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adhd is when you shoot for the moon but you forgot the rocket fuel and by the time you realize it everyones already on the moon and then you panic and crash into the sun and it explodes
#my meds stopped working and i didnt know thats something that can fucking happen apparently???#like i knew eventually my body can get used to medicine that the effect kind of dulls but for some reason this time around i thought#that my body just decided to become lazier since the meds were already working anyway. cuz thats the thing as soon as smth is made#easier for me even if its the thing thats supposed to make the disability less disabling i get too relaxed and end up fucking up anyway#so i assumed my fucking cells worked the same way LMAO. they still technically work like i can feel my energy spike when it kicks in#but everything else like focus and memory went down and i thought oh so its just a me problem then. my habits are getting worse#even though ive been doing everything the same like setting reminders checking my schedule. hell ive been setting MORE reminders#to make up for the memory thing and i didnt even realize i just knew i had to compensate since it feels like my memory is getting#worse again. and i only figured this out bc my brother showed me an icecreamsandwich video with him talking about the EXACT FUCKING#THING IM GOING THRU WORD FOR WORD#i have to bring this up with my doctor next week so maybe i have to take different meds. i wonder if this will be a recurring thing#i guess one thing that hasnt changed is that im still slow as hell and stuff only comes to me 5 hours after the fact#its 6 in the morning and i only JUST realized that the word froyo is probably short for frozen yogurt#yapping#adhd
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had a realization bear WITH me for the angst of it all-
i saw someone mention that hoyoverse has been keeping Sethos oddly relevant ever since he came out. obviously this made me realize, huh, yeah, they've brought him up a lot. his first appearance, the sabzeruz, wanderer's b-day art, and now he's gonna get a pose in the imaginarium theatre's next update. i honestly don't remember them keeping a 4-star relevant for this long.
which, y'know, obviously this would imply that hoyoverse has plans. which is when it hit me.
Sethos losing his piece of godly power mirrors Wanderer losing the electro gnosis. we all know this.
the next place we're going to is Nod-Krai, and we've been told that's Dottore's main base. Dottore specifically did a lot of experiments with dead god remains and all that- i will admit, i'm not an expert on this area, but like,
is. it not. really similar to what Sethos and Cyno got. is that not something Dottore would be interested in.
not to mention Sethos has like. a whole bunch of secret information that's been hidden from the rest of the world for an extended period of time.
am i crazy? am i insane? would they really make Wanderer get involved in the Nod-Krai arc by having Dottore/Dottore's men attack the Temple of Silence? or more specifically attack/kidnap Sethos??? i feel nuts. i feel insane. someone talk some sense into me-
#genshin impact#sethos#Wanderer's been having such GREAT character development and i love it#but no character development/healing journey is complete without at least ONE relapse#i mean like since Dottore doesn't know about Wanderer anymore-#if he was trying to do something like put a whole dead god's soul into a human#Sethos would be a good pick for that!! he kinda already had that going on!!#and he gave it away which means there's Space!!#i feel crazy i need to dive into the ocean#if they can put Childe in Fontaine they can put Wanderer in Nod-Krai#ALSO SPEAKING OF CHILDE APPEARING IN FONTAINE IT'D BE A PATTERN#childe was majorly relevant in liyue. two nations later (inazuma and sumeru) he shows up in fontaine#wanderer was majorly relevant in sumeru two nations later (fontaine and natlan) he shows up in nod-krai#IT'D MAKE SENSE. ITS A PATTERN.#THINGS IN GENSHIN HAPPEN IN THREES#technically Dottore showing up in Nod-Krai also fills that pattern... but he's not playable so im not counting him here
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revealing these "most deployed" stats had me laughing so much. can you Guess. can you Guess who my favorite character is
#hsr#aventurine#hsr anniversary#like. firefly is out here at JUUUUUST barely more than HALF my aventurine deployments#TECHNICALLY SPEAKING the square in July's slot is Robin and not Aventurine#HOWEVER i added up the monthly stats PLUS the stats from the other game modes#(divergent universe/memory of chaos/pure fiction/apocalyptic shadow— all of which my top deployed was aventurine except that last one)#((apocalyptic shadow reported Firefly. but I used the same number anyway since i figure they just tied))#and the total sum was 2829 . so there's still one missing aventurine deployment floating around in some other game mode somewhere i guess???#or im just bad at addition. anyway it seems likely that for both July 2024 and apocalyptic shadow. i just happened to use robin/firefly#at a rate EQUAL to aventurine. (ive never taken him out of my team since i pulled him so. yeah that checks out.)#he was ALSO the support that other people used the most. with 1130 assists. makes sense cause he and moze are my only fully leveled chars#and most people have better dps characters than my moze already#anyway. playing that anniversary event like oops!! all aventurine!! (in a tone that conveys this was not an accident)#i love his character AND i love shield + follow up attack playstyle...... why would i ever NOT put him on my team.........#also yeah no remembrance characters cause im just lingering in penacony waiting for them to bring aventurine back.#the new region seems pretty ok but like there's no aventurine in there........... what am i supposed to do without aventurine.......#(but then again that's also what i said before i played the xianzhou quest and got obsessed with the yaoqing trio. and now moze's my pfp)#dragging me kicking and screaming into a new aventurineless questline except once i get there I'm having a great time.....#ok ramble over thanks for reading.#my posts#honkai star rail
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Poorest Little Meow Meow - Loser's Bracket Round 9: Kenta (Pit Babe) vs Zongzheng Huaien (Meet You at the Blossom)


[Submitted Reasons Under Cut]
Kenta: Morally questionable: Kenta participated in human trafficking, attempted to murder his first love, kidnapped his brother, convinced multiple people to sabotage Babe’s car on separate occasions, killed his own father Pathetic and or pitiful: Kenta’s tits are so big because they’re full of angst. Did he enjoy any of his crimes? No, but he did them anyways because he had been groomed into a tool from a young age. Was not given the privilege to leave the house as a child. Had a tragic unfulfilled love. Physically and emotionally abused by his father repeatedly throughout the show. Cries in the bathroom when no one is looking. Referred to as a dog by multiple people. Gets on his knees and begs for his father’s forgiveness for not being evil enough, but still gets stepped on and told he was never seen as a son. Saves the heroes of the story and ends up alone and discarded at the end.
Zongzheng Huaien: This feral cat went from pushing his excitable puppy boyfriend away to nearly razing a brothel to the ground because his beloved was there. He got his poor naive boyfriend to agree to forgive him for any misdeed, then promptly knocked him out, kidnapped his adopted sister, got him and his parents arrested and nearly executed, enabled a spiteful frenemy to torture said boyfriend and hit him with a curse so devastating it is literally killing him from the inside out, then shows up wearing the jewelry he pretended to hate when it was given to him expecting to kiss and be loveydovey. He has said that he will have Xiao Bao no matter what, willing or no, and he will torch the earth otherwise. He is a beautiful idiot who was abused by the man who brought him up and never knew love; now that he has fallen ass over teakettle in love he is going to make it everyone else’s problem. I love him so much.
#bl bracket#bl drama#bl shows#kenta#kenta pit babe#pit babe#pit babe the series#zongzheng huaien#meet you at the blossom#myatb#lb round 9#meow meow 2#this is technically a rematch since they competed in the main bracket already#but that's how it ended up happening again lol
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can someone tell me how to keep going if your hardwork does pay off but you don't feel anything when you achieve your goal just relief and numb again
#ive been having a bad week again since the exam ugh😭#im really really REALLY trying to study but a little head in my voice keeps saying what is even the point of working so hard#which is soooo ridiculous because it's bc i worked so hard that i got great marks#but like. i didn't feel happy like i thought would. i just felt like 'oh. okay. cool'#and then i just. didn't even have anyone around me to celebrate with#which is idk kinda dumb i guess it's just an online exam#but like see. there are technically total 8 exams to become. um to get my degree#and i just cleared 1 of them#like that was a full 100 marks paper i studied for of that level and i did it#ive just never done this before not since this course ive always scored JUST above passing (not counting the times#i literally failed twice lol)#so yeah anyway it is big for me. but why doesn't it feel like anything 😭😭😭#and why hasn't this motivated me to work harder😭😭😭#idk i thought i had gotten over the 'just do it. just do it!!! just. do. it.' phase i was getting so many things done#but it feels back to square one now#man that book about habits was so right don't have goals have habits because when you do achieve your goal#you'll be like well now what? and slip right back into bad habits again#that's exactly what happened#i used to think lol achieve my goal that's never gonna happen im a shit person and a failure#but like what the hell!!! i did!!! so now what😭😭😭#i think i need a hug#but ive never really hugged anyone except one person and she's 4 years away now#i think i need. my dad to tell me he's proud of me. but he's already forgotten about it so that's not gonna happen#man the day i stop craving external validation. it's over for yall#ugh yuck i used to hate the word validation it always sounded so desperate and needy and pathetic. guess it was just#another form of self loathing lol#im not even sad im like genuinely asking. im trying to solve it like a math problem. like does anyone have the answer
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Man I'm already disappointed to be working in the business field anyway but if it's going to mean mass corporate layoffs every 1-2 years as a standard practice then I might just disappear into the mountains
#losing all of my coworkers AGAIN. after just losing all of my last team this same time last year#like i just settled in with this new team. i only even officially moved over here like... maybe 6 months ago?#after floating in limbo without a team for the previous 6 months#and now im losing all of this team too#and if things go the way theyre looking it seems like i wont even have an established new team to move to?#like ill just be the last one standing on this team again. but instead of taking over what i could from my old team and carrying it with me#ill be the only one left on our fucking tech operations team with no idea how any of the stuff my coworkers are in charge of works#gonna have a brand new boss probably from outside the company probably expecting me to fill them in on what we do#and ill be like lol i dont fucking know chief. we're gonna have to figure it out together#once again i am remaining here essentially ONLY on a technicality#last time it was bc i had been moved under my boss's boss for a special project right before my team got shut down#this time its bc i happen to already live near the home office despite being wfh#who knows what will happen next year. im just flying by the seat of my pants here ig#i just hope i can at least finish my degree first so i can have a better chance of finding a job in the future if anything happens#i was thinking about lowering my course load bc im getting burnt out but uh#with 3 courses per semester and an additional course wach summer itll already take me until 2027 to graduate#so. not trying to push it much further than that. especially since my job is the one paying my tuition#rambling
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"and you.. who are you?" ( for my boy @homelander-rp-blog for any of your muses! for apocalypse au! )
Six months ago, during the war, Gaya fell and broke. Shot in the stomach, ejected through a window that cracked open, twenty floors high. Her spine shattered, her left arm snapped like glass, and her iliac wings were pulverized. She bled out on the pavement, dead. Technology had advanced in this new chapter of the world, enough to piece her body back together, enough to merge flesh with steel and thread her nerves through circuits. Her left arm and her spine were fully replaced, bionic. Neural pathways were rerouted through a matrix of living code. Her body healed, but she was no longer just human. Half a woman, half a machine. That same technology is what tore the world apart. It began in secrecy, in government labs chasing transcendence, trying to rewrite the limits of the human condition. But the secret didn’t stay buried. Titan, a terrorist syndicate with no face and endless reach, stole the research before the government could even lie about it. By the time Titan was found, it was too late. They were out for blood, and they got it. Gaya always believed humans shouldn’t play God and she was right. Sadly, she still failed to stop what came next. The war that followed wasn’t just civil, it was apocalyptic. Titan’s stolen tech created HumanAIs, hybrids built for war, programmed to kill who inevitably start killing regular humans. What started as a silent war became a global one, spiraling out of control. Now, what's left of humanity hides. Scattered. Starving. The cities belong to the HumanAIs who operate for Titan, soulless, and ruthless. The rest of the world is a crumbling wasteland of rusted skeletons and toxic air. Humans live in exile, in otarcy, a kind of existence where survival is a full-time job and trust is extinct. Many wander the red deserts, where wind doesn’t blow and the sky forgets to rain. Gaya hasn’t awakened yet from her recovery and surgery, she still lies in a bed made of glass, intubated, in a room that’s kept hidden. A room watched over by Kaeleena.
Kaeleena stands like a ghost wrapped in ivory, a vision so pristine it feels offensive. Her dress is immaculate, the color of untouched snow, stitched from something too soft to be real, yet too perfect to be fabric. It clings and drapes with eerie fluidity, a high-collared robe that splits open like a ceremonial blade down the front, revealing thin bands of gold coiled along her ribs. Ornamental and useless, like jewelry meant for gods. Her feet are bare. Clean. Silent. She moves like she’s never touched the ground. The room she inhabits is an aberration in this post-collapse world. A sanctum of impossible luxury carved into the bones of Titan's supremacy. Glass walls rise around her like cathedral windows, refracting artificial light into dancing gold across the marbled floor. A single desk dominates the room, sleek and angular. Behind her, a massive screen displays with schematics, pulse maps, surveillance grids, and living files. One of them is labeled simply: Gayane. Cables slither from the ceiling like lazy serpents, some plugged into her desk, others drifting, whispering data and venom. The air smells of antiseptic and something older, like ozone or blood. Kaeleena leans against the edge of the desk, absurdly at ease in this sanctuary of horrors. Her eyes are pale, too pale to be fully human anymore. She was once, like all of them. When she smiles, it is with the slow satisfaction of someone who has already won. Her presence is cold. Where Gaya burned, Kaeleena freezes. She doesn’t need horns or claws. Her power is in her poise, her intelligence, and the certainty that she knows everything. Every path, every death, every betrayal. She watches John with the look of someone who already knows how the story ends. He is being escorted, not dragged or restrained, merely shadowed by the men who guard Titan’s inner sanctum. She has been expecting him. When he enters, she smiles, the curve of her lips dangerous. He asks who she is. Even if she would love to kill him, she doesn’t. Not yet. For the love of the game. “I do wonder,” she says, voice smooth as oil over glass, “if Gayane ever spoke of me, darling. I sincerely hope she did. If not... I shall be very disappointed. And I do not wear disappointment well.” They look exactly alike, Gaya and Kaeleena. Same eyes, same bone structure. But where Gaya kept the storm in her dark hair, Kaeleena bleached hers into light, so pale, almost white. Their auras, however, could not be more different. Gaya was the flame. Kaeleena, the frost.
“Who am I?” she repeats, stepping closer. Her voice is steel. “I am the villain in your precious narrative, John. Welcome to Titan. Our empire is sacred, and I…” She smiles again, this time with teeth, deranged and proud. “I am its High Priestess.” She knows exactly how far he’s come. Crossed the red deserts. Walked through cities infested with soulless machines. All for her. “Don’t tell me,” she purrs, circling him now, like the serpent in Eden, “you came all this way simply to meet your sister-in-law.” Her tone turns mocking, cruel in its sweetness. “What is it, then? Have you come to steal my beloved Gayane away from me… instead?” She leans in, eyes wide with exaggerated sorrow, a hand drifting to rest against her heart, as though to calm some violent flutter within. “I have peered into her mind, you know. I have seen the two of you, watched those fivelong years unfold like pages in a sickeningly intimate little novel. The investigations, the dates, the whispered conspiracies, the moments where death breathed down your necks and you clung to each other like lifelines. And then, of course, the sweet, sweet love-making. I love yous in Missionary aren't as cute as you think they are.” Her lips curl with disdain, like the very memory leaves a taste of ash on her tongue. Psychotic and jealous? “She loves you. More than she ever loved me. Can you fathom that?” A low, brittle laugh slips from her throat, somewhere between a sob and a knife dragged across silk. She's deranged. “It shattered me,” she says softly, with a tragic little tilt of her head. “I’m terribly sensitive.” Then, just as quickly, her gaze turns. The softness evaporates, replaced by something cold and merciless, something that cuts. “So tell me, John,” she murmurs, voice tightening. “Do you want her back… or not?” She steps back, just slightly, her hands clasping behind her back, posture impeccable, like a queen awaiting terms of surrender. “Because I am not above bargaining and I always enjoy a good negotiation. That's how we can get to know each other.”
#♱ kaeleena libitina lockwood — the white swan.#♱ kaeleena libitina lockwood — interactions.#:))))))#THANK YOU I LOVE SURPRISE ASKS I LOVE I#Okkkk so I wanted to reply with Gaya but Idk Kaeleena just came out heh since you said Any of the muses ;)#I kind of put the apocalypse AU as the future heh#Technically made it happening 5 years after our Past thread idk it can be less#So in between I imagine Gaya and John falling for each other for reals and <3 being together <3 Until the day it all unfolds with Titan and#SHE DIES#But resurected half machine by Kaeleena - her diabolical twin sister who has behind Titan all this time#DUN DUN DUN I GUESS#I can imagine future threads with Gaya waking up and them finally ending things with THE BAD GUYS even if the world's already wrecked so#yeah apocalyptical#but also I can imagine past threads that lead to all this hehehe#ALSO it's apocalyptic/cyberpunkish when i think about it#Cyberpunkish when they're in the cities dominated by Titan vs. Apocalyotic when they're in the red deserts inhabited by the humans#I'm giving Dystopia Divergent mixed with Twelve Mondays for the Vibes#SInce u liked the post about one ending the world the other is trying to save i thought maybe you'd like this heh.. hope u do !
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"my education is my highest priority" everything returns to vocaloid
#delete later#shitpost#vocaloid#?? idk i might keep it up. yes ik turning off rbs is a thing now technically but i always keep forgetting and also naaaah.#i might go edit proper tags in later just bc i dont this to show up in main pages but i needdddddd the organization on here#i made this a while back procrastinating on a linguistics reading and then never posted it#AND THE CIRCLE IS COMPLETE BC IM POSTING IT NOW WHILE PROCRASTINATING ON ANOTHER LINGUISTICS READING LMAOO#dudeee i gotta lock in. oh my god. its so bad up in here triple assault. i cant focus on SHIT. WHY DO I ALWAYS GET IDEAS WHEN IM BUSY AHGHH#this might be revealing a bit too much info but pls this is legit what happened LMAOO 😭🥴#we're starting ipa alphabet stuff now and im like 'hey i already know you...' from phoneme fuckery ive had to do for voca shitposts#knowing linguistics is cool cause u get to dissect what makes languages work and i thought that'd be genuinely helpful for things#like i plan to do more english/spanish translation work specifically so yuh. but also I KNOW internally in my heart...#despite trying to give the professional justifications I KNOW my stupid ass is secretly just absorbing all this knowledge for voca purposes#my brand of shitposting goes against the very origin of the word since 'shitposting' originally refers to very low effort low quality memes#so there's been a semantic shift in definition even outside of mine but i still think its really funny. i put a lot of genuine hard work#into making stupid little jokes to amuse primarily myself and maybe anyone else who finds it on the internet. so yea#no but genuinely though its unironically incredible how much shit i've learned direct or indirectly for vocaloid shitposting purposes#singing robot pendejadas
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i was supposed to start writing my sociology paper thats due monday today 🙃
#just got this laptop in december and its been having problems since february#i know fuck all abt computers but my computer scientist siblings say that its probably a factory defect#but my brother bought this laptop for me through his costco membership (technically me my mom and my brother all paid for it)#so the warranty is in his name and i already tried doing the warranty form online#and it wont let me fill one out bc you need to make an account and the name and email for the account i made and the warranty don't match#and i like would need complete access to my brothers costco account which i dont have#so my brother said he would fill out a warranty claim himself and let me know what i need to do next but that was WEEKS ago#and their grandma just died within these last few weeks so i dont wanna be a jerk and keep asking about it#but this is like the second or third time this is happening right before a major deadline
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So toriel knows the situation right now too?
* Just the basics. She knows time is looping, and she knows about the save points now and that I could time travel with them when we were in the Underground. And she knows about why we need to get everything into the Underground, the fact that everyone except me and Flowey will forget, and uh, the fact that we hadn't told anyone about this until basically just now.
* ...She wasn't exactly happy about that one.
* But she doesn't know about uh, the possession or that I've died before or about the Void or the fog I think, I don't think that got brought up. Basically all she needed to know to help us convince Sans that he needs to help us, she knows, but anything beyond that, she doesn't, but she could tell there were still stuff being hidden from her that she acknowledged we didn't have the time to talk about, and she asked me to explain everything to her myself next loop which... I don't know if I want to do it next loop?
* It's already been a lot, telling Alphys and Undyne everything and then going from just trying to investigate ourselves, me and Flowey that is, to having a plan of action and a lot of people working on it now. I know I can't hide it from her forever, but I think I need time to fully process all of today.
* Also, I would like to take the time next loop to try to test the upper and lower boundaries of this town to see if it really is a sphere or if there's a way to get under or over the fog. Whether that happens while Alphys, and hopefully Sans again- I don't know how well convincing him to help is going to go next round- are off in the Underground working on blueprints or not, I guess we'll see. I have to talk to Flowey about the best way to speedrun telling the important bits that everyone needs to know, and the taking notes of what Alphys and Sans said about the project would definitely help with that, so thank you again for that suggestion.
* If you or anyone has any other suggestions about what to do before the machine gets built, the ask box is always open! Or, I guess we might even have a lot more down time to talk about not important stuff since I don't know how to build a save point tracking machine, and I don't think Flowey does either.
* We'd still have to help though since they can't see it, right?
* True. But we're not exactly equipped to do most of the building.
* Fair.
* Wait, so does that mean... we essentially get to take a break?
* ...
* Maybe...?
* I don't know, it would feel really weird to just... do that.
* Well... I need one, and I miss Maddy. I haven't talked to her in apparently over half of a year.
* You??? Admitting to missing someone???
* I
* Listen, alright? I didn't uh, ACTUALLY mean I miss her, I just uh, feel bad because I've blown her off so many times when I should have been hanging out with her, and
* I can't believe you let Raz call you his friend AND you admitted to missing Maddy!!!
* WE'RE NOT
* I DIDN'T
* FUCK YOU!!!
* HEY!!! UNDYNE IS IN THE NEXT ROOM, IDIOT, STOP THROWING ROCKS AT GBGMSBGfjcmsjfmsnf
#[Gotta fighre out where I want to go from here and how because the pace of the story is already starting to slip away from me lol#there was technically one more expedition I had planned based on a few asks I've been sitting on that I'm still going to do#and I think I know how to figure out a way to make it plausible to happen the way I need it to#but I literally couldn't see any way of the conversation with Alphys and Undyne going in any other direction#especially since the whole conceit was to ask for their help in the first place fhdkabgmsbf#doesn't help that April is fast approaching; and I don't think I'm going to have time before then to write and rp out a whole expedition#before that hits even if I wanted to.#So I think there's going to be very little story progression until mid May on my end; I'll talk to Sunny about it#also; don't mind me rubber ducking in the tags lol thanks for going on my little thought journey to everyone who actually reads this :>#]#dreamer child#flower boy#plot looped#✨️
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okay, so now that i've officially decided to split my ace wip into two stories... once i get those out of my system, i think i'll focus on my non-op related wips. 2 from jjk and 1 from jjba; 2 of those will definitely be faster to work on than 1 of those
(jjba) bucciarati fic
(jjk) faerie au pt 2
(jjk) body horror au
click under the cut if you're interested in hearing more about those...
i'm pretty most people here follow me for my one piece fics, buuuut i am a multifandom writing blog so there's plenty i want to write for other fandoms. but there are 3 i want to get out of the way before adding more to my plate
bucciarati fic
this fic or the faerie au fic will likely be the first of the three posted
but yes, finally my first jjba fic proper. i've been wanting to write one for while. fun fact, this fic was tied between bucciarati and mista for the romantic lead but i ended up going with the former because mista seemed like a character i'd write for the most and i wanted to experiment outside who i'd typically write for
it's still mostly in the bare bones outlining stage though and i'm still detailing what will be completely included in this story
for now, i'm planning to do some research on naples to really get the atmosphere right
faerie au pt 2
a sequel to this oneshot and the fic that has the most likely chance of being posted first, but inspiration might really come in for a different fic and it could be posted second
i really wanted make a continuation of the prequel after all the tension it ends off on and delving more into the faerie/court politics that were touched upon
i also want to have a section on gojo's pov that i think will be in the introduction
body horror au
now this fic is going to be a hefty big boy. it's presently ~4k+ words but i'm still not halfway done with it yet. this is a wip i've been working on since last year and the only one i have that is still being written in google docs because i am actually working on something special as a fun little bonus and the formatting i want to achieve can't be done with present state ellipsus. but i'm looking so forward to you guys seeing it once it's done and out in the world
i've thought about saving it for kinktober since this is my first real chilling work, but i'm not sure i'll be able to last that long... we'll see though, we will definitely see
this is also my first time trying my hand out at writing anything horror related, so it's definitely a challenge in that regard. it's really focusing more on the thriller aspects than it is the body horror but it will still be there; things will be tagged accordingly once it's up and ready to be shared so definitely mind them, it will be 18+
once i get at least 2/3 posted (which i put 2 because the body horror fic is going to be so damn long that idk when it will be finished), i'll probably tackle two other one piece wips i have one of which is already in progress
one is for sabo and the other is for that hot ass marine from fan letter. the older brother with the brown hair. smh he just had to be a marine but i gotta get it out my system jndjnfkjnf. he at least gets ONE fic from me. it'll honestly probably only ever be the one, but who cares. he deserves it. and yes, i will be giving him a name for the fic bc idk if i can write a whole oneshot with him being nameless
the sabo fic is going to definitely be funny. to me. it's definitely going to be funny to me jfdnkjfsn at least, one part in particular. that fic is going to have a workplace annoyances to lovers thing going on, which is definitely different from my usual fair. most things i write have friends to lovers in it or the reader and character are already on good terms even if they aren't friends
i think i only have one fic (csm) where they're initially indifferent to each other if not occasionally annoyed to start. y'all know what tropes i like by now lmao
anyways- spring break is coming up soon, so that'll hopefully give me plenty of time to write to my heart's content. we'll see what gets posted during that time
#wave chasing ー 🌊#manifesting i don't turn each fic into a behemoth; the thriller is already going to be lengthy enough as it is#don't overcomplicate everything like you did on that last ace wip nyla djsndkjsn#after that i will be tackling my other op wips i still need to finish working on#i really wanna get everything on my 'to post relatively soon' list out before coming up with anymore ideas#which i technically failed already when you think about it but this idea is one i've had since my last blog#i just don't know what to do with it entirely... i've honestly built up the world the fic takes place in more than i have the fandom#the story will be set in jfdsnkfjdn it's hard choosing a character for it#bc more than likely it will have to be a series but i'm having a hard time choosing a character for the fic to be centered around#*sigh* we will see what happens eventually but it'll definitely be great once i have more to work with on it#maybe y'all will hear more about it in the coming months if i end up deciding to do a poll on what series to set the fic in
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Person came to check out apartment today and really liked it! They seem cool and chill and I think we’ll get along well, so as soon as landlords get back to us with paperwork we’ll start filling it out. Very much a big big big relief
#like I supposed technically the landlords could still reject her application#but since I already talked to them about it I really don’t think that will happen#so BIG HUGE BREATH OF RELIEF YIPPEE!!!!#kaz rambles
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@animusvenenatus ( aiyana )
" ya know... the crows and pigeons would have a way better solution. i mean, ya don't see them down here, but they're still kickin' ! they're doin' something right without having to go all mole-person... "
#interactions !#interactions || aiyana !#interactions || aiyana 1 !#1) will never get over this gif. it's so funny tew me.#2) i kno this is technically their second thread but <3 since there was literally one response in the first one then#the plot drop happened <3 we pretend <3#3) chose aiyana since <3 they've already got their bird cult going so <3 easiest!
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broke: Betas' sense of smell is the weakest among the dynamics/Betas are normies like us in the real world and are not sensitive to smell like Omegas and Alphas are
woke: Betas' sense of smell is actually the strongest
bespoke: Betas' nose do not have a broad sense of smell and are weaker than Omegas' and Alphas BUT they do have the strongest sense of smell still - because they can smell with their tongues (like snakes do) and have more smell receptors there than any other dynamics'. As such, they can decide of the intensity with which to scent something (not much with their nose; a lot with their tongue); are able to read the room better than the other dynamics and are still not as affected by scents as the other dynamics are
#im only interested in omagaverse for the worldbuilding and the platonic relationship/the nonsexual aspect of it#'betas are the normies' thats because youre not creative enough! i polished my betas! theyre the best!#worse thing that can happen to a character in an omegaverse is having anosmia (having no sense of smell). like. they can manage if#they have anosmia since birth (although theyd have to learn how to mask) but there are also those who loses their sense of smell. that can#be so interesting to write about#in the irl world losing your sense of smell is already bad enough (id absolutely hate it if that happened to me - my nose is sensitive im#used to smell things) but in a society where its even more expected/there/idk how to explain it but in a society where it has a more#primordial role?#also - i know snake do not technically smell with their tongue but you get the idea of what i meant#omegaverse worldbuilding#to clarify in case i didnt explain it good enough - betas' nose < omegas' and alphas' nose < betas' 'tongue'
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Not feeling great abt some of my creative endeavors rn
#ramblings#neg#specifically abt project: new moon#i can feel myself actively losing interest in continuing to write for it#like the main story is already out there and that's fine#but even tho i have ideas for oneshots and stuff to introduce more characters (like those redesigns for rouge and shadow i did a while ago)#it just. doesn't feel worth continuing. idk why#i guess it might be the lack of interest for my writing in general#or maybe project: new moon just. isn't that great#which is fine the point of the project was to do it for fun not to make something objectively good#but ig i'm just. not feeling it anymore? i don't feel satisfied with it like i did when i finished writing it#i still love my ocs and the redesigns i did of canon characters for it#and i'm glad i got the story i've had in my head since i was like 12 out there. even if it's very different from how i first envisioned it#but. i really just wanna put it to rest#i really don't feel like i can promise any more writing for it. not like anybody cared abt it anyway besides like 3-4 ppl + myself#idk man i wanna move on from it. i have other stuff i wanna write that i feel guilty for not doing#bc i'd said i'd write more for project: new moon and still haven't#i think i'd be happier if i let the fanfic go and just draw my ocs and my redesigns when i feel like it#without worrying abt the fic anymore#bc frankly ever since writing the epilogue my heart just didn't feel like it was in it#thinking abt it felt like a chore more than anything. so maybe it'd be for the best to just leave it as it is#that comic i said i'd write is still happening tho i still really wanna do it#but that's different from writing fanfic so#anyway. might turn the project: new moon blog into a general writing blog#if i finish the corrupted au fic i'm currently working on. idk yet we'll see#but yeah. i know i shouldn't trust how i feel past 9 pm but I've been feeling this for a while now so whatever#i think i should've seen this coming in retrospect. pretty much everything i do that isn't just art never gets much traction anyway#can't say i'm really giving up on it considering it's TECHNICALLY complete#but the way things are going feels almost exactly like the rp and ask blogs i've tried to run in the past#idk man. i gotta stop thinking abt this before the vague feelings of inadequacy spiral into something worse. goodnight
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Imagine, there’s a fifth member in Michael’s friends group.
Turns out it’s his brother who travel back in time and now they’re the same age.
#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf au#michael afton#crying child fnaf#fnaf evan#evan afton#fnaf dave#dave afton#tine travel#can’t exactly be fix it since it has technically already happened
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