the stars and when crowley crawled from his burnt up body, aziraphale loved a demon with scales and yellow eyes just as much. crowley fell from heaven and built himself back up from the ashes of who he used to be and aziraphale didn't even blink before loving him with his whole being. crowley has the capacity to be both of these iterations of himself, he changes and sheds his skin and aziraphale just keeps loving him. the angel that crowley used to be doesn't exist anymore but that's just fine because there isn't a crowley that aziraphale wouldn't love.
#BRRRRRRRRRR#exploding over and over and over and over again#crowley sheds his skin#he dies and comes back wrong and aziraphale is right there to love whatever slithers out of the still husk of what he used to know#am i being dramatic of course but do you geettttt ittttttt he just keeps fcucking loving him#good omens#aziracrow tag#does this count as spoilers?? i feel like this is pretty general so i feel like i'm good but i forget what everyone knows#i swear to god im gonna open ao3 again to write smth about this i cannot be stoppeeddddddd kdjfnaowirhf#the ineffable husbands are being ineffable again guys sorry#crowley's constant changes to his appearance and even his name really are like a snake shedding it's skin every few months he needs to molt#<3 mwah said with love
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i cannot stop thinking about anissa and marky though [COMIC SPOILERS]
how did he react when he learned what his mother did? just like mark, he lived a lie. he thought his mother was kind and nice — the only thing that is true is that she loved him, but now, he has no idea if he should believe it
and. you've grown up being conditioned to believe that violence is peace, and that kindness is a lie and a weakness. you hurt people. by hurting a person, by destroying him irreparably, you found the boy you love most: your son. and you don't regret it. you hope one day, once he sees him, he'll get it. but you still don't regret it. you can't say you're sorry
marky will grow up without his biological father, because when mark hugs him he can only remember his mother and what she did to him. your father can't love you the way your mom did. you can't love your mother the way your father loved his
the worst part is, that it she hadn't done it, you wouldn't have existed. you wouldn't be here. your father will grow to love you. you will grow to accept each other. but you tend to wonder — if he never sees you as anything else other than your mother's son, then who will you have when everyone else you know dies?
#i hate anissa but also her character was done so well#like i hate her#fuck her#but jesus christ.#wow#i feel so bad for marky honestly#when anissa said “i don't regret it. tell him. tell him he'll understand when he sees him”#that shit hurt me#that was the WORST time for you to die girl#i was like “idc about anissa thank fuck she died” but then#i put myself in marky's place. and WOWWW#you gotta be strong to deam with that#YOU GOTTA BE STRONG TO BE ANY INVINCIBLE TBH#LIKE WOW.#thinking about mark now#imagine learning that the person who hurt you the most is a better person now#and that means she regrets kt#but then you learn right after her death that she does not regret it at all#you don't even get to hear an “i'm sorry”. not that you'd have listened to it#then you learn she had a son. with you. named AFTER YOU#honestly i can't blame him for allowing things to be THAT awkward w marky#i am so glad the reconciled tho I don't think I'd be able to live if mark's son hated him#tw sa mention#invincible#invincible comic#comic spoilers#marky grayson#anissa invincible#mark grayson#b4 anyone gets this wrong: I DO NOT SUPPORT WHAT ANISSA DID. it's just that marky's relationship w her is smth i would love to see explored
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we're so back
#connor rk800#dbh#dbh connor#dbh fanart#dbh rk800#detroit become human#rk800#Detroit become human fanart#possibly human au?#ngl detective connor stern does smth to my brain#and of course he's smoking because of course#also not me having to like#retouch the colours in post since I just couldn't get them right the first time#istg it feels like im concussed all over again#dbh human au
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studying? sorry, you mean attempting to quickly draw my blorbos with the limited onenote tools?
#i actually kinda like the way he turned out#and in my defense i DID study i was just taking a lil break :3#i love how some of my best doodles come from me procrastinating on studying#like i also drew some arthurs as well as one of those elders mentioned in part 40#not today. but like on other days#which is rlly cool from my pov bc i like it when i actually end up drawing stuff :3#cuz drawing is cool even if youre not the best at it#makes me feel nice like i accomplished smth#and tbf i did!!! i made a lil guy!! look hes right there :))#anywya imma stop talking now and get back to doing my physics exercices#malevolent#malevolent podcast#john malevolent#john doe malevolent
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karma: okay no this is wrong, we should NOT be doing this
nagisa: im at my fucking limit
sugino: im doing whatever my boyfriend is doing
karma: WHY AM I THE VOICE OF REASON HERE??? WE ARE GOING TO JAIL IF WE DO THIS
nagisa: that hasnt stopped you before
karma: BECAUSE MY MENTAL HEALTH WAS SHIT
sugino: man i thought you were our ride or die
karma: IM YOUR RIDE OR DIE FOR ANYTHING EXCEPT THIS
#assassination classroom#ansatsu kyoushitsu#assclass#karma akabane#nagisa shiota#tomohito sugino#nagisa shiota x tomohito sugino#you know theyre doing smth incredibly wrong if KARMA is the voice of reason#sugino just follows whatever nagisa does#like the loyal boyfriend he is#he supports nagisa wrongs and nagisa rights#also i wasnt specific on what nagisa wanted to do#so feel free to think of whatever is so wrong that nagisa wanted to do#that KARMA is trying to stop them from doing it#firefly headcanons#firefly ramblings
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i think the reason why im so drawn to spirit tracks and pkmn scarvi is that having the legendary/princess as a companion rather than a goal that marks the games completion makes me feel satisfied the way i would after helping a friend
my brother always teases me about how I still havent finished botw after almost 7 years bc "id rather be out picking flowers" which i wont say is untrue. and yes i know Zeldas been holding off ganon for 100 years, yes i can get some sort of idea what her relationship with link was like by recalling memories and going through her diary. ive always loved botw for its unique storytelling and setting which makes it stand out, because it lets you get to know who you're saving.
but because theyre memories, it only works if theres something for the player to investigate that already happened. its retroactive (but effective nonetheless)
on the other hand, spirit tracks does something similar but instead of having the player try to piece together memories and interpret them as a spectator, you actually have an opportunity to get to know zelda yourself by talking to her and working together. besides making it a gameplay mechanic, giving the player control over how they interact with zelda makes it so much more personable.
and I find that making the goal feel personal instead of an obligation gives me more of a reason to work towards it. I know what kind of person botw zelda was but as the player, shes still very much a stranger to me. but spirit tracks zelda? thats my friend!!!! she invited me to go to the beach after we get her body back!!! i dont want to whip her to make her move faster thats mean :(
you know how hostage negotiators are trained to introduce themselves and get to know the person theyre negotiating with because its harder to hurt someone when you know what their favorite food is? its kinda like that, because it feels like im helping a friend than being told or led to do smth
and although i havent played scarvi myself, i feel an attachment to koraidon and miraidon even just watching playthrough clips because its like!! thats my weird scaly dog!! it loves sandwiches and we're friends!!! you know!!!!!!
#i dont normally write long posts like this but i think ive been trying to put this into words for a long time and it finally happened#my cloth mother spirit tracks zelda and my wire mother lttp zelda#ACTUALLY ANOTHER THING when i was a kid i always felt guilty when i had to catch the legendary at the end of the game#because to me it was like 'i know none of this is real but if i capture you and have you under my thumb am i robbing the world of something#normal thoughts for a 10 year old to have#when i talked to my brother abt this he was like 'i mean yeah the point is to dunk on the NPCs what were you expecting' and i mean i think#i get that its supposed to feel rewarding because the legendary is THE reward. but it doesnt feel right and i dislike he feeling of pushing#others down to get ahead. i guess u can argue sun/moon does smth similar where you have nebby with lillie#but lillie still ends up handing nebby over to the player and i STILL feel bad because im like shit man you raised that little guy#and koraidon/miraidon feels less like a reward but more like overpowered motorcycle lizard that is just so oupydog. and i love him#and in spirit tracks i went out of my way doing some of the side quests bc zelda asked nicely and honestly that was enough for me#i think all of this boils down to.. i feel very protective abt things i care abt so stories that give me a reason to care hits harder#this can also go the other way bc i CRIED when i finished links awakening because i KNEW every person and im responsible for#literally the end of their world. like. there was a family with 5 kids. marin loved singing and cared about me. she was my FRIEND#i just. ugh. i have too many feelings rn. i kinda wanna draw more spirit tracks link and zelda i think that wld make me feel better#yapping#diary#loz#pokemon
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In Star, everyone keeps referring to Splashtail as crazy. Buuut idk how I feel about that descriptor. Especially because its mentioned a lot. I'm probably just reading into it too much lol
#a starless clan spoilers#star spoilers#I think the reason its rubbing me the wrong way is because Splashtail's ambition and plans are the exact same as Tigerclawstar's#but Tigerstar was referred to as vicious cruel evil a tyrant. meanwhile Splashtail is crazy#there's also no mentions now about Tigerstar the first and what he'd done#meanwhile comparisons between him and Tigerheartstar were being hurled left and right in the first few ASC books#why is it that the erins focused on the word crazy specifically for splashtail#does it have anything to do with the fact that he rejects starclan while tigerclawstar didn't?#does it have to do with differentiating the two?#I don't necessarily think they mean it in a way that splashtail's got smth going on with him mentally tho (like mental illness or defect)#but its just a strange choice if word that I have a feeling has to do with his rejection or religion
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damn I yap a lot
tldr; im alive, sadly im still on hiatus, other stuff is fine now I just have new [physical] problems, you'll know when I'm fully back (give it another couple months) and comfortable, I'm in a [technically well-over] 3-month long ongoing depressive episode [not tryna do trauma olympics or make anyone feel bad btw it's all chill]
so sorry if I've left you hanging [with art or smth], I'll get to it in time, I promise [I may have unwillingly forgotten, likely not but there's a chance]
Hey, I'm alive, I have been for the.. almost 6 months I've been gone. Holy shit, I didn't even realise that it's been that long. I figured I should at least say something in case anyone is worried or wondering even though everything isn't solved yet, so, here. [under the read more so it's not flooding or anything]
Also, I figure I should apologise for venting on main and just leaving it up - this is all going to stay up because I need to keep it somewhere to aid with my memory issues - but, still, must've been a little weird
Absolutely not a good time to say all this [for me bc I haven't thought this message through] but I'm kinda half-back, just on hiatus from socials due to declining physical health. Really badly declining, I need help honestly
Originally, as you know, I was gone because I had a really bad fall out with my mother, but things pertaining to that have been solved now [except me not feeling 100% safe and trusting to my mother, that will never change. She's tried hard, I just wish I could find her reliable emotionally as well]. It's just that, since then, basically, all these physical problems that I don't understand have been royally fucking me up and messing with my mental too. It's messed with everything I love. I don't know what to do anymore.
Oh wait, where I was actually going with this, so
OK nvm I forgot but you'll see me around bc I've been talking to certain people trying to pretend like nothing's happened and I've made the kinda-silly decision to not fully come off hiatus or talk to other certain people before I'm okay again.
#so the post is for the practical stuff n the tags r for emotional btw [or at least I tried to do that]#[yeah just except the para starting with “originally” I'll keep that there despite being unnecessary]#-#genuinely. im so scared. im so scared all the time [most of the time not scared of anything in particular - I mean the physical problems#fuck me up by making me scared and sad and tired most of the time for no reason]#I have no energy and it's all up and down and even though I actually feel okay rn [not good but okay] after literally breaking down an hour#ago I still know this shouldn't be happening#nobody is going to believe me if I say I have high-functioning depression. who do I tell. well they will believe me but how would it help#and I'm so scared to tell anyone for no reason. I'm not scared mentally rn but no matter whether or not Im ok the emotion stops me from#taking action if that makes sense.#--#I don't understand what I did to deserve this why is this happening to me#why are these internal problems out of my control happening to me#I don't understand and it truly deeply scares me#---#I meant to out this at the start of the tags but fuck it I'm too far in and on mobile to go all the way back now#thank you if you read this far. truly thank you because I need someone to talk to and my irl's are not an option for all different reasons#if I reach out to you about smth random please talk to me as if I'm still not half-gone.#feel free to message me whenever about wtv despite the “hiatus” I need it#... if you have read this far for whatever reason please text me that my Rui loves me my brain is trying to guilt me and say he doesn't#[that just happens when I'm in a certain state even tho that's when I need Rui the most selfship mutuals u get it pls help me out]#he. he does love me right? I swear he does I just. can't seem to believe it right now#I shouldn't have pushed all that to the bottom when it was directly telling my mutuals what I need lol#I feel a little hopeless sometimes. that's not like me I'll be alright in the end. no not that. I'll be better than alright I can fix this#I can fix this. I just need help. god I need help.#at the very least I'll be alright
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Flightless birds
#Ignore the fact that the background looks like shit#just a quick thingy I whipped up#cus I feel like I haven’t really done a finished piece in a while#wings of fire#wof oc#wof#wof hybrid#wof rainwing#wof sandwing#wings of fire oc#wof oc art#wof ocs#Oh btw here’s some lore about them#they’re siblings. on the left is rattlesnake on the right is sphinx#Rattlesnake can change the color of the individual sections on his scales but can’t change the values in proportion to each other#or like move them around and the gold doesn’t change#Sphinx can’t change color#her tail barb shoots rainwing venom#neither of them can fly because smth smth hybrid birth defect#But rattlesnake can somewhat glide#that’s all for now#Cat does art#<-almost forgot that one lol#They are very fish in a bird cage 👀
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cant believe that after driving the car, riding the train, booking a hotel room, having a nightmare, visiting the father in law, visiting a hospital, making a friend, and escaping an assassin, the incomprehensible Horrors™ are back at it again and harder to bear than ever 🐻
#fandom related#malevolent#i feel just like arthur that after having some Normal Time and time w friends and family the Horrors are even more horrifying than before#also How is this man driving. w zero eyes and one arm and one leg. i imagine John is like#slow down arthur! hit the gas arthur! while steering. and arthur is shifting the gear. except that john has no experience in driving#so it would be like someone during their first ever driving lesson. creeping along slowly. being way too slow or way too fast for a given#situation. cops would stop them bc arthur isn't even looking at the road. he is bumping into so many other cars or the curb.#parking like shit. does john even know what the road signs mean 😭 and oscar got into the car w him#maybe he was too busy reading that book to notice. or too enchanted by arthu#*Arthur#if arthur had a white cane he would constantly lose it while falling down holes or trip over it running from the horrors#i think it's been mentioned only 3 times that he can't see. to those cops on the lake to daniel and the butcher has mentioned it#honestly king shit running around blind and w only one arm and leg w the voice of an ancient god in his voice. also they are fucking driving#*in his head#why can't you edit tags on mobile!!? or do i have to update tumbler for that#anyway ever since starting malevolent ive been realizing i should be more grateful for my eyesight. my eyesight is already bad and i need to#wear glasses 24/7. also i have a diagnosis that has a kinda probability of making me blind once im old or smth#i mean eyesight decreases for everyone as they get older right. but yeah. and i v likely won't have the voice of an older god in my head to#help me see. so gotta be grateful now#i should go to bed it's almost midnight but i have to listen to the next episode i need to know what's going on and what will happen 😭#still hoping nothing further will happen to oscar and that he and arthur will stay friends. if you're reading this and you know this won't#be the case. nnnnggh :')
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I actually find gender swapping characters really interesting (what part of their expression is dictated by gender norms vs certain events in their life vs their personal preferences that wouldn't change either way, etc.) so now I wanna draw what that would look like in my ocs except I am in pain rn so I'm forced to just lie there and be plagued by visions
#ok but#the thing with north is that when he ran away he cut off his hair and started wearing masculine clothing to hide his identity and went “wait#this actually feels right wtf“#but i dont think he really did anything with his appearance prior to that. he kinda was just existing not really thinking about himself#he was really only focused on protecting and caring for saffron#so a gender swapped version wouldnt be much different pre-running away#not bothering about cutting hair + the cultists' robes look very similar in both feminine and masculine versions#so fem north would still have short hair to make her appearance less recognizable#just would wear dresses and stuff#saffron though. i think she presents herself more in accordance with gender norms#so gender swapped saffron would always have short hair + more masculine looking clothing#but i think her mannerisms and behavior would stay the same. also her general frame#like yes she in part dresses and looks this way because thats whats expected of her + thats how she was raised by The Lady but a lot of it#esp in terms of her personality is Just Her. this would stay the same#warren doesnt give a shit. he doesnt have much gender to begin with. no gender only swag#so he would look almost exactly the same just with less facial hair probably#The Lady would very much be different. like instead of graceful threatening elegant old-ish woman with Big Hair and Big Dress#shed have short hair same level of elegance but masculine clothes probably facial hair too. like one of them small sharp beards yk#the restaurant owner (still dont have a name for her) wouldnt change almost at all as well. shes very much function/comfort over style#her clothes are already masculine n she has short hair both for convenience#shed straight up look the same just with a stubble or smth#there are a couple other characters in this story i have thoughts on but i havent introduced/developed them properly yet#pjsk ocs though ! ive been thinking abt them again#matsu is pretty feminine and it does play a role in a “part of why ppl think hes weird” kinda way#so as a girl hed be more masc presenting#i dont think fumi would really change at all. she also dresses mainly for convenience but i do think she does have a little regard for#for gender norms. but like. barely any. so maximum changes would be those ponytail parts of her hair getting like. a tiny bit shorter#toshiro would stay the EXACT same. he does his own thing#seina dresses that way bc shes expected to but also thats just genuinely how she is. so swapped shed still have longer hair n feminine#demeanor but wear pants or smth. im hitting tag limit help. cries
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narukana bffs. you agree 🫶
#listen listen. theyre friends#i think they shouldve bonded more during the moonlight disco story#i think arashi should've painted kanata's nails blue with waterproof nailpolish#i think they would have fun “swimming” together too (kanata floating while arashi splashes around)#arashi would make kanata wear sunscreen lmao#omg now im imagining kanata cooking arashi dinner as thanks for doing his nails/hanging out with him/etc#it'd probably just be sushi or smth similar since he only likes cooking cold food + loves fish#but i feel like arashi would l o v e sushi so there's no problem there (if there's any story that says she doesnt please lmk)#anyways i also think arashi would love just like. venting/gossiping to kanata too because he's really chill and a good listener#like she can just vent without worrying that he's gonna try to give her advice she doesn't want#she's like “i had the *worst* experience with someone at my modeling shoot today” and goes on a long rant#all kanata says at the end of it is “puka-puka-ing makes all bad ”emotions“ float away~”#and arashi's like “omg you're right a bath *does* sound good right now”#they have matching friendship bracelets also. i think that would be cute#okay headcanon dump over for now#ensemble stars#enstars#kanata shinkai#arashi narukami#narukana#idk what their ship name is 🤔#arashi x kanata#kanata x arashi#<- figured i'd go ahead and tag these even though i dont ship them romantically
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