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Alexander pt.7 [BTS Jungkook ] (M)

jungkook x reader (y/N)

bts members

Genre : angst/smut/fluff

Mature contents: this is not a fairy tale leave if you don’t like it,

Summary: he gave me fire and i need to find him ;with him i saw stars ,i wasn’t scared i felt safe.. i liked his kisses and i wish we meet again …

part 1 2 3 4 5 6

MASTERLIST

“did you tell him ? Albert asked trying to get as much as he could of information

“no, but he said he felt me he felt i’m taking more time than usual so he guessed i have a kind of a problem or something

“aha ,so y/N tell me how do you feel ?

you were waiting for this question since two days now ,someone to ask how do you feel and fortunately Albert was here to ask

“i’m feeling different , i’m not that scared any more! something in me is coming out and i was happy to get to know it , jungkook made me find out that side but

“but !

“Alexander did the same before and i’m feeling sorry for my self to go along with jungkook but i swear he wasn’t easy to ignore he had such a smooth way to talk god he is sweet !!

“are you scared to fall for him maybe??

“yeah i am.. i’m so worry about that but he said he was just into sex we didn’t talk about something like falling for each other any way

“will you give it a try ?

“i don’t know , jungkook is around me while Alexander is a shadow he isn’t here and i’m afraid but i swear what i felt with him wasn’t an imagination or hallucination i really felt something exciting and the way he was asking me to meet him again isn’t leaving me in peace

Albert settled back in his seat “y/N ah you can’t believe in something that you weren’t sure even if it exist , Alex just passed by you he maybe wasn’t interested in any thing but sex too he maybe hurt you if he was here now

but while you were struggling to find him aren’t you scared of losing that one who is right beside you”,

people always had different ways to express their selves and their feeling maybe jungkook is one of them maybe his way to express his self is different so the only one chance that make you know it is to go for it

“you’re shipping us so hard before you even know him

Albert giggled “you know what , you are the only one patient i have that never bring a partner along

“first when i got visited any women when she first came in here looked so shy and broken, but after a huge work the session became healthier women even started to bring their husband or partner to listen to our conversation letting them know they weren’t feeling scared any more that they accepted their trouble and trying hard to fight it

you know having someone to build a relation with you is one of your needs to get over this problem Kim y/N “

“do you think one day jungkook will come in here with me ?

“i’m sure he will if you just give him a chance to express his self around you comfortably , i know you i’m sure you were always trying to hide

“i did” you sarcastically nodded

“Albert do you think i need to tell jungkook about my crush in Alex if we got into something in the future

the doctor frowned “do you want to tell him ?

“honestly .. no i don’t want to tell him , i already told you i don’t want to hurt his feelings

“i’m sure you will find out a way to deal with all this

“yeah i hope “

“don’t hesitate to call or text me i’m still hoping for the day you will come in here with some one

your phone suddenly interrupted and it was Kim taehyung

“it’s oppa

you left the office and brought your phone to your ear calling back Tae when you were finally in your car

“yaaaaaaah how dare you !! i was waiting for you to pick up the line !!”

“oppa don’t scream i can hear you

“listen brat get you ass in here quickly we are waiting for you , we will have a family dinner

you drove off towards your home , it was a Friday night and it was your grandpa sweet habit to gather all the family members at a specific hour for dinner you know your mom and auntie liked to cook together so the dishes seemed every time healthier and more delicious

and this was the first friday taehyung fiancé will be in she was a family member now ; taehyung was secretly smiling , he looked happy yet exciting but it seemed like he didn’t want to be over in front of his grandpa dad and uncle

seokjin too wasn’t always into family dinner but he never broke the rule

you somehow felt jealous of him he was so successful just like Namjoon and always busy but he made it

the only one who did fucked up this rules was you , you really didn’t mean to hurt any one of them but some how you liked to see them pissed off , if they didn’t let you alone that day...if you just went with them !.. if just

maybe you will be different , maybe you too will have someone by your side just like tae had

“how is your work doing y/N ah “

your grandpa suddenly asked and your chopsticks dropped the slice of meat you were about to send to your mouth

you rolled your eyes why the hell is he asking while i’m enjoying eating “

you sighed “it’s fine all of sudden guilty feeling hit you remembering that junkgkook is working alone now maybe hearing Haneul and Jimin having sex and hitting the walls too “dad let’s not talk about work now the kids are around us let’s just appreciate this your uncle intervened and you grinned thankfully at him

you could easily know how seokjin got all that charm it’s obvious !

it was 9 pm when you went back to the dorm lying that you have a lot of works

even you know jungkook would finish them all

going inside you noticed the calm atmosphere

it’s just 9 pm where are there

you shrugged and continued your way to your room when the next door cracked open

your eyes locked with jungkook tired face , he was wearing a leather jacket maybe ready to go out

you smiled sweetly and he did back coming towards you

“how was dinner ?

“how did you know ?

jungkook chuckled “i called taehyung today but he said he can’t make it and meet me as it’s a sacred day for the family

“aha i see, would you like to come in you said as you opened your door

“i’m going out

“some where special? you asked trying to hide your concern

he smirked “would you like to come with me ?

you turned to face him ,”if you give me a chance to change

“wear something comfortable , i’ll be in my car

you just slipped out your jeans and wear a black over sized woolly dress

you didn’t take you phone or any thing just leave every thing behind and fly to outside

jungkook was already in his seat slightly grinning to you when you were finally there looking at him with your bright beautiful eyes ,suddenly taking you in a hug

you immediately hugged him closer because how much feeling he was putting in his hug

“is every thing alright you whispered not letting him go

jungkook sighed “let me hug you one minute more please he barely said between his sighs and you tightened your arms around him you were ready to hug him forever

you gave up of asking him why was he sad , and stayed quiet in your passenger seat sometime glancing secretly at his poker face

for sure he wasn’t ok and you wanted to know why

the drive was really long and it was getting really far of the town

you found out you both were around the beach area,jungkook parked the car really near the sea

“are we coming out or no

“sure he let out and went out the car so did you

it was chilly and you felt cold cursing your self for wearing a dress ,but you didn’t even think his direction was the sea

“coming here means you’re not ok you finally said and jungkook looked at you

“thank you for coming with me “

he said and left to the trunk “i didn’t know i will have a company all i have here is this blanket and one thermos of coffee ,but it’s ok with me to share he said taking your hand both sitting on the sand leaning your backs on the car jungkook made sure to cover your bare legs so you will not feel cold

“i think it’s me who should to thank you , i never be in here in such a time, i always like the sea at summer

“it’s my favorite spot to visit to calm down and gather my self he let out

the coffee smell was teasing you , and the far light stake of the streets the sounds of the waves and this young man beside you making you feel happy and satisfied looking at his relaxed features ,his hand that was touching yours

“it’s my dad death anniversary jungkook suddenly let out his hand that was brushing yours stopped you turned completely so your blanket fell on your lap looking at jungkook sad expression

“i’m sorry jungkook

“you don’t have to be, it’s hard because it’s the first one i will get used to this in the coming years

“oh did you lost your father last year?

he nodded

i don’t come in here so much in winter any way , but since dad had gone i realized that i had a lot of things to do in here , mom came from Japan too i hate seeing her sad , i know she tried to look ok and telling him good things but i’m sure she immediately broke into tears as soon as we left grave ,they were in love and so i wish too

“i really don’t know what to say you let out as a tear skipped your lashes

jungkook was crying too “i’m happy at least i’m not a lone in this ,you know first time is specially hard in any thing

“yeah thanks god i came with you so i can share this , don’t cry please you didn’t know what to do as the young man broke into bitter tears

it seemed like he fought them back for so long “please kook! your fingers wiped his cheek and you immediately felt the electric shock as your skins touched

he nodded closing his eyes , he enjoyed your warm touch in his face your hand was small to cup his jawline but it was reassuring him ,but in that moment your body acted differently it seemed like it’s not only your hand that wanted to take care of him

you wanted to do that so you just climb on him in a second setting in his lap as you parted your legs jungkook immediately cupped your cheeks kissing you back as you leaned to kiss him first kissing is a broken heart ‘s medicine

his hands fixed your hips and your hands were in his hair playing with some locks as you felt his kisses were getting more wet

you parted your lips making him quickly insert his tongue the kiss was more passionate and long you didn’t firstly realized that you were jerking your hips and digging your crotch into his as he was massaging your thighs you broke the kiss panting hard still as close as he was pecking your lips

“fuck y/N he said half painting ,you know how much he wanted to release the tension

you kissed one more time it was too enough for jungkook already to get this hard you didn’t even need to touch his bulge to know how much hard he was for you

jungkook suddenly got up still holding you in his lap you thought he was going to fuck you against the car side but you were totally wrong as he dag you in the back seat of his car

he quickly slid your woolly dress “gorgeous he said as he took off his jacket

his shirt fabric was warm but you wanted to feel his skin warmness so you slipped your hands under his shirt while he was nibbling in your skin you didn’t believe this was happening again and you both were fucking in the car back seat jungkook kissed and sucked in your collarbone going up to your little small eat “he licked hearing your moans “i like it it’s really driving me crazy he said and you blushed ,the fact tat he even enjoying licking your ear was hot

jungkook reconnected your lips again as his hand took away your panties

“so wet for me babe”

“fuck !

“jungkook dug into you more hearing you moaning mess was making him eager to go down on you ,you cried out of pleasure and he was trying to encourage you more to feel how pretty your moans were, how fucking hard they’re making him...

fuck!! you’re so tight even i just fucked you jungkook said his forehead was dripping sweats he seemed hot on top of you sending you to heaven as he called it you were having a second round both never had a clue how to stop this craziness , it was just hot ,already missing him into you as he pulled out

you bit your lips not trying to be a bitch but you loved that feeling he filled you amazingly

jungkook lips were swollen as were yours you kept kissing and kissing even it was for so long you both laid on the seat sharing the blanket jungkook insisted that you were the dress so you will not feel cold even he liked your naked body

“i’m happy you’re smiling you said as he was fixing his belt before laid down again

“i will not get over this sad feeling easily if you weren’t here with me

yeah they said sex does miracle !!you snap cutely as you hugged him again “you are welcome jungkookie

“would you like to go back home now?

“i think it’s a good idea before the others found out

“yeah i still need to catch yoongi hyung in the morning

“y/N ah

emm can we cuddle when we are back home”

you playfully touched his cheek “sure jungkook i’m not planning to let you sleeping alone when you need me

you both made it to your rooms showering and changing then argued through the phone who’s bad will you use and you ended up in jungkook’s bad

there in your white short night gown cuddling with him as he slept right after you kept massaging his hair and nape knowing he was enjoying your touch

jungkook was still sleeping soundly you detected he cried last night secretly while you were hugging him but you didn’t want to made him know

sometimes people needed to cry and jungkook seemed some one who fought a lot to not break down

you lazily hummed of the pillow you were using trailing your fingers up so you could take the phone , it was early in the morning and it’s better for you to leave now before you got caught and you were sure Hosoak will do a marathon

you slid out the warm bed and your feet touched the cold wounded floor you were also sleepy but you had a lot to do

you pressed the door open rubbing your eyes when you felt a choked orbs were on you you looked up to meet yoongi face, parted lips and poker expression

you weren’t going to lie not when you were wearing a gown having a messy hair a morning bare face bare feet and just coming out from jungkook room

it ‘n not like you were working so all the ideas that may came to you to use as a lie evaporated

you gulped nervously knowing that yoongi will never ask you about this

“is jungkook awake he calmly said “

“no he broke down last night because of his dad death and i’m glad he still resting

“yeah , actually this is why i’m here i’m worried about that it’s the first anniversary and he wasn’t ok since days thank you for helping him

you grinned and went straight to your room as yoongi went back upstairs

it was 11 am when some one knocked in your door and it turned to be jungkook

you hugely smiled at him inviting him to sit on your bed as you were wearing your earrings

“it looks really beautiful ,

you slightly blushed “thank you it’s my mother gift last year in my birthday

your mom know how to treat her princess he teased referring to the shining diamond

“yeah she said it was specially made for me this is why i’m in love with them

“you like it when some one take care of you

“who wouldn’t jungkook ! , c’mon we will be late

you both planned to go for work when he sent you a morning text you both texted for a while to settle down with this idea

“mom is already an active member in the charity community i want something different

“what about visiting the house of sharing jungkook suddenly spoke and you turned like a bullet ,you already had a slight information about that

it’s ok go ahead

The House of Sharing includes “The Museum of Sexual Slavery by Japanese Military” to spread the truth about the Japanese military’s brutal abuse of comfort women and to educate descendants and the public you some how were proud of your country and the huge work it does to take back the old women rights

you know they were little girls when they were kidnapped and raped by the military pure little girls going to school or to play suddenly got into a dark room lost the count of how many time they were fucked , how many times they cried out they even lost the timing

it was hurtful and you could know how much they suffered , you were raped too even the situation was different the crime doesn’t change the fact that it let a scare was livable

you know a lot of information about this place but you never been in there you hated the fact of talking about forced sex or rape in general so how will you react if you just saw old women talking or telling you about that

jungkook was already talking with someone while you where looking dumb you didn’t even know how to react ,trying to find jungkook you hurried to him when you noticed him coming

“let’s go out please

“oh we just arrived i’m trying to make a list we will take in charge some the activities in here so come to help me

jungkook frowned feeling your nails were dug into his sking

you gasped letting his hand as you saw the marks

he immediately grabbed your hand back and went to hiis car

“i’m sorry i really want to help and i will do my best but please can i just work in this without being here i don’t think i’m able to see this i’m not the right one for this mission ,this kind of projects and helping needs a strong person some one who isn’t unstable like me

jungkook hand hovered on yours “ i will be always with you , helping you when you can’t do a thing so just tell me so we could work it together

you chuckled pressing on his fingers “you are sweet and i’m scared of this side of you

jungkook giggled runnig the engine

“leaving !! already

“that’s what the little princess wants

“little princess “ your eyes widened

“i hear tae hyung calling you that before

jungkook ah “

“emm

nothing , i was just practicing how to say your name

i prefer when you moan it

you blushed remembering how crazy both of you went into each other last night

he stopped by a restaurant and you both went to eat you were happy he was ok as you suddenly remembered what happened in the morning

“kook , yoongi saw me coming out your room this morning you said sighing

“i know he said nonchalantly as it was some thing normal

“you do did he tell you ?

“yeah we had our coffee together before we went out ,don’t worry yoongi hyung is my best friend and my brother we never get into each other privacy

i know , but i was really shy i’m not even your girl find you know you stopped looking at your plate when you realized what you just said

“would you like to be my girlfriend ?

jungkook smoothly asked and you looked at him eyes widened still not believe what you just hear

what ??

nb: for any one who needs to know or just curious about house of charity please find out ,i don’t own any information or a purpose i just needed this to much the story plot

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