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5sospenguinqueen Ā· 1 day ago
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Tantrums - Lewis Hamilton x Reader
Summary: After 10 years together, Lewis keeps pushing back the date on when ā€œforeverā€ can start. Realising that forever applies to her job and not their relationship, she makes it clear that sheā€™s had enough.Ā 
Warnings: slight age gap, reader is 32. angst, heavy on the angst.Ā 
Requested: @madelynn-sienna (sorry it took so long. i didnā€™t think i was gonna do it ngl to you because i donā€™t really write for lewis)
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yn_ln when he feels bad that heā€™s on the other side of the world for your birthdayĀ 
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lewishamilton happy birthday, love. iā€™m so sorry iā€™m in australia and not with you but i promise i will make it up to you when iā€™m home. roscoe promised me heā€™d spend the day spoiling youĀ 
ā†’ roscoelovescoco yes iā€™s didā€™sĀ 
user1 oh to be loved the way yn is loved by lewisĀ 
user2 no one makes me feel as single as lewis and yn doĀ 
carmenmmundt @/georgerussell63 take notes
ā†’ yn_ln you tell him, hun
ā†’ georgerussell63 i buy you flowers all the time!Ā 
f1 weā€™re sorry that a race fell on your birthday. weā€™ll ask the fia to fix the calendar next year so this doesnā€™t happen again
mercedesamgf1 weā€™d give him back if we could. happy birthday, yn
georgerussell63 hang on a second. youā€™ve not left us yet. thatā€™s not the right car
ā†’ charles_leclerc thatā€™s the perfect carĀ 
ā†’ yn_ln i didnā€™t buy the car. i just jumped behind the wheel
user3 not me hoping sheā€™d be getting a ring for her birthdayĀ 
ā†’ user4 weā€™ve been waiting for this for the past 8 birthdays
ā†’ user5 itā€™s been 10 years. we were expecting two rings and a few kids by now
ā†’ user6 i mean, he just bought her a sports car. not very kid friendlyĀ 
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lewishamilton happy 10 years to the love of my life. every moment with you is an adventure i never want to end
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yn_ln forever with you ā¤ļø mainly because i canā€™t be bothered to train some new guy to photos that good of me
mercedesamgf1 canā€™t believe itā€™s been 10 years already. it feels like only yesterday yn was making her paddock debut. hereā€™s to another 10Ā 
ā†’ user7 not mercedes commenting like theyā€™re a part of this relationshipĀ 
ā†’ user8 well heā€™s been with yn almost as long as heā€™s been with mercedes so they practically are at this pointĀ 
user9 my favourite f1 couple
user10 i love their rich money vibes
roscoelovescoco happyā€™s anniversaryā€™s mum andā€™s dadĀ 
ā†’ yn_ln my precious boyĀ 
ā†’ user11 now she needs a real babyĀ 
danielriccairdo i canā€™t believe sheā€™s managed to put up with you for ten years šŸ˜‚ huge love to you both
ā†’ yn_ln ngl, itā€™s been tough
ā†’ lewishamilton iā€™m taking the ferrari backĀ 
user12 wedding and baby when?Ā 
georgerussell63 happy 10 year anniversary. yn is my favourite part of you being my teammateĀ 
ā†’ carmenmmundt can we keep her when you go to ferrari?
ā†’ charles_leclerc no. itā€™s my turn nowĀ 
ā†’ lewishamilton i think youā€™re all forgetting that sheā€™s mineĀ 
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mercedesamgf1 GET IN THERE, LEWIS šŸ†šŸ„‡ LEWIS HAMILTON IS YOUR BRITISH GRAND PRIX WINNERĀ 
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yn_ln my love. i honestly have not stopped crying since you crossed that line. iā€™m so proud of you. you deserved this and proved to everyone why youā€™re a motorsport legend
ā†’ lewishamilton couldn't do it without your support šŸ©·
ā†’ mercedesamgf1 itā€™s true. the mechanics were uncomfortable when they realised they couldn't just keep giving her tissues
georgerussell63 you deserve it, mate
valterribottas well done champ
user1 canā€™t believe he won silverstone the same weekend he celebrated 10 years with ynĀ 
ā†’ user2 sheā€™s always been his good luck charm. he performs so well when sheā€™s watching
ā†’ user3 theyā€™re the dream team togetherĀ 
user4 the fact that yn is the only one he responded to
user5 sheā€™s getting it good tonight
skysportsf1 posted a new interview
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user6 oh no, lewisā€¦
user7 lewis, she was asking what was next for you and yn, relationship wise
user8 oh, thatā€™s not quite
user9 i hope yn doesnā€™t see this otherwise i fear lewis might be in the doghouse tonightĀ 
ā†’ user10 i hope she does see it so that she knows heā€™s not thinking of her future in the same wayĀ 
user11 i always thought lewis loved yn as much as yn loved lewis but now iā€™m not sure
user12 itā€™s the fact that the poor interviewer looked upset at his answer as well. like she hoped for better
ā†’ user13 we all hoped for betterĀ 
user14 itā€™s the fact that sheā€™s always talked about wanting kids and getting married but has always said theyā€™re waiting until lewis is ready
ā†’ user15 the fact that every year passes and he never indicates that heā€™s ready for any of it thoughĀ 
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user1 lewis still follows yn
ā†’ user2 and still has all of his photos up, including their anniversary postĀ 
ā†’ user1 iā€™m hoping this means heā€™s in denial and is still trying to win her back
user3 i canā€™t believe this is real. she went all the way back and deleted everything related to him in 10 years. even edited posts to delete slides he was in
ā†’ user4 dedicated queen
user5 just fell to my knees in walmart
user6 iā€™m devastated but i also hope this means she finds a man who will be prepared to give her the life she wantsĀ 
ā†’ user7 well, more fool her for staying this long
ā†’ user6 not really. ever think she wanted those things because she wanted them with lewis
ā†’ user8 donā€™t break my heart like this pleaseĀ Ā 
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user9 okay but your pen was on fire when you wrote thatĀ 
user10 he literally had the best weekend of his life with a 10yr anniversary, winning silverstone and then clearly messed it all up somehow in the endĀ 
user11 if sir lewis hamilton canā€™t even do right, what hope do the rest of us have in finding a decent man
ā†’ user12 no because they looked just as in love as they did 10 years ago and he still fumbled
user13 i saw rumours it was because he gave her an ultimatum and she didnā€™t take the path he wantedĀ 
ā†’ user14 what do you mean?
ā†’ user13 apparently ā€œclose sourcesā€ said that he told her if she wanted kids, she couldn't have him and so she leftĀ 
ā†’ user14 wtf!!! good on her for dumping his ass
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calvinklein @/yn_ln is stunning in calvin klein underwear. shop the collection nowĀ 
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yn_ln oh okay. i look gooooodĀ 
ā†’ alexandrasaintmleux i would let you take me home
ā†’ carmenmmundt me too
ā†’ georgerussell63 excuse me, i donā€™t agree with this
user1 aha, nico we see youĀ 
ā†’ user2 and fernando
landonorris oh so he fumbled badĀ 
ā†’ oscarpiastri theyā€™re going to take your social media off you again
user3 is this her version of a revenge dress?
ā†’ user4 more like undress
user5 not sure why you wouldnā€™t want to marry and give a baby to a woman like thatĀ 
ā†’ user6 okay, ew
user7 can we appreciate how sheā€™s handled this with class. instead of speaking out against lewis, sheā€™s been booked and busy and flitting about europe on modelling jobsĀ 
ā†’ user8 just further proof that he managed to lose the best woman everĀ 
roscoelovescoco youā€™s lookā€™s nice, mum
ā†’ user9 i know lewis hires someone to run this account but what are the odds that heā€™s actually behind it now so he can stalk ynĀ 
yn_ln please can we all focus on the clothes and support how hot i look by buying some!Ā 
ā†’ danielricciardo donā€™t even have tits but you convinced me to buy a bra
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lewishamilton mixed feelings about today. obviously happy for a win but very disappointing for george and the team missing out on a 1-2
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georgerussell63 we put up a good fight today
user1 not really a deserved win though, is it
user2 you fumbled yn and now youā€™re fumbling wins. you only got this because merc screwed over georgeĀ 
roscoelovescoco wellā€™s doneā€™s dad
user3 see what happens when you play a good woman, you get a dirty win
user4 man needs to act his age. canā€™t believe at the grand age of 39, he strung along a girl who loved him more than anything for 10 years
ā†’ user5 destroyed my faith in men for realĀ 
user6 robbed a win from george like you robbed 10 years from ynĀ 
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I wrote this out and was really proud of it and then when I was adding the other driverā€™s versions on, I realised it was the same principal as Danielā€™s so Iā€™m so sorry for the repeated plot
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samw1se Ā· 22 hours ago
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I was born blind in my left eye. It never got fixed. Many of these points are true in my experience, except I still have an eyeball. Here are some additional fun facts from my realm of experience:
-my elementary school knew I was blind in one eye but did not tell my parents. I started to get a little farsighted in the 4th grade so I went to get readers and the eye doctor told me, a nine year old girl, that my life was forever fucked and Iā€™d never be fully independent, never drive, never go to college, because I was disabled and it was too late to fix it. We got a second opinion. And then a third.
- (you can try to fix my kind of blindness up until about the age of five because the brain is still really elastic and capable of fixing the broken shit. They fix it by putting a patch over your good eye to force your bad eye to see. They tried it when I was nine but it was too late, so I essentially spent a year having my life ruined by being suddenly completely blind all the time and it sucked ass.)
- you make a great marksman and baseball batter once you figure out how your lack of depth perception works. Not a great outfielder though.
- things sometimes just kind of vanish on you. I got a massive concussion as a kid from running into a pole head on. The pole had been there as long as I could remember. I interacted with the pole every day. But one day I was running and the last thing I remember is thinking, hey, where did the pole go? Like the equipment holding it up was still there but the pole just seemed gone. This also happened several times to me when trying to catch pop flies or headbutt soccer balls. Theyā€™d just go away.
- people will indeed forget all the time and throw shit at you from the blind side and hit you in the head, or hug you and scare the shit out of you. A boy asked me out once after he hit me with a frisbee on my blind side.
- and then some people will always think of you when they encounter one eyed things. When I was an RA in college, some of my residents were so very pleased to bring me a one-eyed goldfish theyā€™d found in the feeder tank at the pet store šŸ˜© we named him one eyed Willy and he lived for like five years and survived two cross country trips in a car (in a Nalgene bottle both ways)
- I donā€™t have a traditional lazy eye (my eyeball can see but there is no connection between it and my brain so the message goes unrecieved) so I donā€™t really have much of a wandering eye, unlike other folks with amblyopia. I can also only cross my good eye, I cannot wink with my good eye without moving my entire face (and I had to learn how to do this by pushing my cheek and forehead muscles together with my hands until I could do it on my own so I look very stupid) and my good eye also tends to have trouble when looking at blue light for too long since it gets all the strain.
-additionally, the only times my eye seems to look lazy is in the occasional picture. I call it my googly eye.
- re writing advice: I took a writing class in college where we spent a lot of time journaling about our own bodies and then writing stories with what we had learnedā€¦ my wonderful teacher guessed that I was blind in my left eye because of how I described things. I never used left or right when talking about objects being around charactersā€™ bodies, only front and back. She fucked me up with that one.
- I get a lot of bruises on my left arm because I struggle with depth perception when walking around corners/doors on that side
- they gave me glasses as a kid to try to fix it after patching didnā€™t work (leading to the discovery that I donā€™t have a traditional lazy eye) and the left side was the biggest and thickest fucking lens youā€™ve ever seen and the right side was just normal glass no rx. It made the glasses sit crooked on my face so I stopped wearing them.
- they test you for amblyopia during your drivers license test and I cheated both times Iā€™ve had to go take it šŸ™ƒ they put a ball on one lens and a box on the other and they ask if the ball is inside or outside the box and I didnā€™t see no goddamn ball but the man next to me said it was inside so I did too.
- if I hadnā€™t cheated, I could still get a license, just with a special note on it, which i didnā€™t know both times I cheated.
- and yes, cannot agree more with being a safe ass driver. People get frustrated because I follow so far behind other cars and give people so much room all the time but I have a clean ass driving record.
- following that, I have a hard time sitting in the front seat when someone else is driving, especially if they are tailgaters because I feel like I am always about to crash. My husband, a notorious tailgater, says I have an invisible break I hit whenever heā€™s too close to someone.
- my parents made me go to a chiropractor as a kid to see if the reasoning for my blindness was a pinched nerve. It did not work.
- a redditor once told me he would end himself if he were ā€˜as cursed asā€™ me because the idea of being blind in one eye was so insanely distasteful to him. I tried explaining to him that itā€™s literally the only life Iā€™ve ever known and he kept trying to tell me it was disgusting and unnatural and I lived a hideous life. I was like, dude. Go to therapy.
- if you are blind in one eye but still have an eyeball, you have one fun fact for Two Truths and a Lie always directly on hand and no one will ever guess thatā€™s a truth.
- I am especially clumsy, and sometimes when I get up to do something and start knocking shit down, my husband plays the Godzilla theme song in his phone and it always makes me die laughing.
- when my parents found out, they demanded to know why I didnā€™t tell them, and I had to explain to them that it was literally all Iā€™ve ever known, how did I know it was wrong? I thought everyone could only see one side of their nose.
Sorry this got long. I canā€™t sleep lol.
writing advice for characters with a missing eye: dear God does losing an eyes function fuck up your neck. Ever since mine crapped out I've been slowly and unconsciously shifting towards holding my head at an angle to put the good eye closer to the center. and human necks. are not meant to accommodate that sorta thing.
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rs-hawk Ā· 1 day ago
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Could you do a modern day female orc x female reader? I see very little now
Sure! A lot of my short stories tend not to be modern set so that might be why for me.
When you saw Cassia for the first time, your heart fluttered. Your chest felt tight. Your lungs were tight. It was like you were struck all at once. Was this what love at first sight felt like? It was a whirlwind romance, but after only a few days of talking, she was inviting you out to drinks. You flushed when you said yes.
Of course, you forgot that Orc bars are not the same thing as human bars. There were similarities, the loud music, the loud patrons, and the stench of liquor and sweat, but the way that the Orcs interacted with each other was something you never thought about, and definitely didn't expect.
Cassia, being a large woman, with large, thick tusks that put even many male ones to shame, commanded respect the second she walked in. All eyes were on her, and your face flushed darkly under the gaze of the other Orcs. Once the two of you sat down, the bartender didn't even ask you what you wanted to drink. He just slid a glass of clear liquid towards you.
"it's pretty much the only thing humans can drink in here," Cassia explained, taking what was clearly her usual from the bartender who winked at her as he handed the glass to her.
"Is Orc liquor that much stronger?" you asked, looking at her glass curiously. Was it really stronger, or was it just that Orcs are so large that it doesn't affect them the same way?
She laughed, tilting the glass towards you. "If you're going to eye me so suspiciously take a sip and see for yourself." When you leaned forward, she leaned in, whispering in a voice that made heat pool between your legs, "a sip, human. Remember."
And you did. You took a sip, and she was right. Whatever Orc liquor was made of was way too strong for humans. If you had drank much more than that, you'd be black out drunk already. You laughed, and the two of you seemed to be getting along really well. You kept leaning over, touching her arm, batting your eyes up at her. Every time you did, it made her smile, or laugh. She was clearly enthralled with you too.
Before too long, both of you were drunk. "I have to pee," you announced, staggering to your feet.
"I'll go with you," she offered, getting up on her unsteady feet.
The two of you leaned against each other, with you obviously leaning more heavily on her. Once the two of you were done, and washing your hands, Cassia looked over at you.
"You're gorgeous," she muttered, her eyes now hungry as her gaze stalked up and down your body.
Goosebumps sprung up under her gaze. "So are you. I don't think I've ever seen a more beautiful woman," you whispered, eyes round as she leaned forward to finally kiss you.
The kiss was rough, and you had to be careful because of her tusks. They scraped the side of your cheeks, but you didn't care. Her mouth tasted like liquor and gum, and you hoped your breath didn't smell or taste bad, but that thought only came to you for a moment as she lifted you onto the counter. Part of you wanted to protest, but between the intoxication from the liquor and the intoxication from how good she was making you feel, you didn't dare.
She slipped a hand down your pants, pressing her fingers to your soaked cunt over your panties. "So wet already for me," she moaned, pushing your panties to the side to be able to tease you with one of her large fingers.
You spread your legs, wanting to give her more access. "So good. You're so good," you moaned back, grinding your hips against her finger.
It wasn't long until she had brought you to the edge of an orgasm, where you were whining and begging her to let you finish. However, when she dropped to her knees, ripping off your pants and panties, you almost cry in anticipation. Her fat tongue works over your desperate cunt perfectly. Her finger now circling and teasing your clit as she lapped at you, parting your lower lips with her skilled tongue. Tears pricked your eyes as you felt yourself tettering on the edge as she played with your body.
"Cum for me. I want to taste you," she groaned against your skin, reaching up with her other hand to fondle and play with one of your breasts, lightly pinching the nipple.
Almost on command, you cum, covering your mouth to keep from screaming, though you're sure the whole bar knows what the two of you were doing in here. After the waves of pleasure crashing over you subside, she kisses your inner thighs, her tusks scraping the soft skin there, threatening, but also comforting. Such a dangerous creature is so gentle with you.
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borathae Ā· 15 hours ago
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"Jungkook knows that he can always use his safeword with you. Even during your most passionate of roleplays."
Pairing: Jungkook x f.Reader
Genre: married life!AU, Comfort Fluff, slight Smut in the beginning
Warnings: sub!Jungkook, Mommy Dom!Reader, implied sexual situations, implied prisoner & cop roleplay, implied spanking & pain play, nudity, use of his safeword, the most comforting & loving aftercare for both <3
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a/n: i can't find the ask rn, but someone once asked me if Koo ever had to use the safeword with her and how that went. so i decided to write it for you besties and it comes without a surprise that this is incredibly comforting and lovely šŸ’—
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Jungkook is a masochist. That much is sure to both him and you. He likes it when the ropes pinch a little. He likes it when the overstimulation burns so fiery. He likes it when the tug on his hair stings. And he likes it when the impact play leaves tender spots behind. Jungkook is a proud and very happy masochist.Ā Pain is pleasurable to him, it gets him off.
But even for a proud and happy masochist such as himself, the pain can get too much. He is only human after all.
For tonightā€™s roleplay, you tied him to a metal pole with his back turned to you and his arms lifted above his head. He can rest against the metal post with his elbows if he wishes to do so. He is entirely naked and drenched in sweat by now, while you are still completely clothed. Tonightā€™s role play ā€“ like all your other role plays ā€“ was discussed into the smallest details beforehand. He is supposed to be your prisoner who refuses to give you crucial information and you are the morally corrupt detective who uses torture to get what she wants. It is so hot and sexy and so much fun. You interrogated him as he was tied to a chair and had a vibrator strapped to his cock, manhandled him a little as you shoved him from the interrogation room (your office on normal days) to the torture chamber (the playroom on normal days) and you used just the right impact toys in just the right order to really get him going. It was so much fun until suddenly it isnā€™t.Ā 
You strike his tender and very red buttocks with the wooden pedal. You didnā€™t change anything in the way you strike him. You use the same angle, the same speed, the same strength, but it still gets too much for him. The once pleasurable pain becomes incredibly real.Ā 
Jungkook tenses up and instantly yelps up, ā€œah! Red!ā€
ā€œIā€™m stoppingā€, you exclaim and drop the pedal, ā€œyouā€™re safe. Iā€™ll come closer and undo the bindings, okay?ā€Ā 
ā€œYesā€, he gets out, nodding his head.Ā 
You caress his back slowly as you work with the other hand, studying his face worriedly.
ā€œAre you okay? What happened?ā€ you ask him.Ā 
Jungkook meets your eyes and drops his temple against the metal pole, showing you how truly ruined you got him.
ā€œIā€™m sorryā€, he says.
ā€œIf you are sorry about using your safeword, be quiet. Iā€™m happy that you used it. Did it get too much?ā€Ā 
ā€œYes, too painful. I didnā€™t like it anymore.ā€
ā€œI hear you. Iā€™m sorry that I didnā€™t catch your signs.ā€
He shakes his head, ā€œthere were none. The pain suddenly felt too real.ā€Ā 
ā€œI see.ā€ You lean in and kiss his cheek. ā€œGood job for stopping it. Iā€™m sorry for actually hurting you. I never meant to hurt you in a way where it feels real. Can you forgive me?ā€
ā€œItā€™s okay, Mommy. Itā€™s not your fault. You did everything right, but my body just had enough. Thank you for being such a good Domme.ā€Ā 
You smile. He always knows exactly what to say to reassure you. There was never an instance when you felt like a bad Domme or like you had to be ashamed of what you did. He always reassures you and praises you just right.
ā€œThank you, Bunny. Thank you for being the best sub ever.ā€
He lets out a shy giggle. You smooch his cheek in reaction. The knot of the ropes finally opens. His weak arms instantly fall down, knocking a surprised groan out of him.
ā€œSorry, god sorry, I should have warned you. Are you okay?ā€Ā 
ā€œYes, but everything hurts. Mommy, I canā€™t stand for long. I feel dizzy.ā€Ā 
ā€œHold onto me. Iā€™m hereā€, you gasp, instantly picking him up in your arms.Ā 
He drops his head onto your shoulder, limbs wrapped tightly around you. He loves being carried by you. He thinks that it is impressive how strong you are. It is also really hot to him, but he canā€™t think of that aspect right now. He feels too ruined for it, finding comfort in your arms as you carry him to the sofa.
The sofa in the playroom is soft and has very comfortable cushions to rest on. He sinks into them with a relieved sigh, having to sigh again when you kiss his forehead.
He is currently resting on his side, while you are kneeling next to the sofa. You are facing each other. Jungkook can barely keep his eyes open when you brush his messy hair out of his forehead. He smiles tiredly. You retort it, kissing his forehead again.
ā€œDoes it hurt lots?ā€
ā€œI guess. It feels like a numb pulsing.ā€
ā€œI see. Iā€™m sorry, Bunnybaby. Iā€™ll get you something for the pain, yeah?ā€
He nods his head.
ā€œDo you need pain meds as well? Or just something to cool?ā€
ā€œJust something to cool.ā€
ā€œAlrighty, Iā€™ll be back really soon.ā€
You stand up and wrap him up in a warm blanket so he wouldnā€™t get cold.
ā€œAnd, Mommy?ā€
ā€œYes, Bunny?ā€
ā€œMaybe something to drink too, please?ā€
ā€œOf course, Bunny.ā€
Jungkook sinks into a mixture of wakefulness and sleep while he waits for you to return. He dreams but it feels as if he was just vividly imagining things. It is such a nice and comfortable state to be in.Ā 
He opens his tired eyes when he hears you come back. You are carrying a tray of snacks and whatever else you need to take care of him.Ā 
You kneel down next to the couch, greeting him with a tender kiss to his cheek.Ā 
ā€œHey, there.ā€
ā€œHey, Mommyā€, he whispers, smiling sleepily.Ā 
You lift the glass of water closer to him, guiding the metal straw to his lips. You put it there so he wouldnā€™t have to move out of the position. Jungkook gladly sips from it, gazing at you. He finishes half of the water.
ā€œGood boy. Hereā€™s a little treat for you. Open up.ā€
Jungkook obeys happily. You put a piece of hard candy on his tongue.
ā€œMhhhm, my favouriteā€, he gasps in a pitched voice, letting it melt on his tongue.
ā€œEverything for my Bunnyā€, you say and kiss his cheek. You wipe the hair from his temple. ā€œNow. Iā€™ll get behind you and wipe some cream on your butt. Is that okay?ā€
ā€œYes, ā€˜is okay.ā€Ā 
You climb on the sofa, nuzzling yourself into the cozy nook behind his legs. The couch is big enough to house both of you comfortably. It was very important to you and him when you purchased it that it has enough space for both of you. Aftercare for you and him is very touch-heavy. Cuddles, caresses and being physically close are what work best for the two of you. So it was important that your aftercare couch would accommodate these needs comfortably.Ā 
You lift the blanket off his butt, making sure to keep the rest of him covered. You inspect him. Almost the entire space of his buttocks is reddened. In the middle of each cheek, the first indicators of bruises have started to form. No wonder that it got too much for him. Looking at him, it would have taken you maybe three more strikes and you would have stopped it for him.Ā 
ā€œLooking at you, I feel reassured Iā€™m not an awful Domme. I think I would have given you like three spanks max before Iā€™d have stopped it for you. So I still know the signs.ā€
ā€œYouā€™re not an awful Domme. Youā€™re the best Domme ever. I feel so safe with youā€, Jungkook whispers, dragging his words sleepily.Ā 
ā€œThank you, Bunnyā€, you say, giving his back a little kiss before you straighten up again. You pick up the tub of cream and put some of the cooling ointment on your fingers. You spread it on his raw buttocks carefully, going especially gently on his bruised spots.
ā€œThis feels so goodā€, Jungkook breathes, body growing slack in relaxation, ā€œIā€™m so tired.ā€Ā 
ā€œYou can sleep if you need to.ā€
Jungkook hums. Afterwards, you and he fall into comfortable silence. You use it to massage his tender spots while he falls asleep. Or so you think until he breaks the silence in a soft voice.
ā€œ___?ā€
ā€œYes?ā€Ā 
ā€œDo think that itā€™ll ever stop feeling so good?ā€
ā€œWhat do you mean?ā€Ā 
ā€œAftercare. It feels so good with you. Itā€™s like coming home. Do you think this will ever stop?ā€Ā 
ā€œI donā€™t think it will. At least I hope it wonā€™t. I try to make it nice.ā€
ā€œItā€™s so nice.ā€
You smile fondly, gazing at the back of his head.Ā 
ā€œI donā€™t think so either. Itā€™ll always feel so good. I know itā€, he says and sighs contently.
You look at him, feeling your heart race unbearably. You love this man so much. You have to be closer to him. It is impossible to exist otherwise.
You open the blanket to get under it behind him. You spoon him, wiggling your arms around him. Jungkook melts into you, holding your hand instantly.
ā€œYou know that I adore you, donā€™t you?ā€ you whisper into his hair.Ā 
ā€œI adore you too.ā€ He kisses your knuckles. ā€œAnd I loved today. Thank you for this. Iā€™d like to do it again someday, just maybe with less spanks.ā€
You snicker. He does too.
ā€œMhm yeah, agreed. Less spanks, more edging.ā€
ā€œNooo. No edgingā€, he whines with a pout.
You chuckle, talking between kisses to his face and neck.Ā 
ā€œYeees, all the edging for you.ā€Ā 
ā€œMommy, this is so unfairā€, he complains, shivering each time you kiss a new spot. This is so relaxing to him.
ā€œI think itā€™s fair.ā€
Jungkook huffs out air and pouts. You laugh fondly, cradling his cheek so you can turn his head to you. He gazes, but pouts for dramatic effect. You decide to take matters into your own hands and kiss his cute pout away.Ā 
Jungkook gladly accepts it, heart racing like crazy in his chest. He turns in your hold, hooking his arms behind your head which naturally deepens the kiss.Ā 
Truly, being with each other feels like home. Even something as serious as using your safewords will always end in comfort and love. Thatā€™s what it means to be with your soulmate.Ā 
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whereispearlescentmoon Ā· 16 hours ago
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Great points of todayā€™s Pearl ep (a recap of my freak-outs, some of which will be getting their own posts)-
Exclusively spoilers below this line:
Cleo asking Pearl if sheā€™s okay and Scott offering her a life if she goes red. Pearl defending herself when Scott says she keeps making enemies.
Cleo enabling Pearl and Scott trying to stop her. The eventual agreement that she can kill Gem or Joel if negotiations donā€™t work.
Never did I think Iā€™d see the day but Gem attacking Pearl and Cleo responding with ā€œSheā€™s not done anything to you Gem!ā€ And defending her? My neurons are firing lads.
Scar asking Pearl if shes okay?
BigB is officially fired from the GGGG, and the world possible person (Cleo) caught him doing it.
Impulse trying to do a British woman voice and failing so hard that Cleo fails to recognize her own quote.
Pearl catching Skizz and Mumbo like vermin under their base. Mumbo trying to convince her that her teammates donā€™t really love her because they wonā€™t give her a life and trying to get her to betray them so she wonā€™t snitch that Skizz is under their base. AND SHE DOES BETRAY THEM?? HELLO?
Bonus Imp and Skizz podcast except Mumbo and Pearl are Impulse in order to keep Mumbo and Skizzā€™ vid from being just them sneaking.
Ren wanting to kill Grian because heā€™s the one causing them all their pain and recruiting Pearl, Scar, and BigBā€¦ Watcher fans come get yall juice.
JOEL ALSO ASSUMING PEARLā€™S TEAM DUMPED HER?? Her referring to the parrots as ā€œthe canariesā€ and actually getting the fast and furious reference which does automatically put her in Joelā€™s good graces.
Mumbo and Skizz immediately sighing after they fail to kill the people coming to visit Pearl. Pearl then getting Mumbo and Skizz to reassure her that she has been making friends and her teammates are wrong.
Scott silently leading her away and telling her that Mumbo is under their base, and Pearl pretending she had no idea anyone was there and sheā€™s been building the whole time. Mumbo lying for her???? Hello?? Mumbo trying to offer Scott the same deal he gave Pearl and Scott refusing?
ā€œYa know, I have no reason to go against Scott this season. I just think itā€™s funny. And thatā€™s what I do every season! I do a little fun, I have a little glee, I have a little laugh and itā€™s, I dunno. But if you make a bunch of allies then nobody wants to kill you right? Right.ā€
MOON FAST! ā€œYou go moon! Look at that cousin in the sky!ā€
ā€œI knew tnt minecarts were a bad idea. Thatā€™s why I donā€™t touch them with a ten foot pole.ā€ VIOLENT LIMITED LIFE FLASHBACK
Pearl wanting her teamā€™s approval of the base! Cleo calling her very talented!
This moment:
Martyn: Come on, let red Pearl out to play!
Pearl: No, look as much as she would love to, itā€™s too early for red Pearl. She can stay where she is.
Gem and Pearl getting along for a brief moment to watch the boys be stupid.
Pearl telling Scott not to trust BigB and Cleo saying BigB is working with the devilsā€¦ Nosey Neighbor fans weep, Pearl and Cleo duo (I donā€™t know their name) fans cheer
PEARL SHOOTING BIGB WHILE CLEO CHEERS HER ON!!! NOSEY NEIGHBOR FANS WEEP PEARL AND CLEO DUO FANS CHEER
Pearl shooting Martyn?? Oh sheā€™s got blood lust now!
ā€œIā€™m in me mumā€™s car!ā€
Pearl, Tango, and Bdubs just watching the chaos and refusing to cross the bridge.
No Pearl deaths!!!!
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daughters-of-liberty Ā· 23 hours ago
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I had a similar experience to greater-than-the-sword when my cat grew ill. Not being with her while they fruitlessly tried to figure out what was wrong with her, was very trying at the time.
As a retail worker, I saw the best and worst of humanity. I was routinely tipped by customers as thanks "for doing my job". I saw someone pay for someone else's groceries because they lost their job and couldn't pay, leaving them in grateful tears. In addition to our store's curbside and delivery services being offered, we had local young people offer to deliver groceries to elderly people in town so they wouldn't have to leave home and risk infection.
But the bad far outweighed the good, I'm sorry to say:
I lived and worked in a border down at the time. My state did not implement mandates until August 2020. We had people come over from our neighboring state and yell at us for not wearing masks, only to storm off in a huff when we told them we did not have mask mandates, and vow to never shop there again! ...They were back the next week.
I have severe social anxiety and wearing a mask made my periods of hyperventilating worse, as you can imagine. But, I didn't have a medical exemption. Still, my boss stood by those of us that found it difficult or even traumatizing to wear a mask. In my department, I worked with two women, let's call them Jane and Alice. Alice had severe asthma, to the point that wearing a mask set off such bad asthma attacks, she'd have to go home for the day. And Jane's last birth saw her forced into a ventilator mask, so she associated masks with her birth trauma.
Even after mandates were enacted in our state, some of us were told by our boss that we didn't have to wear a mask because of our circumstances. The worst social harassment I have ever experienced happened during this time, as others documented above. When the threat of fines became too much for our employer, we few were finally forced into compliance. Jane, Alice, and I really struggled that first week. Jane had a panic attack on the floor and had to go home for the day. Alice had an asthma attack and had to go home for the day. I had a panic attack in the back, and one of the other department managers (who was an Afghanistan vet with PTSD) had to help me through it. I did not go home that day.
I remember those same karens that yelled at me for not wearing a mask were now very smug. "Oh, looks like you have to wear masks now, huh?" I tried to hide the violent thoughts I had in that moment, but the fact they quickly glanced away after meeting my eyes told me I had failed.
I remember one time, after curfews were put into effect (mostly for teenagers, I should point out), I was followed home after a closing shift by a cop, ensuring I never went anywhere but work and home. I waited a minute or two and left to go get some food at the gas station despite having food at home, my tiny act of rebellion against the stupid curfews that didn't apply to me anyway, because I was a legal adult.
My mother lived in the neighboring state, which had curfews that applied to everybody, not just teenagers. I can't recall what time at night they were enacted, but they didn't lift until like 7/8 in the morning. Small problem: my mother opened at her job, meaning she had to be there before 6. Why her department had to open at 6 when customers weren't even supposed to be on the roads until 7 or 8, I don't know. So, all the department managers had to be given slips that stated they were on their way to/from work to be carried on their person in the event they were pulled over en route.
My stepmother works in a factory in the neighboring state, in a facility with not so great air conditioning. In summer, people typically had fans at their station to help keep cool. During the pandemic, they were banned because they "blew the virus around". I think she said two or three colleagues got heat stroke that summer from lack of fans/air conditioning in combination with the suffocating masks.
I had a coworker who worked at the local nursing home as their full time job. Every week, she had a new story about some poor elderly man or woman, some with dementia or alzheimer's, who had no contact with their families. The saddest story she told was of a man who's family came to visit him, as he was dying of cancer. They couldn't see him face to face. They had to stand outside, in the snow, and wave at him through his window. He died shortly after, not being able to physically say goodbye to his family.
The teenagers I worked with were depressed because they couldn't spend time with their friends in person, were robbed of prom and homecoming, and an actual graduation ceremony. They had a "drive through graduation" followed by a graduation parade down main street. Needless to say, a lot of these kids didn't feel like they had fully passed through that door, like they hadn't really "achieved" anything.
The lasting implications from these events, even in my little corner of the world, cannot be fully known.
We should journal and record what the pandemic hoax was really like...and I mean offline... because I have a feeling this is one the history books and digital world are going to intentionally forget about.
Like remember how they had stores where "for your safety" you were only allowed to buy products they deemed essential. Remember going into a store and sections were roped off and the fucking stores wouldn't let you buy certain things.
I remember going into a dollar store to buy emergency supplies but they were deemed non essential because they were in the camping/outdoor section. I remember that they had employees...regular ass people doing a minimum wage job walking around and harassing customers who were trying to buy anything but food or medicine. Because apparently if you buy food at the store covid wouldn't get you but if you bought a book you were sure to kill yourself and everyone around you. All this during a stage of this "pandemic" where nobody you knew had even heard of anyone who was sick...this was before the jabs came out and people really started "Dying of covid."
You could write a whole chapter about all the times some karen told you to put on a mask and you had to resist the urge to feed them theirs. And remember when they changed the meaning of karen midstream to apply to people who wanted to be left alone and not wear a mask instead of insane entitled people desperate for a sense of power over otherswho make unreasonable demands...like someone who approaches strangers to demand they cover their face so they feel less afraid.
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mind-intheclouds342 Ā· 3 days ago
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I found her first - Jimmys pov
This chapter contains mature and dark content.
This is the little bonus (from Do it for them) chapter about why Jimmy is so mad about the cute couple we love.
Jimmy: "Do I really have to use that crap?"
He complained while running his hand over his member to make it hard, so he could put on the condom.
"I already told you, sweetheart, no party without a hat~ don't feel left out, I do this with everyone who comes through here~"
The only thing separating them was that wall, and the only thing connecting them was that hole through which the man slid his member, immediately letting out a moan upon feeling lips on it.
That was one of his favorite places, his favorite mouth, he spent his money there every time those lovely lips were on the other side.
He immersed himself in the pleasure and compliments he could hear from the other side, he adored every second of it.
"Oh~! Did you finish, darling? You've lasted longer than last time~ what a good boy!"
Jimmy: "Shut up... get ready for your payment"
He heard the giggle from the other side and slid the bill through the slot, seeing the edge of a bra and placing it right there.
Jimmy: "You say that you charge others first before providing your service... Why do you let me do it later?"
"Because you are my favorite customer~ and I trust you!"
Those words melted him, he always asked the same thing, to receive the same answer, it made his ego grow bigger.
He already noticed that her favorite mouth was in different places, not just doing these jobs.
When he knew he could find her in the alleys looking for something good to smoke and to forget about the world, he knew how to find her.
"20 dollars? Let's go... That's excessive for this amount..."
She complained but was desperate to get the only thing that relaxed her.
Jimmy: "Can you do something for me to get it for just 10?"
That's how he managed to see her face and her lips back on his member, but there he didn't receive any kind of praise, just a quick suck, but it was worth it to see her face, how her eyes rolled back when he pushed her head, making her choke on him, he loved being able to do that.
But it drove him crazy that she wouldn't even look at him, always avoiding any kind of eye contact.
To then end up smoking together by the shores of the lake at that place.
Jimmy: "You could get it for free if you would just let me..."
"No"
She said curtly, looking at the lake and scratching his leg repeatedly, which she couldn't stop moving.
Jimmy: "I'm just saying... I could give you a place to sleep, you know."
"Go to hell"
Jimmy: "You too"
He loved her company.
It was still very much present the day he had been cornered by a group of teenagers who tried to steal the merchandise he had to sell in that area.
They were armed with sticks and a knife, being five against just one, the man was at a disadvantage.
Until she arrived, without any remorse, she hit one on the head with a glass bottle, breaking it.
She grabbed him by the neck and pointed the broken bottle at his face.
"Leave him alone, or I'll kill your friend right here."
No matter how bad they wanted to appear, they couldn't leave their friend behind, so they dropped their weapons and left.
"That should at least give me a week of something good without any payment, right?"
She commented, taking her hand to help her up.
Jimmy: "Bitch, you only helped me for that"
"Of course, you bastard, do you think I care about you?"
But the smile with which she said it, said the exact opposite for him.
For him, she was his companion, a woman he could turn to at any moment, as long as he gave her something in return.
That's why when he saw her by his side... Immediately, his whole world crumbled.
Curly: "Jimmy! Let me introduce you to (Y/n)"
It was the first time he heard her name.
He watched her as she hid behind her friend, avoiding his gaze, fully aware of the things she had done with him, as if she wanted to pretend they had never happened.
Why are you with him?
Why do you hold onto him like that?
Are you really going to leave me?
They were questions that always crossed his mind, furious at having to witness how something that was his, something he had achieved on his own, was snatched away by someone else.
From that moment on, he never stopped insulting her, only saying unpleasant things about her to his friend, hoping that one day he would leave her and she would be his again.
But that never happened.
Jimmy: "Goddammit Curly, why don't you answer?"
He complained by leaving messages for his friend, with whom he was supposed to meet that day. He was going to his house and knocked on the door loudly to get his attention.
After several minutes, the man opened the door, embarrassed, wearing only his pants.
Curly: "Jimmy! We were supposed to meet today, weren't we? I'm sorry, I fell asleep! I'll get ready right away and let's go!"
He immediately knew it was a lie when he saw her hiding behind a wall, spying, with a blanket covering her body.
I also want to see it.
I also want to have it.
Why did you give it to him when I've kindly asked you so many times?
Jimmy: "Get ready quickly! You're wasting my time..."
His friend laughed and nodded, apologizing again for the problem.
Even their hopes of reclaiming what was theirs did not fade.
Even after they have gotten married.
He was going to get what he wanted, even if he had to snatch it from his friend's hands.
After all, he found her first.
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bunniehunn Ā· 8 hours ago
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Yuubeni Chōga
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Finally, Yuubeniā€™s character intro! Sheā€™s my yuusona/partial self insert(ish?) Tumblr destroyed the resolution click for a clearer view šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ Me yapping A LOT about her under the cut!
Appearance:
Yuubeni is a young woman with light, freckled olive toned skin and dark brown, almost black eyes. Barely below average at 5ā€™3, with a small build and curves. Still has some baby fat around the stomach area. She has short, curly dark brown hair, usually down. Her fashion fluctuates between the extremes of pink and feminine to looking like she just hopped out of a Dickā€™s Sporting Goods.
Personality:
Yuubeni is an introverted girl, who always likes to help her friends. She struggles a lot in multiple aspects of her life, like taking care of herself or school work, but she always seems to have energy to assist someone in need. She has adhd and anxiety, and sheā€™s a little sensitive to negative attitudes towards her. Sheā€™s a bit naive and gullible, which gets her and her friends into less than desirable situations constantly. Sheā€™s also a bit self-conscious socially, and she tries to avoid talking much about herself or her interests in fear of embarrassing herself. If you do get her to talk about something sheā€™s passionate about, though, she switches up to probably one of the highest energy people youā€™ve ever met. Of course, sheā€™ll probably be thinking about that moment for days, scared you found her weird. She waters down her personality, and wonā€™t let too many people get close. Itā€™s easier for her to befriend extroverts so she doesnā€™t have to speak, or those who some might say are a little out of the norm.
Backstory:
Yuubeni was born into a very normal family. Her family moved around constantly due to her fatherā€™s job, and they never stayed quite in one place for too long. The most recent place they moved was the one theyā€™d stayed for the longest, and Yuubeni really started to feel like she fit in. Of course, she canā€™t have anything nice, can she? Just as she finally felt comfortable, another move was announced. Distraught, she ā€˜took a walkā€™ in the middle of the night. During her ā€˜walkā€™, was the moment the sound of horse hooves clopping against pavement were heard, and moments later she blacked out. Waking up in a floating coffin was, obviously, VERY anxiety-inducing for her.
Now at NRC, sheā€™s having trouble juggling her school work, duties, friends, and the constant overblots.
A relationship chart + some extra blurbs.
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Random Tidbits!:
Started an art club at school! (Mostly so she can have school-sanctioned art time. Doesnā€™t expect anybody else to join.)
Gamer! Will get Ortho to convince (force) Idia to play with her. Itā€™s a source of comfort for her.
Sings and acts, likes to do theatre but gets really bad stage fright. Like, straight up full-body shaking.
Her favorite flower is a hydrangea! Her brooch on her striped bow is based off a hydrangea petal.
Loves to do her nails in funky designs.
REALLY easy to scare. Do not scare her, she WILL cry.
Her main symbol/motif is a butterfly!
ā˜…å½”
GAAAAH I FINALLY MADE IT!!! Iā€™m really proud of her drawing, itā€™s only my third time attempting to mimick twst style and I think I did good. Sorry this is so long šŸ˜­
Tagging! @gimmeurmoneyagh @babyghoul138 @jadenui @taruruchi
@amai-sakura-chan @day-dr3aming @buttholesparkles @mirioho @cheerleaderman
@theolivetree123 @h0neybane @angelwishess @fell-e @tsubomisno1fan
@screamintoad @crystallizsch @skibidibabygirl @moonyasnow @beneathsakurashade
@boopshoops @the-rini-rush
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nevertheless-moving Ā· 1 day ago
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binged dungeon meshi anime + manga after numerous tumblr posts and leg injury. thoughts based on fandom > manga> anime ride:
[SPOILERS FOR MANGA]
senshi pantyshot fanservice much appreciated but... should really be more lingering and inexplicably glistening if its gonna match up to fanservice in other animes
no yeah TOTALLY get why toshiro just said fuck it and went home after... all that. days of no food. blase dark magic/you were too late reveal. long repressed slapfight that he probably felt equally guilty and angry about. girl he loved appeared as GIANT MONSTER and BRUTALLY killed HIS FAMILY.
girl he loved STOPPED TO PULL HER TITS OUT midway through BRUTALLY KILLING HIS FAMILY.
i'd go home too
also , Maricelle, all the love in the world, but i get why everyone was mad about the dark magic. i mean it looked bad. WE know that thistle interfered but the situation looked BAD ngl maricelle i would not want you healing me either after falin appearance.
feel like changeling maricelle should have been half half-foot/half-dwarf or something like that. would have been fun half-elf reveal to party. actually bothers me that she wasn't? the more i think about it. i mean itzumi was still cat/kobold.
incredibly belated but looking back at changeling episode...is senshi shirtless the whole time???
okay nevermind did some extensive research and i'm fairly sure he wasn't
also thinking back about senshi ā€” he absolutely knew what he was doing with setting off the traps and pissing chilchuck off...my man was living here for decades.
kabru/laois is both more and less textually present than i would have thought based on fandom.
like on one hand they barely interact. on the other hand they barely interact and Kabru is VERY much obsessed . they have ONE (1) conversation. much hilarity has been observed about that dialogue so i digress
and there is ZERO new information between that interaction and kabru planning on putting the man on a THRONE. at some unclear point his career goal becomes having his lips at this man's ear and a dagger at his neck ???
i cannot stress this enough: he invests SO EARLY in king Laios. willing to sacrifice his life for this to be realized. goal oriented. unhinged. good for him.
you could say it's just him being practical and choosing the best option based on available information but incredibly relevant new information becomes available and Kabru is STILL locked in
i'm crying over kabru 'compressing' mithran's backstory. sure as a meta framing device fine. but in universe? BONKERS. narrative critiquing clinically depressed man's tragic backstory. Super normal move.
so much nuance and different perspectives on fantasy interracial marriages and adoptions and its SO SO GOOD.
gnawing on the walls kinda worldbuilding seriously
so thistle was a teenager when this all started. that's what i'm getting. that's... man there's a lot of layers of tragedy.
wait so if elves and half-foots look ambiguously young do tallmen look ambiguously old?? wrinkly gangly old old wrinkly fuckers??? or burning the candle at both ends terrible looking tall child???
hey i'm starting to think that the monster who controls all monsters... might not be a good guy
'Delgal' holding thistle at the end ... i'm not crying. you're crying.
impossible to say if laois won the final battle on purpose or not
genuinely no idea
11/10 no notes about that fact
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clubsmarties Ā· 2 days ago
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Eli smiled and sighed as he chewed his lip before getting up off the chair to be centimeters away from her face. That almost mischievous childlike smile displayed as he brought her chin up with his fingertip and pressed a fleeting but warm kiss on her soft plump lips. "I don't think kissing you would ever disappoint me." He situated himself back on his chair and wrapped his ankles around the legs of the seat. "The saddle night was a good day. I'm sorry it got cut short. My little sister needed me and if you ever meet her, you'd see why. She and I are really close. She's my best friend. Just don't tell my brother and sister," he chuckled making his eyebrows crease. "Our little secret." The thought had crossed his mind once but ended up deciding that it was best if he didn't. "I wanted to but I think I'm going to stay or find some place to settle that would still be a flight away from them. I think I exhausted my time in Chicago." A sort of melancholy took over his voice saying that out loud. Her excitement was contagious and it made him nod. "I'd love to meet your best friends. That's a genuine feeling because I don't normally like to meet people." The bribery bit had him smile at her. He did wonder what she'd have up her sleeve.
"Don't worry about that. I don't deem you too much. Has anyone ever deemed you to be too much?" His curiosity had gotten him to ask the question. Otherwise he didn't think she'd have hesitancy over being known. "Realism isn't a bad thing. Though it's good to have a balance." he hummed and nodded. "We can learn together. I know a few things but the kitchen isn't really my forte. Eating is though. I wouldn't mind learning together and coming up with different recipes to try." It was a nice thought. Laurel and him in the kitchen making something and having fun. Not paying too much attention to the exact recipe just winging it at times. He smiled as they fluttered one quick time and shook his head. "I'll proudly take the title then. I don't know who to thank. Mom or dad could have had green eyes. Who knows."
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"I fooled you with my subpar dancing skills. Mama P used to love to be twirled so every chance we got we used to twirl her. So she'd take us around the kitchen to dance. It was Papa P who used to teach us how to lead." The last time he skiied was last Christmas. The last holiday that was normal. "Not since last year. It was a family trip. I've got a picture of that time in my dorm. I love the snow. It's a magical place and would love to go back. Maybe rent a cabin and spend the holidays there." A dream he knew that couldn't be made reality since he didn't have the funds to actually do it. At least not yet. "Have you ever been?" He shrugged his shoulders and cleared his throat. "Some people deem readers dorky and nerdy. So, it is not everyone's favorite hobby." She was cute when she laughed and her eyes sparkled with that joy. "It has worked. You have charmed me. Maybe now you should write a self help book on how to flirt the right amount."
"A one person type huh? Seems like we've got that in common." The smile he threw her was one that was half amused. "Cheerleading and tennis? Consider me more than intrigued. Do you still remember your cheer routine?" He'd wait until later to let her know he was one of the few cheer guys at the bottom of the pyramid. She didn't need to know that right now. "Silence isn't all bad. It depends on the person you're with. If they're using silence as a means for punishment then yeah that is not good. But if you're sitting in silence with someone who makes it safe and warm then you'd find it's also very fun. As for stargazing we should go sometime? I can't say I'll be full of facts but maybe I'll end up surprising you." Just then their food arrived and he grabbed it. "Shall we head back to the room?"
Laurel shook her head before smiling at his question. "Are you disappointed the kiss wasn't my favorite part? Maybe I just need a reminder," she teased. Although, she quickly corrected the confusion. "Sorry, I did mean the Halloween dance being my favorite part of the night though. That time at the Saddle, the kiss took the prize that night." Her head tilted curiously when he spoke of his siblings, she remembered him sharing about his move to Texas. Laurel just wondered why leaving became the choice if it wasn't top of the list. "I get it. It must've been a difficult decision to leave. Would you move back, after school?" She nodded in confirmation, her smile remaining as they talked of her dad. "Yep. I mean, not near campus, but he lives in Austin. I get to see him some weekends, or if he's near campus, we grab lunch." Laurel's happiness couldn't be contained, even now that he mentioned stopping by the diner. "Wait, really? Not because of the special, but just so you can say hi. If you wanted." Her eyes were practically shining with anticipation, the thought of bribing him started as a joke, but now she was eager to put it in practice. "Wow, so free rein in the bribery space. I'll begin thinking of bribing options." A moment was spent trying to decipher if he was serious, and she leaned yes. "Good to know, because now I know I definitely won't keep them to myself."
His head tilt was enough to have her quickly provide more context to her words. He seemed genuinely lost, as if not liking each other wasn't an option. "No no, I didn't mean because of you." She was almost certain there was nothing he could say that would deter her. "I just meant like...you deem I'm too much after you get to know me. Hey, I have confidence in this. Just a smidge of realism." Getting her hopes up would be devastating, but she couldn't bring herself to fall into that rabbit hole. Instead, focusing on his dramatic gestures. Laurel grimaced for a second, wooed with food. "I'll need to learn how to cook more than a grilled cheese." She hoped he meant the different food places she could take him to. If cooking was in question, she had just been given a map to his heart that she couldn't use. Unless she took up cooking classes. Yep, that could be an option. Laurel couldn't help the burst of laughter while he fluttered his eyes. Was it wrong to say that it was hot and incredibly charming? How was she not supposed to fall? "Yup, those eyes. Hm," feigning to be thinking about whether he took the title or not. "Yes, definitely the prettiest I've seen."
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"I can never contain my questions, as you've seen, so you won't need to worry about that. I'll ask each time." Her curiosity won each time, and even the awkward questions didn't keep her. His answer surprised her, evidenced by the amused grin that followed. "Really? The way you were dancing, I would've thought it was a main hobby." Being led in the dance floor was definitely a new one for her. "Suitable might be a stretch, but any time you need a dance partner, I'll happily sign up. Why's it boring? There's boring books, sure, but don't know about the whole activity." Not really her cup of tea, too much silence. "I knew you were full of surprises, skiing is an interesting one. Have you been recently? I mean, I know Texas is not really the spot for it." At the question of her own hobbies, Laurel's thoughts ran trying to think of something. Only distracted by his follow-up question, which made her laugh once more, covering her face momentarily. "It's working then? I knew that how-to guide would come in handy," she joked, gaze peeking through her fingertips covering her face, before her hands dropped back on the counter. "But nope, not on my hobby list. That'd mean flirting everywhere, and that's more of a one-person thing for me. I'm trying to find new things to be honest. I did cheerleading way back when, some tennis and that was fun. Lately, books are also making my list." Because of school, but still. "I really like stargazing, not super great at it, but it's nice. The good kind of silence."
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lilium-dell Ā· 1 day ago
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RANDOM MOUTHWASHING HEADCANNONS
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This is going to be a long post...I apologise in advance.
And english isn't my first language, I apologise for any mistakes! (Ā“ļ¼›Ļ‰ļ¼›`)
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Captain Curly (pre-crash)
Used to be a rebel as a teen, have bad grades, drink, all the stuff. Because of that, he gave himself piercings and some hand poked tattoos.
He still has some scars from said piercings and hides the badly done tattoos he did at the ripe age of 16.
Hates science fiction movies. He thinks that they are super unrealistic and will spend the entire time criticizing them.
Loves romcoms tho.
Secretly loves punk music, the only thing left from his rebellious phase.
Works out as much as he can. He's sad? Goes to the gym. He's happy? Gym. He's stressed? Gym.
When he goes to the Tulpar, he always brings some weights so he can lift before bed/after he wakes up.
Gives the best hugs. You can't tell me this man will not bear hug you until you feel better.
Wanted to be a psychologist before studying to be a pilot, yet he gave up because he was too much of a people pleaser.
His favorite animal is bears, grizzly ones to be exact.
Captain Curly (after crash)
Spends the days thinking on what he could've done to make things different.
After he gets rescued from the cryogenic pod, he can't help but feel survivors guilt. All his crew was dead, except for the captain that should've gone down with the ship first.
After he gets his prosthetics, it takes him a while to get used to them and feels some phantom pain on the stumps of his arms and legs once in a while.
He regularly writes to his fallen crew members as if they are still alive. It helps him cope.
He also stayed in touch with the families of his fallen crew. Curly always apologizes for their death.
Anya
Left her cat on earth and the last words she said to him was "When I come back, I'll buy you wet food", as she would always buy treats for her cat after every excursion.
Her favorite thing to do on earth was to read with her cat on her lap and some tea.
Is a only child but always had pets throught her childhood.
Is a bad loser, everytime she loses at the game nights on board of the Tulpar she goes on a raging fit. Doesn't really hide it.
The only time the crew have seen her mad is when she loses at games.
Used to do combat sports as a teenager. Seeing the wounds of the people she trained with made her want to pursue medicine.
Is a really good driver. Just road rages a bit.
Wears contacts.
Her last thought on the medical bay was about her cat and how much he would miss her.
Daisuke
Loves shooting and RPG games.
Fluent in English and Japanese. Speaks mostly in japanese at home with his parents.
Has a younger sister. He used to let her do makeup on him when they were both younger.
Used to be a popular kid but never really had a girlfriend.
HUGE fantasy nerd.
He's actually a very smart kid, used to be an honor student.
Tried to teach Swansea about Pokemon and Kingdom Hearts lore on their lunch breaks. Swansea tried to understand.
Helps Anya take care of Curly, even if he doesn't have any medical experience.
Tried smoking once, started wheezing and gave up immediatelly.
Ties his hair when he needs to be super focused.
His playlist goes from Tyler the Creator to Lady Gaga to Bach in a click. The playlist is called Whiplash.
Swansea
Dog person. He definitely loves big dogs.
Sees the entire crew almost like family and takes care of them like family.
Listens to dad rock/country while reading the newspaper to relax.
He has a picture of his kids next to his bed. Unfortunately, everything got destroyed in the crash.
Was the one who brought the tabletop games for the crew. He's a huge tabletop games fan.
Girldad. He definitely spoiled his kids as much as he could.
Huge sports fan. Specially soccer.
Jimbabwe (I'm sorry)
Smokes two packs of cigarettes a day. Rothmans to be more specific.
He has a narcissistic disorder.
When he was a kid he used to torment his siblings.
Met Curry when training to be a pilot and got extremely jealous and spiteful when Curry got promoted instead of him.
Hates when Daisuke calls him every name under the sun except his. (Ex. Jimbo, Ji-man, Jimin, Jin).
Had an obsession with American Psycho as a teenager.
He was an edgy teenager.
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I have so many headcannons but if I put them all here, the post would be gigantic...
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shatcey Ā· 22 hours ago
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Dark IF (William)
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The main part of this event basically coincides with William's main story. I'm not even kidding. The same situations, the same wordsā€¦ At first I was pretty sad about it butā€¦ the endings are really good.
Of course, I finished both of them. I liked the bitter ending better. Perhaps, like certain someone (who say the exact opposite), I love drama too much.
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After Victor send Kate to the twisted word with parting words "it's in you hands to find the happy ending..." Kate recalled...
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Not creapy at all... all things considered...
As soon as Kate appears in the twisted world, she meets Cheshire cat Liam. Who introduced himself quite happily. Suddenly the bell rings. And Liam explained that this meant that someone had been beheaded on the orders of King of Hearts William. And this is a common occurrence in this world.
Kate seemed to ask too many questions about William, and Liam asked if she was interested in him. But no, she just needs to find what's missing. The lying Fox Harrison appeared. And Liam recommends him as an informant.
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I'm not in a position to judge, but if someone was presented as a "liar"ā€¦ why would you trust him? And even more so to buy information from him? Who knows what he's telling you. Well, we all know that we can trust Harry, but this is her first time meeting him. There's no way she could have known about it.
Kate had nothing to pay, so she decided to look for information on her own. Liam told her about William's abilities and advised her to be cautious around him.
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She decided that it would be very stupid to meet William without preparation. This guy must be crazy (these are her thoughts, not mine). She resolutely went to the city andā€¦ found herself in front of his castle. It's really a destiny.
She looked at the strangely familiar castle (familiar to me, not to her), but decided that she shouldn't go thereā€¦
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How did he manage to jump so high? Is he magical? Don't tell me it's Benjaminā€¦ Wait a minuteā€¦ Jewel? Victor? Are you playing matchmaker again, you little... rabbit?
And, of course, there were no guards or servants in this castle, so no one stopped her, and she ended up in the dining room with Williamā€¦ There may have been servants there, but they've been turned into furniture or something. Oh, sorryā€¦ the wrong fairy taleā€¦
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How did he know her name? Heā€¦ сan't read minds for real this time, can he?
ā€¦and we on his main route. Do fun stuff and became free from the morality and expectations of society. And, of course, Kate fell for him very hard. Nothing new.
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A sudden thoughtā€¦. Are we stuck on Groundhog Day by any chance?
She couldn't find what is missing so returned to Harrison. Harry asked her what she would give him for this information.
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Harry replied with his canonical "that's not half bad" and told her about William.
It turns out that the people William executes have committed terrible crimes in the past, but cannot be judged by the law. So he chooses the path of destroying "evil with evil". Strangely familiar isn't? And since the bells were ringing at that time, many people were so scared of it that the number of crimes in this country decreased significantly.
And as a bonus, he added that there is Mad Hatter who is plotting something against William. He wants to dethrone William and take his place. Indeed, this guy is crazy.
Kate returns to the castle and asks William to explain himself. So he tells her about why he frees people. He said exactly the same as he said on his route. A selfish observerā€¦ something like that. And he asks her what she wants, andā€¦ she tell him. And in the morning she wakes up in his bed, remembering last night and blushing. Typical Kate.
But she noticed opened letter and read itā€¦
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And here we have two endings. The developers don't give any recommendations, but it seems to me that chronologically the bitter ending comes first. You'll understand what I mean.
Bitter ending
Kate remembered her conversation with Harry and decided that she needed to warn Will about Mad Hatter. But she searched the whole castle and couldn't find him. She thinks he's probably gone to the court, and she has a very bad feeling about it.
She ran out of the castle, just wondering for a moment where exactly the court was, and Liam ran up to her. Explaining that there was a commotion in the court, but he didn't see her and became worried. Kate asked him to show her which way the court was, which he did.
In court, the final verdict is announced by the judge
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I'm so glad it's not Vivi. This guy is really crazy.
The guards pulled out their guns and pointed them at William. Wait a minuteā€¦ Are you going to do it right here? There will be blood everywhereā€¦ Oh, you have red carpets, so there's nothing to worry about. Okay, continue.
At the last momentā€¦ Kate jumped out of nowhere and covered Will with her body. I really thought he was going to die this timeā€¦ But that's impossible when Kate is around.
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Right, we need Roger! Roger, where are you? Oh... right... the wrong fairy tale... again
He asks her why she did it, and she replies that she doesn't know, her body moved on its on. She loses consciousness due to blood loss and doesn't hear his words.
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I have goosebumps. This is soā€¦
She thinks that she still cannot leave, she has forgotten somethingā€¦ In the black void of nothingness, she finally remembered. Then she was a child and could do whatever she liked, she visited Wonderland and met the king of hearts. They spent several days together, and she did whatever she wanted, and if she was in danger, William protected her. But he said she had to come home. As parting words, he asked her to be honest about her wishes. She asked him what if she became the one who wouldn't do it?
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Oh, so this is what she heard at the beginning?...
Kate opens her eyes and find herself in the library. There is no pain or blood on her. She's definitely returned back to the real world. She remembers everything. She promised to protect him when they met again, but she forgot about it. And because of that, she faced such a bad ending. She looks around and thinks that, despite the fact she return to the real world, this place seems bleak. Because her lover is not hereā€¦
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She thinks that even if she finds herself in Wonderland again, the same ending may await her. But her heart is free, and it screams that she wants to see him againā€¦ And this time with determination to find her happy endingā€¦ she "jumps" into the book.
Victor and Harrison are in the theater-like place. Harry informs Victor that Kate will be coming back to them soon.
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I'm not sure if Vivi said "you", he could say "we" or "me"ā€¦ I didn't take a screenshot with JP's text.
Soā€¦ this endless sad circle can only be broken with a happy ending. And for that, she just needs to find what is missingā€¦
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Premium ending
Kate read the letter and decided to warn William again, but this time he came up to her with a tray of tea.
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Oh, can you make tea? Why am I even surprised, you're the same perfect self.
She asks him about a letter and what he plans to do. Of course he will come, because that's what he has to do to stay true to himself. She reply he could be killedā€¦ But he doesn't think that's a big deal. Kate clings to his jacket to keep him from leavingā€¦ And we're back to his routeā€¦
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Kate begged him to cancel the order, not to leave herā€¦ But he only smiled and kissed her on the forehead. The door closed and Kate wondering why this William's kiss seemed so familiar to her. And she remembered memories from her childhood. When they parted, she promised to protect him the next time they met, he laughed and planted a soft kiss on her forehead.
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They must be magicalā€¦
Soā€¦ Remembering everything, she was even more determined to help him, but that she could possibly doā€¦ Scream, girl, it always works if you need to attract attention.
But she didn't even have to do that, Liam came in. She's freed from Will's order and can run after him, and the same as it was at the Bitter ending, she asked Liam to show the way.
In court, the judge passes the same sentence, the guards point guns at Will, and Kate jumps in front of him again
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Will laughs and asks her why she acted like it was the end. Kate suddenly realized that she didn't feel any pain. She looked at the place where she thought she had been shot.
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As I thoughtā€¦ The watch is magicalā€¦ It catches all the bullets.
Will looked around at the people in court, ordered them to "Not move" and called Harrison over. Harry showed up and explained that Mad Hatter was spreading false rumors about William, but in fact these were his crimes. And members of parliament take bribes to hide them. Criminals!
William said that if it was only Mad Hatter's sincere wish, he would have allowed himself to be killed. But Mad Hatter started destroying other people's lives, and he can't forgive him. Soā€¦
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And again, it's good that they have red carpetsā€¦ What am I saying?..
Several days later Kate and William are having a crazy tea party for two in the dining room. Kate asks if he knows what is missing. She hasn't returned home, so she still hasn't found it. He says if she wants to come home, he won't stop her. But she means exactly the opposite. If she had known what was missing, she would never have found it to stay with him forever.
So he has a theory, but...
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This kind of won't helpā€¦ I'll definitely forget what we talked about in an instantā€¦
I didn't buy epilogue, but I probably willā€¦ if so, I will write about it later. If there's anything in it besides "hot stuff". Andā€¦ if there's still a point in it. This event will most likely take place on the EN server in late November or early December.
My thoughts
I really like the way they combine everything together. The clock, the voice she heard, the feeling that she had forgotten something importantā€¦ It's really amazing. At first, I was really upset that story was repeated. But the developers managed to create a new version based on the old one, and it's really amazing. After a slight change in the key points, everything looks completely different. Will's magic call was presence on the main route, but it was a subtle hint like her deep thoughts. This is the main key here. He called her, he lured her into this world. The first, the second timeā€¦ maybe millions of times. And she continued to follow his call. It really feels like destiny.
I'm actually really curiousā€¦ If William's story is so similar with his route, maybe other's stories as well? I haven't read Alfons's story, I was waiting for it to appear on the EN server, so I can't be sure.
I really like the idea of Victor as a god-like character, a kind of storytellerā€¦ who knows how the story should be likeā€¦ and don't stop until it's exactly like that. Orā€¦ I have goosebumpsā€¦ he is destiny itself.
And I'm really interested to know what the role of the Fox is in this worldā€¦ Why does he remember everything, even if everyone's memories supposed to be reset?
In addition, I want to say that the part in the real world on the bitter ending is written so well that I was tempted to show you the whole scene. But I was stopped by the number of screenshots that I could put in one post. I really like it, it gives me goosebumps, no matter how many times I reread it. And yes, I criedā€¦ It's too goodā€¦
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lillypad-monopoly Ā· 1 day ago
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Wild Life Episode 3 Thoughts
Sorry I don't have very good commentary this week. I was really busy and then life happened so I watched these POVs over the course of 6 days and didn't always take live notes.
The snail gimmick is iconic! Another amazing wildcard and a good Grian reference as well as being memey!
Someone joked about them being soulbound to the snails and I'm praying for the return of a soulbond Wildcard so hard right now
I'm genuinely concerned Skizz and Jimmy won't make it to episode 5. I hope we get some more passive wildcards coming up or this is going to be a pretty short series (also I would like them to get some stuff done)
Grian freezing the game is the lore event ever. Watcher powers are real but also he's clearly fighting back against their agenda more this season (once again such angst potential here RE: Grian knowing the wildcards ahead of time)
Ren digging all those holes looking for their horse is literally the definition of insanity and it's hilarious
Martyn and Etho interacting is always interesting both because the anime skin boys are hanging out together and because they have literally opposite playstyles. Martyn is crazy reckless and Etho is soo careful.
WHY DO REN AND MARTYN HAVE A DOUBLE BED
I really want to know all the snail names, since not everybody died this ep
I love that we're kind of going back to "suggestions" again, what with Tango killing Skizz and Martyn making snails invisible just for kicks. It feels like 3L and it's so fun.
I was so excited for Bdubs angst hour only for him to change his mind and not feel bad about anything after all
Etho's monologue šŸ˜‚. The reason the go for you early is because they see you as a threat, not because they think you're not tough OMG.
Etho don't die to a creeper in the life series challenge impossible
Watching PICS build a base was actually so refreshing. I love the snail gimmick very much but it was nice to watch a POV where they were actually doing some classic life series stuff
Scott predicting violence for the next ep is...concerning lol. I don't know what he's seeing that I'm not, but outside of wild card stuff it doesn't really feel like we're at that point just yet
Actually I wouldn't put it past Tango to go wild. I'm just not sure the other Tuff Guys will follow him
I will be quoting "He's coming and he has only violence in his heart" from now on thank you Scott
Joel saying they have no enemies is so funny. The reason you don't have any enemies is cause everyone is too scared to cross you šŸ˜‚.
Gem being excited about her snail while everyone else panics is iconic I love her
Joel giving Skizz a PVP lesson is so funny because Skizz *can* PVP from what I recall (I haven't seen a lot of Skizz so I could be wrong here)
Jimmy blowing up the car in front of Joel, Gem and Etho is the definition of "history doesn't repeat itself, it rhymes"
Lizzie I love you but you need to turn down something on your texture pack because everything is so bright
Bdubs manufacturing Tuff Guy behavior killed me. All of the Tuff Guys are such wet cats I love them <3
I've never watched Empires, but the bit where Jimmy gets blown up by a creeper has such powerful older sister/younger brother energy that I think I might have to headcanon them as siblings now
Scar and Lizzie being in the caves for the introduction of the snails and trying to figure out what's going on feels like a horror movie premise. People mysteriously dying to snail related stuff, and then a mob that's not in the game shows up and looks similar to the other person you're with and is following you around...
Team Bam/The Bamboozlers are as chaotic and struggling as hard as I expected. I don't actually want Lizzie to loose her teammates because I want everybody in until the last session, but it would be really funny if she did.
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mochiwonz Ā· 1 day ago
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āœ‰ļøŽ - and it was my song, oh, just a song ā™”
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š“Æš“‚ƒ content : fem!reader x exboyfriend!sunghoon , angst , cursing , reader is still in love with sunghoon but sunghoon isn't , reader finds comfort in music
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š“Æš“‚ƒ note : inspired by this is how it went by beabadoobee </3 its also my first time writing angst, please be nice!! remember that this is just fiction. this is a shorter fic but i hope you enjoyy :))
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Everyday, you were constantly reminded of him, it's like the world is torturing you. Your ex boyfriend, park sunghoon, whom you still love, is still present in your life. Present in the form of memories and belongings. Two of his hoodies are still in your closet, and they still carry his scent. The scent which you loved and found so much comfort in. On your bedside table, there lays the letter he gave you. This letter was his promise letter to you, that'd he would always be there for you and never stop loving you. That you were his world and more.
Of course, that was a fucking lie. Now, it's been 4 months since your guy's breakup, the day that left you in absolute shambles. You remember the moment so vividly, honestly- it never leaves your mind. Always replaying and leaving you in tears. But, no, you don't hate him. You could never, you knew he had his reasons.
On the days where it gets really bad, you find comfort in the photobook he gave you on your first anniversary and music, specifically your guy's favorite song, and the song he dedicated to you. Or what used to be. Everytime you guys hungout, you listened to the song. Everytime he thought of you, he listened to it. Everytime you thought of him, you listened to it. And actually, the reason you even found out you enjoyed music so much was...him- park sunghoon. God, the world and universe really fucking hated you. But, truly, you were slowly healing.
It was currently 6:30pm and you should've left to go to the grocery store at 5:30, a whole hour ago. What've you been doing? You've just been stuck scrolling on tiktok, coming across too many couple videos. Each one striking harder at your already broken heart. Realizing you actually had shit to do, you get up. You were putting it off because you and sunghoon still lived in the same building. There was a very good chance that you could run into him. And if you did, you would fall in love with his beautiful face all over again and get completely heartbroken.
Closing the door behind you, you lock it. Looking around slowly, you make sure there was no sunghoon in sight. Thankfully, there wasn't! (not yet.) Walking to the store, you felt the cooling breeze in the air and the warm sunlight, and it felt so healing for some reason. Entering the store, you walk in and grab a shopping cart and- oh. The song playing in the grocery store is immediately familiar to your ears, and not in a very good way. It was that song, the song that you and sunghoon always listened to together. The song that haunted you. Fuck. You came to get groceries, not to be reminded of him.
Whatever, you won't let this bother you, you have shit to do.
Walking to the bread aisle, you look down at your list to remind yourself of what you need to get. Looking back up, you see something that makes your heart break. What the actual fuck.
Tears quicked formed in your eyes. There, infront of you, is park sunghoon with a girl. He's smiling and singing the song- with her. The song he dedicated to you when you two were together. The song that you listened to to remind you of him. With her? No. There's no fucking way. He wouldn't do that.
You blink, just to make sure you're seeing it right. And you were. Sunghoon was singing to her and she was singing to him, singing your song. Couldn't they have done this anywhere else? Not in the fucking bread aisle in a grocery store. God, you were so done.
Without realizing it, tears immediately fell from your eyes. Lip quivering and vision blurry, you quickly leave the grocery store. Not caring about the fucking groceries you needed to get anymore. It had only been 4 months and he was already singing your song to another girl. You felt the stares from across the street. You don't blame them, you were violently sobbing. And god, you were so fucked. This healing process might take the rest of your life.
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i want to start writing more angst, so i hope this is an okay start :p my other works can be found here !! love u all ā™”ā™”
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atopvisenyashill Ā· 2 days ago
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Worst thing dany did? Iā€™m a little torn. My gut would have me jump to the execution of mmd but Iā€™m not sold. Iā€™m also tempted to consider her agreeing to take a cut of profits from slavery or agreeing to allow those people to be tortured. Other things she did wrong seem more like inexperience and things that were results of her imperfect but not wrong actions. Burning someone alive is pretty cruel, but dumping burning oil and tar is also something Jon and the other boys at the wall do, and I think Dany believed she might die in that fire as wellā€”kind of like a moment of if I am wrong may I suffer the same fate moment. I guess her intent doesnā€™t really matter in the assessment but I think Iā€™m a bit swayed by the fact that in that moment her world had fallen apart twice over and she also had suffered a miscarriage versus her comparative safety and stability when making seemingly cruel decisions in Meereen
Ya i go back and forth too.
The thing with Mirri is that Dany is well aware that what happens is not Mirriā€™s fault and thatā€™s a bit of a pattern with Dany - she lets her anger run away with her & she does some heinous shit because of that. I don't think Mirri was purposefully trying to kill Drogo and Rhaego. They specifically don't listen to her advice-
His eyes were fixed on distant brown hills, the reins loose in his hands. Beneath his painted vest, a plaster of fig leaves and caked blue mud covered the wound on his breast. The herbwomen had made it for him. Mirri Maz Duur'sĀ poulticeĀ had itched and burned, and he had torn it off six days ago, cursing her for a maegi. The mud plaster was more soothing, and the herbwomen made him poppy wine as well. He'd been drinking it heavily these past three days; when it was not poppy wine, it was fermented mare's milk or pepper beer.
He takes her poultice off with his dirty hands and she puts a soothing - but likely not antibacterial - poultice on it instead.
Mirri Maz Duur studied Drogo, her face still and dead. "The wound has festered."
That's not a woman who is purposefully trying to get one over on Dany. That's a woman who is frustrated that her patient is not doing what she told him to do while her life hangs in the balance. Mirri warns Dany not to come in the tent, Jorah brings her in anyway, and Dany recognizes that this was Jorah's fault. The very first "if i look back I am lost" comes during this moment-
Ser Jorah had killed her son, Dany knew. He had done what he did for love and loyalty, yet he had carried her into a place no living man should go and fed her baby to the darkness. He knew it too; the grey face, the hollow eyes, the limp. "The shadows have touched you too, Ser Jorah," she told him. The knight made no reply. Dany turned to the godswife. "You warned me that only death could pay for life. I thought you meant the horse." "No," Mirri Maz Duur said. "That was a lie you told yourself. You knew the price." Had she? Had she? If I look back I am lost.
This is why I think it's kinda crazy when people make her "if i look back i am lost" into some sort of powerful rallying cry of justice or feminism or whatever. It's a rationalization. Instead of confronting the fact that Drogo got himself killed and that Dany understood very well the consequences of the magic she asked MMD to do, she buries it, and burns Mirri alive. I get she just had a miscarriage. I get she's young and upset. But Mirri is nothing but good to her and dies for it.
That's why I tend to come at this as being her worst moment, even if it doesn't have quite the level of destruction as sacking Astapor or torturing the wineseller and his daughters. Those are like, colossaly bad decisions but they're ones she's making on a political level. This one is all personal and all the more cruel for it to me.
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aww yeah ep 20 GOOD
I guess I do (very casual, broadstroke) episode commentaries now, halfway through the show lmao. Spoilers below!!
Bai Jiu BETRAYAL?
Wen Xiao WANTED?
Zhuo Yichen DETECTIVE-ING?
Ying Lei BACK?
*crowd cheers*
The dots are connecting like crazy with the big bad's whole inner core crusade and also with the simultaneous demon case like I did not recognize Ao Yin as the demon Li Lun first released eight years ago but oooh do I enjoy that minor payoff.
Love the repeated use of the demonic-spell-restraining sigils now that we've been introduced to them, though I wonder why the Bureau doesn't ever seem to make use of them. Maybe they don't deal with enough powerful demons to need to paint those in their own (very empty) dungeon? Or perhaps just plot convenience.
Anyway I kind of wish in the Chongwu Camp dungeon PSJ fought a little bc she's so cool in action and their bailing was a little abrupt, but it makes sense that they'd have an immediate getaway plan. Also this is an ep 19 comment but that line Mr. 3-Face Mask delivered about PSJ being fated to always be betrayed by her little brother(s) HURT. So good.
Back to the Bureau, I do love me a good framing, and I'm also happy to get a tiny bit of the episodic demon-murder-case style back. WX was v clever to hide out in Situ Mansion, and (small detail but) I appreciate that the others catch her up on the Bai Jiu thing onscreen. As an aside, I also like that the actress for WX got to be double-casted even just briefly. Seeing some of the actors get to play around with portraying various extremes in characterization and costuming is a ton of fun.
And then yay Bai Jiu backstory at last~! It's crazy how much that blood moon fucked up everyone's lives eight years ago huh.
Everything ZYC says to him is on point (and honestly, ZYC is really quite adept at comforting others, he just sucks utter ass at it when it's his fault and he has to apologize lmaooo) but of course my favorite scene in the whole episode is as follows:
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The very slight shine in the waterline, the bittersweet smile/grimace as, deliberately or not, ZYC's words indirectly echo everything about the circumstances between the two of them right now??? Whew. They did that for me specifically.
Anyway, this was a good one to chew on for me, packed with plot movement enough that I didn't feel unsatisfied with just one episode. I'm glad that so far it seems like the release schedule bears in mind what episodes should be watched in pairs for maximum effect (eps 16/17, 18/19 specifically) and which ones are okay to stand alone for the day, but I also don't want to speak too soon haha. We'll see how ep 21 fares.
Also since this is a ZYC stan account (lmao) I have some obligatory ZYC thoughts that I haven't managed to fit anywhere else. I've been meaning to comment on this for a while now and was reminded by this episode: I love the fact that ZYC actually smiles quite often. I think it's a bit surprising every time he does because he so easily fits the archetype of stoic broody action hero, but it really is just an archetype he's fit himself into, and it's never clearer than when they flash back to smiley baby!ZYC (how freely and purely he used to give those smiles away...).
On the other side of this is also how caustic and biting he can be with his words, whether sarcastically or otherwise, and how clearly his face telegraphs his emotions in general. I love that he actually emotes quite a lot and isn't cold and unaffected in the least, just pouty frowny and awkward.
The last piece to this for me is probably his age (which I very much appreciated being established super early on) and how convincingly TJR portrays him as young and inexperienced and extremely earnest. He's so sincere in everything he does that it really doesn't take much to move him, which also (imo) makes his arc less overdone.
We all know from the start what direction his development will likely go, how he'll learn he's mistaken about ZYZ and how he'll grow to have a more nuanced view of the world as he creates more bonds with others. But he's so emotional and emotionally aware that it doesn't really take much push and pull to get him there. And actually, it's not untread ground to himā€”he is moreso thawing, in part returning to the open-hearted nature that he had to very abruptly shutter away rather than fundamentally changing as a person. I think to me, that makes his character more compelling to watch because his cynicism about the world is perhaps the least sincere thing about him. It's entirely learned, and not by choice. Relatable.
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