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she is back, she is exhausted but she is determined to bang out this fic and hand that bad boy in
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i have a week off of work 😭 over half of it is being used to travel and visit my family/hometown HOWEVER this bitch is gonna be writing!!
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can't wait to catch up on my favorite podcast skyjacks! can't wait to see what's happening to my favorite character travis matagot.
#Oh No#skyjacks#maybe the spoiler wasnt actually a spoiler maybe everything's fine#she says hopefully#skyjacks spoilers
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Another trip around the sun. Over halfway through my 30's. Still not exactly where I want to be but getting there. Looking back ten years ago, I'm much more mentally stable (I say after being very unstable last week.) But it's the little things that are much easier nowadays.
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ways we know that i have a mountain of work-related stuff i have to get done before term begins on monday: i have just spent two hours reading about different plasmodium species and going down a rabbit hole of malaria prevention programmes and finding on youtube those very 2000s videos that used to come on tv about using mosquito nets
#i do not teach about malaria#i will be teaching even less about malaria this year#nothing i have to do re work is related to malaria#or my memories of the malaria haikubaliki campaign or all the other malaria prevention campaigns i have now learnt about#this will be so useful someday#she says hopefully#monday is a new job entirely as well so like. new people. new place. new schemes of work. etc#and i am a little bit anxious ok#anyway i hope everyone is ready for world malaria day bc my repository of malaria fun facts* has increased and i will inflict them on ppl#*malaria is not fun but facts are good#text post#my post
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"This place is called the Burial Mounds. The hatred is intense, isn't it? And the resentment too? When a living person enters this place, there's no coming back-- for the body or the soul. They can forget about ever escaping. Wei Wuxian, you, too, can forget about ever escaping."
(full resolution here)
#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#the grandmaster of demonic cultivation#mdzs fanart#wei wuxian#yiling patriarch#burial mounds#mxtx#fanart#art#i called this file “a wake” while working on it lol#do u ever think about how MXTX has declined to describe Wei Wuxian's time surviving the burial mounds the first time#because she says it would be too horrific to depict#at least after all of the suffering of his first life he eventually gets a happily ever after with his lan zhan#I wanted to portray what isn't really shown in the adaptations but could be a picture of what wwx's experience would've been like#hopefully this accomplishes that feeling#my drawings
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My page for @sheikahzine; about Impaz's duty to her village, empty of people and full of memories.
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#legend of zelda#loz#twilight princess#loz tp#i'm still reeling that someone sent me an ask about this one.. that they took the time to find my tumblr and tell me they liked it#it really meant a lot; thank you to anyone that stops to leave comments like that. they make me happy#but yeah! here's the usual symbolism ramble:#i thought it'd be cool to have the 'spirits' flowing one way and the cats walking through them the other way#to kinda show the difference in life inhabiting the village in the past and present#link's face is covered because impaz was just waiting for 'the hero' so his clothes are what matters; not his face#and it (hopefully) gives a surreal and intangible sense to 'the hero' she could only hope would actually show up#you can feel free to interpret the glowy blue sheikah as ghosts or just as memories of the past! i couldn't decide either way#the one on the bottom left is oot impa since she's implied to be the village founder. so i guess she would be a ghost actually?#fan art#my art#project stuff#and ahhh the book-- everyone's stuff is so beautiful!!#especially the writing. some of the fics made me really tear up and some were so fun and clever. i really love them#a lot of them captured the sheer burden of the role of the sheikah; all of the time and grief and doubt#i know i always say this stuff about every project but. the people i get to work with in these are truly so skilled every time
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love is stored in the parallel play
#mine#original#ouagh . hello !!#we had to say goodbye to one of my kitties last week....she was we think maybe 16 or 17!! old lady!!#i will do a drawing for her when it hurts a little less#we are going to pick up her ashes in like. 15 minutes#ah.....th cruelty of time...#thank u all my commission people u r being very patient!! i will send sm more pics tomorrow hopefully#this and two other drawings will be new prints also!! i will probably order those this week i think#i still plan on making stickers but its too big brain for me rn sfbsks
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Did you enjoy the American elections? Wishing for a sequel? Well look no further than the second and final round of romanian presidential elections! In which players will have to choose between two equally terrifying candidates: a far-right, pro-russian, anti-eu extremist who nobody expected to see in the finals AND (drumroll) a woman!
#are we living in a simulation? did people get stupider at the same time???#who knows!#not saying the other candidate is perfect but at least she's not?? a fascist??#wtf#hopefully it doesn't go like the us elections????#pls??#romania#presidential election#im not tagging this with the romanian translations of that^ cause then there's a higher chance of getting#.......supporters#in the comments or something#jfc
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robin hobb just unofficially announced TWO more rote books to a fan at a con and I’ve never been more terrified in my life
#sarah.txt#like we knew about the one bee book#but apparently she’s working on TWO at the same time#she has an interview coming out today and a panel at a con so hopefully she’ll say something official then
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EVERYONE SHUT UP AND LOOK
ITS OUR GIRL MONA LISA
#I have so many things to say#Hopefully one of her color palettes will reference 2012 Mona Lisa and that it will look good#Also hopefully this is available on the Netflix version since that’s how I’ve been able to play the game#Also love how her move set seems to be a bit science related since canonical she took science related courses#Actually now that I’m looking at the screenshots I took one of them has her with a blue bandana#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt shredder’s revenge#tmnt mona lisa#1987 mona lisa#TMNT 1987
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head pats...
#odile loops au... she is loved!!!#in stars and time#isat#isat odile#isat siffrin#isat mirabelle#isat bonnie#but also just referencing the odile petting emoji on the discord AJDLSKJKDL#aaaaaa i am so sorry. i missed 2 days in a row. that has never happened before.#bad sleeping schedule and general tiredness....#anyways. back to regular posting schedule (hopefully)#day 63#is it on 10 now... or 11.... check later....#one day I will get enough energy to do asks... one day...#but... I wanna say that I really appreciate them!!! I know a bunch of ya'll have sent very sweet stuff in there... thank you very much!!!!#I didn't wanna clog up the blog but... screw this; I wanna say thanks!!
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rosado: adorable artist
#i cannot believe Im in the same plane of existence as rosado haters…..#the other day I told my therapist that i break down and cry whenever someone says#they don’t like something I adore#she perscribed me a mood stabiliser 😭#hopefully i Can manage my emotions better!#fire emblem#fire emblem engage#fire emblem heroes#fire emblem fanart#digital art#fe17#rosado fire emblem#rosado#fire emblem engage fanart
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Leaf-bare again and we're already off to a bad start :')
#clangen#clan generator#warrior cats#warriors oc#sporeclan#my poor girl finchpaw cant catch a break ever she keeps getting ill </3#btw with petunia. the reason it says he got better was because literally in the game his infection WAS cured#and then the literal message after that was that his wound got infected AGAIN. sigh#sc:fennel#sc:fennelacorn#sc:finchpaw#sc:fadedtuft#sc:petunia#sc:cliffthicket#sc:dawnpelt#sc:mousegrove#sc:spottedfrost#sc:puddle#sc:crowstar#yall im so sorry ive been so slow with the updates i wish i could say im busy but really ive just been gaming this whole time#ive blazed through like 2 and a half f!re embIem games in like a month and a half. plus i read all of dunme5hi#plus i did take a lil break to draw other stuff than cats for a bit just so i didnt burn out#ive been looking forward to the next moon for a while so hopefully it'll be up fairly soon#sc moons#tw blood#tw injury#tw illness
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u know what would be a cool genshin fic idea? isekai/transmigrated reader, but instead of appearing within the general timeline, you come into the genshin world 500 years prior to the start of the storyline in khaenri'ah.
honestly it could be either a little before the cataclysm, giving enough time to delve into some relationship building + explore some world building with characters like dainsleif, traveller's sibling (which would probably be lumine bc i actually do like her as abyss sibling & aether as traveller), and npcs like halfdan (still crying over him to this day ;w;) and possibly the khaenri'ahn royal guards (assuming you either join them or have a good enough relationship with them), OR it could be you appear during the crisis, completely and utterly lost as to why you were brought amidst the chaos and bloodshed as you watch everything you barely knew about this nation crumble before your very eyes.
either route will still result in reader's existential crises and constant "why am i here? just to suffer?" monologues because really, who would be fine after going through that after coming from /our/ world? and not to mention you've had to endure the next 500 years wandering with no real set path because you don't know this world— this era of teyvat or of genshin. you're merely stuck, unable to die, and forced to live a life of uncertainty with no clear direction for you to go to.
despite it all, you've at least been able to see dain during this course. while your meetings pass far too quickly for your lonesome, and his solemn demeanour is something you're yet to be accustomed to after having been with him before the fall of khaenri'ah (assuming it's the route where you appear before the cataclysm), you're glad to see a familiar face every now and then. after the messy departure with the lumine who left for the abyss order, you've come to appreciate his quiet presence more and more each time.
and then you decide it might be time to settle. you soon realise it's difficult to do so when your lifespan has become far more than that of a human's — of a mortal's — and so you find yourself becoming used to staying in one place for a few years before setting off for the next. rinse and repeat. over and over. it's come to a point where you've witnessed the nations undergo various changes each time you visit. you know change is inevitable, and yet your heart stings each time you witness it; a testament to how the world is ever-changing, yet you're stuck in place as a bystander.
one thing you're grateful for, however, are the bonds you've established amid your back-and-forth over the centuries. from archons like zhongli and venti to long-life beings such as neuvillette and the adepti to regular mortals who have showed you kindness as if one of their own... you've grown to cherish those memories, often reminiscing them when the nights get too long and surroundings too quiet. it was difficult at first, and still is, but you've become used to the inevitable change and the passing of those you once knew.
and after 500 years, you find yourself face-to-face with one you haven't seen since before you appeared in this world; the protagonist of this world, and the one you eventually join in hopes of finally finding a means to an end, aether.
little side notes/extras:
from /our/ world, you would probably know the storyline from up to around current (5.0) or maybe a little after the fontaine aq conclusion. it gives a lot to work with, but you definitely won't remember a lot of the lore after so long other than some main events, especially since most of your knowledge is pretty irrelevant for the next 500 years,,,
i think it would be cool if you had an inteyvat on your person as a little homage of khaenri'ah, which may or may not invoke some opinions from certain characters (*cough* aether immediately being reminded of lumine and having an existential crisis *cough*)
post-cataclysm you would go through a, uhm, long phase of helplessness, wondering why you were even brought to this world so far back if you couldn't even make any contributions. it does eventually morph into a resolution to do what you can to help those you come across if it's within your capabilities, but the nightmares and helplessness come back every now and then as a reminder for what you can't do :D yippee :D
honestly i'm on the fence whether you would have a vision or some other type of abilities (think on the similar lines of aether/lumine's and dain's), but i think having some type of purification mechanic would be a must in your arsenal !! would definitely lead to some moments between you and characters like dain or zhongli who suffer from the erosion as you give them a slight reprieve from what rages within and corrodes them
a little self indulgent, but i'd like to think your first /proper/ meeting with zhongli happens during a lantern rite festival, wherein you're admiring the lanterns in the sky after making a wish of your own and he comes up from behind with "they're beautiful, wouldn't you say so?" and !!
also as for love interests, as much as i would love for human/mortal characters, a part of me feels like this story would be better suited for the immortal/long-life characters as love interests?? idk i feel like considering that 500 years is, well, a long time, the bonds you would have with them compared to characters like, say, alhaitham or diluc would be way too different ?? though i would definitely still add them as love interest bc i am a sucker for so many of the human characters ;w; it would also add to the angst and hurt/comfort ahahha...
anyway thank you for reading this massive brain dump of a fic bc i absolutely would put this as a long term project, and if u made it this far then i would like to say that dain solos—
#sophie talks : concepts <3#dont mind me i am just in HEAVY brainrot over this genshin x reader concept bc OURGH??? THE POSSIBILITIES??? THE LORE??? THE RELATIONSHIPS?#also exploring dynamics with the immortals/those with longer lifespans like zhongli; the adepti; neuvillette; the archons in general; DAIN#and lumine; and maybe fatui... hehe.... AND AETHER TOO#omg imagine pierro trying to convince u to join him in the fatui after having finally tracked u down after the cataclysm bc of ur frequent#changes from nation to nation only for u to turn him down saying u dont wish for further damnation. he leaves u alone and u think he wont#pester u anymore until u see him years later again and again and again; him with the same question and u with the same answer#BUT ALSO KHAENRI'AH WORLD BUILDING/EXPLORATION BUT ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE WRITING A MEDIEVAL ROYAL AU RAAHHH#sir royal guard captain!dain interactions... the royal guards... adopted royal!lumine interactions bc ur just like her from another world#and tells u stories of her and aether & u grow closer and u travel with them before dain joins u both before the inevitable break up and#OMG WAIT MADAME PING DYNAMIC WHEN U BECOME FRIENDS WITH THE ADEPTI AND SHE JUST OFFERS U TEA AND A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON BC SHE KNOWS U SO WE#AND OHHHRHJFHJHGJF#cries. this fic would be a lot of emotional hurt/comfort and self acceptance for new life and reader will need a big fat long hug#anyway i will write this. one day. hopefully.
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me: finally accepting theres a good chance im autistic and starting to work up the courage to ask my parents to see if i could get a diagnoses but being scared to
my mom: do you ever think you have adhd? if you want to do a screening for add next time your at the doctors you can
me:
#for context im terrified of being the person who sees stuff online and diagnosis themselves and then is wrong#which is why it took me so long to accept im —probably— autistic (bc now i have done research and stuff for it)#and id see adhd things that were relatable but i felt i related more to the autism + self diagnosing both felt weird (for me not in general#but now like. my mom is willing to accept i might have add??#(there was a long talk in between her asking if i ever thought i had it and her saying i could get a screening where we both agreed that#—if i did have it— i didnt have the hyperactive part. hence the add vs adhd thing)#and now that kinda through off my plans because like. what if i do also had adhd. or something#so yeah small crisis woo#i need to actually look i to symptoms and stuff for adhd though#because im not saying anything til i know more about it and if i actually do have a lot of the things#but this also gives me a chance go write about the autism things as well bc i told my mom i would look into the adhd#so now i can hopefully find a way to bring that up#ive mentioned that autism is a spectrum recently which i didnt think she knew before#so progress i guess#wow long rant in the tags whoops#jasper’s posts#moots have some jaz lore i guess
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