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so just found out someone spotted my autism at like 7/8 and no one thought to say a fucking thing to me wtf
#she was a family worker who we were really close with#who also had an autistic son and helped mum a lot with my brother who’s also autistic and was involved in a lot of groups and things for#autistic children and there family’s#and yet when i’ve been crying to my mother trying to work out wtf is wrong with my brain#she never thought to mention this#and i STILL might not even get assessed because it’ll cost to much#pretty much most of the suffering from the age of about 8 to now could have been explained way earlier#i’m so mad i’m on the verge of tears about it#juni rambles 💅🏻#vent post
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“You’re so quiet, what’s on your mind?” My body is a prison and my soul is its prisoner
#it’s so weird when you think you have a friend#and then they turn around and act as if they never even knew you#like???#I did nothing to you???#but now all of a sudden our long conversations in the drive have now gone to being blanked#not to mention she’s now buddy-buddy with our landlord who she hates?#this entire situation is weird and i don’t understand it#actually borderline#actually bpd#bpd#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd stuff#bpd mood#bpd shit#bpd blog
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favourite moments of bg3 -> (8/?)
#baldurs gate 3#bg3#bg3edit#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#baldurs gate#gamingedit#dailygaming#gamediting#the rest of the conversation is so hot as well but didnt want to make the gifset with 10 gifs bruv#i always mention this scene i knoww but the time and place were so funny it left me baffled legit thought i made a mistake and triggered#this scene on accident..#3 seconds into shadowlands fights some shadow guys meets some harpers and then boom gale declares his massive hard on in front of every 5 o#the companions...never change pls#oh btw tav was totally into that she was ready to just drop everything and find a remote place without the care of getting cursed but alas#GALE ÇOKK AŞKOSUN SENİ SEVİYOREEEEE#myedit#favebg3edits
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I can teach you how to be just like me
crying all night, sleeping till three
#did I mention that she’s really sad when she isnt trying to forget the unbearable boredom of being immortal#I heard this song to an animatic and I thought it really suited her so I added it to her playlist lol#I normally draw her in fun bright colors but a lot of the sadder parts of her story get pushed to the side#even if none of my oc stories are really fleshed out I know she has an insatiable nature. her star motif is loosely tied to this I think?#ungrounded and instead of ambitious she can just never find contentness with what she likes or what shes doing#she can definitely be happy though!!! but it always feels fleeting that shes scared the rest of her life is gonna be spent chasing highs#which is way less exciting when u think abt how long you’re gonna be around before everything loses its excitement#what tuck everlasting does to a mf#I think this also kinda bleeds into her relationships and tries to keep her distance so she doesnt get tired of someone she actually likes#it can be confusing since she can be really cuddly utterly in love one second and then kind of distant the next. but she still loves you#her brother I think is on the other end of the spectrum where he tries to live in the moment to avoid thinking abt the future#the avoidance siblings#my oc#oc#Augusta#doodles#my art#myart
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some rather strong first impressions were made.
required reading for the magical "voice" headcanon and another for starstruck's signature in particular. asked by @trainerbob23 !
#did i need to do a 9 page comic for this... well who knows. i had this scene in mind for a long time and wanted to do it justice!#important moment for both of them. you can see starstruck just generating the bandee shaped mental illness in real time.#and bandee resolving to be her point of contact with waddle dees if the others can't handle it#he is after all; the strongest and the bravest and the best of them.#“what is this signature like” it's like meeting something that has a human face but you can tell it is Not Human. think: uncanny valley#it also took her quite some time to pick up her own voice. she could not speak (popstarian) on her own for a while#she does not mimic anymore though if she can help it because it tends to weird others out and she wants to avoid that!!#it's not like a fun or enjoyable impersonation; it's like a perfect recording on a device.#also i guess this is *finally* the reveal of the 'hospital' mentioned previously that folks noticed and also like... her name 😂#anyway.... thank you to everyone who voted for starstruck in that poll and has encouraged this insane self indulgence... wow.#never thought i'd get to draw stuff like this and have others look forward to it. i really hope you'll enjoy this!!!#my art#my comics#starstruck dee#bandana waddle dee
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when I was a kid I thought bring him home was valjean praying for god to kill marius (home being heaven) because I misheard "the summers die one by one" as "the son must die one by one"
#les mis#in my defense i was like at most 8 years old#my mom would always listen to the music but id never actually seen the show#when i very casually mentioned what i thought it was about she sat me down and made me listen to all of it in order#and like explained the whole story to me#i think about this often#kal.txt
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they deserved better idc 😐
#it was so cool seeing the sign language and isha being mute was never something that needed fixing#she found a home and jinx found a reason to live#i know people are saying jinx survived because of the scene with Caitlyn but like...#why would jinx do that? she wanted to die this whole season she wanted to die at the beginning of the episode & that depression never faded#her escaping through the air vents implies a will to live#something jinx did not have#i thought it felt like the ending of ep 7 in the season one#trying to kill herself with ekko cause she didnt want to die alone. she had warwick when she pulled out & detonated one of her monkey bombs#like I'd love it if she was alive and left cause yea fuck Piltover get outta there honey!#and Isha's sacrifice meant nothing. she's just not mentioned at all we didnt even see Sevika's reaction to her death...#not dc#arcane#arcane spoilers#jinx arcane#isha arcane#tw suicide mention#the ending with Caitlyn felt like another moment of her and Vi having no idea the severity of Jinx's mental health issues#vi was upset she didnt wanna fight and go make change and shit and never mentioned the ''my sister wants to kill herself''#as if jinx wasn't in a depressive state every time we saw her in that cell.#and her removing herself from the equation so the others can be happy is ??????#so i guess she was a jinx to her family??? that she was the problem? its a frankly gross message to send with a suicidal character#that yes actually your loved ones will be better off without you in the picture you complicate things
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For the 5 mistral and Courtney crackshippers
#metal gear rising revengeance#Solius art#mistral mgr#Courtney Collins#Courtney x mistral#mistraley#sam isn't the only one who gets to have a cyborg baddie okay#their height difference is so funny#mistral is A FULL FOOT TALLER THAN HER 😭#my 6'6 queeen#also I have many mistral thoughts#wish she was appreciated more#although I felt her treatment in game was very misogynistic#she's like a more evil version of Raiden I want more content of her#she and Courtney are in the back of my fic. they are never directly mentioned only indirectly and I do not explain#in the slightest#but they are there
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10 April 1945 Dick wrote to DeEtta:
In his letter to DeEtta on the 16th September 1945 Dick apparently knew plenty about love, especially about being lovesick:
In his letters he wrote between April and Sept, Dick suddenly started talking a lot about Nix. At one point claiming how untrustworthy Nix is off duty. He also kept gently urging DeEtta to go find and marry someone.
#lighthearted fun#not to be taken seriously#band of brothers#dick winters#lewis nixon#i just thought it was quite funny how suddenly nix started featuring so heavily in dick's letters#he either almost never mentioned nix before or of he did then these letters are not included in this book#(i suspect these were detailed descriptions of nix)#and quite entertaining how dick was advising deetta on the marriage front. one almost got the sense that#the sooner she marries someone the better#Hang Tough: The WWII Letters and Artifacts of Major Dick Winters
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i present to the court this evidence: in the dennis switcharoo episode, where they pretend that ashly burches character "dennis" had been with the s1 daddies for the entire time, the dads call erin in the middle of a discussion. erin pretends that she hates dennis and has beef with him but immideatly confesses to ron that she only pretended to hate him to play hard to get because shes actually really into him.
with this evidence in mind, we must consider who else erin hates but has WICKEDDD sexual chemistry with? glenn. thats right glerin real i yield the remainder of my time
#idc im starting this ship myself#they deserved to fuck ! canonically !#like yes they hate eachother Yes they also boned. both of those are canon To Me#also ive never really thought about erins like. age or race or anything#i dont think her race was ever mentioned? so im assumng shes human#and i always imagined her to be like 30-40#but when it comes down to it ig shes kinda vague in terms of canon#dndads#dungeons and daddies#glenn close#henry oak#ron stampler#darryl wilson#dungeons and daddies s1#dndads s1#dndads season 1#the peachyville horror#tph
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I’ve mentioned this elsewhere but it feels relevant again in light of the most recent episode. Something that’s really fascinating to me about Orym’s grief in comparison to the rest of the hells’ grief is that his is the youngest/most fresh and because of that tends to be the most volatile when it is triggered (aside from FCG, who was two and obviously The Most volatile when triggered.)
As in: prior to the attack on Zephrah, Orym was leading a normal, happy, casual life! with family who loved him and still do! Grief was something that was inflicted upon him via Ludinus’ machinations, whereas with characters like Imogen or Ashton, grief has been the background tapestry of their entire lives. And I think that shows in how the rest of them are largely able to, if not see past completely (Imogen/Laudna/Chetney) then at least temper/direct their vitriol or grief (Ashton/Fearne/Chetney again) to where it is most effective. (There is a glaring reason, for example, that Imogen scolded Orym for the way he reacted to Liliana and not Ashton. Because Ashton’s anger was directed in a way that was ultimately protective of Imogen—most effective—and Orym’s was founded solely in his personal grief.)
He wants Imogen to have her mom and he wants Lilliana to be salvageable for Imogen because he loves Imogen. But his love for the people in his present actively and consistently tend to conflict with the love he has for the people in his past. They are in a constant battle and Orym—he cannot fathom losing either of them.
(Or, to that point, recognize that allowing empathy to take root in him for the enemy isn't losing one of them.)
It is deeply poignant, then, that Orym’s grief is symbolized by both a sword and shield. It is something he wields as a blade when he feels his philosophy being threatened by certain conversational threads (as he believes it is one of the only things he has left of Will and Derrig, and is therefore desperately clinging onto with both bloody hands even if it makes him, occasionally, a hypocrite), but also something he can use in defense of the people he presently loves—if that provocative, blade-grief side of him does not push them—or himself—away first.
(it won’t—he is as loved by the hells as he loves them. he just needs to—as laudna so beautifully said—say and hear it more often.)
#critical role#cr spoilers#bells hells#orym of the air ashari#cr meta#imogen temult#ashton greymoore#liliana temult#this is genuinely completely written in good faith as someone who loves orym#but is also about orym and so will inevitably end up being completely misconstrued and made into discourse. alas#I could talk about how Orym’s unwillingness to allow the hells to actually finish/come to a solid conclusion on Philosophy Talk#is directly connected to one of the largest criticisms of c3 (that they are constantly having these conversations)#all day. alas. engaging with orym’s flaws tends to make people upset#it is ESP prevelant when he walks off after exclaiming ‘they (vangaurd) are NOT right’#which was not only never said but wasn’t even what they were talking about#he even admits as much to imogen like ten minutes later! that he is incapable of viewing it objectively#which is 100% justifiable and understandable but simultaneously does not make his grief alone the most important perspective in the world#also bc i fear ppl will play semantics on my tags yes the line ‘i hope she’s right’ was said but it was from ASHTON#who does not believe they are at all and wasn’t saying they actively WERE right. orym just heard something to latch onto and ran with it#ultimately there is a reason orym only admitted that he was struggling when he had stepped away to talk to dorian#who has not been around and thusly has not changed once n orym's eyes#and it isn't that the hells never check in or care. they do. they have several times over#it is dishonest to say they haven't#the actual reason is that all of this is something He Is Aware Of. he doesn't mention it bc he KNOWS it's hypocritical and selfish#he says as much!#EXHALES. @ MY OWN BRAIN CAN WE THINK ABT MOG AGAIN. FYRA RAI EVEN. FOR ME.#posting this literally at 8 in the morning so I can get my thoughts out of my brain but also attempt to immediately make this post invisibl
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EVERYONE SEEMS TO HAVE MOVED ON SO WELL, ITS LIKE NO ONE EVEN CARES THAT SHES GONE. ISNT ANYONE ELSE FUCKING MAD? OR CONFUSED? I WILL TEAR THIS WHOLE WORLD APART FOR AN ANSWER, SINCE NO ONE ELSE SEEMS TO WANT TO.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#jrwi riptide spoilers#jay ferin#FORGOT TO POST THISSUN WWWOOOOPS!!#anyway JAY!!! at some point during the feywild arc. after gill lost pretzel. condi had mentioned that the reason jay enabled gills rampage#was bc she had lashed out the same way when she lost her sister. what was that like? what was jay like when she was sad and heartbroken and#AAANGRY? like we've seen her get mad and upset but. we've never seen her in the deepest throes of grief and anguish#I WANNA SEE HER AT HER WORST shes so cool and fascinating to me. also she totally took up smoking that time. thats MY silly headcanon#i love drawing the ferin family so much too. she has the nose from her dads side and the eyes from her mothers#i also like the idea that during the first part of riptide. she was doing her hair up like her sisters. all the more reason for lizzie to#mistake her for her sister eheheh.#NO OTHER THOUGHTS. HEAD EMPTY. TALK TO ME ABT JAY IN THE TAGS#I LOVE READING TAGS I WILL READ YOUR TAGS
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Xena Warrior Princess 2.19 Ulysses
#xena warrior princess#xenaedit#xwpedit#wlwsource#wlwedit#tvedit#dailyflicks#xena*#gif*#xena x gabrielle#people thought this was subtext?#yes removed the 'about ulysses' bc it's irrelevant she literally never mentions him again we all know he was just a decoy for the str8s <3
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Okayyyyy yeah also let's talk about Tammy. I didn't know how I felt about her for awhile because she did very much feel like the Disposable Black Girlfriend, but I'm seeing people saying she's an "abuser" or God forbid "just as bad as Kevin" and that's just. Not at all true.
Yes, Tammy is controlling. She doesn't seem to really like Patty for who she is, and kind of seems to want to change her into someone else instead. HOWEVER, I think we need to look at the whole character to understand WHY she's like that. I don't think she's controlling Patty for personal gain or for the sake of manipulating her. I think she's lonely and desperate for companionship, which leads to her ignoring/pushing past the obvious incompatibility in her relationship with Patty.
Here's what we know about Tammy:
1. She seems to be the only black person in the Worcester social circle. She also mentions frequently how she's surrounded entirely by white men at work.
2. She is also the only openly lgbt person in the area, other than Patty, who is still not exactly out and proud.
3. She describes her entire job as "making excuses for" and "cleaning up after" the men at her job, particularly her partner (whose name I am unfortunately forgetting, does anyone remember?), who even had her plant evidence for him on at least one occasion.
4. Despite being very competent and good at her job, the white men around her keep failing upwards (she mentions a few times that people beneath her keep getting promoted) while she remains stagnant in her career. There doesn't seem to be any explanation for this other than the fact that she is a black lesbian in an extremely white, conservative community.
Basically, Tammy seems like someone who has been taught (like many black women) that she will have to work much harder than everyone else to get ahead in any capacity. She is also likely very, very lonely. She doesn't seem to have any friends outside of work, which isn't surprising given the above. It seems like she doesn't exactly have a ton of prospects, dating-wise, other than Patty. In my opinion, it's really no wonder that she clung to Patty so desperately and immediately and tried to forcibly mold her into someone who could be compatible. She's tough, smart, organized, direct, manipulative, no-nonsense and controlling because, well, she had to be. And she ends up trying to "rein in" Patty because, in her mind, what's the other option? She ends up alone, surrounded by men who force her to cover for their antics and don't care if she lives or dies.
I'm not saying her behavior is healthy. But it comes from an entirely different place than Kevin's abuse, or Chuck's, or even Neil's. And it's also not uncommon. In real life, I know many queer women (specifically small-town lesbians) who end up in relationship dynamics just like that over and over again because they start dating someone who doesn't quite fit, and they compensate for it by trying to force a connection instead of accepting loneliness and isolation. I have a lot of sympathy for Tammy. And I wish the show had taken more care to establish the abuse she faced from her coworkers off-camera.
#tammy ridgeway#kevin can fuck himself#kevin can f himself#patty oconnor#basically i think tammys story is about the perils of girlbossdom for black queer women#and theres a lot to be said about the fact that she chose to be a cop. we dont know anything about her home life or childhood or anything#other than that she grew up in worchester (?) which i think she mentions one time#but like the black lesbian cop trope is so overplayed due to sitcoms fundamentally not understanding why 'diversity' is important#and like im sure her character was meant to kind of lampshade that phemonenon#but i think its so interesting to look at characters like that and ask WHY they ended up in that position#in tammys case i think it was definitely trying to 'rise above her stature' and basically force people to actually respect her#not that it worked of course. it never does#and she had to become a tool of the oppressor in the process#ill talk about sam later because hes also a really interesting case study on race in sitcoms and the way poc are framed#but these are my thoughts for now. this show has gotten my analysis brain buzzing again and i feel alive for the first time in months
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Everyone: We need to find Avatar Kuruk's reincarnation! Hey, that one boy! He kinda looks like him! He even has his smile! He must be the Avatar. Kyoshi: *literal shiny variant of Yangchen roaming the streets of Yokoya*
#she's like yangchen but tan and with freckles and a little bit taller#kyoshi got her melanin from Kuruk and that was it (physical wise that is)#kyoshi looks enough like Jesa (her mom) to the point people bring it up#and then Yangchen also apparently looks a lot like Jesa (according to Kyoshi) just without the freckles?????#like she must've looked so similar that Kyoshi just bypassed the damn freckleless face TT0TT#this brain worm has been worming and it will continue to worm#*crying* kyoshi baby girl I'm SO SORRy everyone is so FUCKING STUPID TT0TT#her mama dumb as hell too why didn't she just drop her off at the air temple???? did she think they would reject Kyo???? IS that is??????#rise of kyoshi#shadow of kyoshi#dawn of yangchen#chronicles of the avatar#legacy of yangchen#yangchen#kuruk#kyoshi#people from Yangchen's era were probs still around! they could've clocked her!#i do wonder about the FoC.......I don't think they ever mentioned Kyo looking like her mom?#It's just never brought up. Maybe they thought it and that's why they hesitated to kill her on the spot? TT0TT
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i've been kind of glib about this (and perhaps not making things any better by giving the show my attention with redesigns without making it very clear they are borne from criticsm), but speaking more bluntly i don't think vivziepop has earned any kind of congratulations for getting hazbin hotel made until she intentionally and wholly apologizes for, at the very least, her history of anti-blackness as it manifests in her show.
in particular she needs to apologize for everything involving alastor-- it is frankly quite stunning how he both encapsulates the vilification of black people's spiritual practices and long-standing stereotypes of those of african decent (portraying voudou as an evil magic and his noted cannibalism) and yet is simultaneously whitewashed of any clear signifiers that he is black/biracial. as a black louisiana creole myself (as he is as well), he is the most egregious example of the kind of disrespect she feels for black people and their cultures, and as long as he continues to exist in an official capacity in her lineup she has earned nothing but ire in my eyes.
#not to mention she never really apologized for defending blaire white doing blackface. i read what she said and its not an apology#i would say this on twitter but i dont want to yknow. get torn apart limb by limb#you can reblog this btw. in fact with it being black history month its all the more pertinent to spread this message#jonnie's thoughts
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