#si: why are you me? i'm me
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Is anybody's detectives have stats that are... kind of incogruent? As in the stats in game doesn't fully align with their detective, but are there because of certain choices they would make in specific situations?
Because I have that problem with Zuri and I'm...not entirely sure what to do about it. In theory, her stats from highest to lowest would be people/psychology, deduction/knowledge, combat/physical and science/technology - with her exceeding in the first two, and the third being there mostly because of her background in gymnastics.
But in game, specifically in book 1, a lot of the choices she would make as someone trying to solve a murder ends up mostly falling into the science stat. Like taking a blood sample at the warehouse and giving it to Verda to look into, and fixating on the blood samples when she has to choose a general direction for her and ub to go in.
So her stats are weird in game. Like, by the end of book 1 everything is either 50% or a little bit above that. And then in book 2 and 3, most of her choices align with her being someone who has a high people/psychology stat.
But I don't know...if feels weird having the science stat be so high. And Zuri drawing a blank when Nate mentions the crown imperial plant they use to create a smell to ward off the werewolves right at the beginning of book 3 really bugs me lmao. Because that's something she would know - or at least be able to identify.
Now I'm wondering if I should make new saves where I have her make choices based on what I think her stats should be instead of how she would handle things. But that feels weird too.
So...does anyone else have this problem? Do you play your detectives based on what they would actually do or what stats they as a character need to have?
#that book 3 one especially creases me#my plant loving oc not being able to identify a plant? sies#i don't like it#but i guess the flavour text in book 1 doesn't really carry over to the other books#but zuri looking into the blood samples makes the most sense#it's also one of the things that makes her think ub is sus - because why are you being weird about the most useful evidence they've found?#idk#idk what to do😭#i already have 3 sets of ub routes for her - mostly to be able to explore different aspects of the game#so do i make a 4th with a more stat accurate zuri? and make choices based on what stats?#and keep the other routes for a more... 'personality' accurate zuri#or go clean slate and suck it up and accept that even though she'd make choices in book 1 that increase her science stat -#it messes with her stats and is pretty inconsequential in the game's entirety#i'm stuck🧍🏾♀️#twc#the wayhaven chronicles#twc detective#oc: zuri jackson
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rebecca + pink in season 3 (so far)
#rebecca welton#ted lasso#tedlassoedit#tedlassogif#tedbecca#lowkey#this is very important to me for many reasons#but yall these gifs took me literally hours and they still are grainy as fuck i'm actually mad#gif 4 sis i tried so hard and you gave me nothing#does anyone know why the closeups work so much better in PS because i would love to understand it. cuz it's annoying. thank you#mine#tv
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hi can u draw keine ron or hakaine maiko plspls :3 i like your style a lot its very soft
I got a Ron in dah Queue and I'll have a Maiko drawn soon!
I'm really happy you like my art! But I'm gonna be honest- People call my style soft all the time and I just don't understand OTL NOT SAYING THAT as like a put down of myself, I like my art, but genuinely I don't understand what they mean RDCFVGTHBJ
#request#Is it because I draw fat people???#Or were you looking for a different word#like cozy or pleasant#I'M NOT MADE AT YOU BTW!!!!#This si just somethign that happens to me a lot and I want to know Why
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sei não
#he always seemed like a Si dom to me#the whole “studying the shapes and curves of the racing tracks and memorizing them to run on them better” seems like#Si and/or Ti for me#“he's planning it could be Ni” i feel like Ni would use what's he's seeing here and now (Se) and then plan on his mind where the road is#going and when it is going. they need to EXPERIENCE the road (Se) to predict. he was using data to predict (Si-esque).#the way he planned made me thing of Si because it feels he seemed to not want any unpredictable thing that#could make his performance more difficult and him rank lower aka lower Pe aka IxxJ.#also he seemed to use Te's problem solving to help Si in order to make his performance more efficient so nothing unexpected would happen#also he would close his eyes and imagine it with his mind's eye and body movements. Si-esque bc he is feeling the possibilities (Ne) with#his body in an “internal” “subjective” way (Si)#not in a “let's go there and explore the roads right now" (objective and Se-esque)#and the studying thing is not necessarily Ti but could be amplified by Ti bc Ti is obsessed with uncovering the mechanics of how things wor#so in case he has it... ISFJ. HOWEVER#the day he decided to speak up for the injustices drivers had to face bc of those stupid dudes who didn't care for their safety#kinda seemed like Fi to me. ISFJs use their Fe in a way that seems polite and would talk about injustices in a more discreet “delicate” way#maybe even indirect passive agressive way so they would express their (all racers) feelings without enraging the culprits#however senna showed how angry he felt with the situation. he outwardly complained and seemed rude.#this way off showing your anger in a RAW unfiltered way is extremely Fi-esque. he ignored his coach's (?) orders to be quiet#in order to express his innermost feelings#“but Si doms are ruler-followers!!” rules that make sense. if it breaks their morals and values (Fi) or their logical sense (Ti) they WILL#be against it. they're not blind to it bro. they don't follow everything by the book blindly. they are rational people just like other type#“but what about the tunnel thing???” he was describing his physical sensations. that's si. ni would be an intuition of what would happen. h#was describing his sensations in that moment. “then it's se!!” HIS OWN PHYSICAL SENSATIONS. se is OBJECTIVE. he was describing SUBJECTIVE#he literally stopped sensing the world around him the cheering and everything. that means he was focusing completely on the SUBJECT.#that means INTROVERSION. he was using an INTROVERTED function.#also just bc he's a racer doesn't mean he uses se.#i also saw some people saying he's an istp. seriously??? just bc he likes cars?????? learn mbti not astrology.#“bat why don't you post this whole text on pdb” i'm tired of people there i don't want anyone bothering me bye#anyway he's an ISTJ for me#tio morcego tá tagarela
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baby's first restaurant reservation
#korean place i ordered from last weekend#my little sis was supposed to visit and then she ditched me so i send her pictures and she was like now you've got to take me out#so we're supposed to go tomorrow i messaged the restaurant on ig and they were like yeah no you need a reservation. 2 pm ok?#not that hard. but i did find it stressful. now i'm anxious about going. why am i like this
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finding out that j kenji-alt videos are exactly my jam after hearing people rave about him for several years kind of feels like the first time i watched Casablanca and realized it's exactly as good as everyone had been telling me my entire life.

#cog gets personal#i bucked against learning food science when i was in school#as... like... a weird baby feminist move?#but now i'm an adult who likes to eat#and as I learn I'm finding I like watching a cook that knows things#and is excited to share the knowing#and is like ''you can do this! it's not hard it's just knowing how!''#and he has that vibe#while ALSO giving me the exact info i need as to WHY he's doing things the way he is#''oh you need to do XYZ because ABC enzyme will make it soggy if you don't''#''if your Widgets are coming out too brown#try using this technique because it helps avoid The Specific Molecule'' etc.#i've had people recommend ''YouTube chefs'' before#who i havent vibed with#or i've liked people but shit went sideways with them#(BON APPETIT TEST KITCHEN trauma memories)#but sis who is a whiz in the kitchen loves Kenji#so i should have known he'd live up to the hype#cog rambletags#food#cooking
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I found someone in my classroom!!! She's so cool and I've sat next to her last year and she always loves to talk and I loved to listen to school recent gossip and this year she's on my latin classes and we've been getting back in touch and!!! And!!! We discovered we both have similar ideas!! I'm explaining her anarchist theory and she shares acab media she just discovered, we circle the 13/12 date in the classroom blackboard and run, I send her tutorials I've discovered on how to do moss graffiti and she asks for information about world events and if I don't know about them we investigate together and then we exchange opinions!! And this, this is so special to me, because I've been trying to connect with someone in my surroundings, and there wasn't— interest. Like I talk and there's this tight smile on my friends face. And. And sometimes it breaks my heart? But this. This is so fucking cool.
#I'm so happy#like i love my friends but they're not— their existence is not political and they don't interest themselves on it being it and#it's very frustrating sometimes#and I'm just SO happy#to have found someone with whom I can giggle while we plan to meet and try to do seed bombs#like if we were some kids doing each others nails#+ there's this thing in my little town#that's like a festivity thing on summer#called 'barris' and you go and with yours organize different activities#one of them being making a 'falla' which denunciates a social/political issue (usually that affects the town directly)#(mostly making fun of politics on power here)#and my lil sis said she wanted to go with me there this year#agdiwbdj <3#ALSOALSO#my art teacher has chosen my christmas postcard to send to our school teachers (is quite political i love him he's the best)#which is like the re-do of the manger(?) ('pesebre' in spanish) (yk the thing where Mary has Jesus and everyone goes there)#but instead it's a homeless woman embracing her newborn in her jacket#they're sitting on a few cardboards and next to them they're a few more#and it quite literally says 'less kings' 'more angels' (then angels it's crossed) and on diagonal of it 'more people'#there's three people of different ages with donations (not propaganda cause they are all painted in gray and their faces are blurred because#they're not the important thing because the important thing is the issue the problem the people who suffer from it)#it's not a donation if it has a name on it that's propaganda#(also for all of you who might be wondering why the fuck would I do a manger it's 'cause my school it's catholic and i like to mix shit up)#anyways#waiting for teachers reactions heheh
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i said in the tags of the previous post but I'll say it here to put the thoughts down properly. but kinda ironically, it was fauxcest that made me realise I'm like *this*, not because i liked it but because it made me uncomfortable and sad in an incredibly specific way that made me realise i couldn't just substitute those feelings. i tried really hard and none of it made me not want to start crying and go "you're not my sister. i want my sister". i know it's a certified me problem™ but it's funny to think how many other ppl might have had a similar experience.
"fauxcest made me realise I'm into my family" but absolutely not in the way people expect.
I get uncomfortable when people try to call me their sister or something, either I'm calling myself that to be comforting to someone or I'm not being called it at all. that's kinda all I'll accept. i know there's a degree of being ace involved but feel so unpleasant when someone tries to like push that relationship on me EVEN when it's something I've asked them to try doing (although again don't get me started on being always assigned "Big Sis" as comptop lol)
again this is all a huge big me problem that doesn't affect other people's relationships to incest but it's not a perspective I've seen people talk about before so idk. here it is lol
#hell the closest i have to a real sister has been dead since before I was born so if I'm crying that you're not my sister#then something has definitely gone wrong upstairs#anyway i have such a Vendetta against everyone who insisted we be Big Sis#fucking no one wants to let the traumatised tranny be a little girl lol#not even other traumatised trans women ;-;#and that's why you don't let ppl call you big sister :)#i call myself that to comfort certain people and they don't get to call me it back
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Okay, see, the thing about your story ending on a negative/dystopian/'despite everything that's happened nothing has changed in society' note and doing so successfully? It needs to have been set up for that in the first place, and it needs to be done in an intentional manner.
I have nothing against works that reinforce how cruel/meaningless/pointless/etc. the world is -- I enjoy a fair few! -- but the works themselves need to be some sort of commentary about it; the plot might be demonstrative of the futility of everything, but the story never should. It should take that and build on it and use it to make a statement, underscore a point, etc. to its readers. Having everything carry on business-as-usual without acknowledging it, especially in a genre that's generally meant to conclude on optimistic, uplifting, and hopeful notes, comes off as callous and in direct opposition with the values it extols.
Plus, the story itself should never be futile because, then, well, it never mattered as a work and it makes no difference if you've read it or not. Which... that's just a badly written story lmao.
#i can't believe i'm posting about this topic again on our dear hellsite tungle.com lmao#huge deja vu vibes what year is it????#2018/2019??#(i think that's when the shock value/genre hopping/genre inconsistency hit its peak across multiple series)#i don't even go here anymore omfg#man. i didn't think i'd get this upset#that's what i get for going to look#i should know better by now. really. there's no excuse.#y'all my curiosity one day will kill me.#but like. i'm not upset as in 'i'm so angry i will fight everything'#that was past me#we've blown right past that and gone straight to the 'vaguely ill and sick to my stomach' stage#character development XDD#but like sorry not sorry explain away all you want about *gestures to all the other stuff*#but how the fuck do you explain having the visual emotional and narrative focal point of that family in its concluding panels#be the person who caused this shit???? why is he the one getting closure????#pretty sure i don't have the entire context surrounding my other lad who got pulvarized#(i saw a few comments about something something of//a would help with the end of the world that's coming and instead was used to murder him#that i don't quite grasp because i literally just skimmed the most recent chapters out of curiosity due to things i saw on my dash)#BUT i am making the executive decision to stop here#this rabbit hole's deep enough and i've gone wayyy further than i should have already#gonna cook some dinner; pick up sis from work; and enjoy my summer evening on my balcony#GAH#withoutwords
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the way i am pissed af rn at the eliminations made at the end of ep 5's game. i'm so pissed rn i'm shaking so if you haven't watched pls do not read the tags
#the devil's plan#they gave it the right name for a reason those two didn't deserve to go like that. they didn't f*cking deserve to go like that#Seok Jin escaped by the skin of his teeth bc he teamed up with Si Won at the last minute but Dong Jae. Dong Jae and#Hye Sung my poor bbys God how could they. to them of all people why#Dong Jae pulled some sh*t once in the first week and everyone started digging his grave after that this is insane#Seok Jin Seungkwan Yeon Woo and ORBIT are still in but rn i am in shambles anything goes wrong after this that's it i'm gone#this is why you can't get me involved in these things i'd be the one crying the loudest when i'm sent home#my only prayer at this point is Seok Jin come through with your sexy sexy brain and make it count pls
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Watching a video of an animation student in other country made me realize how fucking deficient my university is, por la gran puta...
#zagreus rambling#like. my degree is a double one so first half you're supposed to learn animation#the other half videogame development#wanna know why yall never see me do ANYTHING related to actual animation?#we didnt learn shit#the key classes for animations were NOTHING#they were either given by someone who DOES NOT work in animation or has a “similar” work#storyboard? given by a guy who doesnt work in animation#just gave us a wikipedia explanation all semester#animation workshop? one of the fucking few classes done by someone who knoes#only showed us pixar shorts and BTS's of said shorts#then wanted us to come up with our own storyboard and animatics#no explanations as HOW DO THEY FUCKING WORK IN THE ACTUAL INDUSTRY#I dont even wanna talk about stop motion#shit was a disaster#and by younger classmates I'm learning they are having it even worse than me#god Im so pissed#THIS IS THE ONLY UNIVERSITY THAT HOLDS THIS FUCKING DEGREE IN THE COUNTRY YOU WOULD EXPECT THEM TO IDK AT LEAST HAVE SOMETHING FOR US??#LIKE CONFERENXES WITH ANIMATORS AND BETTER EDUCATION OF ANIMATION??#si son de aqui de san salvador y alguna vez han ido a uno de esos eventos que hacen en el Ricaldone que los bichos hasta ponen sus cortos#esos majes de seguro recibieron MEJOR educacion que uno en la universidad en 5 años man#me emputa de plano. me emputa todo#ALSO “Digital Animation” WHY THE FUCK WERE WE LEARNING STOPMOTION
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whoever that Italian youtuber on the sims 25 hour stream was he was probably an ENFJ and i'm here for that
#that was probably the quickest typing i've ever done in my life thanks italian youtuber on the 25 hour stream thank you#bro was the most Fe-Ni to ever Fe-Ni (i think) and i loved it#also i could train my ears to italian again which helps me bc i'm learning italian so#some people are so hard to type even if i knew them for ages and them this youtuber appears on my tv and in less than 10 minutes i'm#sure he's ENFJ. what even happened.#if i was actually trying to type him i'd be 100% sure but as i got 20 min of him talking i'm 75% sure#it didn't seem like Si to me. but i could be wrong#like even if he was being nostalgic and giving conrete details that doesn't necessarily mean Si.#to me that seemed like he was using Se to boost his Ni point of view#it seemed like what he was talking about was Ni's “meaning behind all of this” way of talking#also i didn't see Ne to justify Si so#uuuuh that's what i think#honestly no one is gonna read this so why did i write all of this#i guess i just love writing down my thoughts#well aNYWAY#tio morcego tá tagarela
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i took the whole week after christmas off so i'm off from dec 22nd to January 2nd and on one hand i'm so looking forward to it and if they try to call me back i'm gonna be so mad. but on the other hand that's too much time to spend at my family house with my mom
#we're not doing great#somebody needs to have a fun loving mother daughter relationship with her bc i don't want her to be sad but why does it have to be me#i go home often bc i'm besties with my little sis but then mom's upset when i don't hang out with her#and honestly it just makes me want to visit less. but then my little sis texts me like you coming this weekend? sad cat image#and this is kinda pathetic but i don't have any other friends so like yeah i'm free this weekend
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I am THE best at going to bed on time, and I swear I'm about to go to bed, pinky promise, but I need to make it known that, y'all, I have a problem. Also, I have good news and bad news:
The good news is, I'm probably going to wind up writing two post-DLC self-insert isekai fics
The bad news is, I'm lowballing that number because at least one of them is shaping up to be a trilogy
...that's more bad news for me and anyone who doesn't give a care about my self-insert bullshit, tbh XD
But yeah, I had the thought of dropping my SI into Rheddah and having her get picked up by the cult and ultimately having to fight against Frey and Sus, and it's been so much easier to write than dropping her into Athia for some reason? Although that could just be bc I'm way overthinking the dropping her into Athia thing, considering I'm adding three OCs on top of the SI and I need to find a way to make all of that make sense. Whereas dropping her into Rheddah, I'm only adding Keen and I've got his plot all figured out no matter which way I write these fics.
So yeah. Two or more for the price of one: absolutely free!
Why do I do these things to myself? Because it's fun :P
#and also I'm secretly a masochist#self-insert shenanigans#bobbi's being weird again#darn rheddig tantas throwing wrenches into my plans#they're what's tripping me up with the Athia route#...and also figuring out why my SI gets kidnapped from Earth#like she needs to serve a PURPOSE and I HAD ONE before but...#wait can I finagle that?#...gonna make a quick note in my notes doc and THEN I SWEAR I WILL GO TO BED#I have got to stop staying up late#you wouldn't think half an hour would make a difference but BOY HOWDY does half an hour make a difference
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i fr feel like my worldview is that everyone's emotions/feelings are valid, except for me and its so toxic pls fix my brain ksdjfkdsjf
#god the deactivation urge is strong#i go through this thing like every 9 business days where i realize i'm deluding myself into thinking my writing is any good#like yes i write for me#but my god does it feel like shit to compare it to others that have completely different styles#and have it hit harder#also why does my brain go to SI the minute i lose confidence lmao#ignore me#vent post#kat rambles#i s2g if i get another anon that calls me attention-seeking i'm going to write a whole ass essay#about how calling someone attention-seeking is actually you displaying narcissistic/anti-social behavior#not in the mood for this shit#if you were that anon then pls fuck off
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thinking about the time one of my teachers chastised me because i didn't know eva longoria was in desperate housewives
#she was like ''YOU SHOULD TRY TO LEARN THINGS EVEN IF YOU DON'T FIND IT INTERESTING'' and i was like#sis i've never watched this show and i have no intention to i'm literally 16 and this is a show for people in midlife crisis age range#she took it as like a personal affront that i couldn't recite this one actress's IMDB page#so i was like i'm more into anime do you know shit about anime. and she was like I READ ONE MANGA#literally said that to me btw. as if Oh now you know what manga is like because you've experienced One volume of it#so cultured#i don't even know why i'm remembering this but it was such a weird thing hlgkkfgkfkdks like who cares#is this knowledge gonna get my taxes paid
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