#she’s talking in third person again

[musical-dash-trash]

i love you guys so much @ivys-head-is-spinning @theoneandonlypatches @kutie106 @forestgromlin @lemonlord14

you’re all such incredible people and i wonder multiple times a day how i got so lucky to have met you

i just. aaaaaa. !!!!!! <3333

[thebigqueer]

literally having the worst day ever and i cant ever be happy (has only experienced minor inconveniences today but they keep adding up)

[floralovebot]

ALSO ive been rereading the comics again and its giving me so much winx/specialists and specialists/specialists friendship dynamics psychic attacks again

[naturalbornlosers]

getting outed at work sucks 👍

[skierisa]

does anyone else feels like as you grow up, the dumber your parents seem like?

as a kid i used to think my mum was super smart, but now all i see is a an almost 40 yo frustrated crybaby who thinks the world works the same way as 30 years ago (but the tv version of it)

[kraviolis]

im gonna say it. the only people who genuinely think willow "forgave" amity too quick are all under 17 years old

[chaotic-orphan]

Stream of Consciousness

Mo Dhia… I actually have to do an introduction because the rambling went on too long and even reading over it myself I’m like meh, too long, not enough brain power

So now it’s all SPARK NOTES:

I am stopping Whumpuary to work on the many Series that are still WIPs — haven’t finished a single series yet😅 (Idk about febuwhump, maybe I’ll do some prompts but omg— calendars are so hard to keep to…)

I am making a schedule for writing: SATURDAYS and WEDNESDAYS are my penciled in Tumblr days

This means that a fic will be updated at least once a week (the other day may be drabbles, but mostly planning and writing for Saturday, so maybe just Saturdays— Idk, TBD)

CURRENT SERIES BEING WORKED ON IN DRAFTS ARE— Vendetta, Heroic Betrayal (next part), and Defiant Leader x Confident Villain

lmk which other ones you REALLY want, after those three is Semantics, but after that idk so—

I am currently reading Romina Garber’s Castle of the Cursed and holy fuck, I am in loveeeee!!! So fun and entertaining, love the MC

YOU DO NOT NEED TO READ UNDER THE CUT BECAUSE I SUMMARISED EVERYTHING ABOVE, YOU ARE WELCOME!!!! I WAS JUST TOO LAZY TO DELETE, OKAY BESTIES HAVE A GOOD DAY—

Okay I have stopped doing Whumpuary because I actually realy need to work on my ACTUAL series🫡🫡🫡 not make potential new ones god damn it (even though that ship has sailed… literally😏 yk who you are nonny)

I have decided that WEDNESDAY’s and SATURDAY’s I will upload new parts to fics — or that may be too what do you call it—- uhhh, ambitious!!! So maybe just stick to one or the other for fic updates, and then do drabbles/asks for the other day — anyways, I think that’s the vibe— Saturday’s and Wednesday’s are penciled into my schedule for tumblr writing days so hopefully I actually dust off the cobwebs of some of my fics and baby little OC’s and cause them untold emotional and physical abuse😇😇😇

I have one part left to edit of HB and then I can start re-writing my other series for the other acc, and thennnn J feel that will also bring back flow in my writing because I’m like “ah yes, I remember this important plot point” now after re-doing HB and oh my fucking god🙈 the way it starts all coming back

Soooo yes… more ramblings, and plans, and discipline in writing and hopefully uploads — maybe even Wednesday’s will be planning days for Saturday’s—

I wish there was like a twitter place on tumblr where you could like actually update things without making a post and be like “NEW SCHEDULE” and — anyways—

Actually, now I’m like this is too ambitious, I should probably add another day, but I need a day for each of the novels, then a poetry day and then I need a rest day of just reading— cause O Mo Dhia, I have a lot of catch up reading to do… maybe I need two rest days? No… maybe I need another just overall planning day…

Hmmmmm…. Yes, okay, see this is why writing stuff out is beneficial!!! Stream of consciousness, let’s goooo—

Hope you’re all well, byeeee

[grimbleton5s]

tee bee haytch i’m not even sure i fully grasp why so much of the arcane fanbase fully believe viktor and mel like… hate each other. i don’t think they’re best friends nor do i think they’re on good terms, but hate seems like such a strong word for two characters who the writers literally barely let interact. hate implies seething. a vitriol. lying awake at night angry about the others existence. and i just don’t think it gets that serious for either of them. i know the go to thing to point to in order to explain this belief is that one particular scene from s1 that i won’t even describe or be specific about since it’s obvious which one i mean, but even that doesn’t really feel like proof enough to me to justify the whole ‘they are enemies. they can’t stand each other’ or ‘mel doesn’t like him at all’ angle that people push. truthfully i do not think mel hates viktor. if we are to go by solely what we see in s1, then i do not think she even thinks about him much unless he is in her line of sight. and you could argue that that is in some ways as bad as disliking him, but it’s definitely nowhere as close to the sort of vitriol the fans seem to think exist between them. i think any dislike viktor has towards her doesn’t get anymore personal than the basic dislike he has for all of the councilors. one might argue, no, see, he dislikes her more so than everyone else because of jayce and the scene. you know the scene… but even then i don’t think so. i think he’s less upset with mel because i don’t think he expects much else from what he sees as another rich politician, and more upset with jayce, actually, for letting himself be so easily swayed by a pretty face. i don’t know call me crazy but i think many of y’all are projecting your own hidden dislike of mel for ‘getting in the way of yaoi’ onto the characters. but that is just me.

[wolpatinga]

[narugen]

got another hoshimina fic idea… it takes them four people and nine years before they get their shit together.

[strawbabycowboy]

[themanwhomadeamonster]

having gender thoughts... i'm pretty confident that currently i'm nonbinary bc when ppl address me as a woman it's Ew 😨 , but because of that it was initially easy to jump straight to the other end and assume i'd be fine with that too. and i (thought i?) was for a few years but anytime recently for sure that's not the case anymore

lately sometimes ppl address me with masc terms and though i'm not offended or upset by it at all and i use them to refer to myself a lot anyway, it does serve as a reminder that oh, i would HATE to actually be considered as a binary man either. trans masc at best. a bro. a dude. if u know me i may even be a gorl or a girlie. but a WOMAN? or a MAN? no

[fideidefenswhore]

Catherine [of Aragon], [Princess] Mary, and Anne Boleyn are enemies of Cromwell and do not fare well at her hands. In fact, [Mantel's] focus on Cromwell seriously undermines the claim her account is more authentic than Michael Hirst['s].

Writing Mary I: History, Historiography, and Fiction

[snakesnifter]

im unsure how i feel about toa as a series so far but by god does riordans writing amuse me

[akchually]

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[sepiasys]

Hey.

Had a fun lil crash, but… better, ig.

I should've tried to talk internally instead of expecting others (irl/externally) to be able to help when I don't even know what kind of help I need :<

…🦊 came by and helped me out... Specifically, he went out of his way to type stuff out (Ellipsus) so we could talk. Long-haired look instead of the typical way they're drawn, if u wanna know, but that's just a little extra detail.

I apologized to her again about… everything, ig :< I was stupid, I forgot that we're supposed to work together and that I should be able to ask the others for help 😞 He forgave me, and in their own way shared that she understands that I go through a lot. A hell of a lot.

So… I guess things are kinda ok now. He even tried a joke, in his own way (which usually when they joke or anything, it kinda comes off sarcastic or rude in some way. But I know they meant to be lighthearted about it.)

It makes me… kinda sad, ig, that I'm the main one who does all this talking. Or ig is the one who needs it this much. I still regret not talking to anyone internally of my own volition at first.

Glad 🦊 was here, ig… Not that I hate em. I actually think we haven't... really had much of a relationship? We're usually close, in a sense, but I think that's more of a... trauma, trigger thingy, for why we might front close together. I don't know if anyone remembers how our relationship would've been before, I just feel like she might've hated me at some point? But I don't have any memory of past interactions, nor of their side of it. I don't know if they remember, either.

I'm glad they were there for me, atleast.