#she could break me with her brain

[endlessnightarts]

Everyone has that Baldur's Gate NPC they think should be romanceable or at least fuckable. Disciple Z'rell is mine, why couldn't my Tav have that fling while undercover in the cult? She was down for it??!

[girlmetalsonic]

something that is like the baseline of amys entire character to me is that shes lonely. shes clingy and physically affectionate in a way none of her friends really are, shes always getting pushed aside and left behind. yeah, she helps out people she doesnt know because shes a nice person, but also, she sees part of herself in them. she wont leave someone else behind because she knows the feeling —and more importantly, hates the feeling. if she doesnt have somebody to stand by her and be there for her, then shes going to be that person for everybody else. something something her obsession with sonic is really just like a manifestation of that desire for closeness with someone, and she thinks that romance is the only way to get that. idk... this hedgehog can have so many abandonment issues.

[rg11]

krkt runs in my head like a hamster spinning on a hamster wheel

like this

[chainsawl]

ID: Bmo smugly quoting a discord screenshot by saying "they call me 007. 0 money 0 pussy 7 suicide attempts". end ID

ID: Bmo looking over Finn and Jake, who are looking at him concerned. He says "wow not even an lol. okay i see how it is". end ID

ID: bmo on the process of jumping from a window while saying "they call me 008". Finn, jake, or both are screaming "Wait-" . end ID.

[melancholyfleurs]

hey cuties in my phone. i just want you to know i love you very much and life is so fucking hard but so worth living and if it’s dark for you rn just know i am rooting for you and i hope things get easier <3.

[rhynrnmph]

ELIA WEEK D-2:

Elia and her brothers/parents:

art cred: owned and created by @yosb <3

Parents headcanons

They were very attentive to her health flunctuations ever since she was a babe

The Princess felt so guilty but her Prince would constanly reassure and support her

"We'll do our best for her... Do not worry. This one will live. I know she will!"

They coddled her a lot

Elia was a fussy baby

Septas and milk mother had to shoo him away because he was overlooking everything

Princess Elia was often sick and the first five years her parents had sleepless nights

Silently staring at the night skies hoping to not have to bury yet another babe/child

But Elia fought each and every one

Elia was always clear vocal and could express herself very well ever since she was young

Having no issues to express an idea or feelings

So much she was the only one to "pacify" childgremlin!Oberyn

She always had the right words to say to soothe him

The Prince had maesters and foreign physicians come from far to examine their daughter to see if she could be healed

But each would fail and send him into a black rage

Against everyone the maesters, physicians and the gods

His little "sundrop” his only daughter was suffering of an ailment

And no maester, physician or even the gods were answering his prayers and pleas

Elia obviously her daddys apple eye

She takes her kind temper after him

He was a cunning witty but sweet man

but since she was her mothers only surviving daughter you can say she was also a mommys girl

One time Rhaenys got really sick everyone thought it was the end that night Princess Loreza and the little Princess were saying affirmations like a prayer

It gave her the litlle bravery she needed thus every night since then Loreza would recite those affirmations to her

Her and her father would have afternoons of fun telling each other jokes and reading books to each other

Since she couldn't leave the castle walls her father would bring books, maps, parcments and paintings of places all over the world

Just so she could see them from her sickbed (I'm sobbing while typing this)

Prince Quentyn (yep their father) would stay hours after Elia fell asleep. Just to watch her breath, just watch her little chest raise and fall in peaceful bliss

He wished to burn this image. Their first daughter, alive, breathing in bed. Fighting every bit of her sickness she could through her frail body

The Prince was heartbroken each time Elia would moan that sh'e in pain

If he could take all her pain to himself he would have...

Prince Quentyn would forsee her political education while his wife was running the Kingdom

On namesdays they would have the best actors and singers of the 7 9 Kingdoms or from the world come for Elia

Elia loved circuses and grandiose performances and magic

So her brothers and parents would have them come every year just so see her smile and laugh

Just to see her eyes twinkle in wonder and joy 😭

Prince Quentyn would cry every year thankful to have such a gorgeous sundrop

He would get frustrated with Oberyn because he had the fancy of kidnapping his sister to "adventure"

Elia didn't mind at all, those escapes were her only chances to see the outside world

Once he passed (some years right before her marriage) Elia had terrible time reading to herself

Her sweet reading companion had departed...

She promised herself to do the same with her children

After his death Elia prefered people reading to her or reading to people

Reading alone always feels empty... but sometimes

Just some rare moments, she'd imagine a familiar hand carresing her head in a soothing motion

"Keep reading! I adore your voice, My little sundrop..."

Originally Loreza was to choose a husband through letters and extensive negotiations

But when Oberyn objected to it suggesting they should prove themselves to Elia herself

Loreza agreed

She wanted to be the one to annonce to her daughter they would travel for suitors

Just to see her eyes lit up

Her husband would have disagreed

However this wasn't a life she wished for their daughter

Princess Loreza wanted her daughter to have a good husband that would take care of her

When the tour didn't turn out well Loreza came to terms that maybe she would be safer in Dorne after all

Until she recieved the royal seal

This was an honor

Ever since, Loreza enforced Elia's political and court knowledge

Making sure her daughter was informed and read for that environment

Right before the wedding both cried to each other

Elia swore she would make it, and make her and her father proud

Loreza ordered her little brother to watch and guard Elia from this shit city

Ser Lewyn and her were each others allies

Her pregnacy made Princess Loreza anxious

But word of a safe delivery and healthy granddaughter and daughter put her to rest

Princess Loreza died before she could meet her grandaughter

Few weeks after Elia was announced to visit Dorne to present the Princess Rhaenys Targaryen to the Dornish court

Elia was devastated and was granted to visit Dorne shortly after

The last act she tried to enact was a large sum of gold waiting for her in the Iron Bank

For her and her bloodline "in case something would happen"

Ser Lewyn was the last place of comfort and familiarity she had in Kingslanding

He would listen to her, confort her, gossip/spy for her,...

And once he left for the Riverlands she truely felt alone

The news of his death broke her

Her parents she had grace to restrain herself

But her sweet uncle, her oldest friend and ally, her last link to their House was gone

Elia knew then, she had to make it home somehow

in a way she did...

[brittlebutch]

kind of astounding how innocuous conversations with my younger siblings can make me feel like dogshit... what are the good things about being the oldest kid supposed to be again??

[the-lark-ascending69]

Had this moment of extreme anger and aggression out of nowhere and ended up hurting myself and then i wrote about it, went out to get some coffee, chatted w the coffee lady for 5 minutes, watched an episode of amphibia and now i feel weirdly refreshed and hopeful about life and the future??

[kay9leo]

#MCtober2024 - Week 3 Alternate House AU

Based on lamieboo's #MCtober2024 event (click on #MCtober for more info).

When I first checked out Pottermore when it came out and did the house sorting quiz, I would always end up being a hat stall and could pick either Gryffindor or Hufflepuff. Most of times I would take it on other sites, my end result would essentially be GryffinPuff.

So here we have Iñaki (since she is sort of based off my younger self) in the two alternative houses that she could be in if she wasn't so dead set convincing the sorting hat to put her in Slytherin to avoid making friends.

Gryffindor AU - Relationship Changes

Imelda Reyes

I think that as a Gryffindor, she would be Imelda's worst nightmare. While Iñaki isn't much of a Quidditch player back in the States, in the UK, she end up joining the sport when Natty convinces her to try out for the chaser position. She ends up being one of the best chasers Gryffindor has had in a while. Where in the main universe where she is a Slytherin and is Imelda roommate who eventually becomes as close to her as a sister due to their shared Hispanic culture and a friendly sibling-like rivalry, as a Gryffindor (and to a minor extend, as a Hufflepuff) her relationship with Imelda is one of a frienemy rivalry where the two girls are always trying to one up each other and they have a mutrual respect for each other.

Natsai Onai

In Gryffindor, Natty becomes Iñaki main to-go person, moreso since when she is in Gryffindor, Natty is Iñaki's roommate. The two are the last people who you expect to get in trouble or go hunting down for evidence since while on the surface, they seem like goody-two shoes, it allows them to use that cover to get out of more trouble than most people expect they would get in. Where when Iñaki was in Slytherin in the main universe and was two peas in a pod with Sebastian, in this universe, you wouldn't find Natty without Iñaki  and vice versa. You would somethings hear more tales of a strange spotted big cat (aka Jaguar Iñaki) hanging out with a strange deer creature (aka Gazelle Natty) in the Forbidden forest.

Sebastian Sallow

Where in the main universe where he and Iñaki are two peas in a pod, best friends that you've ever seen, in the Gryffindor AU, to Iñaki, Sebastian is someone she sort of sees as a rival since their DADA duel and someone she would be sassy with. There are less conversations between the two compared to when she is in Slytherin due to the two house being rivals and also because she doesn't spend as much time with him compare to the Slytherin Iñaki. Sebastian is the one who seeks her compared to when she is in Slytherin (they both equally seek each other out). In short, Sebastian has his work cut out for him to be Iñaki's friend instead of rival, never mind being her main person in this AU. Heck, he even has a hard time being her rival since Imelda called dibs on it first due to quidditch.

Hufflepuff AU - Relationship Changes

Poppy Sweeting

The two were assigned to be roommates and they click pretty fast after bonding together over a cat that was sleeping on Iñaki's bed. The difference between Iñaki being in Slytherin and in Hufflepuff with her is that in Hufflepuff, the two girls tend to sneak out to have late night convos in the kitchens and Iñaki ends up showing Poppy her jaguar form before offering to teach Poppy to be an animagus when Poppy gains interest in learning how to be one (Poppy ends up being either a Great Pyrenes or Hippogriff because of this reddit post). They end up being known as the oddball duo in the school and you can commonly find them in the Beasts outdoor classroom.

Sebastian Sallow

As far as Hufflpuff Iñaki goes, she is on better terms with Sebastian since there isn't a House rivalry to be concerned with. She does find it more annoying since Sebastian assume loyalty is due to her house and not just being her friend. While he is her friend, he's not directly her main person to go to - that honor belongs to either Poppy or Natty (depending who she finds first). Their banter is more like of close classmates rather than friends and it takes a longer time for Iñaki to let him in surprisingly enough (compared to her Gryffindor self) since while they do team up in Crossed Wands, Iñaki doesn't really think much about him unless he looks for her since there isn't really a house rivalry between them to keep her attention on him. To Iñaki, Sebastian is another classmate and who happens to be friendly and it will take the entire school year before they end up becoming close friends (which is why Iñaki says that line to him in the pic, she does consider him a good friend by that point). Just know, Sebastian is always the first one to offer being her partner in class since it's the only way Iñaki will actually speak to him - he simps harder for Iñaki here to be her friend while the rest of the class thinks his not-so-secret crush is so obvious (to the point, Iñaki is wondering about it as well). In Slytherin ironically enough, it is the easiest for him to hide his crush for her since they are always together unlike when Iñaki is a Hufflepuff where he's trying to get her attention to be seen as more than a classmate and trying to be her friend.

[which-hospital]

mad about what the longest shift did to jan again

(no but when jan was Jan, not the healthiest mother figure but significantly better for teddy than his actual mother, we had the phenomenal situation of the world’s nuclear-est family: a lesbian paramedic, her dying/dead ex husband, their nephew who they use as a replacement for their actual son - THAT’S THE BEST MESSED UP FAMILY UNIT I’VE EVER HEARD)

[torgawl]

crack theory: what if the abyss twin isn't a descender because they're an ascender?

[ivyithink]

back to my roots (drawing alfred and aethelflaed interactions, cause they melt my heart)

also the 1st season squad is very important to me, i love them a lot

+ moments from books that were stuck in my mind while i was drawing))

[pastempomat]

Lyanna Stark this Lyanna Stark that - Elia Martell is MY ASOIAF dead girl

[glowingreverie]

the past two days, i've just been watching mukbangs

[savage-rhi]

I'm very much a, "fuck yeah and fuck you, I don't need validation! I'm me, cunts!" kinda fella, but sometimes I could use support.

[abyssalpriest]

Working with Leviathan be like

Leviathan: *completely both rewrites a severe trauma trigger back into something neutral and freeing, and further reconnects me to the Sky and myself off plane and pre-incarnation in the space of 24 hours* yeah nice, anyway we should play video games now I'm tired