#and I live by the great lakes so theres live bait in pretty much every gas station
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spacebugarts · 21 days ago
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I just realized I can just grab the next jumping spider I see and put it in a terrarium and just. Have a pet spider. The only thing stopping me rn is that its the middle of winter and a lack of information, but that gives me plenty of time to study! Its just gonna kill me waiting to actually Do Anything abt it (except clean my room so there's less chance of them getting lost agsjsgj)
Anyways seasonal depression hits different when you finally realize you wanna be an entomologist but I was able to find a good sized jar and some mesh table liner stuff to use for the top, so it'll be nice and easy to mist it down and provide plenty of air for the little baby!
I have free will and I will use it to Aquire Bugs >:]
#my mom said she fully supports me and my dad is chill about bugs as long as they arent on him#and my sister no longer lives here and doesnt need to know#this is whats gonna motivate me to get my shit together#and I live by the great lakes so theres live bait in pretty much every gas station#i just need a steady job so I can pay for them#maybe i could apply at the gas station? easy access to bug food and theres 2 in town#plus theres a subway in one and dippin dots in the other#and i have a friend from high school that works in one so maybe he can help me :)#and if I get my room clean I can move things around! so i can work on the layout too for now#its the first time in forever ive felt like my life has some direction#and I'm gonna take an online course in wildlife conservation to start :D#and I found an online course in entomology I can take too :]#the wildlife conservation one is for a bachelor's degree so that should be a good start!#im gonna ask my therapist to help me make a five year plan and help me stick to it#with things I can get done in five weeks‚ five months‚ and five years :]#first I gotta get my sleep meds bc im so tired#theres so much i wanna do with my life and im gonna make them happen#and ill be the first in my family to go to college! once I get my bachelors and a stable job i wanna go back for a doctorate#i wanna be a bug doctor#sosososo bad#entomology#it only took me 24 and a half years to figure out what to do with my life lmao#ive been happy stimming so much its insane#i wanna get a camper van too so i can travel around looking for bugs :3
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