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Hell hell hell hell hell hell everything is falling apart
#late to work#ruined a friendship#slept with a different friend#there’s a feral kitten in the bathroom#my cat is immunocompromised#our gecko died#we found a puppy#it doesn’t have a microchip#I’m doing the work of two managers#with a client#not in the office#and so much more#my life is falling apart#it’s not even noon
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DP×DC Prompt
Love the idea of Danny being a horror movie child.
Like he somehow ends up with a non-supernatural DC family, be it the Kent's or the Batfam, and kind of just....is vaguely unsettling at first.
He stares into dark corners laughs at jokes only he hears. Tells random people things no one else should know.
And, used to weird, his new family let's it slide. Then they start seeing things. His shadow is bigger than it should be. Multiple eyes appear in the dark, watching them. Whispers fill the halls at night.
It's driving some crazy as they can SWEAR that when Danny gets mad they hear the screams of the damned.
Meanwhile Danny is chilling with his bodygaurd Fright Knight and is happy to have visits from his former rogues who make sure to check in on him as he's going through a rough patch in his life and, as a young ghost, is very susceptible to drastic changes.
#Theyre in two completely different genres#The new fam: horror mystery#danny: coming of age found family#like if its the batfam;#tim: theres SOMETHING HAPPENING. i havent slept in days#Duke: the shadows are alive and theyre Angry#Danny: :D wow im so happy to have friends who love and support me#Fright Knight: *unintelligible screams of horror* :] happy to be of service my lord#dc x dp#dp x dc#dpxdc#dcxdp#my post
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I don't understand people who say that Gwen and Miles don't have to end up together just because they're a girl and a boy and how a girl and a boy can be just friends but at the same time those people claim that Gwen and Hobie most likely slept together when she stayed over just because they're...you know...a girl and boy, and that a girl and a boy can't be just friends...
#also when they believe that someone who's afraid of human touch like gwen who couldn't stop thinking about miles most likely slept with#someone else?????#while she was longing for a whole different guy#and that hobie wouldn't help a homeless girl unless she sleeps with him#and y'all call yourselves fans who totally understand the movie lol#gwen stacy#hobie brown#miles morales#spider punk#spider man#spider woman#ghost spider#spider gwen#spider man across the spider verse#across the spiderverse#Spiderverse#also i forgot to mention that she's only sixteen and the last thing i needed when i had problems like her in that age was sex#her whole character arc was about making friends not doing strangers
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in terms of kelbrey being a middle aged married couple I think they'd sleep in seperate rooms. Not because of an argument or anything! It's just Kel snores like a bear and Aubrey won't stop kicking him, nor their stuffed animals onto the floor by accident
#this is based on my ex friend's parents who slept on different floors of the house and wer (to this day) the healthiest couple i've ever met#omori#omori kelbrey#omori kel#omori aubrey#omori headcanon
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controversial opinion, but i don’t care if you like my fic and don’t reblog it. i don’t care if you read and don’t leave a comment. do i like seeing and getting those things? absolutely yes, I love them. I love attention. but once a fic is posted, it is completely out of my hands how people respond to it. i don’t want to tie myself into knots over “engagement”, and i don’t like guilt tripping or asking that people give me something in return for posting a fic. i’ve written it, i want to share it with you. that’s my contribution and what i really want are genuine reactions and people taking it in good faith, which means that sometimes nobody has anything to say. and that’s okay.
anyway you never have to reblog my stuff. you never have to comment. you can lurk forever and say nothing to me and i will just be happy to know that your eyes were on it, because that’s why i post. i’m going to keep writing regardless
#.txt#I’ve lost my filter due to being unmitigatedly insane and having slept for maybe 3 hours#and i get that this is way easier said than done but i do not like who i am when i worry about stats and responses. I much prefer writing#what I want and honestly I know that some of my best writing on ao3 has the fewest kudos and some of my worst has the most. it’s completely#different because I know what’s good and what I’m happy with and if you write just for external motivation you will burn out and be sad.#because I did. it happened to me. I love the attention and talking and making friends but that’s not the main reason I write
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I groaned at the writing of the 19 year old with too many ideals and not enough life experience, but there's a perspective shift in episode 3, so when we see her again, she's not a cringy character anymore
#douglas is cancelled#a decent show but you have to watch all four episodes to judge#that's why i binged it#i was scared to watch it - i watched for karen and alex - but i had hopes it would turn out well#there is a lot in the first two episodes told from the perspective of the people in power#they're like ugh what's a microagression#and the second two episodes fill in all the blanks#and we see madeline's perspective#and it's a different show#the first two episodes make it clear that douglas is a sexist guy#it's pretty constant#but he's the protagonist as well (or so it seems)#spoiler warning ahead#then it switches to madeline's story and we're watching a horror movie unfold#about a woman who follows her childhood idol into journalism#and he basically tells her its worth it to sleep with the boss to get a job#even revealing he assumed she slept with the boss because she looked terrified in the hotel room#he knew that if it had happened she had been taken advantage of#and he made constant jokes about her sleeping her way to the top even though he knew she wasn't instigating it#she gets this man to say he's her best friend and yet he's making these jokes#and so she takes them down#kind of a bittersweet ending#for a few reasons#I think the show could have been an episode longer to delve into more#I'd like to see more of the wife and daughter post reveal#but at the same time the pacing of the last two episodes was good
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Heading home from embassytown
#they will permit me to leave the country but only after making me feel appropriately like an irresponsible citizen#i am so fucking tired. watching sexy gunviolence to stay awake. and because its the only thing i have downloaded#now i just need to get to a different country and catch two planes#i have not slept#i am too old to sleep on a friends broken couch successfully it seems#despite the embassy employee who didn't know whether to give me the form for over eighteens or under eighteens#sir i appreciate it's hard but im in my thirties#um. my art#and mostly ramblings good god this man gts hit by a lot of cars
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screaming into the void <3
#my best friends boyfriend (who i’ve also been friends with for years) is just. not himself rn#we think it’s a manic episode but we don’t really know but it’s. terrifying lowkey#he thinks he’s genuinely jesus and that he’s conquered time and that he and my bsf are adam and eve#he’s been sending my bsf liek hundreds of texts per day since tuesday but it got really really bad and incoherent yesterday#and i woke up this morning to see multiple texts from gcs he created w me in them#and he keeps being like ‘because it’s 6:20 this is true’ and like ‘i know that at 9 pm everyone is gonna understand’#and he’ll text like 5 times then send a sc of what he just texted like that proves something but it’s all nonsense#i’m just really really concerned cause he really needs help but i don’t know how to ensure that happens cause he’s 19. not a minor#he’s just. not him rn. he’s called my bsf multiple times yesterday when he HATES calling normally#he had his band and his mom over in his apartment yesterday cause my bsf called his mom and h went to his bands show but was visibly not ok#and he saw nothing weird about it even tho he hates having ppl over normally and never without warning#and you can’t get him to see logic because everything you say he just twists around to work for him#to be clear it was not this bad when it started. when it started it seemed like normally maybe slightly out there conclusions he was drawing#but it just got worse and worse like exponential decay and really bad yesterday#he also didn’t sleep at all yesterday night and idk if he slept tonight#i know his mom took his phone at one point but he texted me and gcs w me in it starting at like 6:20 this morning#and my bsf and i and friends are on a trip out of state rn but we’re leaving today and i don’t wanna wake her up until i have to because#this is literally hell for her. but it’s just. scary. i don’t know what to do. i don’t think there’s any good options really for me rn#i want to warn ppl and try to explain he’s Not Him rn so they don’t get concerned but who knows if they’ll understand what i’m trying to say#i know it’s not the end of the world but it really feels like the end of my world as i know it if that makes sense#and my bsf lives with him in an apartment near their college and they just signed the lease for the next year#but she can’t stay there with him alone. not until he gets help. we’re all too scared it’s going in the directon where he thinks it’s better#for ppl to go to the afterlife. which like he never would normally. but he’s Not Him and so like. who knows#he keeps talking about all these different dimensions and how you need to travel to the 7th dimension to understand#my bsf was crying yesterday and she called her mom to explain and she keeps saying that she just wants her jake back it’s really scary#cause he will probably never be the same again. he’ll be similar but different but she wants his comfort but he’s Not Him. and can’t give it#i just. really want this to get better but it’s so hard to see that happening rn
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Friends I love you friends
#I’ve been very happy tonight#but nearly all of my friends are sleeping now… sob……#tumblr friends in different time zones a go!!#It’s six am here and#I haven’t slept#my eyes have turned off shaders#my brain custom content folder is corrupt
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kind of annoys me sometimes how I can happily listen to my roommate explain the entire plot of whatever she's currently into but when it comes to my interests she can only listen for a few mins before wordlessly walking out of the room
#ive only slept 4 hours and its a sunday so im probably just cranky and getting irrationally annoyed idk.#but i wanted to talk abt revenant gun bc im enjoying it and havent gotten to discuss it w anyone :-(#i dont wanna post on here bc i dont wanna see spoilers and i dont have anything to say that other fans would find particularly interesting#ik half the arcs of the veilguard characters despite the fact ill never play it bc i like listening to her + hearing her opinions#but damn i guess she doesnt gaf shes got better things to do. im not being fair i get we jusr socialise differently n thats fine.#and ik its not true but sometimes i feel like she doesnt like being around me very much bc shes always halfway out the door#and she doesnt suggest we watch shit together anymore n has turned me down the last few times ive suggested it#but ik shes doing shit w other ppl shes always calling n playing games n stuff w other friends so well maybe its a little true#and she acts so strange around me sometimes like she'll move to the other side of the room if i go open the fridge or whatever#like damn girl im not gonna fucking bite u. whats up with the constant 5ft distance. bc u dont ever do that with other friends just me.#and then it pisses me off when it sort of comes up as a side thing to smth else bc it ONLY ever comes up around other ppl she'll never#bring it up directly with me and she'll blame it on me as if we havent had this conversation multiple times where ive explained exactly#why im weird abt shit sometimes and where my boundaries are and what i would like and then nothing at all changes#like last time she brought it up around another friend she was like oh well we can hug more if u want like no we fucking cant bc u act#like we're magnetically repulsed u hate me being in ur space and only tolerate it when we're around other ppl which is why it makes ME#uncomfortable when she does try to be physically affectionate or whatever bc she 100% exclusively does it in front of others#like man u dont have to put on a fucking performance??? or even worse do it just bc u feel guilty abt leaving me out i hate being pitied#even if ik i very obviously do get hurt at being left out. but thats my problem man i would never fuck w someone elses boundaries#i hate hate hate when ppl have inconsistent conditional boundaries and never communicate what the fucking conditions are so theyre#constantly moving the benchposts around and acting unpredictably like how am i supposed to know where they are!!!!!! please#snd then so embarrassing to pointedly say its bc of MY behaviour in front of someone else like oh ok. u couldnt have told me this before.#in private so we could actually communicatr. sorry this has gotten so off track im feeling so gross this morning and everything is#frustrating me im so tired i feel nauseous ughhhh#okay well anyway. got my list of tasks lets just focus on this shit instead before i spend yet another sunday miserably ruminating#.vent#im not actually mad at her or anything like i said we just socialise differently we have different incompatible flavours of autism#and thats not her fault but its just so frustrating that we cant seem to communicate very well. i think im allowed to be frustrated#anyway yeah sorry im leaving it im leaving it. i should go polish my boots before i shower
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God I am fucking pathetic...
My friend: has explicitly turned me down, twice (long story), and I was like "ya yk what I think I'm finally over her, I don't need to think about this again"
*is fine for like month*
Then:
*One particularly lovely phonecall with her and two cute selfies from her in the groupchat later*
"god fucking damn it"
#post#personal#void#relationships#sapphic yearning#poly yearning#it has been over a year and a half now#this stupid one sided crush is older than my second longest relationship#and for whatever fucking reason I just can't let go#my brain is just like:#I like hearing her yap#she likes hearing me yap#she is pretty#she is poly#she is gay#she is already one of my best friends#she thinks I am hot#enough so to have even *sorta* slept with me?? (also a long story- I will not elaborate)#so obviously in crush logic: all of these criteria are rare and special enough that we can just disregard all the reasons this does not work#just don't need to think about how she lives in a different country rn#or that she seems a little emotionally unstable sometimes (not that I'm much better ://)#or quite crucially: that SHES NOT FUCKING INTERESTED. EXPLICITLY SO.#god what fhe fuck is wrong with me#why do I crush on my friends so fucking easily and so goddamn intensely#how do I override this setting#i am so fucking gay I need help
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Omg im so bored but theres nothing else to do at 9:30 pm and i dont wanna binge watch anything cus i cant handle being an ipad baby. Help 🫥
#what to do.... ://#i dont have any other device available aside from my phone#stardews too boring minecrafts too taxing dawnlands is boring also#tumblrs pretty dead pinterest is kinda boring and i dont wanna see a lot of AI shit i dont like scrolling too much in reddit#WHAT ELSE IS THERE TO DO#cant sleep cus i slept all day cant read fanfics and watch too much youtube cus my eyes hurt and my attention span is 20 seconds max#i wanna chat with people but my friends are all in different timezones#omegle gets borig real quick#i could draw but i want colors and my markers suck... ahghhggggggggg#txt
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Oh god just had a fucking flashback to a friend trying to pressure me into sexual activity when we were literally ten because they were curious about sex jesus fucking lord above. Face in my fucking hands I have never hated my life more than right now
#neg#vent#cocsa tw#csa tw#i kept saying i didn't want to do it and they kept telling me we had to do *something* sexual. we had to#i felt so fucking violated even though we never did because eventually my insistence got them to back down#we were ten. TEN#i repressed that memory for fucking YEARS to stay friends with them#but when i slept over sometimes i'd stay up late and then sleep on the floor in a different room#because i didn't want that sense of violation to go any further#so yeah. i think im gonna throw up 😁#at least that time my insistence i didn't want to do anything led to the person who did backing down. wasn't always so lucky.#but fucking christ man. that was my best friend. for YEARS.#and after finally starting to get over our separation i get hit with a fucking flashback#that reminds me that even to THEM i was only a sex object as a child!
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the truth is i actually get so insanely jealous
#not even ab christmas gifts and stuff its likr#idk obvi its christmas ppl will post their hauls but its like damn? more than 3 items person??#every year i get a pair of pjs and something practical. not that im complaining because its shit i use but#we dont make gift lists. we arent asked and arent allowed to want stuff so idk how to ask for it. then ppl ik have 30 plus items of junk an#i donr care ab presents because im a hoarder who doesnt use my shit but they have families who know of their interests#who talk to them everyday and go out of their way to converse. i don't even know my brothers fav color. my mother doesnt know my fav food.#me and my grandma say at most 6 words a day cuz of a language barrier and my father is a baby who doesnt reach out first#i eent to a friends house 2 dsys ago snd the whole family was chatting and the house was so lively and homey#then i go home and nobody says a word to each other. idk what code everyone has that im missing but oh my god im so jealous#im jealous of their relationships their freedom their partners the amount they spend their friendships their personalities#i want to be like them. i want to be them. but im me and the most i said to mom on christmas day was merry Christmas. then get yelled at#l speaks#shut up l#ranting in the tags because i can#its like god took his time making their lives as close to perfect as possible then went to me and was like ehh#he made me odd and offputting enough to make me different then made me 'normal' enough to not raise any flags#then put me in the most virtually normal home environment that at its core is fucked#but idk. its 5 am i havent slept in 2 days merry Christmas happy new year.#posts that couldve gone in the notes app
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got way more drunk than i meant to 😐 how is it possible to be 24 and still not know my limits
#iy just changes so much depending on how much you ate or slept the night before#and i've been too chicken shit to tell my friends i want to get sober#i'm just so scared#i don't want them to treat me different or stop inviting me to things#i can handle alcohol being around me i just dont want to drink it anymore#but im scared because my best friend in the whole world is also going through the same thign#*thing#but i don't think she's at the same place as i am#and i'm so scared she'll choose alcohol over me. because i fucking get it. i really do#and i'm just terrified#sorry i'm ranting#god i don't even have fun getting drunk anymore i just get so fucking sad#i wish i could be normal i wish my best friend could be normal i wish we could all drink on special occasions and not a day more#i wish so badly that we didn't have to worry about our drinking being a problem#i just wish we could have fun and not think about anything else#SORRY i'm still ranting
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please just let me have my groceries and go to sleep 🙃
#I was talking with a friend until past 3 am bc he's now in a waaay different timezone and then couldn't fall asleep so I slept like 4 hrs#and I've been absolutely dead the whole day#I just want to Collapse at this point#aneta talks
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