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the level of censorship around this man is ridiculous, what happened to free speech? It’s just his name.

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I am pretty confident it's not that specific to be one of it's kind. I've read Deviants' behaviour

I'm mad at Silvie

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YEAH BUT- There's no way it's one of its kind, it can't be that specific

I'm mad at Silvie

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Listen, that is a huge fandom. Im sure you'll find more fanfics like that!

I'm mad at Silvie

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I SAID IM SORRY

I'm mad at Silvie

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I didn't wanted to ramble in a reblog bc I feel like it's not the main topic, but i just have to take this off my chest, man.

I don't talk about myself a lot, but you need to know to understand this is that im an eldest daughter in a house where noones roles are defined and since a very young age i find myself parenting both of my parents and my sister

And holy fuck, being everyone's safe space it's hard. Because, as my parents always has trauma dumped in me that lead me to allow others to do so. And I'm not complaining! I love when people opens to me, that has made me an empath person.

But, sometimes it's like I can't express myself or give my feelings their own space, because there's always something else happening. Specially when in my household I was raised in a way where expressing my feelings where wrong and even now (I'm a 20 year old woman) taken as some kind of tantrum.

I worked a lot in expressing my feelings correctly, but the people around me tends to be explosive with theirs that when im in a environment when other people new to me acts in a similar way i just let it pass. And that has lead me to loose "friends" because when I put a boundary I'm called off with an attitude.

And oh my god, that makes me mad.

At least that happens with people who doesn't really know me. Because I think I am a very loving and caring person, and maybe my problem is that I care too much about other people.

That's not gonna stop me, because I love being an icon. But, it sometimes really makes me sad that I often pour my heart and soul out there and everyone just spits in it like it's nothing.

I fight it with being kind with myself and with others but Holy fucking shit, I sometimes wish I really had a safespace/person. I am very lucky to have people in my life, i know despite everything and the constant trauma im surrounded i am surrounded with love. But whenever i feel lonely and wish for that kind of person... it really makes me sad that my brain juggles with me so much that i constantly feel like no ones gonna get me completely, that everyone is gonna leave at some point.

And I personally think that i need to become that safespace to myself, but then i look at me actions and think that I've never gonna be able to care for me properly

Thats my rambling, LMAO.

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Asks are back on!! But i disabled anons and media :)

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Absolutely nobody gets how much Dan Mora's design of robin!Dick Grayson means to me.

Like–???

This saved my life.

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Im so fuvking drunk i swear ill respond anything when im sober

Or youvcan play it and ask things while im drunk XD

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Mmmm Alejandro Vargas

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Upd: my Dad saw me rendering and inking the butt part and asked me with the most undignified voice tone wtf i was doing and i had to show him the full draw bc i had zoomed that part bc i was working on the legs LMFAO

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Someone ought to shoot a message at Bruce Wayne and the other rich playboys of Gotham.