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i just had to let my cat go. liver failure. probably cancer. wasnt gonna get better. 16 years of friendship.
thank you for everything, you were the best cat I could ever have wished for. i hope i was worthy of you. ive given you the best i could.
#antares speaks#this morning i didnt know i would have to say goodbye today#she got very bad very quickly#shes no longer suffering#she really was just the absolute sweetest cat.#except for mice. if you were a mouse then god have mercy.#catte
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[WIP? Sketch?? Idk concept]
[Swap AU]
"it's you... !"
That moment when the girl who patched you up and saved you from dying in an alley (that you promptly ran away from) show up at one of your very first concerts
#chaggie#swap au#hazbin hotel swap au#hazbin hotel charlie#charlie morningstar#vaggie#hazbin vaggie#hazbin hotel#love they#very muc.h#<333#it was honestly crush at first sight for Charlie#well#2nd#actually#it got deeper as they got closer#im debating wether to keep their temporary breakup or not#i might im just a little confused on where to put it#i just really want an excuse to be able to draw Vaggie as Marceline singing “im just your problem” tbh#btw Vaggie got another makeover quickly after this Velvette decided it wasnt good enough#shes right#im so bad at designing outfits#UpsideDown/Swap AU
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Aha aha aha AGAIN!!
I showed this to my mom and she was very proud thank u mother I love you
#kitdraws#kit draws#fanart#artists on tumblr#miguel o'hara#miguel tag#miguel spiderverse#miguel spiderman#miguel fanart#atsv miguel#i was showing my mom the timelaspe since i finished this one pretty quickly#but the other one i drew was in the timelaspe cuz i was using it to grab the skintones i used#so she got mooned i felt so bad an embarassed#like yes this one is mooning the viewer lowkey too but this has#tasteful crack#i apologized to her very quickly
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Due to Trickster being an underwhelming path story wise (outside of those sweet sweet sneak attacks) I've decided to merge Trickster and Demon for Zrise's KC canon in my mind. Demon is so sick. He surely wouldn't choose Demon at first but he could be easily swayed. Socothbenoth and Nocticula being toxic awful siblings who hate each other helps me solidify this in my mind. Seeing as they are the advisors for those paths... That and even on his Trickster run Zrise betrays Soco and sides with Nocticula.
#pwotr spoilers#wotr spoilers#oc: zrise#zrise lore#guy who would be playing both sides and quickly see the council is not very useful lmao#one day I’ll write it up#also unfortunately Zrise on the ‘become Nocticula’s boy toy’ path#that’s her pet man#extra sad when she leaves him for Elysium#also the idea that Zrise just attaches himself to the one who gives him more power#also unfortunately Zrise seems unable to resist the urge to throw himself at women who don’t care about his well being LMAO#Zrise seeing an emotionally distant woman ‘I need her to tell me I’m a good tool’#got to therapy#love that fucking over Soco doesn’t even get rid of your powers#it’s like *shrug* trickster just does as they please#Zrise as KC really gives off an unhinged vibe#he’s like :) Tehehe thanks for trying to use me I’ll take that power and kill you now#now I don’t feel such guilt about being a bad person yay yippie#LMAO
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its so hard to talk about how traumatic it is to watch somebody be claimed by dementia without going "well i cant complain because at least i wasnt the one losing my mind (for now)" but that shit fucks you up so much. that ghost is going to haunt me for the rest of my life and all i can do is hope it Stays a ghost
#tiddytaco#b#thinking about it rn bc today while i was driving my mom home from pt#she saw someone she knew from years ago driving & was like FOLLOW THAT CAR & we met them in a parking lot#& the conversation turned to 'hey what the hell happened to your parents' pretty quickly bc our families hadnt been in touch#& it was a long conversation in the hobby lobby parking lot#& idk if itll ever Stop being fresh in my mind but now its Extra fresh in my mind#that whole time period was just so insane & awful#bc it was like Ok we're caring for both grandparents#& then my grandpa died#& all our pets at the time were very old#& when he died it occurred to me that we could easily lose both grandparents and all 3 pets within the year#it turned out to be like a long drawn-out year & a half from the first to the last#& looking back it seems impossible that is was that short a time period bc it felt like an eternity#we got off easy with grandpa bc he died before it got too bad but with grandma it just kept getting Worse#& the climax of the caring experience was traveling to take her to my uncle bc he wanted to take his shift caring for her#& that was so . So bad. SO bad#like it literally could not have gone more smoothly and it was SO bad#just thinking about it i feel like im there again i get so stressed out
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Made my fields of mistria oc, Vesta, with this picrew by maetheellen! I got the template from here ♡
#some little fun facts about vesta: she has terrible pollen allergies. so it was a choice for her to become a farmer.#(they just wanted a free house okay)#while she finds insects to be cute she doesn't want them near her. ever.#but she can't say no to luc when he asks her to go bug hunting 😔#they're a bit of a mystery amongst the townsfolk. no one really knows much about them or where they came from.#maple luc and dell love playing games with them! vesta gets really into whatever role they put her in.#fields of mistria#oc vesta#fom farmer#•°☆°•#tried drawing her but then remembered im bad a drawing so decided very quickly that i was over it#i got annoyed because i couldn't get one thing to look right lol#and any chance of me trying to improve was gone. i dont have the patience for drawing i guess
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Ppl acting like shipping something is progressiveness comes off as virtue signaling and fake activism. And yeah it is rather ironic most Ronancers either dislike Vickie or disregard her character.
yeahhhh it's also. like. people can be bigoted in fandom. It happens! It's a problem! But acting as though a ship is some kind of activism itself....nah man. it aint that deep. You (general) don't have to justify a ship! You can just like it. You can want it to be canon and hope it is and even think it will be. But if you're saying that it has to be canon because it would be the most important representation ever you've lost the thread. "we're fighting homophobia" mmmm i think you are shipping two fictional white boys together. And while representation of queer identities and stories is good, a single teen relationship isn't actually going to do a whole lot. Like yes it's nice to see yourself on screen, can be very important! Rep is always nice. But it wouldn't be the first of it's kind. There are a fair few mainstream movies nowadays with gay youths. You aren't fighting homophobes by shipping, you're just trying to make yourself feel better than others by acting like it's something more than it is. Go volunteer with a local queer org or something lmao
rnce isn't the worst at acting like there's something morally superior, especially in stranger things fandom, (it's just kinda annoying tbh to have general posts claiming bigotry when you are simply a fan of a different wlw ship) but its also very funny when, like, you're allowed to like a ship because you think the characters/actors are hot. It's okay. you don't have to insult people who don't ship it, or find reasons her canon love interest is boring or bad etc. Acting like you are somehow defending wlw by pretending that people don't like the ship because of a man is...bleh. it's okay they should just say they don't like vickie and steve or their relationships with robin. they're tying themselves in knots trying to avoid saying it because that would mean admitting they don't like a major aspect of robin (her love for steve)
#findaanswers#Anonymous#i am not talking about rnce in the first paragraph because tbh rnce ppl arent that bad. some parts of other shippers ARE that bad tho#how some blrs talk about the ship is bonkers. unhinged. putting too much emotional weight on it to be canon#how quickly the past is forgotten#anti ronance#fandom wank#stranger things#but also yeah people have got to relax a bit about shipping jeez#it's fine not to like steve but very weird to say you love robin when she has literally said she's obsessed with him but then not like him
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Skimblegus Family Time--Tumble takes after Asparagus more and more the older he gets, but Teazer takes after Skimble a lot more than people give her credit for. They're both these very bright, clever, and relentlessly cheerful cats who try to put a brave face on things and hide when they're not at their best. But when they crash, they crash hard; it became a bittersweet source of reconnection after she was free of Macavity, especially since Teazer didn't realize her dad ever had bad days. She can basically only stand to be around her dads, Tumble, and Mungojerrie on particularly awful days, and Skimble's learned more from Asparagus about how not to just pack those emotions away to worry about later. Plus, you know she's feeling better when she and Tumble can start picking at each other again.
I love it so much, and I love this little family <3
#Rumpleteazer#Skimbleshanks#Asparagus#Tumblebrutus#other headcanons#jellicles ask because jellicles dare#theimpossiblescheme#and of course because you and i share the braincell i had a very similar vein of thought#that teazer got told all the time how much like her father she was and she would scoff and do everything in her power to deny that#and she'd especially hate it when mungojerrie would say it because he usually did when he was annoyed with her and they were arguing#which became more frequent when they were with macavity#and skimble was so good at pretending everything was alright he turned it into an olympic sport#he broke down very rarely and when he *did* it was a sight#i also think he and teazer are a lot alike in that they will say things before thinking them through#particularly during high stress moments - and they can be downright nasty and say things they don't really mean#before their brains catch up to their mouths because they operate so *quickly* and so on the line with their immediate feelings#skimble has learned to tone it down over the years - teazer is still young and sometimes her mouth is too big#and of course when even tumble was hesitantly pushing his rope toy towards her and asking if maybe she wanted to play#even though they were way too old at the time after teazer came back you *knew* she was in a bad way#and he feels uneasy and stays relatively in her company (and his dads can sense that he feels bad but doesn't know what to do)#basically begging her to call him names or stick bugs in his ears or a worm in his bed or *something* because whoever this queen is#she isn't his step-sister and he doesn't like it#anyway many thoughts head scrambled - i love them so much thank you <3
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I shared my Top 100 songs of 2023 playlist w my mom thinking she’d just look over it or maybe get a Few songs off it, but she downloaded the WHOLE thing. I don’t rly mind but I defo felt the need to tell her that she probably Shouldn’t download it because I think if she were listening to it in the car and the music went from Sunglasses At Night to I Who Bend The Talk Grasses she very well may have had a heart attack
#she is very sensitive to music that is any way creepy sounding#like any metal music that’s like Really metal music#or anything that’s remotely spooky in a way that feels religious to her#like there have been times where if we go into Spencer’s or somewhere that plays metal music#she’ll want to leave quickly because the music sounds ‘demonic’#she’s got a very eclectic music taste but anything the falls into that feeling for her is bad lolol#and I have a feeling that a woman shrieking over cathedral type music would deeply bother my mom lololol#chatterbun
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the way i balance staying true to my tumblrina nature while also having a job and bills and rent is that at work while cleaning a room ill think of something id like to post and then repeat it over and over in my head and refine it until it sounds right and then i either post it as soon as i get a second to Or i forget it bc i think of anew post to make. and they always get 0 notes but its ok
#not a lot to post abt in a retirement home. its like yep this room is exactly the same as it was last week and the week before as well.#2day we mughtve had a missing resident idk. i also fink i saw her like 2 seconds b4 she went missing so im sure they found her#i was just sitting in the lunch room Seething and Coping ( iwas 40 minutes behind and had just found out i had an extra room on top of that#btw i didnt get out until 4:30. my shift ends at 330 but my ride leaves at 4 and due to The crisis my boss said i can stay clocked in until#4 so that i can do liberty and get overtime et cetera. whats hard is sometimes when i say et cetera i want you to read it as et cetera but#other times i want you to read it as E.T. cetera. but what can you do.#anyways where was i. right i was in the lunchroom oh also my ride didnt leave without me bc marians my bestie. anyways. i was in the break#room idk why i keep calling it the lunchroom im not a highschooler. its a breakroom we just sometimes eat lunch in there when im not outsid#or hiding in Closet <3333333333#aaaanyways what was i talking abt. a good thing abt desktop tumblr is that i can read through all the tags so far#mobile its like a whole debacle basically. idr how but its like. whatever ider what i was talking about hold on#oh right. so i was in the break room and there was a nurse in there and on the walkie (they all have walkies. brenda also has one) i heard#someone go Sooo 245 wasnt in her room and she wasnt in the cafeteria :worried: im gonna look around 2nd but keep an eye out..#and then like a minute later that nurse got up and quickly left idk if she got a different message bc i was listening to starstruck by sorr#and trying to figure out how expensive (indian restaurant) is. the answer is very ughhh i just wanted butter chicken and garlic naan and#rice and that wouldve been THIRTY DOLLARSSS :sobbed: it is very very good food though#i caint get it anyway my check hasnt come in. Tee be honest i might go ahead and order it anyway once my check does come in i rly rly want#butter chicken rn. if in being honest.#also the nurse was playing like a kids cooking channel youtube video rly loudly and the guy in it was obnoxious and i was having such a bad#day i was just sitting there hunched over in a corner forehead against the counter it was diree guys.#the way i made 'yeah i overheard on one of the nurses walkies that they couldnt find a resident for a couple minutes' into a 10 paragraph#debacle. this is what i mean when i say i have to be a tumblrina do you know how dire it would be if i had a social life and went outside#somebody would be like hey how has your day been! and id make it into a 15 hour long historical reenactment. lord
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I think the fundamental difference in my sister & I’s relationships with our parents is that like. My sister’s beef about our childhood is that she feels (rightfully) that our parents should have encouraged her more to pursue artistic endeavors, and I’m like. when my hamster died because I straight up forgot its existence because she was moved to a different room and therefore out of my sight, my mom told me I must not have actually loved/cared about her and didn’t deserve to have a pet. My sister is (rightfully) upset about how much my mom pressures her about settling down and producing grandbabies, and when I came out to my mom, she told me I was going to die alone and unloved and that she hoped I was “just depressed”
Like it’s fair to be upset in both cases but also!! When my sister says they did their best and we should mostly let things go…r u sure!!
#every time my mom cheerfully brings up how quickly she got my brother in to be seen about adhd#I am like#I want to eat YOUR heart in the marketplace#idk like there was definitely more serious shit that my parents did with my sister that was bad#but. we had very very different childhoods#tw animal death#personal#idk I love my parents and in some ways I do think they did well and their best and all#but in others…#nah. I don’t have a lot of forgiveness in my heart for the ways they specifically fucked up my brother and me#anyway this thought brought to you by preventing myself from attempting to start a quilting project#(I do not know how to quilt)
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I will be honest. I am having a hard time.
#last month we had to move my boyfriend very quickly into a new apartment because his lease was not renewed#and I had to use almost all my savings on that#my mom got married last week and she’s really bad at planning#so I had to pick up a lot of slack for her#I got shafted on my shift bid and am starting it today#it’s 12:30 to 9 Monday thru Thursday#this is the worst shift I could’ve gotten#which means my stats are terrible and I’m lucky I’m keeping my job#but also they tell me they like me? Idk how to feel#plus my bf works nights and has trouble waking up#so I’m terrified he’s going to get fired if I’m unable to be there to wake him up#I still work my second job one day a week which does not pay nearly as well#but if this new schedule destroys my life I will have to go back to it#I feel like such a failure#also don’t remember when I got my period last#I’m terrified of everything right now#I’ve taken a few pregnancy tests in the last couple weeks and they’ve all been negative but my god#idk what I’m gonna do if that happens#personal
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I need to get back into a drawing mood already so I can draw one of my new guys she's my newest obsession. Girlie who's been standing just off screen of every bad thing that's happened in the last decade
#rat rambles#oc posting#her name is marci and Im still fleshing her out but basically shes another kid who largely grew up in the middle world palace#she and loonie were close as kids and she also had a big crush on midas but she and loonie drifted apart overtime and midas well. yeah.#shes never liked loonie and midas' mom which only worsened as midas began his plan and his mom tried to plead ignorance#this is the source of most of her and loonie's conflict as loonie had always loved it's mom a lot and basically idolized her#so anytime marci would be even vaguely critical of her it would become very defensive#it never got too bad during the early years but after midas and mascot killed their mom and vanished it quickly became way worse#marci was mourning midas and loonie was mourning its mom and neither were willing to budge on their hatred of the other's loved one#eventually they very hesitantly comprimised to agree to disagree (aka just avoid the topic)#but the damage had already been done and the two had drifted very far apart#they initially tried to move forward but as loonie got more and morw frustrated with the whole situation it started actively avoiding marci#which she took note of and while she was upset abt it she tried to respect it#she swiftly lost that respect as soon as she learned abt toon's existence#in her eyes toon was loonie's replacement for her. and well she wasnt necesarily wrong.#this ultimately lead to marci lashing out at loonie and the two getting in a big fight which escalated to violence#loonie felt genuinely hurt by marci lashing out like this but it also couldnt properly fight back since she was yknow. right.#so it ended up backing off and very very vaguely appologising#it was a Very passive agressive appology tho and it was basically a moment of both of them looking at eachother and realizing that they had#long stopped seeing eachother as a friend#anyways then toon delevopes a big crush on marci which complicates things even more lol
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Jumping to Gates, I've always loved the idea of Emolga and Eris growing super close because he helps him figure out how to control his electricity since they're such similar Pokemon
#eris is a wreck as a pikachu he had no idea how to deal with all his energy and it just stressed him out and made him agitated all the time#and he kept getting migraines and sore muscles because the electricity was built up inside of him#emolga sees him and freaks out and doesnt get how eris doesnt know all this stuff cause its usually instinctual#and when he learns he was human hes just like ''ohhhhh. yeah ok''#but he teaches him how to manage his electricity and live with his new body and its nice :)#echoed voice#pmd posting#eris is the only one who has a bad time adjusting out of all my heroes. nuri got over the shock quickly and immediately began planning#and her face is covered so shes just happy about that#rin is SO happy to be a pokemon and she doesnt know why. but shes more concerned about her past than abt her transformation#shes more than happy with it shes so chill and she loves walking on all fours and breathing fire#currently unnamed psmd hero doesnt quiiite count cause theyre actually a reincarnation in my version#the human memories feel very awkward to them when they fade in#if we're counting starfall then finn doesn't adjust well either but hes more scared and resentful than anything#tbh hes in desperate need of a rehaul sjdkflsdjflds
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g o o d n i g h t .
#very incoherent rant about my week in the tags; sorry for incoherence i hit my head earlier so b s#im just. so d o n e with this week. 100000% done i say.#on monday i was late to work by 20 minutes and had to stay behind for half an hour to make up for it bc the app we use to clock in suuuucks#and i also found out that i lost $40 of my salary bc of said clocking in app which. suuuuuuuuuuucks#though. this week had a weirdly low number of samples. which was. kinda nice ig since i managed to finish all my work before 7pm… but still.#like we managed to finish our stuff so quickly that we managed to watch bee movie together on tuesday………#mmmmmm i don’t remember much about what happened on wednesday though…..#but yesterday. oh g o d . yesterday. thursday. whateverday. g o d.#so the software to operate one of the [lab equipment] machines kept crashing everytime we tried to print results#regardless of whether there were any samples being tested with said machine at the moment. which. y’know#sucks on its own. but it also means that the tested sample had to be reweighed and every sample that came after it had to be reentered again#which was a m a j o r pain in the behind.#so like. after i reran the sample post-first software crash… the boss’s favourite employee freakin’ remote-accessed the computer and#he did the results thing. and crashed the software. while a sample was being analysed. and the entire monitor!!! went!!!! dark!!!! when he!!#so. i ‘calmly’ and ‘rationally’ rushed out to the office area to give him a piece of my mind.#which. may or may not have involved screaming at him and slapping him. it’s too bad that i slapped him so loudly that our boss heard/saw it…#but. um. she didn’t call me out to screech at me in return. she sent him into the lab area to settle his thing himself in fact. so. hm.#i guess i’m able to keep my job for another week. maybe.#it didn’t stop my coworkers from making fun of me for slapping the guy though so b s#anyways ig i got my just desserts today bc i walked straight into the side of the door of an in-workplace bathroom stall at full force#and i think i bruised the side of my head… what goes around comes around ig……#idek what i’m even typing anymore i blame my head hurty for this#inedible blubbering
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Having weird cringefail thoughts tonight.
#mpreg#tmpreg#you've been warned#anyway. been thinking about spamton being pregnant in my au and everything that would entail#I think he would take a while to realize because he's dealing with the whole... freezing stuff#he's got frostbite so bad he can't stand and he's unable to feel his fingers. it's pretty fucking bad#it's so bad that when he does eventually hear that he might be pregnant he doesn't believe it#because if he's this unhealthy and his body is wrecked clearly there's no way there's a baby in there. how could a fetus even survive?#it quickly becomes apparent that he is in fact expecting though. and he takes it very poorly (which makes sense)#he cries. then he rages. then cries. tries to fistfight the lightners despite barely being able to move. then gets heavily depressed#it doesn't help that the pregnancy rolls back on a lot of the progress he was making towards healing#because his body is so small for an addison he feels every symptom tenfold and it pretty much leaves him completely disabled again#ralsei takes care of him the most since he's the healer of the team and the one spamton hates the least#kris sometimes visits but they're generally banned from seeing him since he's so upset at them#he's upset at noelle too but she doesn't want to visit him either so no conflicts there. susie also ignores him#he gets his own room in the castle that's designed after the one he had in his big shot days. it helps calm him a lil but not that much#jevil sometimes visits. they usually just bicker but spamton generally likes having a familiar face around#not for long periods of time though. jevil is very energetic and spamton is too exhausted to keep up with him for long#almost everything sucks until the kid gets there. and then it slowly gets better#it's worse at the start because he's weak and tired and the newborn keeps demanding his attention#but eventually it calms down and his body finally manages to ragain some strength so he can do something other than be depressed#yay I guess?
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