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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jin ling#lan wangji#The fact that Jin Ling inherited Jiang Cheng's naming system for dogs makes me so happy#I also think it's funny to imagine that they all have *long* titles that get shortened#She's Princess Fairy of the Dearest Spring Meadows to *you*. Cur. As if you have the right to call her by a nickname#I think fairy is supposed to be a husky? Though I've seen so many husky/pomeranians lately that my association is deeply skewed#I'm gonna make all the dogs in this comic as unsettlingly cute as possible until I can't anymore#for the comedic effect of wwx being so terrified of them#You see....the real updog..... was wwx jumping into lwj's arms. Scooby-doo style#Did lwj finally get that ass? is his hand just slightly avoiding the area?#Find out next time on poorly-drawn-mdzs!
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*me immediately after going through a terrifying and traumatic experience* haha yeah I guess it was rough but I'm fine now like I'm totally chill. It was kinda funny actually if you think about it
#GUESS WHO GOT A PIERCING INFECTION SO BAD OVERNIGHT SHE HAD TO RUSH TO THE HOSPITAL#AND GET SURGERY TO REMOVE IT BC THE METAL WAS BURROWING ITSELF INSIDE HER LIP#yep that was meee :3#man. it sounds so silly now. like that probably shouldn't have made me panic nearly as much as it did#but you have to understand at the time it was terrifying#I noticed my lip was a bit swollen earlier in the night but I was like ok it's probably nothing serious#I put some ice on it hoping it would be back to normal after I got some sleep#then I woke up at like 5:30 AM with my lip super swollen and my lip piercing literally burying itself inside my flesh#I tried pushing it back out a bit and blood and pus started coming out so yk I started panicking#so I went upstairs and I asked my mom to drive me to the hospital#luckily we have free healthcare in brazil and the hospital was basically empty(this was on sunday)#but when I got there they told me the doctor wouldn't arrive until 8AM and it was like 6:45 at that point#so I REALLY started panicking 🫠 bc I could feel like the piercing kept burying itself more deeply like#I felt like the skin inside my lip was going to close around it and I was terrified bc I had no idea what to do#and I was scared it might make things worse#but all I could do was sit there and wait and so I started having a panic attack#luckily my mom was there with me the whole time so at least I didn't feel alone#and then I just. waited for it to end. and then tried to keep myself distracted until the doctor got there#I got treated by military doctors! sjdjcjck the army has been giving additional support for hospitals in my city#bc of the floods some health units are currently closed and demand got higher so they needed extra support there#so an army doctor performed my surgery(inside an army tent no less ajfjjfkf maybe not ideal but. functional)#he was so nice?? like probably the calmest most careful doctor I've ever been treated by#I still had a bit of a nervous breakdown again after the surgery but that was bc I'd never been through something like that before#I got anesthesia obvs but I still felt the tug when he cut into my skin to remove the piercing and did my stitches#so my mind started cooking up all these horrible scenarios of how everything could go wrong and I was gonna die#cried on the doctor's table. 👍🏻 awesome#but he and his assistant were super nice about it she even offered me a hug#but anyway in the end I finally calmed down and got some medication#now I'm all stitched up with my little bloated lip eating soup out of a straw 👍🏻 but I'm ALIVE and I'm just glad it's all over fjjvjkf#sleep.txt
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Perilous Journey AU where Curtain does end up with the duskwort and successfully puts everyone to sleep except it fails because it simply makes Number Two take a twenty-minute nap and then she's up and chasing Curtain with a baseball bat
#ngl this concept is actually terrifying for Number Two if I took it seriously#A. you're literally the only person awake. everyone else has been asleep for days. you're the only one that can stop this#B. there's something so deeply wrong with your sleep that this insanely powerful sleep plant just makes you rest for a few hours#not that there's something truly wrong with her but I think she'd be a little unnerved by that#and maybe feel like she was a bit broken. idk#ANYWAYS. back to the silly. everyone's lying around snoring while she chases him up and down the streets somehow keeping up with his chair#the mysterious benedict society#number two#the perilous journey
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I don't get people who hate any member of the Jade Winglet. All they did was be traumatized teens who learned to be themselves with their friends what did they do
#sp-rambles#“Moon is annoying and whiny” she's an anxious and nervous child who is terrified of her powers and being discovered#“Winter is toxic and abusive” he grew up in a horrific environment that forced him to become that way and he's deeply loyal and sweet#“Peril is clingy and crazy” she was treated like a monster and a living weapon and dared to get attached to the one dragon who was nice#“Turtle is boring and bland” he is deeply paranoid and scared and wants nothing more than to NOT be a hero of some grand prophecy#“Qibli is irritating and pompous” that's the persona he puts on because he was neglected and denied love as a child#wof
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I'm fascinated by little overlaps of character experiences in a timeline. In "Final Fantasy 7" as I vaguely remember it, Sephiroth is born in Shinra Manor in Nibelheim. The house has a secret basement laboratory, but people can't really spend months locked inside a house without losing it, so there must have been SOME interaction between the scientists in the manor and the people of the local village.
Like, they would have needed to get food somehow? And Shinra could be delivering all of their food by helicopter or something once a week, among other supplies, sure, but it's also possible that they might have had their food delivered through the village. Over the months or years that they were there, someone must have gone out drinking at the local pub or gone out to buy cigarettes at least once. There are different levels of lockdown that all seem feasible. It's possible that the situation was chill enough that Shinra employees might have semi-regularly gone out to eat dinner in town and simply not talked about what they were working on while out and about (Project S / the Jenova Project).
According to the wiki, Cloud is 21 during FF7, which means he was 17ish during the Nibelheim mission, I think? Some additional materials somewhere suggest that Cloud's Mom was only THIRTY-THREE (33) when she died, so I'm putting him at 17 because that means she would have been 16 when he was born. Which, depending on how old Sephiroth is exactly (wiki puts him at 25-30ish during FF7, which means he's probably 21-26ish during the Nibelheim mission), means that Claudia Strife would have been 7-12 years old in Nibelheim when Sephiroth was born.
It's perfectly possible that Claudia Strife at some point met Vincent Valentine, Hojo, or even a heavily pregnant Lucretia. She was supposedly a precocious girl with big dreams (before apparently becoming a teen mom), so she might have tried to hang around Shinra Manor at some point, and, idk, Vincent on his smoke break might have casually told her to fuck off for her own good. If the Project S people stayed in Shinra Manor for several years, it's very possible that one of the security guards or someone else there might be Cloud's father, who slept with a 15yo local and eventually left when he got sick of rural life. In which case, Claudia Strife might even have had the motivation to belatedly try to record who was at Shinra Manor and when, as part of an effort to find and contact her baby's deadbeat dad again.
(It's also possible that Cloud's Mom paid zero attention to any of the Shinra people back then and knows nothing about them, of course. Small towns are small, but also, sometimes you do the smart thing and just don't go poking around the mysterious corporate compound on the edge of town. That's just none of her business.)
Anyway, I think it's funny that Sephiroth is trying to figure out the secrets of his past, and they (Sephiroth, Zack, Cloud) could have potentially easily learned both Lucretia Crescent and Vincent Valentine's names if Zack had had one (1) conversation with Cloud's Mom. Claudia Strife was around back then as an adventurous young girl! She might honestly know a little something! Cloud, go home and talk to your mother!
#tossawary ff7#cloud strife#claudia strife#sephiroth#vincent valentine#lucretia crescent#spoilers#fic ideas#cloud's mom barely exists as a character but it still surprises me she isn't used more in fanfiction#I know people don't think moms are cool + are terrified of women older than their male partners but Seph's mommy issues are RIGHT THERE#also it is deeply funny to me that the age gap between Sephiroth and Cloud is the same as the age gap between Sephiroth and Cloud's Mom#protagonist claudia strife au
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MANGA SPOILERS!
The way dunmeshi gave us a fight with lethal rabbits where marcille had to necromance her friends and the dead rabbits and showed it in their usual silly way and then hit us with marcille surrounded by the bodies of her team having to face her worst fear once again left alone in a sea of death a constant reminded of what her future is supposed to be.
#she is so desperately afraid of being left alone#the curse of living longer than anyone she will ever love bc of being an half elf#she breaks my heart#she is so silly and then you see how terrified she is#also the fact that even though she IS scared of losing her loved ones to time she still inevitably loves so much#she doesn't refuse to care to protect her heart#she keeps loving so fiercely she is ready to break rules to bring her people back and keep them safe#and she tirelessly fights to achieve her dream bc she loves so deeply#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#dunmeshi#marcille donato#dunmeshi spoilers
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scully whispering “oh my god” in paper hearts when roche tells mulder that he just wants to see his face when he finds samantha’s body is one of the most affective small moments of the series. scully so rarely lets anything slip, so rarely speaks from a place of emotion rather than rationality, so rarely doesn’t have her words carefully chosen when she does.
but it’s just SO CRUEL!!! it’s just so cruel. and all mulder can do is sit there silently. it’s scully that jumps up and screams. i love the way she goes over to the door and just opens it and stands there, waits firmly for mulder to quietly follow her. she just gets him out of there without directing a single word towards him.
#ahab and starbuck episode#txf.txt#paper hearts#it’s so hard to be starbuck. there is so much grief in chasing ghosts#like trish was saying earlier this episode is HARD on scully. it’s the most haunted that mulder ever is.#it’s the Biggest reminder of what they’re Actually doing#they are NOT just chasing little green men and having adventures and studying sewer worms#they’re trying to make sense out of something that will never make sense. they’re trying to find ‘truth’ that they don’t want to know.#they’re living their lives in mourning of a missing little girl and scully is terrified they’ll find her#and that it will be just like roche threatens. and there is no one there but her#there is no one there but her that even CARES how haunted he is and how deeply stuck and lost and SAD it is#it’s all the little things like her ‘you did good work mulder’ and the way she asks if he’s okay to go tell the dead little girl’s family#‘paper hearts’ is them living out scully’s fear. what she thinks happened. what she’s afraid he’ll find someday.
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i don’t talk about bridgerton on here but just to clarify. i will not be having ANY eloise hate on this account. i will bite.
#eloise bridgerton they could never make me hate you!!#addressing the normal talking points one by one to get them sorted:#- no i don’t care that eloise called pen some names after the discovery. she was devastated and furious.#she can apologise in the future but in the moment of course she said it#- yes pen did write about eloise as a way to save her but that doesn’t mean it hasn’t possibly ruined eloise’s life#- similarly: eloise isn’t (just) angry that she was written about. daphne also went through whistledown and it very much terrified her#so have many other women including marina#- eloise is betrayed because she told pen everything and is realising pen told her nothing#(and she’s probably thinking about any secrets she might have said to her best friend that could now be used against the ton and her family)#- as claudio said: being regency gossip girl isnt a moral girlboss thing its deeply harmful tbh#- pen did have reasons to become whistledown! that doesn’t mean that she’s innocent or right!#- eloise isnt now friends with cressida to spite pen lmao she’s alone and scared and cressida was the last person who offered her friendship#she has no idea how to manage society by herself#(and she needs someone to improve the reputation of her and her family)#- im also convinced she has other ulterior motives for befriending cressida. like she’s keeping an eye on her or smth#- eloise didn’t just ignore anything pen said and that’s why she only just figured it out. pen deliberately didn’t speak like lw to hide it#the moment she did eloise was like huh that’s weird she doesn’t normally talk like that. and THATS when she figured it out#- eloise just found out her best friend has betrayed her and been hiding this massive secret#but she hasn’t told anyone. not even her own family. im not hearing out any accusations of HER of being disloyal#- also pen clearly wasn’t that upset at writing about eloise bc the moment eloise and colin upset her she went straight back to it lmao#side note but no i don’t think the queen is going to name her the ‘emerald’ or anything because she’s suddenly in the spotlight#eloise is tbh the only debutante she actually consistently recognised (for good or bad)#a new dress is not going to be interesting for charlotte to change her whole tradition#tl;dr i love eloise and i will die on this hill#eloise bridgerton#bridgerton
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i love her so much 😭🎀💐
#super glue is very strong holy shit lol#i used loctite..and its still stuck to my finger lol#u can see the crack in the first railing post on the left p strong#theres a tiiiny amnt of paint missing from the left prong#and even tiner amount on the stairs#but not possible to see in these photos#the altar really is extraordinary#I was deeply terrified that based on the og selling price#that it wouldn't be that beautiful irl#250k is a huge difference from 1m yen#but she truly is so nice#weep#brianna babbles
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thinking about. narukami arashi. in all her messy self. augh...
#i love her sm and its like way beyond the queen girlboss thing#i have yet to read much of her in the !! stories cuz im catching up slowly but#at least in what ive read so far. shes such a wonderful character. full of duality#shes caring shes distant shes cute and dainty she could beat your ass shes confident shes insecure shes collected shes impulsive#she wants to be loved and love as well but she knows it's painful to chase after someone... to lose people... its painful and scary...#i love how she insists on being there for mika bc she already lost someone to her self centeredness. she will reach out.#she will not allow herself to miss her friends' pain again#but also she keeps her distance... leo had to literally shake her pain out of her...#in ! even though eeeveryone is mean and transphobic she keeps smiling and doesnt push the issue#even tho it hurts her sm to be constantly invalidated...#(yes ik its a good bit of retcon shut up)#even though shes so confident in herself. she still cowers at the thought of being rejected and ostricized.#tbh i love knights in general. the overarching theme of “individualists”#but theyre all just. deeply lonely and unloved people#theyre sticking close and playing family but theyre all terrified deep down its all a house of cards...#i need to read the model trio lookback. i need little nacchan and the birth of her insane crush on the teacher guy.#(also tbh i stand by nacchan being thw most normal knights member. even her crush is Just Girlhood Things)#(like cmon who didnt know a girl who had a delusional crush on someone older. i knew like 10 girls like that#its only the child model part that makes her unusual. between a rich nobleson a yandere tsundere model#a genious lunatic composer a vampire chuunibyou guy and a child model tgirl. whos the most normal)#enstars#arashi narukami
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My madoka magica hot take is I like sayaka/kyoko as a ship more than madoka/homura
#madoka magica#both ships are very very good and make me feral but god kyoko/sayaka really caters to me#i am biased cuz sayaka is my favorite character lol and i just want good things for her#but i mean we get them as enemies fighting to the death obsessively like sayaka gets so focused on proving herself to kyoko she cant think#of anything else and she wastes her energy fighting her instead of witches and just the foil like#both used their wish to grant something for someone else and kyoko lost everything as a result and decided that nothing good will ever come#of helping others so she should only look after number one and of course shed think that cuz shes all she has left#meanwhile sayaka refuses to take care of herself because she never wants others to suffer so she only exists for others#and both of them change their perspectives in pursuit of each other theyre literally red and blue#and i love seeing the development of their relationship and kyokos feelings i love her offering to kill ryosuke for sayaka#and how terrified she is in that moment when she sees sayakas lifeless body separated from the soul gem#or how she shares her story and remembers why she started fighting because of sayaka and fucking#THE WAY SHE ACTS SELFLESSLY AND STUPIDLY OPTIMISTIC TO SAVE SAYAKA FROM HER WITCH FOR#THE WAY SHE SACRIFICES HERSELF TO CONNECT WITH HER THE LOVE SONG#THEM HOLDING HANDS WHILE SAYAKA CRIES AND KYOKO IS THERE FOR HER AND THEY UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER SO WELL#god fucking dammit these fucking gay people are ruining my sleep#yeah idk if its obvious but i have a specific type when it comes to ships i love when characters beat each other up and are the center of#each others motivations and go through the horrors together and come out the other side and love each other deeply#love each others flaws and theres understanding and tenderness#i haaaave to draw them but i also have to draw a lot of blorbos rn alkksk
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she's hysterical
#bb26#this kimo is a terrifying mastermind saga lately from everybody has been killing me. 😭#'she's trying to convince angjkdjewwl' and this still deeply unserious jdskjdsk
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an npc my beautiful adventuring party met and is taking with them into the depths. meet marle (she/they)
#i am cupping her in my hands and smooching her head#she tries to put on a cold front to protect herself but shes a deeply caring and terrified person#who just wants to resuce her friends from the Underground Labyrinth#digital#ocs#marle#lcbrpg
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ok Top 5 “this is about Katheryn Howard now” songs
put “top 5” anything in my ask and i will answer ok go
can't think about how music and katherine howard are inexorably linked with trauma too much that shit's bad for your mental health
lonesome organist rapes page-turner by the dresden dolls
girls just wanna have fun by cyndi lauper (honorary mention goes to cyndi’s rendition of don’t let me be misunderstood)
werewolf by cocorosie
just a girl by no doubt
teenagers by my chemical romance
#💌#katherine howard#i will ALSO give honorable mentions to first aid kit's i met up with the king#and taylor swift for dear john and would’ve could’ve should’ve and any other songs abt that musty ass freak john meyer#i am not a tswift fan musically and i actively dislike her as a person#but i like those songs#and they give catharsis to the specific feelings of ageing into the realisation that you were taken advantage of by an older person in a re#and it’s deeply tragic that katherine never reached that point and if she did#it was in the traumatic capacity of being forced to relive it during terrifying interrogations
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Saw your tags on the Dodgers/Rockies bee delay. According to CBS they did call a beekeeper who safely relocated the swarm:
https://www.cbsnews.com/news/bees-dodgers-diamondbacks-game-delayed-2-hours-arizona/
GOOD. We love safe beelocation!
#ask me stuff!#my grandparents kept bees#and now they keep bees at my parents lol#i used to be terrified of them but now i deeply appreciate them and have learned how to stay out of their flight paths in the back yard now#also you have to learn to be chill w bees real fast when your dog insists on pooping right in front of the hives#and then you have to extract a very angry bee out of her two inch thick fur as it attempts to sting her#does she realize or care? no#do i want to take her to the vet for a seventy dollar benadryl? also no
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really just saw a post from a family friend dog breeder saying "If your dog is afraid of fireworks, you're a failure as a pet owner and shouldn't have a dog" ... huh. yeah ok, I'll rehome my chihuahua because she shakes a little over the strange sky noises no matter how much I try to desensitize. I'll get right on that.
#if your dog is genuinely terrified and a danger to itself it is probably on you to anticipate and visit your vet for sedatives but idk#taco is alarmed by fireworks and shakes a little then gets over it#i take her out sometimes when my neighbor is doing bottle rockets snd give her treats during#but she still is just confused about the whole ordeal and is not very bright or trainable#she does not run or panic she just shivers#she is deeply stupid thouhh like she used to live on an army base. and just forgot i guess
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