#she's fine she's just unwell
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zishuge · 1 year ago
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i woke up last night in the middle of the night with the terrible, terrible thought that one day, hulijing would pass, and then it would be like li lianhua is gone for good
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untilyouremember · 7 months ago
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How I Met My Soulmate
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night-triumphantt · 7 months ago
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It is @cashweasel’s bday today!!!! I don’t rlly have words I just wanna let u know ily and appreciate u bestie and I hope your day is amazing as u <3 also yea I thought the blorbos absolutely needed to be animated smooching I hope u like it fhdkfjdkdjdjd
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bywandandsword · 2 months ago
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I'm putting together my costume for tomorrow as the ghost of a mad lighthouse keeper, and I put it on to see which sweater works best, and I realized that without the ghost makeup I'm basically cosplaying a miniature Peter Lukas
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kickassfu · 6 months ago
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my dog might die tonight
my mom's depressed and emotionally exhausted, to the point she slurs her words and feels like a zombie most days
has said to my face she doesn't want to fix it
that soon her mom will die and me and my sister are grown so...
we don't need her
and my dog's old and sick
in pain
at the vet getting oxygen and medication
to see if he'll make it through the night
and thank god he's there, so he doesn't have to suffer
but he's not next to us
he might die alone away from us
i think there's some poetic bullshit there
he would die in pain by our side
but he has a chance to survive away from us
and if he doesn't make it till the next day he'll die alone, but without pain
i just want to take everyone's pain away
but I can't
i can't fix it
it's not up to me
i can't do shit
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timothyslucy · 2 years ago
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tim eyeing lucy teetering on her feet while he’s having a discussion with grey or other authorities outside of a particularly gruesome crime scene until he notices her eyes rolling back, diving in right at the knick of time to catch his unconscious girlfriend before she hits the ground to parallel the s1 finale PLEEEEAAASSE!!!!!!!!
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spocks-kaathyra · 11 months ago
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"ur repressed" okay well have u even considered that emotions r purposeless and only serve to cause harm to those around u and I have achieved a unique transcendent state beyond them. have u considered that
#joking but like. am I wrong though#yeah no one is able to overcome the inherent human flaw of emotion and anyone who thinks they can is in fact mentally unwell#except for me I'm built different I have actually managed to transcend emotion. this is a good thing and not a problem#I saw my father's anger and my mother's discontent and my brother's self loathing and my friend's yearning.#and I saw how it only made everyone more unhappy. and I decided I would be above them all and never let my emotions rule me.#I was scared of the dark until I realized that fear wasn't useful to feel. so I stopped feeling it#this is a good thing and I am a paragon of mental health I think#mmm alternatively I was made to play mediator in a family of traumatized ppl and learned to repress my emotions to the point of dysfunction#but I prefer to think I'm enlightened and have no problems. this is fine and will not blow up in my face#anyways. just now realizing that this might stem from my childhood. oops#also realizing that I'm probably not aro and I just learned to turn off romantic attraction bc I saw how miserable it made my friend??#well. I still don't experience romantic attraction. but probably I should and I will if I ever sort out this repression thing. whoopsie#really she was ready to kill herself over some white guy and I looked at that and was like. nope. I'm never stooping to that level#mm might not help that my parents never loved each other and I never had a healthy romantic relationship modeled for me as a child#but still like really like what is the point. of having emotions. they're just not useful#oh hurr durr I'm angry at my friends for talking over a tv show. there is no way to act on this without damaging ppl and relationships#ohh I'm in love with this guy who will never love me back. THERE IS NO PRODUCTIVE WAY TO ACT ON THIS#literally emotions can only be destructive and I'm a better person for opting out of them#there are no downsides to being repressed! I can still feel positive emotions. I'm happy sometimes. sometimes I'm excited. it's fine#guy who is Unpacking Things live on ur dash. sorry#narcissus's echoes#vent
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beastsovrevelation · 2 days ago
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Hearing anyone else than Michael get called Commander of the Heavenly host makes me so viscerally angry I want to rip my own chest open.
Which means, as I've said before, my girl should behead Metatron, disembowel Aziraphale (for being an usurper), and knock out Gabriel's teeth (for being a previous usurper, not to mention disrespecting her).
Isn't Good Omens a fascinating show, huh?.. Somehow, it made a real life Satanist into Archangel Michael's greatest fan and most ardent defender.
#you can imagine my reaction to s2e6... yes i almost punched the screen i was genuinely unwell from rage#i'm on your side my war criminal darling i fix everything in my fic scenarios#pestilence right good omens wrong#in my fics michael is and has always been the supreme archangel and the commander and she is a nightmare everyone calls her the harpy#she's a machiavellian dictator but she also has this noble heart she's very complex alright i love her#if she isn't the supreme then she curses heaven and joins lucifer#btw yes i'm aware in the islamic myths michael is the second in command i don't care i'm not interested in that version nor do i like it#besides i doubt go creators were inspired by it they just wanted to make a nonsense of the myths in general#yes i'm being cynical you know i don't like go canon by now i'm a hater deal with it#also speaking of the islamic myths MY GIRL IS NOT THE ANGEL OF MERCY THEY DON'T SUIT HER ANYWAY#despite having these moments when she shows mercy and does ���unholy” things that she perceives as right#if you haven't caught on by now yes i'm a maladaptive daydreamer and autistic#good omens#good omens thoughts#good omens michael#let me be a hater#diary pages#tag essay#haterverse: good omens#anti aziraphale pro michael#gabriel will be fine his teeth will grow back and beel can have her chance of tending to him in the sickbed#huh now i feel a little better i needed to blow off steam i'm forever indignant on my girl's behalf#actually paragraph three in the text is deceptive i usually like archangel michael as a character and he/she's a mythological crush of mine#not that i don't understand why metaclown chose first gabriel then az they are stupid and easy to control unlike lucifer and michael
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gayjunebug · 1 year ago
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i am a fucking idiot, that is the conclusion im coming to recently.
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coldflasher · 6 months ago
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terrible relative has reached a new level of awful that i just. cannot understand. i cannot understand how anyone can be this AWFUL
(tw animal cruelty, pet death, genuinely have never needed to use these tags before but fuck me)
tonight she decided to tell this "fun" story about how my (now deceased) grandad had once been asked to look after a coworker's pet bird, and somehow while he was looking after it, the bird got out of its cage, and he couldn't get it back in again so he just let it out of the window.
there was just this silence. i was like "on... on purpose?" thinking surely not. no one is that cruel. she's worded this poorly, it must have been an accident, the window was open and the bird escaped because they didn't have time to close it or something
but then she was like "of course on purpose! well he wasn't going to mess around trying to get it back in, what else was he supposed to do?"
i was like?? you cannot be serious. i actually felt sick. "what was he supposed to do?" well he sure as fuck wasn't supposed to DELIBERATELY RELEASE A HELPLESS DEFENCELESS ANIMAL OUTSIDE TO DIE A CRUEL AND UNNECESSARY DEATH, ON FUCKING PURPOSE, BECAUSE HE DIDNT WANT TO DEAL WITH THE MINOR INCONVENIENCE OF DEALING WITH HIS OWN FUCKUP OF LETTING IT OUT
i almost cried. it's actually one of the worst things i have ever heard. someone trusted him to look after their bird and he killed it. he just. deliberately killed it because he deemed its life unworthy of the minor inconvenience of trying to catch it. and she told us this like it was a fun silly anecdote and not a horrific recounting of neglect and animal abuse
and then she had the gall to laugh at me and say "it was just a bird, i grew up on a farm, we don't care about these things." WELL YOU SHOULD. YOU HEARTLESS WITCH.
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sulfurrrr · 2 months ago
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rain-world-positivity-blog · 3 months ago
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woe, autism be upon ye!!!
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onlyfangz · 4 months ago
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"im going to start eating at 5pm again, no later than 6, and you are too"
"im not hungry around 6, ill just eat later, you can eat then"
"im not making two dinners!"
"yeah, i dont expect you to, ill just make dinner for myself"
"thats two sets of dishes!!"
"its two sets of dishes anyway, and i always do my own dishes anyway"
"im going to drop dead one day and im telling the rest of the family that its your fault"
DERANGED BEHAVIOUR.
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damndude69 · 4 months ago
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#I do this thing where I keep comparing myself and my life to other people my age who live like ‘normal lives’ where they live with just#their partner and work decent-ish paying jobs#and don’t live near family/have large family obligations#like I make slightly more than minimum wage#my health stuff had been getting worse#my fiancé is disabled/chronically ill and working her ass off so she doesn’t have excess energy#which leaves a lot of house work on me#which is fine and I don’t mind#and our household is me my fiancé my 23 yo sister and we’ve all lived together for like 3 years now and my sister makes a lot more money &#helps with house stuff#/​maintenance#but my younger sister and her 9 month old moved in at the beginning of summer because her baby daddy is a scum bag#and she’s 20 and really mentally unwell#so a lot of baby care falls on me & my fiancé#along with trying to help my sister with her mental health#which is like not normal levels of unwell it’s like serious shit and she’s completely unmedicated and going through a real hard time and not#adjusting to motherhood well cause she was 19 and shouldn’t have had a baby#and like she knows that but what’s done is done#she can’t move back in with my parents because her relationship with them is too fucked#and like there’s also complicated stuff safety and bad ppl in her life so that’s a stress inducing factor#she’s unemployed and I’m not sure will ever be able to work and can’t drive#not her fault just the reality we live in#also we’re the ppl who live closest to my grandmother who’s health has been rapidly declining so a lot of that has fallen on my other sister#and me to manage#I also have to pet sit a lot because I need the money#and when I come home I have to spend all my time getting the house back in order#also I’m about to be losing a days worth of pay starting September cause the kids I nanny are doing two half days a week of prek#which means less money & with these grocery bills and two more mouths to feed is gonna fuck me in the ass#so like yeah I don’t have the time or energy for hobbies I spend all my damn free time trying to keep the house clean or taking care of#The baby & like it’s just the way it is but it’s not comprable to how all the ppl I knew in highschool r living rn
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whimsicalcotton · 5 months ago
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i'm late as fuck but The Rise and Fall of a Midwest Princess has a fucking chokehold on me rn
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myownprivatcidaho · 7 months ago
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