#she just kinda gave birth on my couch

[twotangledsisters]

This is a vent? I think, I dunno, ask me tomorrow after my migraine is over:

I've had a migraine for eight hours now. This is far from the worst migraine I've ever had (I'm not at the ER getting painkillers stabbed into my bloodstream), but it may well be the longest.

And I can't take my good medicine because I'm not allowed to take it when alone in case I get the heart attack side effect and need somebody to force the other medicine down my throat.

I messaged my mum just to let her know in case I'm not able to meet her tomorrow and she says "it's just a headache".

I always forget how completely unaware of pain people who don't suffer pain are.

No, just pain was when I fell on my elbow during quidditch practice and my bone was visible.

Just pain was when I crashed my bike.

Just pain was that ER visit I regret not just patching up at home because five hours in a waiting room with no internet was as close to purgatory I wish to be.

Migraines are hell stuffed into my head, migraines are questioning if this is the one that takes my eyesight, migraines are headaches in the same way me sitting crying in my closet is a visit to Narnia.

Anyway, if you suffer migraines, I'm sorry.

If you do not, I am happy for you, but please understand migraines can LITERALLY cause parts of your brain to shut down so maybe take them seriously if someone close to you suffers them.

Also if anybody didn't know migraines can kill parts of your brain and is now scared, that is VERY rare. It happens but like, you'll probably be fine it just FEELS like your brain is dying. Also, there's nothing you can actually do about it so your best option is just have a painkiller, find the darkest quietest area in your house and pray to the nordic gods for a fast recovery.

[animelover28sworld]

When You Gave Birth

Wriothesley x female reader

Warnings: none

Info: none.

Wriothesley doesn't really like you coming down to the fortress of meropide but can you blame him? It could be dangerous plus the doctor told you that you are supposed to take it easy since your due any day now but you are stubborn and went to visit him while he was working. You knocked on the door and walked in. "Are you busy?" You asked him. "Y/N what are you doing here? You're supposed to be on bed rest!" Wriothesley told you. "Not technically, the doctor told me to take it easy remember?" You told him. "Y/N." He said. "Okay I'm sorry Wrio, I just wanted to see you." You told him as you made your way down to the couch he had in his office and sat down, he kinda smiled at that. "Anyways how is our little champion doing?" He asked you putting his hand on your belly. "Kicking, a lot." You told him. Then he kicked again but this time harder, and you felt something run down your legs. "Um wriothesley?" You said. "Hm yes?" He asked you. "Get sigewinne, my water just broke." You told him, his eyes widen "okay, okay um yeah, let's get you to her." Wriothesley said as he quickly got you out of his office and into the medical wing. "Hi Y/N." Sigewinne greeted you "and hi duke." "Sigewinne Y/N's water broke!" Wriothesley told her. "Okay let's get her over her over here." Sigewinne said as she took you two to a bed. "Have you ever delivered a baby before?" You asked her. "To be honest, this will be my first time." Sigewinne told you, which scared you and Wriothesley. "I'm joking, one time I did." She told you two, she got one of the nurses. "I will need a bucket of water, scissors, towels, and a blanket." She told the nurse. "Okay." The nurse said as hurried off to grab everything.

It took a couple of hours until you gave birth to a baby girl. Nobody saw the duke cry until today when he held his daughter in his hands for the first time. "Oh I forgot to ask, what's the baby's name?" Sigewinne asked you two. "What about Raelynn?" You said. "Yeah, she looks like an Raelynn." Wriothesley said. Raelynn had wriothesley's nose and a mixture of both of your guys eye color, but your hair color.

[braidlottie]

“mother” knows best.

pairing: stepmom!lottie x virgin!transmasc!reader

summary: after getting comforted by your stepmother, she thinks of a way to get rid of your stress.

tags: smut, nsfw, 18+ (minors dni), stepcest, age gap, reader is 19, lottie is in her 40s, comfort sex!!,, soft!mommy!lottie, sloppy kissing, virginity loss/first time, breast sucking, handjob, crying, corruption?,, charlotte is used instead of lottie, the niCKNAMES!,, if anyone is know irl sees this no you didn’t

wc: 1.2k

a/n: am i cooked?

unlocking the front door with your house keys, you finally step into your house, feeling so tired. it was only 8 pm and you were ready to crash. you were about to go upstairs when you heard a female voice that startled you. "ignoring me now, honey?" you didn't even notice your stepmother on the couch, reading a book.

"oh- sorry. i didn't see you sitting there." you apologized, and she just shook her head with a smile. "come sit down, honey," she patted the couch cushion next to her. "did your father let you use the car?"

you sat down and shook your head. "he told me he had to go to work early again. but i took the bus." charlotte gave you a look of disapproval, but you knew it was for your dad. "you know i don't like you taking the bus at night, let alone walking." even though she wasn't your birth mother, she still cared about you tremendously. "i'll talk to him later." she put her glasses on her head, taking a sip of her tea.

"you doing okay, sweetie? what's wrong?" a comforting hand wrapped around your waist. "rough day?"

you nodded, resting your head on her shoulder, trying not to doze off. "you know you can tell me. it's not good to keep what you're feeling bottled up inside." she patted your thigh, saying her second sentence a little quieter than the last.

"i was late to class because of the bus, and my professor gave us our essay grades, and mine was a 68, and i don't know why because i worked so hard on it and he won't even tell me what i did wrong. and i didn't have a chance to get any lunch because i had to study, and i'm so tired, mommy." your voice quivered at your last word, covering your teary eyes with the collar of your shirt.

"oh, honey..." she took her book out of her lap and put it on the coffee table, instantly taking you in your arms. "there you go. just cry, baby. let it all out for mommy." she rubbed your back, rocking you while you were hunched over her lap, crying into her lap.

you stopped after a few, wiping your eyes again with your t-shirt. you've never cried in front of your stepmother, but she made you feel so loved that you wanted to cry even more. she pulled your shirt off your face, wiping your eyes with her soft hands. they were cold as well, cooling down your face.

"you're such a hardworking boy, you know that?" charlotte brings you closer, running a hand over your hair. "and such a smart boy.. and a good boy." she gave you a kiss on the temple, shushing your faint whine. "i think you need to relax a bit, hmm?" her hand slowly shifted up your thigh, making you squirm.

she wiped what was left of your tears, and kissed you on the cheek, the corner of her lips touching yours. your heart jumped at the feeling, staring back at her big eyes.

she went in for another kiss, planting one directly on your lips. you couldn't help but break the kiss, trying to catch your breath from the sudden connection. "charlotte... we shouldn't." she could tell you were flustered but scared of getting caught. "this- this is kinda wrong, don't you think?"

"not to me, darling. i just wanted to cheer my boy up, mommy can't do that? can you let mommy help you?" her voice was like velvet, but you couldn't give in. "what about dad?"

"he won't know if we don't tell him, right?" she nodded and you followed her action innocently. “now, c’mon. you gonna give me another kiss?”

you hesitantly nodded before sitting up to peck her on the lips. when you pulled away, she snickered, taking her glasses off her head. “what? what did i do?” you panicked, thinking you did something wrong.

“that’s your kiss? really?” you shrugged and looked down, playing with the thread on your jeans. lottie realized that she upset you and immediately apologized. “oh- i didn’t mean it like that, sweetie. have you ever kissed someone before?”

you looked up at her, shaking your head. it was silent for a second before she spoke again. “..have you ever had sex?” she watched you shake your head again, feeling herself get covered in goosebumps.

“that’s perfectly fine, honey. you’re still young.” her smile grew bigger by the second at your answer. “just relax.” she whispered, hands rubbing up and down your tensed shoulders. she kissed you once more, smirking when she felt your lips melt against yours. “good boy...” her voice was deep but soothing as she chuckled softly, slipping her tongue into your mouth.

she guided your hand to her breast, giving you permission to fondle them. “you know you want to. shy boy.” she teased. you bit your lips, hand trembling as you pulled down the collar of her v-neck, watching her nipple pop out from the cloth. you look up at her, mouth agape.

“use your mouth, baby. c’mon,” she pushed your head closer, feeling your breath on her breast. you kissed the perked bud before swirling your tongue around it, getting a sharp exhale out of your stepmother. her hand rested on the back of your neck, knowing she had you wrapped around her finger.

her hand found the zipper of your jeans, managing to unbutton as well with her other hand on your head. you felt the cold air touch your thighs, squeezing your legs together with a faint whimper. “i don’t bite, pumpkin. open those sweet legs for mommy, hm?” she coaxed, tapping your thighs. she pushed your head back into her nipple, moaning as you latch back on.

you let charlotte tug your pants and boxers down to your ankles, the pads of her fingers swirling around the head of your t-dick. “there’s my boy. just feel good for mommy.” you gasped, letting go from her breast to moan, resting your head back against the couch. your squirms made her put an arm around your waist, feeling yourself get dizzier by the second.

“mama, mama,” you sob, the pressure in your stomach worsening. you try to repeat the phrase again, but only make out a slurred mumble. “shh, shh… oh baby… can’t even think of the right words to say to mommy. are you so close? i can tell you’re right on the edge for mama.”

her words sent a shiver up your snipe, body jerking forward as you came against her fingers. you left quiet the mess, squirting into your clothes, charlotte’s hand, and the edge of the couch.

“good boy. such a good little boy for mommy.” she pulled away from your tdick, holding you close as you came down from your first orgasm. “he’s gonna see the stain, mommy. on the couch.” you whined, scared that your father would find out about your night once he came home.

“shhh, baby. let mommy take care it, okay? c’mon, i’ll run you a bath and clean it up before he gets back. i promise, honey.” she took your jeans off your ankles, and pulled your boxers up, helping you off the couch. you nodded, knowing you could trust her with anything. “that’s my boy, mommy loves you so much.”

you could tell she really meant it, squeezing your hand tight before pulling you into a hug, giving you the affection you’ve always wanted and needed.

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[wikiangela]

fuck it friday

tagged by @tizniz @diazsdimples @bidisasterevankinard 💖

my bucktommy the will talk fic didn't get to the will yet but we're getting there slowly lol somehow they're talking about the sperm donor storyline rn, idk, i'm just letting them talk and writing it down haha

for now have this lil snippet (here's hoping I'll finish it soon and won't get carried away with another >5k lmao)

prev snippet

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“Kind of? I mean, I tried not to think about it a lot before, but then Kameron was pregnant, and by the end I kinda got involved, and then I delivered the baby-” he starts rambling, and he knows it’s all very vague, and maybe one day soon he’ll tell Tommy the full story in detail, but right now it’s not that important.

“Of course you did.” Tommy shakes his head fondly, and then leans in to press a sweet kiss to the top of Buck’s nose. “You’re incredible.”

“I- she gave birth on my couch.” Buck just says, face burning from the affection. He doesn’t think he’ll ever get used to the effect Tommy has on him. “It was cheaper to buy a new one instead of clean it. But it was an awful couch, anyway.” he adds, like it matters to the topic, and Tommy chuckles. “But it- it felt good. To be able to help them, to- to give them this, you know?"

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[first-edition]

Wonderful life.

Arron hotchner x Fem!reader

Sum- after hailey you spend more time with Jack and hotch leading up todating arron and it has been the best, but when your friends bring up to topic of sex the relationship might get better.

Cw smut - loss of virginity-oral fem reciv-fingering- praise dirty talk if you squint- unprotected -creampie

This fic is kinda long so if you wanna skip the fluff and get straight to the smut scroll down to the emojis. Leave a like!!

Dating Arron has been the best experience of your life even though you’ve only been with him romantically for 6 months you would come around the house and baby sit Jack while Arron was gone to work.

You were well aware of Hailey and you two would often go out with a few drinks after he got home. She would always talk about her feeling words Hotch and how she felt as if she and him werent all there anymore.

You would ask her why but she never understood until she told you that he had asked for a divorce and she agreed having the same mutual feelings.

When hailey died you were around Hotch and Jack more often almost every day in fact even sleeping over a few times. Jack had immediately latched onto you as the next mother figure. You would take him out for ice cream, go to the park, Arron even found you both asleep on the couch with Thomas the train on playing in the background. Being younger also helped letting you be more agile and being able to lift Jack up play more often with him.

“Good morning how was he trip?.” You ask walking into the kitchen pushing your hair back. You’d had stayed week at his place with Jack as he had a week long case.

Hotch turns around to see you in shorts and an oversized baseball t-shirt that he somehow recognizes.

“M-morning.” He can’t help but feel a ping in his heart an extra beat when he sees you.

“It was good no one what hurt sorry you stayed for so long…is that my shirt?” He says tilting his head.

“It’s alright and uh yeah sorry I ran outta shirts last night they were all in the washer I didn’t wanna rush back to my place I hope you don’t mind?” You say

“No not at all..keep it please.” He says his eyes wandering you body in a non creepy way.

“DADDY!” Jacks voice echos through the kitchen as he runs across the tile into hitch’s arm.

From that day on Hotch couldn’t imagine anything with out you. You would cloud his judgement at work finding him self thinking of you or looking at pictures of you and Jack. He even had a picture of you him and Jack on his desk in a macaroni Frame Jack had made.

When Mother’s Day came around that’s when Hotch had made up his mind. You had taken picked Jack up from school and he came out holding a tissue paper flower bouquet with a class craft card with a crayon drawing of you him and Arron on the paper.

“Jack…thank you you didn’t have to make me this?!” You say tears welling up in your eyes.

“Yes I did…you’re my mom.” He say. Hearing him say that but made you feel more love for him but a slight twinge of pain as he dosnt see Hailey as his mother anymore.

On the drive home he talks about the dinosaur he played with durning class naming all of them and thier color.

You and Jack walk into the house only for you to see Arron there fixing the flowers and balloons. He’s obviously come from work he’s still wearing his dress pants and his shirt is rolled up to his forearms which makes you weak.

“Daddy look what I made y/n!” Jack runs up his father showing him the fake flowers and card. You walk up to them looking around at the gifts and flowers and balloons all addressed to you.

“Hey you wanna go get those dinosaurs you were talking about?” You ask Jack he smiles and runs out of the room up stairs.

“Arron?” You ask now focusing on the elephant in the room.

“Just uh..happy Mother’s Day.” He says

“I-I’m not Jack mother.” You say

“You’re not the one who gave birth to him but you are sure as ever his mother, you’ve been there almost every single day for his entire life. Y/n…” he says taking your hands in his.

You look up at him a small smile runs across his face.

“I’ve fallen in love with you. When you stayed over that week I was gone-“ he begins

“That was months ago…” you trail off.

“Exactly you can say no I know it’s not in you biggest interest to be in a relationship but I-“

“Yes.” You say looking up to him bringing your hands up to his chest.

“What…”

“Yes.” You say already knowing what’s he’s gonna ask. He cups your face pulling you into him his lips pressing against yours as you share a kiss deep and and passionate.

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6 months later, that term or mention of sex never crossed yours or Arron’s mind, with Jack and him working a lot there’s wasn’t much time or energy. If either of you wanted sex he would always make sure you knew that you were in charge as having never had sex before is quite a scary moment.

He knows about your virginity. And respects you in every way possible. Of course there as sneaky touches here and there and make outs that are usually interrupted by Jack coming down stairs asking for water.

Out with Penelope jj and Emily you all sit at a table talking gossip about the guy who came over trying to tell you he was an fbi agent.

“So anyway y/n you and Hotch still going strong?” Emily asks

“Yes thank you very much.” You smile looking down into your drink.

“Any juciy deets you wanna spill?” She continues.

“You know that you’re talking about your boss right?” You ask

“Our boss your boyfriend. Boyfriend cancels out boss.” Pen laughs

“There’s nothing to discuss really we spend time we go out. I hangout with Jack..”

“Yeah but you don’t…you know?” Jj butts ins

“What?” You ask

“Sex?” She finishes her sentence.”

“N-no..besides I’ve never and you know that. I don’t know there not much time with Jack and his work I work from home so..” you say.

“Oh come on Jack is at science camp for another few days we don’t have a case should now be the perfect time?” Jj says

“We know you love with and we sure know he loves you in past you’ve said you’ve never gone steady becuase the guy was an ass and we can assure you Hotch is not and ass.” Penelope says.

You look over at Hotch drinking water while listening to Spencer ramble.

“Yeah…” you say

“You know what…yeah!!” You say more confidently.

“Yeah!” They all cheer making you giggle.

You get up and walk over to Hotch he looks at you with a smile placing his hand on your lower back.

“Can we go?” You ask.

The smile fades into a frown.

“You alright?” Hs asks looking over to you to the girls wondering if they’d hurt your feelings or something.

“I’m fine! I just..I wanna go.” You say looking up at him. He nods setting his cup down.

“Come on.” He says taking your hand. You wave to Spencer and your friends as you walk off with your lover.

Walking into his house has a weirder atmosphere with Jack not immediately running to say hello.

“You okay?” He asks helping you take off your jacket.

“Mhm.” You say tuning around to him wrapping your arms around his neck pulling his down to you in a kiss. He happily ablidges and kisses you back his hand gripping your waist.

💕💕💕

He groans into your lips as your hand grips the scruff of his neck. His hands move under your sweater only making you gasp out breaking contact with his lips.

“What’s wrong?” He asks.

“Y-you’re hands are freezing.” You giggle noting at the cold night air you’d both walked through.

“Aaron…” you trail off.

“Mm.” He replies his hands roaming your waist.

“Jack is gone..” you answer

“Mhm.” He replies once again

“You don’t have a case…”

“No..” he says

“The h-house is empty.” You say a large rush of heat pushes its way up to your face.

He removes on hand pressing it to your blushed cheek looking you in your eyes.

“Tell me what you want?” He says caressing you cheek with his thumb.

“Y-you.” You say he smiles pecking your lips.

“You gotta do better than that.” He says brushing his nose against your.

“Please, make love to me.” You say. He presses his lips back on yours again this time the kiss is more passionate. You slip out of your heels dropping you height back to normal. He companstes by pulling you up into his arms your legs wrapping around his waist as he Carrie’s you through the living room and up the stairs to the bedroom.

He places you on the bed and starts with removing his own shoes and unbuttoning his shirt before moving back to you. Your hands move up his chest feeling his toned body. You rember the first time you felt his skin under yours was at the beach when you put sun screen on him he was worried the scars and mark would turn you off or scare you but not at all.

His hands wander down your sides to the hem of your dress lifting it up and pulling it off over your head. Exposing your self in your panties and braless.

Before you can react he presses his lips to your neck while lifting your thigh to sit against his hip. Quickly finding the spot from before he kisses and sucks cussing a small moan to release from you mouth.

He cups your breast in his hand massage it making you whimper. He kisses down your chest to your stomach ending at the line of your panties the simple black underwear enough to make him hard in his pants.

He kisses along your inner thigh before looking up to you his hands on your waist.

“Can I take these off?” He asks gesturing at your undergarment.

“Yeah..” you say sheepishly.

Sitting up slightly he pats the side of your thigh.

“Lift for me.” He says and takes ahold of the side of your underwater. You lift your hips as the fabric is removed leaving you completely bare to him. Subconsciously you close your eyes and your arms move over your chest.

“Y/n…” Aaron speaks as you open your eyes you see he removed his shirt completely and his belt is gone.

“You alright? We can stop.” He reassures.

“I’m okay..” you say avoiding eye contact. A pro and con about dating a profiler is they can tell what’s wrong.

“Love.” He leans over to you.

“Hey..look at me.” He says you look at him as he places his hand on your cheek.

“It’s okay we can stop.” He says pure love and worry in his eyes as he waits for your answer.

“No I don’t want to im just..um”

“It’s okay to be scared.” He finishes for you.

“I want you to feel comfortable, okay? We’ll go very slow.” He says kissing your cheek.

“Hmm?” He asks when you don’t answer. He kisses your face again peppering them making you giggle.

“Okay okay.” You say looking up at him.

“Good. If I’m doing something wrong tell me okay?” He says

“Okay.” You nod his hand moves down between your bodies. You expect him to line himself up with you and press into you like in the movies but not at all your met with a pleasant feeling of his fingers pressing against your clit.

“Ah..” you moan out only to cover your mouth muffling the sound as he swirls your clit. It feels so much better him doing it that you yourself.

He kisses your hand before moving it off your mouth.

“I want to hear you. Tell me how you feel.” He says

“G-good.” You gasp as the motion picks up. He shifts his hand to press his middle finger into you. Having used your own before but his are much longer thicker and it’s only one.

“Ngh..” you let out as he angles it up pumping it in and out. He groans at the sight of you enjoying just one of his fingers.

To lost in the pleasures of him you don’t realize his face between your legs. Only when he slips in a second finger do you notice. His lips latch around your clit as his tongue plays with you. His two fingers angling up stroking the spongy spot in you.

“F-fuck..Aaron..” you moan out as you grip the bedsheets. A buildup forms in your stomach as you squirm helplessly into the bed only giving your boyfriend better access to your core.

He groans into you as your clench around his fingers is enough to cause you to cum. The snap of the band in the pit of your stomach cuases a rush of pleasure to surge through your body. Your fingers entangled themself in his hair.

He let up on you as to not over stimulate you. Your chest rises and falls heavily. He combats with light kisses along your body praising you for how well you did. How good you were for him. Although it’s meant to calm you down if riled you back up turning you on once more.

“Do you want to stop?” He aks

“No. No please, I want you.” You say.

He nods pulling back from you making you whine a small noise which makes him chuckle.

“Hold on sweetheart.” He says as he unbuttons his pants the obvious bulge stretching his pants. He lets his pants down taking his boxers with them exposing him fully to you.

You pale out the blood leaving your system as pure worry fills your emotions. His size is way larger than you thought. Once or twice you’ve accidentally run into him after a shower and you could see the slight outline or him. But as fully erect he’s intimidating.

You prop yourself up on your elbows worry leaving you as remeber what his fingers can do to you. Honier to know what his cock can do.

He crawls back into you.

“Look at me. If you want to stop or if anything hurt let me know I’ll stop.” He says

“I know. I trust you.” You say he nods looking down to your pussy again before lining up with you you feel his head touch your core making you flinch lightly. Hotch places his hand on your thigh caressing your skin soothing your fear.

“Relax it’s okay.” He says you listen to him getting off your elbows bracing your self by gripping the sheet beneath you.

He pushes the head past your folds you feel pressure but not pain. He pushes a bit more as you feel a stretch that becomes slightly painful.

“Ngh..a-Aaron w-wait.” You grip onto his arm stopping him.

“Okay.” He says stopping his movements waiting for you it takes a few seconds but finally you give him the play to move. He carfully pulls out slightly only to push back in. He does a few more times letting you adjust to his length before pushing In further and further until he fully inside you.

Your walls twitch can around him cock warming him for a bit before you tell him to move. So he does beginning to calmly thrust in and back.

Your cunt fully used to him he’s easily siding within you.

“H-harder Aaron please.” You whine looking up to him. A particularly hard thrust cuases a squeal to leave your lips as your nails dig into his back. He groans out as the feeling of you clenching down around him.

One hand gripping your breast while the other props himself up beside you. Some how his thrust hit deeper stroking against your g-spot. You clench around him making him groan deeply in your ear.

Noticing your pleasure from his actions he thrust up into you not pulling your thigh over his shoulder roughly thrusting up into you. You moan out in pleasure as he fucks up into you.

“Aaron! Ah.” You moan out as your nails scratch down his back. Making him groan and moan into your neck.

“I love you..fuck..I love you so much!” He kisses your neck sucking and marking you up.

“Ah..i- ah.” You try to reply but you can muster are sloppy moans as you grip his hair. The familiar build up from before is quick to snap making your cunt flutter and clench down around him. Making him more full than before.

Your back arches as you climax against him. With a few more sloppy thrust he grips the bed on either side of you scrunching the sheets as he meets his own finish.

“Ngh..f-fuck” he groans into you as he empties himself into your aching pussy. Your pants ragged as you smile his lips connecting with yours giving you a few smaller thrusts before he subsides and carefully pulls out of you peppers your face with kisses making you giggle pulling him closer to you.

“Stay here.” He says before pecking your lips and getting up. He pulls his boxers up covering his lower half before walking over to his drawer pulling out a shirt. Once he turns around he sees you sleep on the bed. Walking back over to you he carefully lifts you up and places the shirt over you before getting into the bed next to you.

He pulls you closer to him you immediately gripping onto him like a koala. He kisses you head before falling asleep himself.

[alisonwritesimagines]

One of the Best Dads ~Marc Spector and Steven Grant Imagine~

Requested by anonymous:

Hi! I saw you were taking requests for Marc Spector/Steven Grant. And I was wondering if you could write a oneshot with them and a F!Reader, where they’re married and just had a newborn baby. Just a simple slice of life type ordeal (with a sprinkle of angst, where Marc worries he’ll be a bad father, and Steven and the reader reassure him that he won’t be).

Summary: Now that your son is here, Steven is thrilled but Marc has an insecurity that can be reassured.

Author’s Note: Kinda still on baby fever because of my boyfriend who helped me take care of my niece and nephew during a family outing. I'm pretty sure many people thought they were ours because we were having a "race" to the restaurant my family was at.

Reader’s Pronouns: She/Her

Warnings: just insecurities from Marc, there's a baby in this fic in case people who don't like kid fics, mentions of childbirth, Layla doesn't exist in this fic sadly

Side Note: This is a secondary blog. If you comment a question down below, I will not answer since this is not the main blog. Please send the question to my inbox if you want a response back!

Do not repost this anywhere!

The moment you gave birth to your son, there was one thing on your mind. Sleep. You had endured about thirty hours of labor before finally popping out your little one. So when you finally got home, you slept like you were dead.

"He's so tiny," Steven said as he held onto his son. He smiled down at his son as he slept soundly in his arms. "Marc, you wanna hold him?"

"I'm good buddy," Marc told him through the mirror. "You enjoy this."

Though it took a while to understand Marc and Steven. But once you understood how it worked and how you are able to love them both equally, you were glad to be with the two. After you had gotten married to them, you had brought up the idea of having a child. While Steven was thrilled to have one, Marc had his doubts.

It wasn't the fact of having a child that scared Marc. It was the fact of him being a father and whether or not he would be a good dad was what scared him.

It didn't take a lot for you to notice that Marc hadn't held your son since you had given birth. When your son was sleeping, you decided to corner Marc.

You spotted your husband sitting on the couch, sitting as he watched something on the television.

"Marc?" You asked.

"Yeah?"

"Can I talk to you?" You asked.

"Of course. Is there anything wrong?" Marc asked you.

"Kinda. Why haven't you held our son?" You asked.

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, why haven't you held our son? You always have Steven hold him but never you. What's wrong?" You asked.

"It's nothing," Marc tells you.

"It's not nothing. You should be able to hold our son. What's wrong?" You asked again.

"I said it's nothing, Y/n. Please, just drop it," Marc said before getting up and walking out.

Marc headed into the bathroom before locking the door behind him.

"Why won't you hold him?" Steven asked Marc through the mirror. Marc stared at his reflection with an upset look.

"It's not what you both think," Marc said.

"Y/n loves us all. She just wants to see us happy but she wants to see you holding our son for once. Why can't you hold him?" Steven asked.

"Because I'm scared. After what I've been through, I'm afraid of hurting him," Marc said.

"You don't think I was scared at first either? I was worried I was going to drop him but I didn't. It's scary at first but once you hold him, you realize that you'll do anything for him," Steven assures Marc.

"I can't. Not right now at least," Marc said before leaving the bathroom.

Your body was still tired which didn't surprise Marc when he saw you knocked out in bed. Steven felt tired too so he couldn't switch with him even if he wanted to.

He heard your son start to cry out, making Marc look over. He knew that you shouldn't get up, knowing that your body was still tired. Marc got up quickly to calm the baby down.

"Hey, buddy. Please don't cry. You're going to wake your mom up," Marc tells him.

He watched as his son continued to cry a little more. Marc let out a sigh before picking him up. Marc had watched you and Steven many times hold and calm you son down.

"Hey. It's okay. You're okay," Marc tells you.

Your son eventually calmed down when he felt Marc holding him. Marc stared down at his son before breaking into tears. He sat on the bed as he held onto him.

"I'm sorry, buddy. I didn't mean to refuse to hold you. I just... I was afraid of hurting you," Marc said. "I love you so much and I promise I'll always keep you safe."

"Marc?"

Marc turned around to look at you. You sat up from bed, looking over at him and your son. Your eyes were droopy from your tired state.

"Go back to sleep. I got this," Marc assures you. You smiled tiredly before lying back down.

"Told you, you got nothing to worry about," you tell him.

"I know you did. Both of you," Marc smiled at you.

[howlingday]

Lancaster Labor VIII

Part I Part II Part III Part IV Part V Part VI Part VII

Jaune: How do you feel, Ruby?

Ruby: I... I guess if I had to describe it with one word, I'd say it was shocking. Like, I didn't think my vagina would be able to stretch that big, but it did.

Jaune: I... guess I can understand that. The placenta was also really big, huh?

Ruby: It kind looked like that liver you cooked the other night.

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Ruby: It's still amazing to me. I gave birth to a baby. Women's bodies... We're so amazing that our bodies can even do it at all! Mysterious, yet so amazing...

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Nurse: Miss Rose, Dr. Oobleck is here for your next procedure. I must warn you that it might be a little painful.

Ruby: Um... Okay?

Oobleck: Good evening, Miss Rose! I am Dr. Oobleck, and I am here to sew the tear in your perineum.

Ruby: My what?

Jaune: It's, uh, the place between your butt and your vagina.

Ruby: HUH?!

Ruby: (Thinking) SO IT WASN'T BIG ENOUGH AT ALL?!. I KNEW IT!.

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Ruby: After that, I spent the rest of the day resting in my room away from the baby. I finally got to play my gacha games, and it's a good thing, too, because tomorrow was the big day; my first day as a real mom.

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Ruby: First task; breastfeeding! Alright, nipples! It's your time to shine~!.

Ruby's Nipple - Lv. 200

Ruby: ...WHOA! Y-You're sucking a lot harder than I imagined!

Nurse: Hm... It looks like she only drank two ccs.

Ruby: ONLY TWO?!

Nurse: Don't worry! This is just the beginning! Some mothers aren't able to produce milk at all on their first day!

Ruby: Oh, uh, right! Just the beginning!

Ruby: (10:00) Ow...

Ruby: (13:00) Ow!

Ruby: (16:00) OW!

Ruby: Geez!. I had no idea my nipples would hurt this much from all this breastfeeding. AND THERE'S A BLOOD BLISTER, TOO?!. WHAT THE HECK?!.

Ruby's Nipple - HP: Critical Baby Rose used Suck! IT'S SUPER EFFECTIVE!

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Ruby: My first night alone with the baby was obviously going to be nerve-wracking for me. And the fact Jaune went home to get it ready for the baby that night was just all the more aggravating for me. At one point, she started crying for no reason at all! I just fed her, her diaper was clean, and I was a first-time mom alone with her! What could I do?!

Ruby: Then I got an idea! I could play the music from my game and that should calm her down!

Ruby: ...But then I noticed I was playing a video game in front of my crying baby. I was the worst mother in the world.

Ruby: I didn't sleep a wink at all that night. When the nurse came in, she said it was time to breastfeed, so I was kinda stuck to try. After I barely got any out, my three hours between were spent eating so much, my belly felt like it was going to burst! It was an endless cycle of eating and feeding.

Ruby: Then it was time to be discharged, and Jaune was there to pick me up. I was finally home, and Jaune did an amazing job getting the house ready!

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Jaune: Here, I put a swing in our room so we can both be here when she's asleep.

Ruby: Oh, thank you! Thank you~!

Jaune: I'll keep an eye on her while you rest.

Ruby: Oh, thank you! My nipples are KILLING me! (Taps scroll) Maybe there's some advice online that can tell me what to do. Hm... I could use a cream safe for babies and cover my nipples in plastic wrap.

Ruby: Wait... WHY IS THIS SO FAMILIAR?!

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Ruby: Unfortunately, I couldn't keep up with my baby's feeding schedule, so I had to use a formula to replace my breast milk until I was ready. But it's still so scary, because her neck is so wobbly! And sometimes, after she's done eating, she doesn't burp right away! AND- And when she sleeps, she's so still that I think she might be dying!

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Ruby: (Sobbing into the couch) I'M THE WORST MOM EVER! It feels like the only thing I can do is worry and freak out over the most tiny insignificant things!

Jaune: (Carrying dinner bowls) There, there. Just think, this is only the beginning, and she won't be like this forever. (Hands bowl) And don't forget that I'm here, too. We'll figure this thing out.

Ruby: ...Yeah.

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Ruby: Oh! Look! I made 15 ccs!

Jaune: Great! (Licks lips) Blech! Yeah, this stuff tastes terrible.

Ruby: Hey! Don't just drink my breast milk!

Ruby: Okay, sweetie~! Time for your first taste of warm water... Haha! Look how silly you look~!

Ruby: (Doing squats) Up and down, one! Up and down, two~! (Giggles) You're smiling~!

Ruby: Hah... You look so peaceful sleeping. (Taking pictures, Sniffles) Wah~! You're so tiny, but so strong and so brave~!

Ruby: (Sighs) I wish I could have heard your first cries, but I was so out of it after the birth, I barely noticed when they put you in my arms.

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Ruby: To be honest, I don't really know what it means to be motherly, and the only thing I really felt about her was how much responsibility I was going to have taking care of you, but day by day, I fell more and more in love with you, my baby girl.

Ruby: Maybe someday, I'll feel like a proper mom.

[lillysbigwilly]

Ellie x kinda dumb reader. Like readers been on their own for a while and still getting used to Jackson and they haven’t really had a proper education so they’re always amused by the tiniest of things?? 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 ty xxx (hope this makes sense 😭)

ellie with a slightly stupid gf (but it’s okay because she loves her) headcanons

leave more requests my loves

you had been on your own since you where 16, your partner (a friend that you had been friends with since birth) getting bitten leaving you alone.

you where once in a group, a not very nice group. that’s why you and your friend had up and left when you where old enough to make decisions for yourselves.

you had never gotten an education, the slightest advancement to what you had in your old group was a shock. when you saw a simple working lightbulb for the first time it was like the world had stopped spinning

when you came to jackson, it’s safe to say everything came as a shock.

ellie latched onto you, freshly turned eighteen acting as if nothing surrounding her was normal. it wasn’t normal, not for you anyway.

she was there when you first saw a shower, arriving to jackson covered in dirt and grime maria had instructed the girl to take you to the communal showers

“it’s like a fucking mini waterfall” you watched with slight amazement in your eyes. the only way of bathing before being in lakes and oceans.

don’t even get me started about food. you where living off wild berries and whatever animal you could hunt. being so young, it was usually just rabbit so when a bowl of soup was placed in front of you, the meat being deer. you swore time had stopped

ellie watched with a smile as you dug in, a grin on your face.

people gave you odd looks for a while but ellie always brushed them off, giving them the finger or a glare.

due to your unexpected arrival, they had no where to house you originally. ellie was quick to offer you her bed and she would take the couch

you immediately changed into the shorts and hoodie that ellie had leant you and jumped onto the bed. ellie chuckled at your behaviour

the two of you ended the night talking, passing out in the same bed.

over time, ellie got used to your antics. purposely finding things she knows you’ve never seen before just to watch you get all giddy

but things are also the same wh ellie sees you practicing your archery. a skill that came easy to you

no she’d literally be watching like :0 as you hit a bullseye. heart eyes.

i’m not joking there will be so many drawings of your from that day

[darling-i-read-it]

Hi Maya<3!

I saw that your requests were open n I was wondering if you could do a Ethan x reader where they are rose's parents, n being first time parents they are new to everything, I recently saw that babies in their 6 months need to take a medical exam where they have to stay awake all night for 12 hours to check something in their head idk😭 so I imagined ethan n reader on their first and almost impossible mission as parents to keep rose awake all night for the exam n panicking n stressing out every time rose tends to fall asleep n every hour it gets harder to keep her awake that even the TV on full volume doesn't wake her up lmao🐱

It can be short or long as u decide<3

(sorry for any mistakes english is not my first language)

hello dear!! this is so funny to me. I tried to google this but couldn't find anything, HOWEVER it's so funny that we're just gonna pretend lol. dad ethan will always be my baby lol. i hope you enjoy love!!

When the doctor explained it to you and Ethan you nodded but there was nothing going on behind your eyes

You were both exhausted anyway. You had been exhausted since the day you gave birth. This seemed like an impossible task that was being given to you

Ethan, who had literally lost his hand, was practically shaking in fear the whole way home.

Even if we don't manage it, we can reschedule right?

And go through all that again? Please Ethan.

The task was daunting but months away! you were fineeee

AND THEN THE TASK WAS THERE

you saw it on your calendar, starring at you in the face. Keep Rose awake for 12 full hours before the appointment.

You told Ethan right before, who was sitting with her on the couch. He gave you a numb look, thinking, pursing his lips. You had been taking shifts with watching her while you were both asleep

but a full 12 hours seemed annoyingly impossible. Maybe if you could just do the most then it wouldn't really matter!

Ethan suggested taking shifts just like you do at night. That way, one of you could get a mental break

He did not think about how much mental strain it would be to do it alone. Always watching her. Eyes on her the whole time

After his first half hour of his shift he decided that was dumb and went to grab you from upstairs

Cue the insanity

For a while it's okay. She stays awake anyway, it didn't really matter. You set a timer on your phone so that you were keeping track of everything. She played with her toys on the ground, ate dinner with you guys, pretended to watch a movie

You tried to get her to walk around but she just kinda wriggled

Spending time with Rose was not weird to either of you, so it started fine. you and ethan just kind of watched her and hung out with her.

Then it started to get darker and Ethan started to set his head on your shoulder and the movie got quieter. Rose naturally started to get sleepy.

then it got annoying

"We should've gotten more coffee," Ethan muttered. He was looking in the kitchen cupboards. You sat with Rose, holding her up on your lap. She was so much to watch when she was awake.

"I went shopping last week," you said. He shook his head.

"It's not enough." He turned back to you as he poured water down the coffee pot. "It's gonna have to be strong if we stand a chance."

"The appointment's at 7 in the morning Ethan. I think we'll be okay." He narrowed his eyes at you. You half smiled, already starting to get sleepy.

"We can give her a bath," you suggested. "It'll keep her awake for a while."

"She does like playing in the bath," he muttered. "Do you want one?" You nodded, gesturing for him to bring it towards you. He nodded, waiting for it to be finish.

"We keep the house cold. Come Ethan. It'll be funny."

As the hours droned on it started to become dumb. At like midnight, both of you just wanted to reschedule it completely but knew you couldn't put it off for long. She was only six months for a single month.

You turned on the AC. It was freezing. Both you and Ethan were practically shivering, trying to stay awake. You jokingly tried to give Rose a sip of coffee (which Ethan swatted out of your hands)

You put her in a different outfit to pretend it was a new day. She continued to be confused

You gave her a bath, which killed like an hour more or less.

But she was slowly starting to become harder to keep awake. At closer to 5, only a couple more hours to go, it was nearly impossible. One of you had to be holding her standing up, watching her eyes, just to make sure they were open.

"We should've taken shifts," you muttered, laying on the couch. Ethan yawned. He was still wearing his pajama sweats and tshirt, tricking your mind into thinking you should be climbing into bed.

"You would've gone insane," he commented. You groaned.

"Me?"

"Yes. You." You rolled your eyes and sat up. Your limbs were so heavy.

"We could leave at 6."

"One of us has to keep her awake in the backseat."

"I call driving."

needless to say, it was the soundest all three of you slept when you got home. Rose was fine by the way. It eased both of your nerves to know.

your house, which had been so loud for 12 hours, was finally silent with the sound of sleeping breaths

[janetsboys]

Hi, again! I was wondering if you can kinda do a pick up from the last request. When the Rhee reader gives birth They go back to Alexandria to get settled in with their son Judith meets the baby. But then a few days after Negan comes to the house looking for rick but instead finds Carl, reader,Judith and Glenn

(Kinda like season 7 episode 7 :D)

Two angels

A/N: I absolutely love this i’ve thought about it before and really like this idea😄 thank you for your request!!🫶🏻

warnings: teenage parents, mentioning pregnancy, mentioning death/violence, grief etc, (yk twd stuff)

summary: this follows “the moment”, another request but you can read this without reading the other request. Rhee!reader and Carl settle down in Alexandria with your newborn, Glenn and get the unexpected visit of Negan, searching for Rick.

english is not my first language, be kind<33

You and Carl said goodbye to your mom, Jesus and Sasha then got to the car they gave you to drive home.

Carl was sitting on the backseat with Glenn and you were driving as you felt better and Carl wasn’t able to drive.

“I can’t wait for Judith to meet Glenn.” Carl said but you weren’t really listening, you were lost in your thoughts.

“Babe?” Carl’s voice brought you back to reality “Huh?” you said smiling looking at the rearview mirror.

“Are you okay? Do you want us to make a quick break?” he asked worriedly. “I’m fine, i’m just nervous about the saviors. What if Negan is there when we come back? How are we gonna tell him where we were?”

“Don’t worry. He won’t be there he gave us 3 weeks.”

When you finally arrived, you made your way to the Grimes house, Olivia and all the people around you gave you congrats.

Glenn would stay for a while in the same room as Carl and you before you can make him a bedroom. You wanted to wait until the problems with the saviors were solved.

A few hours after you arrived, Carl brought Judith to your room. Glenn was sleeping peacefully in his little cradle. He was holding her in his arms and got to Glenn.

You were sitting next to the cradle, watching the scene. “Okay, Judith, this is your baby nephew, Glenn. Be gentle with him cause he’s very fragile.”

When Judith’s eyes landed on her nephew, you thought she wouldn’t really have a reaction but, she smiled and giggled a bit, she wanted to grab him with her small arms which made you laugh a lot. “Gentle, Jud, gentle…” Carl said to your sister in law while taking her a bit away from the baby.

A couple days later, you were settled in with the family, but you were always really stressed about the saviors.

That day, Rick was gone with Aaron to search for things to give to the saviors and Michonne had left the house to do you don’t know what.

Glenn was in Judith’s bedroom, sleeping next to her bed, she was probably playing in her bed. You were on the porch, sitting on the swing thinking about your life.

You felt so damn unsafe, you thought Alexandria would protect you forever but now there’s the Negan menace.

When you got pregnant the first thing you thought is that at least, your baby would know this safe place and community containing really good people.

Suddenly, you heard the huge doors of Alexandria opening, when you stood up and ran down the stairs to constate Negan’s truck.

Your hand touched your stomach, Negan already visited Alexandria earlier when you were still pregnant, you knew he wouldn’t hurt you. But everytime you saw him, you saw him beating your dad to death.

At first you were paralyzed out of fear and then you ran into your house to find Carl, he was reading on the couch.

You tried to explain, out of breath and panicked.

“What? Calm down Y/N!” he stood up to hug you. “Negan- Negan is here!” you manage to say. “Shit! He said he’d let us 3 weeks…Don’t worry, Glenn and Judith are hidden in the room. It’s okay.” Carl tried to comfort you, caressing your head as you shake out of stress.

30 minutes later, someone was knocking on your door. Carl got to open to face Negan and Olivia. “Look who’s there! They told me your daddy wasn’t here, may i take a look in the family house?” that asshole has a huge smile on his face.

You hear his voice and start to get flashbacks, you had a lot of visions since what happened that night. Without even realizing it, they were in the house.

“Y/N-” you hear Carl and look up, coming back to reality again, you see Negan standing there with the poor terrified Olivia.

“The knocked up teen!” you were still wearing large clothes, you thought maybe he wouldn’t see that you weren’t pregnant anymore.

“What are you doing here? You said you gave us three weeks.” you bring everything together to ask him that.

“First of all, this is my place now, i come here whenever i want to. Second of all, i needed to see Ricky! But apparently, he decided to leave when i needed him the most. So! I’m waiting here with his uneducated kids.”

When Negan came here for the first time, you were showering and when you got out, he was waiting for you with Rick in your room. You stayed paralyzed and tears came in your eyes.

You remember he said “I remember you! The prego kid! Do you recall me?” you literally lost it. You tried to be strong, he didn’t know Glenn was your father of course.

“I wanna know the crazy story behind this! Ricky already told me about the baby daddy” you didn’t even listen to him, you didn’t want to.

“You killed my dad-”you cut him off, looked at him right in the eyes, yours were filled with tears. He finally looked at you in the eyes too, “Sorry kiddo what did you just say?” he seemed to be offended that you didn’t let him finish and he had no idea he killed your father.

“The asian guy?” he said in a jokingly tone “I don’t see the family resemblance-”. You looked down, letting the tears roll down your cheeks. Negan looked at Rick, confused. “Glenn, adopted Y/N 6 years ago.” Rick told him, closing his eyes out of disbelief. “Really?” Negan looked weirdly sad though.

Suddenly, you get back to reality, again, “Is she on something?” Negan whispered to Carl with a confused face. “Y/N, hun, it’s okay.” he tried to reassure you but you were now focused on Judith and Glenn being upstairs.

Then, Negan started his little show, he wanted Carl to make him visit the house as he was waiting for Rick.

He got in the kitchen, opened the tap, then got upstairs to play darts, all under you and Carl’s look. You were praying that he won’t question you about your baby.

“What is That door?” he asked you two, suspecting something weird. “It’s just a closet.” Carl answered, wrapping his arm around your waist.

Negan obviously didn’t fall for it, he opened the door, “Holy shit! Look at these two angels!”

You sighed, he got close to them, “That’s your son, right?” you suddenly got huge chills and pressed Carl’s arm, he was in fact as worried as you so he couldn’t reassure you.

He picked Glenn up, “He’s just a week old.” you told him, feeling the rage growing inside of you, seeing the man that killed the most important person of your life in front of you.

The man who destroyed your life was holding your baby, the boy you carried for 9 months was in his arms.

“Well he’s daddy’s portait! Except he has two eyes.” Negan laughed alone at his own joke. Then he landed your son to Carl with a big smile, whispering: “I think he just shit his pants.”

He then got to Judith and picked her up too, you soon enough were all in the kitchen. You couldn’t believe it.

Negan was cooking fucking spaghettis. “Don’t worry, i’ll smash the spaghettis for the baby! It’s gonna remind him of someone.”

You felt like a time bomb, at anytime you could jump on Negan and choke him to death or you could break down in tears and scream at him how much he ruined your mental health forever.

Every time he talked, which was a lot of times, you got flashbacks of that night, when you saw your dad, the apple of your eyes, for the very last time. You keep seeing the look your dad gave you before Negan butchered him right in front of you. You see your dad whispering “It’s okay” looking at you, you read it on his lips before Lucille hit his head.

You were sitting at the table, Carl was cradling Glenn while Negan was serving dinner for all of you, for a split time you thought you’d wake up from this nightmare but no, it was real.

“What’s even the boy’s name? Rick? Richard?” he said while putting on his ridiculous towel around his neck.

Judith was resting in Olivia’s arms, “Glenn. His name is Glenn. Like my father.” you said curtly, it was so unbelievable how Negan was so ignorant. He doesn’t know anything about your father or Abraham.

“Oh. Well, that was quick replacing the original. Still, enjoy your food!” he still had that joking face and tone. It killed you slowly, “I’m so sorry, i-i need to breath some fresh air.” you didn’t want to put anyone in danger by making a scene so you ran outside.

It made Negan smile of course, Carl wanted to follow you at first but then made up his mind, he couldn’t leave Olivia, Judith and Glenn alone with him.

After their “dinner”, negan sat on the porch with Judith in his arms, Carl was sitting next to him, you don’t know what they were talking about, you were sitting outside, you cried a bit, out of frustration and anger.

You heard someone walk towards you, a hand touched your shoulder and he sat next to you. Carl had Glenn in his baby sling, he put it on the floor, rubbing your shoulder.

“He realized my dad wasn’t coming back soon so he left to talk with Spencer. Olivia is still babysitting Judith. Are you okay?” he said kissing your forehead.

“I don’t know what to do, Carl, i thought- i thought i could do this but i keep seeing things, hearing things and i’m scared that i’m not fully there for our son. I’m not there.” you struggle to confess to your boyfriend.

“I know it’s hard for you right now, i am terrified too and what we’ve been through is terrible but we have to do this. I hate that Negan has the control over the situation but he does. I assure you i’m trying to convince my dad that we have to do something but right now, we’ve got to keep our family safe.” he tried so hard to get the right words.

“I can’t look at him. I can’t listen to his voice, he’s my daily reminder of what i’ve lost.” you burst into tears, hiding your face in both your hands.

“I know how much your dad meant to you, i know…” Carl was gently rubbing your back, holding his own emotions for you. “I can’t do it, i want my dad.” you were now begging for your father, like a child in a crisis.

You knew you had to be strong for your family but this was just destroying you.

“There are people here that need us to stay strong and to keep the saviors situation in a good shape. We have to make sacrifices before we find a solution.”

“They’d be fine without me.” at this point, you were so lost in your own mind, you were not feeling home anymore, you wanted it to end.

“Hey, don’t you dare say that, Y/N, you’re the strongest person i’ve ever known, you survived the absolute worst, your parents are proud of you and you just had an amazing son who’s always sleeping because he’s a very nice baby! Damn it Y/N, i miss him too, i hate Negan i want him dead in the most painful way possible but right now we have to make the good decisions. And you, you matter so so much for people here and especially for me. I know we’re young and everybody, even ourselves, treats us like we’re adults since our 10 years old, that’s what makes us the strongest ones. And look at him, your son doesn’t remind you of the kind man that raised you for years and made you the woman that you are today?”

Your wet eyes met your baby that was babbling and agitating his little teddy bear. The pain that you constantly felt in your chest since your dad died, that feeling like you had a little you in your soul that was screaming in pain, it finally stopped, it calmed down, your eyes softened as you were looking at Glenn closely, seeing every little detail of his face.

Your life has a purpose, you’re a mom and a girlfriend, a daughter, a niece, a friend and a survivor.

“That’s exactly what i was talking about.” Carl whispered in your ear as you landed your head on his shoulder, whipping off your tears.

“The only moment i took the time to truly look at our son, it was right after i gave birth to him, i could barely stand by myself so you were holding me, i felt at peace for that little moment, it felt like hours, it was just the three of us.” you said rubbing Carl’s hand that was holding yours.

“I’ll make it right, hun, i promise you. This will end, maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow but it will be over.” he swore to you, you heard it in his voice it pained him so much to let the saviors control your life, this wasn’t how you planned your future and he will make it right.

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hope that you enjoyed it my fellows carl stans<3

i’m currently writing multiple requests, i’m sorry if it takes time i’m trying to go fast😄

[vladtepesishot]

Hi there, I just read 'His Vessel' and I LOVED it. I was wondering if you intend to do a part two where he finds out the reader is pregnant and he's just super protective and whipped for her. I also noticed that your requests were open and was hoping to request another Dracula (2020) x reader where the two meet (maybe she works with Zoe or is a friend of Lucy) and he just falls head over heels for her.

warnings: none

notes: thank you for your request!! this is kinda chaotic but i did my best :p btw out of topic my dog gave birth today😭😭i'm a proud grandmama

word count:1257

My reflection gazed back at my distorted face, while a mascara brush was being shifted in my hands. I heard her approach me from behind in a cat-like manner, her sequin dress jingling and ruining the silence, and when she was close enough, I could even see her with my peripheral vision. I pulled my hand away to prevent any damage to my makeup. “You done?” she asked in her usual bubbly voice, giggling. The glimpse of her glitter-covered look made it difficult for me to maintain a serious expression.

“Yeah, just give me two more minutes, Lucy.” I answered, turning my head back to the mirror, searching for any flaws in my appearance.

Noticing that, the girl pulled my elbow, cheerily yelling, "You look good! Let's go!"

She dragged me out of my bathroom and towards the exit from my apartment. I grabbed my purse and keys which laid on the small dressing table near the door. Checking myself in the mirror one last time, I left.

The chilly night air made me regret not grabbing any outerwear with me. Lucy, on the other hand, wasn’t bothered. Fortunately, our destination was just around the corner. At that time, the roads were quiet, so the entire neighborhood, it seemed, could hear every breath we took, every click of our heels, and every rustle of our dresses.

Entering the dimly lit club, I could feel a gaze piercing into me. Although I couldn't identify where it was coming from, it gave me the chills. Perhaps, it was just the loud music vibrating in my body. Lucy, filled with joy, departed from me to greet everyone with hugs and kisses. She pointed at me with a huge smile, the loud music totally drowned out her voice, but I assumed she was introducing me to those around her. I stepped closer, looking into their faces, searching for the pair of eyes that were drilling into me, but I couldn't find it. I smiled back at Lucy and her friends and joined the crowd on the dance floor and turned to Lucy to maybe find an answer to my discomfort in her eyes, but instead she grabbed my hands and spun around. When she paused, she pulled me over to the bar counter while screaming something at the bartender that I was unable to hear. She looked around, pointed at someone, and then spoke directly into my ear, “You see that blue-eyed guy in the white shirt and black jacket? That’s the guy I was talking about the other day, Quincey.”

I looked at the man and spoke back into Lucy’s ear. “Sorry, I don’t see the appeal, maybe I’m looking at the wrong guy.” She called him by the name, and he looked in our direction with a smug expression. “Oh, I guess it was the right guy.” I added, laughingly. Lucy handed me some red drink in a cocktail glass, its alcoholic smell tickled my nose. Quincey approached us and Lucy jumped from her seat to give him a passionate kiss. She presented me and decided to do some dancing with him. Sipping on my drink, I observed Lucy greet more and more people as they gathered. The bitter taste of alcohol burned my throat and left a warm feeling in my stomach. I ordered another one of those, when I was done. Checking my surroundings, I decided to settle on the leather couch across the room, whose color was barely distinguishable in the bright pink and blue club lights. I noticed someone take a seat right next to me. A gentleman, I’d say. Dressed completely in black with a neat haircut, and gracefully aged. High cheekbones, onyx colored eyes, rich brows. Veiny hands with a ring on each one.

The sheer aristocracy of his face made the time go slower, until I realized that he could actually see me as well. I smiled, trying to relieve the tension between us. He took my free hand and brought it to his lips, giving it a peck. Then, he pulled away, still holding my hand and smiling back at me. I took another sip of my drink. Surprisingly, I was the first one to speak, "What does a noble guy like you do in this shithole?"

He chuckled at my words and responded, "Is that how you start a conversation?" I nodded, a bit embarrassed. He didn't answer, containing the mystery around him and letting go of my hand.

"Are you alone here? I didn’t get your name." I continued the chain of questions.

His smile grew bigger and more lighthearted, "Count Dracula.” he bowed his head. “I think so. It depends on what you mean by ‘alone’. Are you alone?”

“Count?” I raised my eyebrows and giggled in surprise. I finished my beverage and placed my glass on the nearby table, "Uh, yeah, I guess, my friend's here, but it's no big deal, she's hanging out with her… boyfriend." I looked in Lucy’s direction to find her making out with the man I was referring to.

The Count once again grabbed my attention towards him by brushing a few stray hairs away from my forehead and speaking in a playful fashion, “Well, charming ladies, like yourself, rarely remain alone for long.”

I turned away from him, trying to maintain my cool and inspect the world outside my bubble, that I just let this stranger in. Standing up, I immediately wanted to sit back down because of the alcohol that I ingested. I kept going towards the backdoor to get some fresh air outside. Instead, I was welcomed by the ashy odor of cigarette smoke coming from a group of people. “Have a spare cig?” I spoke loud enough for those people to hear. A few of them reached out, I randomly took one and put it between my lips. I stepped a few feet away from other people and took a deep breath, reflecting on the handsome stranger before lighting my cigarette. I looked around, just to find him standing at the door, observing me. He kept making direct eye contact with me until I saw him getting closer. Taking my half-finished cigarette, he dropped it on the ground, the harsh taste remaining in my mouth. As he gently put his hand on my jaw, our faces grew painfully close. Examining the man’s face, I placed my hand on his chest in an attempt to feel him. His scent got into my nose, I could sense my soul yearn for the stranger, whom I met about 5 minutes ago and my brain telling me I’m stupid for doing that. Still, the outside world was a blur in that moment. In an effort to glimpse into my raw soul in all its glory, his eyes were striving to dig deeper into me and strip me of my human flesh, hypnotizing me. Unable to contain the agonizing desire, I pressed my lips against his. He responded by gracefully caressing my waist, prolonging the moment which already seemed to last an eternity. I was the first one to retreat, but he continued to give me light kisses on the cheek. We remained still as we plainly stared at one another, until Lucy appeared in the picture, waving goodbye to her mates and encouraging me to hurry up and go home. I whispered a raspy “Goodbye” to the Count and followed the young woman. “Ooh, have you found someone for yourself?” she exclaimed as she turned around to take one last look at him.

[transparentkinks]

Shawn Angst

I don't see people writing this enough. Nora just wants to be a mom :(

Nora was terrified. She dreaded this conversation. She had talked with every synth specialist she could after she destroyed the institute. Shawn wasn’t going to grow, he wasn’t going to die, and he was programmed the way that he was and changing anything would permanently alter him. She was heartbroken. 

Nora was devastated once again by what her son had done. She was devastated when she realized that her son had aged far beyond her, that she had missed every moment she hoped for as a mother and that she could likely only look forward to burying her son. She tried hard not to linger too long on what his childhood was like without her, as well as all the dreams she and Nate had for him. Nora was devastated when Shawn called his father a necessary casualty. She was devastated at the clinical way he interpreted the world, the complete lack of empathy. She was devastated that even in his old age, there was no real way for her to be a parent to him. Her son had become a stranger to her. Nora was devastated when she realized that he let her sit in that vault for a long period of time, and didn’t choose to release her until he decided he wanted to see what she would do. She was devastated when she realized that he led her to Kellogg on purpose. 

She felt like she could die, when she realized that he planned to wipe the surface clean. How he would kill anyone who survived up there, and he was carefully manufacturing the downfall of any society up there. Her son, he was planning a genocide. She was devastated when she had to not just act as a spy against him, but plan to destroy the entire institute. 

That final talk with her son, she prayed he’d see some sort of reason. He wouldn’t. He found a way to devastate her again even though she would never speak with him again, with a synth child programmed to be Shawn. He was terrified, as far as he was concerned she was his mother and the world was coming down around him. She couldn’t abandon him. She desperately wanted to be a parent again. She just wanted to hold her son, see him learn about life and flourish in her care. She remembered she was so excited to see what kind of person her son would become. She would have no answer but her son’s bloody legacy.

This would hopefully be her final devastation, the fact that he was the only child synth, the only ever made, and he would not age. He’d learn, but never grow, for a very, very long time. It had been five years since the institute fell, and she knew he would need to know soon. Nick and Curie promised to sit with her when she told him, but still, sitting on this couch looking at her son. Her heart was in her throat. 

“Mom?” Shawn was looking at her expectantly. Shit, she had to get herself together. 

“So, Shawn” She paused. “There’s been something I’ve been meaning to tell you. It's about who you are, where you come from. What I’m about to tell you, it might be scary but its important you know it. I need you to understand that no matter what, you’re always gonna be my son.” 

“You’re kinda scaring me-” Shawn laughed, looking at her expectantly. She took a breath to compose herself.

“I’m sorry sweetheart, you know how we talked about how life can be scary sometimes and part of growing up is being brave?” Shawn nodded at her speech. “This is something you’re gonna have to learn, and it might be a little scary, but you’ll be okay.” She could see he was gripping his jeans. 

“Okay mom, what do you want to tell me?” He sighed. 

“You know I was frozen, and I traveled a long way to find you. But that’s not the whole story.” Shawn looked confused. “What I found, at first, was you, looking trapped. Then Shawn, you called him father, turned you off, and I don’t think you remember any of it.” 

Shawn shook his head. “I- don’t remember being trapped.”

“See, the person I gave birth to. He was taken from my vault and my husband was killed. He was taken by the institute, and he grew up and eventually took it over. Because he was a baby when they took him, and he had never been exposed to radiation, they used his DNA to create synths like Curie here.” Shawn grinned at that, and Curie grinned back at him. “And like you. You, you were a new experiment. He was getting old, he was nearly dying when I met him. He made a younger version of himself. He made you, the only child synth ever made.” Shawn looked shocked, a far look in his eye as he looked at her. 

“And he hand plans to kill everyone on the surface. He wanted to make it so only people in vaults would survive. He was doing a lot of horrible things to people trying to make it happen. So I acted as a spy, And I took down the institute, and I killed him. But he-” She had to gather herself, she felt like she could cry at the face Shawn was making. “He turned you on, programmed you to be absolutely terrified, confused about where you were, and able to recognize me as your mother. You remember, I-” She worked her jaw, Shawn was crying now. She hated that. Why program pain? Why choose to perfectly recreate even the worst parts of humanity? 

“I’m not real!” He cried.

“You are real, Shawn-” She tried to interrupt.

“I’m not your real son! How- how can you-” Shawn pressed his hands to his eyes. Nora was crying now herself.

“Shawn listen to me! You are my son. You didn’t ask to be made the way you were, put in the position I found you in, but you needed a parent and I want to be a mom, Shawn. I want to be your mom.” She sighed when she saw him shaking. “Shawn-”

“I’m not Shawn! Im something he made to hurt you and you-” Nora walked toward him, placed a hand on his shoulder, stepped back and simply took a seat beside him when he flinched. 

“Then be Paul, or James or Alex or even Lucy, be who you want. But it's not your fault he made you, and even if he was trying to hurt me he really gave me exactly what I wanted. I love being your mom. I love who you are. I never got to know my child, never got to raise them, but I’ve taught you. I protected, I- I nourished you and clothed you, I worried over your well being and thought about what would make you happy and tried to make sure you get to see the world.” She sighed, clasped her hands in front of her. “ I just want you to be happy.” 

Shawn finally lifted his head, looked at her tiredly with his head rested on his arms, his fists on his forehead. “Why are you telling me this? If you just wanted to raise me-”

“Because you’re not gonna grow up. I Had those doctors look at you, and well, you’re the only child synth ever made and you’re not built to grow and you’re probably live for a very, very long time.” Shawn was staring at the floor now. “I figured you’d start asking questions when you were sixteen and still looked eleven.” Nora looked at him. “Can I hug you?” 

“Please” His voice sounded broken. Nora quickly wrapped her son in her arms, pulled him close so she could rest her head on his. “So I'm gonna be a kid forever?” Nora sighed deeply. She could feel his much shorter arms wrap around her, grab the back of her sweater tight in shaking fists. 

“Yes, baby i'm sorry-” She spoke shortly before he began sobbing. “But you’ll be okay. You’ll still learn, and Curie here can help make sure that you’re functioning and she knows what it's like figuring out being a synth, and Nick has been around for a long time and understands being a synth. They care about you, you have a lot of people who care about you. It's not easy but you’re not alone.” Shawn was still shaking in her arms. 

“Nora iz right! You are not alone and you never will be.” Curie assured him. 

“Kid, we and your mom, we’re not gonna lie to you, but we’re gonna help you through this and you’ll be okay even when your mom’s not here.” Nick assured. 

“So I'm gonna see mom die!?” Shawn sprang back, looked at Nora terrified, and then at Nick. Nick grunted, closed his eyes and sighed. 

“You’re gonna live a long time kid.” Shawn looked devastated. 

“But you’re also living through now.” Nora grabbed his face. “You and I, we’re gonna do a lot together. I'm gonna start taking you out with me. I'm gonna try and teach you everything I know. You’re gonna learn and experience the world and decide what kinda person you wanna be, and Im gonna be there to see it. That’s the only thing I could ever want from my child.” Shawn was shaking less. He closed his eyes, pushed Nora away and stormed into his room, closing the door. Nora sank to the floor, tears streaming down her face.

“Hey,” Nick placed a hand on her shoulder. “You did the best anyone could, he just needs some time” He reassured her. Nora sighed, leaned a head on his shoulder. 

“I guess,” Nora sighed. She’d had this conversation with many of her friends before. She feels like a horrible mother, they tell her she literally turned the entire commonwealth upside down to find him then spent her free time cleaning up his mistakes, she still killed her son and has a complicated relationship with the robot child she adopted that her elderly son made for some experiment unknown to her. 

“It’ll be okay.” Curie reassured Nora, wrapping her in a hug. “It’s just hard for him”. Nora nodded into her friend’s arms. 

The next morning at the breakfast table, a very tired looking Shawn sat down across from her over their bacon and eggs. She smiled at him. “Good morning.”

“Morning mom” He grinned at her, and Nora felt so, incredibly happy. She was still mom. “I uh, I wanna be Shawn.” He pushed around the food on his plate. “ I wanna be your son. I don’t wanna be what he turns into, but I’m happy I got to you. I'm glad we get to be family.” 

“Oh Shawn, I'm glad we’re family too!” She got up to step around the table to grab his face and kiss his forehead before hugging him. 

“Mooom!” Shawn protested, and all was right again.

[ginnyrules27]

Hi Ginny! Is it weird for me to say I’m kinda obsessed with CL? Especially the later chapters?

So I’m that same anon with that Bal fluff piece and I wrote another piece: Lonnie + family fluff based on chap 45 after Jaxson’s birth.

Idk if you’re interested but here it is and I hope this can fuel some inspiration:

10 months later…

“Who’s a good boy?” Shang cooed and Jaxson babbled happily as he held the infant in the air, like an airplane.

“Haha,” Shang laughed and so was his nephew.

While Shang was playing with his baby nephew, he didn’t know that his younger sister, Lonnie was standing at the doorway of Jaxson’s nursery, watching him playing with her baby son. Lonnie had a smile on her face at the sight of the two.

Shang and Jordan came to visit Lonnie for the day while Jay went to work and Lonnie was glad that they came.

Lonnie knew from the moment that Jaxson was born and let her brother held him, he instantly loved the baby and was attached to him since then. Lonnie could tell that Shang would an amazing father.

Just then, Lonnie’s ears perked up on a soft sound, like someone was approaching her way and she turned to see Jordan came beside her. Her light blue eyes landed on her husband and nephew having fun. Lonnie could have sworn that she saw a sparkle of love flashed in Jordan’s eyes.

“Shang really loves Jaxson, don’t he?” Jordan asked, with a slight playful note in her tone, and Lonnie looked at her.

“Oh yeah, he adores him,” Lonnie said. “Jaxson even calls Shang ‘Baba’ at one point,” she chuckled as she and Jordan moved away from the doorway, not wanting to disturb Shang and Jaxson.

Jordan laughed. “Really?”

Lonnie nodded. “Really.”

Jordan mouthed a ‘wow’. “Shang really loves kids.” There was a tiny smile on Jordan’s face.

“Yup!” Lonnie chirped as she and Jordan entered the living room. “I even messed with him saying he should be a pediatrician instead of being a ROAR coach for Great Wall.”

Jordan arched a brow as she sat on the couch, and Lonnie joined too. “You don’t say. What did he say?”

“That I’m giving him a death sentence by sending him Med School,” Lonnie snorted and Jordan laughed softly.

“Oh man,” Jordan wiped off an imaginary tear from the corner of her eye after she collected herself. “Don’t get me wrong, I love kids but I’m not quite ready to be a mom yet. Maybe after a year or two.”

Lonnie nodded in understanding. “Fair enough. Mom and Dad were married very young and Shang was born 4 years later.”

Jordan hummed, and there was a sudden thought came into Lonnie’s mind as she can’t help but eyeing the half Djinn up and down and noticed that she looked…odd.

“Hey Jor?” Lonnie asked, causing Jordan to stare at her. “You look like you’ve gained some weight. Are you ok? Between you and Shang?”

Jordan’s heart dropped to the bottom of her stomach as she stared at the brunette alarmingly. “What? What do you mean?” Jordan looked down at herself to make sure if there was any changes to her body. “I’m not gaining weight. Plus, there’s nothing going on between me and my husband. He’s way too nice to do anything!”

‘True, my brother is genuinely nice. That’s how he is since he was a kid,’ Lonnie thought as she tapped her chin.

“True…” Lonnie trailed off for a moment. “Though you look different.”

Jordan gave a Lonnie a ‘duh’ look. “Yeah, I’m a married woman. So of course I look different.”

Lonnie flipped her hand back and forth knowingly. “I know that.”

“Look, I don’t know what you’re thinking but I’m not gaining any weight. I still look the same before I got married,” Jordan assured her. Though deep down, Jordan was in denial.

“Oh I dunno…”

Jordan rolled her blue eyes.

“Can we talk about something else?” The Agrabah beauty asked, sounding slightly irritated. “You are the one acting weird with questions.”

Lonnie chuckled. “Okay, if you say so.”

Jordan groaned as she put a hand to her forehead and Lonnie laughed.

….

Later on, Lonnie had called her parents over while Jordan and Shang were somewhere inside the house.

“Hey Mom, do you think Jordan is acting a little odd?” Lonnie asked turning to her mother while holding Jaxson on her lap.

Mulan digested Lonnie’s question and thought of an answer to give her daughter. And when an answer popped up in her mind, Mulan replied, “Not that I know of.”

“Have you seen her since her marriage?”

“Yes, and she looked normal.”

Lonnie looked deflated. Jordan was right, she was the one who was acting weird.

But then, Mulan paused and her eyes widened in realization as to where Lonnie was coming from.

“Wait, Lonnie are you saying that Jordan is-” the former heroine of Northern Wei didn’t want to get her hopes up but looks like Lonnie had the same thought as her.

Lonnie pursed her lips. “I wouldn’t say that but yes, she looked like she is.”

Mulan wanted to squeal but she didn’t want to frighten Jaxson.

“What are you ladies are talking about?” A voice asked, causing the both women to look up and saw Shang(the dad) entering the living room with Mushu perched on his broad shoulder.

“Yeah! What are you ladies are talking about?” Jordan asked, her hands on her hips as she and her husband appeared at the entrance of the living room before entering.

Mulan and Lonnie snickered.

“Nothing serious, dear,” Mulan replied to her husband. “We’re just talking about Jordan.”

“Me?” Jordan pointed to herself as she stared at her Mother-in-law . Meanwhile, Li’l Shang looked oblivious as to what was going on.

“What did I do?”

“Oh nothing, Sweetie. It’s just that you’re …” Mulan eyed her daughter-in-law and a smile started to blossom on her face. “Glowing.”

“Well yeah, I’m a half Djinn so I have this slight glow,” Jordan said, half smiling.

Mulan shook her head. “Not that glow, but that ‘glow.’ Lonnie may not picked it up since she’s a new mom, but just by looking you, you’re glowing.”

Jordan frowned. “Whoa, whoa, whoa wait, are you guys saying that I’m-”

“Yes,” Mulan and Lonnie chorused while Jaxson was sucking on his mother’s thumb.

“WHAT!” Jordan exclaimed in shock while Li’l Shang was stunned. “Bu-but how?” Jordan stammered.

“You and Li’l did-” Shang was cut off by his daughter-in-law.

“I know that,” Jordan said quickly, her face was beet root red and so was her husband. “That’s impossible!”

“Nah Jor, I can totally see that on you,” Lonnie giggled. “Admit it, you’re expecting!”

“No I’m not!” Jordan denied with a huff.

“My mom instincts don’t lie, Jordan dear,” Mulan smiled. “Have you told my son about it?”

Li’l Shang stared at his wife, still stunned by this alleged revelation. “Jordan, are you really?”

Jordan folded her arms and glared at her husband, and he took a step back with his hands raised.

“Oh Jordan, don’t be mad at gege,” Lonnie shook her head in amusement as she adjusted her baby on her lap. “I can’t wait to tell Ally and Evie this!”

“What? No!”

Shang studied his daughter-in-law and noticed that she gained a little weight. He smirked as he folded his arms across his chest. “I can definitely see that on you Jordan. How far are you?” He winked and his wife and daughter snickered again.

Jordan ignored her father-in-law and took her husband’s arm. “Honey, your family love to tease me saying that I’m carrying our child which I’m not and they’re going too far-”

“Because we’re right,” Lonnie nodded proudly and her parents joined in. Mushu covered his ears to this to this drama. “Admit it and we’ll leave you alone.”

Jordan shook her head as pulled her husband. “C’mon, Hun, we’re leaving.”

Li’l Shang turned his head and saw his family. But-”

“Now, Li’l Shang!” Jordan snapped and her husband sighed, waving goodbye to his family as they left the living room.

Once the couple left, Lonnie and her parents laughed.

Jaxson, who had no idea what took place just now saw his mother and grandparents laughed. So naturally, he laughed too.

The adults’ laughter died down the moment when the baby started laughing. They all smiled.

“Aww, even Jaxson agreed that he’ll be a cousin soon!” Mulan cooed as she laughed again.

….

It was 2:30 A.M and Jordan was wide awake in bed staring at the ceiling. To say Jordan couldn’t sleep would be an understatement. For the past hour or so, she was twisting and turning in bed, trying to get some shut eye while Shang was sleeping like a newborn baby, but she couldn’t no matter how hard she tried the nausea continues to kicked her in the stomach.

Because she was a little stressed, probably that’s why she experiencing this nausea as it was associated with bad periods.

So Jordan decided to snuggled her head on her husband’s back, wrapping her slender arms around Shang and tried her best to get some sleep, and it looked like it was working.

Just then, a thought came into her mind, almost like a dream. She had a tiny smile at the thought of a mini Jordan or a mini Shang running in about the house, teaching them how to control their genie magic and such. She saw that Shang loved his nephew very and he’d definitely love their child.

Although not for now, but in the near future hopefully when she changed her mind.

In the meantime, Jordan sighed blissfully as she finally got to sleep with that thought in mind.

Your critique? And since you haven’t put much thought into Shang/ Jordan like how they’re last minute, I put my interpretation of them.

Hi anon!

It's not weird at all, I'm so happy you're enjoying Choosing Life! This was really well written and quite enjoyable to read! :D

[occult-roommates]

I’m pregnant

Akva stared at the little white and blue stick, in pure disbelief. No no no no, this can’t be happening to her. There’s a more logical explanation, it’s stress! Yeah, it’s just stress, it can causes nausea and headaches and late period, and she gained weight cause she’s stress eating. It all makes sense. But she wouldn’t have done a test if she didn’t suspect she might be pregnant in the first place, wouldn’t she...

Akva: Fuck, I can’t have a baby...I’m only 19 years old. Sure, by the time the baby will be born, I’ll be 20, and that’s the age my mom had me, but still. I am 100% not at the same stage of my life as my mom was. She conceived me on her honeymoon, I broke up with Jay a few weeks ago. And we used protection! I know no birth control is perfect, but still, why me? Charlie: Is everything ok in there? Akva: N-No.

The young mermaid let her friend enter the bathroom. Charlie is to her like the big sister she always wanted to have. After having a big cry on her shoulder, Akva asked to go to the living room. Feeling dizzy, she just wanted to lay on the couch a little bit. Kind of a mistake, as Kino and Daniele were eating their breakfast in the kitchen less than six feet away from there, but they’re her friends too, she trust them in such a critical moment of her life.

Akva: I did the math, at the latest I’m 6 weeks pregnant, at the earliest I’m 4 weeks pregnant. So at least I still got plenty of time to make a decision.  Charlie: I could adopt the baby if you want! Akva: I am not becoming your surrogate mother, Charlie! Kino: My home planet has many cultures, but the one I was born in, children are raised communally. Usually we are aware of who birthed us, and who helped conceive us, as our relationship norm is serial monogamy, but they are not our sole caregivers. Which is great for people like me, who were orphaned at birth. Akva: Please don’t reveal this to me so suddenly at like 8 AM, I’m super hormonal and I will cry. Daniele: Yeah, and how exactly will you afford a baby, my dear Charlie? We’re like, six people in a two bedroom apartment, just barely making rent. We can’t afford to have a kid, even if we raise it all together like Kino kind of suggested.

Charlie and Daniele began to argue about their living situation, for like, the sixth time this week, causing Rudi to wake up. At the same time, Dawud was getting ready to go to work. Was he thrilled to spend his Saturday cleaning up garbage at the airport? Of course not, but at least he wasn’t cursed by the unwanted pregnancy fairy...Would have been kinda weird actually.

Rudi: What’s going on? Charlie: Akva’s pregnant. Rudi: Mazel Tov! Akva: No...Not Mazel Tov, more like...Molotov...I feel like I got thrown a Molotov cocktail right in the face. Daniele: You’re Jewish? Cool. Rudi: Uh...Kind of, my dad was. Daniele: Was? Rudi: Yeah, he’s dead now. Dawud: Wow, same!

And this is what caused Akva to finally start crying. Like, for the love of all, two of her friends have lost their dad, this is awful how can she not react to that. Though, Rudi then realized a more pressing issue...Wasn’t Akva a lesbian?

Well, yes, she is. Which is why she broke up with her ex in the first place. They were having sex one night, and she realized she could no longer lie to herself anymore. To be honest, her boyfriend kinda suspected it, so he wasn’t mad over this reveal. Not sure if he’ll take that well the idea of becoming a father though. Also, what about her family? They, however, were still in shock to find out she is gay, and now she’s also pregnant?? Like girl, pick a struggle.

Charlie: Look Akva, whatever you decide to do, know we support you in your decision. Daniele: Yeah, 100%. Akva: Th-Thank you everyone.

Kino, Charlie, and Daniele all sat next to her and gave her a big hug, while Dawud and Rudi looked over them. 

Rudi: Now I want a hug too. Dawud: Sure, I’ll give you one real quick, don’t wanna be late.  Rudi: Aw, thanks. We’ll bound over our dead dads after work then. Dawud: My little Shaggy Rogers.

In that very moment, while her life felt like a bit of a nightmare, at least Akva knew that no matter what, nobody in the apartment would ever let her down. They’re all in this together.

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[geeky-politics-46]

A Natural

Smut - Explicit content - NSFW - 18+ only!

Pairing: Sinister Stephen Strange x Reader

Summary: Stephen begins teaching the mystic arts to your daughter, and you both ruminate on your current pregnancy.

Warnings: Smut (NSFW) - 18+ ONLY - pregnant sex, vaginal sex, unprotected sex, light dirty talk, pet names, language, creampie, sweet fluffy sex

"Patience my little sorceress. I know you can do it. It just takes time and practice. Slow down and breathe. Okay? You are already doing much better than when I tried to teach mommy."

You stuck your tongue out at your husband across the room, making your daughter lose her concentration. She erupted in giggles when Stephen copied your silly action. 

You strode towards the pair of them and took a seat on the couch behind where they were practicing. So you and your belly were out of the potential line of magical fire. While daddy and daughter worked on their magic you rubbed your growing pregnant belly and wondered if this child would take more after you or Stephen. 

You knew Stephen wanted them to take after you. That way each of you had a mini me. You kinda wanted another Stephen to be honest. It would be chaotic, but god it would be hysterical. As much as you two had talked about wanting one of each, a boy and a girl, you had your suspicion that Stephen was secretly rooting for another girl. 

He loved having a little girl to dote on. To play princess and tea party with. To watch Disney movies over and over with. To dance with her as if he was the Disney prince. To look at him like he hung the moon. He was a big softie really, despite all outward dark scary appearances, and once you had Donna he became a complete teddy bear.

It didn't take long for you and Stephen to conceive the second time around. Within six months, probably closer to three. The universe seemingly listened loud and clear to the intention once you put it out there. The universe seemed to be doing nothing but encouraging your little family to flourish. Soon you would be far enough along that Stephen would start to be able to sense whether you were adding a boy or another little girl to that family.

You didn't think Stephen could get any happier than the day you gave birth to Donna, until the day you found out you were officially pregnant a second time. He was practically bursting at the seams when you told him you were pregnant again. He literally picked you up and spun you around. Borderline jumping for joy. 

You thought back to the days after you first fell into his world. To when getting him to even say full sentences to you was a stretch. He was a completely different man now. He was still your Stephen though. The man who was so determined to protect you at all costs. Even before he knew you he made it clear he would keep you safe, and he had never once faltered in that promise.

"Well maybe I would have stuck with it if you didn't start kissing me every time I couldn't do it and got upset. That kinda reinforced my wanting to get it wrong."

Stephen came over to where you were sitting and leaned down resting his hands on the bump you were now sporting. Pressing a kiss on the bump before leaning up to press several small kisses and one deeper one on your lips. Your daughter was starting to grow tired of your constant affections for each other. If it was even possible Stephen had gotten more lovey with you since you got pregnant again. 

"Well if I didn't kiss you so much we might not have our little sorceress over here and that little one too. So all in all, I think it was still a win." 

"Ew, can you guys please stop kissing?! I'm trying to practice magic with daddy." 

In addition to starting the basics of regular schooling. Things like starting to read and write. Stephen had also decided that your barely past toddler age daughter was also going to start learning the basics of the mystic arts. Something that despite your apparent latent magical abilities, abilities that managed to rebirth bits and pieces of your universe, you had crashed and burned at. You never got beyond a few small sparks.

Stephen turned back to Donna but left both hands on your belly. You knew he was gonna try to bargain his way into a few more kisses. You could tell it was one of those days he would be all over you. After putting Donna to bed you were sure that he would want some frisky time. The fact that you were starting to show drove him absolutely bananas. Seeing your belly full with his baby was an aphrodisiac like nothing else for him. He practically drooled when he saw you naked. You kinda loved it. It made you like your changing body instead of worrying about it.

"I want two more good kisses from mama and I'll give you an extra 5 minutes of magic practice. Okay?" 

"Just two?" You questioned, already not believing him.

"For now."

He quirked his eyebrows at you with a devilish look in his eyes before he moved in to place his last two kisses on your lips. The first one was just a little deeper and longer than it needed to be. The second one ending with a little lick along your bottom lip, clearly indicating that he had plans for you later. You gave him a little wink that you knew your daughter wouldn't catch, letting him know you were game for whatever he intended for the two of you later.

"Alright teacher, don't keep your star student waiting. The flunkie will just sit here and watch. Maybe this one will learn through osmosis."

You patted your belly and that made his eyes light up a little extra. He hadn't thought about making sure your unborn baby was exposed to his magic lessons too! It made sense. It was common for people to expose their unborn children to classical music in utero. Why not magic? He was gonna have to make sure you were around for more of these magic lessons. Just in case.

He turned his attention back to Donna and moved behind her, helping to position her hands. He had crafted a small sling ring for her that was frankly the cutest thing you had ever seen. They were both taking this very seriously, even if she probably wouldn't be capable of much magic for a couple more years. 

"You've been hearing and seeing these spells since you were months old. I know you know them. Deep breath, and focus."

He took a deep breath with her and then let go of her shoulders to let her do the hand motions on her own. You watched in surprise when after a few more attempts you saw the first few orange gold sparks appear from her small fingers. Your hands flew up to cover your mouth in shock. Stephen had trouble containing his giddiness. He was trying so hard to stay in teacher mode and not go full proud parent. 

It didn't stop Donna from jumping up and down, bouncing in a circle excitedly. It appeared that her father was right. She was going to be a natural sorceress.

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Your husband entered the room and quickly wrapped his arms around you from behind. Rubbing your baby bump with both hands and burrowing his face into your neck. Purring as he held you close. This time, knowing you were pregnant from the very start, he was making sure to note all the small little things that changed about you as well as the big things. For example, your scent had changed. It was something he noticed a few weeks after you took the test that came back positive. You started to smell sweeter and warmer. A little bit more musky. Normally your scent had a bit of crispness to it, almost a citrus bite. Now it was like that citrus had ripened to it's peak. 

He was also paying very close attention to every tiny bit your body grew. He had been the one to notice the first time your bump had become visible, even before you caught it. He didn't let you sleep at all that night. He just couldn't keep his hands off of you for longer than 10 mins at a time. You really didn't think you would have been so happy to see your body change so drastically if you didn't have a partner who embraced it so much.

He had started leaving small kisses along your skin and it wasn't long before they turned from sweet pecks to heated love nips. His favorite time of the day was when he got to steal a few moments alone with you and he always tried to make the most of them. He had just put Donna to bed and now all his attention could be lavished onto you. He loved being a father, but you were the thing that his world revolved around. The true center of his universe. 

You couldn't help but crane your neck and let your head tilt to the side a little to give your husband better access to the smooth warm skin he was seeking. He quickly took advantage of it and let his teeth nip at a spot just below your jaw prompting you to inhale sharply through your nose. He licked at the spot tenderly to soothe it before taking it in his teeth again. Just to make sure. Even if he couldn't leave marks all over your neck like he used to, unless he wanted your daughter asking all sorts of questions, he still liked to leave one little one here or there. 

Even if you were currently bearing the most obvious and beautiful mark he could ever leave on you. Your growing pregnant belly. Slowly becoming more visible day by day. Until you could hold your new little baby in your arms and he could drown you both, and Donna, in even more love than he thought his heart could give. His little family. After that he wanted to mark you that way all over again. Keep adding to your family until the Sanctum ran out of rooms.

"Do you know how much I love you my darling wife? How much I adore and worship you? How I would move heaven and Earth and the entire multiverse for you?"

"You don't have to lay it on quite so thick Stephen. I thought from earlier you already knew you were gonna get lucky tonight."

"Doesn't matter. I just wanted to tell you how much I love you. Every little thing about you. How grateful I am that you came into my life. Even how utterly terrible you are at the mystic arts. Everything. Because you are the reason for our magical little girl, and this little magic being. The fact that I get to make love to you is just the icing on the cake. Even if you never let me fuck you again I would still worship at your feet." 

"Well I think we both know I'm never going to stop letting you fuck me Stephen Strange, and hey not everybody can be a natural wizard like you. You are just lucky our daughter takes after her incredibly gifted and amazing father.”

His eyes narrowed at you through the mirror when you called him a wizard. You knew the title drove him up the wall when you did that, which made it one of the funnest things to do. It was one of the ways you liked to poke and tease him about the most. You were trying to hold back a grin when he put on his best scary and sinister face. A look that had no doubt sent chills through many, but for you it just made the butterflies he gave you start to flit through your stomach faster. 

“You are lucky you are the wife and mother of two, soon to be three, powerful sorcerers, love. Otherwise calling me a wizard would have dire consequences.”

Without any warning he scooped you up and carried you over to the bed. Letting you fall and bounce somewhat unceremoniously upon landing on the soft mattress, amid the fluffy blankets and covers. He grabbed your ankle and yanked you over to the side of the bed. You were too busy trying to cover your mouth to keep your yelps and laughter down to a volume Donna wouldn't hear to do much but wiggle in fake protest. Playfully swatting at his chest as he threw himself on top of you, making sure to be mindful of your belly, and descended on you smothering you in kisses. 

After a few sloppy excited kisses on both of your cheeks your lips finally met. The kiss was sweet and playful but still full of passion and desire. The feel of one of Stephen's hands coming to brush against your cheek making you press farther into his touch. His lips curled into a smile against yours as he continued his kisses. He loved feeling how you responded to his touch. You had never shied away from him. 

After a few more moments you were growing impatient with the slow lazy tempo Stephen had set. Your pregnancy hormones made your libido stronger, and the two of you had enough trouble getting enough of each other even before. To try and communicate your need for more you nipped at his bottom lip and arched your back to press your breasts tighter against his chest. You craved the feeling of his body on yours. Your breath getting quicker. 

He chuckled teasingly as you whined when he pulled away. He loved knowing that you were just as needy for him as he always was for you. Especially since now that you were showing he knew he had been near insatiable. He always worried about whether you were just trying to appease him. He knew you loved him, but his mind always liked to try and play tricks on him. Perhaps it was a lingering effect of the Darkhold, but he always worried in the back of his mind that he would never be worthy of the life you had given him. Feeling your body respond to him, your love and want for him, soothed those fears. 

"Seems like someone is feeling a little needy. What got you riled up? Hmm?"

"You know I love watching you do magic. Watching your hands and fingers, seeing you so confident. Then you come in here and get all lovey. You can't be surprised at what you do to me Stephen."

"Well, an incredibly sexy, beautiful, amazing woman did tell me I was a natural with magic. Of course she did also call me a wizard, knowing full well the correct term is sorcerer. Good thing I'm crazy about her." 

You gazed into Stephen's sparkling blue eyes as he smiled down at you. His body had settled on the bed beside you, staying pressed tight to you. The hand that wasn't at your face running up and down your side. Each pass letting the night shirt you were wearing creep higher up the side of your hip. His fingertips now making contact with the soft warm skin he loved so much. 

"Good thing indeed, because she is crazy about you." 

His lips lowered to yours again in a loving caress. Stopping in between kisses to nuzzle his face against yours. His heart fluttering every time his facial hair tickled you and made you giggle. He let himself melt into your kiss and let his body mold to yours, pulling your leg up to wrap around his hip when both your arms looped around his neck. Soft little moans starting to sneak past both of your lips as you drank each other in. Each noise spurring the other on, wanting to pull more from the other. 

Eventually your hands skimmed along the neck of his tunic and robes, starting to pull them loose from his body. Another whine of protest coming from you when he pulled away from your mouth to rid himself of his boots and the top half of his robes. Your pout disappeared as the smooth pale expanse of his chest came into clear view. The sinew of lean muscle on his back was visible as he turned to throw his clothes to the side. You couldn't take your eyes off of his as you watched him undress. Unable to find the desire to strip yourself when you could just watch him. He was beautiful. Everything about him was beautiful.

You felt your cheeks flush as he turned and looked at you while moving to start removing his pants. His gaze darkening when he saw you sheepishly try to hide the hormone driven blush on your cheeks. He knew what he was doing to you and he was loving every second of it. After getting the button and zipper of his pants undone he crawled back on top of you, spreading your legs so he could settle his weight between them and kissed you with a renewed hunger. Nipping at your lips when he felt your arms loop around his waist and over his low back. Your palms pressing into him as you let your hands slide under the fabric of his pants and grab at his ass. 

The feel of his skin through the fabric of his boxers quickly stopped being enough for you. So just as quickly as you had grabbed a hold of his ass you let go, only to swiftly slide them past the elastic of his underwear to once again dig your nails into his strong backside. Both layers of fabric starting to slide down more the tighter you cling to him. The elastic band now pressing against the base of his quickly hardening cock making him thrust forward against you. A groan coming from both of you at the friction he created. 

You needed to feel all of him. At times his touch felt like a drug. One hit to your system only made you crave more. So you didn't have to let go of him with your hands, you started trying to push his pants and boxers down with your feet. After a little bit of struggling you succeeded in shoving both layers down to his knees. The feel of his cock being freed making him gasp against your neck in between kisses.

Stephen pulled away and rolled beside you on the bed to finish getting his pants off, leaving him completely naked. You gazed at his nude form and practically purred at how sexy he was. How sexy your naked husband, the father of your babies was. You started rubbing at your belly as you got up on your knees, thinking about the fact that he put that baby there. The way he looked at you made you feel so sexy and wanted. You could feel his eyes on you as you pulled your night shirt over your head and threw it to the side. Your breasts and belly now on full display, leaving you in just your panties.

As you took your top off Stephen couldn't help but start to stroke himself a few times. He wanted you, he needed you. He beckoned you to come crawl on his lap before you could do anything else. Tonight he wanted to watch as you rode him.

As you crawled over and got on top of him, Stephen made a small wave of his hand and your panties magically disappeared. 

"That's cheating you know."

A shit eating grin appeared on his face. He started running his hands up your legs, from your knees to your hips. Then letting them cradle your belly before moving up to cup your breasts, letting his thumbs strum over your nipples. 

"Oh but I thought you liked watching me use magic. Watching my hands and fingers. Although there are much better things I can be doing with them."

 He let his fingers curl around your ribs and urged you to lean forward, lowering your chest so your breasts were right in his face. After a quick nuzzle in between them he took one nipple in his mouth. His tongue circled it until he felt it stiffen before licking and sucking on it. Then he repeated the actions on your other breast. After he finished lavishing your breasts with attention he moved back up your neck to your lips. Kissing you deeply and letting his tongue lick over yours adding to the heat and tension. 

"Ride me baby. Wanna watch you ride my cock. Use me to make yourself feel good darling."

He moved one hand down between your bodies as you lifted your hips to position the tip of his cock against your entrance. You immediately started sliding down on him. Moaning when you felt your hole starting to stretch around him. Taking him in a little bit before pulling back up and pushing down again and going a little bit farther. Working to pull every ounce of pleasure from that first delicious penetration. From that first delicious stretch that made you feel so full. Once you had bottomed out and had taken all of his cock inside you, you stopped your motions. Letting both of you bask in the feeling. 

Stephen brought his hands to your hips and started urging you to roll your hips forward to grind your pelvic bone against his, aiming to start stimulating your clit. You happily obliged. You loved that he tried to put your pleasure first most of the time, even when he was feeling greedy. He got off on seeing you shaking and moaning his name. So you let him start to grind your hips against him, bringing your hands to the sides of his head and leaning down to kiss him. 

Once you could tell you were getting closer to orgasm and felt the ball of heat growing in your low belly you urged his hands down to your thighs letting you sit up straight. Placing your hands over his you started to lift your body up and down on his cock. Moving teasingly slowly at first so you could feel each vein on his cock as you moved. Carefully starting to build your speed and force as you started to bounce faster. Pulling yourself up higher and moving your hands to his thighs, leaning back to make sure Stephen got a view of his cock sliding in and out of you. Making sure he could see the way your slick glistened on his skin, the way you had drenched his cock. 

He was hypnotized as he watched you. You looked like a goddess in the flesh. His very own goddess carrying his child. Seeing your growing belly as you rode him made his head spin. Every bounce of your body had him teetering on the edge of his control. He could feel his balls pulling closer to his body and knew he wasn't going to last much longer, but he had to get you there first. He had to. This was non-negotiable in his mind. 

Pulling one hand free from your grasp he licked his thumb and quickly brought it back down to start stroking your clit. His initial touch of the sensitive spot making your mouth fall open and your eyes fall shut.  He grinned to himself as he started circling and stroking the nerve filled bundle, listening for just the right noise that meant he found that perfect spot on your clit. While he did he repositioned himself with his feet flat on the bed, starting to thrust his hips up gently to meet yours. When you started whimpering and your bounces on him started losing their rhythm he started urging you on with sweet praises.

"That's it, love. I love watching you fall apart for me. Love feeling your pussy squeeze me so tight when you cum on my cock. I will never get tired of making you cum. So beautiful and so fucking perfect. Cum for me baby, just let go. Love you so much." 

When he felt your cunt start to flutter around him he took over the thrusting, but didn't stop his ministrations on your clit. You let the warm energetic pulse in the pit of your belly take over as your own movements slowed. Letting the electric wave of your orgasm sweep through your body out to your fingers and toes. Your head dropping back and a deep satisfied groan coming from your chest. 

Once the feeling waned and you floated back down to reality, you smiled at the man below you. Lowering your chest down to his and running your fingers into his hair as you kissed him over and over, whispering to him in between kisses. Pressing Your hips back to meet his thrusts with a faster and harder repetition. Wanting to work him to his climax just as he worked you to yours.

"I love you too Stephen. You make me feel so good. Want to make you feel just as good. Wanna make you cum baby. Love to feel you cum in me. Fill me up Stephen. Give me everything."

His hips picked up to a pounding speed as you coaxed him on. Strained groans falling from his lips and his eyebrows furrowed. A deep growl coming from him as you felt him tip over the edge and start to fill you. Feeling his cock throb inside you over and over until you were practically leaking with his seed.  For another moment he didn't let you move off of him. Wanting to stay in that moment, suspended in time, for as long as he could.

Eventually he let you move to clean yourself and him up before crawling back in bed next to him. You knew he hadn't taken his eyes off of you the entire time. He only relaxed again once you had snuggled back into his arms and he felt you relax with a deep exhale. Exchanging whispered "I love yous", before the weight of sleep took hold.

He held you tight in his arms and watched as you fell into a heavy sleep. Yeah you may have been shit at the mystic arts, but you had a magic that was all you own. A magic that Stephen wasn't sure he would ever fully understand, but he was okay with that as long as he could continue to bask in it with you. 

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PARENTS 2.0

Soooo since y'all really liked my Xiao x reader parents one shot I figured of doing another one but for when their daughter was just a baby

XIAO X FEM! READER

TW! None

It's just fluff

Your baby was born 4 months ago and it has been the craziest thing ever. The day you gave birth you have never seen Xiao more anxious and terrified in your life, Zhongli even came along to help him calm down a bit since you were kinda busy giving birth. The moment your daughter was born though? And Xiao heard his baby cry? He immediately was silent and wide eyes open looking at both of you, Xiao slowly walked close to you as you held your daughter, your face looked exhausted and tearing up as you looked at your baby, but then you looked at Xiao and just said "this is our daughter... Do you wanna hold her?" Xiao looked at you for a few seconds before nodding and very carefully carried her, and a few seconds from holding her he began to tear up, it was the first time you have ever seen Xiao cry, it was impressive. While you recovered and slept after giving birth and just the exhaustion of all this experience, Xiao would stay awake making sure you and his daughter were ok, every time your daughter cried he would do his absolute best to calm her down but when he knew it was because she was hungry he would wake you up to feed her even though it pained him to disturb you.

Now that 4 months have passed you have noticed that Xiao is such a different person especially whenever he is around his daughter. You once caught him playing with her and what surprised you the most was how much she was laughing. While you had to breastfeed her Xiao would stay by your side and have some light conversions or just whisper you compliments, and once you were done feeding her you would comfort her a bit until she fell asleep, so while your daughter rested you and your husband would be laying down on the couch or bed and just enjoying each other's company, you two would have some times just a soft moment kissing or hugging as you talk about anything, or you two would be simply making out the entire time until you two start hearing a baby cry.

One of your favorite moments have been the various times you have caught Xiao and your baby sleeping, Xiao would have her on his chest as they both slept on the couch or bed.

Xiao always calls his daughters "Angel" or "Tofu" and for some reason she laughs and smiles whenever he calls her tofu.

It's shocking to believe that at one point Xiao repeated to himself over and over that he was going to be a terrible dad and that the feared that he would hurt his kid by accident, but now he is the closest one to her and has been nothing but the most perfect husband and father he could ever be

He loves you both very much