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Inktober day 7: Drip
drip is a really funny word and I could’ve made a funny drawing but then I remembered sayaka miki. oughhhhh I’m not okay about her.
#sayaka miki#madoka magica fanart#madoka magica#sighs so loud. girls when they were stupid so stupid#i want to tuck her into a nice cozy bed and tell her she’s ok#girl. why you so maggot by dazey and the scouts#she makes me sosososo ill
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ougghh the Beaft…. The Creature
#petting and cooing the stray cat that comes into my yard at odd hours while shaking my head to show I dont condone outdoor cats#sadly hes not my cat.. hes the only cat in the neighbourhood Ive met who’s friendly with ppl#my mom named him Swiper bc he likes to steal snacks we leave out for Joey#but she really really loves him she stops what she’s doing and comes downstairs whenever I announce his arrival like the town crier#and she is the generous benefactor for that catnip toy in the second photo#we dont know if he belongs to someone or if he’s just a really friendly stray but interestingly he isnt scared of mirrors#it makes me so sosososo happy when he comes for a visit but my house isnt exactly made for cats so Ill content myself with this#diary#yapping#Swiper#cats
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hey guys so I just started reading Flatland by Edwin A. Abbott and OMG AHSBNSBSBSNSNBSHZHSHDBFHGGHFHGRJ2KSHSBSNSK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I LOVE THINKING ABOUT THE RELATIVITY BETWEEN DIMENSIONS!!!!!!
#probably the nerdiest thing i will ever read in my entire life but I AM SO HAPPY#Its the unabridged and corrected 1992 republication btw. if you wanna get specific#the only book in which i have actually decided to read the introductory notes and i do NOT regret it because the editor's one IMMEDIATELY#brought up the “oh but surely the second dimension has thickness how else would flatlanders see anything” AND GAVE A REALLY GOOD ANSWER.#which i cannot tell you here. bc it is several paragraphs long and idk how i would shorten it. i would hit tag limit. if thats a thing.#anyways. I'm only a little bit into the first part which basically explains how Flatland works as a society so i haven't even gotten to the#sphere yet but OH MAN I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO EXCITED ABOUT A ROUND OBJECT IN MY LIFE#IM LOSING IT OVER THIS BOOK AAAA :D#me: im so glad i dont have a math class during my senior year! now i dont have to learn anything math-related!#also me: but what if i started studying a complex and almost entirely theoretical part of geometry#bc YEAH i didn't just buy this book bc of gravity falls. I BOUGHT IT BC IVE BEEN RESEARCHING THE 4TH DIMENSION WOOOOOOO!!!!!#one thing i will say i dont like. introductory note suggests the the 4th dimension might be time. this is ok tho bc its followed up with#also saying that time is not a spatial dimension and exist across the 0 1st 2nd and 3rd dimensions which. that epuld mean we live in 4d#already. so. i was worried for a second but THANK YOU THANK YOU OH MY GOD PEOPLE TRYING TO SAY “OH THE 4TH DIMENSION IS TIME” I HATE THAT SO#MUCH AAAAGGHHHH AT LEAST RECOGNIZE ITS NOT SPATIAL!!! TIME IS NOT A SPATIAL DIMENSION!!!!!!! IF IT WAS THEN 4D TRAVEL AND TIME TRAVEL WPULD#BE FHE SAME THING AND DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY MUCH COOLER POSSIBILITIES WPULD BE THROWN AWAY IF THAT WAS THAT CASE!!!!! AND. AND. IF THE 4TH#DIMENSION IS TIME. THEN WHATS THE 5TH?? 6TH?? YPU CANT KEEP GOINF ON FOREVER LIKE THAT. YPURE JUST MAKEING MORE 3D WORLSS WITH STUFF IN#ADDITION TO TIME. INTERESTING BUT THAY IS NOT ABOHT HIGHRER DIEMSBSJSNSBAKAJSHDHDHHDHDHDJ#sorry for the rant. jsut. agh i want a spatial 4th dimension. i dont think tesseracts exist through time that would just be an aged cube#anyways yeahhh i love the 4th dimension. new hyperfixation or new special interest? ill have to wait and see. anyways i have done it i have#an oc whos 4 dimensional now and she is the coolest ever i love her#but yeah this book is sosososo good i am literally gonna bring it to school to read instead of draw bc i would lose it if i didn't#10/10 would recommend to anyone who wants to Think
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I just realized I can just grab the next jumping spider I see and put it in a terrarium and just. Have a pet spider. The only thing stopping me rn is that its the middle of winter and a lack of information, but that gives me plenty of time to study! Its just gonna kill me waiting to actually Do Anything abt it (except clean my room so there's less chance of them getting lost agsjsgj)
Anyways seasonal depression hits different when you finally realize you wanna be an entomologist but I was able to find a good sized jar and some mesh table liner stuff to use for the top, so it'll be nice and easy to mist it down and provide plenty of air for the little baby!
I have free will and I will use it to Aquire Bugs >:]
#my mom said she fully supports me and my dad is chill about bugs as long as they arent on him#and my sister no longer lives here and doesnt need to know#this is whats gonna motivate me to get my shit together#and I live by the great lakes so theres live bait in pretty much every gas station#i just need a steady job so I can pay for them#maybe i could apply at the gas station? easy access to bug food and theres 2 in town#plus theres a subway in one and dippin dots in the other#and i have a friend from high school that works in one so maybe he can help me :)#and if I get my room clean I can move things around! so i can work on the layout too for now#its the first time in forever ive felt like my life has some direction#and I'm gonna take an online course in wildlife conservation to start :D#and I found an online course in entomology I can take too :]#the wildlife conservation one is for a bachelor's degree so that should be a good start!#im gonna ask my therapist to help me make a five year plan and help me stick to it#with things I can get done in five weeks‚ five months‚ and five years :]#first I gotta get my sleep meds bc im so tired#theres so much i wanna do with my life and im gonna make them happen#and ill be the first in my family to go to college! once I get my bachelors and a stable job i wanna go back for a doctorate#i wanna be a bug doctor#sosososo bad#entomology#it only took me 24 and a half years to figure out what to do with my life lmao#ive been happy stimming so much its insane#i wanna get a camper van too so i can travel around looking for bugs :3
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ellie gf headcanons
# modern au. im in luv with her. this is so long oh my god its an illness
did karate from 1st grade all the way up to high school and basically considers herself your bodyguard
immediately offers you her hoodie without a second thought when you show the slightest signs of being cold. she lets you keep it too, of course. what kind of girlfriend would she be if she didn’t ???!!!!
she needs either your hands on her or her hands on you at all times. sosososo touchy and BIG on pda her kisses are inescapable. constantly has an arm around you or resting on your waist… the whole world needs to know. she’s actually insufferable i’m sorry but in the most endearing way ever how can you resist
“would you still love me if i was a ____???” she wants a serious answer too
genuinely thinks ur the prettiest person alive. which is kind of the bare minimum but she worships you truly
happy with any sort of date as long as it’s with you. fancy dinner? this is the only reason she keeps a suit and tie. staying in? what movie do you want, babe? running errands? she’s already waiting for you in the car!!!
speaking of cars she drives an old station wagon which used to be joel’s. ellie used to moan about how lame it was until you said that the back was perfect for sitting together during camping or stargazing…. and other activities too ;) wink wonk
gets flustered when she makes you flustered because you’re telling her that SHE did that?? she made u nervous??? shit man now shes blushing too
her love language is gifts she loves to spoil you with your favourite snacks and soft toys and even homemade gifts. she just wants you to see her in your room and have her on your mind as much as you’re in hers!!
it’s no secret that she’s an artist and it’s also no secret that her favourite subject to draw is youuu!!! her favourite thing to do is just have you sit across from her and draw what she sees
of course naturally that means she takes tons of pictures of you… to study for her drawings… and keep in her special photo album of you… and to look at when she misses you. Ofc
makes fun of you/teases you sometimes. she can be a mean bitch to other people but she would never actually hurt your feelings and you know that
ellie hates goodbyes. even if it’s after spending a full day together and you’re going to see her soon anyways… i just know she’s the kind of person who feels empty after hanging out with someone.
calls and texts about everything… and it’s always so cute :( she definitely has autocaps on
ellie: I drew you again!!
ellie: Hey babe I saw this funny bird it reminded me of u
ellie: I miss you so much. When can I see you again?
ellie: These cats r like us lol
keeps a pet gecko or something like that for sure. it’s you guys’ baby
her top two movie genres are horror and romance after that. the only reason romance is that high up is because it reminds her of you
does stupid romcom shit like hold a boombox outside your window. makes you mixtapes even though CDs are basically extinct (joel has a player thank god). corny pickup lines. asks you to be her valentine publicly. runs to your house in the rain. dances with you in said rain.
when she gets sick it’s like the end of the world omg… she needs u to be at her side 24/7 and hold her and keep her company and give her get well soon kisses, it’s essential to her recovery. doctors orders. he said it not her!
gets along so well with your friends and family. she does her research and takes this shit seriously! whatever it takes to make you happy because what’s better than watching your girlfriend get along with the people you love
she also takes her own family seriously - family time is important to her and she spends a lot of time with joel. it’s even better when you can join, some of her best memories are with the two of you
“i’m happy as long as you’re happy”
pet names galore. her personal favourite is just babe (classic) but when she likes others too (sweetheart, honey, darling etc she’s so cheesy it’s awful)
in conclusion she’s just a clingy sappy lesbian who’s absolutely head over heels for you. and you wouldn’t have it any other way <33
bonus: (these tweets that are so ellie)
#tlou x reader#tlou fanfiction#ellie x you#ellie tlou#ellie the last of us#ellie williams#ellie x y/n#ellie williams x reader#ellie x fem reader#ellie x reader
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third userbox belongs to @kirafesmaichuu !!
i js realized i probably need and introduction for my blog..
but anyway !! my name's isa !!
i go by all pronouns , but i prefer she/her :)
im an artist , so ill be posting my art and wips.
i try to be as nice as possible , but sometimes im blunt and rude . (😞)
my timezone is cdt , btw
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my dni list :
basic dni (homo/transphobe, sexist , pedo etc etc.)
people who want me as a person who will listen to them vent and give advice to them . ( personal dni )
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my beloved mutuals :
@shycroissanti , my first follower and mutual ! i really admire her art , ocs , and everything she makes . gives off the best big sister vibes X3
@kirafesmaichuu ! ik i don't really interact with you lots , but i love your art and your account :3
@saffron0v0 , your art is so pretty , and your so supportive of me sksosoksososk. ilysm !! /p
@larz-barz milo intrigues me sm :0 anyway you're very nice to me !! your art is very pretty also (*>∀<*)
@lavenderbrigade , one of my art idols !! I was so surprised when i saw that you followed me (*_*) anyway you're really kind and i love Hikaru sm !
@kimetsu-chan , you're so kind and interact with me lots !! plus your art is sosososo pretty , like what ⁉️
@aceofstars0 they’re really funny , like ok we don’t talk lots but they’re so cool :)
@tinyperson00 her art is amazing !! she’s so skilled , I wish to get to know you a bit more tiny
@cherry-bomb-xoy she worries me lots , but her art is amazing !! @wltsquareih we don’t talk but we have interacted with each other often . their art makes me squeal ngl ,,
@rion-isnot-an-ai super cool !! her art style is actually so yummy i want to eat it all up ! she’s super nice too :3
@ackie-slays haven’t talked or interacted with her much but Gideon is so cool ,,
@hotelcaliforniaenbydancer they kinda worry me , but I wish them the best :)
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Hi i just wanted to say I love your works and profile sm, I love how you represent fireafy and coinpin and each of their respective characters, and I especially love how you represent Coiny. I feel like from what I've seen people don't see how Coiny really is, they usually just reduce him to a jerk or a firey slapper. But he's so much more and so different from that lke in canon he's so driven and serious but then fun and chill when needed, and how he can be fun and silly but then empathetic and sweet when given. and I feel like the way you represent him is so accurate and takes evey aspect of him in canon as well as headcanons that just FIT HIM SO WELL and idk it just makes me so happy. I also LOVE your headcanon of him being able to pull both masculinity and femininity, I love it so much it emulates the essence of him so well so be so comfortable in himself and not have a shred of toxic masculinity or anything like that. And I love how you make him adore pin like YES HE ADORE AND LOVES and does whatever pin wants it just makes me so happy esp with how gorgeous she is and as someone who is also plus sized and having issues with self image seeing coiny adore pin like that makes me believe in myself more idk how to explain it but YEA hahah just really like how you depict his charcater as a whole
I also love all your designs for every character
But ye I just want to say that hahah
i saw this when it was sent yesterday and i was in school and i was SOOO HAPPY i was telling all my friends with tears in my eyes and squealing over how sweet of a message i received LIKE I HAD TO FORCE MYSELF NOT TO CRY AND I KEPT GETTING UP AND PACING AAHH😭😭😭 i have waited for when i have free time where i’m not super tired to respond better than i would tired But! THANK YOU SOSOSOSO MUCH!!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME!!! YOU REALLY DONT!!! thank you thank you so much!!! i’ve been struggling with forming my thoughts and feelings into words recently so forgive me if this is a messy reply but AHH!!!
coiny is one of my favorite characters he’s sooOOO FUNNY AND CHARMING! i love expressing his silly side and how dumb he is sometimes so i do it in most of my work (because it’s lighthearted almost every time) and it makes me so happy to see him being so.. coiny! he is genuinely such an amazing character and the perfect balance of cool, kind, and idiotic(affectionately) he’s so nice and so compassionate and i appreciate that about him so much and I AM SO HAPPY THAT YOU CAN ENJOY MY PORTRAYAL OF HIM BECAUSE HE IS SO AWESOME! I LOVE EVERY PART OF HIM!!! and you like my headcanons!!! i forget what kind of coiny headcanons i have represented on this account but YESSS!!! COINY PULLING OFF FEMININE CLOTHES IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS TO THINK ABOUT! he is SO proud of it. he will put on a pink frilly dress and walk with confidence and feel as pretty as can be! i’ve been meaning to draw him in a dress for months actually (i have so much i want to draw all the time but i’m either really busy or i have zero motivation But this message gave me the motivation to actually try soon KEEP AN EYE OUT! maybe ill draw pin and coiny with their outfits swapped 🤫) he is one of the most positive and caring contestants on bfdi and he makes me so happy!!! he can wear both girly clothes and masculine clothes HE CAN WEAR WHATEVER HE WANTS and he will look TOTALLY AWESOME IN IT! and OMFGGG DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HOW MUCH HE LOVES PINNN SHE IS HIS WHOLE WORLD AND COINY IS HERS AS WELL! coiny will do anything for her he loves her so bad… AND!!! AHHHH!!!! I AM SO SO SO INCREDIBLY HAPPY MY PIN HUMANIZATION MAKES YOU FEEL THAT WAY!!! BRINGING PEOPLE SELF-CONFIDENCE AND EMPOWERMENT THROUGH MY DESIGNS AND REPRESENTATION IS MY ABSOLUTE GOAL WITH WHAT I DO!!! it seriously means everything to me that i’ve Actually been able to achieve that and help people with how they feel about themselves indirectly. my eyes are watering while typing this ARGHH i really just want everyone to know how beautiful they are no matter what their size or weight or height or color or LITERALLY ANYTHING is. and as someone who also struggles with their self-image/esteem it means even More to me because i know how it feels!!! seeing yourself in a design of your favorite character or a character you enjoy in general feels SO GOOD so i strive to do that as much as i can. body diversity and diversity in all aspects is incredibly important to me and i want to sprinkle it everywhere in whatever i do!!! everyone is so beautiful and different and i think that is a blessing!!! whoever is reading this is beautiful and whoever in the WORLD is too just how they are now!!! EVERYONE IS GORGEOUS!!! it may take a while to feel it and that’s okay but just know that you are!!!
in short i am happy i was able to touch your heart and make you smile and give you at least a little bit more confidence in yourself. you are amazing and so kind for sharing this all with me!!! i think you can tell now how much this did for me by how much i wrote (SORRY ITS HUGE BLOCKS OF TEXT) and i can’t thank you enough for liking my work from characterization to design. every time i get a message like this i will not stop thinking about it and i hold it close to me every time i draw Like those other messages about my pin gijinka from months back I STILL GET SO EMOTIONAL OVER. i’m really glad i can make you feel that way and i hope i have made many others feel the same way too. THANK YOU!!!💖💖💖���🫶🫶
#ps i’m trying to make a Not lighthearted comic about coiny and pin having a talk about bfdia and stuff#LIKE when pin said Let’s talk later… in tpot 2 ITS IF THEY ACTUALLY DID TALK LATER ABOUT ALL THAT STUFF#idk when it’s gonna be done but it’s going to have much more emotion and intensity than my usual fun and silly art#it’ll express their POVs and whatnot#I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN ILL FINISH IT BUT I HOPE YOU CAN LOOK FORWARD TO IT!#SORRY I WROTE SO MUCH IM JUST SOOSOSOSO HAPPY AND TOUCHED#I REACHED THE WORD LIMIT#joyjibberjabber
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// hello stranger ive only spoken to twice before, surely i have no idea what your thoughts on esper are at all and i believe you are totally normal about her
so here i am asking for your thoughts
yeah ill have totally normal thoughts.
ESPER SO ESPER IS SO SHES SO SHES SO SHES SOSOSOSO
she makes me insane and maybe part of that is because ive been helping bounce ideas and stuff and thus helped build her as the character she is now and plotted out some of the stuff with her that makes me go OUGH but like ur just a really good writer grim
girls when they actually act like 14 year old girls with trauma yayayayay. its so interesting how being at narauva with a bunch of people from diffeent backgrounds and no in person friends yet is actually like. affecting her. god theres so much about esper id talk about but its not reveled yet so im just like hgrufrbhgeejue KNAWING ON THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE.
shes the worlds most autistic soldier
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(semi?) inactive !!!!!! ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️
hello im satanickel! my pronouns are he/she/it/they :3
i might post my art here, requests still arent open, ill open them when i get many likes! yaaaayyyyy.!!!!!!!! talk to me on the ask button if youd like
brushes i use r marker, and dip pen hard/soft on ibispaint
i hope people enjoy my art even if i hadnt posted that much ^_^
will make my blog aesthetic sometime soon
reblogs r sosososos much appreciated!!! :3
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HEY GIRL OMG I HAVENT CHECKED ON YOUR BLOG IN LIKE SOOO LONG I MISSED YOU
this is all so irrelevant but I finished school like a week ago so I'm like free forever (I'm doing externals next year so like this is my last period of freedom before becoming an academic slave to the education system)
Also hallway crush update. So like 2 weeks ago on a random Saturday I wake up and I get a notification on Instagram and its a message from him and so obviously I'm like dying and dead and decomposing and so I wait 17 minutes and I finally open it and it's this dumb fucking reel of this girl with a dog and he was like "look, it's you" (he uses punctuation over text which okayyy come here you cuteass nerd) now obviously I have no idea what the fuck that means, is he saying I look like a dog??? (Keep in mind this is the first time we've ever texted so huhhh) and so I'm like "bro what 💀" and he says that he meant the GIRL and not the dog. Which okay, yeah, that makes sense. But then again we literally do NOT talk. Like EVER. The most contact we've had before then was all the post-exam debriefs where my friends and his friends are talking about wether the answer to question 18 is 3.5 or 3.6 (we go to a "gifted" school so really we're all just a bunch of nerds) ANYWAYS NOT THE POINT. the point is that this was all so fucking random. Also the girl does NOT look like me. I asked some of my friends and even my mom and they all said that she does though so 💀 anyways I tell him that I don't really see it and he goes "look in the mirror. She could be your sister" and so at this point I am dumbfounded by this man's nonexistent texting skills and im like "well maybe she is ill have to check" and bro LEAVES ME ON READ 💀💀 which totally sucks but like it's fine I guess. Now I do have an issue here and that is that there's this girl in his class and I do think that he may be into her. My friends from his class say that they talk all the time and I see how he is around her, then again she DOES have a boyfriend (and a reputation of stringing every single breathing male along) but I'm worried that he likes her 😔😔 ANYWAYS I do hope that we're in the same class next year 💀💀
Fuck I've been rambling for so long I'm sorry this is literally a fucking newspaper 💀💀
AAANNYYYWAYS HAVE A GREAT NIGHT/DAY QUEEN AND EID MUBARAK BYEEEE
AAAAA I MISSED YOU OMGGGG
don’t even worry I love reading these leave whatever you want in my ask box I love it 🫶🏽
I read all of it and girl idk I’m just gonna say he likes u because we manifest here >:( I have no idea how relationships or anything work LMFAO but I do think ur both cutie patootie together bc like he’s trying even though he’s not chronically online and that the universe will make things right and u’ll get together and fireworks and everything JDJANFNFN but seriously I believe in u I hope ur summer is sosososo good and that u guys hang out or something !!!! go get ur mans bae ily stay safe smooch
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JLINNNN 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔 doing my daily reread of 2.5 bc im mentally ill like that BUTTTTTT those moments when jk catches oc staring at him and he just lets her and doesn’t tease her about it or anything and just basks in it 🥹🥹🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋 MY STOMACHH MY FAVORITE SCENESSSS u get me bad every single time U WRITE IT SO WELL EACH TIME. I LOVE THEM SOSOSOSO MUCH AND U MUAHMUAHMUAH
THE VERY FIRST TIME HE CATCHES HER WHEN HE TELLS HER SHE CAN ACT LIKE HES NOT EVEN THERE WHILE HE WORKS AND SAYS “or you can stand and watch too i don’t mind” LIKE BROOOOOO the way i would blush and stutter 😭😭 but thank u for rereading it plsss that makes me feel so soft ahhhh ily🖤
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chapter 5
THIS IS IT!!!!! And I am as frozen as Naran!! Thank gods Hyungwon is making good decisions because someone has to be rational.
OK first of all, the fact that they have have witnesses is HORRRIBLE, but then him helping her remove the crown and the pins is just sosososo intimate and loving and I AM LOSING MY MIND
She nodded, and he added, “Let me know when you are comfortably in bed, and I will join you.”
I DON’T THINK I WILL SURVIVE THIS
“They kept their voices low to protect what was left of their privacy, but it had the ill-intended effect of making the prince’s voice deep and raspy. Vaguely, Naran remembered the voices and sounds of the other men she’d been with, but they hadn’t sounded like this. Hyungwon sounded like sin itself.”
OH, I WILL NOT
THIS IS TOO SEXY I CAN’T STAND THIS
The massage? The whispering? Her hair???? I AM HOWLING
Of course she has to remind him of the boundaries…. Let’s see how long they last, hehehe
HE NEEDS TO TOUCH HER OR I WILL COMBUST
“Please, my lady, touch me just a little, too,” he begged.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
NOW SHE’S ON TOP!!!!!! Las mujeres arriba!!!!!!!
“She wrapped her hand around his base to position him as she needed. Hyungwon uttered something dark in Goryeon, and though she had no idea what it meant, the ragged throat clear on the other side of the curtain told her it was something never said in a palace.”
THIS IS LITERALLY MY DREAM (dirty talk in a language I don’t understand, not people listening to me having sex)
THEY ARE BOTH SO NEEDY AND HE IS ABOUT TO LOSE IT I AM DYING
“I’m—” Hyungwon glanced toward the curtains that surrounded the bed and lowered his voice even further. “I’m not your first?”
“Nor the second, so don’t worry on that account.”
Raguhljknsvd\uhhuadfuhiuiheruiuihghusdfuas iubdfadfnjvdsnkldv\skm|sc;m
“He devoured her deliberately, a little here, a little there, while her body held his manhood warm and safe. Through the red haze of pleasure, she felt him stir inside her as he grew hungrier, and the more his tongue chased that need, the more anxious the rest of his body became. His hips struggled in vain beneath her, but Naran held him in place. Hyungwon’s breaths became shorter and more ragged as his frustration mounted.”
OH MY SWEET BABY YISUS!!!!
“I felt that,” the prince said through heavy panting, “the way you squeezed me. You feel incredible, princess.”
Naran rose up a little higher this time and sank back down firmly, and they both moaned. “I do?”
“Better than anything I’ve ever felt.”
THIS IS KILLING ME, I am glad I did not make a video commentary cause I would be just making pterodactyl noises
Also, the word choice in this chapter is perfection
“Hyungwon shook his head. “I should probably stay just a little bit longer, you know, to… encourage our efforts to take?”
LORDT, PLEASE HAVE MERCY
#oh the way he kicked the witnesses out, kjasdkjndvsknjs\dvkj\dvs
Their las conversation was…. Omg i don’t even have more words, everything was so perfect and so sexy and so beautiful and I can’t wait to be destroyed in the next chapter. I will try to read them as they are released from now on!
HAHA, I AM CAUGHT UP BUT NOW YOU ARE NOT. hehehehehehehe
I may or may not have written this entirely out of love. Does it show? loldeadme So, yeah, it was stupid vivid in my head, the thought of his fingers unraveling hair. SHOOT ME.
Definitely I went with the sexy, comforting route here. Gotta ease our nervous nelly into such an intense situation, but also... like... it's Chae Hyungwon, ya know? IMAGINE HIS FUCKING FACE AND VOICE AND HANDS. No, no. Down, girl! *self-immolates*
Omg, girl, always boundaries. Compartmentalizing is the only way to keep your sanity in such a place, I think.
Woman, how you gonna live your dream when you know every damn language! ;)
I'M DYING AT THIS RUNNING COMMENTARY, BUT DYING EVEN MORE OVER THE THOUGHT OF YOU MAKING A LIVE REACTION TO THIS. GIRL, BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THAT WOULD BE MORTIFYING.
Thank you, beloved! I work SO hard on my word choice, as you know. I'll be honest. This chapter holds a special place in my heart out of everything I've written (but that's also probably because it's Wonnie).
This was an EXTRA fun review. I love you always and forever for your play-by-plays. Makes me feel like I'm with you (but also, tbh, kinda glad I'm not because my face would be in my hands as I wheeze into a paper bag from embarrassment lol).
<3
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The crowd has spoken
Henceforth from this moment on I shall be silly
I put all the units in a wheel and shuffled up their genre/gist, and
Leo/need becomes an idol group
MORE MORE JUMP! becomes an online music group
Vivid BAD SQUAD becomes a band
Wonderlands × Showtime become street performers
Nightcord at 25:00 becomes a theater troupe
I'm super tired because I had to practice a sword dance so these names are gonna be bad, I thought of them on the spot
Also I spoke briefly about this idea like. A month or so ago? In the Discord server, so shoutout to our prior mod Rui for the wxs idea
Leo/Leo Jump
While Saki was in the hospital, she watched idol groups perform and knew that once she got better, she added "auditioning to be an idol" on the list of things she wanted to do. When Ichika sees her at school and Saki mentions her list of things to do, Ichika promises she will do anything she can to help accomplish as many of those things as possible with her. They work on an easy routine and try to apply for an audition, but Saki is disqualified before she can even begin due to her chronic illness (it's the idol industry. You know how cutthroat they are for people who are in top shape). Saki is understandably upset but quickly reassures Ichika that she had fun learning the routine together and that they'll do something else instead. But Ichika feels guilty and wonders if there's any way for Saki to just audition. Boom. Go to stage (of) sekai (kimi ga kagayakeru basho wa koko da yo-). After their sekai encounter, Saki wants to try again, but more seriously than just learning a basic routine. She'll work on an intro, exercise and build endurance, and other such things. She and Ichika begin idol practice on the roof, which ends up being talked about a lot in school, so Shiho hears about it. At this point, Shizuku hasn't quit yet, so Shiho is still somewhat in the loop about the idol industry from what her sister tells her. She goes to the rooftop one day and asks them if they're actually going to try being idols, to which Saki is like "omg hi Shiho-chan! We're just auditioning! Could you ask Shizuku-chan for some pointers? :)" And needless to say, Shiho is less than excited for someone to not take things seriously, but over the next few days, she watches from far away at how much effort Saki is putting in and eventually tries to help train the two of them. Homani, on the other hand, tries to ignore the idol talk and her old friends, but her classmates want to start training to audition to be idols as well, so she gets roped into that. I'm sleepy as of writing this so I'm not sure quite where to take Honami’s side of things, but the training with Shiho goes kinda like in the main story, Saki overexerting herself to try living up to Shiho's standards. Shiho asks why Saki's pushing herself so far for an audition that she doesn't even plan on passing, just attending, and she admits that somewhere along the line, she started to want to be in a group with her childhood friends and perform together.
I wrote a hell of a lot so let me jusg make a list of notes
Their untitled is still needLe, just with better line distribution and some chants
The sekai is like stage sekai, but with the sky in school sekai. There's no audience and instead of lightsticks, there's stars
Their costumes are mostly dark blue and white, with their signature color as accents. They're also not super frilly, more flowy
They still go the freelance idol route so that they can decide their schedule and routines and whatnot so Saki can take care of herself
I love them sosososo much
More @ Nightcord
Minori gave up on her auditions but not being an idol, so she started recording song and dance covers and uploading them online. They never got very far, maybe only getting 2 views at maximum (from her watching them). She felt that maybe since the thing she covered had been done before, she would need to do something unique to reach somebody, so she picked up music composition to try to make her own songs, tapping into her feelings to inspire someone. And it worked. She ended up with a follower who, while somewhat blunt, gave her advice on where to improve and notes on what was good. Spoiler alert, it's Haruka.
The sekai... Ok so make it a big studio. Recording, dancing, etc.
Their untitled is still probably Idol Shinetai, but I'm not sure what to do with it to make it fit the vibe better
The outfits are mostly like something one would wear on a regular basis, but eith more idol flair. Ribbons, frills, petticoats, etc.
Vivid NEED
An and Akito realize the only way to surpass RAD WEEKEND is by providing live music as well. An picks up guitar and Akito picks up bass. When Toya teams up with Akito, he plays keyboard, since he knows how and as a "fuck you" to his dad, but he always makes sure it doesn't sound like a piano at all. Making that shit as electronic as possible. Kohane sees An performing one day, pretty much the same thing happens with regular story, but Kohane picks up drums, naively thinking that they'd be easy, not realizing that they carry the whole performance. She's good at her rhythm even if it's basic, but like in the main story, she freezes at the live show.
Ready Steady could have a more rock sound to it, and honestly that'd make it a REALLY AWESOME SONG
Their outfits could be the same ngl
Again, same sekai, HOWEVER, makeshift stages and amps and shit
Wondersquad
Tsukasa fails his interview but still gets called in as before. Instead of being led by the mascot, he is given directions through a text from his "new employer". The wonderstage is taped off and Emu introduces herself, planning to host shows in the park walkways to gain attention and then explain the story of the wonderstage to the crowd to cause an uproar and pressure her family to save it.
Whimsical ass street clothes
Sekai Wa Mada Hajimatte Sura Inai... hmm... idk how to alter it
Wonderland sekai but more of the streets and paths and stores. Goofy ahh graffiti
Showtime past 25:00
This one I'm the most uncertain about. All I know is Ena does it to piss off her dad for sure, Mafuyu wonders if "playing a different role" will help her find what she's looking for and gets frustrated with it, Mizuki likes being whoever they want to be and not having anyone tell them otherwise. Sad wet cat Kanade acting
The outfits are more fantasy themed rather than circus/theme park
Kuyamu To Kaite Mirai probably still works, maybe add more classical/orchestral elements
Abandoned theater sekai. Yyyyep.
I would loooove to be more coherent and I'd also love to hear y'all's thoughts :)
Who wants to see me get a little silly over a unit swap idea I had
Not shuffle units
Swap units
#proseka headcanons#mod ichika#project sekai#project sekai colorful stage featuring hatsune miku#project sekai headcanons#project sekai colorful stage
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tell me about your blorbos from your brain...
i have this post where i said random stuff about my ocs
so now ill do more of that 👍
update! its 12 am and sun is my mind so so so so much
the sun is so close yet so far from earth. we literally feel its light every day and yet its like millions of miles away from us. then it just becomes night and theres just the moon, reflecting the suns light
ironically i never thought about sun being like the Actual Sun until now but. damn (she is so close yet so far but she could never come to earth) (the moon is only a reflection of the sun. it is still there, just barely. even when she's completely gone shes still reaching out for earth) (also she can be the earth too. a computer monitor and a star both emit light after all. and without a sun? the world ends) (...but the earth mostly represents people outside of unreality - all of x535/l corp but specifically mason, basil, miho, farrow and ex. but most of all mason and ex bc they have the most banger ask responses ever)
(AGH <- obsessing over a literal side character) (does anyone else even think about her. i mean either way i make up for it via this shit but still lmao)
also the opposite: darkness. 'binah' eventually cracks and cracks like glass until becoming a shadow, the opposite of sun.* and sun eventually kills her, finally gaining her power to control unreality. the light consumes the darkness, destroying it. even when she killed her she followed in her footsteps and her goals, and really the goal of unreality - destroying evil. but at this point, she knew that. and thats why she did it, to continue to her legacy and goals
*update! the sun makes shadows appear. hehe. there has always been a thing of unreality being made from peoples minds (which is canon - poussey and miku are able to meet in unreality by thinking of the same place. but you know that lol). 'binah' does bring sun into unreality to punish her for killing angela, which sprouted from paranoia. so she kinda is her shadow, like the dark parts of her mind ig
"i do not want to be in a cell and i do not want to mindlessly kill" <- lol. lmao, even (tbh this just lives in my head just bc. but sun is trapped in unreality and repeatedly killed, so this could totally match that. or she could say its about l corp. "arent you trapped, mindlessly killing others yourself? ill free you.")
also "murder happens all the time. sometimes as a necessity. maybe it does [mean youre a better person]." [!] sun will remember this (she's probably gonna repeat it to him when she eventually gets back to the facility as an arbiter ["arent i the better person for this?"])
im so normal. writing this just feels like this. i hope you understand these autistic swag beams directly from my mind
#oh also only semi related but seph a got retconned. rip#this includes her asks (which includes anonager saying everything went well. it Did Not [she died])#amongus comes back later though ill make sure of it#asks#ty for the ask! :D#anonager used to be funny then my hand slipped. now she has so more lore#sun#god(s) of unreality#lc ocs#I LOVE MY ANONS SO MUCH#this also includes catperson catcher giver anon and s#i think im forgetting someone but i love them tol#too*#im so sos sosososos normal. im normal. trust me
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once again asserting the fact that fanny is one of the most nuanced and interesting characters on ghosts. absolutely fascinating to have this kind of insight into her life like i cannot emphasise enough how emotional it makes me to see the person she was vs the person she was in 1x1 vs the person she is now. her flexing her maths knowledge at alison….. and just the portrayal of her first meeting george….. the ‘wayward’ son. it’s so interesting to see how both he and fanny were deemed nonconformist by their families but like. had the most loveless and cruel relationship imaginable. like obviously they were never going to have a successful romantic or sexual relationship because george is gay but they could have had friendship and solidarity that didn’t bloom for soooooo many reasons but i think this just gives even more insight into that tragic and stifling life they shared. idk ill be more coherent about this after ive processed it some more but tldr fanny is a genius character and martha is a genius actor and writer and this ep was sosososo good
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thoughsts on edens gardens characters except I think weird sorry if I missed some
Damon
deadass???
I like him I think having more if an antagonistic character as the protagonist is really fun I love that idea sm im excited to see where the story goes sm
I dont think hell die but if he does ill be really fucking mad
the blushing sprite is really cute
Eva
girl idek shes really interesting I wobder if shell be support to damon I think shed make a good support for damon
very good vibes!! I like the whole crow or rvane motif btw I noticed she has more red on her and damon has more green and theyre complismrntary colors sooooo
Jett
I love him sosososo much scooby doo.motherfuckinggggg guy. he has the laugh that ny sibling makes all the time to abnoy me the first time hebdid it I was like "oh my god" still love him tho. he is like art(uro). to me. they should meet
if he dies i think ill be depressed for a few hours and in pain throughout the entire trial unless he gets like executed where ill just sit there like 😨😨😨😨😨😨😨. and then be in pain. like in chapter one if danganronpa lapse
Toshiko
good vibes good energy
face reveal when?!?!?!
if she dies im going to expode and die in a car crash bit the car crash is me exploding and doesnt involve cars
Grace
of course her name is grace
love the colors!! and the visor!!!!!!
when I saw her talent I was like "art(uro)"?!?!?!??! but no.shes the opposite of art(uro). they should meet
Desmond
he seems chill I like him if he asked me if he could borrow five dollars I wou'm let him have five dollars. I would like to go to the beach with him and get icecream after ithink I eould like to be his friend if he was real. I am probably too chaotic for him.tbh
Wenona
im sorry everytime I see her I think "elon musk" im doing her dirty shes so mich better then elon musk
honestly dont hav emuch of an opinion on her tbh... shes there. nice that she feeds people
Diana
so true diana. I have a crush on her. but also thats a massive fucking red flag because everytime ive had a crush on a fanganronpa character theyve turned out fucking ballistic soooooooooooooooo yikes!!!!!!!!!!!
im ngl she is kind of boring. maybe a little bit. idk I cant think of much to say about her
Kai
go girl give us nothing!!! ignore this I just feel like this is something hed say. or grace would say
im ngl he is kinda annoying slightly I found myself getting a bit bothered by him.
love the fit btw I wishi could rock and outfit like that
pwople would be like "you look just like a kpop star" to him
anyways pathetic little meow meow no wonder hes a butterfly
Mark
um if he dies im going to commit homixide 😀😀😀😀😀😀
"call the fire bigrade grace" so true bestie pop off
I fucking love his hat I wonder why people call him nayhem... jett probavly gave him that nickname adorable
I think um him and jett are a bit gay for eachother slightly
Cassidy
I cannot take her seeiously with thsoe goofy ahh sprites everytime she does the fucking sprite thats like "waaaaaugh!!!!!!" I cant help but copy it like "waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaugh!!!!!!!!!" like "WOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAHG YEEEPERS CREEPERS"
that one fucking sprite wherre shes kike "hhhhhhhhhhjhhiyhhhhjdjdjdjdj"
shes not my favorite but she gets bonus points because black widow spider and in the second grade I made black widow spiders my personality for a few days so attachment to them
communist mr beast
Jean
no fucking clue what ti say here. why is he always in fornt of thst tree of ignorance huh.
I like hiw everyone has real aninals and then jean is just DRAGON
Ingrid
I do not trust her!!! I think she has serial killer vibes!!!!!!! She seems way too optimistic about all this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Suspicious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she is going to.kill one or more motherfuckers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ulysses
I thiught he was gonna be a douche tbh but hinestly im SOOOOSOSOSOOS GLAD HE ISNT I love him.I know ulysses came first but I cant help but be reminded of pascal as in my oc pascal everyytime I look at him. pathetic man
Wolfgang
I posted this then immediately realized I fucking forgot wolfgang difbdjshdvdvdgdhdgd so now im editing my post nobody had to know
um I like thats hes kinda the more protagy role! I think hes really sus thiugh because WOLFgang and hus animals a dheep also he had like the hope speech thing ig. idfk hes
Eloise
I FORGOT ELOISE FUUUUUUUUUUCK
I like her!!!! shes very sweet I love her I want her out of there get her outta here she deserves to be safe and happy
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