#she said im anemic

[folkloregirlfriend]

what is wrong with my mom

[genekies]

tag vent

[bnnysweets]

i’m thinking older abby literally not letting R get away with shit, like not eating or not sleeping enough

SAFE HAVEN

older!abby x fem!reader

author’s note: you’re totally right anon! she’s so dominant omg my legs are weak. i didn’t know if u meant abby being mean or comforting reader, so i made both! (mean abby here). i had a lot of fun with this bc i study more than 12 hours a day n i don’t have time for NOTHING. english is not my first language.

warnings: reader has a stressful week, abby is concerned ‘bout her health. reader is called miss, baby, sweet girl.

“i’m so fucking tired.” it was the first thing you said when you arrived to her house, “well, hello to you too, little miss always tired.” she hugged you and helped with your bags, “i’m being serious! this week was like a truck with elephants ran over me.” you groaned when you finally were barefoot and your backpack was on the floor and not on your back, “i know you’re being serious, sweetie, i just think you funny like this, you get so needy.” you laugh a little in disbelief, “yeah i’m in need of propers meals and sleep, you know how long is since i’ve spent a entire day without migraine? yeah like four whole months.” you said and went to sit at the couch, abby still standing in the front door absorbing the things you said, she walked slowly and you could feel that she was angry.

“so are you telling me that you aren’t eating and sleeping appropriately? babe did you lost your damn mind? how the hell you’re gonna focus in your class if you don’t give your body energy?” she said in a calm tone but it was clear her concern and how furious she was, you stayed silent while she continued to walk until she was in front of you “you can’t just don’t eat or eat junk, you need to eat real food and, oh my god, how are you alive without sleeping enough? you know how irresponsible that is?” she was walking back and forth and you were starting to feel guilty, you didn’t know that abby really cared that much about you, “i just don’t have time abby…” you said quietly, “but why you didn’t told me that?! why?! you’re my girlfriend, you’re my priority, your well being one of my biggest concerns.”, “i’m sorry abby.” you said feeling like a deer caught in the headlights, “you don’t own apologies to me, you own to yourself, when you treat yourself like this you degrade yourself, it’s not fair, i know how hard you try to accomplish your goals, and i know how much you study and work, but i need you to take care of yourself, and not because i want to, but because you deserve it.” abby was crouched in front of you, holding your hands, she was not really angry maybe just a bit she was just concerned ‘bout you. “i need you, but above that i need you to be healthy.” she kissed your hands and looked at yours, now, wet eyes, “im just so tired abby, all the time, i always have something to do, and its so much pressure, and it’s from myself, i’m the one making pressure on me, i’m sorry, i’m gonna try to keep a healthier routine, but i just need comfort right now”. after you said that abby hugged you, she scooped you into her lap, you two stayed like this for a bit.

“i’m so proud of you, you know that? i truly am, you’re the most hardworking person i’ve ever met, you deserve to all your wishes come true. i’m proud of you regardless your grades, you’re a lot more than a number.” abby whispered into your ear, your head was on her neck and it had been so many days since you last felt this way, secure, in your safe space. “i love you” you mumbled, “i love you too, sweet girl.” and you slept like that, above her body, hugging her, abby was admiring you, how peaceful you were, and she was thinking what she would cook for you in the next day to guarantee that you wouldn’t be anemic by the end of the year.

[littlelovelunette]

im not sure how this works, its my first time requesting 😭, but could you maybe do like anemic reader that faints a lot, and vi meets them and they start to like each other, and on their first date, reader gets unwell and passes out, and vi panics because she doesn’t know what to do, and from then on she’s always on watch, and always worried reader might faint again? just really really fluffy

so like... I can't sleep again...

Nurture

contains mentions of trauma, anemia

you were anemic which was no surprise given that you were raised pretty malnutritioned, you didn't have the best circumstances growing up and you didn't blame anyone for it. you knew your parents tried their best to provide everything for you but sometimes things can't help themselves

you were diagnosed with anemia when you were fifteen years of age— while it didn't bother your day to day routine a lot, it still got you dizzy if you stood up too quickly, or pushed yourself a bit too much during the day running errands, or going to class whichever it was, you'd faint

living in zaun? you were always on the run because it was pretty much never safe anywhere to be at, either this inconvenience or that inconvenience or simply too dangerous

vi and you knew each other and had a couple run-ins before but never really took the time to talk with one another but once you guys started having small talk, then both of you realised that you guys had a lot of things in common. mostly the trauma of losing family but... something was better than nothing right?

vi had finally mastered enough courage to ask you out one afternoon, and you happily agreed even if you felt a little dizzy during the whole day that day because of how busy you had been

it was nothing too expensive or cliché just a little stargazing date and you loved the stars so you agreed to it anyway, it would be nice stargazing in zaun instead of running for your life and fighting goons off for a change

you knew vi would definitely keep you safe

you had ran all the way up to the little hill where vi had asked you to come during the night time, and you could see her familiar figure waiting, facing her back to you with the hood on.

you were panting for air and a little dizzy from the running, well, 'a little' would be an understatement because right after you reached her, your head felt like it did a one-eighty and you fell to the ground unconscious which wasn't quite the unknown to you but to vi?

well the woman was scared you had died from some unknown, undiagnosed disease and whatnot as she cradled your figure in her strong arms trying to rouse you back awake but your head simply lolled to the side limply

"h-hey, wake up wake up! What's wrong what happened are you hurting? any pains? hey?!"

vi was freaking out by now violently shaking your shoulders though she knew she shouldn't do that she kept chanting your name under her breath as if expecting some sort of magic to happen and you to wake up immediately but you didn't.

fear was grabbing ahold of vi's heart and she was afraid she'd lose you like she'd already lost so many people to the hands of cruel fate, although she was never sure if you both would work out perfectly or not she knew she loved you somewhere deep inside her scarred heart.

"please not you as well..." she mumbled tears appearing at the corners of her eyes but she tried to blink them away, "not you too...." she repeated slowly pressing her forehead against yours.

you stirred, eyes opening as you slowly cupped the side of her face "vi I'm okay..." you said your voice a little murmur barely above a whisper calming the storm starting to rise in vi's heart at an instant.

"I thought you..." vi trailed off.

"im just anemic," you smiled a little and vi let out a sigh of relief she wasnt exactly happy you were dealing with an illness that she couldn't make disappear but she was glad you were alive and still there with her

"please don't let that happen again," vi hugged you tightly and you were shocked for a little bit before you let yourself melt in her arms and buried your face in the crook of her neck

"I'll try."

[dasiesanddarkness]

wesper winter ✨day three✨

theme: first meetings

prompt: through a friend

summary:

17:32 in Bad Bitches 💅

witch: INEJ

witch: INEJ

witch: INEJ

witch: INEJ

witch: INEJ

witch: INEJ

wifey: WHAT

witch: JESPER

wifey: YES

witch: AND

witch: WYLAN

witch: DO YOU SEE THE VISION

wifey:...

wifey: I SEE IT

witch: THATS WHAT IM SAYING

witch renamed “Bad Bitches 💅” to “Matchmaking Services”

witch: buckle up bitches we got work to do

wifey: let’s brainstorm

no tw, and general audiences

full thing below the cut!

17:32 in Bad Bitches 💅

witch: INEJ

witch: INEJ

witch: INEJ

witch: INEJ

witch: INEJ

witch: INEJ

wifey: WHAT

witch: JESPER

wifey: YES

witch: AND

witch: WYLAN

witch: DO YOU SEE THE VISION

wifey:...

wifey: I SEE IT

witch: THATS WHAT IM SAYING

witch renamed “Bad Bitches 💅” to “Matchmaking Services”

witch: buckle up bitches we got work to do

wifey: let’s brainstorm

***

“Can I at least see a picture?”

Wylan was in Nina’s room, trying to decide which sweater to wear to his date. His blind date, with someone who, according to Nina and Inej, would be perfect for him.

“Then it wouldn’t be a blind date, would it? Here, try this one.” Nina passed him another sweater, and Wylan grumbled but pulled the other one over his head to try this one on. “I can assure you he’s gorgeous, if it helps.”

“It doesn’t,” Wylan said. He plucked at the sweater and appraised himself in Nina’s full length mirror. “I think I need a necklace.”

“Right you are, love. Luckily, I already thought of that.” Nina winked and held out two, a delicate choker, and a much longer chain with a pendant. She watched as he clipped them around his neck, and reached out to adjust how the choker was centered when he finished.

Wylan turned to look at himself in the mirror again. He thought he looked rather nice, actually. Hopefully, it was enough to impress his date.

“You look adorable.” Nina reached out to pinch his cheek teasingly, and Wylan scowled and swatted at her hand.

“If that’s all-”

“Yes, yes, and you look hot, Saints.” Nina rolled her eyes. “If you weren’t so vain, maybe we wouldn’t have been here for the last hour.”

“I was going to go with the first outfit I tried on, but you insisted-”

“Hush, Wylan, and hold still. I need to send Inej a picture,” Nina scolded. She was grinning widely, which only made Wylan roll his eyes. But he listened and didn’t move so she could take her picture and send it off to Inej.

“He better not be as insufferable as you,” he muttered, running his fingers through his hair to try to get it to lay flat.

“Worry not, dear,” said Nina as she patted his shoulder, “He’s worse.”

***

“You look better in the purple,” Inej told him.

“I look amazing in everything,” Jesper replied, but he turned and started to switch shirts. As he did, his mind wandered back to his date. “Why won’t you show me a picture?”

“Because Nina wouldn’t show him one, and it would be unfair for you to know what he looked like if he doesn’t know what you look like.”

“Well, if he’d seen a picture of me, he’d have passed out because I’m so hot.” Jesper winked at Inej in the mirror. “I have that effect.”

“And yet, I haven’t passed out in your presence even once.”

“Well, that’s because your type is anemic white boys that have no sense of style,” reasoned Jesper. “I’m the exact opposite of all those things, so of course I don’t appeal to you.”

Inej didn’t respond. Instead, she had turned a critical eye onto his eyeshadow collection. “I will tell you that he has red hair,” she said absentmindedly.

“He’ll be easy to find, at least,” Jesper mumbled. Inej snorted.

“Hurry up and do your makeup.” She handed him one of his pallets and a brush. “You can’t be late to your first date.”

***

Wylan was terrified. Inej and Nina had both agreed that he’d like Jesper. but that changed very little. What if Jesper didn’t like him? It wouldn’t be unreasonable. He’d had plenty dates tell him he was awkward, or too direct, or-

“Are you Wylan?”

Wylan very nearly jumped out of his chair. “Ye-yes, that’s-” he coughed, awkwardly, “Yes, that’s me. You must be Jesper?”

“Pleasure to meet you.” Jesper held out his hand, but when Wylan took it, he leaned down and pressed a kiss to his knuckles with a wink. He could feel his cheeks flush embarrassingly, and glanced away.

His friends had been right. He did like Jesper. He was outrageously gorgeous, for one thing. He had the most perfectly shaped lips Wylan had ever seen, and a broad nose and grey eyes that Wylan would love to paint some time.

“You too.” Wylan smiled weakly. He should say something, before he made everything awkward and drove this beautiful man away. “I, um, like your makeup.”

Jesper smiled, and Wylan had the wonderful feeling that he’d done something right. “Thank you,” he said, “I like your necklaces.”

“Oh they- they’re Nina’s, actually. She insisted I come over so she could help me get ready, and then made me try on about a million different shirts before she decided this one looked good, and-” Wylan cut himself off. Jesper tilted his head, and Wylan blushed again. “Sorry, I just… Well, I feel a little underdressed, to be honest.”

Jesper reached out to place a hand over his. Wylan looked down at it with wide eyes, then back up at him. “You look wonderful,” Jesper assured him. “I think your outfit suits you.”

“And how would you know? You barely know me, after all.” Why couldn’t he just keep his mouth shut? It had been going so well, but his incessant need to be contrary had likely just ruined everything.

Instead of looking offended or weirded out, Jesper grinned. “So help me get to know you. What do you like, Wylan?”

Wylan smiled. Maybe Nina and Inej were right. Maybe this would go well.

***

21:16 in “Matchmaking Services”

wifey: okay i just got off the phone with Wylan

wifey: it went *very* well

witch: CURRENTLY AT JESPER’S

witch: HE WONT STOP TALKING ABOUT HOW ADORABLE WYLAN WAS WHEN HE TALKED ABOUT MUSIC

witch: I DO BELIEVE WE CAN CALL THIS MISSION ACCOMPLISHED

wifey: i would agree

wifey: operation wesper was a success

witch: oh without a doubt

witch: were great at this

wifey: couldn’t agree more, nina

wifey: couldn’t agree more

@wesper-winter

[kairiscorner]

HELLO HI!!! I was the one who requested the Gwen prom prompt and i was BALLING. Oh my god you’re amazing!!! Wala lang napaiyak lang ako HEKSJSKSJKSKS IM SO HAPPY WITH HOW IT TURNED OUT!!! LOAF IT!!

If it isn’t a bother! I wanna rec again 🥺🙏

May i req a pampering-esque fic? Gwen x reader again!! (Haha im GAY!!)

Details: The reader is on their period, first day. They’re anemic too so it sucks ballz!! The thing is! This happened while Gwen was at her house and they had a sleepover the day before (As friends or more?) and Gwen had to witness everythingggg. The horrible cramps when waking up, the turning pale, feeling faint, round trips to the bathroom, the breathing exercises and etc! The reader told Gwen what to do, (to get iron pills, fruit and something to eat) so Gwen wouldn’t panic lol! (Go ahead and play around with it again! Doesn’t hav to be exact!! + take ur time & rest! bka overloaded ka 😚👐)

Loaf u and ur work so much have a wonderful day, week, MONTH AND ETC!!! 🥺🙏‼️

hello !!! :DD OMG THANK YOU POOOO !! YOU TOO <333 ALSO YES, I HAVE BEEN MEANING TO MAKE PERIOD COMFORT RELATED FICS, THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME THE IDEA <:DD

i get your pain--gwen stacy x fem!reader

summary: you woke up to the feeling of pain in your abdomen, the feeling of a warm rushing flow down there, and a lot of cranky feelings from your hormones beginning to get out of whack. luckily, your girlfriend's got you, she's here to make sure the only thing you'll feel as long as you're with her is nothing but pure comfort, despite being on 'the dot'. word count: 750

last night was a complete and total blur to you after 10 PM, all you remember was falling asleep in gwen's arms and just... kinda blacking out. you do remember it was a wonderful night, but all you could focus on now was the splitting pain in your abdomen as you realized the period flood was coming. you rushed for gwen's bathroom and changed, hoping you didn't leave any stains on her bed. you came back, wobbling and a little sick due to how light-headed you'd get when your flow would be this strong, and fortunately enough, her sheets were still clean when you got up.

you sighed as you sat yourself down on a bean bag in her room, placing a big plushie you brought with you down on your abdomen to try alleviating the pain. it wasn't the most effective tactic, but it had to do for the time being. you tried to sleep again, but the sharp pain in your lower abdomen hurt like hell. trying to sleep through it wasn't an option, and luckily, not for long either; because as soon as the pain came in, gwen woke up. she greeted you a good morning as she yawned, with you muttering a good morning back to her.

gwen looked at you and noticed you looked a lot less... vibrant than last night, a little more sullen and tired, even from having just woken up earlier. "hey, you okay?" she asked you as she climbed out of bed and walked over to you. since it was gwen, you could tell her just what kind of hell you had to endure for the week. "it's shark infested waters right now." you told her as she nodded and headed for her drawers, fetching you her finest-quality pads and tampons for you to choose from. "for you, m'lady." she said as she handed them to you on bended knee.

you giggled at her gallantry as you graciously accepted the feminine products she handed to you. "why, thank you, lady stacy." you thanked her as she smiled up at you and got up. you tucked the products away in your almost empty emergency case and as gwen sat down next to you with a slight smile on her face. "y'need anything else? i have iron supplements if you need any, since, y'know... periods aren't exactly very good for your anemia." she offered to you, which you smiled back at and nodded. "thanks, but don't worry, i'm fine right now. i guess all i need right now is..." you were about to finish as your stomach let out a loud grumble, causing for gwen to nod and extend a hand out to you to help you up. "i've got you, don't worry. breakfast is on the way." she said as you took her hand and stood up.

you and gwen ended up making breakfast together, what with her dad having left earlier that day, you two made it all on your own. though breakfast was great, you still felt the stinging pain and heaviness around your lower abdominal region, and every time you cried out even a little bit in pain, gwen looked over at you with concern and asked you what it was you needed, she'd get it for you. she brought you a hot pack when you told her the cramping was worsening, and before you even told her you needed them, she gave you pain killers right away. "i promise, i'll take care of you as long as you're here with me." she said as she placed her hand over yours and smiled at you.

you smiled back at her as you felt her hand on yours. you leaned close towards her and pecked a kiss on her forehead. "thank you, gwinny..." you thanked her as gwen felt herself blush a ton from your kiss, her cheeks tinting with dark reds and undertones of pink as her smile widened and she giggled involuntarily out of being flustered by your kiss. "no problem, love." she said as she kissed your forehead this time. you felt incredibly lucky to have her with you then and there, to have her understand and know exactly what you may need or want right then and there and just be with you and not assume for you what you need--you felt more and more safe and comfortable with her, when she's like this, maybe shark week'll be way more bearable with her by your side.

a/n: I NEED A GWEN IN MY LIFE PLEASE 🛐🛐🛐

tags !! @luvstarrstruck @maxoloqy @fiannee

[imraespace]

OMG I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETJING THAT HAPPENED IN SCHOOL HELP im anemic right so I take my meds after I eat my lunch in school but in spanish my heart started racing and my friend besides me noticed and asked what's wrong so I told her like what's wrong AND THEN SHE SAID "isn't anemia the thing where ppl don't eat.." ANS I WAS LIKE HUHH? THATS ANOTRXIA. heLPM

[loveackermannn]

Oh I love the Vamp Levi feeding of reader but what if reader is human and she's not willing to be a vampire (I love being human ok forgive me😭 This idea was been running around my head since TWILIGHT!) but yeahhh I love and WILLINGLY be feed off the one and only Levi even thou my anemic ass would collapse seconds later 🍷✨

anon have u peeked into my mind because twilight is one of my favorite movie series!! (vamp!levi was briefly inspired by edward actually! ><)

but to answer your ask, i feel like levi could live without ever feeding off of you. he can always resort to hunting in a nearby woods for animals and that'll be the end of it. he never wants to pressure you in doing something you're not comfortable with or ready for. he'll wait a thousand years if he has to, as long as you're safe and healthy, that's all that matters to him.

that's not to say that he does get tempted from time to time though.. he has a good resistance and self control but when it comes to you and the way you unintentionally tease him with your neck exposed just for his viewing, it becomes difficult to be around you sometimes. during passionate and intimate moments, he can't help but graze his teeth along the side of your neck, though never applies pressure to actually pierce the skin – he'll always make sure of that. and in other times when it gets all too much for him, he'll disappear for a while, leaving a note by your bedside in reassurance that everything's okay and that he just needs to hunt for a few days.

days and days passed, without ever hearing from levi since he left. it was agonizing being alone in the confines of your cottage, you miss his scent that lingered everywhere you walked, you miss his tender embraces that hold you for just a little longer in the early mornings, you just miss him.

and abruptly, all your wishes and prayers were granted when you saw a figure standing by the front of your doorway, a shadow casted in all too familiar stature of your beloved. all at once, you wanted to be angry with him for leaving you like that, isolated and afraid – yet, you were overjoyed to know that his presence was reunited with yours once again.

"where have you been. i've been waiting for you.." as much as you tried to lace anger with your words, it was almost as difficult to do as trying to keep your composure in front of levi – it didn't go unnoticed by him either.

"i was w-worried sick. do you understand what was running through my mind these past few days?? how.. how scared i was?!" at this point, it was impossible to try and hold back anymore. bitter tears streamed down your face as levi's casted shadow grew closer to you. you soon felt warm, yet cold hands reach for your own and tug you against his chest.

he'd be lying if he said he wasn't a complete idiot for leaving you behind – he really was. he shushed you through soft coos of his voice and sweet apologies that were very much needed in this moment.

"i'm sorry, my love. i only wanted to keep you safe. im really sorry."

☆ — 𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭: @saenora , @youre-ackermine , @lovolee3 , @notgoodforlife , @averysmolbear , @bejewelledd , @leviismybby , @evas-leslas , @roseofdarknessblog @cometlevi , @21aurora , @leviykwim (! ! 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐠𝐨 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲 𝐢𝐧𝐛𝐨𝐱 𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐚 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐝💌)

[abbystromboli]

BRO when I was at the doctor my mom was telling her how I fell sick a few months ago n I was told that I’m anemic (from low iron) n deadass she said “when they said that I thought she had cancer” why she so dramatic 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Dayum 😭😭😭😭😭😭

ALSO IM ANEMIC TOO WERE ANEMIA BUDDIES YAYYYYYY

[excedrinpm]

Thank you doctor for telling me I’m just anxious. Thank you doctor. Thank you so much. She also prescribed me propranolol bc the lexapro and the hydroxyzine and the xanax all made me freak the fuck out.

I have no intention of taking it. I’m so tired of taking medications and freaking out and then being even worse off than I was before.

I have a whole pharmacy of anxiety meds rotting away in my cupboard because I’m terrified of taking them. Im so fucking sick of feeling like this but I stg they make it worse. I’ve never fucking trusted medication. Like I’m so glad it works for people I’m so glad people have good experiences with it - I’ve never once ever had a good experience with a medication and there’s no way in fucking hell I’m taking anything else I’m done taking shit I’m done having doctors write everything off as anxiety when I tell them abt my family history of high blood pressure, lupus, blood clots, thyroid failure, and cancer & they just look at me and say oh you’re anxious.

Last time I insisted that something was wrong and you guys said I was “just anxious” I was deficient in vitamin A, B, and D and was severely anemic.

And this time??? Who fucking knows. Because I KNOW what my anxiety feels like and THIS. ISNT. IT. I’ve had anxiety for over a decade I fucking know what it feels like for me. THIS. IS. NOT. NORMAL. ANXIETY. And all the medications you motherfuckers keep trying to put me on are actively making it worse:

I just want someone to fucking listen to me jfc I just want someone to fucking hear me when I FUCKING say THIS IS NOT JUST ANXIETY or at the very least I would like to MAKE SURE that it’s not something else because I’ve never felt this way before ever and it’s got me so fucking FUCKED up. It’s constant. It doesn’t go away when I distract myself. Im incapable of distracting myself most of the time. It only goes away when I sleep and I have to FORCE myself to sleep. It’s not fucking normal I can’t fucking cope with it and I just want someone to FUCKING LISTEN TO ME and not DISMISS ME IMMEDIATELY.

Do I have to wait until I have a fucking stroke or something for them to take me seriously? Do I have to have a heart attack alone in my apartment??? I just want to make sure I’m okay for FUCKS SAKE I thought you were supposed to HELP ME.

WHY DO I KEEP PAYING YOU MOTHERFUCKETS HUNDREDS OF DOLLARS JUST TO BE DISMISSED???????

[ivomartins]

clock it bc omg im playing hs rn (to understand requiem better but im just diamond mining) (apologies to hs lovers) and the dialogue and the storyline has been making me laugh it's so childish and uninteresting like wheres the flavour?? these people are supposed to be divine beings alive for centuries and they speak like twilight characters? every characters personality is so one dimensional and i kind of can't stand mc i hope she gets better in hs2 (also heard we'll get sexy anemic looking men w long hair for lis can't wait)

as opposed to that, like you said, requiem is DELIVERING. every characters is unsettling and creepy in their own way, but nothing about cain makes sense. mc herself said she couldn't understand what's going on in his head despite being right next to him and it actually shows to the player too. it genuinely feels like we're dealing with beings beyond comprehension, understanding and that just ups the stakes for the mc and maintains this dread the player feels throughout the story.

idk if you've played that diamond scene yet but when he tells mc he can understand her and be on her side, it feels so Fake like he's pretending to be human for achieving his goal and im obsessed w it. the writer is operating on levels we can't even begin to understand.

ofc it's only going to be more delicious to figure him out and watch him fall for mc and grapple with his feelings 🤭🤭

(ps the last four requiem asks you've gotten are from me, can i be your 'vivi' anon 💌)

girl (gender neutral) 😭😭😭 tell me about it i deadass can't get over how cartoonish hs is like no hate at ALL towards the book or the people who love it but i think it's so overhyped and most definitely the book/series that i'd rate the lowest out of all of alice's projects

because of that it's a blessing in a way that requiem is written by a different author?? like it's been so interesting seeing the lore from a different lens and being portrayed with such a different "voice" to the writing. like i thought requiem was written by alice at first and i remember how i suspected otherwise purely by the otherwordly way that cain was described in his first diamond scene like ???? i got so hype cause i thought alice was more in her element with this story and just has her spark again GDKSHDJE no shade towards her at all but i definitely think requiem having a different writer is one of the main reasons why it stands out and exceeds hs in this way. i think it's safe to assume it would have had the same storytelling/writing style as hs if it was written by alice (unfortunately)

i loooooove your take about cain being disingenuous when he talked to mc about understanding her??? that would add so much dimension to him if it's true!! i took it at face value tbh because they both do share the similarity of being outcasts from the group + being selfish and invested in their own goals instead of the greater good or whatever the squad is seeking to achieve. BUT it would be absolutely amazing if your interpretation turned out to be true because i can definitely see it with cain's devious lil ass

also. can we PLEASE take a moment to discuss the fact that LANE AND CAIN MET BEFORE???? i mean i saw a screenshot recently from chapter 1 where he's like "do you remember me?" and i also vaguely remember lane dreaming about him in chapter 1 too??? when i tell you. i am chewing my fist just thinking about it... i LIVE for pre-established dynamics like this 😭

[c0rpseductor]

did not even ask mom for anything and she found a way to lecture me about it. i said noncommittally “huh since im always cold i wonder if im not a little anemic again, maybe i could use iron supplements” and she launched into this long spiel about well i’d have to PROMISE to take them RELIGIOUSLY or she’d never get them bc it’d be wasting her money and she’s always thinking about how i should probably take vitamin D and go out in the sun more but she never gets me supplements because she wants me to take them regularly or else it’s not worth buying them so i have to PROMISE HER and i’m like. Girl i didn’t even want vitamin D supplements what kind of insane mind games are you on with me right now

[telafel]

survived day one of meds and was thankful the zoomy feeling wore off at the end of the day so it wasn't too hard to fall asleep. I'm keeping a notebook of how it makes me feel so if none of the "stop it right away" symptoms happen I can show it to the doc and be like "here is my experience"

but also it is definitely working. I have already noticed I am not feeling as hungry and in turn I'm backing off the amount of what i eat. While also keeping blood sugar in mind. It's definitely a weird feeling though to have hunger's edge completely taken away. I can tell when I need to eat but it's not this all-consuming feeling.

The stimulant side of it so far has felt fine. It felt great actually, which is the only thing i have been worried abt. I knew this was a controlled substance and it was potentially habit-forming, so I will be as cautious as i can be. The last time i had a drug like this the moment I felt a craving for it I stopped... but the only alternative for this is an injection which Im terrified of needles (yes, ironic that i have several piercings and a tattoo and want more of both lol. but it's different when it's a once-every-few-years moment vs a weekly thing.)

and also having energy feels so fucking nice like oh my god, I'm usually just dragging myself through existing and it drains me so much. I know I have been diagnosed iron-deficient anemic but iron supplements help for like a day and then make me feel shitty again in a new fun way. I felt so locked in yesterday. I didn't do A LOT but I was much more on-the-ball and motivated. But idk if that is just a placebo effect. Or maybe my energy level is affecting my mood more than i thought

I will talk to the doc about the energy thing at some point, maybe in my follow up next month. I still need to go get the labs done but I hate that I have to fast and then drive to fuck-knows-where to do it. And then get blood drawn which will freak me out. and if they have to draw a lot i'll probably get light headed. Ugh.

And then in march I'll be seen about checking for pcos. I still can't get an answer from my mom if that's something she had. But she had cysts so bad she eventually had to get a hysterectomy. And she still goes "well I dont know if that's what I had or not." which is just SO helpful. it would just be helpful to know if im at higher risk of having it or not.

Anyways its good to be taken seriously for once by a doctor. I still think about that time when I was having problems with my period not being consistent (like not having one for several months) and the gynecologist barely looked at me, barely inspected anything, and said the problem was that I was fat. Still fuming over that.

[princessbrunette]

https://www.tumblr.com/princessbrunette/746743898568867840/my-mum-is-so-random-cause-tell-me-why-she-rang-me

yes the vampire 😭 we got dna tests done like a year ago and she’s recently got the results so she’s all over it. she said maybe that’s why I’m so pale and how do I tell her that’s jst cause im anemic 😭 I don’t wanna ruin her happiness 😭

-🕷️

ngl i did not know he was a real person . 🤍

[snabie]

IM GOING TO SPAM HERE BUT IF I MAY WOULD U SHARE YOUR HCS FOR HOW PF AND NUX MEET

MA‘AM I‘M KISSING YOU ON THE MOUTH OMG

Okay so PF is super obsessed with medical stuff… she loves reading about it, yes, but seeing it firsthand is even better. Since there’s no YouTube or TikTok to watch surgery videos on, she sneaks out to see the sick and dying War Boys whenever she gets the chance. At first it’s like… she gets some kind of sick kick out of it? Not from their suffering but like, from the fact that she gets to see that thing ™️. She’s the type to sit down next to someone with a dislocated shoulder and ask him about all the details LMAO

But yeah she figures out that it’s probably smarter to use the knowledge she gathered over the years to help them instead of just watching. They’re grateful when she pops their knee back in, gets their broken arm back together and into a makeshift cast, gets that glass shard out of their eye… to her it’s fascinating, and to them, it’s a help. And yeah, that’s how she meets Nux. He’s here a lot. Pretty much constantly anemic, easily bruised, gets fevers regularly, weak immune system. She knows what it means all too well.

He’s surprised because everyone treats him like a lost cause, because he’s a half life, a waste of resources, but she’s like you know what? Half life or not, you’re valuable. You’re a valuable asset and as long as you’re alive you can still do great things, even if you’re sick.

He never saw her before. There were rumors of Immortan Joe having a healthy daughter, but refusing to acknowledge her as anything but future breeding stock that he could sell or trade for more power. She introduced herself as Damna to him, and said she helps out every once in a while. Puts what she knows to use.

He only finds out who she really is after the wives escape, and she follows them SIMPLY because she’s so pissed they left her behind 😭 She’s angry that her father acts like she’s a future wife, and the wives act like she’s one of his children. She’s like the worst of both worlds and doesn’t have a place anywhere. Then Nux puts two and two together and he’s like :ooo YOURE THE IMMORTAN’S DAUGHTER and she. Yeah 😒 HDJSK

He now views her as this kind of holy death angel who’s been so kind to him and making his way to Valhalla easier and smoother and she’s just like??? Bro I’m still just a person can you chillax. Can you stop kissing my feet. Sir. Hello. Stop bowing to me so much all your blood is going to your head. Oh great your dumb anemic ass passed out smh *picks him up and wraps him in a blanket and gives him a forehead kissie*

[the-geek-librarian]

Ryoken and Vampier Lolo fic bitches, come and get it bc ive lost my mind

“Oh, out of all the millions of people in the world, Lolopechka, you had to make me your blood pack?” Ryoken spat pressing on the side of his neck trying to not get blood on his favorite blanket, he was feeling a bit light headed, most definitely because of the fact he just got a good amout of his blood suked out his body but, oh well

So now he waits on his couch, with his most beloved blanket for his (apparently vampire ) friend to get him a bandaid. “Im sorry…” he head being mumbled from his kitchen. Ryoken just sighed “Its fine, don't apologize just get back in here with the damn bandage”

Everything went quite for a moment before Ryoken heard the sound of drawers opening and closing and not a moment later, Lolopechka was back in his line of sight “Finaly back Grandma?” He spat and Lolopechka just let out an annoyed tch sound 

After lining up the bandage with the wound Lolopechka shoot Ryoken a look and, without much argument he released the pressure on his neck and Lolopechka quickly placed the bandaid over the small wound. “ Do you need anything? Water maybe? Or something sweet? I've heard that it helps with blood and stuff-” Ryoken just raised his hand, palme facing his friend “Its fine. Im fine.” He said

“Oh… ok” Lolopechka said and looked away, a bit disheartened from what Ryoken could tell “I have told you that im 50% suer you are anemic right? No one's blood should taste like that” what ever feeling of sympathy or anything of the sort Ryoken may have had flow out the window when Lolopechka spoke again and he shot her a glare to with the reven head only laugh

“ Haha how funny.”

“ Yeah, i know im quite the comedian”

Ryoken sighed and rubbed the bridge of his nose, “Well, miss comedian, since i have you on handy-” he stated leaning to the small table picking up some white cards “test me on those guys, im having a test tomorrow” without skipping a beat Lolopechka took the cards out of his hands and looked at them “Physics?” She asked, “Physics” he confirmed taking a comfortable position on his couch waching as Lolopechka took off her boots and crossed her legs “Alright, lets see here shall we?”