#silvie post

[sillybigbird]

MILD INACTIVE PERIOD

So, I'm going g through my finals, and I'm really stressed and that's occupying my mind all the time. That's why I haven't been around a lot. So at least for the next two weeks it's gonna be like that.

I just wanted to clarify THIS IS NOT A HIATUS.

I just don't want to reflect a lot in my blogs, but I do have more storyline, so, for now I'll be sticking to silly posting and interacting back since I don't have a lot of time to spend to scroll through the community.

But I want you to know, that I'm still open to everyone talking and interacting with my posts, although they might be a little slow I ŕeally enjoy this and I'm open to you as always.

Please root for me, I'd hate to fail my clases and then I'm starting a job and... please really root for me adulting is hard

Thank you for you attention ya'll :3

[babsggordon]

I wanted to speak of this for a while, this in a ooc serious post btw, treats sensitive topics so, I'm gonna out this here—

Tw: domestic violence, abuse

SO last week, @jacynbrakegrayson started the plot were he believes Dick is abusing Barbara and I wanted to do a statement about that, from the perspective of a survivor of domestic violence, parent neglecting, psychological abuse and physical abuse myself.

I do not find funny or entertaining this plots, it's a trigger for me since I relive those moments by that media. It is something I treat with my therapist but I DON'T feel comfortable treating those topics outside therapy, specially the domestic abuse/toxic relationship/ abusive relationships.

That is also why I almost don't talk about that part in Barbara's background. It's been not to long since I faced my abuser, and I think it's an important theme but should be addressed respectfully and seriously. It doesn't feel correct for me to treat those topics as a plot here, because the tumblr blog I take it not so seriously as other things going on in my life (Like college, writting career or twitch career). So if I personally talk about those topics should be in a serious and produced approach.

I don't want a "it ends with us" type of thing in any of my blogs. (Plus I don't think Dick's mun feel comfortable with that either). And if you're gonna have a type of content in your blog please use the tag #domestic abuse #toxic relationship #abusive relationship

I have blocked those tags and so I stay myself away from those triggers.

Thank you for reading, and please if you live a situation like that, don't doubt on get help. I do not live in the USA but here's where you can get help at:

Y si eres de México o latinoamerica aqui estan algunas organizaciones y números de respuesta a los que puedes acudir:

Apoyo psicológico via WhatsApp de la UNAM: 55 5533 5533

Inmujeres

Lots of love to everyone, and remember, you're not alone. No estas sola, solo, sole.

[grayson-dg]

((I just speedran a month of a project progress, and need sleep, but feel free to spam inbox, I really love answering asks :3 I'll reply everything in a few hours, and if I forget you don't be afraid to ping me or remind me. Good news tho: finals are getting better, i have a little of hope))

[gothams-daredevil]

((Holy fuck I have so much asks accumulated [it's just 6 silvie, get over it-] give a solid minute))

[sillybigrobin]

((ouch. I played with no prior knowledge (which lead to some unexpected things happening) but throughout the whole game Hank hated my Conner and my only goal was to get him to like Conner again. Markus' one just happened, although i made one violent mistake during the protest because i really didn't want him to die. Ended up getting good endings for Conner (the one where he hugs Hank) and Markus (sadly ended with North as lover). As for Alice and Kara i um. I was a bit too nice and gave up the tickets, so they died in the boat ending :( ))

(( why sadly?? I love North, she's just not as developed as she should be :( and I'm so sorry for your Kara and Alice ))

[shubaka]

silvy pavida and jeff satur at the nine entertain awards 2024 (from silvy's ig)

[nabaath-areng]

When I was little I thought one of our cats Sockan (translation: the sock) was a tiger. She was more bright orange/red IRL too compared to photos

[saturnskyline]

i am looking as respectfully as possible (via mint.tita on ig)

[aihoshiino]

quick heads up for canon typical discussions of sex & underage sex specifically in this post

not necessarily a meta so much as a general ramble (<- shout out to the me of 1 Hour Ago who started typing an Ai post sincerely believing this would be true), but an aspect of Ai's character I'm always really sort of fascinated and saddened by that the text (understandably) doesn't as much go into is her fucked up relationship with her own sexuality. the consistency with which she refers to herself as 'dirty' specifically sticks out to me a huge amount and it reads so strongly to me as Ai perceiving herself as being dirty/impure or somehow Bad for being like... an person with healthy sexual desires and a sex drive.

there's a lot of subtext-adjacent stuff to suggest the twins' dad wasn't her first sexual partner and i do think that's the interpretation that both interests me the most and makes the most sense to me - I don't imagine a girl who wasn't taught what a door chain was for was given the best sex education - to imagine Ai, lonely and unsure of how to connect with people, stumbling into intimacy too quick as a stopgap or a shortcut to the thing she really wanted; warmth, affection, love.

is this necessarily Good Or Healthy? no, but it's also not the shameful, dirty thing that the idol culture's obsession with purity has led her to believe. it's just another way the environment she's in has forced this impression on her that her normal, achingly human problems are things she has to cover up and hide like dark secrets.

i also don't think the ways she was subjected to constant objectification and misogyny as she grew up can be discounted as influences here, either. B-Komachi is specifically identified in Viewpoint B as "[...]a group focused on romance above all else", "[...]promoting that sort of intense romantic fixation...". Specifically, the word gachikoi is used in Japanese, which is used to describe fans with intense and explicitly romantic fixations with the object of their fandom.

Ai was twelve years old when B-Komachi debuted and was being sold to and evaluated as an object of romantic (and implicitly, sexual) desire by adult men old enough to be her fucking father. At the same time, it was drilled into her that she was expected to be eternally pure, eternally available, eternally loving, eternally virginial and to never betray those fans. Is it any wonder that she ended up with such a completely fucked up relationship to her own body and sexual desires that she was apologizing for them with her dying breaths to a man who had just murdered her for having them?

i don't really have a closing argument for this post honestly lol just. whoof! ai really is so endlessly sad and fascinating to me. every time i rotate her a bit i find some new facet to her character that i can spend hours turning over in my head.

[fruixtii]

I just realized I never posted my beautiful son. Here he is

[silvia-luna]

Call me Thorn Trapper.

I'm coming for you. "Heroes."

[sillybigbird]

I didn't know you thank people in Thanksgiving! (Sounds logic but we do not have that trradition here, so i had no idea) but i wanted to thank IC and OOC all my mutuals for giving me one of the most happy months on my life. I really enjoy the Tumblr blogs, nd interacting with people. But yeah thanks everyone for being here, also the followers in the multiple blogs, thanks for tunning me in! I hope I make you laugh sometimes. Happy Thanksgiving 💖

[babsggordon]

|| With the excuse or my birthday, I'd like to note that despite the headcanon Jacyn created about babs. I am very good at baking, in fact is my coping mecanism. I love baking, my favorite cake flavor is carrot cake and fudge chocolate, in fact i bake the cake for all the celebrqtions in the hosehold of every family member and special ocassions like mothers or fathers day. I also like to cook but everyone in the household says I make things too spicy, and a lot of pastas bc i love pasta. But no one else cooks so, ni moderrimos. ||

[scarefox]

[grayson-dg]

I need to sleep so bad... gn everyone

[sillybigrobin]

for mun: Hiiii i played DBH like a few months back and I loveeddd the game so so much but i wanted to ask, which endings you got on your first play?

(( Hello!!! I played it for the first time back in 2020 after watching the gameplay from a spanish streamer (cuz Spanish speaker) . So it wasn't a surprise when I tried with all my heart for the pacifist ending/Connor joining Jericho/Alice and Kara in canada. BUT i played it in my 2018 office laptop with a LOT of lag (I still use that laptop BTW, she's struggling with all the Adobe suite) so I accidentally killed Kara and Alice early in the game, when they were getting chased by Connor I couldn't get them to safety because I had the game in difficult + the lag </3))