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Hi ,I think I might die hahaha, i'm not kidding. It's been about a month that sometimes when I'm walking or when I'm lying in bed, I feel dizzy and it's like the room is spinning around me, and in those moments I can't get out of that situation. It lasts for about a few seconds.Either my head becomes heavy or numb. I'm afraid to go to the doctor, and I haven't told anyone in my real life either. so i will die? Tell me pls
I have optical glasses, I have a problem to see the far distance, I have no problem to see near. I haven't worn my glas for exactly one month, I'm tired if it , does this have anything to do with my dizziness?
Hi! Happy New Year ✨ it’s hard to say because I don’t know anything about you and I don’t know if I’m allowed to say things like this but to me the symptoms you are describing belong to a positional vertigo (BPPV to be precise) case. I would try with wearing your glasses again, and see if this dizziness settles down a bit. Otherwise I would recommend to see first of all your doctor and maybe then a specialist like a otorhinolaryngologist.
#or a neurologist or audiologist it depends where you live#and which medical specialist practices this#the diagnosis is very simple. maybe come back and tell me if you have nausea or vomiting or headache#how’s your blood pressure and stuff#how old are you? you know basic stuff to help with the differential diagnosis#it looks very much like a bppv to me tho#benign paroxysmal positional vertigo#is basically a benign condition where the little rocks in your ear move in different channels where#they are not supposed to be and it gives you alterations of your balance and vertigo#the therapy includes clinical manoeuvres that will fix it#and you will be brand new in a couple of days#but please go see your doctor and don’t keep waiting for intervention!#i bet you’re feeling miserable with this so go ask for hslp#casella di posta numero 32#should i say stuff like this on the internet? idk#im glad to help but am I allowed? who knows
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staff logging on to tumblr dot com today
#staff sweetie i Promise you an algorithm would kill this webbed site#changing the way reblogs look/work would Absolutely kill this webbed site too#this is a Blogging Platform i dont want it to be like tiktok or twitter jesus#if you NEED to change something literally listen to the the Tumblr Users you pretend you cant hear#if money is what you need make your userbase Happy and you should be fine#the shop is fine blaze posts are fine ad free subscriptions are fine but dont get rid of shit that Works For You in favor of making money#someone really laced up their clown boots today im. so tired staff please dont#tumblr staff#EDIT: staff updated their original post to say we were all misunderstanding but#that doesnt stop the post from being stupid#the whole post was worded for Investors and then presented to the userbase#if you say 'we have big changes planned!' and dont put in the 'as options' its Your Fault that people read it as 'were changing everything'#staff isnt stupid. they know how they Should have worded it better than what they did#so yeah. someone Did lace up their clown boots before they hit post#edit pt 2 lol for the record i dont think tumblr would actually go through with all their changes in that post#they know how the userbase is and there are A Lot of us#i just dont like how? idk. condescending? the post sounded#and out of every place on the internet being being burned alive in the name of money#tumblr is the one place i know enough about to be Actually mad at lol#ive really liked some stuff staff has done in recent years#but talking to your userbase that way wasnt one
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It's honestly a little disturbing how many posts there are that are like "teenagers have no free will and must be shielded from the world entirely because they don't have any critical thinking at all!!" That are made by like. A 20 year old. Straight up just an absurd thing to tell on yourself with
#'you should listen to me when i say all content should be censored from the internet forever because im actually 14!'#is such an insanely common take#like teenagers can be stupid but whats with this seemingly mass amnesia from people who vehemently deny t#hat any teenager could understand sex or violence or dark themes at all#isnt that like. one of the main things the majority of people do as teens. that's like kind of the main developmental marker#that you can understand sex and violence and stuff#idk
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Like, I'm at the point where when I see art that I like I just recoil and feel sick. I do get pleasure from drawing still but it's all wrapped in this feeling of desperation and I just don't know what to do about that. It wasn't like this 2/3 years ago
#idk mannn -_-#I've tried going on a hiatus i tried random tricks from the internet i tried focusing on my own projects#i tried not drawing anything anymore but for college and it never sticks and I feel bad one way or the other ughhhhh#idk if i should be even saying that maybe it's stupid to even mention i feel ashamed to talk about such things anyway#but goddd#i feel like this is just THE artist experience so it's normal and whatever i just gotta push through i guess but it still sucks#and i KNOW it can be different cause it used to be different#it's not even like o think my art looks disgusting or whatever i often find myself feeling really proud for#the way some of my art looks#but it doesn't really change anything to me even though i think it should#ehhh whatever i just feel bad today about a bunch od stuff so im rambling ughhhh
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#one thing about Taylor Swift is that she fucking hates when the internet asks her to use her platform about something#when the tumblr users all begged Taylor to speak about blm??? guess who never used tumblr again#so yeah Taylor not posting her Madrid thanks on Twitter doesn’t surprise me at all because she clearly hates being told what to do with her#huge platform and I get it in terms of people begging for things they don’t deserve like rep tv but when it comes to stuff like this that#actually fucking matters and makes a big impact… idk maybe she should just bite the bullet because she’s losing trust with fans who she#used to have such a unique relationship with and now it feels like she doesn’t value what we have to say at all#anyway xx I hope this is coherent I struggle with posts like this but this is just how I’m feeling#very disappointed but not surprised… and just remember she did post about blm eventually… very curious to see if she gives in and posts#this time around
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I will never forget the time I drove by an ultra- maga house (I’m in Texas) and in addition to all of the crazy ai generated pictures and bigotry, they had a bright green ‘kamala is brat” sign displayed front and center. it’s almost as if people like them are completely detached from the world around them and entirely unwilling to change that…
#it’s a rather poignant metaphor if you think about it#gave my mom and I a good chuckle when we saw it#and I should say that#it’s completely acceptable to not understand internet trends and stuff like that#it just seems like a miracle that they bought this very pro-Kamala merch#without realizing that it directly supports her#like…??#idk it has just been on my mind a lot lately#please please please#i’m begging#go vote#vote like your life depends on it#because it very well might#kamala harris#tim walz#us elections#election 2024#harris walz 2024#fuck donald trump#fuck jd vance#pro choice#it’s not too late#get on the right side of history while you still have the chance#relatable#free gaza#free congo#free palestine#freedom#free yemen
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imagine an episode of a medical drama, where one of the patients self-diagnoses or otherwise hinders the staff by utilizing information they learned off of tv (medical dramas), thinking they know better than the average patient because of their extensive binging, and the lesson of the episode is the dangers of taking stuff you learn on reality tv, or tv in general seriously
#been watching House M.D. lately#after like two episodes I find myself thinking in House's voice it's honestly amusing#medical drama#house md#House M.D. the medical malpractice show#idk#thats just what people say online lol#I dont have enough knowledge in the medical sphere to say for certain just how many lawsuits House should be swimming in#but the thought occurred to me#about the potential of a meta-narrative in a show like this#because obviously there are people who would think that the stuff you get off a cop show or a medical show etc is accurate to real life#the rookie is the first cop show I ever indulged#and if it weren't for the people on the internet pointing out just how bad some of the plot points and actions are#I wouldn't know#but I do remember there being a small meta-narrative in an episode where they were dealing with the stalker of an actor#the actor being for a cop show#so I think I remember an off-hand comment about the inaccuracies of such shows#anyway#vortex spiral#I dont know if it's been done before#house md and the rookie are so far my only exposure to dramas in those fields#and I plan to keep it that way#(I dont have much interest in those genres anyway)
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man i wish i wouldve been at the doctor's when she told my mom i had hypothyroidism bc like. that day i remember just coming home and my mom telling me 'you have hypothyroidism' w a very serious face as if it was this like. deathly condition or something. which gramted, given the family history its not something to treat lightly, but idk. like i bet the doctor told her more. if i had been there i couldve asked her questions. like. what happens if i stop taking the pills. what are the symptoms. etc etc
#literally all the information ive gotten is from the internet!!!! which not to say that its not trustworthy at all but.#sometimes they put some symptoms and not others. and its just very confusing#like i wanna know what exactly i should be concerned about specifically in my case#like can my joint pain get worse. DO MY IRREGULAR PERIODS HAVE SOMETHING TO DO W THIS SHIT. yknow. stuff like that#but its been too many yrs (almost 10.... yikes😬). the doctor is retired as well. ig i could ask my current doctor but. idk man#z xarre
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hey friends is it normal to just feel. numb. because I think that maybe it is not. but what would I know anyway.
#really tho it’s like I can barely feel anything anymore. idk if it’s stress?? depression??#the enormous weight of adult life suddenly and unexpectedly crashing down on me with the weight of the entire planet??#I used to feel so *much* all the time and now I feel like I can barely feel anything at all…#and everyone around me is living life so much and I’m just here feeling like I can barely keep up with conversations as they’re happening#I’m tired… I feel like God is a far away idea that I’m struggling to hold onto… I feel like my mind is a bent and jumbled mess#like I grabbed hold of it and tried to crush it into the shape I thought it should be and now all I’ve got is a broken frame#I /know/ who I am and what I believe. I /know/ what my life is. but I don’t feel anything.#the only time I feel anything is sometimes when we’re singing at church I just cry at the sense of glory of something I can’t touch#and sometimes I shake with fear at the thought that I’ve ruined everything that could’ve ever been good about me#I’m oversharing on the internet again but I just don’t know what to do. I’m so tired. I want to see something beautiful and feel#the weight and glory of it again. but I feel like I can’t. all I feel is numbness.#I feel like I could sleep for months but every time I wake up I never feel refreshed. and I’ve been having bad dreams too.#adulthood kinda does suck can I please go back to being 5#gurt says stuff#personal
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not to toot my own horn but it feels so jarring to reblog the anniversary of the moon landing and also be doing irl research to support current cislunar activities
#science shit#redglyphs#sometimes i feel like a bad internet-er for not being as hype about stuff i should like/area of expertise#but then i tell myself i come online to be stupid for a bit#and i get analysis paralysis when it comes to communicating topics i invest a lot of time/energy into#like you see those bloggers that bring their expertise and make those cool interesting informative posts? i can't be like that#it'd kill me to post a thing and then realize ''i forgot about this! but there's this caveat... argh wrong word choice--''#or i just don't have strong strong feelings about what others think of a thing#or idk. i'm not good at talking about something in a vacuum (hah.)#an obsessed guy on some kerbal forum could probably say more off-the-cuff about space stuff than me#until a hyperspecific question gets asked and i'm just ''eh idk ig'' still
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The dsmp needed to end, stories just work like that, but also it didn't need to be bulldozed in the progress.
Why a reset ending is so cheap in this situation, is because it makes all that the story go through and characters just ...void. and that just does not sit right.
Like I could go one theorising about why they decided to end it like that, but I won't ...cos fuck that.
It sucked, it was a shitty ending, and honestly I thank cc like Wilbur, philza, Niki, sorta Ranboo and even fucking- ConnerEatsPants ...for giving their characters a semi satisfying end in comparison.
For my own sanity cDream is dead, and cclingyduo are off somewhere safe living their lives and shit.
I just look forward to cc from the dsmp branching out from it, telling new stories in different worlds. Or fuck it ...making completely different content all together.
The dsmp ..or at least season one will forever be so fucking important to me, I still loved it and will continue to think and draw the characters as much as that still gives me enjoyment, this isn't me saying I'm 'leaving the fandom' or whatever.
You're talking to a guy who was making content for six years straight after undertale came out, just cos something concluded doesn't mean you can't make and enjoy content from it.
And I hope y'all still stick around for my art!
#hhhhhh#after what philza said after his lore is making me say my opinions on the internet HAH#just ...fuck man#i do not like ccdream.... and do not support him as a creator#hhhhhhhh but man .... fucking hell UGH#im still drawing dsmp shit#i still got that au that ive been working so fucking hard on#but ill also probably be draaing more hermitcraft and life series stuff too#EVEN ORIGINS NOW!! cos ive been watch philza a tubbo play it recently and it has been inspiring me#like ....man ..its sucks ...cos ctommy means so much to me ...and he wuite possibly was done the most dirty#for my sanity...im just ignoring the reset ending and season two#dsmp rant#idk i feel like i should tag that#i do not like talking much about lound opinions online...as i get pretty destressed over conflict#so i understand wanting to filter that shit out
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chaotic life update <3
ATTENTION Y'ALL!!!! NOT THAT ANYONE CARES!!!! BUT I CARE!!!!!! I may have been absent because of university and because of my ever-worsening mental condition but I'd like to state that I am in fact still VERY BISEXUAL!!!!! never stop never stopping!!!! also I have an enormous pile of dishes watching me from the sink (5 dishes rn but my ocpd makes it seem so much worse) and I'm just so stressed out this week that I stress-squeezed all the pimples on my back even though I just went to the dermatologist today!!!!!! I just know I'd get better if I just stopped stress-squeezing and if I stopped doing it i'd also get better from anxiety or maybe find a healthy coping mechanism!!!!!! but instead of doing that I'll just keep squeezing and feeling so much worse with myself right after!!!!! also I'm taking more meds now maybe ill get better just maybe
#why did I just say all that !!!!!!#personal#idk I should be more unapologetic about stuff but also I feel like im bothering everyone by appearing on their dash#but also I need to vent sometimes and I quit therapy#idk what to do at this point besides overhearing on the internet and calling my mother to tell her I'm depressed#and then making my mother sad bc she cares a lot about me and im wasting my life by being mentally ill
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been seeing so much banger art lately. very cool
#idk#uh hi i judt rralized i havent Said Much#im at the library rn so thats why im . on here lmao my internet access at home is still fucked#hopefully i can convince my dad to get it set up again soon but idk#have had some stuff ive wsnting to talk abt i havent been able to talk to ANYONE#not even that much at home. it sucks#i wanna talk abt thingsssss arghhfrhrghrghr#inquisitivewaltz.txt#yeahhhh idk what im saying#i should make like My Own Website or some shit even though i dont know anything abt coding#itd be worth it i think. i could just post abt whatever the fuck and not be so stressed like how most social media stuff makes me
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through a series of Wacky Hijinks(tm), i ended up on a livejournal post where someone basically details LiveJournal Social Etiquette (holy grail. to me), and it's actually really interesting to see just how much the concept of tumblr as like, a communal social space, and our modern ideas of "mutual"-hood, and just like, the deeply community-oriented netview (worldview but regarding the internet) of this website seems to echo the environment of lj in its heyday.
like, i've been doing research abt lj out of personal curiosity for quite a while now (if any of you were there, gandalf, pls tell me abt it), and at first it just seemed like such a foreign concept to me. what were the social rules? how did people congregate? how did they form, like, their webs?
but the more i uncover via (not-asking-people-directly-because-if-i-initiate-social-interaction-i-will-wither-into-a-prune) general internet spelunking, the more i've come to realize that like many aspects of humanity, the more things change, the more they will also remain the same. and i just think that's so terribly endearing
#one of the bullet points on this post is like. 'hey. do NOT do custom formatting in your comments just for aesthetics'#(i presume this is referring to using in-line css for formatting text in a comment; like making sure it shows up as a specific color)#but it also talks abt not using special fonts (i presume using unicode) n specifically says a lot of this stuff is ass for screen readers#n other stuff that you hear people discussing a lot here on THIS website n i'm like 'OH. OH THIS WAS A DISCUSSION IN 2008 TOO??'#it also feels like it talks abt some general good advice for being on the internet that we've forgotten these days#like 'hey! sometimes you might be attracting a disproportionate amt of vocal minority. this is a sign you might be a drama locus'#or 'hey! sometimes people will just make throwaway accts n fill it w/nasty shit n follow people to see if it pisses them off'#'just block them and move on' (general 'don't feed the trolls' philosophy)!!#anyway. i guess in a sense it makes me feel like i had a 'good internet upbringing' n i am now a Netizen Of Good Breeding(tm)#being of 'good breeding' was always such a strange phrase to me. why wasn't it ever 'upbringing'. what do genetics have to do with it#ANYWAY. i should seriously write that livejournal au someday. it would fuck so severely and i think it would give some people psychic dmg#to read an author's note that's just like 'hi! i wasn't really on the internet during the lj era but i have a historical interest in it'#'so i did a bunch of research on it but since i'm too awkward to ask around if you were there personally please talk to me!'#and like. idk i guess i just want Other people who entered the internet at around the same age n era as me to get curious abt it too#two years btwn entering Internet Society(tm) can make a huge difference!! it makes me feel insane!!!!#花話
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my favourite thing abt tumblr mass-finding out about the origins of the “poor little meow meow” phrase is a couple of people in the tags, who listen to things like, i assume, punk or rap, going “oh so THIS is what people got so emotional over? wow they wouldn’t last a day over here” or “ah, this, yeah a couple of guys from our side did it too”. refreshing
#i feel like it would also benefit people to realize that like. the fact that kpop is FULL of random phrases and more and more groups promote#overseas to the point of having the hour of their comeback be convenient for the US rather than just korea... absolutely DOES NOT!!!#DOES NOT!!! mean they all speak perfect (or even reliably passable) english and are knowledgeable about the things english-speaking#internet cares about. every once in a while there's a new twt storm because some idol says or does something insensitive and hurtful to a#group of their fans and its like. well yeah it's a horrible feeling but i cannot overstate how many of these idols just Don't Know Shit#like. idk. black people. i'd say most kpop idols -- who are just some guys and not tumblr/twitter users -- associate black people with like#music artists. rappers. they're cool and they have those cool braids! i'm doing a rap song and i want to be cool like them! lemme put on#those braid extensions! yahoo! <-- everyone hated that.#this is not to say that koreans are wee little babies who shouldn't be held accountable or that they're all stupid#but even despite kpop's insane worldwide popularity i doubt any of those idols are getting worldwide-flavoured sensitivity training#they're all perfect at saying cloyingly sweet bullshit to their fans -- i will love you all for the rest of my life! bro WHO would believe#that it's so embarrassing just sing your fucking songs -- but that's it! hell the younger groups are even bad at knowing how to act in thei#OWN country; with older idols complaining that the newbies talk to them casually (not using the polite language like you should) or even#flat out ignore/don't saw hello or bow to them. twt people are like 'korea has the fastest internet in the world' aye and they use it for#games and teenage internet stuff; not educating themselves on things they know nothing about#the sermon was 100% unintelligible to myg and he just picked it because it had a Tone that must have fit the image of the song in his mind#it's like all those people getting 'chinese' tattoos that say stupid shit like pork belly or baka gaijin or a bunch of misspelled character#tilted by 90 degrees#like i myself didn't know about the cult leader until the sample drama. so#some kp/op fans are absolutely rabid though. especially on twt#shrimp thoughts
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I haven’t been actively lately because I only just got internet and phone access where I’m staying rn and I finally have my new sim card in so I can have WIFI HALLELUJAH (I’m only supposed to have 1 hour phone time a day but no one needs to know heheheh)
Anyway I just wanted to say that I nearly died and I will still die and stand for Carson because he is amazing and a good person and season 6 isn’t in character but even if it was what happened to Thomas CLEARLY wasn’t even Carson’s fault and if you say it was then you SUCK and you’re WRONG!!! 😌 CARSON IS MY LIFE AMD MY WORLD AND THATS JUST SOMETHING FHAR YOU HAVE TO ACCEPT ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!!
#I’m so happy to have wifi back and I made plans w someone and talked to my mum one to one like a real person and everything’s been insane o#obviously like I was in the icu and now mental ward and it’s been some of the darkest most traumatic time of my life but after talking to th#the right ppl I feel hopeful again and like an entirely difffeernet person from this morning#random tmi life update#hopefully I’ll be able to draw something decent and I can post some Downton animals soon ☺️ lol#force everyone here to care about tiger carson <3#still obsessed with him#weird stuff going ik this is weird but I like just got my internet and tumblr back and I’m like WHEEEEEEwWWWwwW#maybe there can br hope lifean da future for me#also probably the fucking shitton socktail of meds I’m on rn has something t di with it lol#i think I’m getting some more in. a bit but I’m gonna go to the art room or something and try to draw more or whatever#coz it’s too early to sleep and I’m bouncing with energy!#crazy like I couldn’t even walk by myself a couple days ago and now I’m like chatting with everyone and hyper ^~^#idk whether to say I feel good or bad at this point coz idk what either means anymore but#yeah like I need that seeet sweet therapy pls fix my BRAIN and the dr upped my meds so Horay that should help too#suicide mention#not rly but just being safe tagging#death mention#?#idk it. and be triggering though I know#like the topic I mean#anyway I stand by and live carson and if you blame him in any way for Thomas suicide I’ll personally kill you
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