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This voice in my head, it wants me to choose Die selfish or live with my head in a noose Does it ever get better, is this worth the fight? Everyone has a breaking point, guess we'll find mine
Kill the body, not the memory Wouldn't blame 'em, they'd resent me Kind of scares me what it takes to just save myself
My personal hell, I'll bury it, bury it Weight of the world, I'll carry it, carry it Pile it all on, I've gotta be strong For somebody, for somebody Put my pain in a pill, I'll swallow it, swallow it Too numb to feel, I'm hollow, I'm hollow I have to hold on, I've gotta be strong For somebody, for somebody Somebody else Somebody else
#lore//the faith and the fighter (legato bluesummers)#this man is a carefully threaded mask#living with so much he's suffered#but he's the face of the strands#the light of hope for his people#the hope for HUMANITY so he feels#and so he will continue#a soldier suffocating himself for the betterment of others#someone hold him#show him he's worthy of love#t//music#Youtube
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soap and ghost, after months of flirting, of having each other’s backs and saving each other’s lives, of knowing the other better than they know themselves, finally getting together
ghost letting himself free fall onto the bed, soap following, always following his lead. they barely pull apart enough to get their shirts over their heads, hands running over muscles and scars and holding close
soap kisses every new scar that’s revealed to him, from the thick keloid divot over his ribs from some kind of puncture to the innumerable slashes and stitch wounds holding his torso together until he’s mouthing over his collarbones; the tips of his fingers lightly caressing the edges of his mask
ghost who’s been so quiet, so overwhelmed by soap’s touch that all he can do is sink into him, panting gasping breaths, finally pushes out, “don’t ask me. please…”
soap freezes, mouth hovering over his skin. “ghost…?”
ghost’s face is tilted away, eyes held so tightly shut they tremor while the rest of his body stays lax beneath his. desperate. resigned. “please don’t ask me, johnny.”
soap lets his hand fall from the mask, coming to run soothing circles over his clothed hip. “why?”
“because i’ll say yes,” he confesses and it’s great and terrible; a warning and a relinquishment laid at soap’s feet. “i’ll always say yes to you.”
for a long moment, there’s nothing but their shared breaths, nothing but their hearts beating for the other. until soap finally leans down to press a kiss to the corner of his hidden mouth; his lips meeting faint raised scar tissue he might never see
“i’ll never ask.”
ghost’s eyes drift open and they catch on soap’s; on a sea of promise and fierce protection
“i swear… i’ll never ask, ghost.”
#ghost who would take off his mask for johnny in a heartbeat and soap who would never let him take it off for anything but himself my belove#they proceed to have the softest most tender sex youve ever seen#im talking missionary chest to chest arms and legs wrapped so tightly all they can is rock#just god the love and the trust and the understanding#ghost knows hes not ready knows he would be violently uncomfortable the entire time#but would still put himself through it if thats what johnny wanted#and soap who would never ask him to sacrifice his comfort for something as insignificant as his own wants#like he would ever see that as a worthy reason#like he could ever find happiness in it knowing ghost was uncomfortable#he’ll spend the rest of his life showing ghost he doesnt need to compromise his comfort or his coping mechanisms for him#coming out of my cage and ive been soing just fine.txt#john soap mactavish#soap cod#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghoap#ghost x soap#we’re a team. ghost team#save post
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For a show that has 3 times as much villains as it does heroes you’d think I’d make one of these for them awhile ago the problem is I don’t care about any of them nearly as much as I do the main cast (if you couldn’t tell by my other posts)
#I loved the scene were bumblebee made fun of starscream cuz the darkstar saber didn’t find him worthy enough to use it <33#that’s /srs btw I did genuinely find that scene really funny & I love that bee was able to make fun of the guy that killed cliffjumper :]#I want bee to tell starscream to kys cuz while I don’t want him to I fully believe bee hates him with his entire spark and wants him dead#don’t worry screamy fans bee would tell megatron to kys too if he ever showed up again but I think he’s fully committed to his retirement#tf rid15#tf rid 2015#rid2015#rid15#rid 2015#rid 15#transformers rid2015#transformers robots in disguise#robots in disguise 2015#transformers robots in disguise 2015#rid starscream#rid soundwave#rid cyclonus#rid thunderhoof#rid steeljaw#rid quillfire#rid saberhorn
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Consider this an official request for someone of the Dorym Nation to write fanfic about Dorian showing his affection for Orym through gift giving. Make it as fluffy or angsty or kinky as you want. I will consume it with a voracity previously unknown to mankind.
#dorym#orym of the air ashari#dorian storm#i will beta read it i will cheer you on i will write love letters to you#dorian buying something to make orym smile? love it.#dorian showing affection to orym via physical objects because that's how worthiness was represented in a noble family? a blessing.#dorian surprising orym with gifts because he likes the way it makes him flush and stutter? stunning#the dynamic evolving into something reminiscent of a sugar daddy vibe? like that Hannibal fic I'm thinking of? pick me up off the floor.#it is all so good so scrumptious so life changing
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[ID: Two drawings of Enjolras and Grantaire from Les Miserables. They are both of the pair, asleep in bed, spooning. But the first has Enjolras as little spoon, and the second has Grantaire as little spoon. End ID.]
usually i can instinctively instantly tell which of my blorbos is which spoon…. but i cant decide w enjoltaire what is going onnn….
#maybe ill knwo by the time ive finished the brick#okay bcuz the thing is usually my go-to logic for spooning is#little spoon shld be whoever is most repressed and/or acts as protector and/or generally just needs to be shown that they can b#protected and can b treated gently#which obviously. wld lead to enj as little spoon.#but the thing abt it grantaire is me so he must be little spoon#also like. r certainly needs to feel loved and be shown he is worthy of love#also also. then when it comes to the question of big spoon#r wld love to feel like he can protect e. like. thats the dream thats ideal#but i think in the world e ends up loving grantaire back (aka the world where they spoon) he wld be eager to show r he does in fact#love him ardently . he commits to things a lot ykw#anyway. silly silly#on my own.#on my art.#les mis#exr#enjoltaire#les miserables#enjolras#grantaire#les mis fanart
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When I suggest Mike’s arc is in part a queer coming of age story and not just him being some prize to help El or Will defeat the big bad—
Angry anons:
#byler#mike wheeler#I’m sorry but you don’t turn off your protagonists pov and expect to get away with it#you do it to hide something and save it for the end#if mikes arc ends with I love you will or them just having feelings for each other#all that does is equate to El and Mike’s love saving the day#it’s more than compatibility or lack there of#it’s the fucking 80s and their queer okay#let’s wake up and smell the roses#s5 is going to be rated m it’s going to be dark#everyone is going to reach their limits#if you think mikes limits are that he’s insecure bc he can’t save everyone and what will resolve that is him saving someone…#and that’s it…#what…?#that’s not… that’s not worthy of confusing your audience the entire show and especially the last two seasons#there needs to be something to make all those moments in previous seasons feel more impactful#and Mike and Will both assuming their alone in going crazy in the 80s#only to find out they’re not#but that they’re actually going crazy together#that’s a slow burn worth waiting until the end for#slow burn is about slowly burning#that’s what they’ve been doing for the last 4 seasons#I don’t get making their end look identical to milkvans by just recycling their scenes in the last season#the whole point of milkvan is to show what not to do#so anything that happened between them#we can pretty much rule out for byler#the truth is a lot more complex than what s4 presented#if it was really as simple as presented#s5 would offer no surprises#it would just fall flat
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actually so evil how much of hal's internal world gets obliterated with the rewriting of his relationships with jessica and martin.
#hal jordan#empyrean posting#ok going in the tags because im not actually v confident in my understanding of his character. i read all of his 80s/90s stuff but forgot#90% of it but ANYWAY.#so much of him just does not make sense with how geoff johns characterises him and his relationships with his parents particularly the#parallax stuff simply because of how much his relationship with the guardians and their apathy/'betrayal' is influenced by hal's original#relationship with his dad. like at its heart it's pretty much the same dynamic in how hal blindly trusts and sort of idolises the guardians#despite their repeated infractions in hope of... something in return just as he had with his father and the abuse he suffered at martin's#hands. that's what makes his anger at the guardians make sense when it does show itself because the relationship parallel didn't stop there.#as with martin hal gets nothing for his devotion. he gets nothing for doing everything that's asked of him and more and it ends the same way#too: with a man in the sky burning like a newborn star. and you lose so much of that nuance and intrigue behind that if you just make#jessica the 'bad one' because!!! you cheapen it!!!!#the whole idea of hal is that he has his father's face but his mother's scars#(to me). in the sense that they both reacted to martin the same way with that cognisance of who he was as a man yet inability to pull away#because... love. both the love they had for him and the conviction that he did or could love them too. and jessica arguably did eventually#but also she didnt did she? because she held onto that notion of love till the very end. the few scraps she had she ballooned outwards until#they became the whole. but hal didnt have even that and he spent his whole life chasing it & running away from wanting it at the same time#like i think there's something so interesting to the fact that he had to be convinced that flying was what he wanted to do. how much of that#was touched by his father? the fear that he was already too much like him than he could bear to be? he already had his face now he had his#dreams and longing for the sky. how much more could he have before he began repeating the cycle?#and at the end he even had his father's death. burning in the clouds. like there's so much there and that's not even touching on how it#impacts his relationships with other heroes. not just in the sense of why did kyle clark and diana get to keep their close yet complex#relationships with their moms when hal had to lose his (although yeah why did they) but also just how he lets himself come across to them.#because it's on purpose right? that he lets them think his reflection of his father is born out of unadulterated love for a man worthy of it#? he has his father's job he wears his father's jacket he smiles his father's smile. what else are they supposed to think.#and isnt that interesting!!! that this man who is so committed to being good & just can lie so casually to people he thinks of as friends!!!#can you see how that might be his mother through and through!!! in how she might have glossed over the abuse to other people and herself!!!#can you see how in spite of it all he might want to be perceived as his father that paragon of masculinity and resent that he is not!!!#do you understand how everything he loves has been poisoned!!! im thinking of that scene where he tells bruce about watching martin die &#wouldnt it have been so much more interesting through this lens. how he is both revealing & obfuscating at once. i hate the change sm
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there’s a horrible sickness in me that makes me want to stop and replay da:i whenever i start a different game. how am i supposed to resist the story of my own unwilling apotheosis? especially as lavellan, who doesn’t believe in the maker and who has every right to hate and mistrust the chantry but chooses to use what power they have to try save people, to fix what’s broken, no matter how afraid they are or how careful they have to be. walking side by side with the great trickster god/adversary of your people without knowing, befriending him, changing his mind about this world but ultimately not his choice. he understands what’s happening to you because it happened to him once and he gives you his castle, built over the place where he sundered the world, and paints your story there in frescos that will last long after you’re gone and after the story has been retold and reshaped so many times that the truth of who you are and what you did is lost—just as he did his own story, which was lost and perverted by war and propaganda, and he shows all of this to you knowing you’ll understand because you’ve lived through something similar, grown into something larger than yourself and your true name, and it doesn’t change anything but. he wanted you to see him just for a moment, even if he can’t tell you everything (or almost anything) and you can’t save him—because he owes it to you as a someone who is a friend, almost an equal, and because there’s no one else left who knows: a direct result of what he did to your people and which he now seeks to undo at the cost of this world.
#dragon age#solas#literally i am ILL#i love religious trauma and stifling hypocrisy and walking carefully so carefully through a place i don’t belong but i’ve chosen to be#and questioning everything and losing and discovering myself over and over#and accidentally becoming friends with my work colleagues#and most importantly dating an actual god who is just a nerdy little guy who keeps fucking everything up#he’s such a liar but he wants to badly to tell the truth but he can’t he won’t#yet he only really lies through omission and speaks carefully so as not to give himself away#ok and also he very much wanted the anchor and manipulated that whole situation#but he also shows you who he is and tells you a sliver of the truth#and he didn’t have to do that! but he chose to—he wants you to see him and on some level to save him from his path i think#also i debated sooo long about the phrasing ��almost an equal’ because i think he does consider everyone as worthy of life & choice as him!#but ultimately he is making the decisions of a god whether or not he acknowledges himself as one#he is deciding for a whole world—so i think there’s some cognitive dissonance there#and i went with almost#i’m fr stalled out in the middle of bg3 like i miss solas i miss my work friends
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no no my favorite daiya pitcher is totally eijun what are you talking about—
#king’s court#daiya no ace#ace of the diamond#diamond no ace#sanada shunpei#look#it’s not just that he’s pretty#although that helps#I love a good underdog and yakushi happens to be my favorite of the bunch in daiya#I love that Sanada went from being a slacker to a star pitcher because Raichi and his dad showed him how to love baseball#and have pride in his team#I love that even when he has the ace number he doesn’t feel worthy of it because he still makes mistakes and the pressure gets to him#I love how much the rest of yakushi LOVES HIM#including the coach#I love that Sanada wants to take his team but in particular Raichi and his dad to koshien#he’s just. an excellent character and I adore him#and yes. he’s very pretty
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me having to remind myself that “i love you to the core” was something actually said about buddie and not like a fanfiction line or title or something
#911#911 show#911 abc#911 fox#ryan guzman#buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#ryan guzman the man you are#i need it to be a real line in the show so buck can know definitively that even his flaws are loved that his imperfections do not need to#be erased for him to be loved that he is worthy of love regardless
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I was reading the post under your screenshots of Romeo. I'm curious. What is your theory on Romeo's death? Before he became a puppet?
Hmmm... I gave this some thought, so bear with me on this! Hear me out:
If we look at his skin here, prior to the explosion that burnt him... you'll see he still has kinda... dark spots on him? And his dialogue during the fight is very flame oriented.
Not to mention his Ergo, the very reflection of his heart, is titled "Burnt-White King's Ergo" and while it feels sorta like a copout, I feel like just maybe Romeo was victim to a fire. Krat was kinda burnt to the ground in a lot of places, after all. Subject 826 says so himself! And I really don't think he just means the newly burnt Opera House.
There's also the fire in the main section of Rosa Isabelle Street. So what I'm saying is... maybe... Romeo, after Carlo's death, graduated and became a Stalker himself. Remember, Carlo gave Romeo his own graduation pendant, meaning... Romeo hadn't graduated yet! Is Romeo maybe a grade behind? Younger? Less experienced, and therefore, made to stay longer? Who knows... But in the end, maybe, perhaps, as his duty to the people, he was helping people in, specifically, Rosa Isabelle Street? And got overwhelmed by the puppets there and died in a fire/burning building? (Leaning towards burning building, because his face prior to explosion doesn't look charred... just kinda dusty. So maybe a building collapse?)
Also, I'm comfortable saying he died at Rosa Isabelle Street because it's there that we find the "Notes from an Experiment" document!
His body had to have been close enough to drag into the Opera House in secret to experiment on, y'know? So I'm thinking maybe it's definitely his resting place (twice over, oof). It'd also be really sad if he really didn't even realize he had died? Like the death had been instantaneous.
"When the boy opened his eyes..." As in, one moment he was okay, and the next?? He was... not where he thought he would suddenly wake up at. Kinda my take on that...
This was extremely long, I apologize for that!! But thank you for the question!!!! ♡ It's loving Romeo hours up in here, he died trying to do what's right, I'm standing by that!!! How he took it upon himself to use his new found power to fight against the disease and alchemists just says enough of his character to say he definitely died being a hero!!
#Lies of P#Lies of P Spoilers#Romeo King of puppets#This is just my theory of course! After thinking about it a bit c': but it makes sense to me!#Also I can totally see the creators making “Lampwick” die by a fire dfhjksdgf they tend to lean heavily on their puns#So... I can see it! I also just love the thought of him in life trying to do his best by Carlo's memory and wanting to make him proud c':#Wanting to feel... worthy of having received that locket c': NG+ shows me just how HAPPY he was to see Carlo back through the messages#Like the parade master was all “The King will throw a Feast!!! He will be so HAPPY!” like wow okay my heart thanks--#ANYWAYS ENOUGH RAMBLING I'M GOING OFF TOPIC but yes ♡ thank you so much for indulging me!! I appreciate it!!!
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Are you longing for someone? NEVER LET ME GO Episode 12
#never let me go#never let me go the series#nlmg#phuwin tangsakyuen#organ rasee#melgifs#i talk a lot about how much palm neglects his own feelings/needs#but nueng does it too - here being a prime example#why isn't he being persistent? because he loves palm so much that he'll respect his wishes and stay away even though it's killing him#the rationale he gives his mom seems rehearsed. like he has to keep convincing himself too.#and the insecurity of palm spending his life 'following him around' shows up here and in our skyy 2#because he doesn't feel worthy of that kind of devotion#and what if palm comes to resent him? nueng couldn't bear it#but like. palm absolutely wants to spend his life doing that.#and i think some people are uncomfortable with that bc of the *power difference* but palm is freely and eagerly choosing this#anyway. thank you khun tanya we love you <3#side note: will probably start ranting in the tags like this more often if that's okay with you all
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Genuine question, why do people think Scathath is so good at sex? Like yes she's a hot anime woman but is there any part of her character that I've missed that indicate any interest in sex?
#like many of the celts in actual lore. They love to fuck. Like at every opportunity or minor inconvenience. Scathach is among those people#Scathach in canon fucks her warriors she finds worthy (she actually didn't fuck cu in the tain though she considered it)#in the Scathach pre-release story in fgo. She offers guda an exclusive pass into her bedchamber if they're curious. An insane offer honestl#she also gives Fergus a shot in the release but she has him do the normal route which is defeat her in battle which he knows is a deathwish#fergus even contemplates that competing against Scathach with the reward of getting to fuck maybe worth dying for#know that Scathach in fgo generally contradicts her true desires all the time as a mask to appear more professional and teacher-like#she doesn't actually want to die. she wants to know what it's like to live again. as a mortal. to yearn for life#early fgo she showed a lot of disinterest as protocol but in truth she's actually super down to fuck as much as the other celts.#summer shishou will say she has no more interest in love at her age but literally moments after she'll be like what if we fucked as a bit 👀#nasuverse head game tourney#propaganda ask#ask
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fun fact but its because i was rereading ace's death that the crocodad au exist, the way croco saved luffy (& jinbei) afterwards, the whole 'thanks for loving me' i was filled with emotions, got my head thinking about it all, luffy's family and the croc theory. and. man. ○| ̄|_
#i couldnt have given less of shit about ace death when i first saw it. didnt know him. but luffy's reaction is what me go 'oh maybe this is#big fr' then we see the flashbacks and all and you start to understand. then its nearly a decade later and you rewatch all of it and#it hits you. it fucking HITS you. his death still isnt the sad thing. at all. its the love and sadness and aughhh. everytime he shows up#again it is so sad. the man who realized he was loved. that his life meant smth. that he was worthy of living. the day he died. BROO. ○| ̄|_#thats why a fundamental truth of the au is that crocodile loves luffy unconditionally. no matter what.
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i think i've said this before but i used to really not Understand or like timmy and helia being best friends but it really grew on me over time. obviously their main bestie is tecna and flora respectively, but specifically for just the specialists, i really like them now.
i just tend to think about timmy being this really self-conscious guy who is constantly being looked down on by his peers and even his crush, who is so committed to being a specialist but starts to doubt if he's worthy, who wants so badly to have a Special Someone who understands him,,, being put into this team where two of the members are already best friends and have an insane amount of history and loyalty to each and you can't just Get in the middle of that and the other guy is really, really stuck in his I Don't Need Friends They Disappoint Me Stage. like,,, the loneliness? the loneliness of not having a Best Friend on the team? then he finds tecna but even she starts to look down on him?
like,,, the toll that would take on someone is,,, not fun to think about. while they may not have a lot of scenes together, timelia being best friends is honestly so cute and makes so much sense. timmy had to put up with so much bullshit from the specialists (affectionate), finding someone who isn't going to look down on you, or doubt you, or always think of you as a Secondary Friend is So Important and that's such a big aspect of their friendship. timmy really trusts helia! and you can see this especially in the comics when he gets so mad that helia leaves. he's literally never acted like that with any of the other specialists! in the show or in the comics, timmy may get a little sad, but he never gets that angry and that desperate to contact whoever left. it just,,, says so much about him,,,
like timmy gets painted a lot as this nerd who only cares about tecna (and like. yes. true) but more than that, he's a very sensitive and caring guy who yearns for deep, trusting relationships. tecna is 100% his best friend and special person, but the friendship that timmy builds with the specialists and even the other winx is so important. he craved close relationships so much,,, and it's so nice that they didn't go into the loser lonely nerd trope.
i just really like that timmy was able to find friends that truly respect and love him. and specifically timmy being best friends with helia makes so much sense when you stop thinking about their interests and personalities, and instead think about how much the two of them craved people they could trust, people who would never make them feel less than, people who wouldn't treat them like backup friends, people they could actually connect to. it's just,,, they're so important to me actually <3
#ik everyone hates later seasons but i really love that later comic issue with timmy's birthday#i feel like that shows So Much#like.. timmy is self-conscious yes he doubts himself yes#but so much of that is based of what other people think of him and not necessarily what he thinks of himself#i feel like for the most part timmy is pretty secure in his knowledge and abilities#he knows what he can do!#but the anxiety that other people would look down on him? or think he's not as good? not as worthy?#That's what gets him#and like helia has Never made timmy feel that way and i think thats a big reason why timmy latched onto him#like obviously timmy fully forgave tecna and there's no bad blood there#but he does still get anxious about her thinking he's not good enough. not smart enough. not strong enough. not brave enough#like. it scares him!#and while the specialists respect timmy a lot we know that he gets that fear with them too#but as far as we know that really doesnt happen with helia#like.. helia is shown to comfort timmy a lot so i think that helps#but timmy just doesnt feel anxious around helia which is So Important for him#i just... they <3#winx helia#winx timmy#long post
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society if anyone* cared about or admired or had interest in or emotional generosity toward ANY of the other characters on gilmore girls even a fraction as much as jess mariano:
(insert that futuristic utopia picture here)
*except me, god dammit
#the force in the universe that is jess stanning was genuinely put on this earth to challenge me specifically#the lord is testing me!!!!!#(this is because i just saw that gifset of the blonde singer lady talking about gilmore girls. I DON'T AGREE WITH YOUR TAKES MADAM!!!)#dollsome's deep thoughts#the rant that exists inside me about this reaches heights of such deranged fury that i can never unleash it#anti jess mariano#(i mean not really he's fine#i like him just fine as a character#luke loves him and that's enough to make me invested forever#i just don't like how it's so common to consider him so above rory and so much more worthy of interest than anyone else on the show)
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