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Crochet Update
I'm making the fluffiest afghan in existence.
This is what the pattern's image is lol. I'm working on the middle rn. It is so fucking fluffy.
Also I don't think I showed the finished scarf I was making 🤔
This lil guy. Yes. It was very good practice.
I've also been working on a double crochet scarf (?) with yarn thats so small it might as well be thread hfkshfkd. It has a rly nice texture & I'm enjoying the pattern that's showing on it. Nice and crisp. Very different from the undefined fluffiness of the WIP afghan lol, though they both use double stich crochet. The afghan is turning the double stitches into V stitches though, so there are holes in it. Such is the way of an afghan, I suppose 🤔
Everywhere I've seen has cautioned against using dark yarn as a beginner bc it's hard to see your stitches with it. And Yeah, it sure fuckin is, but I've been getting by through sheer stubbornness bc I Love the color black. So I am Making black things. As is my RIGHT!!!!
#speculation nation#crochet shit#i bought like a shit ton of yarn yesterday. including 8 skeins of this 'super bulky' yarn for the afghan#it uses a 10mm hook man it's wild#but the yarn is so nice. it doesnt SPLIT so i can just go fuckin wild with it.#though it's harder to keep the yarn tension consistent. everything being jumbo makes that. Hard.#meanwhile the tiny thread is very easy to keep the tension but it splits like CRAZY#so i have to be very careful with it. & often have to repeat stitches several times.#slow going...😔#but yeah me struggling through my first crochet design!!! they write these shits in fucking CODE!!!!!#thank god for crochet friends for helping me make sense of it hfkshfksbxm#i think im doing pretty well now at least hehe#continuing to very much enjoy my crochet adventures. man why didnt anyone tell me this shit was so fun#having the time of my life !!!!!!!
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I have fallen back down the Batman rabbit hole
And have dragged my oc muse, Devious, down with me as Two-Face. Obvs.
And redesigned Scarecrow for my sister because he’s her favourite! Of course I could be working on my own oc villain groups that I have but here I am playing with DC’s again.
#No idea how long this will last but I am playing the Arkham games#tho I am struggling with the buttons because I forget my left and right#and my reaction times are kinda slow so I am sad I’m not very good at it😔#I was going to draw my oc Devious and his son as Batman and Robin then this happened#also I say ‘redesigns’ when nost of them will just have aspect from existing deisngs I just like#artists on tumblr#buggee art#batman villains#arkhamverse#dc fanart#dcu#twoface#scarecrow#fanart#batman#rogue gallery#batman arkham#poison ivy#killer croc#penguin#joker#harley quinn
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Finally got my hands on my firesetter plushies!! Time for a little photo shoot! :D
At the arcade!!
He broke the machine :/
Flint's a prize few can afford. Graham, on the other hand
They had a very fun day playing games and winning prizes!
#i did not break that machine for the photo i swear#it was already like that 😔#🎰.png#ttcc#toontown corporate clash#cogblr#toonblr#graham ness payser#pacesetter#firestarter#flint bonpyre#the so comically small in the chairs lol#these were fun! helped make a slow morning go by faster 😊
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Magma art dump of random gay Stanley things (Featuring me! Go figure!)
Anything that isn’t in some kind of blue or yellow is by one of my friends
#my art stuff#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#mabel pines#durjas#tiefling OC#stanley x oc#art dump#if you’re curious about some in particular - feel free to DM me or send an Ask or something#there’s too much going on here for me to bother listing right now#I give him freckles cus of that one flashback inside Stanley’s brain#even if they dropped it later - I REALLY like him with freckles#I haven’t started giving them to ford yet like my friend cus I’m biased#and I don’t draw him enough either way to bother remembering it#also kinda using it as an anchor for myself to tell them apart better cus my brain is slow sometimes#uhhh what else to tag#disaster bi#digital art#magma#sketches#doodles#memes#one of these is dedicated to my fading strength to not draw Stanley with his concept art balls#shielding my friends from them while LOUDLY complaining the entire time#I genuinely just want him to be allowed his ball freedom without judgement#I don’t mind it attractive in any sort of way - he’s just been casually depicted like that -#- so it feels like a very HIM thing to my brain and he deserves not to be censored!!!!!#…But I also love my friends and so I have to be strong 😔#suggestive
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this is like 13 whole minutes into the video....rude 😭😭
#im working on a compilation of their momence in this video but its slow going bc im visiting family and i forgor my headphones 😔#this one is short and sweet though#watcher#shane madej#ryan bergara
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cw: mention of previous abuse, dad Dabi, mom reader, mention of childbirth, angst
new dad touya that doesn’t know how to deal with his son. he’s growing too fast and his smiles are so big, but he’s still not sure how to just be with him.
touya isn’t abusive in the slightest, not like his shit for brains dad. he can acknowledge, after you’ve drilled it into his head on cold nights where you had to hold his quivering cheeks in your hand, that he’s better. that he’s trying. that he’s a great dad.
he doesn’t really believe it. it’s hard to believe that he’s a great dad when his son, still covered in that fresh newborn smell, stares up at him with matching azure blue eyes, the little shit, and he finds it hard to smile back. it’d be easier to smile back if he could guarantee a life with no trauma, with the perfect pair of parents, that he’d love him as much as his tiny little face deserved.
touya can still hear the labor and delivery nurse tell him that he must’ve gotten on your nerves for the baby to look so much like him, and that they’ve never seen a baby that fresh out the womb smile so big at their dad. he hands the little bundle back to you, and glares at the nurse who hands him a tissue. he takes it anyway.
touya loves his son. so goddamn much that it hurts, but, he doesn’t know how to be a dad. and he knows that you don’t know how to be a mom either, that it’s a learning process for the both of you. but he’s so scared—he’s terrified that he’ll fuck up this innocent brat with his ruin. with his scars and history and the want to better but never knowing how to just be.
so he leaves. it’s the day after your sons first birthday that you celebrated together in your home.
you thought everything was okay, that he was starting to get the hang of being a dad. he did everything right, why couldn’t he stay? he sat on the floor with your son and changed his diaper and made him giggle those addicting baby giggles? he carried your son everywhere whenever he cried after being sat down without a single complaint? he helped him open his birthday presents? he didn’t smash the cake in his face, only swiped a little icing on his sons nose to hear that addicting baby giggle? he held your son like he could never let him go?
how could he just go like this? you thought he was finally learning and accepting how to be a dad? what happened?
#angst angst angst#SORRY#I thought about this earlier while I was under the dryer#and I was like ohhhh write that down before your slow ass forgets#my toxic trait is that every time I write soemthing short im like#……this could be a full fic 🫣#LMFAO honestly duck it im making this a full fic#I have so many on my plate but this has to go on the list#he makes my heart so sad I love him mr pathetic man with so many troubles in his head#I also wanna write a sleazy shiggy n keigo fic (separate) what’s wrong with me#all these ideas and no juice to write them#im just about halfway finished w my classes so maybe il get more inspo to write#anyway I have a bkg draft from like two nights ago that I forgot about#and I wanna write that too but my head really hurts and I have to be up early tomorrow sad 😔#okay I think im gonna sleep now :)#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#dabi treats! 🍬
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I'm still writing... unfortunately work has been really busy again so I definitely won't be able to finish chapter 4 by the end of the month like I planned.... 😭 but I'm nearly done, I'll keep working 🫡
#I'm going to try to rest well#to be able to work on it some on the weekend#to be honest... I'm a little frustrated......#normally I write 4-5 days a week#but because of work and being so tired and busy#I've only been writing for 3 days each week 😔#I'm so tired when I get home and then on the weekend#I have chores and I also just want to relax lol#I'm trying to tell myself that it's life and I can't control it#but it's so frustrating#to see the progress of my fics go down#when it's outside of my control.....#bahhhhhhhh#thank you as always for your patience....#I'm sorry for contracting slow writer disease (cry)#this chapter is long tho to compensate!
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I hate that i can never find that wiggly squidward dancing gif anywhere
#it could also be a person#but its like. at a club and theyre dancing kinda slow#or is it that ferret thing?#I DOMT FUCKING KNOW BUT I CANT FIND IT!!!!!!!!#le text post#sorry im going mental with boredom i wanna play animal crossing but the shops domt open for another 2 hours 😔😔😔😔
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i just rememberd adhd meds exist and now im upset because i could have that if it wasn't for that freakin neurologyst we went to see that told us it was impossible that i could have adhd because i have good grades in school. literally the ONLY question he asked me and immediately said it was impossible. we spent like 5 minutes there. he could've at least... explained something???? anything?????? and now i'd feel bad about asking my parents to see another neurologist because that costs a lot of money :((
#now im just unable to concentrate on anything and feeling very worthless#ok gonna start rambling here a bit#vent? ->#i'm just not good at anything except drawing. everything is hard and i don't think i'm capable of getting a job and contributing to society#in any way except drawing. my self worth is being held almost entirely by my ability to draw.#but i'm also incredibly slow and unproductive and it's so hard sitting down and starting a drawing and finishing that drawing#drawing is the thing that makes me feel alive and feel good about myself so when i can't draw i just feel really awful#i just wish i could concentrate and work and be productive man. why do i have so much stuff going on in my brain. why is everything so hard#sadge 😔😔#ok gonna try to draw i hope something cool comes out or i'm throwing my computer out the window and playing videogames#oh also another neurologist once told me depression can't be caused by school#i'm pretty sure it can but idk im not a doctor#what is up with these neurologists man#i know it's gonna get better tho. life might suck but i *am* a teenager and it's only gonna go up from here.#im still learning about myself and stuff. also no school next year that's gonna be awesome#don't wanna end on a sad note bc life is good actually#and i'm fucking amazing at drawing
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don't let your eyes wander
#my art#art#utmv#horror#horror sans#blood tw#eyes tw#tw scopophobia#istg my computer was NOT cooperating with me at a l l today Dx#so so slow it was AGONIZING trying to edit this and having all progress lost just cause i moved my mouse a little too fast like!!!#man man man and i'm not even sure if i like the result as much as the previous versions aughhg PAIN#anyways i can't believe how little i draw this man when he's like. my third favorite skeleton ever!!!#seriously both canon AND fanon horrors are my favs he's so!!! interesting >:0#that and i can get pretty experimental with the 'creepy' aspect of his design which is always fun >;)c#i mean blood shouldn't be as relaxing to draw as it is but going wild with textures and blurs and splatters is just too good to resist 😔#anyways lemme know if i should add any more trigger warnings? just in case? i can't think of any more eye related fears hhh#thanks for all the support guys!! have a great day<3333
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HII idk if u write for gun ( lookism ) but would it be alright if I request a gun x reader fluff? That’s all! Ty:))
beauty in you (gun park x reader)
details: fluffy drabble, gender neutral reader written in 2nd pov, general canon au, you and gun are coworkers dating
summary: a silly conversation with kouji makes gun realize you've become a very dear part of his life.
a/n: i do <3!! he's one of my faves to write; thanks for requesting!!
inspired by the last prompt on this post 💖
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"...Really?"
"What?"
Kouji pointed to the headband Gun was currently wearing, the fluffy cat ears on them being a large contrast to his serious demeanor. "If I asked you to wear that, you would've asked me what color I'd want my coffin to be."
"Hm. Really?" Gun smirked out of amusement when the purple haired highschooler gave his arm a light slap.
"Seriously, I've never seen you make so many exceptions for someone before." Kouji huffed and pointed with a thumb at you, which you didn't notice because you were too busy singing with Crystal. "They've really got you wrapped around their finger."
"Please," scoffed Gun, "Is it so strange I enjoy the company of someone? And it's not as if I don't do these things with Goo, either. Just the other day we were at a karaoke like this one."
"Yeah, but you kinda grumble when you agree! With them you just agree right away."
"Your point?"
Kouji let out a deep sigh. "You know what it is? I think they made you soft, at least towards them."
Soft...? Soft?
Never in a million years would Gun ever describe himself with such a word, nor would he imagine someone else would use it in reference to him. Yet at this moment, he could sort of understand why Kouji would say what he did.
He shook his head anyway, turning his attention back to you, adoring your bright smile that even his sunglasses couldn't protect his eyes from as he said, "They made me appreicate something I've yet to experience, that's all. I see no problem with it."
When Kouji made a gagging sound, Gun turned his head back to see him grimacing. "Am I hallucinating? Gun wearing cat ears and saying the most disgustingly cheesy ass thing I've ever heard?"
Gun just chuckled. "Is now a good time to ask what color you would like your coffin?"
"Man..."
[below is extra characterization stuff i started with but then realized i was just rambling instead of writing a story but i liked it enough to keep it]
When others say that beauty was found in people, Gun could agree, but perhaps not in a way one would usually think. For him, it wasn't the kindness or smiles humanity shared that he found beautiful, but physical talent instead--people so skilled, they were on the tip of almost being non-human.
The most flexible gymnast, the fastest swimmer... and most of all, the strongest human; particularly when it came to fighting. Yes, to Gun, there was just something beautiful about the way one could perfectly move themselves to inflict maximum damage, through technique and knowing the right weak spots. Not to mention, knowing there was hard work put behind to maintain such strength and knowledge made it even more beautiful to him.
Of course, there was also talent in itself that fascinated Gun. Anyone could achieve enough through hard work, but not everyone was born with natural talent.
So... why did he find beauty the "normal" way in you? As far as he knew, you couldn't fight, and all you've done was just be yourself. Your personality achieved some sort of dynamic with him where for once he enjoyed the company of someone in a peaceful way. In fact, he wouldn't mind spending the rest of his life with someone like you. It was a strange feeling, but he was sure of it. Emotions weren't too complicated for someone as straightforward as him, after all.
Nonetheless, perhaps he could argue that your talent was making him smile, and for that, he could appreciate the beauty in you; your talent.
#lookism x reader#gun park x reader#requests#a bit of this was inspired by li bringing up in some tags about how gun might be more fun than we think ^_^ <3#ALSO SORRY I DIED FOR A FEW DAYS#i was going on about how i could at least publish love letters/text replies but then that ended up being a lot for me bc my schoolweek-#got busy and i wanted to do sumn other than writing to relax/procrastinating 😭😭😭#my semester is ending tho so hopefully that means assignments slow down and i can work on requests in peace 😔
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BRO mutant mayhem was so fucking good not gonna lie if it wasn’t I was on the path of world destruction, but now that I’ve watched it I put my mass murder note into the archives I’m a different person now I’ve changed 
Raph stole the show for me I loved him so much I swear he was chaos incarnate  and never apologized for it. God bless.  i’ve never been a fan of shipping April with the turtles, but the shipping part wasn’t even bad. Actually, I think this movie did the shipping of the turtle so well compared to the shit we’ve gotten in the past. just such a fun time fun story and just all the love they went into the movie was amazing long live TMNT
#tmnt mm#mutant mayham#it was so cool#The art direction in style was god tier#The humor hit like it was never too much. It was always funny.#The pacing was amazing. You never felt like it was going too fast or too slow you always were on point.#Leonardo getting bullied through the whole movie was the funniest shit. How are you going to be the oldest sibling and still get#lil bro treatment#couldn’t be me#also Leo’s end game fit take that shit off#they colonized him 😔#pastries babbles💌
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Man, sparring with swords irl has kinda ruined videogames for me somewhat
Shoutout to the game I'm watching rn where the basic longsword chain is something even I can do in real life with my claymore much faster than John Videogames can with a notably smaller weapon
This shit sucks I wish I could like things again
#My source is that I literally did it just now because I wanted to make sure I wasn't being a liar#and I wasn't even trying to go fast I was being careful not to knock over anything in my room#but the point is NOT to gloat and say I'm some kinda master of the blade or some shit#I'm really not my technique is nothing special at ALL#I have like#a rudimentary knowledge of swordplay AT BEST#I'm saying that my irl experience with swords has ruined my immersion because I know how long they take to swing and it is NOT that slow 😔#pun's text posts
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Enoch: *yells out a car window at a child* hey kid you want some candy!?
Horace: *at the same exact time* imsosorryimsosorryimsosorry
#incorrect mphfpc quotes#source: some random car that didn’t slow down at all btw#and it was going pretty fast too#mphfpc#enoch o'connor#horace somnusson#all I wanted was to go on a walk in peace😔#it was super funny tbh
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just deleted two years of history on my web novel browser 😔
I hope I don't regret this
#i never delete my history so I can easily look up a novel I read before but only remember one or two words from the title#but alas my browser was really slowing down a lot#it is time to let go 😔#miyamiwu.src
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please look at how cute chiyo is in this game bc i am so very not normal about it 😭 it’s one of the reasons this game has me brain rotting so much… gimme character customization and i’m there
#she’s so cute and i’m weeping about it still#i’m trying to decide how her verse will go? we’ll see once i’m more caught up with the story bc i’m halfway through the main stuff i think#there’s the separate chapters where sylus shows up and i paused on those bc i realized it jumped forward in the story#and i didn’t want anymore spoilers uvu#as far as characters i might write from this game… maybe xavier and rafayel… lil buddies babies i wanna squish ‘em#alright i’ll be normal now i prommy 😔#asdfgh i’m stuck on mobile for now and hopefully it continues to be slow at work bc i’m cramping!! so bad!!#and i really wanna brainstorm some things for later 👀#get ready to ramble | ooc
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