#skullyohh

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Who has a face like smarty does?

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Happy little Vegemite

I have a day off today. I’m going to tidy and do all my washing! When I’m finished I will give myself a hair treatment and play some video games <3

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Saw STRAY KIDS in Melbourne!!

Amazing, magical! Stray kids everywhere all around the world

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Forgot to mention I went to D2 of Harry Styles LOT in Melb!

Again amazing! Got a little pissy on the drinks tho

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I went to Harry Styles Aus Melb Concert

It was amazing! He was amazing! I had so much fun <3

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I’m back!! went to amazing bookstore and sat and read for 2 hours at the beach <3

Home now and did a little spell!

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Being in a mid distance relationship is harder than I thought. I love him and wish I could see him more often.

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Aurora was beautiful. My beautiful bestie invited me to join her and so glad I did.

Had a wonderful cry to her voice

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If you were magically turned into an inanimate object then what would you be?

I would like to be an egg or a rock!

It sounds relaxing to be a rock, sitting and doing nothing. I’m not sure why Id wanna be an egg, just sounds interesting

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are we back in the same situation again? where I cry myself to sleep and hope I get a text back

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I am a bit sad rn. I’m not entirely sure why. I think I miss him. I know he’s tired and he works hard but I think I’m upset bc I feel like he’s pushing me away again.

I’ve been thinking about all out past problems again. Like I’m only around for his amusement and he doesn’t want any future with me. I don’t know.

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Just because he makes me happy doesn’t mean I’m okay mentally. He makes me happy but I’m still sad.

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he really doesn’t intent to do anything he promised

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The only social media site I’m using for a while is tumblr. I’m having a little detox from everything else. I feel so insecure, lonely, ugly and unlovable.

I try to tell those closest to me but they offer little advice or comfort.

I’m going to see a good friend tomorrow. I’m looking forward to it, she’s amazing. I know I’ll feel better after spending the day with her.

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I’ve been feeling really ugly, unwanted and gross lately. I’ve been comparing myself to others both online and irl. I’ve seen the girls he follows and likes on social media and the comment friends and family have made (I don’t think they realise the impact.)

I just want to be pretty and funny and smart. I use to be so full of confidence but now I don’t like what I see.

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im trying to figure out what to get my love for Valentine’s Day! Im thinking of doing a painting of his favourite pokemon… maybe a pin and a handmade card!