#she was so fucking young. her and her sister both
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Cold rainy mornings are death traps for siblings who have to do things that day, it feels so calm and nice, plus it's so easy to just lie back down and hold onto your little sister for a bit longer, only five more minutes of cuddle time and they'll get up!
The truth is, neither sibling wants to get out of bed and they know it. They urge the other to get up so that they aren't the first one to bear the frigid air waiting outside the confines of the bed, which eventually dies out due to both of their stubbornness. Maybe the older sister would just give up and say "Fuck it, I'm calling out today." to their little sister's delight. Finally, she gets her big sis all to herself, no distractions.
They only get up to grab the food they ordered, even going so far to risk eating on the bed. Can't let the bed get too cold while they were gone! After that, the two tangle up in the strangest cuddling formations as they play their own games or watch youtube, trying to find the most warmth possible between each other.
Eventually, the girls simply end up spooning, watching some guy play an old horror game they geeked out to when they were younger. Both sisters try not to think about what body parts are touching what, but it feels too nice to split up, they just found the perfect position!
Big sis feels so guilty, preying on her innocent little sister like this fills her with disgust and hatred for herself. How could she think of her own family that way?
Lil sis doesn't know how to process her feelings for her big sister. She knows what she's doing is wrong, but nobody's ever explained why. Maybe it'll be okay if it's her big sister, right? Maybe later tonight when her big sis sleeps, she would shakily lose her first kiss experimenting with her older sibling.
Of course, big sis wasn't sleeping when her lil sis kissed her, how could she? How could anyone? Someone so precious, and small, and young, oh god she's so young, it's tearing her apart. She can't cry now. Lil sis is right in front of her, staring right at her closed eyelidsâ she can feel it. Look away. Please. She couldn't bear it.
Big sis couldn't bear opening her eyes, but she knows what awaits on the other side. Her adorable little sister, staring right back at her. All sense of morality or integrity would be gone, like it never existed in the first place. One more kiss, and the trajectory of both their lives would intertwine, or maybe it simply leads where it was always going to go.
Something was going to give that night.
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Wanted to paint some of my favorite characters, nothing more nothing less
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Way too much yapping like an embarrassing amount, the individual portraits and the template I used below vvv
I shouldn't be allowed to talk about my favorite characters- especially to people who (presumably) don't know them xjfkdk apart from the very popular ones ofc
ILLYA KURYAKIN (The man from U.N.C.L.E)
gay ass little Russian spy I love him he is so *dramatic* and a huge nerd and a Beatles fan and into fashion design- perfect pocket size blorbo ;w; also seeing a Russian character being given a positive leading role in an American tvshow from the 60s ?? Yes he lives in New York and works for UNCLE America.... But he is still a communist ?? Incredible ! Also I really like the fact he isn't given the cliché personality traits often given to Russian characters i e anger issues drinks a lot violent ect (looking at you shitty(imo) modern remake... What did you do to my little guy ;;). In a close contest with Spock for the "gayest man from tvshow" of the 60s..... And in my heart he is winning djdkd for me the gay subtext of muncle hits so much more because it's not a scifi show- it's closer to home, Napoleon and Illya were *like that* in the present day of the 60s, they were both human, and no alien fuckery made them go to the village more than once or play house in the suburbs or get attached ass up to get pegged on a regular basis... Truly a show that feels written by an old queen and a guy with the biggest fem dom fetish jkvjjkb (don't get me wrong tho I adore star trek tos and spirk too <3)
KUROO HAZAMA and PINOKO (Black Jack)
sometimes I rewatch some of the oavs from the 90s when I'm sad :) I had a huge phase a couple years back when I read nearly all the manga (should really finish it... Or reread the whole thing frankly), watched *all* the shows (bar young black jack, hated that shit) and idk I just love this venal bitch so much- him and his daughter and his conflicted feelings for his tboy ex that he still loves kfkfkf btw I'm dying for a modern take on this like please please please I'd love to see Kei Kisaragi's story rewritten a bit (trans character in the 70s sure was progressive but oh boy-), because him and black jack's relationship makes me so *weak*.... And maybe see him a bit more than in one story- anyway ! When it comes to his daughter Pinoko, it's very hit or miss- when the writers lean on the cute father adoptive daughter relationship it's great, when they lean more on the whole "she has a crush on him" (very much like a child in most case, and he *never* reciprocate thank god) and bring up the fact she is technically 18 a lot (she was an evil tumor trapped in her sister before he created a body for her- black jack shit dw), and she gets jealous of other women.... Well it's terrible and I'm uncomfy :(
EVA KANT (Diabolik)
Look.... You just can't show me danger diabolik 1968 and not expect me to become insane djdkdkdk she is so cool ;; !!! Her and her devious eel of a man (here as a panther, because even tho I haven't read the comic yet, I'm taking an educated guess that all the panther imagery is here to represent him, the lethal twunk always in the all black gimp suit... And if it's not then fuck my entire life ig fjfkkd), the cuntiest het couple you've ever seen, such freaks I love them ! Partners in crime that will blow up the tax offices of the whole country if you try to put a bounty on them <3 they are in the guilty faves category only because I'm this invested in these characters after 1 (one) movie fkfkf watched the first two remakes and was hmmm let's say underwhelmed, could have been worse but going after the 60s one ie peak cinema was hard... I went in fully invested in these heterosexuals and they still fucked up their romance and relationship ;; (don't spoil me the third one btw haven't seen it yet ! I know it's the yaoi one- which doesn't give me much hope for Eva tbh...) I'll soon start reading the comics tho ! Managed to find all twelve volumes of "Il grande Diabolik" in french for pretty cheap so I'm excited for that :D (might scan them and upload them online because omg I tried finding scans in *any* language and only found a dubious website that sold digital copies for 7⏠a volume ??? What is this)
UTA (The Void / ĐąŃŃĐłĐŸŃ / Turgor / Tension)
Apathy girlyyyyy she just like me for real for real nfkfk what absolutely charmed me about her is yes her design, but more importantly her chamber's design (if you've never played the void, a sister's chamber is a space that represent her. You get a sense of who she is by exploring her chamber before finding her and talking to her soul it's great). The lonely island out at sea, her laying down on a suspended steel boat in a grotto, looking passively at the moon by a crack on the ceiling.... And the moon is looking back. Incredible ! I love this game so much
KIM KITSURAGI (Disco Elysium)
Do I really have to explain this one ? When I played the game with quiji I remember I kept saying "when Kim talks, we *listen*" djkdk we did get a good grade in Kim Kitsuragi and got him to dance in the church <3 this fucking centrist cop wormed it's way into my heart and many others because of course he did. The only Kim K in my eyes. Also funny anecdote : before I played Disco Elysium, I had one concept art masterclass where a kinda famous concept artist came to give advice, make us really stressed then give us a shitty grade.... And when I tell you this man looked so much like Kim ??? Same haircut, glasses, face with a scar *exactly* where Kim's portrait has a stark shadow on his cheek and he was dressed in an orange top- truly uncanny. Anyway, Kim is so fucking cool how does he do it
DARK VADOR (La guerre des Ă©toiles)
*sight* not surprising if you know me... and to be clear when I say Vader I don't mean Anakin Skywalker, post barbecue only zouz here. I refuse to yap about this man djdkdk I already do that way to much in ao3 comment sections
And here is the template I used ! Don't know who made it tho sorry...
PS : all these where made in 2-3 hours each :D wanted to challenge myself by painting quickly, and I mostly (looking at the Eva Kant one that gave me trouble) succeeded !
#I FORGOT HIS SHITTY LITTLE MUSTACHE OMFG if you saw a clean shaven Kim for a second there no you did not#My favs are the Illya and Vader ones fuivbfd so proud of them#illya kuryakin#tmfu tv#the man from uncle#kuroo hazama#pinoko#black jack#eva kant#danger: diabolik#diabolik#the void#ĐąŃŃĐłĐŸŃ#turgor#tension#ice pick lodge#uta#kim kitsuragi#disco elysium#darth vader#star wars#star wars original trilogy#artists on tumblr#fanart#digital painting#portrait painting#art#my art#digital art#art template
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So Maifa Au. So Mercury is sent after Jaune by his still alive abusive father. So when Mercury is about to attack Jaune and Pyrrha but them Mama Arc steps in to deal with it. Cuts to Mercury crying on the couch with some and hot chocolate and a blanket telling him about his terrible father and how he didn't even want to do this. Mama Arc does on him then cuts to Arc sisters wailing on Marcus.
Date Night Disaster
(A snippet from "a Mafia" & "From Assassin to Sales Clerk" AUs)
Pyrrha was and Blake were hurting. Whomever this guy was, that ambushed them outside the movie theatre, he was good. Hampered by nothing having their weapon s, and also needing to keep Jaune and Blake safe, the pair of "former" assassins, ran, dragging their dates with them.
It was almost a good plan, but the jackass was fast and agile, meaning he was going over stuff Blake and Pyrrha had to take Jaune and Yang around. So for a good twenty minutes of a running fist fight the quartet found themselves in front of Pumpkin Pete's Novelty Store. Blake used her keys and got them all inside. Locking the doors the quartet backed from the plasticized-plate glass windows and doors.
"We just have to hold tight. The alarm should be going off, and someone will be by to check the store out." Blake panted out, as she and Pyrrha kept Jaune and Yang behind them.
"Are you guys okay?" Jaune asked.
"Who the fuck was that psycho?" Yang snapped.
"He's an asshat whose after Jaune." Pyrrha replied, her emerald eyes watching for any movement. Any sign of a threat. "We'll be safe here. It's like Blake said. Security should be around soon."
"Why is anyone after Jaune?" Yang asked, her voice filled with anger.
"It's complicated!" Blake snapped.
"Then uncomplicate it!" Yang snapped back.
The conversation died at that point as the glass of one of the doors exploded towards them, followed by a arrogantly smirking grey haired young man. He said nothing as he just came at them like a whirlwind of strikes. Both Pyrrha and Blake took multiple stiff hits from his feet and shins, before they could recover from shielding their eyes from the flying glass.
It was Pyrrha trapping on of the bastard's legs under her arm when he landed a side kick to her ribs, that gave Blake a chance to go on the attack. Blake was fast, but not a powerhouse, so while she was getting hits through the guys defenses, they weren't doing near enough damage.
"Pyr?" Jaune was at her side trying to help her up as Blake took the fight to their attacker. "Pyr!"
"Yang!" Pyrrha shouted, as she climbed to her feet gritting her teeth against the pain in her side. "You and Jaune get out of here!"
Blake was starting to get pelted by hits, so without waiting for an answer Pyrrha rushed in. The guy was a much better unarmed combatant than either Blake or Pyrrha. As the two young women specialized in bladed weapons. They were by no means slouches... they just didn't have the skills to counter the rapid kicks he was favoring.
Trapping his leg again, Pyrrha tried to grapple him. A knee strike to her chest, followed by a jumping spin kick to her head sent her spinning towards the floor. Blake knew just from how Pyrrha was stumbling that she just had a bell rung.
"Goddess of Death... what a fucking joke." the man quipped with his ever present sneer. "You're both jokes. The great Nikos, and Belladonna. You're nothing without your tools..."
"Hey asshole!" Yang shouted. "Behind you!"
"I'm not stupid enough to..." the sound of twenty pounds of sheet metal, electronics and plastic slamming into flesh, followed by a grunt of pain cut off the asshat's comment.
Blake stood there in shock. Yang had used herself as a distraction so Jaune could... rip the till from the counter with his bare hands and then swing it into the guy's shoulder and head like a flail using the power cord.
"Blake!" Yang yelled trying to get the cat faunus' attention.
"Fuckers!"
"Yang look out!" Jaune shouted, as their attacker recovered and decided game time was over. Blake dashed forward blocking the vicious strike with her back, sending her and Yang sprawling along the floor.
"Jaune!" Pyrrha screamed as she stumbled towards him, as the tall blond covered up and took a kick to his forearms that should have cracked his skull. Jaune went down and down hard. Pyrrha shoulder checked the grey haired asshole aside, and dropped down overtop of Jaune, using her body as a shield.
When a follow up attack didn't happen, Pyrrha looked up with blurry eyes. Her mind found it hard to register what she was seeing. Their attacker was getting his ass kicked by Deery, of all people! Pyrrha's vision swam and a second later she blacked out.
Deery was not happy. The store was a mess, the front door was broken, and her staff had been assaulted, along with her friends. Deery decided she would worry about explanations after. This young pup thinking he was hot shit, needed a lesson in humility. Deery's hands and feet moved with precision. Blocking, countering and redirecting every strike from her opponent, while also punching through his defenses... which he didn't have much talent for.
Snapping a kick of her own out, catching his leg with the flat of her foot, she threw him off balance. That was the beginning of the end. A blazing flurry of punches, open hand strikes, forearms and elbows peppered the s mug little shits' chest shoulders and neck, rocking him to his core, and dropping him unconscious in seconds.
"Deery?" Blake asked weakly pressing her hand to her side. Pain obvious on her face. "What?"
"I was in the neighborhood."
"What was that shit?" Yang asked, her split and swollen lip making her words sound slightly distorted.
"Self-defense course. I took it at the community center." Deery replied, "Good course, you should look into it. Great exercise. Check on Nikos and Arc. I'll take care of this..."
As the pair of young women supported each other in the walk towards their friends, Deandra "Deery" Thistle dragged the unconscious young man into the back staff room. Propping him up in a corner, she checked him over. He was breathing, which was a good sign.
Deery sucked on her front teeth as she confirmed something she had felt in her short confrontation. She sighed as she looked at the prosthetic legs hidden under the loose track pants the young man was wearing.
"Well kid you're in for a very tense talk with an angry momma bear real soon." Deery muttered as she rose and left the staff room to check on Blake and her friends.
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Mercury Black awoke feeling like he had been hit by a truck, then backed over and hit by it again. Groaning he opened his eyes and blinked them back into focus. It was then he realized he was sitting on a couch, with a quilt draped over him. He also noticed his prosthetics were missing.
"Good you're finally awake." came a stern voice. Mercury turned his head to focus on the individual who was speaking. "Well I guess some introduction s are in order. I am Prismeya Arc. You are Mercury Black. You tried to kill my son, at the urging of your shit for brains father."
Mercury swallowed. He had failed the job. If he got out of this alive, his father was going to kill him.
"Now normally you wouldn't be sitting in my house, having a chat with me, all things considered. But your situation is special." Prismeya sat back in her plush arm chair and swirled her glass of red wine. "And just so you know. Everyone is a little roughed up, but they will survive. In fact you answered a couple questions for me, so thank you for that."
"Questions?"
"You need not worry about those. That's a family matter." she took a sip of her wine. "I do have a question for you, and I do hope you answer me truthfully. Did your... father..."
"Yes." Mercury answered knowing exactly what was being asked.
"I see. Excuse me a moment." Prismeya set her glass down, and picked up her scroll. "Did you here that Saphron?"
There was a pause as she listened to this Saphron, who had to be on the other end of the call.
"Good. Are all of you ready?" Another pause.
"Perfect." Prismeya gave Mercury a warm smile before speaking again. "Remove him."
The scroll was set down, and Prismeya picked up her wine glass again. She gave Mercury a soft smile before taking another sip.
"Now. Let's have a chat about your future."
#rwby#a mafia au#from assassin to sales clerk au#reader ask#my answer#response to ask#jaune arc#pyrrha nikos#yang xiao long#blake bellodona#mercury black#yang x blake#arkos#bumbleby#pyrrha x jaune#rwby deery#prismeya arc
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#i donât even think sheâs mine to mourn#i was eight and she was nine. we were hardly seeing each other when it happened#every time i think of her i wonder what our relationship would be like if he hadnât.#she was so fucking young. her and her sister both#i found the autopsy/police reports online#they found the ashes of stuffed animals and dolls in the backseat of the car. her sister had severe second degree burns#there was vomit on their clothes#i just. do i even have a right to care??#it doesnât feel real. i still remember her#we were so close in preschool. she TOLD me they kept weapons in every room of the house in case he came over once#and she told me about the bunny wallpaper in her roomâŠ#i remember going to the house to visit her mom and using the bathroom after.#i found her room and i just stood there#it was exactly like she described it.#why is the world like this#itâs been seven years. iâm six years older than her now. that shouldnât be real.#i just feel so numb#iâll delete this in the morning.
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The Hawthorne twins suffered more than Jesus
#mel's musings#dahlia hawthorne#iris hawthorne#local woman going feral over sister iris ace attorney for the 261478th time. more at 11#aa#thinking about. how at one point they were the daughters of the fey clan's MAIN FAMILY#meaning one of them was in line to become master at some point#(i waffle on which one it was bc there's no clear answer in canon but if anyone else has thoughts do feel free to share)#imagine being in that position. and then discovering you have no spiritual powers#and everyone (including your own mother) starts treating you like shit for it. and you're too young to really understand why#and then your mom gets shown up by her younger sister which only makes things WORSE for all of you#and then said younger sister makes a mistake and disappears with no explanation#and your dad takes you away from everything you've ever known. and your mom is so broken and angry that she doesn't even fight it#nor make any effort to reunite with either of you again. and at this point. in a world that hates you and has cast you aside time and again#all you have is each other. no fucking wonder they went off the rails after that#they are both so desperate for love and agency over their own lives that they'll do ANYTHING to get there#and the collateral damage is an afterthought. GODDDD they make me so unwell i love them so so much
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WHYYY did my mother have kids with my father if she can barely stand his ass (i can't stand him much either) and whenever she's insulting and berating us she finds a way to compare us to him in a negative way. I mean I get that at first he was nice and whatever but MAYBE she should have thought about it more before having me considering she had only known my father for a few months (like. not even a year and she's like "i wanna have a baby!!!")
#corin's lore#There are a lot of additional details about my parents' relationship that make me even more upset#But I don't wanna give out too much stuff on my public blog. Anyway they have one of the most dysfunctional relationships I know!!!!#I'm just pissed off bcs they make my life so complicated. Like maybe sometimes having a baby after knowing eachoter for not much time works#But it didnt work for them. Do they love me(and my sis)? Sadly yeah. More like they love the idea of us they have in their head.#I'm also pissed off because they both have obvious mental health issues like my mom has anger issues issues#Literally went to a therapist like once for it and some other stuff. And she says that it's just the way she is and we should accept her#And she also. Fucking had me in her early 30s and still says that she was young and immature and didnt know better#Whenever I complain about sth she did or does. Like she had a pretty traumatic life and childhood but she should have seeked help!!!#I was obviously not the solution. Having another child with my fucntionally alcoholic father (my sister) after that was also not good!!!!#My life is a tragicomedy where I don't know whether to laugh or cry!!!!!#I wanna say i'm sorry for talking about my stupud life but whatever this is my blog and I was venting about my personal life on here#Long before many of you followed me but like sorry for having to read about my trainwreck of a life and family!!!!
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where is my lockwood & co. crossover with bridgerton in which lockwood & co. somehow time travel to the regency period and now have to deal with the time eraâs bullshit whilst also figure out how The Problem is a thing in the early 1800âs when it hadnât even existed⊠this is exactly what george wants to investigate. they get dragged to a time where The Problem was active and yet it has never been documented. meanwhile, locklyle were just getting their footing and being semi-more-flirty each other and now they canât interact in private without a goddamn chaperone. do you think that stops either one of themâ fuck no. but it creates so many fun situations. and in total, the trio goes out nightly more or less every time thereâs ghost activity.
#i like to think that it took a while for children to develop the seeing ghosts thing#like some of the kids right now in the regency era can see weird stuff or hear weird stuff but are basically told from a young age#to not âact outâ or âtalk like a loonyâ etc#and so they had to kind of push it down#till later in the decades talent just increased more until it was just there especially when the problem came a knockinâ#eloise goes insane over lucy. like not only does she look vv similar to her litle sister but sheâs COOL#and yes there will be a subtle implied subject that lucy is decended from a bridgerton- most likely franny- but its never like a big thing#its mainly âoh fuck one of these arseholes is my ancestor and if they die i may cease to exist. oh well.â#and then its lockwood âOH FUCK ONE OF THESE ARSEHOLES IS LUCEâS ANCESTORS AND IF THEY DIE SHE MAY CEASE TO EXISTâ#so thats why he takes a bigger interest in protecting them more or less; but itâs never gonna be like a HUGE thing its just a thing#who would george get along with#i havent seen bridgerton in a minute#i would write it but i have zero knowledge about regency era stuff#like ill write lockwood & co. in my sleep but i got no clue how the regency era scandalâąïž works#do i have to rewatch bridgerton again; im just gonna skip to the s*x scenes we both know this#and the lady danbury scenes too#like thats all iâd end up rewatching#lockwood and lucy#lockwood and co#anthony lockwood#lucy carlyle#george karim#lockwood & co x bridgerton#hyacinth and george can see ghosts totes but the rest of the bridgertons as well as older teens have pushed the talent down#theyre sensitives and thats it#is that how it works#im making it up as i go#should i make a whole new type 4 that can time travel. is that allowed? can anyone stop me?#should lockwood meet kippsâ ancestor and start the rivalry from decades earlier bc heâs THAT petty
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so we miiiight be adopting another cat
a few days back, my mom encountered this teeny tiny pregnant kitten (probably no older than 9 months) and absolutely fell in love. like, she's unbelievably sweet for a stray and even managed to get into the house TWICE when my mom tried going back inside, so she seems to really want a housecat life.
well, like an hour ago, we found her meowing on our doorstep :( it's raining so we took her in, dried her off, and set her up with a little room in the garage (bed, cat litter, water, some food) and now she's gonna stay there for the night
we'll let her out again during the day since we're trying to fully win her over and we're positive she'll come back later in the day, but next week we're gonna take her to the vet and see how she's doing health-wise so. yeah! woo!
#i don't know how i feel about bringing in another cat#but she needs a home and my mom + sister both seem really set on it#she's definitely pregnant so idk how we'll deal with that#my mom seems to wanna keep the babies but i KNOW she won't be the one caring for them or helping this cat actually. y'know. give birth#this kitten is so small too so it's worrying :( like... she's MAYBE 5lbs. she makes our little cats look like fucking behemoths#especially since she's so young i do worry about what the pregnancy will do to her body. she's not even done maturing so having to use -#- all her energy to have kittens seems like a bad idea#i brought up the possibility of a spay to terminate the pregnancy since idk if her body can handle it but mom seemed pretty against it#she's just... so tiny and young and malnourished#we'll figure it out. im gonna tag along to the vet appointment and ill get the vet's opinion on all this
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Will always be funny that all the diamond warden became iridas friend behind adamans back
#z rambles#Sabi literally resides near the pearl settlement and I really do think Irida make sure she's safe and healthy#Making sure no one in the pearl clan is driven by clan hatred enough to hurt a child or just in general checking up on her#I also like to think Irida tent is up on the tallest mountain watching over everyone from there. She's also the only one able to stand#The cold at that height but sabi is also the only other person having any mean up going up there too#I like to think Irida let sabi stays in her tent if its getting dark and there's no way shed fucking sent this kid off in the night#also the news of mai irida friendship is so fucking funny to me#Like ofc you'd befriend your enemys sister. Do u think they talk about their childhood tgt#Do u think mai is one of the earliest people to ever know irida hidden emotion insecurities and secrets?? Yeah#I can go soooo much further into that and how mai became one of the people Irida trust. Like omggg theres so much there#The potential is crazy also I just think mai personality is also what makes adaman a bit more laid back#And I think she has that effect on people ya know. Making others feel secured#I'd say iscan and irida relationship is rather awkward like how you act toward your brotber in law ya know so not much there#But Irida do rely on Iscan sometimes#Arezu and irida have such a little cousin older cousin vibe to them and idk why. Like I can absolutely see Irida teachinng arezu#And helping her with kindness and patience she wish was given to her when she was young#Also I just think irida find arezu cute. Tho she can def get on her nerve at times and shes like this is a child#But its like. Your age gap is literally just 4 years đđđ arezu 21 yo gang ââ#anyways melli and irida relstionship is the funniest to me and idk why#I just think their relationship is so coworker like but I do think they both respect each other for their own musical talent and belief#Tho it def took them a bit of a rocky start and they bicker sometimes mostly about ingo and adaman. Its cute#Theyre both full of hate but so incredibly beautiful and talented. I just think its comical. Just two haters â€
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#bluh. its been a long week and its not over bc i have to get this fucking manuscript done like fucking this weekend#and Sunday i have to go do fieldwork and then its Monday hhhhh#my boss: the meme of the week is productive women get shit done#and im like being called a woman in stem kills me a little more every time i hear it bleh im just trying to live my life#and by live i mean drain away all my time in the lab. uuuuh i need to rewrite these fucking methods and dun wanna#also fucking the coordinator lady who bought my plane ticket to visit one of my potential schools made it so that im gonna have to drive to#the airport at like 4am and then ill get back to my apartment at after 12am on the return. like i said my time was flexible but wtf lady?#its prob bc they were expensive tickets bc the fucking military#ugh. and the other school is like select 3 profs to meet with. and im like wtf y do i have to? if its just screening stuff y dont u just#assign it? i dont understand hhhh i dont wanna talk to them. i fucking dunno. at least i made it to the interview stage i guess#also also i was running today and randomly remembered that over the break my old bat of a nana was being stingy abt#money bc she said she was gonna give out inherentence to her kids while still alive so they would still be young enough to enjoy it#and my dad and uncle could retire a lil early and still pay for insurance and now shes going back on that bc she doesnt want taxes to go to#the government and my papa is like 85 and hes gotta b nearing deaths door and he cant reel her in anymore#anyway. point is she was talking to my uncle abt her reasons for keeping the money and she was talking shit on my mom for like the way she#spends money. like my mom has cancer u old fucking bitch. shes trying to enjoy her life a little before shes like dead or bedridden#shes also made comments abt my moms weight and like wtf lady she has cancer. shes had multiple abdominal surgeries she had a hernia for#like a real long time sorry shes not spending all her time exercising and eating tasteless healthy food like u#anyway i just think my nana is a bad person. so is my other grandma tbh my sister gets so pissed at her for ordering my mom around#like she treats her dog better than she ever did her kids. lol my grandparents just suck on both sides#and like everytime my parents r like go do things for ur grandparents im like fucking y? they're bad ppl#i dont kno how my parents r so normal#anyway wtf was i doing... ah right procrastinating#unrelated#srry for lack of drawings. just zero time đ« #i lov my mum so much. she doesnt deserve any of this bullshit
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she's singing in another room and my dog is asleep at my feet. my grandma asked me why i haven't found a man yet and i laughed. oh, you know. i like my house clean.
my girlfriend is also my man is also "my partner" if i'm in a professional setting. yesterday we went to a ren faire and a man mimed at me - you're together? and at my delighted nod, his baffled, you're gay? made me laugh. a woman with rainbow hair said i love the two of you together. you're both so beautiful it's absurd.
my dad introduced my partner as my "..... friend. or whatever" the other day. he knows we're dating. in the same way, i was never able to get my sister's husband to stop saying that's gay like it's 2008. he still uses the word fa***t, and my sister's defense of him has always been well, he's just kidding.
my lover and i dance to old music in a tiny kitchen. we judge new music together and take food critique very seriously. we watch love is blind before we fall asleep and agree that if they had a queer season, it would be bloody but also make for excellent tv. of fucking course queer people would know someone for only 2 weeks and agree to get married. what are you saying.
at a bar with friends, a man puts his hand on my wrist. got a boyfriend? and yes, i do have a boyfriend, she's amazing. i am texting her while i wander around a gas station named after geese. i am visiting a swing state for a wedding. in the candy aisle i overhear: she's actually like a lesbian it's disgusting. two teenage girls with packaged sandwiches in their hands, giggling. no literally, like. i'm not, like. okay with her being there while we're all, like, naked and changing.
my girlfriend and i tailgate, drink gin and cider out of cups. from the frat group beside us, a man corrects himself with one of his friends: bro, i mean, nonbinary entity, and it makes everyone around him laugh, myself included. he razzes his friend the same way i would have killed for at 19 years old - like nothing happened, he continues: you apply sunscreen like an alien. he does a little sassy (and fairly accurate) dance interpretation of the motion. his friend is laughing so hard they're crying.
i am lucky, i live in a safe neighborhood in a safe state. my masc passenger princess comes up from DC. i drive her for an hour to where all the leaves are a violent arrangement of color. we walk along the trails, letting autumn into our blood. in this part of the state, there's a lot of pickup trucks and trump signs. when we chastely kiss before getting into the car, i accidentally make eye contact with a woman holding her child's wrist. she looks disgusted. she looks fucking pissed.
two hours later my girl and i are eating dinner on a patio, soaking in the last warmth of new england sun before the chill of winter sets in. we are giggling and trying to talk through plastic vampire teeth. at another table, i see a young woman sit up straighter. i watch her watch us. she blushes and takes her partner's hand from across the table. shy, like the taste of evening has just become something deeper.
it's worth it for this moment, i think. my lover is still humming the same song she's been singing for four days straight and i don't want to kill her for it. her guitar is beside my bed. her toothbrush is in my bathroom. in a few moments i will make us lunch. we are lucky enough to have found each other. it is lucky enough to be in love.
#writeblr#wlw#i often think about like.....#being happy in a gay relationship is sometimes so odd#bc u can forget how stupid ppl are.#bc ur so USED to being gay. and u forget other people GENUINELY ARE homophobic#so it's like. girl pardon?????#but also there are moments where it's like. ohhh the kids are alright#like watching someone razz someone else.... so fucking wholesome#âlemme get this bitche's pronouns before i make gentle fun of themâ .... i would have KILLED for that.#THAT is how u know ur accepted#not just tolerated#..... when ppl are like. sure ur nonbinary congrats but WHAT is this fucking sunscreen application#ps idk if "razz'' is a real word but someone asked what it means -#i've always heard it as being a term for 'gentle & friendly teasing'' which like#i personally notice more from my guy friends but is like - when a person isn't#LIKE ACTUALLY teasing u (it's nothing personal/mean) they're just laughing w/you about something#my friends often put on a little voice and call me an anemic little bitch#like 'ooooo the anemic little bitch is cold??? does she need a mouse blanket#bc she's SOOOO SMALL AND ANEMIC???''#and it doesn't hurt my feelings (it makes me laugh very hard) bc 1. i actually called MYSELF that first#and 2. i'm not sensitive about it!!!#a proper razz is when you are ALSO in on the joke - i ALSO think it's funny#for some people i personally find that when they razz u it's when they love u -#they've noticed something genuine about u and love u enough that u know they're not being mean#this is cultural and personality based of course but i'm hispanic#if someone isn't making fun of me it means they hate me . obviously.
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There is something so beautiful in Simonâs ability to forgive, as well as the strength within him which is nothing short of admirable.
I love him.
YOUNG ROYALS | Season 2, Episode 6
#đ¶forgivenessđ¶#đ¶can you imagineđ¶#lol. but seriously though.#simon eriksson#wilmon#otp#young royals#the bravest of braves honestly#đ„șâ€ïžâđ©č#tf ppl saying this was regression um no this took IMMENSE strength#simonâs fear of loving someone who hurt him#bc in his mind if he forgives wille it means he forgives his dad. but itâs not that simple.#and heâs not ready to forgive his dad yet#yall just donât underSTAND him. he is my son. đ#here we see simon learning ~nuance#he is so strong#and 100% the best part of the eriksson siblings asdfghjklasdfghjkl#wille is like âomg đâ and then did what he did at the end of s2#someone said wille was boyfriend material and honestly? yeah.#he was like âsimon deserves betterâ (which true but nice that he finally figured that out lol)#he reclaimed âit was meâ#that one article where lisa confirmed that simon was left with wille to trust (NOT his horrendous sister). um yeah?????#he will feel safe with wille again :)#honestly he should just fuck off from bjĂ€rstad and live with wille at school to get away from all that negative energy at home.#cause isnât she no longer boarding there? lol good. spoiled as hell. unappreciative. canât stand her lol.#iâm waiting for s3 both september and the sister facing consequences for their actions#pregnantâŠ..#honestly she would probably blame simon for that too lol trash#them: the knocked-up knock-off wilmon#sad! đ
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simon got himself a young girlfriend. he really shouldn't be entertaining, ruining, a sweet thing like her but he can't help himself. he's depraved like that. wanting to ruin such a sweet, innocent thing. make it so they only think of him...
her parents loathe him. which is not a surprising reaction.
but simon's too big, too imposing, to make them say anything to his face, and oh, his sweet little thing has teeth that snap at her parents when they try to talk about how he's too old. too rough. he won't treat her right.
they're right, of course. but he's good at making his little girlfriend forget about his wrongdoing just by a little sweet whispering and gently coaxing her thighs apart with a rough, scared hand.
however, what he wasn't expecting was finding out about his young girlfriends older sister.
you.
there's an age gap between you and your sister. you're nearly the same age as simon. but that's not the only thing simon takes note off.
you're more fulled out, in places that simon has no business looking at, the innocent ones and the not so innocent ones. there's a couple more inches on you than your sister. not nearly as tall as he, but he thinks he likes it.
but what really gets him goin'. you don't react the same way to him like your parents did. there was no disdain, disgust or even fear in your eyes when you looked at him.
no.
instead he got a wide smile, a hair-flick over your shoulder and a hug. pulling him in, despite his rigid tenseness. patting his back.
"oh aren't you sweet?" your voice is smooth, and almost coo like when you pull away. eyes sparkling with what simon can only describe is warmth.
and while your parents avoid him when he's around. when you're home, you do the exact opposite. you hover around your sister, making sure she's eating well, looking after herself, and then you do the exact same thing to simon.
showering him in the same doting affection as your sister. making them both a plate of food, a lot of food. making sure they're warm and tucked in at night. it's giving them your card when you send your sister to the shops for something, and quieting simon when he says he has his own. doing your sisters laundry AND his.
and the praise. god the praise. it fucking wrecks him. despite most of it being innocent.
he's helping do the dishes when you come in. "oh aren't you being a good boy?" you chime, voice so warm and sweet. you pat his back, and there's a genuine smile on your face. "i'll make you a cuppa for doing so well."
"you ate all your food? aren't you a good lad? huh? c'mon then, make room for dessert for being good." you'll say, patting his stomach and moving to the fridge.
it sends him into a whirlwind.
he could be spending days with his girlfriend's parents, who act like he's not even there. too intimated by this grown man. which he liked. he likes that. imposing people. making them uncomfortable with his mere presence. it's what his little girlfriend likes.
but then you come in. being all nurturing and sweet. coddling his little girlfriend and then doing the same to him despite you and him nearly being the same age.
then he starts to realize that you're treating him like how you treat your younger sister. treating him like he's young and naive. who can't look after himself. completely helpless. praising him for the basics a human adult should not be getting praised for. treating him like a child.
you've been fucking treating him like some fresh out the womb kid this whole fucking time and he's only seeing it now.
and he really can't help it.
but he fucking likes it.
he aches for it.
in the barracks. late at night. instead of flicking through the pictures of his little girlfriend to help quell the ache in him.
he thinks about you. your warm perfume. the reassuring pats. the way praise seems to just smooth off your tongue so sweetly.
"good boy." fuck.
he stares at the mess he made, panting hard. letting out a groan of frustration when he thinks of you again. and for the third time his cock twitches, the ache returning again.
that's when he comes to the inevitable conclusion.
he's fucking ruined.
a/n: idk where i was going with this but. here u go xx love ya'll, drink water xx part 2 maybe idk.
#boowrites#simon ghost riley#simon riley#simon ghost riley x reader#simon riley x reader#ghost x reader#cod mwii imagines#x reader#cod mwii#cod#simon ghost riley x oldersister!reader#??
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One benefit of being me is there are always lots of drugs stored in my liver.
Modern science (đ) says that is bad for me, but fuck 'em they don't know piss about anything.
#a little of this a little of that#a lot of this a lot of that#enough thc to make a crack head step back and be like goddamn that's a THC#wow she is awfully young and related to me to be lesbian#so I am guessing someone fucked her up towarden#a minister pethaps (spit)#so it's almost fall#are you my full sister or you're full...#both...although emptying I see
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Nudist free-use family fantasy (per request) â€ïž
In my family, thereâs no such thing as clothes when we get home. As soon as any one of us steps through the door, we immediately take off all our clothes in the entranceway of our house. It first started when daddy and I got married and decided we wanted to be completely free in our home. We both wanted children and wanted our family to be the same way.
Daddy loved seeing me pregnant with our 2 kiddos, walking around with my huge swollen belly, and even more massive breasts! I didnât think they could get any bigger, but I was wrong! Theyâd constantly drip milk on the floor when I walked around, but daddy didnât mind cleaning it up. My breasts were always free for our kiddos to drink from whenever they wanted.
Daddy and I normalized our family seeing each otherâs naked bodies, telling our son & daughter that this is the most natural way to be. That thereâs no shame in nudity, our bodies are beautiful. Daddy and I were also so horny for each other that my nipples would almost always be hard and he would often have a boner when I was in the room. We normalized touching each other, no matter if we were alone or not. This is what grownups do, we told our son & daughter. In our house, if you have an urge, itâs okay to act on it.
When they were teenagers and their bodies became more adult, we noticed our son staring at our daughter constantly, and he always had a boner. He would playfully smack her ass when she walked by and she would smack his hard cock in return. We told them once they turn 18, they can join mommy & daddyâs sex, but until then they had to practice on each other.
For the next couple years, our son & daughter groped each other constantly. Sitting on the couch watching tv, I would stroke daddyâs cock while our daughter stroked her brotherâs cock. He would grab his sisterâs tits and suck on her nipples while she texted her friends. She would get on her knees in between his legs and suck his cock while he played video games.
They were used to seeing daddy & I fucking and wanted to try it themselves. I will never forget the look on their faces as they gave their virginity to each other â€ïž daddy and I were so proud of the loving family we made. From then on it was a regular thing to see our offspring making love to each other. One time, daddy was fucking me on the kitchen counter, and our son decided to make it a competition, to see who could last longer - so he lifted his sister onto the counter and started fucking her right next to us!
When they turned 18, they started touching me and daddy too, in fact on their 18th birthdays they both woke up and ran to our bedroom. For our son, he immediately latched onto my nipples and squeezed my huge breasts. His hard cock pressed against my thigh and I grabbed it and started stroking, while daddy was laying next to me. I told him âhappy 18th birthday son, youâre officially a man now!â He moaned and said he couldnât wait any longer, heâd been dying to know what mommyâs pussy felt like. He said heâd been fantasizing about sharing me with his dad for a long time, that I was such a good mommy who deserved TWO cocks inside her.
I slid over on top of daddy and grabbed his morning wood, and stuffed it into my ass. Then my son lifted my legs and touched my wet pussy, sliding his finger inside me while daddy slowly moved his huge cock in and out of my ass. My sonâs erection looked even bigger now that it was about to go inside me. I guided his cock into my pussy and he let out a moan.
He immediately started pounding my tight pussy, greedy for it and totally giving into his urges. âOh my god, I canât believe Iâm finally fucking the pussy that I came out of,â he moaned. âMommyâs so tightâŠI canât hold it for very long!â It only took a couple more minutes for him to release his young seed inside of me. âOh my god mommy, youâre so hot. Iâve been dreaming about my 18th birthday ever since the first time I saw dad fuck you,â he panted.
On our daughterâs 18th birthday, it was much the same - she jumped into bed with her daddy & I and lay in between us. She reached both of her hands down and started rubbing my clit, and stroking daddyâs hard cock. Daddy said âhappy 18th birthday baby,â and started making out with her and grabbing her breasts. Gradually he moved his hand down her beautiful body and started rubbing her pussy. He slid a finger inside and our daughter gasped. âOh daddy, yesâŠthat feels so good, itâs making me so wet!â I started sucking on her nipples while daddy slid another finger inside her tight pussy. âMmm daddy, Iâve been admiring your huge cock for so long, I love seeing it get hard and have been a little jealous of mommy that she got to have your cock all to herself. Pleeeease put it inside me daddy, I need to feel you. Mommy, I want to see your pussy too, and I want to taste it at last.â
I guided our daughter in between my open legs, and she spread my pussy lips, kissing my clit. She knelt with her ass in the air while daddy got behind her, ready to fuck her doggy-style. She flicked her tongue around my clit while I looked up at her daddy, watching him slide his giant erection into her new 18-year old pussy. He rubbed his hands all over her perfect ass, grabbing it, pulling it towards him as thrust his cock as far inside her as possible. Her moans were muffled as she buried her face in my pussy, licking all over my folds and sucking my pussy lips. Daddy moaned and said âthat looks so good, babygirl. I love seeing my two girls love each other like that. Show mommy how much you appreciate her pussy, baby. Thatâs where you came from.â
I moaned loudly as I got closer to cummingâŠlooking up at her daddy, our eyes locking on each other, smiling because now our family was complete. We had passed the threshold and could now fully experience our ultimate familial bliss. I held our daughterâs head in place and grinded my pussy against her mouth as I screamed while cumming. Daddy spanked her ass repeatedly and said âgood girl, making your mommy cum. Now youâre gonna make daddy cum.â He pounded her pussy hard and fast as her screams filled the room. With a final thrust, he came inside her, crying out âfuuuuuck yes, babygirl!â He slowly pulled his huge cock out and watched his cum leak out of her pussy.
And with that, our family became complete. Now we were all adults and could be completely free to touch each other whenever and wherever we wanted. My son and daughter regularly get in our open shower with me, soaping up my breasts, rubbing my body all over, and I do the same to them. Our daughter will sit her pussy down on daddyâs cock at any given time, and her brother will often see them and join in, sticking his huge young cock into her ass, or into her mouth while he pulls her hair. Our son will also grab me while Iâm making dinner, bend me over and start fucking me. All of our bodies are completely shared with one another, made to be naked, doing whatever feels natural, free to grab, suck, or fuck at any time.
#text#fantasy#mommy k!nk#daddy k!nk#1cky daughter#1cky son#fauxc3st#fauxcest#1cky sister#1cky br0ther#sibcest#free use kink
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#I was talking with my sister today about our parentsâ approach to parenting and like what they fucked up#and we both had noted how while our reactions to them yelling at us were polar opposites both of us faced severe consequences#like if our parents wanted to have a Talk with me I would end up hyperventilating and crying and not able to speak#because I was having a panic attack that was caused by the situation I was in and I wasnât allowed to leave and I would be yelled at for#having a panic attack and crying and not talking#if our parents wanted to have a Talk with my sister she would be assertive and call them out and then enforce her boundaries and decide to#walk away when she was done/they were being too shitty#and that resulted in my dad dragging her through the house on several occasions because leaving Was Not Allowed.#it usually ended in yelling from both sides and my sister crying#we had vastly different reactions to the situation but it didnât change the basics of the situation#Talks always happened when our parents wanted to exert their power over us (whether consciously or not)#we were also talking about piercings my sister wants and I realized that the difference between what I see as good parenting and what our#parents do is much bigger than Iâd realized/is much wider ranging#like if my kid wanted to get a piercing or something Iâd say make sure youâre certain. then wait a month and reevaluate.#if you still want the piercing then I will help you get it and make sure itâs done well and at a reputable place (like. not Claireâs)#my parents just wonât allow my sister to get certain piercings. like yeah sheâs young but also one of them sheâs wanted for at least a year#i would also talk to my kid about how piercings and other body mods are perceived in public and in the workplace so that theyâd understand#that there might be impacts beyond just it not healing right or something. but that would be more so that theyâd be educated not discouraged#if they were in like middle school I might ask them to wait until theyâre older/why they want it then and then help them get it when theyâre#older but that would be more for difficult to care for piercings or ones that canât close up (that go through cartilage)#but just because someone is a minor doesnât mean that they donât have just as much bodily autonomy as someone whoâs over 18#their guardian should guide them to make safe healthy and educated choices because an adult knows more. not restrict choices all together#just because they have more power over someone#like that already led to my sister piercing her nose on her own. do my parents think that she just wonât give herself another piercing if#they tell her no? because thatâs not how any of this works#other things that they fucked up- âI donât know isnât an answerâ#it was originally banned for me with my first therapist and my parents expanded it to the whole house (except for them of course)#my sister never really got the opportunity to say I donât know because I started therapy in elementary school#uncertainty is okay! and all that ever taught us was how to say the answers they wanted to hear which in turn made us only be the kind of#person they wanted us to be and neither of us got to explore who we are and how we want to express ourselves until recently
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